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idcbabyialreadylostmymind · 1 year

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Pairing- Sully Family x Sully!Reader

Summary- You feel the urge to engage in destructive behaviors just to feel alive and your family wants to get to the bottom.

Pt.1 pt.2 pt.3

Warnings- self destructive thoughts/actions, getting slapped, biting someone's ear off, hateful thoughts, description of self harm, self harm, blood/bleeding, crying lmk if I missed something

A/N- did I cry writing the last part bc of my crippling mommy issues yes yes I did but we don't talk about it also tell me how it is 🤭🤭

It's like a call to a void, the adrenaline of putting yourself in danger. Like jumping off a cliff not knowing if your banshee is going to catch you, or slicing your hand with an open blade, or getting into a fight with someone ten times bigger than you. It made you feel real, made you feel alive. And if your not doing it your thinking of it. So why wouldn't you go with your siblings to the old battle field.

"Tuk keep up." Lo'ak said as you pushed a branch out of the way. "Why'd you bring her?" Spider asked and Lo'ak huffed. "She's always like 'I'm telling if you don't let me come you know your not supposed to go to the old battlefield " Lo'ak mocks your younger sibling only making Spider laugh and you roll your eyes at his childish tactics. Tuk pokes her tongue out at him and Kiri comes to her defense. "Don't pick on her." And finally you make it, you and Lo'ak crouch Kiri beside you. "Dad is going to ground you," she whispered to you, "shush can you stop." You reply and she only rolls her eyes. "For life."

behind some bushes you and Lo'ak look around there was all kind of rubble and metal on the ground you hit Lo'ak on the stomach to get his attention. "Let's look around." You say before immediately jumping back, Avatars. "Shit." You whisper Lo'ak looks at them his body freezes. "We have to tell dad." Kiri whispers. Lo'ak goes to touch the microphone on his neck. "Hey dad." Lo'ak whispers, your eyes were glued to the avatars.

"Lo'ak." You hear your father's gruff voice over the ear piece. "Yes we are at the old battle field and there are some Avatars we've never seen them." Silence, "Who is we." Was all your father said afterward you and Lo'ak share a look. "Me, Y/N, spider, Kiri and Tuk." He paused before he said Tuk and you could hear your father sigh. "Just stay safe, Lo'ak Lo'ak!"

Suddenly before you could think your queue was being pulled roughly making you wince in pain. You look around at the kidnappers around you. The avatars. "Show me your fingers." An older man said to Lo'ak and he flips him off and give a screechy hiss and you laugh loudly making Lo'ak chuckle. "Your his alright and you," he says turning around to you pointing a finger. "Your a cute little thing aren't ya' think that's funny?" He asked. You cringe at his statement. "I do actually." He smirks gripping your face. "We'll keep you." He said and all you did was hiss it was deeper and louder than the one Lo'ak previously did.

He gives you a hard slap and all you did was smile as you hear your mother's war call. The man's face fell, "I will kill you as many times as I have to demon." Was the last thing you heard before you saw your father and brother, Neteyam sweep in and get the avatars holding your siblings but they couldn't help you but you didn't need any. As your father held you sister in her arms you took this chance to kick the man holding you kick him in the knee he filps you around arms locking around you and before you knew it you opened your mouth clamping down on the first thing near you and it came off in your mouth the taste of iron on your tongue filling your mouth, the man screamed letting you fall to the ground. You jump up and spit the piece of skin in your mouth blood spilling from it as you spit. "She bit my ear off! The bitch bit my ear off!" He yelled you smiled as you pick a gun up that he had dropped and run off next to your dad.

It was hell after you got home. Your father yelled at you and Lo'ak about how irresponsible you two were and how stupid it was to attack the man holding you. But, this was the usual for you not taking anything to heart but you could see Lo'ak every heart breaking thing your father said to you two it stabbed him a hundred times over. And then your father put everyone of lock down and suddenly everything darkened around you, it felt like you were a dead person in someone you didn't know, like your family and friends weren't really your family and friends.

So there you are sitting at the back of your families home watching the sky, you had the razor blade you swiped from Norm in hand and all of those bad thoughts flew into you again. You griped the balde t as tears fell down your face, "Your not real." Your head thought. "Your nothing." The thoughts consumed you as the blade got closer and closer to your skin and it made contact you held it to the base of your palm. Your eyes clench closed as you held the blade hard and sliced all the way down, the throbbing pain was there and then you take the balde off of your palm and as the blood dropped from your hand, and a sense of comfort fell over you.

Your mother looked at your hand as she wrapped it up, "And you say you accidentally cut yourself when sharpening your dagger." She asked once again and you smile. "Yes I was being stupid I know." You laugh as she lets go of your hand. Before you asked your mother to wrap your hand your father gave you the news you had to leave, it hurt it really did you were leaving the only place you called home but you knew you had to stay strong for your siblings for your Mother.

When you finally made it to the Meykayina all of their eyes were on you and your family it was strange, unsettling. It only got worse the more you stayed there people made fun of you, of your siblings. And that feeling you knew all to well came back you had to cut, and everytime you had a quick explanation. Soon you had scars in various parts of your body, on your sides, inner and outer thighs, your calfs, you even had to wrap you hands up. And after an altercation with Lo'ak and the chiefs son they were forcing you and your siblings to hang out with him and his sister Tsireya. She was nice, sweet you sort of envied her but didn't show it. "Hey forest people." Ao'nung laughed and all you did was roll your eyes. "Hey fish boy." You reply opening your eyes and giving him a sarcastic smile.

He looks taken back but Kiri and Lo'ak burst into laughter as Neteyam hits your arm. "Let's get this day over with." He said getting the ilus saddled up. You stand up and head towards your ikran and they just look at you. "Forest girl where you going!?" Ao'nung yells and you turn around. "I'm going to ride Amhel." And then Neteyam huffed. "What is wrong Neteyam?" Tsireya asked as she lifted her leg over her ilu. "When she rides Amhel that means shes gonna do something stupid and then get in trouble for it." He shook his head as you jumped into her and connected taking off into the sky. It was a dangerous speed, but you didn't care. You did all kinds of things in the air the farther you got into sea. "Flip upside down." You thought and that's what she did. "She's not strapped in!" Tsireya yells watching you as you let your arms swing in the air. Neteyam watched he hates when you did this, but he couldn't stop you.

You made it to the island you land on the warm sand and hop off as the other five to make it to you. Kiri hit you upside the head. "Why are you so stupid always doing dangerous things." She scolded. "Ah and it's not dangerous it's fun have some." You joke rubbing the sore spot she made. "Fun? We rather keep our lives thank you." Neteyam chimed in and you only rolled your eyes. "If I wanted to get scolded I would have stayed with mom and dad..." Trailed off by seeing a huge rock. It was beautiful it started in the water where it has a teal ring, and it goes up as moss and leaves grow on it, it had to be at least fifty felt in the air. "Y/N don't." Neteyam spoke, to late.

You rode Amhel up to the rock and looked down you were sure to die if you jumped and no one caught you. "Perfect." You thought.

Meanwhile on the shore your older brother and sister sit down and put their face in there palms. "Told you, something stupid." Neteyam muttered to the group. Ao'nung had his transparent eyebrows furrowed as he looks between you and your brother. "What is she going to do?" He asked as you got of of Amhel. "Just watch it's so cool." Lo'ak said.

You disconnected you queue as you let the side of your head. "Remember catch me." You whisper to her and she only gives you a small chirp in response as she takes flight. She circles around the rock getting ready to catch her rider. You take one more look down stepping back a few steps you take a deep breath. Closing your eyes you run and jump. Falling through the air you could hear Tsireya yelling, "She's gonna die, she's not gonna catch her!!" This time your siblings got up and started yelling Neteyam jumped to his ilu ready to rush toward you and then everyone stopped as the heard you. "Why are you guys so serious." From behind them.

"Holy shit that was cool." Lo'ak laughed you got off of Amhel and walked to them sitting down in the sand letting the warm sun hit your skin. "I thought you were going to die." Tsireya said sitting down next to you. "Not today." You say smiling as you close your eyes.

"You did What!" You father yelled, you have Lo'ak a side eye, why did he have to be such a blabber mouth. "It wasn't anything serious me and Amhel used to do it all the time back home." You say putting your hand on your hip. "Okay we'll talk about that later but you jumped off a cliff that was over fifty feet in the air, what the fuck is wrong with you." Clenching your teeth, "Nothing is wrong with, I'm sorry I'm not an uptight asshole and like to have fun." You say suddenly feeling defensive as to why he asked what was wrong with you. "Don't curse at me and that's not fun you could have killed yourself." He yelled and you only rolled your eyes. "No more riding Amhel." He said and your face dropped. "What t-thats not fair." You protest before your father clicks his tongue. "Fine." Was all you said before storming up to your room of the pod.

It had been a little past eclipse and your shoulders felt heavy and that question ran through your mind over and over again, "What the fuck is wrong with you." Your father's words never stuck but this did. Your hands shaked you jumped out from under the hand-made blanket your mother gave you. You tiptoe over to your bag and rummage through it and you found it. You bit your lip as you looked at the blade. You sit on your cot and grabbed the blanket you were previously covering up with, putting it between your teeth you bit down, now you look at the blade and you press it onto your upper arm, pressing down hard you guide the blade down you sighed and bite the blanket because of the pain, but the more pressure you put into the cuts the more mental relief you felt. You dropped the blade and looked at your hand you held it so hard it cut through your fingers.

You let the blanket slip through your teeth and your breath was heavy and then you look up and your eyes were met with ones of your mother. You gasp. Flipping the blanket over your arm and hide the blade. Neytiri walks closer bottom lips shaking, "Show me." She demands and you only look away wiping the tears away from you face. "Show me." She says this time a little harsher. "Fine mom, you wanna see!" You say loudly getting up and the balde falls to the ground, you show her what you had just did, then you ripped the bandages you had on your thighs and then your hands. "Is this what you wanted to see." You say crying. Neytiri tilts her head as she falls to the ground. "My baby, my daughter my special girl." She cried out holding the blade throwing it across the room. "Mom don't cry." You say holding yourself looking from your mother's broken figure.

Neytiri was gasping through her tears, "Was it me was it Jake, did we do something, did we do something wrong I know we haven't been the best parents but I tried to protect you I-"

"No it's not you or dad it's me I'm fucked up, I'm fucked up but it's not you mom it's not you." You say falling to the ground next to her. She looks at you and holds your arms, going over every scar she helped heal and guilt fills her. You cry watching her reaction and then she brings you close, "It's okay my special baby, my sweet girl." She coos rocking you back and forth as your tears soak her chest. "I'm sorry mama I'm sorry."

"nothing to be sorry for my sweet." She said guiding you back to the bed holding you she pressed sweet loving kisses to your wrist. "Nothing wrong my sweet girl." She whispered holding you as she did when you were a child and your cries softened and your eyes began to get heavy for the first time you felt loved, you felt safe.

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aonungyoufuck · 1 year

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Runaway {part 12}

Runaway masterlist

DNI/BYF

Synopsis: some angsty family reunion

also small chapter. Also please read the end note bellow the Taglist

The one day Ronal wished it was a normal day. It wasn’t. She had awoken from her slumber tired. But feeling okay after the night chat she had with her mate. She was feeling alright. Tonowari Had managed to convince her to join her at the shore.

He had made a little pool for Ateyo. As he splashed him around the water. Ronal figured soon enough he would start to form a life with the water than just swimming here and there

It made her heart beam. She had seen this once before. A long time ago. How she wished she could have Ao’nung in her arms again. Tiny and afraid of the world.

Hearing a cry. She looked to the sky. An Ikran. Her heart sank, Tonowari rushing to her guarding her behind him as he handed her Ateyo.

“Mezu!” She heard lo’ak before seeing him and his brother run to the Ikran.

She then saw them.

Ao’nung was skinny. Ready to crumble bandaged up while his tail bled with the dryness. He looked so ready to meet Eywa. And then her eyes turned to look. You were not any better. You had a certain glow to you.

But aside from that You had this tired look to you. Your eyes were sunken with a tiredness she had never known. Your hair was a mess. Wet and tangled And you looked so…so ready for Eywa too.

“Please” was all you managed to say. Feeling your vision go black, and a hard thud as you made contact with the floor.

Ronal was of course manic. As she yelled for them to rush them to her marui. All your family came of course. It seemed all eyes were on the two of you. As if Pandora fell silent when you had returned home.

Neytiri and Kiri were with her. Trying everything to get you to wake up.

Ronal had no idea what was happening to her son. All she knew was that Her son was suffering. He was running hot on a fever and his breathing was labored. She was horrified, scared and she silently prayed again.

“Srung si ayoeru ma Eywa” She heard Kiri pray as she did everything she could to wake you up.

Jake did the only thing he could think of and called for Norm and Max.

There was nothing that they could do. Ronal could not understand what was happening. She wanted to. So when they showed up she went to ask for guidance.

She only returned to See jake Dragging her son to the ocean.

“What are you doing!”

“Ma Ronal, Be calm it must be done” Tonowari spoke, holding her arms as she tried to take her son in her arms.

But she stood back. For Eywa told her to trust The sully’s

Everything in her was screaming that this was wrong. But she had to bite back her spirit.

Watching as the sea took him. And watched as Jake let him go. The sea drifted back and forth. And it seemed that everyone stood in silence watching his body float.

And then it happened. He began to stir, dipping into the water and rising back as he gasped for air. His eyes looked so sunken in

Void of anything but confusion. “Ma Y/n” He yelled out as he looked around.

Finally meeting eyes with his mother.

All his cuts felt like they stopped burning. It seemed almost all eyes were on him. But those who mattered. He began to cry.

“Sa’nok” he whispered. He felt like a little kid again. He didn't really process how much he missed his family. Finally standing before them. How much they changed. How much he has changed.

He’s grown up in the time he’s been away. No longer a teen.

But still a baby in Ronal’s tired eyes. She Whispered and the wind took her words “Maitan”

Ao’nung could only cry. His wounds no longer cause him pain. Nothing could cause him more pain than seeing the tired look on his parents face.

Ao’nung dragged himself to run to them. Tripping at the sand he had not known for over three years. And fell into his mom’s arms. Crying, heaving a sob that he's held for so long. “Sa’nu” he sobs out burying himself into his mother’s arms

Like he would do when he was just a young kid. Afraid of the water.

He feels them surround her. His father embraced them together. Protecting them as he always would while his sister and his mother sobbed finally holding him.

“Maitan” His father spoke looking at him finally.

Time had not been kind

But Eywa was in this moment to let him feel so vulnerable

“Come my son. Your mate is not well” Ronal spoke.

How she wished to have this moment last so much longer. Cradle her son as if he were a small babe. But that was not the case. You wouldn’t wake up

Ao’nung saw you. So delicate and ready to crumble too.

In his haze of feeling unwell ill and overall just bad. He hadn’t seen how you were doing, How your face had also sunken in. How your hair wasn’t kept into its neat braids he knew to know.

How small and frail you became.

“We dont know what it is” He could faintly hear the sky people say that were talking to your father.

“Nothing at all?”

“She’s in a comatose state. There’s nothing we can do to wake her”

His ears lowered. As he watched you breathe in and out.

“We dont know for how long she’ll stay this way. Shes malnourished, She’s lacking a lot of vitamins vital to her health and her baby”

“Baby?”

Ao’nung eyes felt heavy. His heart sunk into the pit of his stomach as he watched you.

“Yes. Baby. I know Na’vi anatomy is like human anatomy. But These babies grow bigger and faster. We know how important it is to keep her here with the Tsahik but”

“But we cant be sure when she’ll wake up. Do you know or Trust this Tsahik to keep her life in her hands?”

Ao’nung was confused. HE did trust his mom and he trusted Jake enough to know to make a good judgment on that. But… His mother could do enough. He didn’t trust this Sky person and the avatar with him. But he had to trust him enough for your life’s sakes.

“I do. If anything goes wrong i know i can count on you to check for me. But i think its time i trust this medicine too”

There was a pregnant pause in the air. But resting his ears on your naval it began to calm him. Peace for once. He couldn’t believe that a small moment in the sea had made him feel so much better. But it hurt his heart to see you look so…dead

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nardo-headcanons · 3 months

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i was looking at your naruto headcanons and they are amazing especially the ones about kirigakure!!! i was wondering if you'll have somes about gender dynamics and expectations in kiri. just asking... also i found out you do art as well...NICEEEEEEEE (im canonsinthehead btw...)

Hii! I'm happy to hear you enjoy my ramblings about Kiri and my art!! Makes me feel like I'm not just screaming into the void.

cn: mentions of colorism, sexism and queerphobia

Gender Expectations in Kirigakure

The role of women in Kirigakure

Generally speaking, it used to be rather uncommon for women to become kunoichi. One of the women who did was Ameyuri Ringo, who quickly became an idol to many young girls in her time. The idea of a woman swordsman was ridiculous - yet she fought her way up to the top. The shinobi affilitation was a very men-oriented field and those women who did became fully fledged shinobi were battle hardened and didn't take shit from anyone.

However, it was very common for women to be part of the workforce, since many citizens are on the poorer side, women from higher ranked families being the exception. The most common jobs taken on by women used to be rice and fruit farmers, seamstresses or business (co-)owners.

This has changed, however, once the fifth mizukage, Mei Terumi, rose to power. She encouraged young women and girls to fight for their dreams and become shinobi as well.

Women of the middle and higher classes are expected to take care of themselves, look pretty and be gracious, elegant and soft-spoken. Arranged marriages were nothing uncommon, often leaving the women with no choice in the matter.

Men's role in Kirigakure

Men are expected to be hard workers, providers for the family, but the image of the ideal man does differ from other cultures. Men in Kirigakure are rather comfortable in their femininity and it is not uncommon for men to wear makeup, do skincare and sleep with silken bonnets to take care of their hair. This often leads to Kiri men being seen as effeminate or flamboyant.

The exception to this are Kiri fishermen and sailors, who have adopted a more 'westernized' view of masculinity. Often foul mouthed and abrasive, they have formed their own subculture of 'new masculinity'.

Gender outside of woman and man

It is not uncommon for youngsters and teens in Kirigakure to reject the idea of being either a woman or a man, however it does lead to scrutiny and condemnation of Kirigakure's older population. People assigned female at birth are more often scruitinized than people assigned male at birth.

The beauty ideals in Kirigakure

Fair, pale skin Fair skin is seen as a sign of wealth and beauty in Kirigakure and a very desirable trait to many people. Skin bleaching creams are widely available and there are many problems with colorism in Kirigakure.

Long, luscious hair Another sign of wealth, long, open hair is seen as the beauty ideal because it means not having to work a tedious job where long hair would be seen as tedious.

Brown eyes In a country where people with kekkei genkai were frequently hunted down and killed, it is to be expected that anyone with a rare or unnatural eye color would automatically be seen as a freak, leading to brown eyes being the beauty ideal in Kirigakure.

A plump, well fed looking body This is pretty much self explanatory, as more plump bodies are seen as a sign of being well fed and able to afford leisure time.

That's all, folks!

#naruto #naruto shippuden #naruto headcanons #naruto fanfiction #headcanons #kirigakure headcanon #kiri #kirigakure #naruto meta #naruto worldbuilding #kirigakure worldbuilding #hidden mist village #mizukage #mei terumi #kisame hoshigaki #suigetsu

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naavispider · 1 year

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God, the moment with Spider speaking into the communicator was so heartbreaking. Quaritch must have gotten so hopeful for a second, only to have it ripped out of him immediate after. I can imagine him trying desperately to reach Spider, screaming into the damned device only to be left with total silence, their conflict never truly resolved. I’ll go sob 😭

If you’re willing (though you of course don’t have to), could you perhaps write us a tiny scenario where Spider does talk to Quaritch through the communicator? Perhaps even tells him where he is and rides off with the colonel willingly?

“Quaritch?” Spider’s shaky voice echoed into the void.

“Spider?” The voice that returned to him was sharp, panicked, precise - a knife to the heart. It cut deeply and without mercy. It was painful, it was deadly. Spider's breath caught. “Come on, talk to me son, where are you?”

He… he didn’t know what to do. Quaritch had killed Neteyam, he had almost killed Kiri…

And Spider missed him.

It was impossible. A single tear wound its way out of Spider’s eye as the pain overcame his longing.

“You killed Neteyam,” he whispered, voice barely audible even to him.

A pause. What was running through Quaritch’s mind? Spider couldn’t even picture the man’s face. He was like a memory from years ago, a blurry picture without defined edges. He waited, like he was so used to doing, for Quaritch to make it right. A wave battered his feet where he was crouched.

“Not me kid.”

Spider waited for Quaritch to continue, but nothing more followed. He should have assumed Quaritch would go with this line.

“Yes, you were firing at us.”

“How can you be sure it was me?”

Wow… Spider had not anticipated that. Of course it had been Quaritch. He brought his hand away from the communicator and stared out at the powerful sea surrounding him.

As much as hated to question it, had he actually seen Quaritch shoot the fatal wound? Spider had jumped into the moon pool before Neteyam did, and his brother was still uninjured when he and Lo’ak dived.

He couldn’t be sure.

“Kid? You still with me?”

“You were going to kill Kiri!” Spider threw back angrily, unwilling to be defeated.

“Sully would have given himself up, kid. I would never have had to do that. Now enough with the 20 questions, where are you? I’m coming to get you.”

No. If Quaritch thought that was what was happening here, he had another thing coming.

“You can get wrecked,” Spider muttered in dark exasperation. It wasn’t enough - it would never truly express the depths of his anger towards the man - but it felt good to unleash just a tiny, tiny part of it. Why did it also feel good to picture the man’s scowl on the other end of the line? Why did it buoy his heart, infintesimally?

Fuck.

“Spider.”

Spider didn't know what to say. He cast around for something that would cover the majority of his emotional range. “I wish today never happened,” he settled on, saying it quietly, softly, as if it would make it come true.

“Me too, kid.”

A pause.

“Why did you give up Kiri?”

“Why did you pull me out of the ship?”

Spider closed his eyes. A tornado was raging inside his heart. An inferno of conflicting emotions. He pulled Quaritch out of the water because he didn't want another death on his hands. Had there been any other reason? Deep down Spider knew the answer. He had done such a good job at lying to himself while he was under the ocean, convincing his consciousness that he was only doing it so as not to be a murderer-by-association. But now? The damn had broken, the wall inside Spider's mind had crumbled so spectacularly it left clouds of self hatred fogging his brain.

He didn't want Quaritch to die.

He wanted Quaritch to live.

Frustration growled its way out of his mouth as he groaned at the sky.

"I'm on a rock... a few hundred feet south of the shipwreck."

"Sit tight kid."

#anon #spider socorro #spider miles socorro #miles quaritch #recom quaritch #avatar the way of water #one shot #atwow #jc avatar

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kingkatsuki · 1 year

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Ok so Kiri stops by one afternoon carrying a "get well soon" basket for his best friend. Katsuki is standing by his office's window staring in the void (he's just taken the pills and he's figured out it's better to avoid any interaction altogether until the side effects stop), grasping at reality but he almost slams his face on the door when he hears your and Kiri's voices by your desk.

"Good afternoon mister Red Riot. Are you here to see Dynamight?"

Katsuki pushes his ear on the door to hear better but luckily for him, Kirishima has a loud voice (and a big mouth).

"Yes," he chuckles, "but I told you you don't need to be so formal, you make us sound so distant. I know for a fact that we're the same age."

You shuffle with some papers before standing up from your desk, heels clicking towards your boss's door.

"Believe me, mister. Distance is just what I need."

Katsuki's eyes widen, fear and embarrassment spreading through his body with the realization that he'll never back away from the door soon enough to avoid you noticing his weird behaviour. Also he's not sure the effects are gone by now.

The door opens and you appear, same somber expression you always sport.

"Boss, your best friend is here."

And then it happens again. Katsuki feels as if he's being sucked into your eyes, your mind projecting everything on the walls and the ceilings.

He sees you riding Kirishima on your chair - another fickle of your wild imagination - pulling his red locks as he howls in both pain and pleasure.

Then it's the two of you raw dogging by the window of the waiting room, hand prints all over the polished glass.

Then Red Riot eating you out on his - Katsuki's - desk, legs in the air, wet sounds and your trembling voice.

Everywhere he looks, it's you and Kirishima, and he'd probably feel jealous if it wasn't for the detailed scenes depicted in front of him.

Every version of you chasing that high, moans swallowing every other noise, Katsuki can't even hear his own heartbeat anymore.

Then, just like a plug is pulled, your mind closes up, signaling the end of the side effects.

You look at your pale boss.

"Have you taken your pills, sir?"

I’m SCREAMING.

Imagine you know exactly what you’re doing every time you see him just after he’s taken his pills, you know the side effects and you know that he’s like clockwork— even if he’s out on patrol he’s taking his medication at the same time each day.

So you make sure you’re as near to him as possible at that exact same time each day, and he hasn’t even worked it out yet!

Imagine then when you’re having filthy thoughts about Kirishima because one) he’s hot and two) you know it could make your boss jealous, you look at Bakugou and you can fucking see him getting hard in his pants. Like you can see the fabric beginning to tighten, the bulge appearing and the telltale way he bounces from foot to foot.

Imagine the power you’d feel?!

#jo.exe has stopped working #I don’t even know what to respond #I’m a mess okay?

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ronwestbreeze · 1 year

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*screams into the void*

tinkers being alive yay but jake with neytiri not so yay. so many emotions

love that kiri has a possible connection with the reader but the thought of the reader reuniting with jake but he now has 4 kids makes me sad but i get it :(((

can’t wait to see everyone’s reaction to her being alive

yay! yes tinkers is alive, couldn’t leave y’all hanging like that ofc. and for jake and neytiri, don’t worry it’s def not as bad as u think it’s gonna be! trust!

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sasorikigai · 3 months

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@hexsreality stabbed the heart.

▬▬ι═══════ﺤ 🔥 || Past becomes such a cruel muse, both prodding his heart and brain. To feel so profoundly, seeking and finding metaphors, while simultaneously making it impossible to do anything with the sweeping fire it starts in the very depths of his soul. Despite him wanting to throw it all away, tear the pages out, shred into pieces, scream into the void in his controlled destruction, Hanzo has learned to hold and keep the erupting onslaught of his emotions at bay. For destruction births creation, the continued ouroboros of life and death, and with him as the signifier who has experienced both so vividly and viscerally, has learned to savor the full depth of taste. He won't allow intrinsic human fear to sit him with like a friend.

For Grandmaster Hasashi, fear can never be a partner to his mind or a lover to his soul, as once allowed to follow like a shadow. It will disguise itself as caution, it will trick him into believing it cares. Fear must be kept at arm's length; for Hanzo does not run from fear nor does he tremble at its voice, but it is not a friend that deserves a welcoming hug and an invitation into the safe home within his heart.

With every inch of new art of pain draped across his skin, he becomes a new body that his hands have never touched. Even when his flesh aches deep in his bones, even if living itself becomes a horrendously cruel endeavor, he lets the familiar heaviness and nunbness of his limbs trudge forth. Going to war with himself everyday; fighting, to just make it through one more day. Some days, the demons within him are so loud that they create echoes in his head, screaming and shrieking for him to just give in, relinquish everything that he has ben believing. How it would take one bad day, one unguarded moment to give the demons what they want; to feel the weight of the world lift off his shoulders.

"I once felt unparalleled remorse and guilt that I attempted to disembowel myself in hara-kiri," the somber baritone of his voice, thickened further by his exhaustion resonates through the woods, as the armored bulwark of his form halts, a slight heave of his shoulders as he recalls the nadir of his volatile, precarious mentality after Shinnok's machinations have been thwarted. He may no longer scream into the sky until he feels nothing, but blood in his throat, and no longer fall to his knees and finally collapse onto the ground as unshed tears would soak the earth, but his heart is still full of woe and guilt, as his head tilts to the celestials above. "Maybe it was that precise and visceral pain I went through has watered the seed of hope, bound to blossom into fruits of freedom and reconciliation I desperately sought." ▬▬ι═══════ﺤ 🔥 ||

#✗ the ineffable testimony of spawned hellfire (scorpion)#✗ seeking reconciliation with his own humanity (iii)#(post-MKX)#hexsreality

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