There’s just so much pain one can hold onto and it hurts every time. So if you are reading this, I ask you to please let go of all the heaviness your heart is holding onto. Make a fist and think about everything that’s hurting, and then slowly release it with your fist.
How many times can you say goodbye to a person before letting them go? Yk the worst feeling in this world is to see someone slowly loosing interest in you. That person you believed after so much and really wished they stayed, who made promises to be in each other's lives but now they are just empty words with just some handful of memories you cherished turning into nightmares.
We're gonna get through this. We've been through a lot and we have survived. We're gonna get through this one, too. I know it's painful now and it feels like hell, but it will pass. And we will be okay.