#kin vent

[loiswasadevil]

I've had enough Tonight my devil's heart is Unlocking. I am sick of being told I do things I don't do and that I'm a bad person when I know I'm not. I can feel a devil's rage boiling in my soul and I'm not sure if I can control it

#loiswasadevil #family guy #lois griffin #fg #family guy kin #lois griffin kin #devil heart #devil kin #devilcore #devils #devil #lois #familyguy #kinning #kin vent #otherkin

[justanimp]

Jack (hey, that's me!) | Day 29 of Dogtober

[ text id: knowing it'll never ever be enough for the people in the backrow but you still choose to listen maybe if you try hard, then you'd deserve it maybe if you fixed the whole world by yourself then you'd earn it end id ]

ANYWAYS YAYAYYY I FINISHED IT

drew it on paper first and now it's dIgItiAl

drew it as a kinmem vent piece lol

fuck blackjack and the real fredbear

enjoy

or don't. i'm not your boss

#dsaf #fictionkin #dayshift at freddy's #day shift at freddy's #jack dsaf #jack kennedy #art #dogtober #otherkin #kinmem #kin vent #dsafkin #fnafkin

[theelven-forest]

How am I to deal with all these memories, all these feelings, shifts both phantom and psychological, the likes, the hates, the urges to do hobbies i no longer can so?

How am I to deal with handfuls of lives stuffed to the brim into one body? How am I to live feeling torn apart longing for any of the places better than this one that I once called home?

Im hanging by a thread trying to manage eons of sorrows, loves, neglect, hatred, trauma, and emotions into one lifetime. Im at my tipping point, how am I to hang on any longer when even just one memory of one life I’ve lived brings me to tears. I cannot cope with this heartache much longer all I wish is to return home, to any of my homes but this one.

I do not wish this sorrow upon anyone. I feel for you, my friends and kin, if you do and know there are more out there dealing with sorrows much like your own.

#otherkin #therian #elfkin #faekin #elvenkin #wingedkin #kin rant #kin vent #kin memories #fallen angel kin #demonkin #angelkin #dragonkin #fictionkin

[6early--human]

Vent under cut

I hate how i just be vibing then all of a sudden i want to cry for no reason i just want to go home but the place(s) i call home doesn't fucking exist iam missing people that don't exist i am lonely and i fucking hate it .i want all of this to end .will it ever end? I am tired oh so very tired...

#🎭 rambles #alterhuman #otherkin #kin stuff #kin shift #fictionkin #therian #demon kin #nonhuman #moth therian #rabbits alterhuman tag #(i think i may also have some kind of bi polar disorder i hope fucking not) #kin vent

[brightside-brigade]

So, I've been thinking about kin stuff a lot lately, more specifically my time back on Kinmunity. If you don't know, it's an online forum site for kin folk of all kinds. Maybe some people from there are on here? If so, hi, my username was InkyDaily, I'm still kicking.

But, I've realized how that being on that site did more harm than good for me as a whole with its philosophies and ways of running. Now I'm not dragging people who use the site or anything, I'm just talking about my own experiences, and keep in mind the site may have changed since I was there.

The site as a whole always felt... clinical. In a sense. There was a whole culture around things that made for a very limiting experience. There was pressure I always felt to keep up and fit in the very neat box The site had set out for being kin. Like there was a right way and a wrong way. There was a lot of pressure to fully understand your identity, not have fun with it. In fact the whole site felt very... pro cringe culture.

There was a lot of emphasis of always questioning your kintypes, and never taking any feelings you get at face value, and if you didn't, you were wrong. No, I'm not saying those who go about their identities this way are incorrect, because you're not. The only right way is your way after all. However, it's not right to push your way onto others, which is something I often felt the site did, and that led to me having quite a few identity crises.

I felt so pressured to fit in at the time, I even ended up lashing out at people who used terms like "kinning," off site. I'm not proud and I'm not excusing myself. However I do feel this was a product of the environment the site provided. This created an openly hostile environment not only for people who just liked those terms, but to new kin folk just starting out.

I mean, imagine you're a newly awakened little guy (gn) and you find and join the site. And on your intro post you immediately get grilled. "How do you know this is right," "what's your proof," or things like "have you tried taking a step away from your source," ect. Again, if you yourself use these questions for your identity, that's okay. I'm talking about forcing it on others.

I eventually, through cramming myself into the box this site set up, I eventually became a mod. In my time as a mod, I watched our site admin, who I will not name here as that's not the point of this, complain about and put punishments on people they simply found annoying or didn't agree with the sites specific views. A young user was once banned and called delusional over believe in and being curious about the idea of transformation. I'm aware why this kind of thing isn't possible, but calling a child delusional is not only wrong but very ablelist.

I also banned those who acted too much like roleplayers, ect. Now I'm not talking about those who used the site to rp, but those who were more uh, like, rawr XD with their posts. And there's nothing wrong with that actually. The whole "us vs them" style about it felt really icky. I'm not making any direct comparisons, but saying that the way someone identifies has to be a certain way, and those who dont fit it should be avoided and spoken out against gives uh.... vibes.

This whole ordeal is why I find it hard to post about kin stuff myself, because of the mentality that site instilled in me. And I hate it.

#kinmunity #Kinmunity slander #otherkin #Fictionkin #therian #alterhuman #therianthropy #nonhuman #Kin vent

[dollydivine]

wwhere are my wwings :( wwhy aren't they wwhere they're supposed to be !! wwhat'd wwe do wwrong ??

#i wwant my wwings back #angelkin #otherkin #autistic kin #seraphposting #angel kin #kin vent #angelkin vent #cherubposting

[bugs-in-the-dirt]

you have no fucking idea how much i miss him

#i love you mac ;-; #kinshift fucking hurts rn #jttw #journey to the west #jttw kin #journey to the west kin #kin vent

[nabbit-unmasked]

Tw: vent

The urge to isolate myself from everyone because I'm ashamed of who I am and how i act is strong right now. I have one bad social interaction where I feel like I disappointed someone and I slowly shut my entire social life down.

#tw vent #kin vent

[kincalloutsandotherstuff]

You kin Teru Mikami?

You're a kind and caring person with a strong sense of justice, but others took advantage of your kindness when you were younger. As a coping mechanism, you see things in absolute ways. You hold yourself and others to ridiculously high standards and are probably the type to say "selfish people deserve to die".

Oh, and did I mention mommy issues? You likely learned from her unhealthy habits and you two butt heads because you both need to be needed

#teru mikami #kinnie #anime and manga #anime #manga #video games #kin things #kinny #kin tag #death note anime #death note analysis #death note manga #death note musical #kinning #kin questioning #kin talk #kin thoughts #kin posting #kin positivity #kin problems #kin ask blog #kin assignment #kin stuff #kin for fun #kin list #cartoon kin #kin community #kin vent #kin blog #kin moment

[angeldustanalog]

idk if this would be an emotional flashback or just like, a memory, because really what's the difference amirite fellow traumaqueers ha ha ha ha ha , but like sometimes when i smell weed, which i do in fact smoke all day every day with my 3 girlfriends who yes also smoke weed bunts so i am very used to the smell, it is very much a staple of my living space and has been my entire adulthood excluding when i was in treatment and couldn't smoke. but like sometimes i smell weed and my initial response is like oh my GOSH there are kids doing DRUGS this is absolutely BUCK FUCKING WILD im gonna get in TROUBLE and DIE which is the normal response and *then* i remember that i am 28 years old and i regularly do harder substances and then im like hmmmm. wtf was that shit. and then i frantically do anything i can to not think about it just nope not going there not today not now not ever ever again

#4-aOC-dmt #breaking code silence #kin vent #angel dust kin #trauma k1nk #drugblr #tw drugs #drug blog #drugs are good #residential treatment #troubled teen industry

[heartlessram]

you know that feeling when you realize just how utterly alone you are? yeah. with nothing but some video games and doodles to keep me company when you’re gone one way or another. who knew the super egotistical former president is such a loser huh.

if any of you fuckers see this no you didn’t.

#dsmp kin #schlatt kin #kin posting #kin vent

[paranaptime]

I need to rip my head open and sprout horns. I need to be a monster that horrifies everyone that sees me.

#I am . not feeling good. #ragtooth's tag #demonkin #devilkin #actually demonic #kin vent

[hellavatorr]

i hate the feeling of flesh, i hate feeling blood pumping and organs moving around inside the meat sack that is my physical entity. it feels wrong, weak, brittle. i have eyes there should be cameras with thick lenses, preventing damage, wires spinning around my body and electricity.

the electric pulse that thrummed my body motherboard to monitor has long since ceased, leaving me hollow and pathetic.

#kin vent #robotkin

[cacaolily]

remembering all the hate i received and all the horrible names i got called not too long ago in the fandom because apparently i wanted to bake the 'perfect cookie' and then seeing HIM being more morally dubious than even i ever was in canon, heckling my daughter about her 'missing ingredient,' and straight up SAYING he wants to make a perfect cookie but yet everyone is in love with him is really hard to watch ngl

#lily rambles #vent #kin vent #fictionkin vent #i don't want to say the name of the certain character but iykyk

[doubleodale]

I hate to be a downer here but… agh, geez, I just need to ramble for a sec before my head explodes >o<

I'm so…conflicted, on Chip x Dale. Because. All my life, I've seen that as my brother! I thought.. that was just the canon way. I never really thought beyond that. So when the movie made them/us, well, not brothers, I was upset about it! I was upset to see people shipping them because, to me (a Dale!), plus like..half the internet, they've always been brothers. and, I swear, in my own canon, I REMEMBER us being brothers! I've always called him my brother, just, without thinking about it.

I never went out of my way to look for these people, of course, I was just.. You stay in your lane, I stay in mine, I guess.

But, getting to the point.. Tonight I guess I've sort of..doomscrolled myself into a realization? Either Disney is….weirdly incesty, about these two (will get to in a second..), or, more likely.. I was wrong, and they just, aren't brothers. and that.. Shouldn't really matter to me, should it? Just a simple mistake on my part, no biggie, I make mistakes all the time! I'm Dale, for cryin' out loud! But……What does that mean for me? My memories? Does that mean my memories are just—Wrong? Was I in the wrong to have ever called him my brother? To have ever been upset? Would I be wrong to still be uncomfortable with the ship?

I'm sure they could be cute but..There's just such a lack of clarity! Most of the internet (at least that I've seen) is SURE they're brothers! So even if they really aren't……. I dunno.

and, onto official Disney material, too.. Recently with Park Life there's been a lot of this, which… Normal sibling activities, I guess 😐 (sarcasm :o()

But, even before that..

Okay.. sure.. kind of weird, but, excusable..?

…and then I saw them.

What.. What?? What. okay.. yeah, no, they.. They aren’t brothers. They aren’t, I don't think they ever were. I was wrong, that's okay. That should be okay.

I'm not sure what to think. It's a lot to take in…am I just bein' silly for being so weirded out? What do I do to process this..? Do I have to "revoke" all the times I called him my brother? I just dunno.

Being a fictive is aaalllll fun and games until something like this happens and you just……feel like your whole life, your whole existence—is all a lie. Maybe it just, is, anyway? Technically these two aren't even REAL, yet.. im still here, anyways. :o(

Sorry for the tangent here, uhhh…have a nice day!!

#dale's rescue ramblings #vent #chip x dale #chip n dale #fictive vent #kin vent #unreality #i'm not..sure what else to tag this as ':o)

[purpple-plants]

idk if its normal 2 not fully.remmebrr what u look like as fictionkin.. but im unsure

i guesz heres what i kinda remember

i had more freckles n stars then canon & i also had a kewl glowing blanket cape 😊

i remember that the blue-ish parts of my hair dont go away like @ all n i used to be insecure abt it

dont use plz this is me & kinda vent in the tagz

-🌠/⭐️

#fictionkin #the collector #the owl house #toh the collector #collector #the collector the owl house #kin memories #toh spoilers #toh fictionkin #the owl house kin #collector toh #toh season 3 #fictokin #fictionkin memories #fictionkin vent #kin vent #i remember space & my room.. i rlly miss it my blankets smelled like vanilla! #i also miss king.. we used 2 have sleepovers n i still have francois #i just want 2 be in my environment again cuzz... it just feelz right im scared cuz it feelz like i dont belong.. #🌠 #⭐️ #🌠/⭐️ #kinshift #kinshifted #collector kinshift #collector fictionkin #me