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[tackysapphic]

#kj.txt #found this on my way to class #almost lost my shit #jerma

[houndstongue]

looking at summer jobs since i won’t be employed during june & july and tjäreborg has an open position for my line of work!? ABROAD?!!

#what a wild chance.... #will probably pass on it and not even apply but still #interesting... #kj.txt

[junkspaceunderscore]

KJ . [🍒]

- c!Karl introject (dsmp)

- nonhuman (slimegirl)

- gets really defensive about people talking negatively about cc!karl

- dating Sapnap /sys

- friends with Liv

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[femslashedtires]

when danae and i first planned a kpop fancam twt, it was immediately followed by the first wave of Broken Twt. two days ago, i decided twt was stable enough to handle my project. and look where we fucking are now.

#kj.txt #i feel like i personally summoned it by trying to post videos of nugu boygroups

[mixkhao]

people who complain about how namon never got a bl together confuse the fuck outta me bc how did they watch the gifted: graduation and not come to the conclusion that pangwave are boyfriends

#the gifted #pangwave #tg #kj.txt #there are other reasons this annoys me #namely being that they see namon’s friendship as bl fodder and that’s all #but it’s also like ???? #as if wave didn’t sacrifice himself for pang #and stay by his side when he had nobody else #they’re literally dating

[floridabaiter]

dream music dream song bcfyuhoooohhmyhof

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[tackysapphic]

listen all the women in tlt are my soggy little skringlys or whatever the fuck you people are saying. EXCEPT Camilla. I have a crush on her. If she was real I’d be dead in the floor swooning. Gideon I am holding like an injured puppy.

#kj.txt #hollis talks books #tlt

[tackysapphic]

the atlas six and the atlas paradox are some of my favorite books I’ve read this year they’re so messy and pretentious and for what. it’s so fun. everyone in that house fucking Hates each other and it’s so good and infuriating to read. I don’t know what they’re talking about 90% of the time bc I’m stupid and best believe I am having the time of my life laying down and kicking my feet reading about these fucking disasters of characters. I love them all. I am going to explode waiting for book 3 to come out

#kj.txt #the atlas series #the atlas six #the atlas paradox

[tackysapphic]

im going to go fucking batshit insane i am trying SO hard to find those two old facebook posts where one is the girl saying she didnt edit her eyes in the pic she had eye surgery as a kid and the other post is the girl saying her dog took the selfie shes posting and said like “thnx wolfff xD” or something. i have searched EVERYWHERE

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[tackysapphic]

my friends have gotten in my head and gotten my hopes up bc like i was chill just being friends with her and accepting that what i want isn't what she wants, but now my friends are telling me i need to go for it and have another conversation with her bc "y'all are practically already dating, y'all are domesticated". but jesus christ 1) i don't want to have this conversation a third time and get my feelings hurt again and 2) she's made it clear she doesn't want to date me. if her feelings have changed about that and if she does happen to like me, then she needs to approach ME. i am not going to overstep those boundaries and risk making her uncomfortable. would it be nice if she did? yes! do i still think about kissing her Often? absolutely! am I going to act on any of that and make her uncomfortable and risk our friendship? absolutely the fuck not.

#yells and slowly sinks into the dirt never to come back out. #kj.txt

[tackysapphic]

okay this might be a longshot, but does anyone have ANY information on the cubist Wallace Harrison? He keeps being mentioned in things I read about Charlotte Park and Helen Frankenthaler, but I cannot find a single thing on this man whatsoever. The only information I have is that he was an australian-born cubist and worked with prominent artists in new york. aside from that, nothing. Literally the only time he is mentioned in something that i’ve seen so far is “{insert artists name here} studied with australian-born cubist Wallace Harrison, before blah blah blah”. what in the hell.

#this is crazy and absolutely fascinating to me #who is this mystery man! #kj.txt #art history #helen frankenthaler #abstract expressionism #art historian #charlotte park #kenneth noland #cubism

[tackysapphic]

despite deep cleaning the kitchen, making a fucking STEW, doing laundry, and knitting, for some reason I feel like I haven’t done anything productive today. But that’s literally not true??? wtf. Why

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[tackysapphic]

The opening happened. It was surreal. I cannot believe this is all something that I’ve been a part of. I introduced myself to a few people, INCLUDING [redacted], and they KNEW WHO I WAS BECAUSE JACKIE HAS TALKED ABOUT ME AND MY CONTRIBUTIONS SO MUCH. I have been crying since I got home like an hour ago. This is wild. I’m so proud of how it turned out. I. Holy fuck dude. I have no words. I think I could just live in that experience forever though like I’m never gonna forget that. My very first exhibition opening!!! What!!! I’m. So thankful that the curatorial team allowed me a space to work with them this is. Batshit insane. And now it’s onto the next exhibition that’s so exciting

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[tackysapphic]

the thing is like. i have uncovered all this stuff about this guy. i am the leading expert on This Guy. i just have all this information now.

What Do I Do With It.

#if i was in grad school i'd write my thesis on this guy #but im not in grad school. and i'm not a tenured professor or some shit so i can't get a grant to just fuck off and research for 6 months. #so it all just sits in my brain rattling around #begging to be let free... #kj.txt #wallace harrison

[tackysapphic]

Successfully (and I’m saying that SO loosely) managed to get this stupid goddamn paper done, it took me like 18 consecutive hours and required me staying up until 9 this morning, but it’s fucking done and I never have to think about it again

#this semester has been an actual nightmare for me personally #I didn’t intentionally leave this paper until the literal last minute I tried to work on it a little over the last two weeks #it just. wasn’t happening. but I did it it’s done now and I can spend the day sleeping and playing games or something in an effort to feel #more human. get out of this weird horrible mental feeling that’s been consuming me for months #kj.txt

[tackysapphic]

And btw it’s my birthday. I’m 23 now. Crazy

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