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alltabsclosed · 1 year
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also kinda need season 2 of peacemaker to be out like now
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humanmorph · 6 months
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if they don't ever skip a single sunday (unlikely) then "Twilight Mirage 63: Guaranteed Events, Or: An Accounting Of The Time When We Built The Machine" is being rebroadcast on 22 December 2024
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lam-ila · 2 years
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me and @2manytabsopen
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kesh’s comment: the snack that smiles back, goldfish!
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shadlay · 1 year
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Now for the fun part of writing any fan story, anxiously waiting for the new installment to release so you don't contradict canon. And you can nab any interesting lore bits that might pop up...
I can see the value in having a looser first draft, but as the story is already changing as I rewrite and work on parts beyond Season 3, it'll be interesting to see what will change when Frontiers comes out.
I also wonder if it'll have much affect on the IDW series, but probably not for another 6 months judging by where that's headed.
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liv-is · 10 months
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{ WIP Introduction } The Romance of the Demigods
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Content warnings (for full novel) : fantasy violence, potential er*tic elements
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THE QUEEN OF THE EARTH and THE KING OF THE SKY--the capricious Fae-gods have had dominion over the land of Brennenhaugh since time immemorial, from their thrones in the far Veyl. The Old Way has long struggled against the encroaching fist of the worshipers of the SONNELIC HOST, the gods that number among the sun and stars.
The conversion of the aging king of Brennenhaugh to the New Faith heralds the death of the tenuous peace between Man and Fae. Practitioners of the Old Magic are tried as witches. Weapons of iron are forged with Fae blood. The commonfolk cower beneath the gauntlet of the Paladins of the Host. And the Fae and their gods watch on from above, around, and below...
Kesh is one-of-a-kind, and it fucking sucks. Born of an unprecedented union between human and Fae, she is destined (or, more accurately, cursed) to wander--when she's not outrunning the furious storms of an insulted god, she's ducking the Paladins of the Host, who would like very much to put an abomination like her to the sword. Luckily enough, with the blood of the Veyl warming her cheeks, she changes appearance like breathing, and enjoys a life of mostly-pleasant rambling, roving, and romancing. Free to soak in existence and all of its adventures. Nothing quite heralds adventure, however, like a princess in dire need of help. And, hell, maybe healing the rift between Man and Fae will stop everyone wanting to see her dead...
Nysa, the so-called 'Moon-Kissed Princess', has always excelled at finding third options. When pressed between 'wed the Hierophant of the Sonnelic Host' and 'be assassinated', she chooses instead to flee the once-safety of the palace. Her aim is clear--she must seek the Fae-gods and beg their assistance in the fight for the Old Way, and for her kingdom. She finds the way forward in infamous shapeshifting Demifae, one who claims to know the way to the Aiamede, the fabled domain of the Queen of the Earth. For all that her wits have kept her alive, she has little clue just how close she marches to the arms of the Hierophant...
Eve has known one thing her entire life--she owes her existence to the clergy of the Host. Taken in by the clerics, she has devoted years of training mind and body in service of the Heavenly Bodies. Serving as a paladin is her life's purpose--or so she tells herself. Despite her total immersion in the Sonnelic faith, she can't dispel the gnawing feeling that a spiritual truth exists that the clergy of the Host cannot teach her. When she stumbles into the path of a nearly-assassinated princess, a Demifae that shouldn't exist, and a mysterious former clergyman who shares the strange dreams that have plagued her, Eve sees a path to the truth of the world, and the truth of her nature--though she would rather it come in any other form. Everything she has known no longer seems so simple...
The Sonnelic Host holds the kingdom hostage. Something watches from the Stars. Man and Fae are closer to war than ever before.
Hearts are pulled into the orbit of oblivion, the Heavens fall to the Earth, and somewhere, a Mother yearns for her lost Child.
The key to truth and peace lies in the hands and the blood of those who walk between the worlds.
And no one knows this neck of the woods like Kesh.
THE ROMANCE OF THE DEMIGODS is a New Adult high fantasy romance saga featuring a lively cast of idiots who can't stop falling in love with each other.
THEMES
The joys and pains of romantic love; belonging; self-understanding; multiracial/multicultural identity; organized religion vs. personal faith/spirituality; interpersonal cycles of love and discord & togetherness and separation; passion & devotion (spiritual, romantic); sapphic sexuality & carnality
STATUS
Drafting...
CAST
(non-exhaustive, more TBA? if i'm not lazy about drawing)
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Kesh Akesheen fyr Edevanza
“Demifae” to some, “Kesh” to others, the shapeshifter makes a habit of wandering, avoiding iron, and falling in love with just about everyone... except for Eve, the most recent paladin to try and put a sword through her. Tied together by circumstance, Kesh is ready to fight or flee at a moment's notice. She has to admit, though, that as dangerous as it is to lend her magic to a New Faith paladin... it's nothing like she's ever experienced before.
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Evening Star "Eve" Aurelim
A paladin of the Sonnelic Host, haunted by disorienting dreams of giant, burning lights, and darkness that stretches to infinity. When she's forced by circumstance into borrowing the magic of the wicked Demifae, the doubts surrounding her faith and her place in the world become all too real. In all of her flailing and questioning, Eve fears more than anything that her true nature will draw her closer and closer to those whom she abhors most.
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Nysean "Nysa" of the Royal House au Lloergen, Crown Princess of Brennenhaugh
Nysa is far from accustomed to traveling the open road--and even more unfamiliar with fleeing from the clergy who swore to serve her kingdom. After throwing her lot in with the infamous Demifae, she's plunged into a torrent of adventure and feelings the likes of which she could scarce imagine. As much as she yearns to return to her true love, Nysa must find the court of the Queen of the Earth before she and her allies are caught by the Church of the Host. For the Church will surely take their due--her hand, or her head.
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Irial au Ghrianach
An enigmatic former clergyman of the Host, Irial seeks peace in the kingdom of Brennenhaugh above all else. When his ominous dreams draw him to a Princess, a Paladin, and a Demifae, Irial finds that there is much yet to learn about the world outside the Church, and there are yet many roads to peace.
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helloextremely · 6 months
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WHAT DO YOU MEAN BEA DOESN'T BELIEVE HE HAS FANS!!! I am literally... fuck. You know that post? I can't find it but like "what it feels like rambling in the tags" with that pic of ariana grande talking to a wall and then the reply is somebody going "me reading your tags" and it's an image of someone with a glass pressed to the wall in order to listen looking completely enraptured? THAT IS ME WITH BEA except I also have heart eyes!! Bea is. Everything to me. Feeding me. Like the "you are safe now my sweet child" meme. And even though I know there's others like me, even if there weren't!! You and me can join forces so that's already fans plural. And while I don't know all the tumblr trekkies yet I know of at least one other (Charlie clementine-kesh) who is ALSO a Bea fan so there's three already, we are building an army
Their name is Bea because it's short for Beautiful mind (filled with star trek thoughts that are so awesome and correct)
Top 3 star trek blogs on this site for fucking sure and a vital part of the ecosystem
RISE ... bea bumblingbabooshka fandom grab your gay allegories .. tuvok fandom grab your hairlines
no but bea is naturally a very genuinely humble person tbh. and i think it might be hard to think of their peers as being "fans" because you are all just geeks together /loving
i encourage all bea fans to enthusiastically express to him how much they like his art and writing.. :) he is not intimidating he's very nice btw
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folkmusicplus · 2 years
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THE BUSHWACKERS BAND Dance Album (CASSETTE)
Song listing:
Side one:
1. Waves Of Bondi: Waves Of Tory; Rakes Of Mallow; Drowsie Maggie; Scottish Ladies
2. Flying Pieman: Flying Pieman; Tenpenny Bit
3. Road to Gundagai; Mudgee Scottish; Road To Gundagai
4. Heel and Toe Polka: Brown Jug Polka; Davvy Nic Nac; Ten Pound Float
5. Pride Of Erin; Planxty Irwin; Big Fairy Mt & Little Fairy Mt
6. The Drongo: Muckin’ of Geordie’s Byre; Nancy; Rakes Of Kildare; Wynham’s Reel
7. The Madman’s Woodyard: Merri Creek; The Madman’s Woodyard; New st. George’s Road
Side two:
1. The Barn Dance: Dumbarton’s Castle
2. Stockyards, Ned Kelly’s Dance, Flying Doctor: Blackthorn Stick; Sixpenny Money; Kesh Jig; Haymaker’s Jig
3. Queensland Backstep: Gallopede; Nut Brown Maiden; 42nd Regiment; Bottom Of The Punch Bowl
4. The Kangaroo Hop: Rogue’s March; Skippy
5. Strip The Willow: Soldier’s Joy; Fred’s Delight; McLeod’s Reel; Trip To The Cottage; Marie’s Wedding
6. Waltz Country Dance: Starry Night For A Ramble: Springtime Brings The Shearing; The Dark Isle
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quatregats · 3 years
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TIL that Ursula LeGuin literally worked with a composer to make an album of music for one of the societies in a book she wrote....does this woman ever chill
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kolsmikaelson · 3 years
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I think I've said this before, but true to your irl, mr. joel farabee!!
personally you 2 are partners in crime. if joel has a bad idea who are you to stop him? if anything you're going to join along with whatever shenanigans he's up too, and if wade or morgan are there too? oh buddy you're in for one hell of a night of shenanigans.
but as much as he expresses major himbo energy, he knows when to be the caring and affectionate boyfriend when you're going though a rough patch. He's never been the best with his words so he always uses his actions to make you feel better whether it's a 30min long cuddle after a long day, or a cup of soup he just learned how to make from the packet when you're sick, he always use's his actions to show how much he loves you.
he's also 100% that dude to make playlists for you on special occasions like on graduation, or on your anniversaries and birthdays. he has playlists for everything, including that one time you stopped at a gas station at 3 am to dance to the song that came on the radio.
in general I think it would be a very lighthearted relationship, there's never any pressure to be that perfect pintrest/instagram couple, you do your own thing and act like the young kids you are, but you're having fun and that's all that really matters to the both of you
oof this was long, but you liked it :)
WAITTTT I LOVE THIS SM ILY KESH
@ joel 💳💢💳💢💳💢💳
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alltabsclosed · 1 year
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hmmmm kinda wanna make icons again
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revasnaslan · 3 years
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the amount of krogan women that appear in andromeda (and where/how they appear) just makes the krogan being framed as No Woman's Land barbarians in the og trilogy stick out sooooo bad
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minghaoss-archive · 5 years
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u ....ever just have a trilingual laugh... inwardly.. because 'baal' in hindi means hair and 'baal' in bengali means...pubic hair
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tokyokookmin · 3 years
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Did Jimin really hide in JK's bathroom during the osaka vlive which was started by tae? JK seemed a little uncomfy that day :(
Hey there anon!, You may refer to this video if your too lazy to read haha. snapshots from @ vlive & @opulenthing. The first video explained the whole situation and there's an attachment of the unedited live they had.
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First of all, I'm not that sure about this whole situation and if JM was really in that room, if you saw the 1st vid above... it seems pretty real. I have even read and saw a few speculations that it was JIN instead of JM. Fishy vibes and emotions was portrayed by JK throughout this vlive.
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Play this scene for a few times, you can hear 2 voices in the background [Volume up] which is definitely JM and JK. Some said if you looked/observed/listen properly and thoroughly you might hear JK saying 'jimi-'. Anyone here heard that word?
Tae mentioned v-live / calls himself by his stage name. The other members would do the same thing so that the opposing member would know what to expect.
JK was in his room naked, a sexual/ sensual song named "body electric" by Lana Del Rey was being played in the background. His makeup being smeared ....The lighting in the room was dimmed. His tone gave me a feeling that he was some sort extremely irritated. The delay he took to open the door +those mysterious whispers was just so so so so so SUS.
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Tae then says 'haaa' and smirked out of the blue moon. lmao. Soon after that once JK lets Tae in his room, TH lifts his robe to see if JK is actually naked.
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It's clear that JK didn't read taehyung's message. He was clueless and didn't expect tae to barge in his room just like that. Notice how the picture is becoming wider? Almost 96% of jkk-ers will agree that TH didn't understand the ambience, he failed to understand and comprehend the situation. TH asked JK " whats the song your playing" or something like that and JK replies saying " I don't know, ah ah wait wait" KOOK IS NERVOUS !!!
Jungkook then introduces himself and says :
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JK was blabbering and rambling about random stuffs and he said i was about to eat bread again ... this is so funny, he was flustered and nervous the whole time and didn't wanted to be filmed... unusual behaviour .
Also lets rewind back a little, shall we?
Tae comes into the room Jk's bathroom light is turned off. We don't see much action in that area but the light is definitely off when Tae walks in and some armies stated that JM was scattered in the room, we just gotta observe closely!
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"Past the bathroom. When they go to the bed area, we see shoes, a coat, and a phone sitting on the chair by Jk's bed. The shoes aren't Jk's."
many armies pointed out on jimin shoes, according to them, they saw jm wearing them multiple times! [ not sure of the coat scenario haha]
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By observing the surroundings, you can see that when tae stepped outside of jk's room the bathroom light was off. ( look closely behind tae, you will see a shadow behind him... armys suspect that its jimin holding his phone) But when jk held the camera, the light was on! When Tae finally leaves, the door shuts forcefully behind him .
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As of this moment, TH plans to head towards JM's room as he wasn't reading neither responding to taes messages. Another theory we came up with was is that JM actually messaged TH back to ask him to gtfo out JK's room lol.
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He stopped for a moment. We suspect that he prob caught something that he shouldn't.. perhaps jm? ( jm and jk bickering) The first vid said that he was told by a female staff to stop the live. We don't really know what occurred.
IN CONCLUSION,
There are tons of speculations and i felt like jm was there. Antis might say that it wasn't JM there but there are plenty more moments to prove that JIKOOK IS 'REAL'. It's really fascinating. I felt like I was nancy drew for a moment lmao- There are tons of blogs that you can find here, This wasn't meant to be in depth.. just a fun blog . stay safe. xoxo. author kesh.
[ i still can't fix my grammar although I had already noticed it, sorry]
I hoped this helped anon!
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ezrisdax-archive · 3 years
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krantt
for #trilogyappreciationweek, with thanks to @wlwkiranerys and @rannochs for being my sound board.
The one where Wrex doesn’t adopt Tali (except he kinda does) also here on ao3
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Everyone on the Normandy was young to Wrex. The thing about being a Krogan was that it gave you a different perspective on age. Excluding the Asari, all species burnt out bright and quick to him. But even Liara was just a kid to him, not even 200 yet. 
From what he knew about Quarians however Tali was young to them too. He'd met a few Quarians on pilgrimages before; their version of the Rite of Passage from what he gathered. Except with less Thrasher maws.
Well there was one on the planet they'd gotten a distress beacon from. That probably counted. 
But unlike the Rite of Passage you did it alone; not a krantt to rely on like Krogans had. Seemed lonely.
So Wrex may have decided somewhere after that mission to keep an eye on the young Quarian. She wasn't so bad. Understood all his grumbling about the Council and the bullshit they put his species through.
 Though at least his species hadn't released an intelligent robot race onto the galaxy that now worshipped some old machine.
Still Tali was okay. 
She just had to remain alive to be okay.
Wrex sighed as he watched her clean her shotgun. He rubbed a hand over his jaw, scratching lightly with his gloves. 
"Where'd you learn how to fire that anyway?" He asked.
Tali jumped at his voice, the light in her helmet that indicated she was talking lit up when she yelped. 
"Wrex! Don't sneak up on me!" Tali scolded but then her shoulders fell like she expected a scolding of her own. 
Wrex merely stared.
"I..." Tali began, her nervousness coming through her tone even without facial expressions to go off on. "My father taught me. He's an Admiral." There was a touch of reverence and regret in her voice. "As his daughter I was expected to learn. Our ship could have been boarded by Geth at any moment."
Wrex hummed, loudly enough it echoed in the quiet cargo bay. Thankfully it was late enough most of the crew was asleep. 
"Makes sense." He inclined his head a little in acknowledgement. "Guess the Quarians would have reason to know all that." 
"We may not be the Krogan but we've seen our fair share of battles. You've seen me fight, I can handle myself." Tali practically bristled from where she sat, angry and petulant. Wrex wondered idly how many times she'd been forced to prove herself to others that it was this touchy a subject.
"Didn't say you couldn't. Could use a few tricks though."
Tali paused, caught off guard. "Oh? Like what?" If she was trying to aim for casual she failed. The curiosity shone through and her leg bounced like she could hardly contain herself.
Wrex huffed in amusement and then pulled out his own shotgun.
 "Lemme show you." He said and aimed at Garrus' locker. The shot fired and he reloaded with ease, firing off another shot a second later.
Tali was up in an instant, "How did you reload so fast?" She asked in one breath, the words blending together.
Wrex chuckled, "Old trick I learned. Here, watch the wrist, keep an eye on my right finger." 
"I'm not sure Garrus would like us using his locker for practice." Tali said even as she inched closer to do what he'd asked.
"Oh no an upset Turian. I'm real broken up about that." Wrex's voice was as dry as ever and Tali snorted in amusement. "Now come on, I don't got all night."
 Tali stepped closer still and watched carefully as Wrex did the trick over again.
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 "Does anyone know what happened to my locker?" Garrus asked the next morning and Tali choked on her drink. 
She'd procured straws from somewhere though Wrex wasn't sure where.
"No idea." Tali said a moment after, clearing her throat.
"Maybe someone got tired of elevator conversations." Wrex suggested, leaning back in his chair with a toothy grin.
"Point taken." Garrus grumbled, "You could have just said so. Now I'll have to spend the morning replacing my locker door."
"I'll help." Tali offered and she sounded guilty. She was fidgeting again in her seat, a telling trait. 
Garrus stared at Wrex who just stared back, the grin still on his face. 
“Fine. Thanks Tali. I suppose that’s about all I can ask for.” Garrus was still looking at Wrex.
He rolled his eyes. “Look Garrus, you want a favour come right out and ask it.”
Garrus made an indignant noise. “I don’t think it’s a favour if I’m asking for help to fix something you wrecked.”
“Allegedly.” Wrex said and shifted in his seat just a little so his shotgun was in view.
Garrus took the warning and fled, muttering about Krogan as he did.
“Is that how Krogan always end a conversation? Showing off a shotgun?” Tali asked. 
“Nah, usually there’s more bloodshed.”
“And it’s not even noon.”
 “Give it time.”
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Tali was back in the cargo bay that night and while she’d set up one of the targets that was officially there for practicing she wasn’t firing at it but struggling with the reloading trick Wrex had been showing her.
“Any luck?”
Tali jumped at the sound of his voice again and turned to face him. “You know for someone so large you’re very light on your feet.”
“Large?” Wrex shot back, “Something you want to say to me, Quarian?”
“No.” Tali said quickly. “Um, just, you know. You are a Krogan and I haven’t met many but they are all large and-”
“Relax, kid.” Wrex cut off her rambling before it went on too long. “I knew what you meant.”
“Oh.” Tali sighed with relief and then her shoulders shot back up. “I’m not a kid you know.”
“Everyone’s a kid to me on here.” Wrex waved off her concern. “When you live as long as I have it happens.”
“Ah.” Tali said. “I suppose that would happen. I can’t imagine living for hundreds of years, you must be old to the Krogan though.”
“First I’m large, now I’m old?” Wrex snorted. “You sure know how to flatter someone.”
He couldn’t see it but he was willing to bet under his mask Tali was cringing.
“Shouldn’t you be asleep anyway?” Wrex asked. 
Tali shifted on her feet, “I can’t. It’s too quiet. Quarian ships are rather full, here it’s…” She trailed off but the fact that nothing could be heard around them, not even the hum of the engines, told Wrex everything.
Suddenly the ship felt empty and, he was sure from Tali’s perspective, lonely.
Wrex sighed, the weight of responsibility falling on him.
 “You know I’m not the oldest Krogan by a long shot.” Wrex finally said, sitting down on one of the crates next to them. “There’s this ancient guy, Drack. Comes from Clan Nakmor, they’re not as big as Clan Urdnot of course but there’s a lot of them. Somehow this guy survived the Krogan Rebellions.”
“Really?” Tali asked, taking the seat next to him and crossing her legs and setting her shotgun down next to her. “I didn’t think any Krogan had survived since then.”
“There’s a few still around, some of us are just hard to kill.”
“Like you?”
“Anything that can kill me deserves it. If it can get to me first.”
 “But there’s so much of you to shoot.” Tali said and her voice was teasing.
“Is this how Quarian’s live as long as they do? By being so small nothing can hit them?” Wrex asked drily.
“Hey!”
“Course one lucky shot and you’re gone. Lacking redundant systems must suck. That guy, Drack, had most of his replaced. Pretty sure he’s only still alive because Kesh would kill him otherwise.” Wrex had met Kesh a few times, once thought of her as the runt of a litter like most had. Then she’d punched him in the face and stolen his equipment from his camp. That was the thing about underestimating people, they could always surprise you. 
Wrex glanced over at Tali who was swaying a little where she sat, clearly tired.
“That and he had his krantt back in the Krogan rebellions.”
 “What’s a krantt?” Tali asked and then yawned loud enough Wrex could hear her jaw crack even through the helmet.
“Hard to explain it to outsiders.” Wrex admitted, grumbling a little that he felt the need to even explain it. “They’re your allies, ones you can rely on even more than family. They’ll be there to watch your back, like in the Rite of Passage.”
His krantt had died when his father betrayed him and had them all murdered before him. Wrex got his revenge but the wound was still there.
“So like Shepard.” Tali said sleepily, her helmet knocked against Wrex’s shoulders. “And you and the squad.”
“Not the same.” Wrex replied, shifting a little and if that was more comfortable to Tali to rest against him that was no one’s business but his own. “Though maybe Shepard might count.”
Wrex was coming around to her.
“Guess the rest of you aren’t so bad for aliens.” He admitted begrudgingly after the silence dwelled on them for too long.
Tali was out however, a soft hiss from her filter filled the air every time she breathed out.
“Some of you could get better aim though.” Wrex continued on in the dark of the cargo bay, letting his voice take up the empty space. “Don’t know how you lived this long. Not that us Krogan can talk with the genophage running around. Nothing left on Tuchanka even worth saving…”
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 “Your ancestors wore that?” Tali asked in disbelief, staring at the armor Shepard had recovered for Wrex. He couldn’t see it but was willing to bet her face was scrunched up in disgust.
“I don’t think a Quarian is allowed to give me advice on a suit.” Wrex deadpanned, moving the armor to sit at his feet.
They’d had another session of training, Tali was really coming along with the reloading trick.
Then she’d asked him about the mission he went on that day with Shepard and Liara and he’d reluctantly pulled the armor out of the box he’d set it in.
“I think a Quarian is probably the best option for that.” Tali shot back. “We do spend our lives in them after all. It doesn’t hurt to make them look good.”
“Then what happened to yours?” Wrex asked and tried not to laugh as Tali turned her head at him in what was certainly a glare.
“I have a shotgun.” Tali warned him.
“Try that excuse on the Turian, not on me.” Wrex said and let out another booming laugh.
“You’re right,” Tali said, her voice too chipper to be real, “I’d never make it past all your layers with one shot.”
Wrex broke out in a loud laugh. “You’ve got quads, Quarian.”
“I have a name.” Tali said, all hints of laughter chased from her tone.
“Yeah yeah, not bad.” He paused and inclined his head. “Tali.”
The pleased smug smile she was wearing was obvious even if it couldn’t be seen.
“Too bad you still need to practice your shots.” He couldn’t help but add.
Tali huffed and grabbed her gun and without hesitation fired it at the training dummy. She flicked her wrist and reloaded with the shell she had in her hand already and fired again in only seconds.
Wrex watched with something that might have even been pride.
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“What was that?” Tali asked, her voice a little high pitched as the noises continued around them like nothing they’d ever heard before.
Noveria was not a place Wrex had ever cared to visit and he doubted he’d have any better memories of it now.
“Probably debris.” He said, his eyes darting everywhere trying to find the cause of it. “Don’t have a panic attack, I’ll protect you.”
The swarmers came out from nowhere under their feet and Shepard cursed.
Wrex fired his shotgun though it might have been easier to just squish the bugs under his feet rather than fire at them.
“Keelah,” Tali swore as they encroached further towards her. She scrambled back and nearly fell but Wrex shot out an arm to grab and steady her.
“It’s not over yet.” Wrex yelled and fired off another shot as the swarmers came closer.
“I’m going to have nightmares from this.” Tali muttered, Wrex only just close enough to hear it.
“At least you’ll live through it to have them.” Wrex said and kicked a swarmer that came close. It went flying and splattered against the walls.
Next to him he heard Tali reload and fire her shotgun over and over again.
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Tali was fiddling with something on her omnitool when Wrex arrived that week, this time when he called her name she didn’t jump but looked up and nodded her head at him.
“Wrex.” She said, “Sorry but I’m a little busy tonight.”
Wrex shrugged. “No skin off my back, this have something to do with the data Shepard got?” He nodded at the omnitool in Tali’s hand.
Ever since she and Kaidan had come back from a mission on geth intel she’d been invested in it. Hadn’t even come up to eat with the group.
“I’m planning on taking this back to the fleet to complete my pilgrimage – when this is all over of course.” Tali said, so fast Wrex could barely make it out. Her leg was bouncing in her excitement again. “This data could help us plan against the geth! I’m trying to get a headstart into deciphering it.”
“Not bad for an Admiral’s daughter, bet he’d be proud.” Unlike his father.
Wrex never was the conventional enough Krogan for him.
Because they’d spent so many months fighting side by side Wrex had gotten good at telling Tali’s body language even if he couldn’t see her face. So he could tell it’d fallen a little at that remark.
“I hope he is.” Tali said wistfully. “I was worried about going back to the fleet with nothing much to show.”
“And now you’ll show you helped stopped an invasion and picked up some random data along the way.” Wrex sat down next to her and groaned like it was an annoyance to him. He stretched out, his foot nudging Tali’s. “Bet other Quarians can’t say the same.”
“No.” Tali brightened, her back straightening. “They can’t.”
Wrex grunted and fell back. “Wake me up when you decide it’s time to do something practical like shoot at something though.”
“This is practical!” Tali said hotly, “You saw how far the Geth have advanced, with this data we could see if there’s a pattern to where they’re coming out of the Veil and-”
Wrex let Tali’s words wash over him and shut his eyes.
~~
They lost Kaidan on Virmire and everyone was a little more withdrawn, a little angrier, and more than a little ready to end it.
“I’ve lost friends before,” Tali admitted that night. “But not like this.”
Wrex didn’t say anything. Keeping quiet even as Tali curled up at his side with the hiss of her filter staticky in her held back sobs filling the air.
Krantt weren’t supposed to die like that.
Good thing his fellow squad members weren’t krantt.
It helped him sleep that night for what little he did get.
~~
He was never one for emotional goodbyes or just goodbyes period.
Which is why when Wrex left the Normandy he did it by only telling Shepard and leaving one thing behind.
Shotguns were nice and all but if he was about to try to sit in a room and make peace with a bunch of clan idiots then it wouldn’t do him any good.
Tali would put it to better use.
~~
It took two years before he saw someone from the Normandy’s crew again but Shepard was standing right there on Tuchanka.
He clasped her arm and squeezed, trying to convey his relief at seeing Shepard again.
To Shepard’s right he heard a cough and looked over to see Tali.
“Good to see you too, Wrex.” Tali said and Wrex squinted at her. She looked roughly the same, maybe a little taller and bigger. Her suit had changed a little, looked fancier from what he could tell.
The shotgun at her hip was more than little familiar to him.
“Shepard got you caught up in her mess again, hunh?”
“Had to pick Tali up from a planet, she needed a little help.” Shepard said and grinned at the both of them.
“Always getting into trouble.” Wrex intoned.
“At least I’m getting out.” Tali said, crossing her arms. “You seemed to have gotten even bigger just sitting on your throne.”
The throne in question stung a little for Wrex. He hadn’t really wanted it, symbolically or literally. His brother put together the stones to shape that way more as a mockery and bitter anger he hadn’t gotten the title or respect Wrex had.
He grunted and Tali must have noticed she struck a nerve because she uncrossed her arms and fidgeted in the same way she used to back on the Normandy when she was feeling guilty.
Before she could say anything he slapped her on the back, making her yelp and almost stumble over her own feet. He placed a hand on her shoulder to steady her and Tali whipped her head to glare at him from under her helmet.
He laughed, unable to help himself. “Don’t be jealous just because I have somewhere to sit on my homeworld.”
Apparently two years weren’t long enough to stop him from remembering the old Normandy crew’s quirks because Wrex could tell she was rolling her eyes at him.
It seemed Tali had gotten tougher skin in the intervening years.
At least she was still standing.
“So,” Wrex said and dropped his arm away from Tali’s shoulder to take a seat back on his throne. “What brings you here?”
Shepard stepped forward and gestured at Grunt and Wrex leaned in to see what was wrong.
~~
Word traveled fast and before Shepard had even made it off the battlegrounds Wrex had heard about the fallen Thresher maw.
Granting Grunt a title in Clan Urdnot was easier after that. Though Wrex would have been lying if he’d said he wouldn’t have given Shepard and Tali a title too if they asked.
Shepard wandered off, chasing after Grunt who had decided to challenge some Krogans standing near a pit, leaving Tali alone with him.
“So that was your Pilgrimage?” Tali asked, “I’m amazed any of you make it into adulthood.”
“Right,” Wrex said drily, “Nothing like sending our young out into the galaxy without a credit to their name and just hoping they make it back.”
Tali tilted her head, a silent acknowledgment.
“You taking care of that thing?” He nodded at the shotgun at her hip.
“Yes.” She paused. “Thank you, by the way. It would have been nicer to thank you in person however.”
Wrex shrugged. “I was getting rid of it anyway.”
“Uh hunh.” Tali said, her tone one of disbelief.
“Surprised you joined the whelp there in his Rite of Passage.” Wrex glanced over at Grunt and then back at Tali. “Doesn’t seem like your kind of deal.”
“Well.” Tali shifted on her feet, looking away. “I remembered something an old Krogan told me about krantts and the importance of them in the Rite.”
Wrex blinked in surprise.
“Hm.” He leaned back in the throne. “Not bad for a Quarian.”
“Tali, come on!” Shepard called out to her and Tali straightened up at her name.
“See you later, Wrex. Take care of yourself. Though I suppose that’s easier to do if you’re doing nothing but sitting.” Her tone was cheerful as she said it.
“Don’t forget who taught you those tricks of yours.” Wrex said, there was no real hint of warning in his voice- if anything it was jovial.
Tali nodded at him and walked off.
Wrex sunk into his chair, taking the next datapad he needed to look at about Clan Weyloc with him. It seemed like Tali wasn’t so young anymore.
Two years could make a lot of differences to species who didn’t live that long.
Wrex wasn’t sure how he felt about it.
~~
“You heard from Tali?” Wrex asked Liara one day when they were sitting in the lounge. He’d pulled her away from those screens of hers, the tightness in her eyes worried him a little.
Everyone else was back on board except for Tali and Ashley but Ashley he at least had heard about. She’d recovered from her injuries and even had a Spectre status to her name. Tali though no one seemed to know anything about.
“Our last interaction was months ago.” Liara said. She dragged a hand over her face and Wrex pretended not to see the wetness on her fingers as she pulled it away. “I’ve heard very little from Quarian space. It seems they’ve just gone silent.”
His grasp around his cup tightened, the glass crinkling underneath his grip.
“I’m certain she’s fine however. I saw her when Shepard came to help me with the Shadow Broker. She was…broken up about her father still but didn’t let that interfere with the mission.”
“Her father?” Wrex asked, frowning.
“He died. Shepard says he woke up some of the Geth units that Tali had sent him. The Admiralty put her on trial for it.”
“Those idiots did what?” Wrex growled, slamming the glass on to the table. “Have they even met Tali? She’s the last person who would take chances with the geth.”
“That’s what Shepard said.” Liara replied, and when she looked up at him she was smiling. “I wouldn’t worry Wrex, Tali can take care of herself.”
“Who said anything about worry?” Wrex blustered but he knew Liara wasn’t buying it. “I just think there’s a whole lot of stupid in this world that needs to be taken care of.”
Liara hummed and let it slide, “From last I heard she’s working along with the Admiralty board.”
Wrex scoffed.
He understood it certainly, those were Tali’s people. She cared about them the same way he cared about the Krogan, probably more since she didn’t seem to hate half of them. Maybe the genophage hadn’t ravaged her people but the war with the Geth had. He was willing to bet she’d taken on more responsibility than was reasonable.
And no one was even with her to watch her back.
“So,” Liara tactfully changed the subject, “What will you do when the genophage is cured.”
Wrex grinned widely. “Finish kicking the Reaper’s ass for the rest of the galaxy.”
“How magnanimous of you.” Liara said, shaking her head but the smile she wore was genuine at least and the shadows in her eyes had receded however little it was.
“The Asari can thank us later.” Wrex took his drink back up and chugged it the rest of the way. There might have been some broken glass in there but it made little difference to him.
He put Tali out of mind for the time, he was sure they both had bigger issues to worry about.
~~
Only Shepard could get a clone that would try to take over her life.
In all honesty, Wrex had missed the chaos.
And being with the crew.
Kaidan was still a notable absence, especially whenever Ashley was standing next to Shepard and would just lean over like she was about to say something to someone and then realized they were no longer there. Old habits died hard even years later it seemed.
No one mentioned it.
Shepard opted to take Ashley and Brooks to the casino with her, leaving the rest of them to the apartment. EDI and Liara took to monitoring the channel in case Shepard needed anything, Vega had taken over the tv, Garrus and Joker were shooting jokes back and forth at each other about Turians and humans, and Javik was just standing creepily in the corner.
Wrex still didn’t know what to make of the Prothean. Shepard found the weirdest people to call squadmates.
“So I heard there’s a cure for your people.” Tali said as she took a seat next to him. Her glass was filled with something alcoholic with a straw stuck in it so she could drink it.
“And I heard you made nice with the Geth.” Wrex said, taking a gulp of his own drink.
“Who’d have thought we’d be here now.” Tali raised her glass in a toast and then took a sip.
“Probably Shepard.” Wrex grumbled though it wasn’t really critical. “She always did keep talking about making a difference.” And apparently Wrex had listened. He wasn’t sure what was worse.
At least taking a risk with her had panned out.
“You should visit Rannoch,” Tali said, “The Geth didn’t do upkeep much on the buildings they weren’t inhabiting, it might even feel like Tuchanka to you. Except greener.” Tali sounded proud and Wrex caught the twitch in her leg. This time like she was stopping herself from bouncing as she talked excitedly about her homeworld. “It’s all so new. Can I even call it new? It is technically old to us. Old like you are- wait you must have seen what it looked like before…” She shifted, looking up at him.
“I didn’t go much in Quarian space.” Wrex admitted. “Never had a reason to. Didn’t think I’d be around Quarians much.”
 He could hear the smirk in her voice. “And yet here you are.”
“Mistakes may have been made.” Wrex drawled and snorted when Tali tried to glare at him from under her helmet. “I’ll see if I can make my way out there. When all this is done. Who knows maybe the council will award us Rannoch. Then you’d have to fight us for it.” He grinned at Tali. “Good luck getting it back then.”
She was rolling her eyes, he knew it.
“We’d manage.” Tali said, sniffing indignantly. “We’re tougher than you think.”
“Yeah.” Wrex agreed, glancing over at her. “So it seems.”
“I mean. We took down a Reaper. Without using a Thresher maw even.”
Wrex threw his head back and laughed. “Only because I bet Quarian’s guard dogs would catch a cold if they went outside.”
“Speaking of dogs I heard Jack got herself a pet varren, I wonder how one of those would do on Rannoch…”
“Bad idea, kid.” Wrex said but leaned back to listen to Tali go on about it anyway.
~~
It’d been years since he’d seen Tali in a firefight. The ride down the elevator to the cargo bay had him glance over at her.
“You been practicing with that shotgun? Still remember the fast-reloading trick I showed you?” He asked.
Tali’s back straightened. “You know, I've taken care of myself for the past few years.”
Of that he had no doubt. She would have had to with everything going on the galaxy right then and even before it from what Wrex had heard of what happened to her father.
“I know. I'm old and I worry, even though my favourite Quarian's all grown up and killing Reapers.” He sighed. It wouldn’t hurt to admit that.
“You're like the crazy head butting uncle I never had.” Tali told him, a mixture of disbelief and amusement in her voice.
Whatever response he was going to have was lost when the doors opened and Shepard raced after her clone.
In the end he pulled both Tali and Shepard back up into the cargo bay before they fell to the Citadel streets below.
“Thanks, Wrex.” Shepard said, slightly out of breath. She stood up and pinged Joker on the comms.
Tali sat on the ground next to him, shaking a little.
He nudged her. 
“You okay?”
To his surprise Tali started laughing, falling onto the floor on her back and giggling.
“You ever think about how weird our lives are?” Tali asked between her laughter.
“All the time.” Wrex sighed. “I had it much easier before all of you.”
“Aw but Wrex.” Tali sat up and he was certain she was grinning. “Then you wouldn’t have met your favourite Quarian.”
Wrex rolled his eyes.
“Does that make Garrus your favourite Turian? And Liara your favourite Asari? I bet Shepard’s the favourite human, right? Can I tell them?” Tali asked, snickering.
He almost wished he could have said that she reminded him of the Tali he’d known years ago who was lighter and freer of responsibilities but even back then she bore a weight on her back. 
“No one would believe it.” He turned his head a little so Tali would miss his grin.
“I bet they would.” Tali said, leaning back on her hands. “You’re a little soft around us Wrex, I don’t think you’ve noticed it.”
“You take that back.” Wrex grumbled, looking back to frown at her.
“If it makes you feel better you’re my favourite Krogan.” Tali told him, matter of fact.
It did make him feel a little better, not that he was going to say it.
“Yeah yeah, head-butting uncle, I heard.”
“At least your hearing isn’t going in your old age then.”
~~
Wrex certainly proved the head-butting part later that week when Grunt challenged him at the party.
Laughter rang out all around them, the apartment alive as everyone who had once been a part of the Normandy crew shared stories.
Though some of them he’d never met they all shared the common bond of getting dragged into the craziest shit with Shepard.
Glancing around he noticed a certain Quarian was missing and heaved himself away from the balcony with a sigh. It didn’t take long to find Tali nearly passed out in the bathroom.
“I knew you were a lightweight.” Wrex said, looking down at Tali and huffing with a laugh.
“Wrex!” Tali yelled, too loud even over the blasting music.
“Think you can stand or you too out of it?” He asked, amused as Tali hiccuped.
“I am not too out of it.” Tali denied but still lay on the floor. “I am still looking for answers is all.”
“Answers?”
Tali nodded but then held a hand to her helmet like she regretted the movement a second later. “Shepard said the answers to my father are the bottom of the glass. I am still looking.”
Wrex rolled his eyes, “Shepard also thinks she could survive a head butting contest with a krogan. Come on,” He said and leaned down to drag Tali up right. 
“Do you think I made him proud? I am not certain he made me proud.” Tali rambled as Wrex started to drag her towards one of the many bedrooms. It wasn’t hard to guess she was still talking about her father. “I thought he had all the answers once; but they were just lies he told me.” Her voice was bitter and Wrex paused.
“Kid no one has all the answers and as for your dad, well. Parents are complicated. At least he didn’t try to kill you.”
“Oh.” Tali said, trailing out the word too long. “I suppose you have me there, Wrex.”
“Always nice to beat a Quarian at something.” Wrex kept moving then.
“Pfft, you don’t want to beat me, I am your favourite.”
“Really going to milk that one, hunh?”
Tali was beaming under her helmet, this close up he could just make out a grin. “It means a lot to me.”
Wrex made a few mock grumbling noises. “Don’t you people have the ability to flush out toxins or something.”
“I will!” Tali said brightly and then hung her head. “In a minute.”
Wrex got to the bed and dumped her on it. “There. Now you can also sleep it off.” Tali flopped around on the bed, making Wrex drag a hand over his face. “This is humiliating for the both of us, kid.”
“I’m not a kid!” Tali complained, her tone the near exact it had been three years ago in the cargo bay. “You even said I was all grown up! And and-” She swayed when she tried to sit up. “Killing Reapers!” She finished victoriously. 
Wrex chuckled and pushed her back down, “Yeah you are. I’m proud of you for it. You’re no Kalros but you can pack a punch with that bot of yours.”
“Chitika goes for the optics!” Tali said but it was slightly muffled by her turning her face into the bedsheets.
Wrex snorted when she began to do the wheezy breath with her filter that meant she was out again. 
“Your dad’s an idiot.” He told the sleeping Tali and then trudged back to the party.
~~
Tali wasn’t wrong. Rannoch was greener than Tuchanka but a lot of the land had been turned into Geth hubs that were now being dismantled to turn into homes.
Having them so near still creeped Wrex out with their flashlight heads, he wished for a moment Ashley was there to share in his commisery of it but she was still on Earth. After the last battle most of them had headed for their homeworlds while mourning the loss of Shepard. 
He’d spent a few months on Tuchanka overseeing building plans for expansion and watching the first of his children grow a little and then gotten the invitation from Tali to “see what a real planet looks like”. 
“If this is what qualifies as a real planet I’m not impressed.” Wrex intoned as Tali greeted him at the shuttle pad.
She stepped up to fling her arms around him and pulled him into a hug that he returned with a sigh.
“I’m surprised you made it off that scrap of rock you call one so quickly. I didn’t think you’d accept my invite for another year at least.” Tali stepped back and was fidgeting.
Her mask was off and Wrex squinted a little to view her face. He grunted lightly, “Thought you might be in trouble. Or in need of some good old fashioned Krogan strength to move things.”
Tali rolled her eyes, “This is just a friendly visit.” She said but was still shifting on her feet and wringing her hands. “I wanted to show you how far we’d come.”
Wrex tilted his head, trying to figure out what it was Tali was hiding. Without her mask it was easier to see her avert her eyes. “Well, I also thought I should see my krantt.” He finally said just to see her reaction.
Tali’s face shot up, her gaze meeting his and her mouth dropped in surprise. “I thought you didn’t have a krantt anymore.”
That’s what he’d thought too until three years ago. But he wasn’t about to lie to himself anymore. The Normandy crew would always be important to him.
Wrex just shrugged in response to her though.
Tali bounced on her feet and grinned up at him. “I see the end of the war really has made you soft.” She said, her voice sly. “How are raising babies?”
Wrex grunted. “Almost as annoying as watching over a baby Quarian.”
“Hey!” Tali reached out to whack his shoulder but just hurt her hand instead. She pulled it back with a pout. 
“But I’d be glad if they grew up as well as she did.” Wrex admitted a second after even as he laughed.
Her shoulders straightened at that and Tali stood a little taller. “Thanks. I’d hope my father would be able to say the same thing.” Her eyes darted away again at the comment and it clicked to Wrex.
He truly was getting old and soft because instead of dropping it he stepped closer to nudge Tali. “Guess I can be proud in his place then.”
Tali hesitated only a second before she smiled at him again. It was a little sad this time but the sincerity was there. “Come on old man, I’ll show you why we Quarians were once considered the best builders.”
“So long as it looks better than your suits.”
Tali whacked his arm again, a lesson not learnt the first time.
“You’re lucky I don’t have a shotgun right now.” She warned him.
“You couldn’t match me even with one.” Wrex said back but it had no bite. He dropped a hand to her shoulder and squeezed lightly.
She probably actually could though he’d never admit it.
After all, he’d taught her the best tricks in the books.
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laurenairay · 2 years
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ok a little unconventional ask but I want you to write the most self indulgent birthday HC with your fav hockey boy atm!
Thank you for this one Kesh! I went for my most indulgent, the man who holds my heart the strongest - Tyson Barrie...and all the different kinds of kisses:
Tyson Barrie seems like the kind of guy who loves to kiss. There, I said it. We all know he's an affectionate guy, and there's no way that he wouldn't love those sweet intimate moments. There are hundreds of different scenarios, but here's a few ideas that I have.
Head kisses. If he's sitting with his SO on the sofa, maybe watching a movie together snuggled into each other's sides, he would definitely be the type to press a quick gentle kiss to his SO's head, the top or the side, just out of sheer affection.
Pulling him in by the belt kiss. Known to be quite dangerous, this one would most likely be an implication of come here i want you, and he would definitely be down for that with no hesitation. His SO pulls him in by the belt? He's pressing them against the wall. Always.
Smiling between kisses. Like come on Tyson is always smiling, that sweet genuine smile, and there's no way he would be able to stop himself smiling when he's kissing his SO because he's just that damn happy. So cute, and so endearing.
Kitchen counter make-outs. What it says on the tin - Tyson seems like the kind of guy who sometimes just wouldn't be able to help himself. Maybe he's cooking, maybe his SO is cooking, maybe they're just getting a drink - but he finds himself standing between their legs where they're sitting on top of the counter, and making out just happens. slow and sweet or racy and raunchy, it doesn't matter. It's what kitchen counters are made for right?
I missed you kisses. Not to be confused with, but still closely linked to, goodbye before you go kisses. Both carry that same emotion with Tyson for sure, whether it’s him that’s done the leaving or his SO, but he definitely would be the partner who would show his SO how much they mean to him in both scenarios.
And finally, because this headcanon has rambled on (sorry not sorry), soft kisses while cuddling in bed. My favourite all time kind of kiss, because they’re soft and sleepy and Tyson would have all the time in the world to cherish his SO. Imagine waking up to those curls, that sweet smile, those beautiful eyes - how could anyone not want that?
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royharpers · 7 years
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Really sucks that Kesh tumblr user @akrhamknight is dead
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