I just heard Lucy Dacus “Kissing Lessons” for the first time in my life, I think I'll never be the same.
It's been on loop for half an hour now I think. It's insane, every time I hear a song from her I take it a religious experience. I've know her for so long, but her music feels so personal and her voice cuts so deep it wrecks me apart.
It's the 3rd song? maybe? I've heard complete from her, that's how serious and painful it's for me. It's like I'm facing my ghost anytime a song from her comes on.
With Kissing Lessons, god I don't know. I'm still a teenager, I'm still at school, and I'm still in love with my best friend. She was in fact my first kiss, everything is so complicated when it's about us but when it happened she was already falling for her stupid asshole misogynistic boyfriend, and it hurts, it still hurts so much. We never really talked, and I can't be completely honest with her when I know she's with him, it's not the same with me ever since she's with him, it makes me wonder a lot of things. A few days ago I confessed that the first time we kiss, I wasn't over her yet (we were really young and it's a long story), she asked me if I wanted to say anything else to her, I think she knew at that moment, I felt like an open book, so vulnerable.
We haven't talk about it ever since, I cried in her arms that day. It's the first time we actually acknowledged a couple of things in years, but it wasn't enough, and she's still with him even though she told me her worries about him cheating on her earlier that day and it sucks. I just want to be okay, and I want her to care.
I wonder if somewhere Rachel (best known for her groundbreaking work in the hit Lucy Dacus song, Kissing Lessons) ever gives herself a pat on the back when she sees the videos of Lucy absolutely fucking her friends shit up by kissing them on stage. She was key in the making of a legend.
i'm officially a firm will's first kiss was lucas in like third grade when he asked him how to kiss out of curiosity and lucas was like "i gotchu" and gave him kissing lessons truther.
this part is so quietly lesbian to me (aside from the whole song being lesbian)
the way that the children are the priority of what she really wants and the father is just a thing attached to the children, a man is something she assumes is necessary for her to have children, but she isn't imagining any attachment or love for the man himself, he's not even directly related to her - their father, not my husband
and then, three sons and a beautiful daughter is literally taken from my gay-child head, the three sons are an off-hand comment, just placeholders in the imagined family as much as their father is, but the daughter will be beautiful, because she finds girls beautiful and fascinating and wonderful, but in her closeted confusion she must assign this fantasy girl to the role of 'daughter' to give the love she imagines feeling for her a conventional context
And it feels good to be known so well who do you think you are what do you think I am being back here makes me hot in the face haspa ichba sheeba floov you two are connected by pure coincidence I dream about it your love is tried and true blue when you cut a whole into my skull do you hate what you see like I don't wanna be funny anymore you've got a nine to five so I can't remember why we stopped hanging out but I still wear her letter r charm on my bracelet and wonder if she thinks of me as her first time I tasted somebody else's spit I had a coughing fit going out going going out
Relationships: Min Yoongi/Park Jimin, side Kim Seokjin/Jung Hoseok
Status: Completed
Chapters: 9/9 (33338 words)
Tags: Royalty AU, Baker AU
Summary:
“Hear Ye! Hear Ye! All eligible, single adults, aged 24-30, are hereby invited to the palace where 5 people will be chosen for 2 weeks of fun and challenges. At the end of the 2 weeks, Prince Kim Seokjin might choose a spouse worthy of his love.”
Prince Min Yoongi of the neighboring land and baker Park Jimin compete against each for the honor of marrying Prince Seokjin. In between archery competitions, talent shows, and spending time with Prince Seokjin, Yoongi and Jimin challenge each other to perfect the art of kissing.
(All in the name of winning Prince Seokjin's hand, of course.)
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They will teach you how to kiss her heart Travel with them to the most romantic Valorant map for practice (Ascent i.e. Venice)
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