#lockdown 2021

[wiiildflowerrr]

11 March 2021

Anyone else kinda miss Lockdown!5SOS?

#this day in 5sos history #SHOULDER #5sos #5 seconds of summer #calum hood #ashton irwin #luke hemmings #michael clifford #5sos zoom #11 march #2021 #lockdown!5SOS

[poetryincostume]

1830’s underpinnings, 2021

Handworked linen chemise, cotton twill hand-corded transitional corset, cotton corded petticoat, two tucked cotton petticoats, organdie pleated petticoat.

With matching hand-corded cotton twill facemask

#project: the name twin #project: 1830’s #early Victorian #underpinnings #corset #petticoats #chemise #historical sewing #historical dress #historical costume #costume #extant projects: 2021 #poetry in costume #and a facemask bc this was a lockdown project #the most useless photos but for some reason I really enjoy them #some day I’ll take proper pictures of these #the vibes - one could almost call them spooky

[kimtaegis]

“future’s gonna be okay” are we actually sure about that. are we

#today was my breaking point lol today I couldn’t hold back the tears anymore #I literally can’t handle another setback or my mind’s gonna get on total lockdown again as in 2021/22 #how are you supposed to find meaning in ANYTHING when you’ve always giving your total best and it has never gotten you anywhere. how #how are you supposed to stay strong and optimistic #I feel so fucking helpless at this point I just want to scream #everything just sucks

[fairweathermyth]

WAXAHATCHEE + Can't Do Much + 🙄 KATY KIRBY + Cubic Zirconia + 🙄

#musicedit #musicgifs #waxahatcheeedit #katykirbyedit #waxahatchee #katie crutchfield #katy kirby #saint cloud #blue raspberry #made by carolyn #when katy kirby opened for waxahatchee on the 2021 tour #and that was the first concert i went to post-lockdown #that was so incredibly important and ideal for me personally #and now they both have 2024 album releases named after beloved shave ice flavors <3333

[maxsix]

#hyunjin #hwang hyunjin #stray kids #skz #skz hyunjin #maxsixgif #was anyone following me in 2021 #when this tumblr was in a Hyunjin Lockdown 24/7 #i made too many gifs of him from this video #anyways hair kink #anyways arm kink #anyways hyunjin kink

[world-of-wales]

CATHERINE'S STYLE FILES - 2021

23 MAY 2021 || The Duchess of Cambridge joined the 'Nursing Now' virtual event to mark to conclusion of the 3 year program.

#princess of wales #the princess of wales #princess catherine #catherines style files #style files 2021 #british royal family #british royals #royalty #royals #brf #sarah #kate middleton #royal #catherine middleton #duchess of cambridge #british royalty #lockdown engagements #nursing now conclusion event 21 #nursing now #23052021 #alexander mcqueen. #mappin and webb. #mappin & webb. #empress diamond carraige earrings. #asprey london. #daisy heritage necklace.

[absent-o-minded]

The emotional whiplash I am experiencing over YR S3 being wrapped is so nauseating and so joyous and so heartbreaking and so exciting

#I'll be sat there like 'I love endings!' #and then when the end actually happens I feel numb #a three chapter conclusion was always the vision #but no amount of emotional training could have prepared me to confront it being over #I genuinely find the whole situation bizarre #because what do you mean that me aimlessly scrolling on Tumblr in 2021 has found me here in 2023 #what do you mean that starting a lil' Netflix show back in partial Lockdown altered my brain chemistry for years to come? #I am so grateful to have been a part of this community from the beginning #the experience has been so unbelievably lovely and fulfilling #AND i am so excited to write some essays abt S3 to conclude this story #young royals #young royals netflix #lisa ambjörn #writing #yr s3

[pepprs]

my depression is getting really really bad. like it’s been bad before but this is like… consistently really bad. like a long unending stretch for several weeks (and tbh months) now. to the point where no inoculation actually sticks (and im isolating myself from most of my inoculations anyway and feel unable to stop doing it even though i know it’s self destructive). im either helplessly unbearably miserable or numbing out on video games. i just don’t feel like it’s going to get better for me and i KNOW that is factually untrue but the feeling is louder than the knowledge and it’s just utterly immobilizing. ive been sinking in quicksand for 2 years.

#purrs #longer than that too ofc but i think ever since i moved to campus in 2021 and shit started hitting the fan my life just started snowballing #and picked up speed majorly when i moved back home and ive been stuck in this horrible limbo ever since. like im scaring myself with how #deeply profoundly unhappy and unwell i am. i am just detached and scattered and bewildered by everything. and the only way to break free is #to fight it but i don’t even have the strength. like in order to fight it i have to have the strength and it s exactly the thing that is #being stolen from me. and i work really really hard to suppress it when im around people so no one can tell but on the inside im being eaten #alive and every day that goes on the pain gets harder to bear except im numb most of the time so i can’t tell except for when i can #one of the things that makes me saddest is ive pushed everyone away either by ghosting them or scaring them. when what i want and need the #most is love and comfort. but then when i get it it isn’t enough. idk. im not explaining it well i just feel like. horrible. unbearably #i think i need to go on meds like i truly cannot go on like this not even in a s*i cidal way it’s like i just can’t take living like this #delete later #i know im causing the people who love me pain by being unable to accept that they do love me and that’s the worst fucking part. is hurting #people by being like this. scaring people by being like this. and being so disconnected from myself #and feeling completely and utterly beyond help like nothing ive tried has fixed it but also there are a lot of things i haven’t tried but i #feel so terrible or my freedom is limited so i can’t. idk. #also the crushing knowledge / sense that i have lost the most precious important years of my life both bc of the lockdown and bc of mental #illness lol. except that’s not true bc of all the stuff abt how your best years are always ahead of you and you can make them. but it doesnt #feel like it for me and then i beat myself up bc my job is literally to exude that belief and help other ppl feel it and i increasingly cant #i remember in high school having the thought that one day i could be depressed and being conscious that i wasn’t and now i look back on that #and am like… how. and will i ever not be. i don’t think so. it just feels unending

[crazylife1997]

[萬聖節]變形金剛-LOP

這張其實是第一個畫好的，覺得其他份發一起會顯得奇怪所以乾脆都單獨發。🤪

2021.10.31

#optimusprime #transformers #tfa #art #illustration #lockdown #optimus prime #comics #allop #lop #tfa lockdown #happy halloween 2021

[cheese-in-space]

I am getting back into welcome to night vale again

#I binged it during lockdown in 2020 #watched all 200 episodes in less than a month #after 2021 I like never listened to a podcast again #so. #this is interesting. #dotty doots #wtnv #welcome to night vale

[wiiildflowerrr]

@Ashton5SOS: Pennys an @AvrilLavigne fan. The pink sweater with the skull n bones gives her away 😂

31 January 2021

#must love dogs #5sos #5 seconds of summer #ashton irwin #ashton 5sos #ashton #twitter!ashton #lockdown ashton #penny blaisdell #2021 #31 january

[valyrfia]

anyone else incapable of listening to the music they listened to in 2020-2022? i have talked to enough people that this seems to be a common denominator among many of us and is such a sign of how deeply traumatic it was to live through a global pandemic

#it's a trauma we don't speak about either and we should....no wonder we're all tired and anxious! #we were just expected to go back to normal and how can we #for context glass animals were my top artist for 2020 and 2021 and i just......never listen to them anymore. i physically can't. #i heard a song of theirs played in a bar last week and had a physically bad reaction to it #for no reason! i still think their music is great and it's the kind of psychedelic pop i like #but i associate it so strongly with covid and lockdowns that it makes me shiver like someone's walked over my grave

[suenitos]

in all seriousness its been almost three years but i will NEVER get over the impact of heat waves as a song and how that is mostly attributed to the fic like thats seriously insane????????? sure other fandoms and music have become popular through their combinations of edits/iconic videos but i dont think its ever been at this big a level especially for a FIC in combination with a song also considering heat waves wasn't even a super old song when it became so big in tandem with the fic but also outside the fandom no one delves super deep into the backstory of HOW it became so big at the same time it is SO associated with dnf in particular i need to sit down

#like has this happened with ANY emerging fandom? was this purely a consequence of covid lockdown making people more online? WHAT THEFUCK. #obviously things like toxic and phan and fuckign bloody mary and wednesday are big contributors to the popularity of fandoms and the #revival of those songs but heat waves was not even a year old when it gained that much traction in 2021 esp on tiktok and eventually radio?

[kraviolis]

i might have covid for the third time what the fuck

#krav talks #THIS IS SO FUCKED. I DO EVERYTHING TO PREVENT AND STILL!!!!!!!! #this is what i get for living with a five year old that goes to school #i got covid before it was called covid in fucking FEBRUARY 2020. BEFORE LOCKDOWN. #and then i got it after going to see spiderman in theatres in dec 2021/jan 2022 #and now i have it again (PROBABLY BCUS THJE NEWEST VARIANT HAS COLD-LIKE SYMPTOMS AND I HAVE A BAD BAD COLD RN)

[world-of-wales]

CATHERINE'S STYLE FILES - 2021

8 MARCH 2021 || Kensington Palace released a video of The Duchess of Cambridge speaking with world record-breaking rower Jasmine Harrison to mark International Women’s Day.

#catherines style files #style files 2021 #british royal family #british royals #royalty #royals #brf #british royalty #kate middleton #catherine middleton #duchess of cambridge #royal #royal fashion #fashion #style #lookbook #boden. #missoma. #rhodochrosite gold mini pyramid charm hoop earrings. #08.03.2021 #the princess of wales #princess of wales #princess catherine #international womens day 21 #jasmine harrison video call 2021 #lockdown engagements

[sludgeguzzler]

man. i changed so much these past years

#im different from last years me who was different from 2021 me who was different from 2020 me and so on and so forth #it feels kinda weird thinking about it bc i went through *so much stuff* #all of it in just the past 4 years... insane #i found out i was trans. i went on lockdown. i started posting my art online. i made online friends. #i went through three different relationships. every single one of them changed me forever. #i started writing. i finished middle school. i read homestuck. i used discord everyday for 2 years. #i found my personal sense of style. i started going tk school again. i made friends irl. i lost all the online friends i had. #(thay wasnt bc of any scandal i just left the friendgroup and then started to slowly interact more with ppl irl #whi sorta made my online interactions dwindle especially one-on-one interactions #i think i feel better like this go be honest with you. the connections feel stronger and i feel closer to the friends ive made #not saying i dont like the people i know and befriended here just saying that not being chronically online anymore really changed how i #go through with internet interactions) #damn. really feeling the passage of time now. #also this is not a sad reminiscent post im *really* glad im in the place i am in life right now #i have a qpp i have an irl friendgrouo that i feel 100% comfortable with for the first time in my life im doing ok at school #i have a vision for my future my relationship with my parents is sooo much better #idk man. compare that with 14 year old me eating alone at school bc i was too scared to talk with the other people on my class and like. #yeah man. im doing a lot better #i DO have to update my art blog though. its been too long sincd i posted anything #talk