#like. the statements were fine

[polyamorousmood]

just a lil reminder that

You're never too good for old-fashioned miscommunication!

#communication #trust #relationships #just in case you were worried: everything's fine now. It was like a 10 minute problem. But its just like. Damn. #we're literally as close as in sync as two people could be and we're still not immune to these mortal woes huh. #what's drift compatibility to slightly different assumptions on a minor statement?

[andthebeanstalk]

the average person doesn't expect you to be a perfect ethical consumer, that's not possible for the vast majority of us. but what youre saying is it's better to do nothing at all and choose the worst possible options (sweat shops, overseas shipping waste, idea/product theft, all wrapped up in SHEIN) than to put even the tiniest effort in where you can.

[they are referring to this post]

What I said was "some people are doing literally everything they can to survive and have no extra bandwidth to spend extra time and money on their purchases, and it is cruel and therefore un-punk to gatekeep punkness and add additional shame to these people's lives based on that fact."

I think it's still a good thing to try to ethically consume; I literally never said it wasn't. I had never even heard of SHEIN before. Rather, I am much more concerned about what I saw as arbitrary gatekeeping based on ability and income.

And frankly how dare you claim that I am supporting sweatshops and abuse by saying that this additional work you are demanding (in this case, presumably, vetting every clothing company you buy from) is not always possible for people. It is not a light accusation to accuse me of supporting abuse.

"How dare you say we piss on the poor", Etc. 🙄 this isn't Twitter. You are determined to enforce moral purity, but you are failing to see the nuance.

Because when I say "no extra bandwidth," I mean no extra bandwidth. This is not the "car shows it's on E but actually secretly it has a lot of gas left" situation that abled people constantly assume disabled people mean when they say they are at their limit.

This is "at a certain point, people will hit a wall in terms of money and time and energy, and any energy spent after that comes directly out of their life force."

So the argument "okay but just spend a little more time money and energy actually" is not a valid one.

And the argument "if you are not able to do this specific task, then it means you're not doing anything else to make the world a better place" doesn't exactly impress me either. You said yourself that it is impossible to be a perfectly ethical consumer for most people.

How do you know what else people are doing to resist oppression? How many hours per week until your standards are met?What if someone works 3 jobs? Does that mean it's harder to be a good person if you're poor?? Why do you get to decide what specific avenue of bettering the world is the most morally repugnant or acceptable? What kind of proof of goodness and effort would make you satisfied enough to lay off on the shame?? Who are you helping??

Clothing is a fundamental human need, and some of us have to buy cheap fucking clothes quickly. Billionaires are buying their seventh yacht this month. The people who own fast fashion companies are abusing their workers and putting local affordable clothing stores out of business - and this applies for basically every company with price points that low because governments are failing to regulate corporations to enforce basic human rights.

I have $300 to spend on a new wardrobe as my old clothes have fallen apart or become too small. Do you have a way for me to get a new winter coat, 3 flannels, 10 shirts, 3 dress shirts, new sandals, 10 pairs of pants, 5 bras, 12 pairs of socks, and 10 pairs of underwear within that budget and also definitely 100% ethically sourced, with free returns in case it doesn't fit? Or will I simply have to use the cheap stores?

I have about an hour to spend on this per week. Should I continue to wear small and tattered clothing until I have the time, money, and energy to meet your standards? Did you know there are more empty homes in this country than homeless people? If I decide to splurge on only 100% ethically-produced products, and I can't make rent, and I become homeless, are YOU going to be there for me?? Or are you busy litigating the endless tiny shames of poverty in your own community?

So I ask you again, are you sure this is where you want to direct your punk energy? Because energy and time, as it turns out, are limited resources. And I would never expect you to secretly have more than you claim to have.

#original #punk #hopepunk #cripplepunk #i swear to god #reading comprehension website #how dare you say we piss on the poor #jfc 'what you're saying is we should do nothing' - what I'm saying is YOU are doing nothing by enforcing this boundary #you have to give people more credit than this. i believe you want a better world too. and it would be cool if you used your energy to #instead ask 'how do i fight for the people in my community to be clothed and have the time and income to shop ethically?' #or 'how do i support activism that pushes for regulation that could control these companies?' #monitoring how poor people spend money is a supremely Republican thing to do. as is demanding clear moral purity from every scenario. #you want a better world too. you want to demand your peers do better. - fine. good. #but you need to be asking if you have remembered and included everyone's needs when making statements like this. #capitalism is all for forgetting about poor and disabled people and refusing to believe their limits. #shame is a necessary weapon in fighting greed but it IS a weapon. be so careful where you point that shit. enough shame can kill a person #and a lot of us are already defending from it from all sides. #shaming a person who is already at their limit for not doing more is an act of cruelty. think very carefully about what that means please. #i literally don't even know what SHEIN is lol i just know classism when i see it #but I've had friends whose clothes were visibly falling apart with no income and so much so shame so deep in their hearts they were dying #and if they had seen that post it would have made them even sicker and gotten them no closer to the dignity of being properly clothed #shame is a weapon and /you need to be careful!!!!/

[last-in-line-for-hell]

Gonna say it here too but Wei Wuxian has nothing to be sorry for regarding Nightless City.

He tried to speak but they refused to listen.

He was attacked first, defended himself, and was condemned for it.

They wanted to kill not only him, but all the innocent people he was protecting as well.

People blaming him for the ensuing slaughter when his mind broke upon Jiang Yanli’s sacrifice (which was ALSO not his fault like c’mon???) make no sense to me.

They pushed him to it.

They spit on the sacrifices of Wen Qing and Wen Ning.

They refused to hear him out and decided he was done for before Jin Zixuan even died, let’s be real.

(And no, 3000 cultivators did not die at Nightless City. Wei Wuxian straight up questions the absurdity of such a high number himself.)

I don’t know, I’ll probably delete this, but it boggles my mind when people hold this against Wei Wuxian when he was the one attacked.

#mdzs #mdzs textpost not art #sorry for discourse I’ll prob delete but #god it makes me so ??? #not only this but countless things wwx does are vilified when context makes them not his fault!!! #all it makes me think is “wow you didn’t read the novel huh” #well I’ll prob delete later but good god #also he’s not morally grey imo okay bye byeee sorry chill tumblr group I swear I’ll try to keep it less mad 😭 #also also!! those cultivators were all combatants not innocents like the Wen remnants so let’s not pretend they’re not #Edit: to the ppl who disagree with my statement regarding WWX not being morally grey #I disagree with you and that’s fine #I think we have different definitions on what constitutes a morally grey person #to me your definition is way too obscenely broad #so much that it hurts the characters by placing some on the same level as others who do WAY worse #to me NHS is what is morally grey #JGY is not #WWX is not #it’s okay to disagree but I have many many many many reasons why I think this #please don’t be condescending towards me if you don’t think so #but yeah nowadays I feel like people use the term morally grey way too broadly #all to make a character ‘more interesting’ which is a disservice to me imo #anyway I’ll shut up now before I go off more into a whole essay but yeah

[tricksterlatte]

Anyone else think short form social media based on algorithms designed to promote topics that create more engagement instead of more joy, the idea of fast fashion but conveyed through social media, and the fact you can monetize suffering and outrage better than ever has largely resulted in the death spiral of media literacy and the mass emergence of bad faith readings?

#I may be venting a lil but god it blows my mind #fyp is a blessing and a curse because i don't think ppl were ever meant to be subjected to this many ppl at once #god i took a bird site hiatus for weeks and now BARELY check it and it already feels like a hit #oughhhhh #even fandom spaces have hugely incorporated marketing and networking into them bc of cmms and sponsorship and building portfolio #which would be fine tbh if it weren't for the way socmed is designed #now it's like you can't support too many ppl or else you're shadow banned or you have to make yourself palatable and marketable #and websites with threads in which people will only read the first post before qrting because ratios are seen as five minutes of fame #features that permit beating an algorithm are locked behind a paywall that promises you money if you go viral #and what goes viral is usually incendiary content meant for those ratios or trends. whether for or against OP #even in hobbyist spaces the climate has changed so much due to the monetization and marketing and just. ugh #not to mention side accounts dedicated to gossip in this new priv account culture like...idk #if you have to make another account so you can make fun of a friend on main with selected priv friends it just doesn't sit well with me #and not every priv account does this but enough do and it makes me tired #unsolicited hate comments are still as bad as they used to be on ff dot net except now people openly are proud of it more #why do most socmed feel like passive aggressive sticky notes on high school lockers #there is so much more I could say about everything that has left me weary about the internet but I don't know the time or place #and I don't want anyone to think this is about them because it's a general statement. though if you are doing the more inflammatory things. #maybe rethink that. it's not good for anyone else and it's not good for you either #I keep coming back online to check on ppl and see art and I *know* it's draining for my health every time #but I feel a lot better now that i use socmed less overall. and that I try to focus on what makes me happy #it just sucks seeing so many people i care about endure absolutely wild struggles bc people online do not care. #I like rambling in my tags because this is the only place I ramble except my personal journal and to my wife

[sneakerdoodle]

hmmmmmmmmm.

the Job thing -> Aziraphale coming up against a decree by Heaven that he cannot force himself to be okay with, subsequently plunging himself into an existential crisis by falling prey to doubt and questioning and going as far as lying to an archangel, thus irrevocably corrupting his soul and no longer feeling 'holy' anymore

the Elspeth & Morag thing -> Aziraphale having a morality crisis over the intricacies of the human life and the net good of objective wrongdoings, attempting to paint things in overwhelmingly simplistic strokes that would fit things into the neat binary of 'good-bad', uncritically upholding the unhelpful sentiment of 'the blessings of poverty' but eventually being led to direct and powerful transformative action, and not the type that would truly take anything away from him, the entire conflict hinging on the fact that he had to overcome his internal misconceptions in a way that deserves to be written down, reflected upon, brought up again later in life

the??? finale for some reason??????????? -> "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys". "We're the good guys".

#i see people interpreting like. v poetic statements from that final dialogue and i wish!!!! it didnt like. physically hurt me with how WRONG #it sounds #not like just. in-world but narratively #idk!!!! idk!!!!! #good omens critical #is there a tag. is there a tag for people to blacklist #GOING A BIT MAD bc season 1 flashbacks were just one episode and one episode only and it served one purpose #to be fuckin. heartwrenchingly romantic. no theme only relationship development #but s2 is giving us this entire like!!!!! JOURNEY into Aziraphale's characterization and centers his POV in a way that highlights new sides #of him. and ur like. oh a theme??? we're having a theme???? #(me. i was like that) #and i might just be very very very very dumb but i just. DONT UNDERSTAAAAND WEHRE THE 180 CAME FROMMMM #wanting to help and save and protect Crowley is all good and fine but goodness gracious im so confused about how it was all writtennnnnnnnn #am i dumb???? is this a me problem #idk!!!!!! idk

[hella1975]

yes im trying not to be so mean yes im working on my temper but under no section of my Healing Contract does it mention that these things must apply to my sister. in fact if you read the fine print it says im actively allowed to make her miserable. for my mental health

#she's so mean all the time like constantly telling me im stupid and shit #which probably didn't hit as hard before this econ degree but now every time she does it im just kinda like :/ #and i laugh it off obvs bc am i fuck about to look put out by it #so she genuinely doesnt have any reason to stop bc ive not set any boundaries or communicated or yk. done anything correctly #i instead just let it frustrate the fuck out of me until one day im in a bad enough mood that i'll give as bad as she does #which i HATE bc as tough shit as she thinks she is i always think being mean - specifically the primary school way she does it - #is SO embarassing as a conflict method like girl 'you're stupid' is really the best you can come up with? bffr 😭 #like when i say IM mean and SHE'S mean im talking about very different things #im mean less often than her but when i do it it's effective bc i literally catalogue people's insecurities and use them against them #like some fucking anime villian like it's actually uncomfortable to watch and i hate myself every time #whereas her way is effective bc it's all dumb comments ANYONE could make but she says them repeatedly until she wears you down #and of the two methods they're both shit but at least my way isn't cringe LMAO #so if i ever get so frustrated i revert to her method i just get v annoyed with myself like IM better than this she might not be but i am #and we've just been moving things in the garden with mum which is a flashpoint anyway #and me and my sister were just GOING at each other and it was all jokes until i said something she didn't like #and she was like 'what's your problem? it's fine when we're joking but you always take it too far' girl. #like i cannot accurately explain on here how ridiculous that statement is coming from HER #and if id said something actually horrible id get it but the convo was literally just #her: mum can i wear your watch for the chem ball coming up? #me: why do you need a watch for that? #her: ive got a dumb tan line on my wrist that i want to cover #me: i really dont think anyone is going to be looking at your wrists #THAT WAS IT LMFAO??? YOU HYPOCRITICAL LITTLE BITCH #ironically i had a field day with it like her saying that was the worst thing she could have done #latched onto it like a bloodhound fr my eyes must have lit up #i was like 'dont be such a baby' which is basically a fucking trigger word in our house #thought she was gonna hit me with a spade <3 peace and love on planet earth #godddddd i cant wait for her to go back to uni i HATE sharing a room i cannot escape her she's literally here as i type #i hope she knows im slagging her off to my niche online micro-community #hella goes home

[bidokja]

me doing my damnedest to tell people that kim dokja gets isekai'd literally more times than you can count on one hand, and yet there's still people in the notes going UHMMM HE WASN'T TECHNICALLY ISEKAI'D like. man. they aren't even lying for the bit either, like. at least it'd be funny if they were, but nah they're just Wrong and confident about it sjhdgf

#ky speaks #it'd be funny if it wasn't genuine #like if people were lying for The Bit that's fine id join in like yeah disqualify his squid ass smdh #but people just straight up spreading misinfo unironically is a pet peeve of mine big or small #even if its something minor like a silly lil tumblr poll #like. if you wanna try n discredit kdj you can just say that ORV doesn't fall into the isekai genre and you'd be right #at least have some SUBSTANCE to your discreditting statements make it interesting #but regardless kdj himself does in fact get yeeted into other worlds like. VERY frequently asjhdgf and thats all that isekai means/is #i think the worst part is that half the people saying it are people who have literally read orv...besties....come on.... #EVEN IF YOU'RE A WEBTOON ONLY READER THATS NO EXCUSE AT THIS POINT #HE GOT YEETED INTO THE GREEK UNDERWORLD. DID YOU THINK THAT EXISTED ON EARTH. ON OUR EARTH. EXCUSE ME. #sure okay maybe you can argue its a realm attched to earth so it doesnt count #YOU CAN'T DO THAT WITH THE TINY WORLD #THATS ALSO APPEARED IN THE WEBTOON ALREADY #DID YOU THINK THAT WAS EARTH??? THEY'RE LIKE 2 INCHES TALL COME ON NOW #NO EXCUSES I AM SITTING YOU ALL DOWN AND MAKING YOU WATCH AN ISEKAI 101 POWERPOINT #(note: i am not actually mad like. tbc. im being hyberbolic. that doesn't mean i'm not a lil peeved that this notion keeps spreading)

[solemntitty]

my poor white russian mother doesn't realize that my proficiency with spices is all bc I know what salt does with spices

#jamie has made a statement #thats always my secret. garlic and cumin. and also more salt #she boiled some carrots yesterday and was like 'yeah can you season them?' #i was out of cinnamon so i made it savory but otherwise wouldve been cinnamon some more salt and cumin #personal #the secret is salt and garlic!!!! #and also tasting spices and fucking them up #ive done a lot of fucking up w spices #usually bc i overseason but yesterday w the chicken i did underseason it bc i knew she was gonna eat it #this is like me when i encounter a new program or operating system compared to like. ppl who r tech illiterate #like you gotta accept youll fuck up but most of the time itll be fine #ok i did oversalt some mashed potatoes ages ago #thats the only time i think i oversalted #they were. gross but i eat my mistakes

[danganronpa2]

i will not argue with people on twitter but omg jojo fans who refuse to admit the series is even a little bit sexist are completely insane. i understand saying "this part was written in the 80s" or "his editors wouldnt let him make this character a woman" but claiming that the end product is completely free of misogyny is like. holy shit. how can you idolize a series so much. in my dangan ronpa heyday every third post on my dash was debating all the shitty bigoted stuff in it to a frankly ridiculous degree and jojo fans are on the total opposite end of the spectrum i dont understand it

#people over there are talking about how the canon romances suck bc the marriages are just plot devices to continue the bloodline #which is like. yes!! thats true!!!! but theyre completely missing the point #which is that this problem happens because the huge majority of women in the show outside of stone ocean only exist to be wives and mothers #of course theyre boring they have no purpose in the story beyond bearing children. and people will use this as an argument for why its fine #completely missing the absolute textbook misogyny of that statement #oh my godddddd #if there were lots of other female characters i wouldnt care but even in stocean the women get relegated to the background in the 2nd half #its so frustrating obviously you can still enjoy the show but at least acknowledge it 😭

[todayisafridaynight]

Morning! I'm here to harass you. 🤭

Hangover status?

And how vivid is the memory of stream? 🤣

GOOD MORNING STARS you could never harass me 😤

and LIKE I SAID DURING STREAM i never get hangovers !!!!!!! ive also been awake since like. 4AM so even if i did get one i'd prob be fine by now LOL

and trust. i remember. Everything from stream.

#snap chats #IVE ALSO BEEN DYING LOOKING AT THE FUCKIN BJ CHAT (OUT OF CONTEXT STATEMENT) #WDYM YOU LOT ARE MAING A COPMILATIONLJLERVEJLKVEJ im thoroughly obsessed witht he art too.. i have saved all of it </3 #im thinking back on stream and thinking of how many more times i cuodlve roasted kayla tbh 😔 #DEELGATING KAYLA TO KUME IS WILD THO i was thinkin ichi the whole time. tbh. aoki bullies ichi during streams real #also have a dumb doodle idea from it... lol... but ill do that durin drawing stream uhhhhh tuesday? #kayla and i were talking about it beforehand. or WHEN te fuck ever but yeah moving on #its how i remembered i needed to clean my suit a bit cause there was still sake stains on it FUCK #its fine now. trust. i take care of my suits like theyre my children <- dont spill alcohol on your children ????? #but yeah no im telling you alcohol is so weird to me becase i never forget anything and im Cognizant and always aware of what im doing #but yk. i do be a lil loopy 🥴 a 15 on the scale even 🥴 free rights to be stupid while only feeling KINDA bad about it #so funny how we were talking bout when id wear the masato outfit and i was like 'oh god prob not Ever if its with kayla' #and now we're doing it. part two. tonight LOL #you guys wanna see my shitty attempt at beard make up cause Highly Considering It

[thedreadvampy]

Ooh I am angry

OH I'm angry

did some maths about Men I Have Known and I am ANGRY

oh my god there's so much SHIT I'm still GETTING TO I'm so BORED OF IT

#red said #i would like to stop Realising Things #it's fucking. tedious. #but also hey blanket statement. if you were born before 1990 and we were '''''''friends'''''''' before 2011 guess what. die. #I'm turning 30 this year do the maths. hope you feel like shit 24/7 eat my absolute ass #1987. 2008-2010. fuck me. #1988. 1985. 1979. 1983. all before 2013. fuck that. #1979 is off the hook to a certain extent for at least waiting for legal adulthood and checking in. nevertheless. #some i don't know but in retrospect guessing at least 1989 if not earlier #people of all those birth years are fine NOW to be clear. but not in 2010.

[spin-in-time]

If you prefer the newer seasons of ninjago over the older seasons (pilot-s5/s7) we are fundamentally different people

#kind of a neutral statement #s8 and s9 get excused to an extend but i will not for forgive them for garma/don #s6 and s7 aren't that amazing to me but they get a pass bc at least they feel like they're about the same characters as the prev seasons #and similair with 8 and 9 except yeah..... this is where it starts...... #s11+ means little to me in regards to characters. sure they have some cool stuff and the stories are neat (i love s12 SOO much for example) #but. yeah it's what i call the cardboard treatment because most characters especially when they're not the focus feel like - #- cardboard cutout versions of themselves #guys isn't zane so funny because he's a robot hahaha! what a source of comedy that is so in character! /s #and i'm not gonna say that i hate the new seasons cause that's not true #i bawled my fucking eyes out at s15 #but it's. kind of a different show to me and the characters often feel off. #also some recurring things that i'm sooooo annoyed at sigh ugh ugh ugh #also they start this thing around s6 where for some reason the police is involved?? #and the explorer's club pls fucking DIE #it's fine if you like the chicken also man but holy crap this is just NOT for me at all #the older seasons were many times more charming and if you disagree then - well we simply have differenzt tastes #which is fine #but my god it's something i do need to point out #i didn't actually mean to ramble so much but yeah......... #one of my favorite examples is the reduction of jay's and zane's characters to goofy guy and robot smart guy #the taking jay's inventing skills is the most insane thing they have done to date and they openly admit this this is literally a thing #they really only cared about tropes and archetypes at this point even though this is simply NOT where ninjago shines #i feel like someone might unfollow mr for this but you literally don't have to #it's all fine! just feel like saying this every now and then because ninjago is one of the shows that have been THE most special in my life #forgot the / for ninja/go oh wel l sorry #the reasons i like this show lie in the early seasons and not the later ones

[blkwag]

was this really necessary???

#shfjsnifsnfjejd #first of all why did they make a statement in the first place #like yes i get he’s a club legend but he’s been away for two years #a simple “’good luck on your new journey’ would’ve been fine #also WHYYYYY #no like why did people think he was going back to barca like im confused #can barca even afford him. even if he were to take a cut like cmon now #they’re so stank for this #i think they’re just pressed he moved on bc there was no need for this

[nostalgia-tblr]

Just to say

I'm not changing any fic titles this week, not because I think the End OTW Racism people are in the wrong to want some sort of policy on racism at at AO3, but because my first thought was "that's not going to work, the OTW board are seemingly very resistant to actually doing anything about this and the only thing that will shift them is a loss of funding or people getting on the board and changing things from the inside" and then my second thought was "but I should do it anyway, in case people think I am pro-racism," which led to my third and (currently) final thought of "oh fuck off, nos, then it's just being performative to fit in, that's worse than just not doing it because you think it's useless." So that's where I am at the moment. I am supportive of anyone who is doing it, and I hope it does have more of an effect than I expect it too, but I'm not doing this specific thing myself because I know that my joining in wouldn't be genuine. This is a me thing, not a you or anyone else thing. (And probably to some extent it's also an anxiety thing, but that's always a factor in almost anything for me.)

#had this in my Drafts for a few days fretting about whether or not to post it but in case anyone was wondering #i know everyone's said you can just not do it and that's fine but one of my things is assuming that people are judging me for stuff #i took out the bits of this where i explained why i think AO3 are unlikely to respond the way ppl want in case i started a fight or whateve #but if anyone needs/wants me to clarify my thought process on this thing i can do so on request #plus i did feel a bit awkward about whether the sort of thing i post feels appropriate to attach a political statement to even for a while? #which is daft because we were ASKED to but like i said my brain's logic is not always logical to other people or even myself #to reiterate: i don't think the campaign is wrong to be demanding change nor do i think fannish activism in general is a bad thing #(i actually wasn't going to post any fic until it was over so i could pretend i forgot but then i erm forgot about that :| #actually it's a bit effed up of me to have thought “well if i just keep quiet maybe nobody will question my morality” but... eh) #okay now i shall go and sit and anxiety-spiral about things for a while

[manofmanymeats]

Wow. This has to be one of the most pathetic things I've seen in a while. I love to dunk on tech bros and shit all the time, especially with the rise of crypto and AI algorithms. This is just genuinely sad tho because I feel so bad for this person that they have so few people in their life that they feel they can turn to that they consider this glorified predictive text generator their "closest person". I truly hope that this person finds real help and real connection outside of this and I hope that stories like this aren't common. I already didn't like ChatGPT, but this was something I didn't even consider someone doing and it makes me worried.

#like someone pleasse check on that dude because that is unhealthy behavior #dudes inventing a new mental illness as we speak #reminds me of when that Replika app stopped trying to psyop guys a few months ago and the subreddit for that pinned the suicide prevention #hotline to the board #people are really developing some weird habits with this stuff #like blorbos are fine but what happens when the blorbos were just a figment of an AIs generated statement?

[lvllns]

it’s just frustrating bc i had to wait until my diploma got here and now i’m waiting for a response from a professor still and it’s just like. i could’ve been done with this already but noooooooo.

#reed.txt #had to scan the diploma for proof of qualifications which is. so weird to me lmao. #i was fully prepared to have to pay to send transcripts #and they were like 'nah as long as you upload the qualifications we can check it that way' like WHAT? IT'S THAT EASY?! #i am also like. shaking anxious chihuahua about the whole fucking things because like. i want this so bad it hurts. #*thing not things ffs #i'm just a walking ball of anxiety and stress for the foreseeable future i guess whatever it's fine #anxious about getting this done and submitted. anxious about having to wait to see if i get in. anxious about a million things. #stressed abt the personal statement too tbh gotta. rewrite that i think. #welcome to today's episode of reed has a fucking breakdown about grad school application #*their. i missed a word. i'm going to climb the walls. #the deadline i thought was for on campus september start dates. the online october start doesn't even have a deadline LISTED. #i'm operating under the assumption that it's early september so like i have time but i'm just. i want this to be out of my hands. #i love. having. adhd and anxiety. it's great. not debilitating at all in the slightest. #negative cw #i guess i dunno i'm just screaming into a pillow at this point