#like fuck it I'm growling

[a-gal-with-taste]

Me: okay, maybe after watching the movie and processing it, I can finally calm-down about this christmas-hating old man-

This Scene, existing despite having 0-reason to:

#.... dammit. #he literally went 'rawr' #he's so growly #like a chihuahua #a very very tall and angy chihuahua #one that despises those christmas-sweater outfits #this man is a dog-person thru and thru #why the fuck did netflix make him exist #i'm not complaining but WHY #scrooge #scrooge 2022 #ebenezer scrooge #scrooge: a christmas carol #scrooge netflix #gif #shitpost #HE GROWLS ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME NETFLIX #i'm so mad about this and also can't stop cackling #it's frustratingly hilarious #netflix

[mqkoeyes]

this fanfic.

#sefikura #sephiroth #cloud strife #advent children #fanfic #i revisit it every few months or so and AGGGGHHG #I LOVE IT SO MUCH #THANK YOU IMAGINATIVE SPIRIT WHOMEVER YOU MAY BE #The fucking angst. give me that shit #THE CHARACTER PORTRAYALS ARE SO GOOD DON'T TALK TK ME #if i could eat this fic i would #gonna inject this shit into my veins #gonna chug it like i haven't had anythjng to drink in 5 years #gonna breathe it in like it's my oxygen #my drug #AHHHHHGGGGG IT'S SO GOOD #starts bawling #i love them so much #they're perfect your honor #i'm crazy i'm crazy i'm insane i'm bouncing off the walls i'm GROWLING AND HGAGAGGRGRGRRRRR i'm infatuated. #sefikura being the best ship in the universe sorry i don't make the rules #oh god oh fuck #don't read it while listening to emotional love songs or smth cuz TRUST you will sob your eyes out of their sockets #my eyes are watering #my love for this fic #mwah mwah mwah mwahhhh it makes me so insane

[growling]

you know i do not think about whether i may or may not be somewhere on the aro spectrum or whatever that often, partially because it's significantly harder to look for something that isn't there as opposed to "would you fuck the male human specimen (yes/no/depends)" do you get what I mean did I say something. But also can somebody explain what the fuck does "romantic attraction" entail. I swear everybody has a different definition. It's like. Where do I even start like I think I would want a relationship or something that'd be poggers can you give me like 2 girlfriends I can keep in my house and let them run around freely and do stuff but like the only requirements would be that you're a close friend beforehand. Like where does the line between friend and partner start aside from like just what I call you. Growing up I always thought romance is just the Advanced Friendship + Fornication permit ig but obviously that's wrong since people frequently marry people they fucking hate and would never hang out willingly unless they were sucking and fucking or discussing who owes eachother more money. Actually hold on how is friendship different from romance exactly can you explain like I'm 5. Describe romantic feeling and how exactly is it different from platonic. How the fuck is a crush/infatuation different from just really liking somebody/their attention and being fixated on them in a pal kinda way like I don't think I'm "in love" with anyone I've ever . Nevermind actually. People say "friends cannot have sex that's immoral and perverse ONLY touch your current one (1) true love or else you're blurring the line between friendship and romance thus leading them or whatever the fuck" and I do NOT get it <3 I would in fact prefer to ONLY fuck my friends (because I actually would know them. lmao) if they're also cool with it as a beloved and cherished bestie bonding activity, for fun, or perhaps even competitively. Recently I fucking realized (took literal ages) that when people say they have a "crush"/are "in love" with a celebrity they never met in their entire life they don't mean they admire them, think they're beautiful or engaging in a bit, they mean they are literally straight up romantically attracted in-love with them what the hell. The information you don't even need to KNOW somebody to want a romantic relationship with them (and I'm not talking sexual I mean just purely romantic. I could mayybe get the sexual one but personally I'd never do that with a tv man. or is that hypocritical of me) fucking changes everything because then that means it's entirely separate from friendship in that you don't have to get to know the guy even I grrrhgghgrrrhhh. I'm literally shaking, Jesse what the fuck are you talking about what do you MEAN what does ANY of this mean. Are you lying to me is everyone just doing this for shits and giggles what the fuck. I wasn't so ffucking feeling strongly about this subject when I started typing this out but now I DEMAND an explanation maybe perhaps a powerpoint presentation up until I deduce what does it mean to be romantically attracted to something I won't be able to debate on whether or not I'm capable of it. Anybody want to count every instance of "romantic" I typed out in this wall of text sorry there is not another word . Damn

#and now im fuckibg even more questioning.hey aros does this monologue give off aromantic vibes to you in any way I need to know i dont even. #I don't even care anymore. mom pick me up the romantic peoples are scaring me with their incomprehensible 5D chess attraction powers #anyway uhh. it's valentines wowww that's crazy I'm gonna. Imagine makoyomi making out scary style this night. Unfortunately I cannot draw i #as these past few days I've been tired all the time the whole day and cannot get anything done aside from fantasizing #& those are always so clear and detailed and earth-shattering like ''ohhh i cannot focus on anything'' obviously you can you wretched organ #basyard. fuck y #mine #new growling lore dropped

[aesfocus]

Final RX kidney food available to me. 3 brands and every type they have, have been tried, a no go. I finally remember shit like cat gravy exists, 3 drops of that stinky shit on top the RX food and she eats it.

GIRL YOU STRESS ME OUT SO BAD

#turtle the cat #turtle #mine cats #cats #cutie pies #I've been a fucking MESS for 2.5 weeks over this; you tiny little kitty #she does this little growl thing when she really likes a food and she was growling sooooo much #finally eating her RX food lets keep it the fuck up girl #good news! great news! I'm fucking crying again! happy tears! being paralized with terror for weeks isn't fun lil lady

[musical-chick-13]

Okay, no, sorry, I’m still mad about this. “Be critical of the media you consume and examine why you react to it in the way that you do, support marginalized and stigmatized identities.” Yeah, until it’s about mental illness.

A woman (or even man, if he’s deemed over-emotional) makes music about suffering from mental illness and people just go, “What are they complaining about, that’s so immature, hashtag wangst.” (And then, sometimes, inexplicably, if the mentally ill woman gets better and writes happier music, they then talk about how artistically bankrupt she is now and that she should go back to hating herself.) People LOVE cis white pRoBLeMaTiC (straight) fictional men until they are realistically mentally ill, in which case they’re “whiny” and “insufferable” and deserve to die violently, apparently (or, if fandom is merciful, they’re ignored). (And then they celebrate when they DO inevitably get killed off.) “Do your duty and watch [thing I, mc13, personally find insufferable] For The (white) Gays because it has Gays.” Sure, will you watch c4 Pure, the ONLY show specifically about OCD, then? (No, the answer is no, it’s always no.)

I can’t get anyone to watch Doom Patrol. I couldn’t get people (in general-I did convince a few irl friends thank GOD) to watch Crazy Ex-Girlfriend. One of the most popular and acclaimed shows right now has a character with schizophrenia who was turned into the Big Bad Villain for no fucking reason. One of the most commonly-cited examples of Iconic™ queer media involves a mentally ill man being broken over and over and over again before The Ship™ can reasonably happen. DW introduced a major character who was at one point suffering from mental illness in her past, AND THEN ALL MENTION OF THIS WAS COMPLETELY DROPPED IN THE FUTURE, WITH NO BEARING ON ANYTHING TO THE POINT WHERE I FORGOT IT EVEN EXISTED??!?!? R*tched was a thing that existed despite the Sad Sympathetic Backstory treatment being IN DIRECT CONTRADICTION OF WHAT PURPOSE THIS CHARACTER SERVED IN One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest. THEY GAVE. A SAD WOOBIE VILLAIN TREATMENT. TO THE /LITERAL PERSONIFICATION/ OF ABLEISM. THAT IS HER FUNCTION. TO EXIST AS A SYMBOL OF ALL THE WAYS SOCIETY OPPRESSES THE DISABLED AND MENTALLY ILL.

I am!!! Literally!!!!! The only one!!!!!!!!! Complaining about these things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE ONLY ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No one else has said ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No one is talking about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m so tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#*OBLIGATORY COMMENT ABOUT HOW REPRESENTATION/FICTIONAL DISABILITY IS NOT THE END ALL BE ALL OF ACTIVISM* #*OTHER OBLIGATORY COMMENT ABOUT HOW LIKING '''pRoBLeMaTiC''' CONTENT DOES NOT MAKE YOU A BAD PERSON OR A HORRIFYING ABLEIST* #THIS WAS JUST ME GETTING MAD IT'S NOT THAT DEEP #In the Vents #the real horror was the ableism we found along the way #like. in some of these cases yes I /KNOW/ it was not meant to come across like that!!! but y'all accept that as a valid type of media #criticism when it's about anything else!!!!!!!! just not this apparently????!?!!!! #I do not understand how there is such an ABYSMAL treatment of the subject of mental illness in fiction when this is the #memetic Mental Illness Website like genuinely I do not get it I am scaling my walls and banging pots and pans and growling like a rabid dog #IF YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT THE MESSAGE A STORY IS TELLING YOU GOTTA APPLY IT HERE TOO #I AM ALSO THE LAST PERSON TO SAY THAT YOU'VE GOTTA ADD A DISCLAIMER OF SOMETHING'S LAUNDRY LIST OF FLAWS BEFORE YOU TALK ABOUT IT #BUT JESUS FUCKING CHRIST YOU HAVE TO ACKNOWLEDGE ON SOME LEVEL EVEN IF IT'S JUST TO YOURSELF THAT THINGS HAVE FLAWS #YOU'VE GOTTA BE AWARE OF SHIT #WHEN WILL WE HAVE THE OUTCRY OVER BURY YOUR DISABLED THAT WE DO OVER BYG (WHICH IS ALSO BAD BTW) #I GUARANTEE YOU WE WON'T BE GETTING A SEPARATE FUCKING CON OVER FANDOM OUTCRY THAT'S FOR SURE #I'm making a rule: if you can prove to me that you've started cxgf after reading this and/or if you can prove to me #that you've watched pure (channel 4/hbo max-the one with charly clive) I'll write a fic for you #let's see if I get sniped for criticizing both the beloved sacred mads show AND the plane crash girls show #if I see ONE more comment about how either of those is a perfect show that Gets What All The People Want I will in fact spontaneously #combust. #(and before you @ me yes I have any and all permutations of show tags blocked I'm not just being mean to be mean) #my god remember what happened the last time I tried to talk about this a;lsdfkajs;ldfkj #good thing I turned off anonymous asks!! #this is not even getting into some of the SMALLER fandoms #like I do not ever want to think about the takes I saw for ctrlz EVER again

[shadowbreak]

the screen is in front of you, boys....

#sonic the hedgehog #sonic #shadow the hedgehog #shadow #sonic fanart #sonadow #sonic redraw #they're playing the 2P in s&k #idk they're like stuck somewhere in endless mine #never to win bc they wanna growl at each other #this art gave me psychic damage #never again will i do lineless holy fuck how do you guys do ti #it... #my fave part is where their bodies are smooshed together #i'm proud of myself for that one like god can't stop touching each other huh #whyyyyyy does it look so different on my pc i'm dying #my arte

[sergle]

Hugo just scared THEE PISS out of me on our walk

#I was walking him around the block and at the exact same area on all 3 loops we took around the block he started acting REALLY NERVOUS #and flighty #leaning down slightly and glancing towards a certain direction super frequently one time even speeding up and pulling me #I'm all like it's fine Hugo gets scared of everything but I kept looking in all the directions he was looking and I didn't see NOTHING #Not a plastic bag on the ground that could be scaring him not a possum not another dog not a person. #He did this every time in the same spot on that block and on our last loop while I was guiding him past the Scary Zone #he suddenly STANCED his legs and did a snort/growl out of absolutely fucking nowhere causing me to die of fear #He responded like he'd just been jumpscared by something but again I DON'T SEE ANYTHING #but I still walked home really fast after that lmao #and by walked I mean ran. it's fine #Hugo never ever ever growls and his whole body responded like he'd seen smth #Also of course this all happened at night. It was dark the whole time. he truly scared the fuck outta me for NOTHIN #I'm sure it was nothing but also OH MY GOD he activated my adrenaline #idk what that was about #sergle.txt

[sooouth]

god DAMN it.

just cried over satosugu for the first time.

#meow.// #satosugu #i literally haven't felt that much about them (still enough y'know) to cry but all of a sudden??? wtf??? #i just cried bc i related them to that one song (christmas kids by roar) and omfg. why does it hurt so much. i thought i could live in PEAC #like. i didn't have to suffer through the pain but nooooo NO ONE IS SPARED. #“you'll change your name or change you mind” #“and leave this fucked up place behind” #“But i'll know” #HISSINg. GROWLING. SOBS #geto literally changed his mind though (thanks kenjaku) #the animatic ideas are swirling in my brain like toilet when i flush the black and white beta fish #BECAUSE THEY'RE BBOTH FUCKING DEAD #jjk #banging my head on the wall please help me save me from this torture. I didn't know gays could hurt me so much. they're tearing me apart #like that one emo werewolf picture that's a meme. that's me but with satosugu atm guys. i'm so sorry for the tag rants. it's like a pigsty #if you follow me i need you to know that i'm not okay and you should stop that immediately because i'm swirling into the abyss #i'm like a melting ice cream from the ice cream truck that they hand you and it gets all over your hands and drips onto the ground #leaving a trail of ice cream drops behind you as you walk away; the music of the truck fading into the distance as your realise #this ice cream SUCKS. #i'm so sorry #south talks too much #irls if you see this i need you to slap me the next time you see me and i'm dead serious.

[marc--chilton]

You're so real for talking about the actual world building of mgv brooo, so many ppl are just like "what if we made more genders specifically so we could make the gay relationship basically straight ppl porn 🤤" AND LIKE NO BRO THERES SO MUCH COOL POTENTIAL WITH A WORLD WHERE ALL THESE NEW SEXES WERE NORMAL

(Sorry im being a little insane but im so hyped someone else gets it the way i do)

holds your face in my hands in a clawlike grip. never apologize for being insane. be so fucking insane, dude.

GAY STRAIGHT PORN YEAH IT DRIVES ME CRAZY SOMETIMES if the spice of the fic just comes from sexual tension and how if they self lubricate then you don't have to worry about figuring out where they can get lube to fuck on the fly or WHATEVER

THINGS WOULDN'T BE ONE TO ONE WITH OUR REALITY NOT JUST BECAUSE OF NEW SEXES BUT NEW SEXES THAT INTERFERE AT TIMES WITH NORMAL WORK WEEKS N SHIT!!!!! like irl some people can't even get a break at work for having babies and these mfs are going into debilitating estrus cycles semi-regularly?? THERE ARE THINGS TO THINK ABOUT

#asks #anon #i've been posting more about pre-rut/heat cycles more than the full blown things themselves #because the hormones raging hell on moods and temperaments and judgement etc #that shit is INTERESTING!!!! and they can live their truest selves because growling/purring/animal like shit is not abnormal behavior #which i would take advantage of in a HEARTBEAT first of all #like i imagine it would be rude to make those vocalization sometimes (one of those silent rules you're supposed to innately know) #(even if no one explains it and you don't think it's rude) #(got being neurodivergent in mgv must suck so fucking hard what if you can't read social cues) #SEE like i have Some Thoughts and very few of them are about how fat whose knot is or whatever #very few. but not none. i'm only human

[the-everqueen]

i should be prepping this guest lecture but instead i'm obsessed with the cat.

#calling her ''merricat'' in honor of our favorite ocd protag #i'm trying not to bother her when she goes under my bed or into another room #but once she's in proximity...oh boy #she's so soft. she's so littol. #i emailed the shelter like ''hey btw i absolutely want to adopt her'' #she growls at Outside Noises and she purrs whenever i pet her #she's so nosy she keeps trying to open all the closed doors (water closet; laundry room; AC unit; and guest bedroom respectively) #she likes ribbons but she's leery of the flit toys i bought #she's okay with my youtube videos making noise and me making noise but god forbid the neighbors be audible #she ''mreep''s at me and purrs at me and sometimes very gently bites my knuckle #she's shown me her belly a few times today including once while i was petting her on the couch #i love her so much i already have like five dozen pics of her on my phone just from today #three of her legs have these ink splotches on them #she's so fucking cute #merricat tag

[watatsumiis]

My computer is fucked frfr :((

#Just some integral parts having issues - seems like a consistent thing with that brand/type/whatever #And the parts I need are end of life so no commercial sellers have them #I'd upgrade but I just. Don't have that kind of money I really don't #I need me a sugar daddy or something smh. Morax ?? Pantalone ?? Someone ?? Anyone ??? /Lh #Sorry to get venty on here im just so bummed out :( I really wanna write again #But I'm having issues pulling up motivation to do it especially on mobile or with my laptop orz #Say whatever you like about pc gaming being 'better' but an Xbox 360 would never fucking do this to me #General barks #General growls #<- that's gonna be my tag for more serious/negative stuff in case you'd like to block it #But I doubt it'll be used often I'm just a smidge bummed out rn and needed somewhere to get it out #Negativity #Venting

[gazelessmenagerie]

“ Y’aanai leí.. Osh’tłeenai y’aanai leí.. ”

       “ Nahizho anaaí, oína’azho.. Tsííaschi.. ”

“  Y’aanai leí.. Osh’tłeenai y’aanai leí.. ”

            “ Y’aanai leí.. Osh’ tłeenai y’aanai leí. ”

A nose wrinkled in reciting a short plain song caught in the net of his memory. Never would the words mutter more than the under breath of his voice as the high and low inflections of tone and growls chanted along to those simple utterances, seclusive only to himself to listen to in the midst of the rocky outcropping he decidedly lounged within stony walls. Quiet vocals continued to murmur recollections of that forgotten language, knuckles pressed against the bone of his cheek, serving only to remind himself of how to speak it even if he was the only one who could in the isolation of his own choosing.

#|| Tag: Gazing over the Abyss of Stars { Broly } #( don't look at me trying to think of this gd fictional language with my limited knowledge and likely lots of mistakes i dont realize now) #( I don't think I can ever properly put this idea down bc lmfao saiyan vocals produce certain growls/frequencies and shit like that. ) #( but y'know. I'm having fun with it so fuck it. just hoping I don't accidentally stumble on any actual words bc pure coincidence ;w; )

[thesearchforbluejello]

Silo makes me want to eat glass.

#THIS is science fiction THIS IS WHAT SCIENCE FICTION IS SUPPOSED TO BE #I'm fucking feral foaming at the mouth over this last episode #I am gnawing table legs and growling and hissing #their fucking CLIFFHANGERS are too much for my delicate constitution #I used to handle episode and season finale cliffhangers like a champ #and by like a champ I mean I yelled about it for months until the next episode and everyone thought i was weird #but I'm so used to binge watching now or just straight up having like 90% of my tv consumption being stuff I'm rewatching #that I CANNOT HANDLE THIS #you know that velociraptor who scares the raincoat guy? how it frills up like a lizard and hisses? #that's me right now I NEED MORE INFORMATION #jo watches silo #and acts completely normal about it

[esmemarion]

Sometimes I worry that I come off as "one of those bad kff folkz" for not being "kin enough for some people" but then I realize "wait this discourse is actually goofy"

#esme used growl #like there is merit to my kinning #there is weight #i feel what i feel #but also i'm very #pro-kinning-being-more-inclusive #also fuck you im not gonna stop verbing it its easy lmao #and no stupid alt terms like “clicking” and “sympath” and “copinglink” and “lithing” are not catching on #copinglink and sympath literally came from anti-kin communties who thought we were too crazy

[arctic-hands]

Billboards suck in general but if you ever drove around/thru the Indiana/Ohio border in the Nineties thru like twenty fifteen or so you would appreciate the unique rage and intense loathing you would feel upon seeing another goddamn billboard for Tom Raper's RVs

#they were fucking everywhere and i annoyed my parents by shouting/growling every time we passed one when i was a kid #like goddamn the interstate was a barren wasteland of traffic and razed Earth on either side #and that quote unquote view was still preferable to constant billboards saying the same thing over and over again #tom raper died in like twenty fifteen or sixteen. after i moved so i don't know if the RV co is still in business #not to speak ill of the dead but I'm totes gonna speak ill of the dead #the dude was one of the richest people in town because of his RV business and no one in the city liked him #he was a constant and total ass and even my batshit fundie Baptist Church kicked him out for being an awful person #and members of the clergy would slag him any time he came up in conversation #so like #i hate being bombarded with ads constantly as is but TR's RVs took the cake #and prolly spawned my hatred of ads to begin with #billboards #capitalist wasteland #Richmond indiana #Ohio #Hoosier gothic