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tasteofantasy · 4 years

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Finally wrote off the fic idea I had a little after I started shipping with Phi, which was... 2 years by now? But I’m glad with how it came out

Warnings: Blood, Fire, Death, Profanity

A Deep darkness was surrounding Phi, she didn’t know what she was doing there, she just knew she was walking around, the sound of her boots echoing in the void. She looked unamused and limited herself to sigh.

The apparent calm didn’t last long as she felt a slicing pain on her throat. She started to gasp for breath as she put her hand on the source of the pain, feeling the blood staining her skin and leaving her being. Another pain came after, this time on her back. Phi dropped to her knees and felt her back becoming warmer and warmer, she could see the floor being covered in red. Phi made an effort to stand up and walk despite the pain that was tearing her apart and the blood she was losing.

With weak steps forward and multiple gasps, she suddenly felt her skin burning. Oh no. She saw the walls of the incinerator forming around her, the walls of that literal Inferno. Unable to speak or breathe, Phi just looked at the walls with little tears on her eyes, lifting up an arm as the fire embraced her being and intensely burned her to nothing but ashes, a brutal scream finally leaving her lungs.

She quickly got up with a gasp. Still covered in darkness, but despite her heavy breathing, she had to check. Neck? Unharmed. Back? Didn’t have any pain. Surroundings? Just on the bed in a room of the house. Hands?

Shaking.

It wasn’t the first time she had dreamed with her demises in the different timelines and she was pretty sure all the other survivors of the Decision Game were going through the same issues, but no one, much less herself would talk about it. Phi let out a sigh as to attempt to stop shaking, then she sat on a better position and held her knees. She just hoped she didn’t end up waking-

-Phi!- She heard her name being called semi loudly by the girl beside her.

Fuck. She did end up waking her up. Phi turned to her right.

Pauli was looking at her with a worried look –I’ve been calling your name for several minutes now and you weren’t answering- she explained in a low tone –I felt you tossing and turning and then you kinda scared me when you woke up-.

Phi was barely listening to her, as a rush of thoughts was overwhelming her. She felt the urge to both lie to her and convince her she was somehow doing fine and the urge to just stop… bottling up…

-Are you oka-?-

Before she realized, she was tightly hugging Pauli. Her body and breathing shaking with all energy. Pauli was at a loss to what was happening. –Out of all the stuff I had to retain from all those timelines… I had to retain my fucking body count- Phi just let everything go –That Asshole had the nerve to make me… make us suffer for way too long…- she stayed quiet for a couple seconds before saying –I’m probably… I don’t even know how I’m sounding- she finished with a sigh before feeling Pauli’s arms holding her back, returning the hug.

-Yeah, in that you’re right…- Pauli started in low voice –Zero was an asshole, we can all agree on that. But now it’s over, you don’t have to be afraid.-

-I’m not afraid, not anymore, those dreams… just win me over.-

-… My memories from those timelines might be fuzzier than yours- Pauli got away a bit to look at her girlfriend’s face –But I know those dreams are not pleasant to have. But you know what?- she asked before doing a little smile –It’s okay, because we all have each other’s backs… so no matter what dreams or memories we get, we will march towards a better future and a better timeline- Pauli realized her words and blushed a bit –That probably didn’t sound as inspiring as I thou-

-You said just the right words- Phi answered with a laugh –… Thanks, I honestly didn’t wanted to alarm you with my bullshit, but this actually helped a bit-

Now Pauli made a laugh –I mean, you dealt with My bullshit for one Nonary Game and a half, is only fair I deal with Your bullshit at least once- she said with a playful smile.

Phi made a sarcastic laugh this time –You physically can’t be serious for more than a minute- she put a hand on Pauli’s face as they were both laughing. They stopped after a minute -… I love you- the white haired said smiling softly before planting a kiss on the brunette’s cheek.

-I love you too- Pauli said keeping her smile. They both stayed quiet looking at each other before Pauli asked –We won’t be going to sleep again soon, are we?-

-It seems like it- Phi answered –What time is it? 3, 4 am?-

The brunette crossed her arms and hummed a bit before asking –Wanna watch cake videos?-

-… Sure- Phi shrugged –We had no plans for tomorrow anyway, we can… think on marching to a better future later- she finished with a smile as she saw Pauli clap before picking up the laptop.

#self ship #selfship #self insert #latinx selfship #Otp: Iuppiter's Somnium #my art #my writting #the content warned might not be as big. but better safe than sorry

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theviolencedistrict-archived · 3 years

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since this is a thing that happened in the community lately: white people, stop treating poc like we're a problem for you.

i'm tired of the microaggressions and internalized racism that goes uncheck in self ship. enough with the "ohh i'm scared of getting a callout," "ohh i'm scared of doing something wrong," "ohh i'm scared people will tell me i'm culturally appropriating." why is your fear of being ignorant on us?

if you're worried some part of your self insert or self ship could be seen as culturally or racially problematic, why don't you reach out to one of your poc friends and ask them, assuming your friends aren't all entirely white (eyeroll)? why don't you use the free and easy google search bar and see what you can learn? not everything from another culture or created by a poc is cultural appropriation and i know yall know that.

why post about how you're scared of being ignorant, instead of stepping up and educating yourself? why put that fear on us being "haters" or "calling you out"? why not do a little bit of labor yourself? you have a chance to grow as a person all the time if you choose to do something positive for yourself and the marginalized groups around you.

white people are encouraged to reblog without being clowns.

#boohoo this thing is a foreign word so i can't use it without the big mean poc sending me anon hate #shut up. that's racist #google is FREE #kintsugi isn't cultural appropriation. using a pinata is not cultural appropriation. listening to rap music is not cultural appropriation #you guys know EXACTLY what kind of stuff is actual appropriation but of course you need to act like the innocent kicked puppy #to get empathy from your fellow white people #if something is asian ask an asian person for their insight! if it's part of black culture as a black person! if it's from latinx countries #as a latinx person!#ask poc questions! it's respectful! listen to them without adding your opinion!#and remember that it isn't our job to educate you. that is labor. we don't HAVE to answer you. you can do the research yourself!#there is SO MUCH out there #i'm tired of it #noah.txt #self ship #selfship #self shipping #selfshipping #self shipper #selfshipper #self insert #selfinsert #s/i #f/o #fictional other #comfort character #oc x canon #canon x oc #discourse tw #ok to rb #PLEASE rb

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lovedovemonster · 3 years

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A monstrously warm welcome!

Greetings and blessings travelers! I’m Wyrm! I also go by Ruth/Ruthie but nowadays I find myself liking Wyrm/Worm more:). I’m a Latinx-Jewish 19 year old who uses they/them pronouns. This is my selfship/oc and personal blog. I plan to use this blog for my most self indulgent content as well as somewhere to muse my creative works. I like meeting people with similar interests to mine and gushing about them together, and regardless if I know your f/so or not please feel free to tell me about them and your self inserts’ stories in my inbox! I can be a bit slow with keeping on top of conversations and replying right away, but know even if I get a bit overwhelmed I still read and appreciate what’s being sent. I’ll try to post here often, which probably won’t be too much of a problem considering all the selfship content I have stuck in my head haha

Before you continue tho, please do check out my byf/dni post right here !

With that being said, I’m going to bed now and will probably start posting things tomorrow! Lilah tov !

#the stillness of the world #do not reblog #intro post

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