#like every category had atleast one behavior that I recognized in myself

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I hate this depression so much, it’s like I have a stomach ache at 3am and I can’t throw up and I can’t fall asleep and I’m just lying here unable to think about anything other than how uncomfortable and futile I feel. I was literally fine 2 days ago and now I can’t even think about the status of my life without tears welling up in my eyes :( what am I supposed to do

#personal #and I see my responses to it #like that whole fight flight freezefawn post #like every category had atleast one behavior that I recognized in myself #and I hate it #I hate being so defensive around my mother for no reason #I hate my inability to make the art I really want to make #I hate how all my relationships have deteriorated so badly #FUCK I WANT MY LIFE #why does it have to be this way