Ok, this malaise has gone too far. I'm going to start sending in what I need to do today here so that I at least have SOME accountability.
July 5, 2023
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ok, this might be a me thing, but I'm learning french and getting my exposure to the language via reading the bible and doing the traditional prayers and listening/singing the worship songs and chants that I already know, and the act of HAVING to think about each and every word has actually been such an experience. like you get so used to the words in the our father and the bible verses that you have read thousands of times and sometimes it just goes past you. you read it and it goes past you. but in french i HAVE to stop and think about every word and it made me more aware of them
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Xie Lian in the cave: He's obsessed with me 💖😗🥰🥹👰👨❤️💋👨💘💘💘
Fengqing in the cave: HE'S OBSESSED WITH YOU 😬😱🤢👹🙈🙉🙊🔪🔪🔪
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rules to life: dote on husband, repeat step 1
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I always found it very funny that while HC and LWJ's flirting attempts post-waiting flew over XL and WWX's heads, LBH's flirting attempts after the two years were interpreted by SQQ as murder attempts
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HuaLian demisexuals has always made so much sense to me. They only felt sexual attraction for each other, and that after they had met, liked each other's intelligence, kindness and achievements. Sexual desire arose only after they discovered that, when they're together, happiness is much simpler and easy.
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why does no one let them hang out. can we let them heal please
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the great thing about hua cheng’s devotion is I straight up cannot get enough of it. I will reread fics hundreds of times just to hear him describe the sheer depth of the adoration he feels for xie lian. it’s therapeutic to hear about how much love someone can be capable of
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hmmm, my campus chaplaincy is holding a retreat, and the speaker is... certainly something. i can’t tell anyone here because the director of the chaplaincy HAS EXACTLY the same views but I disagree with quite a lot of them and I am just... ok, i’m not listening anymore.
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another reason i think that xie lian felt an instant connection on the ox cart is because he and hua cheng both grew up in xianle.
there are maybe 4 people still alive that grew up in that culture. based on my own experience, you can pick up on things like accent, cadence, references, and humor that suggest a person is from the same place as you without consciously noticing it. that sense of comfort and similarity probably played into their instant chemistry.
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i genuinely can’t stop thinking about this scene. fxmq still standing near xie lian even though they could have stepped away from him even before everyone was dismissed. and once they were told to leave they didn’t go immediately, they hesitated. and then mu qing leaves first, followed by feng xin, both of them looking disappointed to go but what other choice do they have and all three together again but they can’t fix the past and this is no doubt a harsh reminder of everything that had happened. god.
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