#kinda sad boy hours

[reblogglelog]

Sad Boy Hours: Billy Batson

He's trying so hard to get the screaming adults in the room to just stop screaming at each other and be reasonable.

He is immediately dismissed and storms off, justifiably insulted.

And Billy goes right back to blaming himself, trying to figure out where he went wrong, how he could have fixed things, managed the emotions of the room better--even though he is 100% correct and the adults are absolutely failing, and badly.

"Even if he's wrong...I should respect him." Honey, the thing that's eating at you is the absolute dogshit way they act and then expect you to just accept as normal. These grown-ass heroes should not be hitting each other.

And a degree, honey. Several of them.

He sounds like a teacher trying to get the class to behave and that script keeps failing him. Over and over the adults around him dismiss him for his optimism, ignore his calls for reason. And they're heroes. They're the good guys and they tear into each other regularly and viciously. And Billy is fifteen years old in a room of adults screaming at each other. The team is sometimes down right abusive, and this child is trying to keep them from falling apart.

I worry about him, ya know?

(anyway, thank you for coming to my Sad Boy Hours)

#justice league 80s #jli #justice league international #billy batson #shazam #dc captain marvel #i found so many moments of billy being an absolute sweetie pie and trying desperately to get people to get along #it kinda breaks my heart a little because he's just 15 and these are Grown Ass Adults in the MOST hostile work environment #i got a LOT of feelings about the Emotional Support Child #possibly eldest daughter syndrome but all the kids are older than you and y'all have no parents #he's literally a child soldier #kind of inspired by a fic i read the other day #and just watching billy get emotional slapped around because he Cares #sad boy hours #when the most mature person on the team is the only one who hasn't finished puberty #and i get this is kinda the joke but the sad boy hours got me so #ANGST #“its not that deep” IT IS TO ME

[braindamaged007]

#b99 meme #brooklyn 99 #lol fml #haha fml #sad memes #sadnees #sad boi hours #kinda depressing #this is depressing #dark comedy #darkhumourmemes #dark memes #dark humor #dank humor #dankmemes #dank meme #dank memes #dankest memes #lol #lol wtf #wtf lmao #meme #lol memes #memes #fresh memes #funny meme #funny memes #relatable memes #bpd problems #bpd meme

[unusualwhatsits]

Sometimes you just gotta draw a boy staring longingly at his best friend. Ref from the "Cool. Cool." scene™ Used @will80sbyers gif here for ref

Cool. Cool.

#Byler #Miwi #Will Byers #Byler art #Stranger Things art #Stranger Things #Art #Uwi draws #My ST post #My post #And sometimes you gotta procrastinate work to draw a sad gay in love #it's sad boi hours up in here #Quick eye studies are my favorite #I'll move on eventually I promise #also if you expect consistency in my art you've come to the wrong place #this is an artistic whiplash blog #I wish I could draw as good as Noah can act. #as in be able to convey emotion lol #He just looks kinda bored but I give up #oh also sorry will80sbyers for @ting u figured u might want to know ?

[reirei404]

When the teacher asks you to partner up with someone for an in-class activity or a chemistry experiment or a little fun game in class, it's only logical for you to pick your close friend, right?

Cater wishes that could happen to him.

Sure he's cool with everyone and everyone thinks he's a fun guy to be friends with, but no one considers him a close friend. Neither did Cater.

He moves from one home to another, one country to the next, one school to a whole new one, an entirely different environment than the last, making it so hard for him to bond with people, to make long-lasting friendships.

Oh how jealous he was whenever he sees people partnering up with their friends. He always end up either alone, with the teacher, or with someone else who also doesn't have a partner. Why can't he have someone who'd consider him irreplaceable? Oh how jealous he was of those people with close friends.

Of course he'd never show that jealousy to anyone. Why, that would not be very Cay-cay of him to be that way. Everyone knows that good ol' Cay-cay doesn't show who he really is; not that he knows who he is himself. Always changing personalities and ways he treats that person depending on who's in front of him now; all so he could finally understand what it is to be a 'friend', or the meaning of 'friends' for that matter.

He still has yet to find that answer he's searching for.

#cater diamond #cater diamond angst #fanfic #twst #headcanon #reirei's hcs ◊ #hcs #twisted wonderland #this is actually based off of what I've experienced lol #but it's not 100% like this #but it's still kinda sad not getting someone to partner up in class lol #damn I can't believe i write well during my sad boi hours #it's the cater kinnie effect #i love projecting myself onto cater

[ghcstcd]

I could draw Dewdrop in some historical inspired or fun fashion.

#idk what I want to draw today I'm kinda really sad lmao #vent cw #it's real sad boy hours and my family just left so :/ #getting high won't fix me but it's an option

[some-vents-idk-yall]

feeling like your friends don’t actually enjoy spending time with you, or are just putting up with you because you’re sweet and nice and naive, oh boy does that feel really not very good!

#kinda depressing #depression #depressing shit #depressiv #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #feeling alone #loneliest #loneliness #lonely #disconnected #i feel so isolated #isolated #isolation #abandoment issues #sad boi hours #sad thoughts #sad post #sad things #anxitey #anxienty #anxiety #anxious

[iiscpr]

second course: 2

#crowferi #crowley eusford #ferid bathory #owari no seraph #ons #read my bfs fic read it read it read it READ IT R #i oroginaly had a blue mermaid ferid but i changed my MIND and km GLAD I DID #i mean he looked cool but . um. it was not his colour #so i thought red would work best since there was more red in the painting and ummmyeah :3 #btw i did the entire thing in less than 24 hours bc im a very special boy #im kinda sad i feel like i rushed it but i really do like how it looks i havent been able to paint in a while and i enjoy it #more fanart to come!! i just wanted to post this one but ill drop some more fanart of this fic in one post later i have silly ones coming #up hehehe #my art #god i always forget that one

[yenerdybird]

This boi will forever be in mah heart- Like look at him. Ah I’m obsessed

Kinda a doodle kinda a finished piece. It’s kinda in the middle. I’m kinda crazy. What ya gonna do?

Guess who has to study skelie anatomy again because it’s been too long since I drew undertale-

👉dis gal👈

This was the drawing prompt btw

https://pin.it/3ibvMQW

#I drew him from memory and it’s his old design #how to recall #does not compute #dream fanart #heh heh #dream undertale #undertale #undertale au #kinda? #dream sans #mah boi #angsty #angst #he needs some milk #sad boi hours #my art

[a-very-zilly-gooze]

today i had dress rehearsal for a concert i’m performing in and all i have to say is FUCK WHY DID I DATE A SHOW CHOIR KID ?!?

for concerned parties: i do not want her back, i know how awful she was to me and won’t put myself through that again

but holy shit she is so fucking pretty when she’s doing show choir things

my brain absolutely melted today and i just watched her in her happy place just killing it onstage and remembered why i liked her in the first place

and then i got onstage to do my part and SHE COMPLEMENTED ME ?!? which she has BARELY DONE since she dumped me ?!? but SHE SAID MY HAIR LOOKED SUPER CUTE WHEN I PUT IT UP IN A TINY PONYTAIL bc ya kno stage hot and i fucking d i e d like i said thank you and smiled but like i completely shut down after that

like i’ve been feelin really bad lately bc i want a girlfriend s o b a d rn (idk it’s kinda stupid) and then she comes up and pulls that shit ?!? and it just makes me feel that much worse ?!?

died.

#AND WE WERE JUST REHEARSING ALL OF THESE CUTE AND HEARTFELT CHRISTMAS SONGS FOR THE CONCERT TOMORROW #and of course she stands next to me in our choral lines because why the hell not it’s totally fine #AND IN BETWEEN SONGS SHE JUST TURNS TO SAY SOMETHING TO ME AND KINDA GASPS WHEN SHE SEES MY HAIR #AND JUST GOES ‘omg gooze your hair looks so cute like that! i love that tiny ponytail it’s so adorable!’ #LIKE MAAM YOU CANNOT JUST DO THAT TO ME #i’ve not recovered my soul still feels so crunchy yet soggy #but ya kno it’s fine we’re all good here #sad boi hours #ex girlfriend #queer #lgbtqia #lesbian #show choir

[winter-came]

"Don't save the world..." [A pyrrhic victory is a victory that comes at a great cost, perhaps making the ordeal to win not worth it.]

#yep I once again edit with my poem #and what of it #i tried something new with that tape #kinda like it? #ANYWAYS #number five #umbrella academy #tua #the umbrella academy #tua edit #five hargreeves #tua sad #the boy #umbrella academy edit #five hargreeves sad hours #five hargreeves sad #number five sad hours #number five edit #number five sad #tua season 3 #tua five #tua s3 spoilers

[things-that-make-sa-happy]

Jeremiah Fisher | tsitp 1.04

#the summer i turned pretty #tsitp #tsitpedit #Jeremiah Fisher #my beautiful boy! #sa loves tsitp #sa makes gifs #team jeremiah's happiness! always! forever! #I'm a little sad that these are not the greatest looking but i'm not even all that mad #cause this scene was SO DARK and these came out better than i was expecting so i'm calling that a win haha #I was honestly thinking that I'd get too frustrated and give up with this scene- dark scenes are my nemeses lol #I'm so tired omg... i'm happy this is the LAST WEEKEND OF THE SUMMER SEASON at work! woot! #then it'll be back to monday-friday! less chaos! less insanity! #i'm excited about it! #NOT too excited to figure out weekend shifts for after this summer season... #my little lab techs don't seem too thrilled with the idea of having to come in some weekends (for like an hour tops) #even though they were TOLD all of this when they interviewed... it's gonna be a struggle I think... #whatever- I actually never minded my turn for weekends- it's so chill- you have the place to yourself! I would dance all around the lab! #i'd sing obnoxiously even though I CANNOT sing! I never turned the lights on so it kinda felt like being in school at night? #that weird feeling like you were somewhere you weren't supposed to be? all sneaky like? #I dunno- I'll probably have to do more than my fair share of weekends now so I guess it's good that I kinda like them #buy anywhosle- enjoy this mediocre gif set with my apologies for not making many lately due to my joints not being very nice to me!

[desperatepleasures]

oh no it's theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

unexpected urge to cry!

#im fine im just uhhh processing shit #listened to rothko by dessa one too many times and an emotion slipped out!!! #(im good tho i made the right choice in leaving the house today i feel so much better in so many ways) #(but oh boy grief just hits you whenever it wants to huh!) #well i think maybe the sad is a good thing. cause i was kinda numb for a while #and now im experiencing like the full range of human emotions and it's catching me off guard #and well it's hard but id rather occasionally break down crying in my beautiful little bedroom that i love so much #than ever go back to how i was living before #i didnt even realize how bad it was at the time. like i thought i was doing fine. ha #doth oversharing hour

[needylittlegirl]

brain is spinning

#not in a good or bad way i just feel like im in a washing machine on a gentle cycle #just thinking about everything #mostly like #whoever i end up with is going to have to have So much patience #like #i dont know how Anything works #absolutely none of it #ive never had like healthy completely consensual sex #ive never been in a healthy relationship ive barely ever had Good friends #so like #erase everything thats happened to me like just dont count it #and i havent ever done anything #not with a boy in a romantic kinda way not with friends in a friends kinda way #and yeah that makes me sad sometimes and terrifies me most of the time #but hopefully i’ll find people that will take everything so slow with me and not mind #i just think its gonna be a long journey that im not super excited for cause i know its gonna be scary #but i also cant wait to like do everything for My first time #idk i think im just being a sap right now #and i cant wait to be able to do things with someone #like right now im just sitting in an empty parking lot with my door open watching the sunset and thinking about life #and someday i’ll be able to do that with someone!! we can talk about life for hours! #and someday someone will join me in my stupid little dance parties or karaoke sessions #and itll be nice #tbd #i need to romanticize every moment of my life or else i’ll want to die

[some-vents-idk-yall]

oddly sad for no reason. don’t know why. might pick a reason and cry to that.

#sad boi hours #sad thoughts #kinda depressing #sadposting #sad posting #depressing stuff #kinda sad #sad thinking #sad for no reason #directionless