#like ya know in yi city when they're talking abt rescueing the guy that they do not yet know is xue yang

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tragic that i understand jiang cheng better than his stans do

#'jc is so misunderstood!!! 😭' #wrong! i understand him perfectly. you are the one who's wrong! #he really is just a warning on how hatred and envy can consume you #make you blind to the truth #his is not the story of someone who tries to be better but is held back by trauma #he lets it consume him - he almost revels in it #like ya know in yi city when they're talking abt rescueing the guy that they do not yet know is xue yang #and jin ling is hesitant bc they don't know what his deal is and he says something like #'fine. you're good people. don't blame me if someone get killed' #its as if he's saying ' i know i'm a bad person for not wanting to help' #and you can really see jc in him in this moment #in the way he fully embraces the worst parts of himself #but he's not happy about it. he's knows he's wrong. and part of him is angry that other people are better than him (morally) #but his response is to lash out - as if its the fault of the lan disciples that they are good people #jl was so close to going down exactly the same path as jc #jc wank