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#like the ones where im with my ex and we're all dressed up standing on a dock at sunset
beaversatemygrandma · 3 years
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Wow. Just spent HOURS getting shit together and putting it in boxes. Found some neat old stuff that I haven’t touched since i moved out of my mom’s house. Some stuff included some nice memories. Some pics from prom where a good friend of mine was slowly pushing away my shitty abusive ex from me and pushing me into his friend group so I’d actually have a good time. And I did. Because of him. God I miss that guy. He was the first one to step up and point out just how bad my ex was treating me and gave me a whole support system. It’s a shame we fell out and I don’t have enough time before moving to make a move to hang out before i go. Besides, he lives a whole two hours from here now and I haven’t heard from him in over a year. At least I’ll be back in that ‘hometown’ in the next year or so and move in with a good friend.
I feel so melancholic and nostalgic right now. I really wish I dumped that asshole sooner and spent my senior year with friends who actually cared. Can’t spend too long feeling like shit over things that have passed long ago, but I can’t help how emotionally drained I am now.
#cant really blame myself over all that shit that happened either#the way i finally cut that ex off was genuinely traumatic and it took the help of a totally different friend bc the fuckhead trapped me#got stuck in his house with threats that he'd commit suicide if i left so my friend called the cops and had him baker acted#it took months just to get to that point where i was sick of his shit#every other time he'd just guilt me back into his damn trap#that time i knew i wasnt going to deal with it and finally finished the whole thing#it didn't have to go over that way but he pushed me too far#i HATE my actual prom pics#like the ones where im with my ex and we're all dressed up standing on a dock at sunset#i hate those so much but those pics with that group of classmates and the one friend pushing my ex out of the frame?#love them so much#at least now i've learned not to allow people to manipulate my kindness further than im comfortable#but agh i wish i learned sooner#i lost two fucking years to that shit#i burnt out from him and my family being just plain awful and nearly lost all the work i had put into to be in honors classes#it wasnt even the schoolwork that killed me it was the emotional uproar from every other part of my life#its been four damn years but remembering these things still has the same feeling#i wish it never happened#i wish i listened to my friends and dropped that gross dropout#at least there will no longer be chance of running into him in public again once i move#I'll be states away from him and all the shit that happened#but I'll also be states away from all the friends i made and accidentally cut off during my emotionally burnt out phase#at least I'll finally start getting my shit together#beavers speaks#looking at you 2016-2017 fucked up years
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80s-roger · 4 years
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Not On My Watch (pt 8:finale)
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Pairing: Dad!Roger x Mum!Reader
summary: you’re divorced with queen’s roger taylor due to constant cheating and irrational behaviour towards you. but u have one person in common: your daughter, Laura aka your favourite human on earth. Your marriage with Roger had its ups and downs but Laura was the happiness in it. Now that she’s 8 and starts to realise how your terms with roger are, you finally tell her that you’re seeing another man except her father and she took it really warmly. She seemed excited to meet the new man unlikely your ex husband who accidentally learns about it by Laura, the weekend you would leave her at his place: on weekends you had some cute getaways with R/N because the court decided that Laura could stay or visit her dad on weekends and stay with him for five days each Christmas and easter vacations. Roger now, fights to get Laura and you back. R/N isn't as it seems and Roger helps you to keep him away from you.
catch up: part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6, part 7
masterlist //dialogue prompts
taglist: @madeinheavxn @namelesslosers @stacymaytaylor @drwse @cherries-n-rocknroll
words: 3.505
warnings: FLUFF IM GONNA CRY
You were on your car, following Roger for about a quarter until the paps lost you. It was a crazy moment you don't want to relive again. As you parked outside the pub, he opened the door for you to walk in. Always a gentleman. You noticed his bandmates' figures from a corner and walked closer with Roger behind you.
"Oh hello Y/n!" Brian greeted you and made some space for you to sit.
"Hi Brian, Fred, John." You smiled at them and waited for Roger to bring an extra chair to sit next to you.
"We didn't expect you here, how are you, darling?" Freddie asked.
"I'm a little upset." You were straightforward, Roger was aware and he placed his hand on your thigh, trying to calm you down. Brian noticed his move and understood something was wrong.
"You want to talk about it?" Brian asked.
"The man she was seeing appeared at her work and embarrassed her to death. I was there at half of the scene and intervened." Roger started.
"Oh, fuck." Freddie gasped.
"I'm afraid he saw us last night." You turned to Roger, referring to him fucking you at his cabinet.
"Yeah, you're right. Well, at least he's staying at the police's cell tonight. He was acting irrationally in public. He caused trouble." Roger spoke to his bandmates too.
The waiter came to your place, took yours and Roger's order and left. "Y/n, where did you find this man? He's such a troublemaker!" Freddie said.
"It doesn't matter where I met him, he just won't accept the fact I want to get back with Rog." You admitted and felt your heart beating fast. Roger wrapped his arm around you, feeling extremely happy of your declaration.
"So, you also want to get back with him?" Freddie asked surprised.
"I'd give it one more chance..." you sighed and stared at Roger, wishing he'd be different this time.
"Wow, that's big news!" Freddie said.
"What are you going to do with R/N? He won't give up this easy." Roger asked.
"I have no idea. I'll come up with something." You sighed.
The beers arrived and so on, you spent these couple of hours with the Queen members, drinking and having fun. They always liked your company but most of them, Roger. He enjoyed watching you having fun with his bandmates. He liked seeing you laughing and joking around. Later, you drove off to your own apartment, knowing it's safe to walk in to get more clothes and personal stuff including your daughter's. You were about to move out soon and didn't want to tire Laura anymore with all these movings and rides. You had to talk with your landlord about moving out so you didn't waste time.
Time passed fast and you drove at Roger's place again, with your suitcase hanging on your hand. He saw you coming closer to his door and there he was, standing happy at your presence.
"Hi." He smiled and leaned in to kiss your lips. "Come on in." He made way for you to walk in and suddenly Laura's cheering voice echoed to your ears.
"Mummy!" She cajoled.
"Hello, my little baby!" You knelt down to kiss her. "How was your day? I missed you!"
"I got an A in maths!" She jumped showing her excitement.
"Wow, that's amazing sweetheart! Well done!" You praised your blonde little girl and kissed her again.
"Women of my life," Roger started and Laura and you turned your gazes to him. "I have an announcement to make," he cleared his throat trying to make it funny for Laura.
"What is it, dad?" She asked.
"Tonight we are going out, the three of us. Diner at nine, how's it?" He asked waiting to hear your affirm.
"That's great!" You said with a huge smile on your face.
"Wow, dad! Yes! I'm so happy! I'm just gonna rush to my room and finish my homework!" She was as excited as you and maybe a little more because she barely remembers Roger and you being lovebirds.
"Don't rush it, love, your answers might be wrong! I'll come and check you!" He joked and laughed. He then came closer to you. "You brought a suitcase?" He asked as he checked it.
"Yes, I talked with the landlord, he has no issue with me moving out. I can leave at any moment. Are you surely okay about it?" You asked him trying to hide any possible doubts turning around your heads.
"I'm more than sure about it. To get things straight, I was never okay with the divorce-" he started.
"Me neither, it was your behaviour towards me." You stopped him.
"Let me finish." He gestured his hands on you and let him speak. "I know, I was unfaithful and an asshole, but this time I do want to settle down with you.". His eyes spoke the truth to you and wanted to believe him. You were questioning again what if he becomes what he was like before? What if he cheats on you again?
"Okay." You nodded with your eyes on the floor and then you looked at him again. "This is the last chance. You know it didn't work back then." You whispered and he agreed with you. But now, he wants to fight to gain your trust back.
"What about the rest of your clothes and stuff back at the flat?" He asked.
"I called the furniture mover company. They are willing to move our stuff here on Friday." You answered.
"Oh the sooner the better. Can't wait to live with you again." He pulled you in arms, hugging you tight. "Oh," he pulled away for a second.
"What is it?" You asked confused.
"I didn't have the time to tell you how sexy you look on this tight shirt, did I?" He winked, trying to flirt with you.
"No, you didn't." You laughed at his compliment. "Guess it's your kink?" You asked.
"You are my kink." He winked and kissed you softly. "Now go to my bedroom. Tonight, I want you to wear that dress hanging on my closet." He bit his lip and that feeling again got you again. He always bought you dresses you never asked for. But you gotta admit, this man has taste. In everything.
"You didn't have to, Rog." You said with a soft smile on your lips.
"I chose it for you. I want you to wear it. It's a gift." He said back, trying to not hear any other discourage from you.
"Thank you..." your eyes sparkled and kissed him again before going upstairs to see it. He was spoiling you and he liked that.
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You dressed in the dress Roger bought you: a blue sapphire satin dress, with a smooth cut on your leg, and your torso. It was flattering your waist, your visible leg and your breasts. It fit you like it was made just for you. Roger knew you really well, he knew your body size and type. He could choose the ideal dress for you without worrying if it's not your colour or the fabric that could flatter you less. You couldn't stop looking yourself at the mirror, it was a dreamy dress, one of the best you've ever worn.
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A gentle knock on the door awakened your daydreaming. "May I come in?" It was Roger who obviously wanted to get into his bedroom.
"Sure." You coughed after stepping back from the mirror.
"Holy shit." Roger gasped when he walked in the room. His eyes couldn't be taken away from you. "You are stunning." He came closer to you, checking the dress out. "It looks more beautiful on you than I thought." He smiled at you and twisted you around with his hand.
"You think so?" You asked with a giggle.
"I'm certain." He stared at you for a few seconds before returning back to reality. "So, I dressed Laura for tonight, she's ready. I just have to wear my suit and fix my hair a bit and we're leaving." He walked through his closet to grab one of his thousand ironed tuxedos.
You carefully sat on his desk's chair, crossing your legs and actually noticing you have no shoes to wear. You only had the heels you wear at work. They don't match your dress. "Uh, Roger?" You asked.
"Yes?" He replied while he was taking his clothes off to wear his black tuxedo.
"I, um, only have one pair of shoes here. You know, the heels I wore today." You stood up going closer to him, helping him with buttoning his suit after he wore the pair of trousers. He was carefully watching your movements and then your exposed torso, he was absorbed by your hands and then your pink lips.
"I have a surprise for you Cinderella." He joked around and grabbed his blue tie, ready to wear it around his neck.
"Again?" You looked surprised. "At least let me fix your tie." You tied the tiny fabric carefully as if it was made of porcelain. Moments such as, remind you of some award shows he occasionally took you with. It felt nice fixing each other's clothes and details. It was all so magical, even your thoughts travelled together.
"Y/n?" He asked.
"Mmm?" You absentmindedly returned.
"Remember when we went to the Brits nine years ago? I think it was the first time I asked you to attend an award show with me." He smiled.
"Yes, of course, I do. I was at my first trimester at the time, I was throwing up at the toilet." You laughed.
"You did?" He was shocked at your confession as if he doesn't remember.
"Don't you remember? I was leaving our table all the time." You reminded him.
"I guess I was too focused on winning the best single. I'm sorry in delay." He laughed and his hands found your waist, hugging you warmly.
"Apology accepted. But it didn't matter, I was so happy for you. You were winning the one award after the other, you impregnated me..." you giggled after remembering that night.
"It was planned though." He joked. And now that his tie is fixed, he wore his black suit jacket around and made you sit on the chair you were before. "You think I didn't think of your shoes, Cinderella?" His fingertips teased your leg, after grabbing a box from the drawer.
"Oh don't tell me!" You awed.
He opened the box and inside of it, there was a beautiful pair of black heels, special for a night out. He gently wore the pair on your feet and helped you stand up on your feet. They were really comfortable and easy-to-walk heels. "Thank you!" You kissed him.
"Your welcome." He approached the door and waited for you to go downstairs.
You walked down the stairs and Laura was taken aback by your total figure, she hasn't seen you glowing in happiness. "Wow mum, you're beautiful!" She gasped.
"Thank you! Shall we go?" You asked her and she came closer to you, grabbing your hand.
"Wait for me at my car outside, I'm coming," Roger stated and you did as he said.
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The car drive was silent, not awkward though. You could feel Roger feeling apprehensive about the diner. He was trying to change all this time. You just didn't let him, until the last two days when you saw him trying to reach you for real and R/N showed red flag signs. Laura knew nothing about him but she'd obviously prefer her father than him.
"Here we are..." Roger broke the long-lasting silence and reduced speed when the fancy restaurant was right opposite you. Flashing lights hurt your eyes when paps noticed Roger's car slowing speed. At least, the windows were non-transparent so Laura couldn't get too distracted.
"Baby, don't look at the flash, it's cameras everywhere." Roger turned to Laura to warn her about the paps. She is aware of having a dad celebrity but thankfully never talks about it to her classmates, let alone brag. "Let me park the car and we're getting out. I'll keep you on my arms until we get at the foyer." He drove a little closer to the parking before you were ready to get out. You haven't felt yourself be taken photos for a long time. It frustrated Roger and you but mostly him because he disliked being papped at his personal moments, let alone when his child is with him. Many were the times when Roger and Laura were papped whenever he was with her on weekends or vacations. "Y/N, cover your eyes as you walk to the entrance door." He advised and then you both opened the car's doors to walk inside. You started walking to get some paps with you so Laura and Roger could walk with ease to the restaurant.
"Y/N, are you getting back with Roger?" Paps started questioning you but you knew you had to stay silent. You never spoke to them. You let Roger do the negotiations. He's the public figure, not you. "What are your statements about today's event at the place you work?" Of course, they'd reported it.
You reached the entrance door and waited for Roger to come to you. He carried Laura on his arms and her face was buried on his neck, trying to not be seen by the cameras. He looked at you with the are you okay look and you nodded until the receptionist opened the glass door for you.
"Have you made a reservation, sir?" The receptionist asked checking the list.
"Yes, it's Taylor." He put Laura down and you all patiently waited.
"Nice, table for three, follow me." He smiled and followed him to the table the reservation was. Next to the window, great. Paps could see you now so you told Laura to sit behind the window so her face couldn't be seen.
"That was crazy out there." He sighed as you all sat down.
"Yes, I internally panicked. Laura are you okay?" You asked your kid when she drank some of the water, the waiter served her.
"Yes, I am." She assured with a smile.
"What will you drink sir?" The waiter turned to Roger.
"A bottle of Chardonnay, we'll need it." He laughed and checked on you.
"Right away, sir." He left and now all three of you started talking.
"So Laura what do you think of tonight's diner?" Roger asked her.
"I didn't expect that. I thought you weren't together anymore..." She declared. "Mum, didn't we expect R/N for diner tonight? What happened," she asked confused.
"Laura um.." You cleared your throat before starting to talk. "I talked with your dad and we thought we should get back together." You started. "How does that sound to you?" You hoped she would be positive about it.
"Really?" She asked and looked both at Roger and you. "Mum, dad, that's wonderful!" She gasped.
"You think so?" Roger asked.
"Yes! I was sad when you were arguing all this time. I just hope it won't be the same anymore. It's lovely when we are under the same roof, I feel we're a family but when you argue, I can't stand it..." She admitted and a wave of guilt took you over. She was witnessing your Homeric arguments all this time, neither said a word, nor burst out crying. She was silent and never complained regardless of how much she missed her dad.
"This time's, going to be alright. We discussed it with your mum and it feels right to be back again. Because hands-off, but we missed each other. That's a fact we can't argue over." Roger laughed at Laura and she was happy to hear it.
"So mum, we're leaving our home?" She asked.
"Yes, we're going to dad's." You smiled at her.
You drank and ate like a proper family. It was a worthy diner and definitely full of surprises. You had no idea. Roger excused himself and stood up from his chair and got down on his knees next to you. Laura lost it at the sight of her dad kneeling to you. Your mouth was wide opened at his body position. People around the restaurant were looking at you now. They probably knew who Roger was and they were all awed at the sight of the hot drummer of Queen getting on knees for you. "Roger, what are you doing?" You gasped with your hands on your mouth.
"Y/N..." He started and took out from his pocket a small red box. You were ready to tear. Laura came closer to you, she had to enjoy the scene. "You're the love of my life." He added and that sent you to heaven and back. "When we were apart, I couldn't find love." His eyes found yours. He was honest and that blue colour of his irises sent you shivers. "That divorce awakened my love for you; I was unfaithful, I know. I was dishonest, I know that too. What I didn't know was that I couldn't live without you. So..." He took a deep breath and revealed a platinum ring with three diamonds on heart shapes. It was beautiful but not as beautiful as Roger's statement. "Y/N, will you marry me again?" His eyes were glowing as his fingers carefully grabbed the ring and wore it around your fourth finger. You stared at him as if he was the most special thing in the world. You then looked at Laura who was crying from happiness.
"Yes, I'll marry you again." You tore as you accepted his proposal and now he let out a relieving smile. Roger stood on his feet again and picked you up, asking for a loving kiss. "I love you." You whispered in his ear, not letting go of his hug.
"I love you too." His hand hugged your entire body, your back was covered by his arms and hands. His eyes caught Laura's who was the happiest kid on earth. She has the chance to see her parents getting married. Again. "I promise I won't be the asshole I was." He confessed to your ear. People at the restaurant couldn't stop applauding and congratulating you two. It was a delirious moment.
3 MONTHS LATER
You and Roger got married two weeks after his proposal at the city's town hall with Freddie and John being witnesses. A little later, The Magic Tour started and your husband had the bright idea to take Laura and you on tour since she was done with school priorities due to summer break. You were hanging out with Queen members and the two other wives. It was a great experience, probably the greatest tour of the band. Laura was the happiest you've ever seen her. You all had some spare time to explore the cities, enjoy each other's company and so on. Needless to say that Roger and you had sex at the early dates of the tour and now you have your period delay for a couple of months. In this time, you vomited a lot and felt dizzy, so a pregnancy test was the answer to all your symptoms. And yes, you were pregnant again on Roger's kid. You felt extremely happy about it and now that you know about your pregnancy, you wanted to share it with him, with your husband.
You were at your hotel room, in Madrid, eating at the balcony some junk food you bought earlier. You heard Roger entering the room, probably alone because Laura was with the other Queen kids.
"Y/N?" He searched for your figure until you answered from out there. "Oh, there you are." He smiled and leaned closer to kiss you. "I thought you were at the pool."
"Well, yeah, I was hungry." You smiled and took another bite.
"Again?" He smirked because he was suspicious about your condition. He has noticed your irregular sleeping and eating schedules and definitely saw you feeling disgusted. "Is there something you want to tell me?" He asked and sat next to you.
"Like what?" You raised your brow, playing around
"Well, I don't know," he moved his shoulders in confusion. "Something personal?" He tried to check you out but you couldn't be seen behind the table you were sitting.
"Come with me." You stood up and caught his hand to follow you inside.
You removed your robe and stayed at your bikini, letting him notice anything different on you. He was way too focused at your belly, trying to notice the tiniest.
"I'm pregnant!" You announced with a huge smile on your face and Roger needed a few seconds to process it.
"P-pregnant?" He asked ready to explode from happiness. "Oh God, I'm gonna be a dad again?" He tore and ran to you hugging you and kissing you.
"Yes! It's been two months, already..." You tore with him and felt happier than ever.
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And somehow, Roger and you stayed together after getting married again. Nine months later, you'd give birth to another blonde baby girl and now that Roger focused on his solo projects, he had more spare time to spend it with his beloved family.
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bettyxinez · 4 years
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Nothing Left To Give
chapter four • smile
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Kat didn't mention her DID until two weeks after that, and Malcolm found himself thinking about her more then he probably should have.
And Kat knew it too. They had been getting closer and closer and she could tell how curious he was. Over the span of the 7 weeks they had become friends, and Kat was confident in saying he was one of the closest friends she ever had, so much so that even some of the Others wanted to meet him.
Driving each other to and from the precinct was becoming a regular occurrence, and he slowly revealed more and more about his past, opening up to her much quicker then she was to him.
"So thats what you're trying to figure out? If the girl in the box is real and who she is?"
"Yeah. Funnily enough, trying to solve a murder where the only evidence is unreliable memories is kind of...hard."
"I understand that. Not the murder part, but everything else."
His curiosity had been temporarily put on the back burner while he told her his story, but now it was at the forefront of his mind.
She noticed almost immediately. She kind of felt bad about it, and was planning on telling him when the time was right.
The time never seemed right.
And when it did, she couldn't bring herself to talk about it. So she eventually just waited for him to bring it up.
He was in her apartment again, looking at some of the pictures on her wall and laughing as she told stories of the people in them.
He noticed quickly that none of them were members of her family.
"What about your family?" He asked, before he even realized the can of worms he might have opened by doing so.
She tensed immediately, turning to look at him.
"We don't... talk."
Malcolm looks up at her, noticing for the first time that she was taller then him.
"Do you mind if I ask why?"
She sits down on her couch, tucking her feet underneath her. Malcolm sat next to her.
"They didn't believe me when I told them what was... happening... to me."
His breath hitched. His mind reeling from the possibilities of what that meant. He supposed that he could ask. They had gotten a lot closer, and if she didn't want to talk about it, he could wait longer. No problem.
"And... what was happening to you?"
She looked away from him, eyes widening for a split second, and then she slowly took a deep breath.
This was it. He had asked, and she didn't know if she was ready.
She could dive head first into telling him and risk freezing in the fridgid water, or stay safe and dry, but risk putting a wall between her and Malcolm.
She decided to just take the plunge.
"...bad things." She whispered. And even just thinking about it, her brain was assaulted with memories, and she already felt herself slipping.
"Bad, bad things...hurt... it hurt."
She screwed her eyes shut, fists clenching. Her nails dig into her palms and she sucks in a breath.
Malcolm watched, letting her set the pace, but his brows were furrowed in concern. He knelt down in front of her and offered his hands. She took them with a crushing grip.
"...hold on... someone..." her breath hitched.
"Someone's here. Sorry." Malcolm watched in both worry and fascination.
"Its... okay. Take your time." He responded.
He knew what was happening. She was doing what she had told him was "switching". One of her alters was coming. He was very curious, but he was also fearful as to what would happen next.
Would he ruin everything? He hoped not.
Kats eyes unfocused for a second, and then she stopped.
She looked up, eyes blinking.
She continued staring for a second and looks around.
When he heard her voice, he didn't know what to think.
"...I was told to not like... pretend to be Kat."
Malcolms eyes widen, and hes taken aback. Her voice sounds so different. A touch lower, and with a strong Essex accent, her words somehow a mix of dramatic and lazy sounding.
"Uh... yeah. Who is this?"
"Has she told ya any of our names?"
"...No. But I've never asked. Wanted to go at her own pace."
Kat-whoever- nods at that, looking down at their clothes.
"What the fuck is this? Kat I told ya not to dress us in a skirt!"
He looks at the person in front of him.
"You don't like skirts?"
"Nah. Its not my style. I'm Haven. Primary protector and ex-prosecutor. Basically means I didn't used to be a great person. I'll explain more later if I feel like it. Its my job to protect us, and my job to judge whether someone is safe. You seem to be okay for now."
He was at a loss for words. He was given almost zero warning, however he assumed that she wasn't either.
"So what 'ave you said to set 'er off then?" She said, glaring. It was so weird, he thought, how her entire demeanor has changed. Man or woman. Or whatever. He didn't even know.
The glare on her face looked so unnatural, like it didn't belong there.
"We sort of got onto the topic of her past. And then... you came out." He said.
"Sorry, who exactly are you? You specifically. Not just your role." He said, confused and cautious as to where to go from here.
"Are you askin' what I look like?" She responded, the way she holds herself that of a completely different person.
"Maybe. Or just who you are. What you like and dislike, your interests."
She stares at him, tilting her head.
"Well for one thing, my skin is a bit darker then this, Kat is atrociously pale. I've got short, curly black hair and freckles."
He tries to imagine it, but its hard. He's looking at what he knew as Kat, but now, she's someone different.
Haven continued talking.
"I've got sort of big eyes. Small nose. Thick eyebrows. Big-ish lips. I look like I'm mixed race, but I don't like to think of myself as that because I will never relate to the struggles of being black and I will never be fully emersed in the culture. The body is Korean, and I don't think it's appropriate to be say that I'm mixed race because my actual real life body is not."
Malcolm nods. He could understand that.
So Haven, he noted, was a rambler.
"Im an integrated alter. I used to be three people. I have the memories of three different people and I remember them all separately. I have access to all the memories and trauma, so don't fuck with me." She says the last bit with a bit of sadness and anger.
Haven was really closed off, he thought. She looked at him with a fierceness he couldn't describe, and soon, he found himself noticing all the differences between them. The more she talked, the more she became her own person to him.
"I have just a few things to say to you before I go back inside-"
"Inside where?" Malcolm asked, cutting her off, suddenly very confused. More then he already was.
"Back to inner world. We have a whole world inside our head. We all live in an apartment building. Well not all. We have a cave, a pool, a forest, other stuff. When we're fronting, we're sitting in the lobby. I sound insane when I say that, but its true."
She shrugged.
Shes right, he thought.
It did sound insane.
And if he didn't already know a bit about the disorder, he would have called her out.
And some would say the same about his mental health problems.
So he believed her.
"So... you protect Kat?"
"Yes. And everyone else. Its my job. I was the first one made, the first one to take it instead of her."
His brows furrowed at that.
"What does that mean?"
She looks up at him.
"It means that when fucked up shit was happening to us I took her place so she didn't have to deal with it."
He thought about that. Fucked up shit? Like what? Did it have to do with his father? He shuddered at that thought.
It had taken him almost every ounce of willpower to not ask Kat about it, but he figured could ask Haven. So he did.
"Does the name Martin Whitly ring a bell?"
She stood up then, and dragged him up by the collar of his shirt, eyes intense and angry.
"How do you know that name?" She asked through gritted teeth, voice low.
Struck a nerve, then.
"He-He's my father." He said. Her eyes widened and she threw him onto the couch.
"Have you seen him recently? Don't lie to me I swear to God I will know."
He was taken aback. Things had taken a 180 faster then he could even process what was happening.
Struck a big nerve, then.
He could tell the truth, but what if it ruined their friendship?
Or he could lie, but she said she will know. That would probably ruin their friendship even more...
Before he can even stop himself:
"Yes."
She sits down then, eyes clenching.
"You have to take me to him."
He stands up, fists clenching.
"No. Absolutely not." He couldn't let his father ruin their friendship. He wouldn't let him.
"Either you take me to him or I go myself."
"You can't."
"I'll find a way." Her eyes glinting in determination. He suddenly got the feeling that she wasn't joking.
He took in a shuddery breath, hands shaking.
"Fine."
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Haha no proofreading here we die like Eve.
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v-hope · 5 years
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Cheating Prank
Pairings: Kim Seokjin / Min Yoongi / Jung Hoseok / Kim Namjoon x Reader
Genre: Fluff, angst, crack
Request: "Where the boys or Y/N do a cheating prank on one another..? Ps. Just found your blog & im in love!!! Your writing is amazing😍😍😍"
A/N: There's obviously going to be a lil bit of angst because I don't think anyone would not freak out in this situation. Also, these are not all 'pranks' as it is, because I think it'd be pretty boring if all of them revolved around the same lol.
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Kim Seokjin
“You're definitely hiding something from me” you snapped, standing up from the couch and leaving a halfhearted Jin along with a very panicked Jeongguk.
“No, I'm not” he defended himself, immediately going after you.
“Seriously?” you huffed, turning around before you could reach for the doorknob. “Because you're always whispering with the boys, you for some reason all of a sudden act nervous around me, you always lock yourself in the room when some certain number calls you” you started to enumerate.
“That means nothing!”
“You didn't want me to go shopping with you the other day” you kept going.
“Y/N–”
“You freaked out when I was organising your wardrobe the other day, for fucks sake!”
“Y/N, stop this, you don't have to know everything”.
“Jin hyung…” Jeongguk quietly called from the couch, starting to get up.
“So you are hiding something!” you accused him.
“Maybe I am” he shrugged, ignoring once again the boy trying to get him to shut up.
You scoffed. “I can't believe you” you shook your head in disbelief.
“Just drop it” he sighed in frustration, ready to turn around and forget the topic.
“Oh, I will” you assured him. “The truth always ends up coming to the surface anyway, so you bet–”
“I'm cheating on you!” Jin suddenly shouted out of feeling cornered, shutting you up for once and for all.
“Oh my God, no! He's proposing!” Jeongguk chimed in before you could even feel your heart starting to break. “Noona, he's proposing. I don't know why he'd say that, I guess he's too committed to making the perfect proposal but it's not worth it if you leave him. He’s a complete idiot but he loves you and he'd be miserable without you, please don't leave him”.
Who would've thought the maknae would be the one to make you go from possible exes straight to fiancés.
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Min Yoongi
“Wait, wait” Yoongi mumbled, withdrawing his lips from yours. “I have something to confess”.
You raised one of your eyebrows, stilling your hands on his shoulders. “What is it?”
He looked at you uncertainly, kind of wanting to take his words back so he could keep it a secret but knowing it was already too late for it now.
“Do you remember… last week when we were both exhausted from work and I was horny but you just wanted a massage?” you chuckled at the memory, nodding your head for him to go on. “Okay, I– um…” he cleared his throat, “I cheated that night…”
The smile in your face? Yeah, that was long gone. Not even a second after, you were already off his lap, getting up to go get your bag and rush out of there.
“Was this before or after I gave you that blowjob?” you stared at him with ice cold eyes. “No, you know what? It doesn't matter, either way you're disgusting”.
He frowned in confusion, instantly standing up to stop you from leaving. “Baby, I'm sorry. I didn't think it'd upset you this much–”
“You–” a humorless laugh escaped your mouth, “how could I not get upset when you just told me you cheated on me?!”
That's when it hit him – his heart speeding up in panic.
“Wait, no!” he practically shouted with wide open eyes. “I did not cheat on you, I cheated in the game”.
“What?”
“We played Uno to decide who would get what they wanted, remember?” he grabbed your hand, pulling you closer. “I was like, really horny, so I cheated to win…”
“Oh” you simply said, feeling your heart calm down and no longer hurting. “I knew that” you confessed, at which he looked at you in disbelief.
“You knew?”
“Yeah, I just let it pass because seeing you so concentrated and determined to win kinda put me in the mood, so…” you shrugged, gazing away from his eyes.
Yoongi smiled brightly, pressing a kiss under your jaw. “You're the best”.
“I know” you giggled. “But you do owe me a massage”.
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Jung Hoseok
“Baby!” Hobi's lips broke into a smile the second he saw you leaving the studio. “What are you doing here?” he wondered, suddenly realising how late it was.
“Hey, Hoseok-ie” you greeted, smiling nervously. “I was just–”
“So same hour tomorrow?” Jimin distractedly asked as he came out of the same room Hobi had just seen you go out of. “I'm heading to the dorms if you w– Hobi hyung!” he nervously said as well once he finally noticed him by your side.
“Jimin-ah?” he squinted his eyes in suspicion. “What were you guys…”
“Um… Taehyung-ssi is calling me” your friend interrupted him, taking out his phone, “I better get going” he announced, leaving the two of you alone.
“Y/N?” Hoseok sounded almost scared to ask. “What were you guys doing in there?”
“Cheating on you, obviously” you stupidly said out of nervousness, in a poor attempt of cutting off the tension.
After seeing his face, though, you knew you had done the complete opposite.
“You wouldn't, right?” he mumbled. “Much less with one of my members” you took a step forward, grabbing his hand.
“Hobi–”
“Y/N, we're getting married next week, please tell me you're joking”.
“Of course I am joking!” you quickly admitted. “That was such a stupid thing for me to say, I'm so sorry” you pouted, feeling guilty as ever.
Hoseok sighed, letting you wrap your arms around his figure and press your face against his chest.
“What were you doing then?”
You whined, feeling embarrassed. “Jimin has been teaching me how to slow dance because I suck and I want to be on your level for our first dance”.
You heard him laugh under his breath, this time wrapping his arms around you, too. “So you're telling me Jimin-ie has been slow dancing with my girl this whole time?” you nodded. “I'm supposed to be the one you're dancing with!” he lightly shoved you away from him.
“You'll get to see me make a fool of myself for the rest of your life so who's the real winner, huh?” you smirked.
He mirrored your expression, giving in to both your words and smile. “You still owe me like… a lot of slow dances” you giggled at his serious words, “and infinite kisses”.
“I'm on it, sunshine” you hummed, standing on your tiptoes to comply to his last request.
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Kim Namjoon
“Have you ever cheated on me?” you carelessly asked whilst playing with his hands.
Being past one in the morning and way too far gone in one of your deep late night conversations, that question came to your mind and you just asked it, because you knew for a fact he would never.
Which is why you felt a twinge in your heart after he slowly nodded his head.
“You have?” you whispered.
“Once, like two months ago” he admitted. As your heart started to speed up, he gave you a side smile and added: “In a game”.
“Ugh, I hate you” you rolled your eyes, softly slapping his arm.
Namjoon laughed at how gullible you were, before he turned serious. “Have you?”
“Well, now that you ask” you bit your lip, “yes, I have”.
“Yeah? In what game?” he playfully questioned.
“With an idol, actually…”
His cheeky expression was soon replaced with a frown.
“It was at an award show, almost two months into our relationship” you began to narrate.
“Y/N…” he did not like where this was going to.
“He was just so hot, Namjoon-ie” you sighed in a dreamy way, only making his heart hurt. “He got off from stage and pulled me into one of the empty dressing rooms and, fuck, he was so good, I just couldn't say no”.
“But…” his eyebrows furrowed even more, “that sounds exactly like what I–” he shut his mouth, glaring at both you and the mischievous smile that had just started curving up your lips. “Does said idol, by any chance, go by the stage name of RM?”
“You know him?” you jolted up, excitedly looking into his eyes.
He rolled his eyes, letting his body slump down on your bed. “You're the worst” he accused you.
You threw your head back as a laugh abandoned your throat. Placing your hand on his chest, you leaned in to meet his lips.
“Was he as good as you said though?” he wondered with a raised eyebrow.
“He was amazing, trust me” you seductively winked at him, loving the smug smile that covered his face at your words.
“I'm glad you had a good time cheating on me then”.
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leelee10898 · 5 years
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Fast cars & Freedom: Cant help falling in love (8/?) Part 2.
Here it is.. part 2 of chapter 8... is that really Logans mom? How does Ellies dad react to the news she is married to Colt??? You can catch up HERE. And as always, if you want to be added to the tags, drop me a line.
Pairing: Logan x Ellie, Colt x Ellie
Rating: Mature
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“Riya! Damnit.” Ellie gasped, Riya instantly cupping her mouth. Ellie Stood making her way over to her father.
Colt stood behind Logan,  schock written all over his face at the series of events. Riya just announced to everyone that He and Ellie were married. Her father being an ex cop, was probably about to kill him, sure he had a gun or two, or three laying around. And did Logan just say Mom?
Logan stood there, completely stunned, baked beans covering his shoes.  Was he imagining things? Because the woman standing there next to Ellie's dad looked an awful lot like his mother.  He remembered seeing her when the foster parents would bring him to the jail to visit. That all changed when he got sent to live with a shitty set and he ran away, never looking back.
“Logan? Logan is that you?” Sally spoke, tears in her eyes.
Frank looked between the two, dumbfounded. Of all the women in the world he would fall for, he had to pick the one who was possibly the father of his grandchild, and an ex criminal. His eyes darted past Logan and locked right onto Colt, who stood frozen in place. “You!” He seethed, Pointing a finger at him. “Oh shit.” Colt quickly placed the pan he was holding down on the table and took off into the house.
“Oh no you dont, get back here.” Frank took off running after him, coleslaw dripping from his pants. “Dad, wait.” Ellie followed the two into the house. “Dad, just wait. You don't understand.” He froze in place “what don't I understand? How you ended up married to him,” He pointed to Colt who stood at the door. “Because that I don't understand.  How did this happen? When did this happen?”
“6 years ago. In vegas.” Her dad's eyes went wide. “iIt was the night before, well everything went down with the brotherhood.” Her dad slumped down on the couch, the feelings of that time crashing down on him. “She asked for an annulment Mr Martin. This isn't Ellies fault, I didn't file it. If you want to blame anyone, blame me, not her.” Colt stepped forward, his eyes locked on hers.
Her dad let out a long sigh “Well, at least if He's Lucas father, you'll be married.” Ellie closed her eyes “I'm filing for divorce.” Her dads face reddened. “Colt,  why don't you go outside and help out. I need a word with my daughter.” Colt hesitated, waiting for her command. She was his queen, she would always be his queen no matter what, and he would do anything she asked of him, but he wouldn't willingly divorce her. “Go ahead colt.”  He nodded walking back out to the back yard, leaving Ellie and her dad to have a serious discussion.
Logan blinked, stunned. “What. How did you.” He couldn't form the words.  
“Logan, I have been looking for you ever since i got out of jail.” Colt stopped immediately, backing up a pace to hear what was going on. “Oh really? And when was that? Because it seems you haven't done a great job of it.” Logan stood arms folded.  “well, there wasn't much of a trail to follow, you stayed pretty well hidden. The last bit of information I got you were in California, so I came out here.” Logan stared at her, still in Shock that his mother was there. “Can we talk? Please Logan, you have no idea how long I have been waiting to see you.” Logan nodded and the two walked off alone.  
Colt looked over to where toby and Luca were sitting at the kiddie pool, he walked over “Hey squirt, why the long face?”  “Is grampy mad at you?” she sniffled. “No, he's not mad at me sweetie. Everything is ok.” he assured her. “Hey Colt, um aunt Riya said you and mommy are married. Does that mean you're my daddy?”
"Eliana Renne Martin, what the hell do you mean you're filing for divorce?" Frank shouted. "Dad, calm down." "I thought you would be more mad at the fact Ive been married for 6 years and didn't tell you."
"Dont rock the boat Ellie. What is your reasoning for divorcing? Our family does not divorce, trust me it would have been easier to divorce your mother when she got bad, but I didnt did I?"
"No. You didnt. I just, dad we were 18 and 19, we were young and uncertain if we would be in jail or dead." Her father shutteres at the memory.
"I cant talk to you about this. I think youre makimg a huge mistake, but youre my daughter and I love you. Just please, please think about it."
Colt stood there in Shock,  not sure how to handle or answer it. He was relieved when he seen Ellie come out of the house, luckily she was headed right for them. “What's going on?” She noticed the uncertain look on Colts face. “Someone heard the announcement, and has a question.” Ellie looked down at her daughter “Mommy, if you're married to Colt, does that mean he's my daddy?” Her eyes went wide, she looked between the two,she had no idea how to answer without generating a lot more questions. “Well, sweetie i'm not sure. But how about, how about you go to see what grampy is doing ok?” Luca nodded and walked away, they look on her face told her this wasn't the last she would hear about it.
“Im sorry el, She just came out of nowhere. I didn't know what to say.” Colt ran his hand over his face. “Its ok. I didn't either. Lets just hope we get these results back soon. So we know for sure.”  Ellie looked over at Logan sitting by himself, a beer in hand. “I should probably go check in on him.” Colt nodded as she walked away.
“Mind some company?” He looked up, and patted the seat next to him. “So. I guess you heard my mom is dating your dad.” he snorted.
“I heard something like that. How crazy is that?” he let out a half hearted laugh. “But seriously, how are you handling it?”
“I don't know. I'm kind of excited to finally have my mom around. On the other hand, i'm scared.”
Logan told her how his mom was in a car with his dad and a friend. She had been dating him for a little while and they stopped at a bank, his dad apparently robbed it and she was locked up as an accessory. When she got out finally Logan had ran away from foster care and hid himself pretty well. “I guess It's nice to not be alone anymore.” Ellie grabbed his hand “hey, you're not alone. All these people here, the crew, me, Luca. We're you family. You haven't been alone because wherever you go, were with u. Right here.” She placed her hand on his heart. “Thanks Ellie. The same goes for me. I'll always be there for you, no matter what.” He kissed her cheek, and walked over to where Mona and Ximena were standing.
Ellie sat there watching her dad and Sally talk, for a few minutes before hugging and kissing. She turned her head, not wanting to see that. She wondered if her dad knew about Sallys past. She seemed like a very nice woman, and she had not seen her dad so happy. Not in a long time, not since before her mother died. She learned years ago not to judge a book by its cover, so she would give her the benefit of the doubt. If she hurt Logan, she would hunt her down and handle her, herself.  
The day went on, the drama of day seemed to fade away, and everyone ate and were enjoying themselves.  They had a corn hole tournament going on in one corner. Toby lounged in Lucas swimming pool, buzzed and sunburnt, but happy as hell. Logan and Mona were on one team, while Ximena and Darius were on another. Stacie, and Sally sat around watching them.
Colt relaxed in a lounge chair, Luca asleep in his arms, her head resting on his shoulder. “You're seriously holding her while she sleeps?” Colt chuckled “well Logan was holding her,  he passed her off to me when it was his turn in Corn hole. She just, fell asleep.” Ellie shook her head. “Suns starting to set, we should probably wake her soon so we can head over to the field and see the fireworks.”  “yeah, my arms dead, so sounds good to me.”
“Luca honey, time to wake up.” Ellie stroked her hair. She started to stir a bit. “He squirt, it's almost time for fireworks. Get up.” Lucas eyes fluttered open. “Can I have some ice cream?” she spoke with a yawn. “Yup. Come on, I'll take you.” Colt stood shaking the sleep from his arm as they disappeared into the house.
Riya slid up next to her. “Watching those two fawn all over Luca has got to be the sexiest thing I've ever seen.” Ellie's mouth flew open. “Ri, you're married and have a son.”
“I know. But seriously, I'm not even sure why you want to divorce Colt. He's clearly still in love with you. Unless.”
“Unless what?”
“Unless you want to be with Logan instead.” Riya waggled her eyes at her.
“I don't know what I want. It's just the right thing to do, divorcing colt. We were so young.”
She rolled her eyes “Whatever you say Ellie.”
“Are you Drunk Riya? And where is Marcus?”
“Mayyyybeeeee.” She giggled. “Dare set the pack n play up in the house, hes sleeping mom sheesh.” Ellie playfully pushed Riyas arm.
They headed out to the field to watch the fireworks display. Toby playing music to go with the show. “Uncle Logie, dance with me.” Luca stood up yanking on his shirt. “Oh sweetie, Stacie asked me to dance first.” Luca puffed out her bottom lip “Ok.” she turned to walk away “Lulu wait. Of course I'll dance with you. Stacie said its ok.” Luca beamed as Logan spun her around. Countless awes coming from the women watching. “Logan is such a good dancer.” Ellie sighed as she watch him float across the black top with her daughter.  
Colt cocked his brow. “Hey. I remember us having some pretty good moves.”
“Of course we did. Are you. Are you Jealous Colt?” she eyed him suspiciously.
“Dance with me Ellie.” she smirked taking his hand. “Oh I guess For old times sakes.”  the song changed as Colt pulled her closer. “You remember this song?”
“How could I forget it.”
Her mind went back to that night in Vegas.
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Ellie stood in the empty room, her shaking hands flattened the front of the short white dress she picked up at chapel boutique. Under better circumstances she would have had her father there to give her away, Riya as her maid of honor. She would have spent months picking out her flowers, the dress, the colors, food. But this right here, was what she wanted to do in the moment. Not knowing what the next day would hold. Would she be in jail, dead? She wanted to experience getting married,  she loved Colt, and Colt Loved her. A knock came at the door. “You ready sugar?” An older lady dressed in a tight patent leather dress asked her as she handed her a bouquet.
Ellie nodded as she stepped out of the room. A soft melody began to play as she stepped onto the aisle runner, her eyes locking with Colts.
His breath hitched in his throat at the sight of her. He looked handsome wearing a black suit, he fidgeted with his fingers, anxious to take her hands in his. She stood before him, as they joined hands. “Ellie, you are breathtaking.” his voice cracked with emotion,  making her tear up. “You look so handsome Colt.”
They turned towards the officiant, dressed head to toe like Elvis. “Dearly Beloved. Uh huh. We are gathered here today to join these two hearts together.” They tried to stifle their laughter, quickly composing themselves. “Do you Colton Take Eliana to be your wife?” Colt slid the ring on her finger “I do.”
“And do you Eliana take Colton to be your Husband?” She slid the ring onto his finger “I do.”
“By the state of Nevada and the King, I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss your bride. Uh huh.” He shifted his hips in true Elvis fashion. As Colt took her in his arms, their lips meeting in a sensual, sweet kiss.
They shared a first dance, in the chapel. Colt pulling her close to him.
Wise men say, only fools rush in. But I can't help falling in love with you.
“You know. I think the king was onto something with this song.” Colt smirked. “Oh? And what's that Mr Kaneko?”
“I couldn't help falling in love with you, Mrs Kaneko.”
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“I wish you would reconsider the divorce El.” Colts words pulling her from the memory.
Take my hand, take my whole life too. But I can't help, falling in love with you.
“Colt. It's just the right thing to do.”
“the right thing for who? Because I still Love you Ellie. Can you honestly say you don't still Love me?” She stared at him for a moment,  stunned. “I… I…” A loud boom went off above them, Luca came running up “Mommy. Mommy. Its starting.” She grabbed her hand “come on Colt, sit with us.” Her free hand grabbing his.
The next morning Ellie drove into town, she entered the building and stood in line. Her mind swirling from the night before, the dance with Colt, watching Logan dance with Luca. She was so confused, so lost. “Next.” She heard the woman call out. She walked up the desk
“How can I help you?”
She took a deep breath. “I need to file for divorce.”
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Uomini Volanti [shitty(?) review]
because I spent 30 minutes on this instead of going to sleep ✨
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Title: Uomini Volanti (-> Flying Men)
Genre: Comedy, Mystery, Friendship(?) confusion
Episodes: Lega Volley consider it a short movie, but it’s basically a 6 episodes webseries (each episode is basically 4~ minutes without intro/titles)
Actors: Simone Giannelli, Matteo Piano, Osmany Juantorena, Filippo Lanza, Gianlorenzo Blengini, Italy NT, Paolo Cevoli, Carlo Lucarelli, Max Paiella
Language: Italian but i may consider doing subs if you’re interested
Where to see it: Lega Volley Serie A Facebook page (posted from 8th to 20th September 2018)
*please be warned im going to go full spoiler mode*
The story is confusing af.
While Lucarelli is a kind of deus-ex-machina telling us histories and infos on what we're going to see, its quite difficult to connect perfectly all the six episodes. and not being able to connect a story of 30 minutes is weird af.
So everything start with a priest - Don Aldo - that gets to work in a new church and his two helpers, two tall men with a "mysterious background". These men love playing volley and they hope they get lucky enough to be the 1 in 5 million that gets to join Italy's volley nt.
There's few short moments featuring is-he-maybe-a-russian-spy Ivan Zaytsev (affectionately dubbed Raz Navi), why-and-against-who-am-i-playing-chess-and-why-the-heck-am-i-not-friendly-with-teo-and-gian Pippo Lanza and last but not least why-i-fake-not-being-myself-and-why-i-have-a-globe-in-my-pocket Osmany Juantorena.
During this short story we get to see passionate (and maybe even too much scripted) odes to the previous generation of players, the struggles of Blengini in leading the team and how Gian finally reaches his dream.
Yeah sounds deep but its not #sorrynotsorry
To be honest the funniest part where the prophecies. Comedian Paolo Cevoli played this weird role of a white-dressed man (maybe some godly figure? but sassy af) that basically did "stand-up comedy" pieces on different players (I loved in particular the one on Ivan).
I swear I would like to add stuff to the plot but there's nothing more
also from what I gather lega volley is kind of considering another similar serie?? since apparently the "flying men's adventures will go on".
Of course the acting is what it is, we're talking about players not professional actor.
I would consider it watching if you like Italy's nt and if you want to laugh and be confused for 30 minutes but that's it.
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