#loa is the only thing keeping me going rn

[vesora]

all you got to do is sit there and look pretty: loa edition

DISCLAIMER: this was written before a series of realisations, the main point still stands but the subconscious mind does not exist. it is simply awareness. let go and let god.

one thing i have noticed, even in myself, is that we have this need to keep doing something. i need to keep affirming, i need to keep forcing myself into a state, i need to keep focusing on my thoughts or else it won’t manifest. all these thoughts have a common link, a fear of not manifesting, or rather, the 3D not conforming. 

it’s not our fault. we have been primed to think this way. work this hard and you’ll get (x). this is not the way it’s supposed to be. with the law, we break free. 

i need you to know that it’s okay if you’re consciously not thinking from your desire all the time. it’s okay that you don’t feel okay with entering another state if this one is too traumatic for you. relax and know the you on the outside, does not manifest.

who manifests then?

our inner self; our subconscious mind. our subconscious mind is us, but unlike our conscious selves, it is also the Universal Mind, meaning it knows all, it has all knowledge and power stored inside it. our job is to give the subconscious mind a job. as the conscious mind, we hold the key to decide to let what the subcon should manifest and not. we are the guard, we don’t manifest. 

all we really have to do is be still and let God, and by God i do not mean some external being, i mean our subconscious mind; our true self. letting go and detaching doesn’t mean you will stop caring about what you’re manifesting, it simply means that you know that the subconscious will handle it for you. because the subconscious IS you, it’s a robot that only listens to YOUR command. it cannot be influenced by any other force. 

experience 

for the past few days, when i made the unfavourable circumstances post, i was feeling so incredibly awful. i felt i had no reason to live, because i thought me as the conscious sora, was responsible for changing my life. while that is true to an extent, all i have to do is give an order. i told my subconscious mind that night to fix everything for me because i was tired and the next day, all the things that were causing me distress got solved. the next day i had an even better day, because the subconscious really fixed the things causing me stress. life was peaceful again.

it was then i realised that i have been too attached with doing things right, when all i had to do was sit there and look pretty while my subconscious does the work. 

another success happened just now! my browser froze and i didnt save this post. i panicked for a second then i was like “sora you just wrote a post about your subcon fixing things”; so i told my subcon “hey man fix this pls” and it did! lol browser is back to normal which is how ur seeing this post rn

what if my subconscious doesn’t listen?

anything that happens regarding these things is a direct reflection of you. inner creates outer, not the other way around. so, any failure is not because the technique failed, it’s because you haven’t changed self yet. and what changes self? persistence. you must keep persisting because the subconcious HAS NO CHOICE but to listen to you. if it ‘doesn’t’, DON’T ACCEPT IT. 

persistence

And He said unto them, Which of you shall have a friend, and shall go unto him at midnight, and say unto him, Friend, lend me three loaves; for a friend of mine in his journey is come to me, and I have nothing to set before him? And he from within shall answer and say, Trouble me not; the door is now shut, and my children are with me in bed; I cannot rise and give thee. I say unto you, Though he will not rise and give him, because he is his friend, yet because of his importunity he will rise and give him as many as he needeth. And I say unto you, Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you. Luke 11:5-9

in this verse that neville also referenced, we can see that the man did not give up. in fact, importunity means: the act of making intrusions, being unrelenting, consistent. unrelenting, he never took no for an answer. he kept going and going and going until the man decided to give him bread. do not take no for an answer. do not settle. even if the door seems shut, you will ALWAYS be the key to open it; there is no other choice. keep telling your subconscious mind that you are rich, you are beautiful, you are everything and your subconscious mind will have no choice but to reflect that onto the 3D because that is its job.

excerpt from power of awareness:

“THERE ARE three principal characters in this quotation, you and the two friends mentioned.

The first friend is a desired state of consciousness .

The second friend is a desire seeking fulfillment.

Three is the symbol of wholeness, completion.

Loaves symbolize substance.

The shut door symbolizes the senses which separate the seen from the unseen.

Children in bed means ideas that are dormant.

Inability to rise means a desired state of consciousness cannot rise to you, you must rise to it.

Importunity means demanding persistency, a kind of brazen impudence.

Ask, seek, and knock mean assuming the consciousness of already having what you desire.

Thus the scriptures tell you that you must persist in rising to (assuming) the consciousness of your wish already being fulfilled. The promise is definite that if you are shameless in your impudence in assuming that you already have that which your senses deny, it shall be given unto you – your desire shall be attained.”

#loa #law of assumption #Law of Attraction #law of abundance #law of belief #neville #neville goddard #consciousness #awareness #self concept #subconscious #subconciousmind #3d #4d #void state #manifestation #manifest #manifesting

[charmedreincarnation]

Hi charm. Your posts have helped me lots! Im keeping consistent for once and understand the law and shifting properly. My question is that I’ve been trying to considerate my understanding and application of states and A+P. This sounds stupid but I go back and forth and try to apply them, but the debates about them don’t make sense to me. I think rn I reinstate more with states but some I do prefer to just affirm and I’m just curious on which one you “preferred” and how you applied that to shifting. Thanks 😊

I think it really does depend. I love the law of consciousness, and under that really anything goes. But for me personally, I really do think there’s a point of no return when it comes to A and P and states. Just in my experience, feel free to believe and do what you like. First and foremost, your beliefs are more important in your reality. But I feel like everyone says that so often. If you don’t understand that, it's not really my job to coddle anyone at this point 😭😭 everyone is their own god and that’s the most important thing to understand.

But I started my journey back in 2020 when I was 16, and I manifested so much with mirror work and affirmations because I didn’t know about the law, and honestly I barely knew anything about manifesting either. I was only a shifter. And all my shifting friends, not on Tumblr, who shifted pretty easily and I consider "master shifters" (not that it exists or matters), honestly didn’t get into LOA either. They just affirmed (but used LOA, by knowing they’d wake up in their desired reality without knowing). Ever since then, they don’t gripe in the community because sometimes ignorance rlly is bliss. If I was in 2020 and stuck with that, I would have gotten everything so easily. But looking back, somethings happen for a reason because the desires and drs I wanted at 16 are nothing like the life/drs I want and have right now. I’m so grateful I struggled for a bit; it was a blessing in disguise 😭😭😭.

Around that time, I hated LOA because I talked about this in a different ask, but my favorite master shifter on Reddit (I’m an OG Reddit girl) who brought LOA to Reddit eventually left because she claimed she thought she was mentally ill, and shifting is psychosis. So I hated Neville and LOA for a while, which is so funny, because what did he do? I also didn’t like states because none of my shifting friends knew about that, and all shifting was just knowing and affirming. I wanted to do that too, not live in my head or whatever I understood states as.

I obviously eventually learned about LOA properly and learned so much about the "mechanics" and origins and over-consumed, just like a lot of you guys. When I tried to go back to A+P, I struggled so much because I really did believe in states. I thought about my horrible childhood, but how I got through it was knowing and believing in magic and my eternal happiness. From ages 9-14, I was a very happy and lucky child despite my circumstances and depression, because I was in the state of someone who had it all. I always knew life was more than what we can see with our eyes, so really, I knew A+P wasn’t really what was working, it was my state. But I refused to admit that for a while and got mad when my affirmations stopped working (that’s what I mean by point of no return).

Also, my shifting friends are using states, and when I started asking them about it, they started talking learned about their methods and how they suceeed easily. Most of them used some variation of SATS without knowing and music to fulfill their inner man and know that, regardless, they’ll wake up in their desired reality. So I started doing the same, and that’s how I manifested my first shift.

But everyone is so different. Like look at all the success stories. Some people just use science and logic with lucid dreaming steps. A lot of people in LOA now didn’t even use LOA to manifest at first or get into the void or whatever. Some people shift without knowing or by accident, etc., etc. The point is understanding states helped me because that’s the type of person I am; I like knowing the mechanics behind the seemingly magic. But maybe you don’t, maybe you don’t care about states, you know they’re behind everything but don’t care. That’s all good too. I don’t care how anyone achieves or understands the law to get their dream life, as long as they’re not spreading misinformation. The law is about you and understanding what fulfills you; you don’t need to follow debates to fulfill yourself.

A lot of people feel very strongly about their beliefs because it’s what helped them achieve their dream life, so they’ll die on hills for it. And I honestly get it; that’s how you feel about shifting. So I really don’t like when people try to dunk on it or like "debunk it." And that’s how everyone feels for their beliefs; it’s the human in us, we feel strongly about our passions. But don’t let people make you feel bad about your beliefs. Sometimes Tumblr can get like middle school-esque with the labels and drama, but again, it’s a good reminder that no matter how godly you are, we still have our human shell, and that’s oddly comfortable to me so I don’t care that much tbh. Just do you girl, at the end of the day it’s your happiness that matters

#law of assumption #manifesation #shiftblr #manifesting #reality shifting

[lains-reality]

the hardest i keep trying to remain uninterested towards my thoughts and reaffirm that im awareness only and not the ego the more i feel angry that absolutely nothing is happening, not even feeling peace or fulfillment or anything, probably because i went into nd thinking its the same thing as loa and just wanting to get things but rn im done trying to convince myself that i dont care what my thoughts or my reality is, i dont know what to do about any of this anymore because ive read so much information (including the books ada shared) and now my brain feels fried and cant process shit i have no idea of where to go from here

firstly. take a break.

honestly, i've been thinking about honesty lol. i've realised that a lot of what i've been doing is to see a manifestation or feel love. but i never wanted to admit it. i might not ever have any """evidence""" for why i am pure awareness - my ego wants to understand. but i've moved on from trying to make it understand or convincing it. its perfectly fine as it is. it can walk, it can intelectualise (something that i actually want to stop doing with nd!), it can talk. thats okay with me. i don't want to demand or force anything more of it. i know what happens when i force my mind to do something, its a complete mess. i know that for the manifestations i want, that it requires me not to be a body-mind. it require something more. something timeless, boundless, etc. i cannot demand that from my body or mind. so i've decided to move past them, work with them when needed and soothe them when needed.

doing the inner work, depending on your ego, might be a thing you need to do (in fact i'd say that everyone needs to do it). its hard to just force yourself to disbelieve and detach. especially when forcing is not what you're supposed to do.

if you're in my inbox then you've read my posts, right?

so you see that i've recommended self inquiry before yes? and that i've put up books? you sound like you haven't read my posts? i've been reblogging so much and talked several times about no forcing!!

give yourself a chance. calm down. you're putting so much pressure on the body-mind to see your Self, BUT IT CAN'T, you are not that which you can observe!! you can't observe Self, THATS WHY THE MIND WILL NEVER GET IT! stop trying to force yourself to see your divinity, just appriciate the divinity you see now (you're literally ALIVE, breathing!! look at the world, you as Self created for YOU. Self fell in love with the character so much it forgot it was not it!!)

you're looking for some woo-woo magical experience that forever changes you - these ideas about enlightenment are not it. whatever ideas about enlightenment the mind had, throw it in the bin.

before enlightenment - chop wood, carry water. after enlightenment - chop wood, carry water!! you'll be going through the world the same, except in how you see the world.

enlightenment is a destruction. its a destruction in how you see the world and yourself. that's it. in the end, you'll feel peace (as others have said so) but you're not there, are you? you're trying to get rid of ego through ego. stop.

you'll never know Self, until you see it yourself. this is through experiments and practise.

stop reading if its frying you're brain. you're entire ask can be solved by "ok i'm gonna take a break this is too much". please the answer to your questions is not some magical shit! this is why i've said before KEEP IT SIMPLE.

this goes to all anons now (not just you anon!) LEARN HOW TO EMOTIONALLY REGULATE YOURSELF. i might just make a big post on this or something.

reading

starting the journey

i've shared this too many times now

another regular article i share

disbelieve

how to let go of vanessa

i'm sorry more ada posts

another one

read this one

LEAVE VANESSA ALONE

#lainsmail #can you tell i'm holding back tears of anger #you're not incompetent YOU CAN DO IT #i mean this all lovingly anon

[se1f]

Hiiiii bb, it’s actually a “success story” lmao. so in the previous ask i was talking abt a project and it weighs around 70% of my grades, it’s super imp. i had a deadline of 30th dec, tbh i was very lazy and didn’t do much (ik ☠️). so this week i was slightly anxious BC they actually gave an extension i.e 30th dec. i got that extension like i deep down knew they extend and they did, it was 30tg dec BUT then there’s like 3/4 days left, i was slightly anxious (usually i’d be dying by now). but then i was like oh this problem isn’t mine. the deadline doesn’t exist, it only exists bc i’m making it more real by being aware. that doesn’t lack anything, and everything is instant, knowing this i was very laid back 😭💀. Tbh i was just thinking (my mind is never quiet) i just realized i’m internalizing failure is an option, then i just said to myself, failure is an illusion but i’m just going to remove that. Failure doesn’t exist for me. then i was like every single time, when i was faced w difficult situation, everything will be alright. ngl i was like if i don’t submit, i’d have to repeat the sem. and that’s scary af, but then i’m like it’s an illusion who cares🧍🏻‍♀️, but then i didn’t want that as an option☠️. i literally went on w the day like it’s going to fine, i’m lucky as hell. I KID U NOT i get a notification the submission date is 30tg dec. for some reason i was really calm, bc i detached my self from the whole issue, like it’s all an illusion including the problem, the deadline. In the noon, i get another notification, it literally says “GOOD NEWS, THE DATE HAS BEEN EXTENDED TO 10th JAN” 😭💀. istg i wasn’t over the moon or anything, i just smiled. ITS CRAZYYYY, ND is wayyy better than loa. where they keep telling persisting, and it’s just exhausting. it’s crazy WHEN u feel like this whole thing is like a game, and that can decide what this illusion wants.

i rambled a lot 👩🏻. but to everyone who’s like why aren’t the desires materializing?? pause, ND you’re not doing anything to get. it’s like you know you breathe? do u check or like constantly are believing that you breathe? nope, you just are aware, aware of reading thsi rn, aware of comprehending this. the most freeing thing is, none of this is real, it’s all illusion, concepts don’t exist. everything is instant for that. the moment you’re aware of xyz or your let’s say desired life, it’s already there. don’t go asking where? i don’t see it? it’s not real etc. it’s bc you still believe you’re a limited human experiencing through the 5 senses. i’d like to recommend everyone to make their own opinion of ND, bc at the end of the day, you’re the game maker not the player.

THANK YOUUU, it’s like i’ve gained the cheat code to life rn, it’s so relieving that, everything is instant and nothing is real, it’s all illusion, hence we have all possibilities to choose a whole another illusion.

~ 👿

heyyy 👿 anon!! omgg please this was so entertaining to read, thank you so much for not only sharing your experience, but updating us on what happened! having a project be 70% of your grade is so crazy, i would've also been feeling anxious! just as you seemingly extended the due date, i am sure with your dedication you got an A++!! i couldn't have put it any more perfect than you have :) there is no need to thank me, anon! this was all you, sun beam <33 i hope to hear from you again, have a fantastic week!

#asks #experience

[justalia]

I really feel anxious when I try to switch states. I know manifesting isn’t a chore and isn’t a “trying” process but somehow I end up ‘trying.’ I overconsumed stuff and now it feels complicated. Should I just enjoy the experience in imagination? Should I assume im the inner man first and then proceed? Should I just decide and let it be? Should I keep imagining to feel good? should I switch states but how? I do feel scared of my thoughts even knowing very well they stem from my state, some loa YouTubers did me wrong for that ( changing every single thought) I unconsciously fall back into that trap and fear my thoughts. I’m manifesting a relationship rn, Idk where to began I feel so exhausted.

yes, you feel exhausted because you’re doing things to try and change the 3D. it’s exhausting to try and change the outside, it’s not your job!

you don’t change the outside you enjoy having what you want in imagination, you imagine to become the person that you want to be in imagination, you can visualize or use whatever method makes you feel good.

i personally use visualization especially the first time i’m switching states for something i want.

i pick a scene i want to experience and i let my imagination run free and imagine whatever from there, then once i imagined that and felt it and experienced it IN IMAGINATION i know i am that person IN IMAGINATION.

not on the outside!!! don’t drive yourself crazy.

you are in the relationship in imagination! you experienced it! that’s why you are it/have it IN IMAGINATION.

only care about what’s true in imagination bc that’s what creates the outside.

no matter what is going on on the outside you can have what you want within.

[remcycl333]

Remiii so I’m the type of persona to just read a success story and wanna do what they do BUT I don’t bc I’m tryna persist in my affirmations, but even so I’ve kept a mental diet around manifesting xyz for a minimum of 2 weeks I even did the 10k affirmations challenge and NADA! I didn’t check the 3D and I know I’m checking the 3D rn and not persisting with my affirmations but I’m so over it already bc it’s been a MINIMUM of 2 weeks that I’ve done this and I ain’t see no results when it’s not supposed to take more than 3 days 😭😭😭. Also yes it’s for the void 👁

so im gonna tell you a little personal anecdote!

at the beginning of my manifestation journey, i really wanted to manifest my ex back. this was a couple of years ago now. i had learned to manifest in steps, so my first step was to manifest him to text me. i wanted this text instantly so i constantly over-consumed (loa tumblr didnt exist at the time so i watched youtube vid after youtube vid) and after a day of affirming id get mad and watch another vid and google "how to instantly manifest a text" etc even tho i already knew exactly how to do it. i'd occasionally get a text but then my sp would ghost me again and i'd spiral and form new limiting beliefs and eventually i was just so fed up.

then in may 2021, i decided i'd keep a STRICT mental diet and persist until my manifestation showed up. it was hard at first, because i (like a lot of my anons) would occasionally freak out and wonder if i was actually doing everything right. but i would affirm "yes, ofc im doing everything right" and continue persisting.

it took me three weeks to manifest this text. i started at the beginning of may, and i woke up to a text from my sp on may 21st. (don't ask how i remember that date lol) so it took 21 days aka 3 weeks. the day before i got that text, i had a little breakdown about how long it was taking and i said "no rem, you're doing everything right he's gonna text you" and i forced myself to affirm and distract myself from my spiral. and then very next day i got a text.

the thing with persisting is that you have to do it until it manifests. no matter how long it takes. i know it can feel like it's not working because you've been going for so long with no visible movement, but i promise it will manifest as long as you keep going.

ofc you can manifest in 3 days or less, but if it takes longer than 3 days don't assume that's because you're doing something wrong or it's not working. that assumption will only keep it from you longer!! just keep affirming, and you can even throw in some self-concept affs like "my 3d conforms instantly" "my affirmations manifest instantly" "everything i affirm shows up in my 3D instantly" etc!!

you got this!! you will enter the void one way or another, just keep going no matter how long it takes!! <3

#asks

[reiashiftsrealities]

I feel like I have this knowing for so long that I'll shift to my Dr . I have tried everything States , fullfilling my inner man , feeling it real and surely affirming for so long. I can't count a single day I didn't try to shifting realities with these methods.

my emotional state has never been great throughout my life so I find out feeling it real isn't for me so I started affirming. Life has put me in a situation that shifting is a ride or die for me rn . My circumstances are triggering it always has been and the worst part is I'm hypersensitive in nature. I remember a small detail of harsh word or actions from my loved ones. Despite of knowing that they hurt my emotions bitterly every single day💔

At this point I know everything about shifting or loa it's just didn't happen yet (but will probably) . Also I like thinking random fake scenarios in my head . It's the only thing good about my life. Fake scenarios are guilty pleasure for me .

Everytime I try to force myself to affirm to make shifting happen fast I end up hurting myself with intense anxiety. I read everything freaking success story who has bad circumstances than me I know I'm gonna make it. But sometimes it's really hard to keep up.

Mostly I cannot live without making fake scenarios in my head . If I affirm throughout the day without thinking any scenarios I die from anxiety. -🥀

Hi again 🥀 :)

My biggest piece of advice for you is to not overconsume too much. If you know everything, there’s no need to go searching for more, especially in terms of law of assumption where the whole premise is assume you have what you want already as the 3D will mirror self. If you had everything you desired, why would you go looking for more ways on how to get it?

If you are wanting to go the law of assumption route, I feel like you’re putting too much faith in the 3D, like you believe in it too much. I’d say observe and not absorb. I know that’s easier said than done considering our whole lives we’ve been taught that what we can see and feel determines reality, but you dont even have to fully believe, just persist and live in the 4D.

The fake scenarios might actually be helpful if you just identify with them as real reality! I heard the phrase once “if I can imagine it, I’m in it” and that’s really helped me. There’s no need to stress as it is already done. I think working on self confidence/concept might help with your mental state, not just for using the law or shifting but in general life. It’s good to be confident in yourself and your beliefs.

The best way to get rid of the old story is to let it starve giving it attention, and then by association a reaction only solidifies it as true which it isn’t. A simple “No, I don’t accept that as reality” and then robotic affirming for a little bit or even diving into a scenario and accepting THAT as reality might help. :)

I hope this helped! And a big thank you to @evangelineshifts for helping me to put into words what I couldn’t ❤️

#reality shifting #shifting realities #shiftblr #shifting #desired reality #reia talks shifting #shifting community #reality shift #shifters #universalcontact #reia’s asks!!! #🥀 anon!!!

[nakedbibi333]

hi love, ur really saving the loa community rn, appreciate u so much! i’m at a point now where i am tired of over consuming and not doing anything (i’ve known about loass for a year and a bit now), im stuck in a constant cycle of feeling like i understand it and then reading something else that makes me overthink it all. with the post you wrote about states, it’s been so much more easier to understand and i think i’m ready now to just take what i need and go and persist in it, which is why i’m sending an ask for just some final clarification (and it might help others struggling to fully understand too? idk aha)

so in order to manifest its basically : you decide your desire + feel the feeling of having desire + persist in state of wish fulfilled = sabbath state = manifestation in 3d

the minute you experience your desire in the 4d (your mind, imagination, the inner man), it’s yours and staying in the state is simply staying in the mindset of knowing it’s yours, this new mindset is in alignment with the thing you desire (e.g: you’re manifesting an sp, your mindset should be that you and sp are already happily together). this new mindset shouldn’t be a fight to have, the feeling you should feel is more of a relief or calm that you have your desire, best way to describe it is acceptance that you have your desire, have faith it is yours! it is only AFTER you have changed your state and made the intention to be in your desired state that your thoughts will change in alignment with it, not the other way around, and you have to prune any thoughts that go against your desired state. in moments you are slipping from your desired state, this is where methods come in, to help keep you in your state, methods do not bring the manifestation explicitly, they help keep you in the state which inevitably brings your manifestation. time is never a problem as time isn’t real and any thoughts about doubts you have are signs that you’re not in the right state. once you’ve reached the sabbath state (the true acceptance state) , bada bing bada boom manifestation appears in the 3d

is all this right and okay? this is most likely my last time on tumblr as i want to be able to focus on what i’m doing without the temptation of having to check if i’m doing something ‘right’ so knowing i’ve understood it fully before i leave would really make me feel better aha

also i’d quite like to be called noodle anon, as one day i wanna come back and tell you of my success! (ps sorry it’s so long i ramble when nervous and i really want to understand fully so i can finally live my dream life)

Yes, that's right! All you really need to manifest is to assume it's yours and persist.

I wish you the best in applying and I'm looking forward to your success stories!

#ask #anon: noodle

[siren-melodies]

Hiii, so idk who else to tell this too but backstory my family has never been religious but lately they have an some points they be making does make sense but some are like I have my own opinion of it

But what has gotten to me is that manifesting is a sin and that we should believe in God and God only and rn idk what to do because I don't want to sin but I also want to manifest my dream life just how I want to live it. The thing is I'm not educated enough in manifesting/loa/non duality even thought I been in this community for almost a year now, to actually tell them about it.

So now I'm stuck.

Religion is a trap, a bubble designed to keep you ignorant. It was created so that you look elsewhere for God when in truth it was you all along. Why would God make the Earth and then not partake of it? There is no other power but you as awareness. Nothing is outside of your control. Religion is full of fuck ass limiting beliefs to make you feel small and incapable. Society is crafted the way it is so that you never awaken to your true identity. It is full of distractions and unnecessary rules and whatnot.. constantly telling you bullshit like you have to work your whole life and slave away, life isn't fair, I'll believe it when I see it, daydreaming is a waste of time, glorified hustle,, superpowers are fantasy and the likes of such. All of this is fantasy to awareness. It is all imagination, a dream. And when you remember who you are, you consciously control the dream. Awareness is in a human body literally just for the experience, to be entertained by it all. You don't need to be educated because there is nothing to learn, just unlearn. This is your rebirth. Start from scratch. In the very first chapter of Genesis in the Bible, God created heaven and earth of of nothing. The world was void and out of nothing, came everything( this is the void y'all) literally mentioned in the very beginning of the holy book. Look it up for yourself. This is why religion and society have done their best best brainwash by the multitude. If people awoke to their true selves, where would there power and authority go? Surely they can't oppress a self-aware God. Lol and a bunch of teenage girls on tumblr fucking know this out of everyone in the world to exist at any point in time. Honestly, it's not even just about manifesting and stuff. That is what ego desires. You are pure awareness experiencing the human body and mind in a dream world. Nothing really matters, never has. You are always awareness. You were before you took on an ego and incarnated, you are during and will be after the character dies. This is a game and it's supposed to be fun! I'm really glad you asked ME this question because I feel I am perfectly qualified to answer. I come from a deeply spiritual family. Starting with my great-great-great grandmother, black magic was heavily practiced in the family, men and women. Seances and speaking to the dead, letting the dead possess your body and speaking through you type of shit. I've always seen and felt dark entities (was attacked a couple times but not anymore bc I'm above those shits) Anywayyyyss, point being that my family went crazy and it passed from generation to generation. Suicides, Drugs, Mental and physical disease, Severe abuse.. until my grandmother decided enough and looked towards Christianity. Now she is a FANATIC. Absolutely ludicrous! It's so amusing hearing her speak about Jesus and crap because in my head I'm going "if only you knew God was right here." She is also one of the dumbest women I know. She believes you shouldn't ask questions about the afterlife and stuff because that is doubting God. And she thinks Saturday is a holy day and you shouldn't even buy anything on that day because it's a sin. She forbids anyone to listen to music and thinks if a woman was raped she has to marry her rapist because sex is holy and the woman is impure... She became a Christian at 19 and now she is pushing 60 with nothing to show for it. She has nothing! Her faith in " God", who is supposed to be a man that lives in the sky, had gotten her absolutely nothing and it is because she is worshipping a false God instead of herself. I don't care if it sounds narcissistic.. Worship Yourself! The moment you want something, give it to yourself. You are not a pathetic little human with it's pathetic little problems. You are sooo much more than this. You are above everything. You are truly privileged to know the truth out of everyone. Everyone else is suffering and going through their own shit, and would kill to know what we know. Don't let this life on Earth go to waste when you can heaven right now! Feel free to DM me for anything

Xoxo,

Jezebel 💜

[egokillr]

I feel like this is taking too long. I took a break from tumblr to focus on me and my mindset but something always happens no matter how small it is that makes me wnat to shift rn. I never let a thought that even resembled "why can't I get what I want?" Slip by even though I got distracted for like 2 days but when I noticed I started again but it felt like it was too late, like I had to start over. But idk... I really don't have all the patience in the world. My circumstances won't allow me to be patient bc im only shifting so that I can have the life i deserve and the life I want but it still feels like I'm holding myself back or I'm stopping myself, not giving me what I want. No matter how much I try to focus on my thoughts and just imagining, not doing much it feels like I'm not doing the right thing for me. It feels like there's an easier way and better suited one yet I can't find it. Ik no matter what I'm always doing it right but this doesn't feel like it to me and idk what to do anymore..

hiiiiii :)

its totally normal to feel impatient!! especially with certain circumstances, i get it. honestly it all comes down to how you react to the 3d (including negative or opposing thoughts), not if you react to it or not. if you see the 3d as malleable, not attached to you, temporary it can help you to detach from giving it so much importance. from my perspective, if you satisfy yourself in the 3d and in the 4d, where can you go wrong? and what i mean by that is, tend to your mental health and wellbeing first while manifesting. i think you’re following other peoples’ loa rules and not your own. don’t wanna live in the end the entire time? okay doesn’t effect anything, you’re still living in the end of being able to manifest it if you choose to. thoughts are just thoughts, they have no power on their own. you can think about whatever you want so long as you know it won’t effect you. let me ask u anon, what feels right for you? maybe write it down or just keep note of it and build on that. make everything hella personal because it is. and simplify the hell out of it. im gonna make a couple posts abt changing perspective and simplifying things, so maybe that will help but i think you should already have all the info you need.

goodluck 🫶🏼

#vic talks

[charmedreincarnation]

hi i’m sorry for this small rant. i really hope you reply to it because i’m spiralling so bad. i have been listening to v powerful luckiest girl and get all your desires instantly forced subs and i had two really bad days and overall my life feels so shit and i feel like nobody gives a shit about me feel left out with my friends and am really regretting some past choices i have made as in subjects i chose to study. why do subs not work on me ever? i detach but subs just don’t work for me idk what should i do i want to enter the void and live my better/dream life but i keep failing and i’m so spiraling so hard rn. i am not even seeing small success i can’t even manifest my acne away or to grow a few inches how will i enter the void and magically change my life entirely. please help me out. how do i manifest or enter the void as soon as i can. i am being delululu living in 4d but yes ik if i am truly living in the end i shouldn’t have doubts but it’s been so many months when will i see results in my 3d. manifestion should be instant right. i’m sorry for my negativity i hope you have a great day

Hi love! I feel like any of this could be answered in another ask, but you seem really worried, so I'm going to answer it anyway!

First and foremost, you are allowed to have doubts. Just because you have doubts doesn't mean you're producing those thoughts. From a psychological perspective (which aligns with LOA), our thoughts are not entirely our own. This is a scientific truth, whether you believe in LOA or not. Scientists say that our thoughts are influenced by external factors such as our environment, upbringing, and the thoughts of others. Sound familiar? They also claim that we have the power to change our thoughts and create our own reality by consciously choosing the thoughts we entertain. So, just know that you're going to have doubts until the end, but as long as you categorize them as random thoughts and not your own beliefs, they don't matter! For example, if someone dressed as Chucky the doll jump-scared you and you started having "scary" thoughts about it, that doesn't mean you actually believe Chucky is real and coming to get you. You have psychological responses to certain things that have been ingrained and coded in you for a while now. What LOA does is help us intercept these false messages and reframe them as "useless" instead of messages we encode in our mind and assumption.

I've always been interested in psychology and neurology, and even though it doesn't directly relate to your question, it's important to mention that you do have a brain, and your brain is wired to act in certain ways. Once you're aware of why you're acting and believing certain things, it becomes way easier to understand that the 3D world is malleable. I really suggest reading books by authors like Joe Dispenza so you can understand yourself better. Also, watching YouTubers who explain anxiety and reading self-help books can provide helpful ways to manage your own anxiety.

The second thing is, if you don't believe in subliminals, I don't know why people do this, but if you don't have faith in something or assume it doesn't work for you, just use something you have a little faith in. For example, maybe you're more logical. You can read about brain waves and then listen to binaural beats for anxiety,manifesting, and faith. Have faith in it, because you'll understand and know that those waves genuinely change your brain's alignment. That's just one example, but subliminals are not the only type of audios out there. There are many other methods to explore.

Also, meditation is very helpful. Not just to reach the void, but do you know how many conscious thoughts we have in a day? On average, it is estimated that a person has around 60,000 to 80,000 thoughts per day. These thoughts can range from conscious, deliberate thoughts to automatic, repetitive thoughts. That doesn't even include the number of unconscious thoughts we have, which is probably 100k+. You constantly have these little things running around in your head, trying to keep you alive, keeping you repeating the same thought patterns, beliefs, and assumptions. You can't consciously control them most of the time, but your brain and mind are working overtime 24/7. It's not your fault, so that's why meditation can help you. Not just to reach the void, though you can tap into that using some form of meditation as well, but to clear your mind and then it’s there it will be better to affirm and believe you can do whatever you desire. If you're not truly embodying the desired state, which you're not because you sent this ask, do you think a few measly affirmations can counteract the hundreds of thousands of thoughts you've been having every day since birth, most of which you don't even know exist? Affirmations do work, but trust me, I've been where you're at and worse. This is not the state to solely rely on "miracle affirmations" because you won't believe them, and when something doesn't happen, you'll just want to give up and confirmation bias will make you subconsciously think, "Well, see? I knew it. It isn’t real" But in reality, your mind is just looking for proof to align with your negative beliefs.

I know you say you haven't manifested anything, but can you really think back to something you thought was a "coincidence" or something you didn't really ask for but it just appeared? We usually brush those off as just the world at play or a small world, but nope, that was you. Maybe you don't have clear skin or whatever your desire may be, but as you probably know, that's because you've put it on a pedestal compared to all the other "small" but great things you've manifested

I know you probably wanted me to tell you exactly what to do, but I genuinely don't know you the way you know yourself - your own self, mind, and behaviors. You know best, fr! I could have said anything I've said before, like imagination is the real reality, the 3D being malleable, if you can see and feel it you can manifest it, try SATs or lucid dreaming lalala. But I've learned that you know what you have to do. Sit and meditate to learn about yourself and your mind, and why you think what you think. What past experiences do you still hold onto, reliving them in your mind and creating assumptions that no longer serve you? They can still affect you, we are humans and emotions cling to us like bees to honey, and that's okay. But we need to start moving those experiences into the past and start creating with what we are now, which is the present. Any given moment is a time to say, 'Okay, this doesn't serve me anymore, and this does. I don't want this life anymore, I want this type of life,' and consciously start creating with those desires instead.

Acknowledge your doubts, they're just doubts, and they're really just an extension of life factors that have been slowly consuming your mind. You may have them, but as a god, do you have them? No. But as a human, you are influenced by them, and who cares? You know who you are and your power now, so if you disregard them, work around them. But I can't tell you what to do because I'm not you! I wholeheartedly believe that you will get through this because I have as well and the lows are just apart of your journey as the success as corny as it sounds. But when you do succeed I promise you’ll back to this movement and just be very happy you didn’t give up despite how hard it was 💝

#law of assumption #manifesation #manifesting #void state #my asks

[lavender--fairy]

Hi umm so things kinda are not ok rn. I told my mom about subliminal and loa. Obviously we were close enough so she would believe me. But as I am battling with my own limiting beliefs, things kinda back fired on me. As I said I am not getting results in 3d but I am not upset with it because I know the important things. It's my 4d that's true. But my grades have declining in 3d these days. So my mom is really pissed off to the point she is say that 'Your beliefs don't work','They are fake','Stop wasting your time on that shit','If it would work, your grades would have changed' and shit like that. And this is making me feel myself go on spiral. I don't know what to do. Ignoring the 3d is getting hard. Please help. Anything would help. I know and believe loa but idk how to continue as I am going on spirals a lot because of this. Help...

hey butterbean!! if ignoring the 3d is getting hard just know that the 3d follows the 4d and you can live in the knowing, if you arent seeing the 3d change that only means that your dominant thoughts are the same, because the 3d's job is to only mirror your 4d. about the grades you can easily revise that you got good grades, how i do it is just visualize how you wanted it to go and then affirm that it went just like that. another thing i wanna tell you is that "if you study hard you will get good grade" is a placebo, it works because you assume that it works. so if you wanna get good grades without studying just assume that you dont have to study to get good grades. Keep persisting and you will proud that you didnt give up!!

[lovely-renard]

HII, how is my favorite akaashi lover doing? 😩💕

first THE EVENT LOOKS SO FUN! I hope you have fun doing the request <33 after this ask I will send in mine!

about your crush, if you use LOA? idk if you know about that and subliminals, you can attract him and get him ask you out! I can try to find good subs if you're interested hon.

then your friend knows what is best for him LMAO

I really miss draken :(( my boy deserved so much, he always cared about the gang PLS I WANT TO CRY 😭 but at least he's with Emma :( bye I'm going to cry rn. wakui have the "hands of god" after drawing mitsuya's new look. you're not pathetic at all! i do the same thing before i start reading a new chapter 💀 mitsuya having many panels is a bad sign for me😐

I do the same 💀 I have 0 love life pls. I'm going to end up manifesting someone because I'm tired of being single. BUT YOUR CRUSH SEEMS TO SHOW INTEREST IN YOU BBY! you just have to throw a hint, in one of those he notices it and makes a move (I don't have any romantic experience💀 keep that in mind)

Your favorite Akaashi lover? ( ꈍᴗꈍ) You know exactly how to make me feel mushy hehe💕 I'm doing OK! I have my last exams this week and after I'll be free for the next 4 months. How about you hon?

THANK YOUUU i started working on the requests tonight and I had so much fun! Also, i dont know if you had time but i didn't received your request yet (i'm not pressuring you! Just wanna tell you that in case Tumblr ate your ask)

I actually didn't think of LOA, it may work tho! (At this point i'm willing to try almost everything to help me LMAO) If you're willing to help me find good subs, i'm more than interest, thank youu <33

My heart shatter each time i think about Draken </3 it's like i remember that he isn't here anymore and won't ever see a future where Mikey is happy.... K BYE I MADE MYSELF SAD the only consolation is that he's with Emma, poor bby also deserved better :( Ayyy Mistuya better not die, i will drop the manga if he does 💀 honestly, with the leaks and the chapter that comes out tomorrow, i'm more scared for Inupi and Senju but no one is safe.... Wakui plz all i ask for is no more trauma, we all had enough

Everyone around me is either with someone or flirting here and there, getting laid and here I am, giggling at 2D boys and writing fanfic about them 😐 I DON'T KNOW IF HE IS, maybe he's just polite you know 🙁 i dont want to get my hopes up for nothing because he's like the only boy in MONTHS that i showed interest in but hey, at least i should try something and if it leads to nothing then i tried! I manifest for a cute person to show up to you soon enough 🛐

#new message 📬 #from : takamty #tokyo rev spoilers

[remcycl333]

Since you’re a book girlie what book genres/tropes are your favorite to read? What are your top five favorite books, what types of books (or tips) do you recommend for people who don’t real a lot but wanna get into the groove of it, and how many books did you real last year + are planning to read this year 👀

Sorry if this is a lot I’m just nosy 🌝 and I’m tired of seeing loa asks 🙄.

whew i typed a long reply to this but my tab crashed 😐 idk what's up with firefox rn

anyway! let's try this again.

you're not being nosy at all! i LOVE talking about books! here's my goodreads if anyone wants to be friends!! 🫶

my go-to genres have always been romance and literary fiction, but im trying to branch out this year and read more genres! i've recently been reading thriller and fantasy :)

i just finished the folk of the air series and omggg it was soooo good! it was my first fantasy series (besides harry potter and twilight) and i enjoyed it much more than i thought i would!

some of my fav books are normal people by sally rooney (and conversations with friends by her), my year of rest and relaxation by ottessa moshfegh, the idiot by elif batuman, and writers and lovers by lily king!

here's my tips for people who want to get into reading!

start by reading popular books. they're usually popular for a reason, and it's so fun being able to go on booktok/booktube and see everyone talk about a book you've read! reading obscure books is fun too but sometimes it makes me sad when i can't discuss it with anyone else

watch booktok/booktube! watching book vids always makes me wanna read sooo bad. it's like i get fomo or something lol. but it's great motivation and a good way to find new books!

only read books that ACTUALLY interest you! don't force yourself to read something that is popular if you aren't truly interested in the plot. i've had friends who tried to get into reading and started reading classics simply because they thought that was what they were supposed to read. then they declared they hated reading and it wasn't for them, when really they were just reading the wrong things. most classics are really slow-paced and i don't recommend them to beginners!

if you're addicted to your phone, try reading on your phone! my irl bestie could never pay attention to physical books bc she was addicted to her phone, but she got a kindle and she's been reading so much more! im not personally addicted to my phone (yes that's a flex) but i still rlly enjoy reading on my phone! you can read anywhere, in any position, in the dark, etc. also for some reason books go by sooo much faster when you read them on your phone? maybe bc u can't see how many physical pages are left? and bc u can make your font as big as you want

reading can get pretty expensive, depending on how much you read. i don't buy a book unless i've already read it and know i liked it. if anyone wants a tutorial on how to download free ebooks lmk🤭 it's the way to go tbh

i read 51 books last year (my goal was 75 but i seriously slacked), and my goal this year is 100 🤭 i've already read 13 books this month, and i read 12 last month, so if i keep this up i'll read 144-156 (ish) books by the year ends. so! im confident i'll be able to reach my goal!

i hope this answered your questions and that it was useful to anyone who wants to start reading! it's still january so its the perfect time to start 🫣

[the-unconquered-queen]

I feel like the next wave might be a bunch of experiments given what we've had lately, like Laws. Perhaps PB is trying out different genres and stuff??

Fingers crossed, right? But if you ask me, the only thing that seems different is Zombies, and that's if they commit to making it a horror book (since the only books that are really horror imo are THoBWM and IL, and even ILB felt more thriller than horror at times).

Other than that, almost everything else on the release schedule is a part of a preexisting series, with the exception of CoP, which seems interesting, but I'm trying not to get too excited over certain aspects of it, since given that it's a mystery, it probably means a big part of the mystery will be behind a paywall, like what I remember from VoS, adding to the collection of books in which they often charge you to have MC do their job well, like HC, AVSP (at the beginning with the journalism), OH (in some cases), LoA, etc.

So yeah, rn I'd say the wave we're about to encounter is mostly sequels, which doesn't tell us a whole lot about experimenting, but it'd be cool if they were going for more diverse genres, even if they have to keep circling back to the average romance for their main demographic, and even that can be interesting if done right, even if they usually don't.

#ask #answered

[perfectionistincrisis]

Day 77

Two sevens wth

I totally love shopping. ~L.O.V.E.~ its really temporary though. Like i can be totally over it even before i reach home but but that moment when i get something i really want. Its just realllllllyy *some amazing/ priceless sorta word*

I keep thinking of him all the time. The thought of us together married, and i keep picturing moments, conversations like he is right infront of me.

Oh ive always wanted a bunch of things. Like i want there to be someone with whom id travel the world, try out all the food, whod take candid (& also non-candid) pics of me lol & we’d go shopping together esp for our house *-* & go out to run early in the morning (ok this ones hard!!!!) & um well tbh the list goes on duh but then the difference is whatever i havent written is something i need to sit & think and it would come up eventually, duh it will no doubt. But whatever i just mentioned above ^ ^ ^ ^ These are stuck in my head -literally-stuck- 25 7 all day everyday! Im not even exaggerating trust me! And that someones him ofcourse but the thing is i dont thing i ever talked about all these much with him. So yeah we never had that concersation i think. So in my head i kinda process it as things i want but he is not that aware of. Cause like i never really reallyexpressed how much i want it to him. Also im not reallyreally expressing it here either. Id sound way more excited then lol. But i will one day inshaAllah

So idk my mind fluctuates a lot. I decided few days earlier that id post occasionally only. But idk today out of the blue i just started to think maybe ill post daily. The randomest of thoughts that goes through my head. Whatever it is that passes my head when i come to tumblr. Ill just write a thing or two. Point is. Ill just post something regardless of what it is & itll just be random & ofcourse nothinggg id just wish i couldve told him. (Although id still wish the same!!!)

Im really tired rn idk why. I mean do you get tired from walking in a mall? Bleh. I guess ill go to sleep now. But then. I hope i can fall asleep. I usually cant sleep till after fajr and so i go to bed after fajr itself but whenever i try sleeping earlier i usually fail. Plus idk i dont even feel like getting up during the day. For many reasons. One is im too stuck thinking about him i just dont feel like getting up. Another. Idk what to do. Like ok suppose i do get up now. And then what? Huh? Nothing right? Ok great, go back to sleep honey!!!

Oh also im a tiny bit scared or more like worried. Or idk. I mean. The only concept i allow in my head is the energy output > energy input for losing weight. So i get on the treadmill & hardly eat. Ok i do sometimes eat good food but thats just one coarse of the day and then the next few days i balance it by hardly eating. Point is. I am kinda loaing weight. -ONLY on scales- i mean visually idk wth is happening i look the same to me but the thing is i am surviving now although its still hard. But the thing is i cant be eating so less forever. And also working out well i kinda workout 3 hrs a day when i do. Like yesterday for eg. And today idk. I guess ill delay it to tomorrow morning cause im tired. But then itll be 3 hrs mostttt prolly. So point is i cant always walk for 3 hrs. Plus i take breaks in between. Not much though. I only take break after 30mins straight or 60mins straight. But either ways. 3 hrs workout takes 5hrs. And this shit is only working now cause its vacation and i have nothing else to do. So yeah idk.

Ok the end. Bye.

^.^