#like uhh i had to put looking for a diagnosis on pause bc of the pandemic but i need to get myself on a waiting list for a fibro specialist

[koukoupepia]

ive been in a perpetual state of “doing stuff paralysis” where i have several things i should be doing and instead i do none of them and play video games instead 

#job hunting absolutely fucking sucks and i feel guilty when i am not doing it though i have other things i need/want to be doing #like uhh i had to put looking for a diagnosis on pause bc of the pandemic but i need to get myself on a waiting list for a fibro specialist #i also have to look for a therapist for a top surgery letter and i know this will suck especially because therapists are always fully booked #oh yes i can also finally pursue getting my drivers license now that i am fully vaccinated and the dmv should be doing tests again #but i never finished lessons and my dad is a horrible teacher so i had to. sign up for more so i can actually book a test #the pandemic put so many things on pause and now i have to do everything at once aaaaa