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hypnotica-ships · 3 years
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Struck with extreme dysphoric thoughts this morning, so catch me imagining my f/o holding me in their arms, them stroking my hair, and reassuring me that I am, indeed, enough.
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Happy Family
I had to get it out of my system before I started on 'other things'. So enjoy.
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When your F/O has a cute laugh:
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hypnotica-ships · 3 years
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I wish he wasn't sad, I just want to kiss him.
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hypnotica-ships · 3 years
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I know it's out of season, but I just found this dollmaker and it's counter parts (gay, nb, lesbian), and I"m just-
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-the fact that you can customize the title and description really adds a whole other level to it.
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That one Arika wallpaper haunts me. But like, in a good way.
Tried out some new things, kinda like how this turned out, if I work on it anymore I'll cry, and said wallpaper I ref'ed will be under the cut. :)
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I believe it's for White Day, but I can't help but focus on that vaguely bomb shaped gift...
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Whatcha' got there, D. Dark?
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hypnotica-ships · 3 years
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So, I was thinking...
After Holger gets help and just gets better mentally and physically, he'd probably get bored. Granted Rolento has been taken care if in one way or another and his issues with Guile also dealt with. He'd just not have much to do.
Anyways, He either opens a self-defense school or a bakery and I can't decide which is better.
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Been thinking about Holger a lot, once again, and even had a wonderful dream about him last night.
After getting him help and such, just lying next to each other, cuddling. He leans in close to my ear and whispers 'You know, I'd do anything for you...I always would of too...'
I respond 'I've told you before, I'd lay my life down for you, all you'd have to do is ask.'
He holds me tighter 'I...I would never ask you, I'd surely lay mine down before you ever had the chance.'
I laugh, and snuggle closer to him, before we drift off to sleep, and I wake up. It was short, but it's so nice to have decent dream with him of all characters. <3
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hypnotica-ships · 3 years
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Time for a little bit of gushing!
I've been re-watching the Arika FEXL D.Dark announcement video and after going frame by frame to get some pics, I was able to get his cute little bouncy head tilts and I'm-
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Forced Goodbyes
So...Phase 1's done. I wanted to draw something for the end of it, since I don't know when I'll get to writing Phase 2. So here's a quick redraw of that last hug.
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We don't want/need to explain ourselves. But here's some art of Holger as a Catboy.
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So, I've been thinking about a problem.
It'd be kinda hard to kiss Holger, at least during the Doctrine Dark thing, and I think even after he gets help and such, he'd still be somewhat wary about his face.
My solution, we resort to affectionately bumping out heads together like cats.
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Kekse?
Okay, so thanks to @regibimbo and this post, I had to draw him like this otherwise I wouldn't be able to sleep at night. I also really wanted to try and get better at drawing scars and slightly revamp my Alternate Ending look for him. I couldn't decide wether I liked the pink apron or the one that matched his uniform though, so I just did both.
Now...uh, I have some...interesting alt versions and their respected transparent versions under the cut....I"m probably the only one who asked for these ones though....
I...don't have any excuse for these....
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...and the transparent versions....
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Hrrrrg, making self indulgent art again.
Mostly, cause I am actually happy with my art as of late
Cause I wanna try some stuff out
Cause Holger deserves more love/art
And I need to see him somewhat happy.
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hypnotica-ships · 3 years
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Baby Steps
Rematch time! Place your bets.
Phase 1: Part 4
Word Count: (About) 1,280
1//2//3//4//5//6//7//8//9
"You. Me. Rematch. Tonight."
"No."
"...Tomorrow night?"
"Fine."
With that, Crow leaves to his room for some much needed rest. He could only think about what Holger said about him steadying his emotions. Is he really going to take his words to heart? Why should he? Maybe because it's been a long while since he's had his ass handed to him. Or maybe it's because even though Holger won, he wasn't boastful about it like he would of been? Or could it even be that Holger actually gave him another shot to prove himself? What does Holger gain from all of this anyways? He doesn't even seem to like him, or well, most people.
All these questions were stopping him from gaining any type of rest. So he decided to make use of this time and train instead. He remembered seeing a gym type area when he got lost looking for his Uncle's office, guess it wouldn't hurt to practice 'steadying his emotions' there.
Why does he have to make things difficult, not only for himself, but for others as well? Holger was trying to come to terms with this new assignment he pretty much gave himself. It's not like he can't handle it, but it's definitely a new type of challenge. Beating Crow up daily won't solve anything, he needs him to listen and understand him as well. He never had this much trouble with the other men in his unit, what makes Crow so special?
"Hiya! Huhg! Ah! Ya!"
The aggressive grunting of training broke him out of his spell. He must of wandered near the gym, but who would be training this late at night. Oh, wait.
"Heya! Hut! Ha!"
"Hmph, you really want to kick my ass that badly, huh?"
"Huh? Oh. Well, if you put it like that your gunna make me feel bad about it. To be fair, I don't really have anything against you. I realize that you were trying to help...in your own...stupid way. I just want to win, at least once, then I'll be out of you're hair for good."
"..."
"What?"
"Even if, in the slim chance you do manage to beat me, I...I don't think you should leave."
"...Why? All I've done was cause trouble since I got here. This isn't really a place for someone like me. I'm better off going back home and living out my sad little life drowning in music and booze like I was before."
"Your Uncle believes you could be putting your skills to good use here, instead of wasting away with 'music and booze'....Look, I get that you don't feel as though this place is for you, it's...a different atmosphere here, trust me I know, but you have so much potential, I know Guile sees it, and I'm sure Charlie did as well."
"And you?"
"...You...definitely impressed me, even if you weren't able to land a single hit. I think that if you would be open for taking some advice, you would be a fine addition to my unit."
"Heh...you seem almost genuine...alright. You were watching me a bit before you came into talk to me, ya? I'd hate to ask this, but...got any pointers?"
As the night went on, the two of them practiced together. Crow was pretty good about keeping a calm head and an open mind as Holger tried to guide him in the fine art of assault. Not much progress was made on Crow's end, but he took all of what Holger taught him to heart, and is totally not planning on using those skills in their next fight.
The day went on and Crow was sent to do push-ups for entire time he was supposed to be training with the unit, as punishment for the low performance of their first bout. Not that he got through most of them. Staying up till God-knows-when trying to keep his cool while training, takes a toll on ones body. It turned into more of an impromptu nap time. Holger noticed, and since he ordered him to do it and was partially responsible, he'd let Crow rest a bit...before waking him to keep going every five 5 minutes.
After dinner, there was some time before Crow and Holger had to duke it out again. Crow took this time to find a nice spot to relax. He found an old, rusted, barely used plane, and sat on it's wing to get a nice view of the sunset. Thinking this might be the only time he'll have a moment of peace for a while.
"We can't seem to keep away from each other can we?"
"Oh, Holger! I...didn't think anybody would be out here."
"I usually come here to get away from the others, they can become annoying at times."
"Yeah, you don't quite strike me as a people person."
"Hmph, I like people just fine. I'm not a fan of the annoying, stupid ones though."
"Ah, like me."
"..."
"I'm just teasing you, don't get so huffy about it. Hey, why don't you come up here and join me, it's a hell of a view. It'd be nice to relax a bit before we have to kill each other."
"I most likely won't kill you, but I will join you. Peace is a rare thing around here, more-so since you showed up..."
"You're welcome! I've been known to make things more....interesting. I....do have something to ask you though..."
"Hm?"
"Can you try not to send me to infirmary this time? You really had Uncle Bill worried about me. He even gave me a whole speech about being 'safe' afterwords. I just...don't want him to have to worry about me like that again, okay?"
"I...suppose I can give it a try. No promises, though. You are very easy to punch."
"Hehe, yeah, I can understand that...but that won't be the case for much longer. You mark my words."
The two of them fell silent, watching as the sun slowly set in a sea of beautiful colors. Waiting for the dark blues and blacks to settle in the sky, signalling that their moment of peace was over. They both silently moved off the plane wing and into a more open area of the field. Now it's just them, all alone.
"Are you ready, then, Crow?"
"...More-so than last time, at least."
"Very well, let's begin."
As the familiar song and dance of their fight begins, the feelings of stress and anger from their first bout seem like a distant memory. This time the air is filled with determination and respect. Holger noticed that Crow is slower than last time, he's seems to be actually thinking about his next moves, not as much as he should, but still, he's learning. Crow still can't seem to land a punch and is knocked down, again and again. However, he seems to be keeping his cool...somewhat.
"Fuck! Let me....hit you!"
His anger seems to be geared more towards himself than anything else this time. Holger lets up, giving Crow a clear opening to land a hit, just to see if he'll take it. He doesn't. Crow instead seems to be lost in thought, as if he's trying to keep something down, stopping himself from losing the little control he has left. Realizing what Crow's doing, he goes in for a knock down, but Crow dodges it, and follows through with a counter, landing a good hit on his jaw. Crow's learning, and Holger almost feels proud, but it's time to put this fun to an end. He manages to get a good trip on him, and on the way down delivers a final blow. Knocking Crow out, once again.
"...I did say...no promises..."
Continued in Phase 1: Part 5
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Messed around with Hero Forge to blow of some steam from work. Made D.Dark and my s/i.
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