#like this year went by so fast

[yangjeongin]

HYUNJIN BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN (2024):  ↘ D-DAY | HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWANG HYUNJIN❣️

#hwang hyunjin #hyunjin #stray kids #bystay #createskz #flashing tw #a9gifs #*gif #*hyunjin #*ccarly #*carly:hyunjin #*series:hjbday24 #once again i fear we have a whole countdown leading up to this only for it to be lackluster. every year LDJKSSJLKDGLKJSD #sorry if this is a flop finale but i had fun <3 #i hope these are synced too science says they should be but my laptop never loads them all at once akldjfajklsdjglks #anyway this concludes the countdown it went by so fast.....thank u for liking it everyone 🫶 #i will never be doing this again. LKJSDKFLSJKDGLKSDG #maybe a countdown but not 30 sets. i DID IT THOUGH. very proud of myself for being that insane. good times #also happy birthday hyun i love u so so much and hope you have an amazing day :(((( #do something fun...take a nice nap...eat good food...hope u get to celebrate however u want this year

[grimalkinmessor]

Light's end has always bothered me for multiple reasons (the biggest of which is it not actually being his fault that he lost therefore robbing me of a greater poetic justice but you can't win 'em all), but I think one nobody really talks about is that,,,Light wasn't afraid to die.

Well—he WAS, at the beginning, but part of the reason I'm so obsessed with his relationship with Ryuk is because Ryuk's existence was a constant threat to Light's life. And yet Light never once seemed afraid of him, or tried to cozy up to him, or even attempted manipulate Ryuk into doing things for him. Sure, he bribed him sometimes into going along with his plans, but he was friends with Ryuk. Or—as close to friends as I assume a Light Yagami and a Shinigami can get.

But before Light meets Ryuk, he 100% believes that he's going to die. His frenzy those first few days can be attributed not to any moral righteousness, but to a desperate sort of resignation. Light thinks that he's sold his soul after killing those first two men, so instead of destroying the Death Note, he immediately sets out to make as big of an impact as possible. He wants to go out with a bang! He wants to be remembered! Light is afraid of death in those first days—but he also comes to terms with it somewhere between killing Otoharada and Ryuk showing up. He was ready to go with Ryuk quietly if he was there to take his life or his soul.

But then—he learns that he's not going to die.

The face of a boy excited and relieved.

Light learns that there are no consequences to using the Death Note.

THIS is when he starts getting cocky, when he starts to actually convince himself of all that moral stuff he spouts.

But he's still not afraid of death.

Oh he's afraid of being caught, for sure, and after L humiliated him on live television, he might've even been afraid of execution. Because he'd seen firsthand just how quickly L could turn the tables on him, how he could make Kira look foolish. And Light definitely does not want to be remembered as foolish.

I don't think Light was afraid of actually DYING though, because when Ryuk says "You know I could just kill you", Light laughs. Literally laughing in the face of death. Light KNOWS that Ryuk will eventually kill him, but as long as he goes down the way he wants—on HIS terms—it's fine. Ryuk claiming that he'd be the one to finally end Light might've even been a relief, considering how Light's mind works. A god can only be killed by another god, etc. etc. 'Killed By A Real-life Shinigami' sounds metal as FUCK. Top-tier way to die if you're as much of a gloryhound as Light.

And one thing that irks me is that—the five year gap kind of,,,,takes that, from Light. Light spends so long on top of the world with no real challenge that by the time that Near and Mello show up, he's far more arrogant than he was when he was up against L. Light is, once more, afraid of death. He's lost that tolerance he built up in those pivotal first few days, and he goes out, not in a blaze of glory like he wanted, but clawing and pleading to live like a dog.

Light lost his recklessness, his impatience, his acceptance of the inevitable because he believed that he could now change the inevitable—all somewhere in that five year time skip.

This makes him less likely to get caught, yes, but it also takes away that—that teenage dauntlessness that he had at the beginning. Pre-skip Light feared L and L alone. Only the idea of being caught by someone who could truly tear him down frightened him. Not even death compared.

And I suppose that Light's spiralling at the end is a sort of poetic justice in this case?? But it's not the one I wanted.

I wanted Light's recklessness to blow up in his face. I wanted his carefully curated plans ruined by his own impatient hand. I wanted him to go down much as he probably first intended—in a blaze of glory. I wanted his fall to be explosive and terrifying to the audience. A moral of the story that shoots you right in the chest and really makes you think.

Instead he was reduced to just,,,,another criminal, begging for his life.

Which, yes, I suppose, is also a message in and of itself (all evil figures throughout history have only ever been human, have only ever been men that bleed red at the end of the day, and nothing they've ever done or said will change that), but I also find that....exceedingly boring.

#death note #grim rants #yagami light #light yagami #death note meta #i guess...? #im just venting my frustrations with the ending #again #i know the five year skip was supposed to show us how fast kira consumed the world and how quickly corruption spreads #but also yOU COULDVE BROUGHT NEAR AND MELLO IN WAY EARLIER #WHEN LIGHT WAS STILL THE DUMBASS THAT BUILDS FLASHBOMBS IN HIS DESKS #it wouldve so much funnier plzzzz #and more interesting in my opinion #23 yo light was kinda more of a bitch not gonna lie #like wheres the man that orchestrated a bus jacking to get one man's name?? #and then met that man in person again and made him kill his own comrades???? #WHERE'D MY ARROGANT/DESPERATE LITTLE HASTY BOY GO #he went from a zim to a mr burns and i disliked it greatly thank you

[autisticaradiamegido]

day 16

so instead of a drawing todays art is Babys First Embroidery

it will eventually be a patch for my Cool Patch Jacket once i get the border all filled in

it is in reference to the fact that i recently found out my state has a program that provides free naloxone to anybody who wants to carry it, no prescription necessary.

if you aren’t familiar, naloxone (brand name Narcan) is a medication that can be used to reverse an opioid overdose almost instantaneously in an emergency. in my state it is provided in the form of a nasal spray, but similar programs in other areas might offer auto-injectors, or other subcutaneous delivery methods.

BUT what i want to get across is that there are A LOT of these programs out there! if you’re curious, just google “free naloxone [your location]” and you might be able to get your hands on free or extremely reduced cost doses of naloxone to carry with you. most programs will train you how to administer the medication, and how to recognize signs of overdose.

harm reduction for drug users is important to me, regardless of who is using them, or for what purpose. and you can be part of that effort in your community SO easily by adding this to your first aid repertoire. it’s a bit like getting cpr certified! only literally so fast and cheap and easy like in my case i was in and out of the pharmacy in 15 minutes!!! you can literally save somebodys life with this, it is so so worth it.

#day 16 #year 4 #embroidery #harm reduction #cw drug use #cw drug overdose #i feel like a crazy person ever since i found out abt this fucking program #i have just been shouting at every person i see like HEY DID YOU KNOW YOU CAN GET FREE NARCAN #LIKE TRULY JUST FREE I WENT TO THE PHARMACY AND CAME OUT 15 MINUTES LATER WITH THE STUFF #NO PRESCRIPTION NO APPOINTMENT THEY JUST GAVE IT TO ME #there are like 7 pharmacies doing this in MY CITY ALONE like!!!! #anyway. you can literally keep a person from dying and it was so simple and so fast #its just so exciting that a program like that exists in my conservative ass state #like needle exchange programs are technically illegal here. but we have this #ANYWAY. the embroidery is busted as hell but its punk rock so who gives a shit

[iratusmus]

having entirely too much fun with old outfit requests

#sonic #archie sonic #silver the hedgehog #scourge the hedgehog #elias acorn #sally acorn #amy rose #iratusmus.png #last art post for today i promise!!! #when i started out with silver i was like ''well okay i want this to be super chill and pump out a bunch of them really fast'' #since when i do these things i tend to do them really relaxed at first and then i progressively put more and more effort into them #until theyre just full-fledged drawings. and then . well. i picked that complicated outfit for scourge #and it all went in a direction from there. as you can tell #either way doing a bunch of outfit requests at once is good for me because then im forced to spice up the poses a bit #also everybody say thank you to my beloved mutual jay un-pearable for introducing me to halftone hospital #unrelated but im actually incredibly happy with the way elias' hair turned out #since i struggled with it for like a millions years #anyways. if you want one of these send in a character and if i feel up to it ill put them in a funky outfit #or a stupid one. i have so many abysmally stupid outfits.

[expelliarmus]

#mine #doctor who #dwedit #matt smith #karen gillan #jemma redgrave #can you believe series 7 started airing 10 years ago?!?!?!?! like EXCUSE ME #i continue to be baffled by the passage of time #anyways giffing this again because i miss you kate #and you too eleven and amy #i went to my classroom today and listened to most of gallifrey war room ahhhh #i'll finish it off tomorrow #it was so hot in my room though it was horrible moving desks around #2 more days of summer vacation left before the long weekend sigh #summer went by too fast #but also get out of here summer!!!! WHERE'S THE COLD WEATHER #edit: hmmm okay i think my new laptop and monitor's colours are different #because the colouring looks washed out on my phone but i like how it looks on desktop??? #and i think my old laptop matched what i saw on my phone.... #oh well

[churomo]

when i see ur user in my notification, my first thought:

it’s so funnny actually bc my blog name is like that bc i was tired and misspelled it. i remember i was actually Trying to rename it to churromo (a whoooleee story in the tags) but it was like midnight and i couldn’t see what i was typing

#basically the story is when i was super super young and first made a socmed i didn’t know what to choose as a username #i’d mix together the names of random stuff bc i was uncreative #one of the first things i came up with was mochurro (mochi+churro) but ofc it’s not a name i ever used for myself #fast forward a year later i have this blog and i don’t like the original name anymore but i’m still uncreative so i took one look at this #old name i spun together and essentially went ‘ok. i’ll just switch it around a bit’ #but then i ended up misspelling it #ask

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#i walked into a situation today where my mom was effectively already dead. effectively bc her body was and is still alive. still breathing #painful groaning purrs. but her mind was gone yesterday. my dad said he showed her a picture of the mountains i took that day and told her #i loved her and she smiled. thats what he said. maybe he was just being nice. or maybe thats the last time she thought of me. i dunno. but #the human body is an incredible thing. shes got a heart still powering a broken body. too full of tumors to function anymore. stomach #streched like a pregnant mother. it happed really fast and now its happening very slow #im somehow probably better off than the rest of them. i only got here for the aftermath of a downslide. my daily life will b least effected #i only really saw her twice a year living so far away and she didnt text much. didnt call often. so life wont change much ill just kno shes #not there. which is sad. but theres nothing to b done abt it. life goes on. it hasnt been all bad tho. its nice to talk to my family abt her #how incredible she was. bc she was. wish her mom wasnt here tho. she doesn't deserve to b here. my mom wouldnt want her here. she didnt want #her here. but anyway. i wish her body would just let her go now. so we can sleep. so this can be over. so she can rest #but even like this shes stubborn and resilient. they say it could go on for days but i hope not. may the universe let her rest shes gotta b #so tired after 10 years of this. but i have no regrets. she knew how i felt abt her. and i dont think she had regrets either. she did so #much up to the very end. went out on a high note without the burdon of knowing it was coming #i dunno. its just such a strange experience to watch the empty shell of your mother sleeping like a gurgling baby #unrelated

[sherbetyy]

huge shoutout to artists rn for still drawing the three of them after the dhmis hype. i love you guys. stay awesome

(also it’s been like a year since channel 4 dhmis came out. wtf.)

#IT FEELS LIKE 4 MONTHS AGO #OR LESS #it all went by so fast but i am still thinking about them….. ervy day………… #hyperfixation #amiright #3 year long hyper fixation. oh. #dhmis #dhmis fanart #duck dhmis #duck #red guy #yellow guy #dont hug me i’m scared tv series #dont hug me im scared #dhmis art #AAAAAAAAAAAA!!! #GRRR #ok

[jeeklaart]

A New Years Wish 🌟

( find me here )

#my art #happy new years #jesus where have this year gone #like it went by SO FAST #art #illustration #digital art #traditional art #mixed media #watercolor #watercolour #gouache #posca markers #new years #art deco #sparkle #artists on tumblr #jeeklaart

[upsidedownlurker]

THE LAST DND GAME AND WILL'S POWERS??? bruhhhhhhhhhh

So we all know that the DnD games are used as foreshadowing alllll the timeeee. WELL, LET'S TAKE A LOOK AT THIS~

In Hellfire's final DnD session, Vecna didn't die so the Party has to fight him again. They need a substitute for a missing member, so they look everywhere, but come up squat. (Sidenote: the people Mike asks for help have similarities to Will! Artists, nerds...) Finally, they find an unexpected sub: Erika. An OG party member rolls an 11 and misses– but the sub rolls a nat 20 and defeats Vecna.

Who fails to defeat Vecna first?

It's pretty clear that Eleven will be the one to try and fail to defeat Vecna. Her powers have been heavily leaned on for help in every Season– this time, not even Eleven can stop Vecna.

But the substitute can.

Who could be a substitute for Eleven?

Who is capable of fulfilling her role?

Who has been as integral to the overarching story as Eleven has?

Who has been compared to Eleven time and time again across the series?

Which character has been denied autonomy throughout the show, constantly being kidnapped, possessed, hurt and forgotten?

Which character deserves to fight back against the force that has terrorised them for so long?

Who did the series begin with in the first place?

That's right...

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It's Steve. Steve's going to defeat Vecna, and he'll do it in those sweet-ass sunnies.

#ok yeah its will #IMAGINE WILL WITH POWERS #HELL YEAH BYERS #FUCK HIM UP #GET HIS ASS #I MEAN HE'S LITERALLY CALLED WILL #LIKE WHERE THERE'S A WILL THERE'S A WAY BRO DUH #But like actually #There are so many things about Will's experience in the Upside Down compared to the others that don't add up #How did he blink the lights he apparently couldn't see #And what made the lamps change so fast #And how did he survive that hellscape as a fucking twelve year old #And why is it stuck on the day he went missing????? #His force of will is more powerful than we think #¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #st5 predictions #stranger things 5 speculation #will byers has powers #will byers is twelve #willel

[grayisblogging]

this is the worst day of my life

#the day i have had.. #and you tell me this… #ok #cool #no yeah i don’t even care actually it’s fine #not like i am on this stupid ass fucking website posting about this shit every damn day #i knew something like this would happen bc of the strike but a whole nother year…. what. how could you do this to me #like me specifically #i know you thought about me specifically when posting that tweet and said is this gonna make her kill herself and yeah it is #ITS JOEVER #hurts me so bad to have to bring this to this blog i am supposed to be safe here however when the movie does arrive i will look back on #this post and wonder where all the time went so fast. Right? RIGHT.?! #the batman #do not tell me i am being overdramatic about this i dont know you

[fuckmeyer]

hot tip: EXCLUSIVE behind-the-scenes content available to those who livechat my fic to me

#you will learn more about me than you ever wanted to know #(apart from my crippling insecurities and traumas which are WHOLLY evident in text) #DID YOU KNOW?: just like Bella i also shot a man with a bow and arrow 🥰 except i'm currently serving 5 years no parole #jk jk #sadly the Buffalo Wild Wings date was very real #we met on Tinder. (you already know where this is going) #he drove AN HOUR AND A HALF to meet me for the first time #i specifically sent the text 'you really shouldn't drive all that way.' to no avail #i refuse several offers to get picked up for the date. a bitch don't compromise on safety #we get there. we talk about the weather. and the drive. and how much we like Buffalo Wild Wings #he talks about how humanities degrees are worthless. (i was attending a liberal arts school. for an English degree.) #rounded the night off by discussing his favorite social media: 4chan. #he proceeds to explain IN DEPTH his favorite memes and shitposts. this man is verbally illustrating greentexts #oh and BY THE WAY he's christian and looking for a tradwife #the date lasted 45 minutes. i have never hawked down 15 mango habenaro wings so fast. #at the end of the date he went for a kiss. instead i patted him on the shoulder. #i went to my car and waited until he drove away before i went home. #never talked to the guy again #yike #got free wings tho

[healingheartdogs]

Cardio said my echocardiogram ultrasound, exercise stress test, and week long heart monitor all showed no serious issues, my resting heart rate is fine, but that my heart rate does seem to rise very rapidly under even small amounts of stress (postural changes, taking stairs, casually walking around my house) and rises very high (160+ bpm according to the monitor) so now I get to be put on beta blockers to see if they work and if they do she said that is sufficient evidence to confirm for sure that it's POTS.

Obviously could confirm it as well with a tilt table test but those are TORTURE based off what I've heard from fellow POTSies so I am very thankful that she doesn't think that's necessary and will not be making me do one.

#i was not expecting to get dx and meds this fast tbh but im very happy about it #i think the fact that she also has POTS herself helps because she is very well acquaintaned with what it looks and feels like #and how hard it is to actually catch with orthostatics in office unless youre having a bad heart day #so my orthostatics not being within range was unsurprising to her and she was like #'that doesnt mean anything you clearly still have a heart rate issue going on even if it didnt show itself right now' #i didnt do shit the entire week i had that monitor on to like physically exert myself but my heart rate still hit almost 170 a few times #also the doctor who did my stress test asked me if i ever experience any chest discomfort or pain and i was like hm no dont think so #and he went 'your chart says you have palpitations though?' #and i was like '... those count as discomfort???' akdjaicidjwjcjsn the answer is yes apparently #im just so used to them now because i have them daily that they dont even really register to me anymore #unless theyre bad enough to knock the wind out of me or make me cough #they just make me anxious which... ig is also a form of discomfort #chronic illness and chronic pain problems though lol not having a normal baseline for discomfort and pain #ndr #not dog related #health stuff #not that anyone probably cares lol but im excited about getting things that have neen affecting me for years FINALLY figured out #im not crazy im just disabled!!!! #*been

[graciousdragon]

so would dog man use they/them pronouns. since its the guy and the dog combined

#rys.txt #i'm thinking like that meme where venom says “our pronouns are they/them not because we're nonbinary but because we're two people” #idrk much about dog man i haven't read it but my brother does. its dav pilkey so its probably pretty good #i just know the basics of dog man's origin and that its getting a movie adaptation like next year #can i be real for a second. i really want to see a second captain underpants movie the first one went really fucking hard #i hit post limit at like 6:30 pm again for the third day in a row but i thought of this post almost immediately after so i'm scheduling it #i think i've got a problem i should not be hitting post limit this fast

[yashley]

“I’m really sorry.” “So am I.”

#critical role #imogen x fearne #imogearne #long post #ygifs #but they were literally insane for this are you kidding me #you have Laura Lauraing up a Laura with that imogen emotion work she's pulling and then you have Ashley Ashleying up an Ashley At Her WHAT #like I JUST WANT THEM TO TALK ABOUT IT I JUST WANT AN ACTUAL TALK SHOW TO TALK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #WHATS GOING ON THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #YOU LITERALLY have Imogen People-Pleaser-Or-Death actually saying So Am I and Actually Acknowledging In EVEN That Small Way #And it's like fearne is Actually So Heartbroken she's Stunned And Yet All She Can Think To Do Is Look At Imogen and Say She’s So Sorry #FEARNE???? we literally did not see THAT magnitude of emotional vulnerability with fearne since she Met Her Lost Mom Ok #and she’s There At The Mercy Of Her Emotions. because of imogen. because of how much she Empathizes with Imogen #and Imogen Wonderful Wonderful Imogen Literally Cannot Look At Fearne More ThanA Second After What She Did* #girls y'all are just insane for this this was The Moment that made me Break Down And Uproot my Not Making Gifs Thing after EIGHT YEARS it's #I know this campaign is so fast paced and plot driven but like it's been nearly 10 episodes and they've not Talked About This Okay #also obsessed with the stilted way imogen thanks fcg for bringing fearne back like it is SOO detached I'm chewing it #she literally spoke as if she wasn't there when you could see imogen relating to fearne by touching her shoulder and saying brought Her back #they literally already Went Through Much with fearne's parents reveal and the way imogen Allowed herself to Be Present in That Situation #no but literally I Think About Fearne Combating How She Regrets Orym Being Brought Back like Thats the gravity of it #imogen says Thank You Fearne and fearne just stands there nearly wanting nothing more than for the reality imogen Meant It

[sotogalmo]

12:54

Dunno when Charlie died, but man. Even in the future where FNAF6 happens, Henry is there, still saying "sorry". Saying it over and over again.

It's been years since Charlie died, but Henry still says he's sorry.

#time diary(?) #audrey/kellie's time diary #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #henry emily #fnaf 6 pizza simulator #fnaf 6 #charlie emily #charlotte emily #gah. they make me ill #the family ever ..... listening to his speech again. and man it just hit me. bro has been saying he's sorry for years (hc). he still #says he's sorry. mike & henry parallel right there. mike is sorry for garrett getting kidnapped. but it wasnt rlly his fault that #william was so fast. and it wasnt henry's fault that he had to run a business(hes one of the creators and he just cant abandon it/etc) #william again. was just fast to the victim(maybe because of the car but i gery much like the idea of him being naturally fast #due to liking rabbits and bro must've said to himself “i wanna be a rabbit”. and then went bunny(hare) mode