#lile id never truly felt it b4 but that. was STRONG. like i swore id experienced thay exact moment. down to the last word. in a dream

[radiotorn]

Holy moly I slept for so long

#and i had. a dream abt my friend coming back to us........ #it kinda made me think that i forgot to respons to my friends in the server because ot felt. WAY too real #like mt dream somehow perfectly replicated how they would sound when sending messages #and it got their pfp's right....qns the layout of discord...and just? it felt...too real. thay was way too real #i like woke myself up ajd was like SHOOT I FOROGT SHE CAME BACK I GOTTA WELCOME HER BACK!!!! but then #i woke up ans rememebeed it was only a dream and i got sad :( #i still...cant get over just how weirdly real that dream felt. like the way I thought in the dream. my friends ans rhe way they ttyped. and #then my genwral surroundings....it was all...so weirbd ans steangely real??? maube thise means I'm one step closer to lucid dreamin #id love to be able to do that!!!! i heard from someone that if u flip a light switch in a dream and it doesnt do anything thays jpw u kno ur #dreaming and idk how true that os but im gonna try it anyways (and prolyl scare myself when the lightswitch actaully works in my dream) #...oj the topic of dreams a bit ago i had. really terrofying dejavu. we went for a drive by visit to my cousin for his first communon and #we had 2 get out (masked of course). and my grandma was there. and at one point like we wwre standin off 2da side and she was infront of me #and we began talking about SOMETHING i think it was school and whtvr but at that moment the Strongest dejavu ever hit me #lile id never truly felt it b4 but that. was STRONG. like i swore id experienced thay exact moment. down to the last word. in a dream #and frankly? im like...intruiged but in a more excited way #like if thise means something???????? amazibf great very cool. but also terrifying just how vivid ans real my dreams have become #like they used to...not be so real. lile yeah they almost always tooo place on my hpuse (dream got my house dpwn to a T) but there were #things in the dream thst were never real!!! so thwyre was somethinf there to tell me it was a dream #or. maybe. Mmm i gotta stop im creepin myself out #but. i went off really long but point is...i really miss my friend and i hope shes okay and not. like....hurt or something.. #tori if you can see this...i hope youre alright. and i hope you come back soon. #....hooh....... #i dont even know whaf 2tag this as bc its not really...a vent? yea sure im not .... particularly happy but its not..vent #maybe just.... #dreams #bc im sure theres more to come