We talk about Mobei-Jun realizing that he’s god’s favorite and going 😳
But I don’t think we talk enough about Binghe realizing that he’s not even god’s favorite and the self-worth mental breakdown he could have from that
Especially Bingge. Imagine a Binghe without even a Shen Qingqiu to love him finding out that he was just a scapegoat through which god could influence the world, not even favored, merely a puppet to be used to exact god’s will.
Unable to find real love because god willed it so, condemned to a life of shallow tethers never meant to fill the hollow, gaping hole in his chest that ached and yearned for anything to fill it.
Wretched heart beating to a chanting rhythm that begged for more, more, anything at all, please
Unable to express his true desires even to his closest confidants because something that was not his own will would glue his tongue down.
Binghe was not beloved by his own god, he was cursed by Him.
A puppet pulled along by invisible strings, burned by the touch of divinity but healed by the blood of the heavenly demon that burned in his veins as quickly as it came, leaving behind no evidence with which he could prove claims of that divine interference.
It was only after he had been lead through fire, dragged barefoot through the shattered realms, that he had been mocked with the evidence of what could have awaited him, had he not been leashed.
A mirror image of himself untouched by the all-encompassing might of divine will. Happy. Fulfilled.
Binghe was not favored by god, neither of them were. But at least the Other One had been ignored by Him. And Binghe would ever burn with a hatred that he could be assured was wholly his own.
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um let’s rock and roll baby i got the thrills tonight
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mommy? sorry...
Mommy? Sorry,,,
MOMMY? SORRY,,..,.,,.,.
No but fr- Gigi's fashion sense is to die for. All her looks are 10/10 and idk I felt like drawing her and drawing bikinis I guess
Ily bestie
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I haven't posted anything nowadays! I'm so sorry! But have this commission I worked on Walton!
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