#like yea i should be happy im not being hatecrimed but like.

[fagofgod]

thinking about how absolutely wild the christianity that’s been taught to me is. like “no amount of good, no amount of sin can pull us away from heaven” is so weirddd. like.. i dunno.... not even murderers?? racists??

#im so tired. man. #im doing something that requires me to do interviews with christians. #and i did my youth group leader. because i figured hes less of a threat than the fucking church pastor #and like yeaa hes a lot safer... but also so boring about it #like im interviewing him about queer issues and his responses are so dull. so standard. #at least if i had the spine to try my pastor he could have been violently homophobic and i could have gotten some funny footage #but all i have is just 'thoughts are ok haha just dont go too far' #and 'i have an 'ex-gay' christian friend owo' #murder ment tw #racism ment #ex christian #tw religious mention #religious trauma #achil.txture #like yea i should be happy im not being hatecrimed but like. #its just sooo..... nothing #its just 'casual religious homohphobia' #and ive heard it so many fucking times already. #maybe i just want something funny. maybe i just want a white man to scream about genitals and toilets and g*d to a confused 15 y/o me #i dont want to hear how we have to just cHoOsE to follow g*d and abandon the gay or some shit