#like fuck off. he should still say sorry

[imageingrunge]

in high school I had an ap lit teacher tell us that 'we all manipulate people to one extend or another, when you write an essay you are using rhetoric to manipulate me into believing in your arguments’ n thats why idgaf about the Emperor manipulating us

#ppl on reddit are not normal about him theyre like hes eeeevil!!! he's manipulator !! and a abuser !! like........ #u mean to say he makes logical arguments as to why u should trust him actually fulfils his promises AND doesnt kill u in the end #even if u piss him off a bit he still joins the fight afterwards then fucks off forever #but what about orpheus??? the githyanki are insane theyve been hunting u the whole time tryna kill u n u still side w them!?? #ya that be my last straw too!! #i dont care about orpheus tbh i signed up to kill the netherbrain not ignite a holy war for some space bastards #bg3 #bg3 the emperor #sorry i just meet the githyanki kids in the creche this whole place can burn #never had a video game character break out the ethos logos n pathos on me before... its refreshing

[lord-squiggletits]

I must admit I'm getting this horrible image in my head of Tarn as that type of creepy guy who donates way too much money to a streamer and then absolutely loses it when he hears they're not single.

That's probably accurate lol. Although unlike (seemingly) most people in this fandom, I blame Megatron more for turning Tarn into that kind of obsessed freak than I do Tarn for being a freak. I mean, my view is basically "you reap what you sow/the monster you created turned around and bit you" so I don't really have sympathy for Megatron with regards to Tarn showing up and ruining his life lol. I actually really like the DJD coming in MTMTE as basically the living embodiment of karma and Megatron's comeuppance about not being able to run away from/ignore his past.

Like blah blah "no matter how sad your backstory is you're still responsible for your own actions" but also Megatron is literally 100% the reason Tarn is Like That, and Megatron also used parasocial manipulation, propaganda, and his grandiose personality to manipulate the Decepticons into worshipping/following him without question. So like. It's fiction, I don't have to be all "well they're all problematic" I can just be like "lol, lmao even" and point and laugh as Megatron gets fucked up by Tarn and the DJD because he can't talk his way out of this problem.

#squiggle answers #i'm not mad at you or thinking you're saying anything #i'm just very fond of dying of the light and i enjoy megatron suffering #i love how dying of the light is like megatron's personal torment nexus of getting trapped by his bad decisions #but also getting other people dragged down with him by accident #and then he's so fucking pathetic that he can't even compromise his 'pacifism' to save those people he dragged down #and then he lashes out in anger and becomes violent and hateful again and slaughters the whole DJD #i love that shit. love when megatron is fucked up and dysfunctional #i'm not saying i wanted him to become WORSE and like die a horrible fate per se #i'm just saying that i disagree with most of the fandom when they're like aww let this old man rest and tarn should fuck off he's a loser #i'm like nah. put megatron in the blender. don't let him just suddenly decide to be a pacifist and then that's it. make him fuck up #ough sorry it's just. i like megatron getting better but i also like him staying bad lol #like i want him to get redeemed but i also still want him to be fucked up and full of anger and hatred. if that makes sense #but yeah. not to be a tarn defender or anything but like #sometimes the fandom seems like it listened too much to the part where megatron was like #'i was happy i was at peace and you ruined everything' #meanwhile i'm sitting there like: yeah they ruined it. and so what. it's your fault. you don't get to be peaceful and happy #when you still have mistakes that you need to address and do something about instead of running away #muah. muah. muah. love dying of the light #i wanted to rip megatron apart from being so pathetic but i was also like. awww sad old man #mostly i wanted to rip him apart tho lol

[comixandco]

waiiiiit, now you made me think about other thing.... so, let's assume mermaids can get pregnant in human way right, but their child then has to be a merperson, because how would then a mermaid transform, if she turns into literal water... i can already imagine a pregnant mermaid and a baby with a littleee tail inside her LMAOOO.

no, actually, when mermaid transforms, the baby teleports to the backrooms /j

this goes sooo deep i just sought out a couple episodes of mako mermaids bc i remembered the guy was adopted and like. babies have to be brought up in that discussion right? And in the episode the teacher mermaid says “your mother was the only mermaid strong enough to stop you from getting your tail” which implies that????? they’re born without tails????????? How long are they babies with legs do the mermaids give birth on land and then return to the sea and their babies get tails then? do their tails slowly form as they grow older? if they have to become human to give birth why is it so unheard of for the mako mermaid girls to go on land for their mission? have they never seen any merbabies? there are canonically mermaids younger than them! And why does the h2o wiki refer to one of the characters as coming from a long line of mermen are mermaids not involved in the process do mermen get pregnant like seahorses????? why did they have to make mako mermaids and make everything so confusing?????? *cries*

putting mako mermaids aside because that’s a hot Mess. Would the baby also turn into water? it wasn’t in the moon pool but it’s parent was and the moon pool changes a person’s entire dna so like. it would change the eggs dna as well right? but the egg is only half of the dna and there would also be a human half that shouldn’t respond to water at all. does the mer dna overpower the human dna? would onlookers see a random tiny foetus floating in the air/water for a split second before the mermaid reappears around it?

yeah the baby goes wherever cleo’s coat went in the second episode

#dericelem #mako mermaids #h2o just add water #like. i get why the mermaids clothes change to their matching bra technically like if their trousers are going missing their tops should to #and it is not kid-show friendly for the mermaids clothes to rip werewolf-style every time they transform #but cleo’s coat was barely on her when she was in miriam’s pool it was floating up so much. lewis saw it disappear and he won’t tell me #where it went because he is a fictional character for a series that is almost 2 decades old and he had more pressing questions than ‘where #did the coat go?????’ in that moment and we understand that but it’s still upsetting #sorry the coat is another thing entirely #i think the lore-writing for this series was ‘if it’s cool and makes for a good episode we’ll incorporate it. if it’s a question #we can’t immediately answer or argue about and it doesn’t have to come up in the show we just wave our hand and say the moon did it’ #and that is a valid way to move forward. they didn’t realise at the time how big h2o would be or that people would still be trying #to figure out the parameters of the world they made almost two decades ago lmfao #the babies have to survive though right???? like. we can’t emma’s horrible red hair away a baby #it would be absolutely fucked up though if the baby disappeared every time they got wet and then the pregnancy reappeared once they dried #off #’cleo you can’t transform this late into the pregnancy we don’t know what will happen!’ ‘but my back hurts!’ #fun fact h2o takes place in the same universe as shape of water and this is how the fishman thing was made /j

[regallibellbright]

“And then, um, sparkles? And then, kablam!”

Any time we get a magical girl transformation sequence viewed from the outside or described from bystanders’ perspectives and it’s not instantaneous, I love it. I loved it in that one episode of Healin’ Good where Nodoka and Rabirin fell out of it mid-transformation and then we see the MASSIVE LIGHT SHOW from the monster’s perspective when they finally resolve their problems, and I love Mashiro here summing it up like that.

Fun fact! Both of these sequences involve a character voiced by Kakuma Ai, who is both Mashiro and Rabirin!

#precure #hirogaru sky spoilers #hirogaru sky precure #healin good precure #magical girls #precure blogging #Rabirin is my favorite mascot because she's a fluffy pink bunny who is 100% down for VIOLENCE #and tells Nodoka that if she wants to tell someone who wants aid at the expense of her wellbeing to fuck off #then Nodoka is no less kind for doing so because she owes that fucker NOTHING. goes from 'I'm sorry you must have wanted to help him' #'but held back for my sake' straight to 'then just don't do it. You should never have to suffer like that because someone asked you.' #'also. he can go fuck himself.' Rabirin did not say because this is a show for small children #But we all know in our hearts she felt this because she's had to be physically restrained when ALLIES talked shit about Nodoka #(I think I still have that screenshot from the last episode because like. It's beautiful. Rabirin will throw paws.) #people who hurt Nodoka will be met with only the cold and merciless stare of a tiny pink magical bunny

[theaccidentalidiot]

me when phisnom goes too far with his jokey attitude and persona and ends up saying something actually awful even when it was obvious it was time to stop

#phisnom #sorry for the overabundance of images #i just dom’t know how to convey my feelings in words #it’s just #god damn it #i really really liked his stuff #and i still do #it’s just so sad it had to turn out this way #i want to still like him and support him but now that he’s gone and backed himself into a corner i don’t know what to do anymore #i don’t think he was supporting his fans sending that stuff to that person #but he REALLY REALLY should have known when to call it off #i’ve been in his community for long enough to know that that was just a really bad joke he made #and that he doesn’t really support his fans behavior #but man #you didn’t have to say THAT #WHY DID YOU SAY THAT WHY DID YOU SAY THAT #and the rickroll too… it was all just so poorly timed #fucking hell #i think i’m gonna take a break from him for now #uuuuhhhgggh

[angeltism]

god i fucking hate spa.rkle sm . most shit i'm seeing says she's being racist against roman.ians , but . . . considering roman.ians are . white europeans ? and i haven't heard of much oppression towards roman.ians . I kinda doubt it ?? but you know what people whose oppression i've heard plenty of in roman.ia and who sound similar enough they constantly get confused with each other ? roma . who were enslaved for fucking centuries and to this day still face horrendous oppression in roman.ia . is she . is she fucking racist towards the h.sr version of part of my heritage . hoyo can i kick her can i please kick and punch her please please please pleaaaase pl

#➳ the fool speaks #i mean even if she just hates eastern europeans For Some Reason (roman.ians) that's still her being a racist bitch abt my heritage #<- roman.ian AND rom.ani #i deserve to kick her into the sun i think #also would this mean aven.turine is . rom.ani ? he's pale and blond . which wouldn't be toooo accurate i think ? #but ykw even if he is meant to be rom.ani n nawt roman.ian . and I'm right with all this . I don't expect hoyo to actually make someone fro #somewhere that is supposed to be based off of a culture and people that originates in northwestern india #have an ounce of color in their skin #he might also just be roman.ian but ?? then the slavery comments that I've seen around don't rlly make much sense . #but um !! idk this is going off of screenshots I've seen and what people r saying about aven.turine and her n all that so #n i haven't played in a while so idfk what's going on in the plot . this is just me being pissy about the possibility of a culture that's #still getting fucking oppressed horrendously and forgotten about and Not Even Having Their Oppression Taught To Others getting used . and #now a fucking . anime girl that I've already seen people saying they'll empty their wallets for n calling her their ''waifu 🥺'' #is being a racist piece of shit abt it . like . i find it a bit distasteful. no ? like racism can and should be shown in media #but . . . don't . don't try to sell the racist character ? don't make them look cool ? like ? am i overreacting idfk i just hate spa.rkle #SHE EVEN HAS A STUPID NAME #WTF ''ah yes this racist ableist piece of shit let's name her fucking SPARKLE'' ????????? fucking hell i dont like her i hate her #if she's playable or becomes playable I deserve to punch everyone who spends on whatever her banner is in the jaw . sorry #tw slavery ment #tw racism ment #ask to tag

[todayisafridaynight]

when do yall think sawashiro found out akane was alive . just wonderin .

#snap chats #WAS THIS A RECENT DEVELOPMENT OR EARLIER CAUSE IF IT WAS EARLIER OHHHHH MY GODDDDD #i just might throw up at the potential of sawashiro knowing akane was alive while arakawa was still alive #ouuuuugggghhhh demons BACK /BACK/ I SAY JUST WAIT TWO MONTHS #if this motherfucker confirms he knew while arakawa was still kicking im gonna scream and piss myself #im getting evil ideas and i need to be STOPPED #when did they let his ass out of jail... did he get nosy once he got out or something.. #honestly i was thinking about it this morning because i was laughing at how mine and sawa both did 'research' on their bosses #mine was mentally ill about it jo just wanted to be with his son and was just findin shit out but NOW. how far did the rabbit hole go... #inevitably he wouldve learned about akane one point or another whether because arakawa told him the story or he discovered her #but when did he Discover Her yk. when did yall start being pen pals SHE ADDRESS YOU AS 'MR JO SAWASHIRO' #i still think thats cute. sorry. moving on POINT IS NOW /IM/ NOSY #january 26th cant get here any sooner #also can i just say i think i tricked myself into thinking the game was coming out the 24th like when the fuck did that happen #HOW the fuck did that happen... lol... anyway... #im gonna go now and try to ward the demons off bye #also should i make katsu curry today.... its the last of my curry and there really is no reason why i shouldnt other than im lazy #hmmm........... chicekn.....

[dread-knight]

Why do you have to write a story for other people to see it I feel like my brain is being stretched in twenty different directions with all the shit I want to make but low energy & not enough time & my own sense of shame makes it so that I’m not doing anything. Gahhh

#Remembered Petrichor and that little story I wanted to do with her…. Baby I have ignored you so hard I’m sorry I promise I still love you- #-ya dumb little freak #There’s also the Carsoro stuff and then the AU with that Sage I posted and I also wanna share dracula bs and like dread knight stuff and aa #Ahhh!! Do you get it!! Why do I have to work a job why can’t I draw little guys. I say knowing in my free time I just decompose watching- #Youtube videos about shit I don’t really care about and playing Isaac for the millionth time in a row #Idk if all rogue likes would be like that for me but Isaac is like. Bad. Edmund I think said he had adhd. That makes sense bc that game is- #-like. The perfect time waster for my brain with its broken ass reward system #My doctor was suprised I wasn’t being treated for my adhd maybe I should bite the bullet and try to see if being on smth for it would make- #-me feel less. Ehhhh #Or at least off antidepressants. Like Christ I feel like water with no ice a lot of the time that can’t be normal #Chatter #I’d say sorry for goign off on a rant but this is my blog I do what I want #I think a big problem is I’m lonely and want irl friends but like. How the fuck do you do that. I was not socialized enough as a puppy #Also I want to. Be open about being Toby but like Christ I’d be jumping in headfirst without even knowing where to begin #I haven’t researched like. Dick or shit about the medical side of it and even just socially transitioning like how the fuck would I explain #Idk. I don’t want to be like. Hated by my own family. I don’t think that would be the case but god. God. I have a fucking anxiety disorder

[flintbian]

Man, life is just depressing right now

#the one thing that was keeping me sane has gone away #i would always say 'yeah every medical professional has given up and there's nothing they can do. but at least i have my PTs' well... #my current PT's are the only ones that ever treated me like a person and they always kept trying...but they've given up too #basically Clare was like we haven't made any gains in over a year and your state keeps getting worse. nothing we do helps #so it may be time to consider stopping bc throwing away money isnt helpful either #and i argued that it's damage control and improves my quality of life and i have a progressive disease i never was going to get better #not to mention mentally it helps to know there's people in my corner and at least they haven't given up on me #but now they have and im feeling so very very alone and hopeless #it's not like this is a surprise right? ive always been beyond help and it's an incurable degenerative disease #but still getting to this point fucking sucks #and i went to the new neurologist and he had nothing but crazy experiments bc ive tried fucking everything #and then to top it off the only doctor i trusted from when i was a teenager for one specific med issue had also said the same #literally this week she was like there's nothing more. i cant help find someone else. sorry kid. wishing you the best #and Xmas is a depressing and challenging time too #and i have 400 med problems while trying to find work #the past few weeks have pulverized me and i havent stopped crying in days #so yeah. terribly terribly alone #and im trying not to go down any spirals and havent. my therapist was out this week. but im seriously questioning the point #at this point maybe i should give up too #im being stubborn bc no i cant go yet i havent seen the lights yet or read my new books #but honestly i havent been able to read partially bc im afraid if i do im losing the last tethers to earth #there's not much or anything to live for #it's at times like these you truly realize how much you dont want to die. you just wish you could live #but im broke and freezing and in pain and alone. this story's ending fucking sucks #my dbt is coming in clutch but seriously. is there a point anymore? #never got to live. sick since a kid. hell was always here #sorry for the depressing state of things ill go back to being insane in a moment #p

[pepprs]

ppl are being so fucking mean in the notes of this one wc post abt the new excerpt like. don’t get me wrong i think redacted is a deeply flawed character and i share everyone’s anger and frustration in his storyline being so badly written and lazily thought out and a perfect example of the misogyny in wc like that’s part of why i stopped reading the books bc they kind of fucking suck. but ppl in the notes are saying he’s a loser and should die over… resenting that he is the last person picked for the team? like is that not a universal experience. have we not all been through that. idk. like i know that’s not the most important aspect of this conversation and at the end of the day it’s a fictional character but also it’s like… lol

#purrs #ppl saying he should die over resenting his mom too when like. idk. i get it and i know talking abt these aspects is like unhelpfully #detracting from what the conversation is actually about but like. i think even if his reasons to hate his mom and feel distanced from her #are immature and selfish and he’s needlessly cruel (not to mention the personalities of well established (FEMALE!) characters are literally #being bent into unrecognition narratively to prove him right which i fucking hate) and i think it’s dumb that they didn’t go w his mom for t #this storyline when it was the obvious choice. but also like. the mom stuff is so real. the scene with him and his mom and sister (sorry im #vaguing bc i don’t want this in the search lol) just like wrenched my guts bc that’s what it’s like w me and my mom and my sister. i don’t c #care about the character i don’t even really like him that much and i skim his parts but i think the mom drama storyline is important and #the whole warped view of the world bc of your mom drama storyline is also important and i just don’t like seeing ppl bash him for those #aspects bc… a lot of people out there do that and have that and it doesn’t make them bad people. idk maybe im just defensive and butthurt or #whatever bc it’s making me think abt how maybe how i treat my mom / react to her emotionally neglecting me (and even PERCEIVE it as neglect) #is unfair and flawed and whatever but like. idk. i just think it’s unfair to want him to die for struggling w that and i think that aspect #of it is written in a very real way that i appreciate a lot in a vacuum / detached from the context of the character. and i wish ppl were #focusing their anger towards the erins for choosing him and warping the storyline more than they are taking issue with the actual like. #conflict and emotion in it because yeah i do think that redacted is justified in feeling how he feels in some ways. idk #it’s been pissing me off all night. like ppl are allowed to say die and kys and explode etc i do it all the time but also.. for that #specific thing it doesn’t feel fair. and it’s embarrassing to say that but im saying it. lol #delete later #like the reason he hates his mom isn’t because he hates women it’s because she abandoned him and couldn’t be a mother to him (for extremely #justifiable reasons but still) and even though it’s justifiable that is also like.. real. and it impacts you for life. lol! 🤸🏻‍♀️

[aceloha]

WEREVGOING TO EATVTHE AMONGUS BURGER

#AGAAAAGGHA I CSNT DO IT GIRL #I AM SO TIRED I STAY UP TOLL LIKE 2 WVEEY FUCKING BIGHTH FOING HOMEWORK #I HAVE SO MCUH TO DO DTOLL #BEVAUSEBI HAD TO READ 100 PAGES AND ANNOAYATEBAND ANNAKAYS AND THEN I HAD TIBELABE SHOOL EARLY FOR THERAPY AND GOV #ASSIGNEMR A BUFE HW FOR RTONGIGHT AND I HAVE TO ORAPRE A SPEECH TOR TOMMROW AND I HAVE TO KAKE #5 SKETXH BOOK ENETIRES A PAINTING SND NOW ABUNCH OF DRICKERS BTBMONEDU #I AM LITTERALKY AT MY LAST FUCKING STRAW #I CANT DUCKING EAT BEVAUSE IM WORKING SO MICH AND IN SO STREESSED MY FUCKING SIZE SMALL PAKTS NOW FUCKIGN FALL OFF WTF #AND PEOOLE STILL HAVE THE BALLS TO MAKE FUN OF ME FOR EATING ONE OREO LIKE IK SORRY IMM SOREY OH NO SUGAR SOBSCARRY I WEIGH 80 FUCKING POUND #U SHIT FOR BRAINS AAAAAAGG AND MY ELTEAXHERS ACT LIKE IM SOOOO FUCKING LAZY BEVAUSE IM TARDJE ONCE HAHAHSHSHSHS ONE TIME AND THEY ACT LIKE #I ASKED FOR 5000 DOLLARS AND TO KILL THEIR FUCKING GRANDPABAND FIVKING I ASK FOR AN EXTENTION OOOONCE IN ENLGLISH AJD I HAVE A 504 IBOAY FOR #THAT BUT NO HE JUST GRILACES AND SAYS JUST THIS ONCE ONE WHOLE DAY AFTER CONGRADUALTING ME FOR BEINGG THE MOST PROFUCTIVE STUDENT IN HIS CL #CLASS THIS YEAR AND THE FUCKING GOV TEACHER IM ONE OF 5 WITHOUT KISSING WORK 5 I FUCKING AND THEN SHE GETS MAD BECAUSE I WAS LATE DUE TO A #FUCKING PRACTOCE AP TEST AJSJSJSJDLFKTJ AND MY FUCKING CERAMICS TEACHER OOOH MY GOD #HAVE U EVER WOKEN UP AND DECODED TO CRUSH A KIDS DREAM? WELL HE DID!! I STAYED UP TIL 5 AM DOING WHAT I THOUGHT WAS THE ASSIGNMENT BECAUSE #HE DOESNT PIST JEW ASSIGNMENTS ITS THE SAME VLASSROOM FROM 2018 SO I YHOUGHTS THATS WHAT I HAD TO DO SO HE TOLD ME TO JUST QUIT ART BECAUSE #‘I DIDNT HAVE WHAT IT TOOK’ BECAUSE I FIDD THE WROG GFIFIKVING SSOSHNEMTN SHDHDJDKFKFKFJFKKFKF AHAHAHHA HAHS #AND I PASSERD OUT EARLY LAST NJGHT SND DIDNT GET TO PACK MY BAD SO I WAS A FEW MINUTES LATE SO MY MOM YELLED ST ME THE ENTIRE DRIVE TO SCHOO #CUZ IT WAS SOOOOO ITESPEOKSIBLE OF ME AND I SHOULD HAVE KNOE TO PACK UP WHEN I WAS TIRED BUT HERES THE THING!!! I ALWAYSBSTART PACKING EHEN #IM TIRED! I WAS JUST EXAUHAAYED FROM GETTING 3 HOURS OF SLEEP EACH NIGHT AND FEEL ASLEEP SITTING UP DOING MY HW ONE TIME!! AND THAT WAS SOOO #LAZY OF ME HDJFKFKTKTKK I BOUGHT A WEIGHTED BLANKET RECENTLY BUT SHE WONT LET ME HAVE IT UNTIL MY ROOMS CLEAN AS IF I WVEN HAVE FREE TIME #TO DO STUFF I LIKE IN THE FIRST PLACE FHFJFJFJ AND NOW I CANT PARTICIPATE IN SPLATFEST BECAUSE SHE THINKS THAT THE HOUR I SPEND WORKING ARE #SPENT ON MY PHONE SO SHES DRAGGING ME TO THE MOUNTSINS EVEN THO I TOLD HER I CANT EVEN SKI FOR A FUCKING DAY DU TO HOMEWORK #AND FUCK FJFJFJF EVEYRONES JUST SO PISSY ST ME FOR TRHIJG MY FIVKING HADRESY EVEN MY FROEND GOT FUCKING MAD BECAUSEY WORK LOAD MADE IT SEEM #LIKE I WAS BORED LISTENING TO THEM TALK FOR 12 FUCKING HOURS STRAIGHT EVERY SINGLE DAY EVEN THO THE SECOND I TRY TO SHARE NAYTJING THEY GO #OFFLINE OR JUST GLAZE OVER IT OR NOT EVEN READ EVEN THO ITS LIKE 30 MINUTES OF ME TALKING EHEN THEY SPEND EVERY SINGLE DAY TALKING #AND THEY GOT SO MAD I TOOK AWHILE TO RESPOND BEVAUSE I HAD 70 PAGES TO READ AND ANNOATTE 3 PAGES OF ANALYIS TO WRITE AND 5 ARTICLES TO READ #WEITE HALF PAGES EACH ON ALL DUE IN INE DAY #i cant do this man i’m actually like this is it HSJDJ eveeyones so disappointed and mad at me for taking school seriously but having my #struggles i think i’ll just jump off a bridge the next time some one drags me down. ANYWAY XOXO LOVE U TUMBLR 💖💖💖💖

[anonymous-ivplay]

An ongoing collection of the longest and/or most out-of-context tags on my blog, in no particular order:

#i love how ford is holding dipper and mabel with his arms and stan with his leg in that last panel #we can always impeach biden for sex crimes later #still its a shame that (to my knowledge) china doesnt have some kind of bacha poch in their culture #i love how the other person is trying to make you out to be an ignorant karen who isn't paying attention to what they're saying #i just personally dont like wearing them because they cut off circulation in a way i dont like #this is an actual recorded phenomenon when the general populace shifted from farming to factory working #and its been fun to play with my gender presentation since coming to this realization #hot funny can spell can drive can cook #jesus is moon moon confirmed #my bf observes ramadan so yall better believe i got my bonking stick ready to deal with disrespectful assholes #i love the idea of hawkmoth suddenly making an exception for sudden family dynamic truth bombs #itd be like if a newborn baby tried to force its head back into the vagina #fuck you sarah for doing this #just to be clear my crocheted replica is too small to use as a fuckable body pillow anyhow #and spacey is absolutely right that anyone who does this is an ableist bully and should shut their mouth and be educated #and then he explained it to me and i was like oh cool. i think im 15% lesbian then #princess weiyoung isnt wuxia but jun tao being trans is a hill i will die on #im sorry my babies i promise ill finish you all one way or another 😭 #just like a hundred band kids whirling around in a tight cluster trying not to trip or bump instrumenta #like anthony hopkins? silence of the lambs much? lmao research yeah right #my sister goes to college with some tiktok influencer as well as a disney channel celebrity #how i felt when my college stopped doing rocky horror because some people were too offended by it #this was the exact post i dreaded seeing on my dash today 😭 #tag yourself im lord cucumberly #draws a line under it and starts to write fuck #idk why but i love the underarm hair peeking out in the fifth painting #and he still doesnt understand how his teasing embarrasses me out of liking the thing altogether #i do not understand the bigfoot and demeter spoonerism #if undertale took place during the pandemic #my favorite color and my favorite video game genre all wrapped up in one crayon

[filmcel]

i’m the fool for thinking this guy is scared of me bc he likes me no he’s scared of me bc he could b my dad =_=

#that’s a huge exaggeration he could not b my dad at all. #i just thot it’d b funny to say that sorry sorry #captain’s log #I wanna b so positive about it and then i remember and then i’m like wel fuck who cares and then i’m like I CARE #anyway uhhhh. i think this will continue until it becomes a real problem for me #aka my friends murder me #whatever . yolo ! Hehehehe! #i do enjoy having that feeling that a guy is more scared of me that i’m scared of him #but also…. why is he scared is probably not a good reason #by probably i mean definitely #anyway um …. yeah im scared of him actually that’s just not true at all to say i’m not #but!……he’s still more of me. so that’s a win for me regardless #hes scared i can’t tell when he’s joking #BUDDY THATS U THATS LITERALLY UUUUUUU #HE GETS SCARED EACH TIME I JOKE ABOUT ANYTHING #BUDDY ITS OKAYYYYY!!!!!!! #it’s actually scary talking to him KNOWING the TRUTH. #i think i might be leading him on #i SHOULD b leading him to jump off a fucking cliff tbh! … byeee!!!! #tbh my issue is . i love talking i love guys. i love being a silly freak. #but guys aren’t attracted to me so i don’t usually get to that point #this rare instance is one that’s fucked for me . except i still wanna be silly and fun and etc. #bc it makes me happy bc i love attention and i love making guys uncomfortable #someone dissect my brain should i retire #fuck this guy i need a silly baka who understands my jokes….🚬 #What’s wrong w having a guy u occasionally text can’t i have my own personal mystic messenger #Like genuinely! #my friend keeps saying we r ‘talking’ and i understand what she’s implying #but i talk to many ppl and it’s not much different than this #just bc HE likes me doesn’t mean we r ‘talking’

[bala-shark]

Honestly it’s exhausting to be skeptical of things and then end up being right about it

#I don’t know if this makes sense #but I went to an event where everyone preaches having a sense of community and that everyone is accepted or whatever #and every person who interacted with me there was rude as fuck lol #as soon as I stepped out of my car and into the parking lot I could tell something was off before I even went into the building #the first guy at the entrance treated me like I was some dumbass #and then when I was in there someone came up to me but he started talking to me in a singsong kind of voice like I was a child or challenged #or something and it just made me feel bad #I’m not really one to put personal business on the internet but I have a physical disability and growing up people would talk to me in weird #voices because they wrongly assumed I was incorrect in the head I guess #and like him doing that just brought back all those bad feelings I had growing up #now I know he didn’t do it because of my disability because I learned to hide it very well so people wouldn’t treat me as subhuman #there was zero chance this man knew I am disabled #but it still hurts idk #like it makes me wonder what else about me gave the impression that I should be talked to in that manner #then another guy had some weird spikes/hooks on his belt and he caught my sleeve as he went by me #and I don’t know if he thought I was trying to touch him or something but he immediately made a face at me like he was considering hitting #me for a moment #I don’t know how to describe it other than if you know you know #and he unhooked whatever it was from my sleeve and didn’t even say sorry or anything #last thing that happened was someone shoved me (it was accidental) and I fell back into someone and when I turned around to say sorry they #just had this look of complete disgust on their face #at that point I just kind of dissociated from the show and sat by myself on a bench in the back #it really didn’t help that everyone seemed to know everyone there and I was literally the only person standing by themselves #idk I just went back to my car immediately after it ended and just sat there feeling extremely stupid for even showing up #I honestly tried to enjoy myself there despite everything but I honestly didn’t enjoy it at all #and it makes me sad because I really wanted to be a part of this but it wasn’t in the cards I guess #I spent the last few months hyping myself up for this ‘sense of community’ too #my fucking bad #wow this got long #if anyone actually reads all this shit I’m sorry

[snekdood]

idc what your reason is for calling yourself a zionist rn i think its unhelpful, kinda cringe, and you trying to be counter culture in a time where doing so kinda just makes people assume you're a fascist.

#i'm sorry. i'll say it. i have to apparently. since ppl want me to use my voice so badly. fine. ill speak it. #but dont expect me to weigh on your side or someone elses side more than the other ok #im on the side of peace and not wanting ppl to be killed and ceasefire and work on a two state resolution or something #along those lines so jewish ppl DONT get shoved out BUT neither do palestinians. #im also on the side of fuck netanyahu and fuck hamas. #whats my solution? you're gonna ask internet user snekdood what he thinks we should do about the i/p conflict? #the guy whos disabled and cant drive and whos disliked by a lot of people online (for fake and/or dumb reasons. but i digress)? #about what we should do?? #bitch im struggling to figure out if i deserve to live still why in tf do you think i would have any of this external-to-me shit figured ou #i literally got sexually assaulted a couple days ago wtf do you want me to do about it fuck off #not that anyone will believe me because hashtag believe victims is conditional now 😒😒😒😒😒 #conditions being: it has to be someone i like whos the victim or someone i really dislike being accused #seems applicable to this situation rn also donnit 😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒

[todayisafridaynight]

OH about the finale at the shrine, this completely slipped my notice when we were talking about it, but Ichi says he's "reporting" Jo's verdict to both Arakawa and Masato. It's just not translated that way.

Not too big of a difference (well, it is to me, but I'm insane), but if it was highlighting anything, I'd guess it's probably Masato's change of heart. It would've been fair for Ichi to assume Masato wouldn't care and only "report" to Arakawa, but in the context of Ichi doing his damnedest to show Masato they all love him, it works in terms of, "Maybe I made him reconsider, and maybe now he would care."

Also... I'm looking at it in a "measured" way, since the chapter trophies are always just standard "Nth Chapter Cleared" messages that the localization team just spices up for us, but there's something I find really poignant about the Chapter 13 trophy being worded as "Fate of Our Fathers." The pluralization of both the noun and pronoun. Realizations that come too late.

Of course, Masato definitely didn't "know" and had no real reason to suspect it, but the Arakawas have this bizarre subconscious almost-psychic link. So even if he doesn't really think so, there's this sense that Ichi "might as well" be Arakawa's "real" son because they're so much more alike. And maaaybe he felt that way about Jo and himself at one point, because (as we've discussed) there has to be a reason Jo was Masato's "favorite."

[Follow up to this ask]

#snap chats #yeah i have no real notes sorry LMAO LIKE THIS IS GOOD ON ITS OWN YK. every base is covered #LIKE nothing i could say could really enhance anything or add much. god im so bad at words i should drop dead right now #i can reaffirm that masato definitely sees ichi as arakawass 'real' son if his whole 'you remind me of dad' bit is anything to go off of #thats a weird line/sentiment now aint it #masato didnt consider him and ichi as family and ergo he's angry at how similar ichi and arakawa are #i guess that's more of a deep-dive into that hypothetical masato essay ill probably never get to- why masato hates arakawa like he does #about 'fate of /our/ /fathers/' tho thats def an interesting point no matter how you slice it #'our fathers' could refer to arakawa and sawashiro and ichi and masato respectively #i.e. masumi- ichi's bio father and sawashiro- masato's bio father- and what happens to them by the end of the game yk #there's an alt way to see if as both arakawa and sawashiro as both ichi and masato's fathers #though im gonna chewing my cheek on that one. sure we've compared sawashiro to an abusive stepparent #idk... i think it's just cause ichi shows up well into his teens that it doesnt register in my brain that sawashiro could be a father figur #but thats MY personal dumb ass rambling im just here to vaguely try to interpret the title in multiple ways to cover everything #moving on tho... the use of 'our' prevents 'fathers' referring to only one of them . so. Aforementioned Possibilities have been listed #making it sound like i have anything else to say I DONT I ALREADY SAID EVERYTHING dummy. putting myself in the dunce corner #on that note. hopefully it finally got through to masato how much people loved him before he got ganked #i mean for sure it did but yk. still mad about y7 ending im gonna kill someone In Minecraft #'i have nothing else to say' LIAR YOU ARE A LIAR !!!!! THE FUCK ARE THESE TAGS STUPID ASS #anyway im going back to my google doc. im almost done with another cringe fic. sorry #BYE