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channoticedmeuwu · 7 months
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mqstermindswift · 4 months
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✰ nicky ✰ she/her ✰ minor ✰ lover of music & t.s. ✰
↳˗ˏˋbasic infoˊˎ˗ ↴
⇢ ˗ˏˋ my spotify acc
⇢ ˗ˏˋ nicky's sleepover
⇢ ˗ˏˋ nicky's new year's day event
⇢ ˗ˏˋ nicky's cruel summer event
⇢ ˗ˏˋ my pet
⇢ ˗ˏˋ she/her
⇢ ˗ˏˋ minor [bday on december 4] [no creeps please <3]
⇢ ˗ˏˋ greek
⇢ ˗ˏˋ timezone: EET;UTC +02:00
⇢ ˗ˏˋ sagittarius
⇢ ˗ˏˋ professional over-thinker and girl-blogger
⇢ ˗ˏˋ introvert but will never shut up if I'm comfy w/ you
⇢ ˗ˏˋ procrastinator
⇢ ˗ˏˋ the most delusional person ever[I blame love and tumblr for this]
⇢ ˗ˏˋ lover of Christmas and Halloween
⇢ ˗ˏˋ loves a good horror movie but is also a scaredy cat
⇢ ˗ˏˋ if we're mutuals, we're practically best friends[you just don't know it yet]
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⇢ ˗ˏˋartists:
taylor swift,tate mcrae,katherine li,girli,gayle,ariana grande,bailey spinn,gracie abrams,selena gomez,olivia rodrigo,melanie martinez,jordi,zolita,arctic monkeys,hey violet,sza,sabrina carpenter ,sara kays,emeline,girl in red,maisie peters,hailee steinfield,harry styles,conan gray,billie eilish
⇢ ˗ˏˋ films
movies:barbie,mean girls,little women,the princess diaries,home alone,scream,saw,harry potter,cinderella story and many other movies
shows:the summer I turned pretty,the watcher,miraculous ladybug,nickelodeon's teen shows,mcu series and many more
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⇢ ˗ˏˋ besties
@skeelly (my croissant <3)
@ur-lil-flo (flo)
@oh-whale13 (Anna <3)
@urgirlnextdoorr (effie <3)
@regisdvmb (reg <3)
@moonlightt444 (mare <3)
@firebrand-witch (val <3)
@iwrote4poem (ste <3)
@what-about-wendy (belle <3)
@chiara-swiftiedreamer13 (chiara)
@bejeweled-13 (victoria <3)
@a-beautiful-fool (lou <3)
@wordsarelife (lizzy<3)
@the0nlyallison (allison <3)
@reminiscentreader (jas <3)
@nqds (nads <3)
@urbanflorals (ems <3)
@gracedepp (alina <3)
@foaming-sea (deep <3)
@stop-ur-losing-me (kellie <3)
@isitovrnow (jas <3)
@hiyyihbae (Alex <3)(rl friend)
@deprivedofbraincellsandsleep (zia <3)
@sureallavnder (Alex <3)
@doyoujustnotwantto (mihane <3)
@baboland (aria <3)
@a-wondering-thought (sam <3)
@icantkeepmyplantsalive (Liz <3)
@never-enough-novels (bhaavya<3)
ps.i love all of my moots but I'm *a bit* closer with these people
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⇢ ˗ˏˋ a/n
this is inspired by @oohhthehorror [ I love you sm]
I'm here if any of you ever need to rant or vent to someone
most likely will reply to texts rlly fast
not rlly gonna be reblogging picrew chains or similar things that take a long time to do 'cause I'm a bit unmotivated and I don't have much time[I'm so sorryyy]
thank you for reading his intro post,have a good day/night!! <3
⇢ ˗ˏˋ dni: homophobes,racists,sexists,transphobes and all the creeps
bye bye <3
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boba-at-323 · 1 year
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Love Once Again...
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Note: Renjun is literally an asshole in this I'm so sorry || I swore at Renjun WAY more than I should have || Thank you @jaehunnyy for beta reading this ! || I'm sorry if there were mistakes, I literally did not have the stamina to re read this ;-;
Playlist : One Last Time - Ariana Grande || Miss Me Too - Katherine Li || Love Me Now - NCT 127 || Urs - NIKI || Remember that night - Sara Kays || Time Lapse - Kim Taeyeon
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You knew going to Haechan’s party was a bad idea, it always was. But you hadn’t thought it would be “bad” bad.
For the record, whenever Haechan – the most popular (and not to mention hottest) student on campus – threw parties at his place, they contrasted his whole “perfect” image. They were actually just a series of misfortunate events disguised as parties. From extreme, groundless fights breaking out of nowhere to stuff like sudden, random power outages; everything happened at his place on the day he had planned out some event. And even though everyone knew how cursed his parties were, they were still thrilled to hang out with him because after all, it was Haechan– who in their right mind would decline his invites? 
Although you witnessed all the damned episodes that took place at his house, you never minded them. Like all the others, you enjoyed crashing at his place whenever he asked you to join him. Even if you weren’t in the mood, it was obligatory for you to go since he was one of your oldest friends and fairly speaking, going to his party was better than hearing him rant and complain for weeks just because you didn’t show up. However, ignoring how everything usually took a miserable turn, you had to admit his parties were actually something no one should be missing out on. For a 22 year old, he was quite the host.
It was actually because of Haechan and his jinxed gatherings that you met the love of your life (or so you thought) –Huang Renjun from Psychology, who was also the same age as Haechan himself. In fact, Haechan was a friend whom you and Renjun shared. Even though you had seen Renjun around the college a fair amount of times, you never took any special notice of his existence.
It wasn’t until one night at Haechan’s place, you had seen Renjun standing awkwardly in a corner all by himself, literally embodying the standing-man emoji. You figured that he wasn’t much of a party person, feeling sympathy when your eyes locked with his lost ones. You hesitantly approached him but once you felt comfortable around him, the both of you ditched the party only to find yourself in a McDonald’s drive thru joking and giggling like mad. From that day onwards, you continued growing closer and closer until the day Renjun decided to end your said “friendship” and change it into something more…meaningful.
Haechan was over the moon when he found out that his best friend was dating his other best friend, leaving the both of you in utter shock when you found out that he had a bet with Na Jaemin from Sociology over how you both would make a perfect couple. And not missing the chance, he simply had to make arrangements for the celebration of the grand event as soon as he got time on his hands.
You had been very content with being labelled as Renjun’s girlfriend, proud even. And he could say the same for you. Your mind had created a whole time capsule with his name engraved on it, treasuring even the smallest memory of the moments you spent with him. From dancing together to whatever music was playing in your apartment to sharing secret kisses on the empty streets during rainy nights, he became the most important chapter in the book of your life. Whenever he looked at you with his twinkling, adoration–filled eyes or whenever he showed you that beautiful smile of his, you would fall for him all over again. He made your universe complete, he made you complete. You just couldn’t imagine your life without him, but apparently life could imagine you without him and that’s exactly what it did. 
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With the crushing stress of the nearing finals on your shoulders, your irritation took over the best of you. So you decided that, before you hurt someone and had to live with the regret of it for the rest of your life, the safest option was to distance yourself only till the end of the exams which were about two months away. But something in the back of your mind was constantly bothering you – actually, it was worrying you.
Since Renjun had left the city for some upcoming event he had signed himself up for, you hadn’t heard from him for about three months now. You thought you were overthinking the whole situation but for someone who sent good morning / good night texts nearly everyday, you couldn’t help but feel like something awful was about to happen. Nevertheless, biting the unpleasant feeling back, you tried your best not to think about it too much. Ignoring the endless echoing of his name in your head, you continued to distract yourself with your studies. It wasn’t an easy task, but you had to manage.
A few weeks prior to your finals, a usual–midnight–studying session of yours was interrupted when you felt your phone vibrate from somewhere underneath the piled–up notes. Someone was calling. Who could be calling you at midnight? Confused, you searched for your phone. However, when you saw the caller ID, chills ran down your spine along with a feeling of an immediate rush of adrenaline throughout your body – it was Renjun. Nearly throwing off the books resting on your lap, you hurriedly picked the phone up as if a second’s delay would make the communication device disappear from your hands.
“Renjun?”, his name leaves your lips quicker than you could hold yourself back. 
What follows is complete deafening silence, your heart hammering against your chest wanting to escape before your tormenting thoughts come to reality. His timing was odd, but his lack of response was even peculiar. This wasn’t something you were used to. 
“Hey? Where have you been? It’s been really long...” you continued, trying to start up a conversion all while biting your lip in fear.
“Y/n, we need to talk.” 
That was all he said, no ‘hello’, no ‘how are you?’, no ‘I missed you’ – just a cold, hard ‘we need to talk’. His tone was unfamiliar, frigid – a tone which was foreign to you. It didn’t seem like you were talking to Renjun, your boyfriend. No, the person on the other end was just a stranger, someone you had never known. 
You chose to ignore the lump forming in your throat, but you couldn’t avoid the haze taking over your brain. According to all those books and dramas you had read and watched, those five words were never a good omen.
“Is–Is everything alright?” you gulped, mentally cursing at yourself for stuttering. 
You heard Renjun take a deep breath, preparing himself for the storm he was about to stir up. He ran his fingers through his hair, trying to gather the courage to tell you something he had been thinking about for a quiet while now. The thought of doing his next step was easier than actually implementing it.
“Look…” His sigh was silent yet it said so much, “I–I don’t think this is working out.”
With his said words hitting you ears, you felt a throbbing pain in your head as everything went blank. Your throat and mouth went completely dry at his unexpected statement. The ground beneath your feet had been pulled away with your knees failing to keep themselves straight. You felt weak, sick even. Everything was happening so fast, so suddenly that your mind was refusing to accept the cruel reality. It wasn’t even making sense, he wasn’t making sense.
“Wh-what–”, that was all you managed to barely whisper. You hoped what you heard was wrong, hoped that the boy wasn't saying what you thought he was.
“I’m sorry y/n…” he broke the agonising silence again, “I think it’s best for the both of us to stop seeing each other.”
“Bu-But why– Wh-where is all of this co-coming from?” Before you knew it, tears were brimming in your eyes, your body felt tense yet weak at the same time. 
“Listen...” he mumbled, trying to end the call as soon as he could, as if he had been forced to break the news to you, “Just. Don’t try to contact me again. Goodbye, y/n.”
The following beeping noise which came from the inside of your phone tortured you as your senses went numb. Your brain wasn’t processing whatever the hell just happened. Thoughts tangled themselves up in your brain, how could he just– leave you like that? Without any explanation, without any reasoning… Did he expect you to just use your imagination? What was this, an open ending book? And why would someone so mindful like Renjun break up with you over a phone call like a coward?
Questions over questions piled themselves up and you tried to call him again and again, but it was of no use. He wasn’t picking up and your texts weren’t delivered because he had blocked you within a span of a few minutes. You sat on the ground defeated, as if the world had stopped spinning for you, as if there was no further purpose in life. 
Where did what go wrong? 
Whatever the reason for his outrageously baffling behaviour was– because of him, the months which followed were living hell for you.
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After that miserable night, you completely shut yourself out. You avoided all your friends, even Haechan and his invites which were actually poor attempts to divert your attention once he found out what happened between you and Renjun.
The coming days, your phone blew up with notifications covering your lock screen. They were all from your friends who were worried as to why you weren’t showing up without a reason. It was only Haechan who you cried out to when he came over after calling you about a hundred times. It hurt him seeing you cut ties with everyone, but being completely honest, he would have too because if the similar had happened to him, he wouldn’t want to hang out with the people who would trigger the painful feeling which came along with those gut-wrenching memories. 
But something Haechan couldn’t get his head around was why the fuck would Renjun– someone so genuine and considerate– shatter someone’s heart without any explanation? Haechan never thought of him as someone who would go around playing with another person’s feelings, the type of people Haechan absolutely despised. Renjun was really unpredictable, but he never thought he’d turn out to be such a bastard.
The first month which followed had been the hardest month of your life. Thank to that stupid fucker, you barely passed your finals. And you knew that would happen because after that night, all you did was cry in your bed for hours over hours, repeating all the conversations you had with him over and over again, trying to figure out where everything went wrong. You wanted to scream with everything in you just at the mere thought of his name. You loved him more than you had loved anyone. How could he hurt you like that? 
With the second month’s arrival and after a lot of lecturing by Haechan, you finally stopped neglecting your mental health and decided to focus on yourself. Maybe he was right, maybe you overlooking your health wasn’t worth some idiotic player like Renjun. But even though you were trying to move on, you couldn’t bring yourself to stop thinking about him yet. Every night in bed, when your mind replayed a memory of yours with him, his stupidly pretty face caused tears to well up again. All you wished was for that disgusting feeling to leave you alone.
As the third month approached, you started contacting your friends again, but only the close ones. Since the finals were followed by prolonged holidays, it was a good opportunity for you to try to get him off your mind. Having your girls over for movies and stuff was what you actually needed a lot. Infact, their motivational words about how you were worth more than any man on the planet made you feel great about yourself. The feeling which usually came along with the mention of your ex’s name had slowly started to fade out, you were moving on and that was nice for a change. 
Finally, when the fourth month began, the you which had buried itself deep down came out of the hiding. You began hanging out with your friends more often and even decided to step outside for some sunlight and fresh air. All of this was just compensation for the emotional rollercoaster you rode for the past three months and, as your girls had convinced you, you were deserving of something much better. Thanks to them, you had nearly forgotten who Renjun was, which made them glad as they saw you live your life once again.
The fifth month was when you realised you had completely moved on because when one of your friends accidentally brought up the topic, you were surprisingly unfazed. His name held no meaning to you anymore. And what helped you even more was that you hadn’t seen him in college once it reopened. Everything was back to normal, you were back to normal. Once again, all your focus was on yourself, with a lesson learnt that no matter what happens, you should always be your top priority. 
That’s why when Haechan, as usual, proposed to you the idea of joining another party of his, you gladly accepted his offer. You never thought you would say this, but you actually missed the weirdly–lit rooms of his house accompanied with the sour-sweet smell of liquor filling the air. And besides, it was time to celebrate your freedom, something which you should have done a long time ago. 
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On the night of the event, you put extra effort into getting ready. You bombarded all your girls with a variety of outfits to choose from, picking the one which got the most votes. Not only that, but you also spent nearly an hour on your makeup. You wanted to look your best, not for someone – but for yourself, as a reward for staying strong throughout your battle. 
Once you were ready, you scanned yourself in the mirror and looked for every single detail you put into your appearance. This was the first time in a while you had looked this good. Sure, you thought that you were overdoing it a little, but you were positive that you’d make people do a double take once they set their eyes on you. That’s when a stupid thought entered.
Maybe if he saw me toni–
However, the thought left as soon as it came. Closing your eyes, you took a deep breath. 
No y/n, snap out of it…Do not think about that bastard. You’re better off without him.
A shake of the head was all it took to throw out any absurd ideas. Today was definitely not the day you were going to let your trauma get to you again. 
Even though you tried to maintain your composure, that one little thought shook your confidence to a somewhat extent. In the pit of your stomach, someplace hidden in your brain, deep down in your heart– you felt the uncertain feeling making its comeback.
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“Wow…y/n,” Haechan welcomed you with a dazed smile, “You look stunning.”
“Hello to you too, Haechan,” You giggled at your own wits followed by his embarrassed reaction. 
Entering his house, you were greeted by the familiar scene. The whole building was vibrating along with every beat of the song which came out from the blasting speakers. The light was dim, yet you could figure out the silhouettes of all the people you knew. Most of them were on the dance floor hyping each other up , while the others were gathered around the refreshment tables. It also came to your notice that Haechan had installed a whole karaoke booth while you were going through your depressive episode. A lot had changed, still it was all the same. 
“Do you want me to stick around with you?” Haechan said out loud, his voice trying to suppress the blaring loudspeakers. 
“I think I’ll manage” You mimicked his tone.
“You sure?” his hand found its way to your shoulder, just for providing reassurance.
You replied with a nod and a hum which probably went unheard by him. Giving you a thumbs up, he made his way towards the entrance again so that he could greet the other guests who he had invited over. He was sure you’d do fine on your own, that was until he saw the first person who entered through the doorway.
At first he thought he was seeing things, but after staring for a few seconds, he figured that the guy who had just entered was really there. The sight of the boy’s face made Haechan’s blood boil, his brain refusing to function as range took over all his thoughts. Before he could stop himself, he was already storming towards the boy in context. 
“Huang Renjun,” Haechan’s emotions acted faster than his rationality, and he grabbed the other by his collar, shoving him into the wall behind him, “What the fuck are you doing here?”
“Let me go, Haechan–” Renjun struggled as he tried to slip out of Haechan’s grip, which was a bit too strong, “I’m here to talk.”
“Oh, yeah?” Haechan released his hold with a push, which caused Renjun to nearly fall because of the sudden pressure, “Renjun, I don’t think any of us have time for your stupid games. You think you can play with someone's fucking heart and then disappear only to come back one day just to ‘talk’? You need to fuck off and find some other source of entertainment. I don’t even want to breathe the same air as you after what you did.” 
“Listen, I’m aware that I’ve been an asshole, but-” Renjun’s excuse of an explanation was cut off by Haechan.
“Asshole is an understatement,” Haechan remarked with a click of his tongue and a tilt of his head, his gaze had never been this dangerous. The usually cool and calm Haechan had disappeared, transforming into something which scared the boy in front of him. 
“Haechan, hear me out. I know that I’ve been a complete fucking idiot and I’m not worthy of forgiveness, but I really, really need to see her.” 
“Oh there is no fucking way I am letting you near her.” Haechan let out a bitter chuckle. He couldn’t believe the nerve Renjun had. Unbelievable to him that how, after hiding himself for nearly a year, he was standing in front of him. And not only that, he was also expecting to see someone who ran a lap around hell and back, just because of him, “Have you lost your fucking mind or something? Oh wait– You didn’t even have one to begin with.”
“I beg you Haechan,” Renjun pleaded, “I need to set things right. Why did you think I left her? I was scared. I never once stopped loving her, but when I left I knew I wouldn’t ever be able to make her happy… I knew I wouldn’t be able to give her what she deserved, I knew she’d suffer because of me. And that’s– that’s why before I could hurt her, I thought ending everything would be better for the both of us. Clearly, it was the biggest mistake of my life.” 
Haechan scoffed in disbelief, “Hell yes it was. And what did you think? Breaking up with her would make her feel amazing? Did you think she would do fucking fine? Huang, thanks to you, she completely shut herself out. She cried for days and days, I had never seen her this miserable, you fucking coward. And now that she’s finally moved on, you decide to show up again, make her pathetic again? Get a life Renjun.” 
Renjun’s hand found his way in his hair, a habit of his whenever he felt frustrated, “Haechan please, let me see her. I promise you I won’t hurt her this time. In fact if she wants, I won’t ever come into either of your lives again. I’ll move to another city. But please let me talk to her alone. Just once.”
Looking at him, Haechan saw the sincerity in his eyes. He had known Renjun long enough to know when he was being genuine, when he actually meant what he was saying. Maybe he should let him see y/n once, but what made him hesitate was the thought of y/n’s pitiful breakdown. What if seeing Renjun cut open her hardly–healed wounds again? But in spite of that, she deserved to know the truth… because it seemed like Renjun wasn’t going to leave until he had settled things.
Sorting out his thoughts, he stepped closer. With a finger pointed towards Renjun’s chest, he granted him access. “Fine, I’ll let you see her once. But if you fucking mess this up again…Huang Renjun, I swear I’ll make you regret coming here in the first place.”
Clearing the way for Renjun, Haechan prayed for everything to turn out fine. He was usually optimistic, but what worried him was that they were at his party, and if everything was going with the natural flow, something was bound to take a wrong turn. 
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You stood at the refreshment table with a girl called Lee Chaeyoung, who had been complaining about how the other girls in her group had decided to show up wearing outfits completely different then her’s, even though they had decided on a theme. It was nice to talk to new people, though you felt like your social skills had nearly died out. 
“Oh, there they are!” She continued excitedly as she pointed towards a few other girls waving at the both of you, “I’ll get going now. Feel free to join us though!”
You gave her a warm smile before returning to what was displayed on the outstretched table. As you were deciding on what you should try next, you heard a voice you thought you would never get to hear again. 
“Y/n?”
It can’t be…no please no…
You already knew who it was, but you didn’t have the courage to face the owner of the voice.  The nasty feeling was back. Five months of convincing yourself that you had moved on ended up at nothing. All the efforts from you and your friends went to waste. Everything was back at square one. You wished that the ground cracked open and devoured you whole, anything was better than facing the person who was calling you.
“Can we talk?” 
Collecting every single bit of strength remaining in your body, you turned around to meet him face to face. 
You swore you choked on the air you took in. You couldn't see him well, but the way his hair fell gracefully over his forehead, the way his skin shone even in the dark, you knew he was still the same divine boy you had fallen in love with. But the pain he caused you… how could you forget.
“Why are you here Renjun?” The question left your lips stern as it should have been, your eyes never meeting his ones. 
“I need to talk to you, please.” 
His emphasis on the last word was enough to tell you that he was desperate, but all your trust in him had faded away the night he ended things. Why was he back, why was he scarring you again… nearing his heavenly voice made you want to fall on the ground and start crying right on the spot. Just when you thought you were over, he came back to torture you even more than he had before.
“Why should I? After what you did, I never even want to see you again, Huang.” You finally brought yourself to look at him directly in the eyes, noticing how desolation resided in them. Yet, you didn’t want to feel even a drop of empathy for him, he wasn’t worth any of your feelings.
“Y/n, I swear I won’t make it long.” Renjun took a small step closer to you, but you backed away. 
Your action hurt him deeply, making him want to disappear off the surface of the earth. Since the day he broke up, this was the most foolish and shameful he felt. 
“I know you don’t trust me anymore, but you do believe Haechan, right? He said I could talk to you only for a while.” He bit his lower lip, “Look… I know you hate me, you have all the right to. But for heaven’s sake, just listen to me. I’ll leave as soon as I’m done, you have my word. ”
Something which you learned about Renjun over the period you dated was that he really was true to his word. Never once could you remember him breaking a promise. It was true that you had trust issues with him, but if Haechan – who shuddered everytime Renjun was mentioned – had given him permission to see you, it must have been something worth your time. 
After reluctantly agreeing to listen to whatever he had to say, you followed him out of the crowded room. But as you left, you scanned around hoping to find any sign of Haechan, the only person who could save you from this situation, but the boy wasn’t anywhere to be seen. Failing at your terrible attempt at finding Haechan, you only prayed that the moment would come to an end soon, you just weren’t ready to go through another series of a mental breakdown.
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“Well? I don’t have all day, Renjun”, you spat once you were in one of the empty rooms of Haechan’s house. 
Although you seemed rigid, all of it was pretend. You were weak once again as his full face came into view. He was as beautiful as ever, maybe even more breathtaking since it had been so long since you last saw him. Even though his charm remained, you could tell he hadn’t been doing well, or so the dark circles under his eyes said. But why was he suffering when it was him who broke up in the first place? Or maybe it was just because of how ‘busy’ his life was, so engaging that he had no time for love, for you.
“I–I don’t know where to begin–” His head hung low, as he fiddled with his fingers.
“You’d better make it quick and not waste my time.” you crossed your arms in front of your chest, looking in any direction but his. 
“I’m just here to say sorry and–” he was yet again, interrupted because his words made you lose your cool. 
“Oh for fuck’s sake,” you snap, finally looking at him whose eyes were still glued to the ground, “You think saying sorry is going to solve everything? You think I’ll forgive you? Renjun please… This isn’t funny. You’ve hurt me before and you’re hurting me again. I don’t want to go through everything I went through again.” 
“No y/n, never. I don’t want to cause you any more pain.” 
An irritated groan escapes your lips at how stupid he sounded, “What do you even know? You were the one who ended everything without any reasoning, Renjun. I’m sure you have many more toys, go play with them instead. Let me live, please”
“I never left you for anyone. Neither did I ever move on.” His eyes met yours at last. 
Renjun felt like his heart was going to explode. Even after trying to avoid you so much, he had to give in. You looked heavenly, even prettier than the photos he kept on looking at for the past months. He was aware that he was maybe the biggest failure in the world to let go of a goddess like the one in front of him. He wanted to disappear into thin air after facing you. Even if he fell to his knees and begged for your forgiveness, he would never be worthy of it. 
“What the fuck.” The sentence slipped out before you could think about it, “Look, I really don’t have time for your ga-” This time, you were the one who got cut off.
“Hear me out, will you?” He took a step closer, making your back hit the wall behind. He was close, way too close. And your stupid heart wasn’t supposed to be beating so fast. 
“I-I was scared of loving you, I was scared of not being enough. And you know what? Haechan was right, you’re right. I am a fucking coward… I put myself before you. If I really did love you, I would’ve tried to devote myself to our relationship, save it from crumbling. But no, instead I decided to chicken out and ended up hurting you, something I was trying to save you from.” 
You knew Renjun was a sensitive, emotional boy but for the first time in your life, you had seen actual tears in his eyes. If the words leaving his mouth and the thoughts which were going on in his head had made him cry, then he really meant them. Fuck your disgustingly soft heart, you swore you would never feel bad for him but seeing him cry made you pity him. Somewhere in your heart, you still felt the same love for him, even if it was the slightest. 
“R-renjun…”
“No y/n. I know no matter how many times I apologise, it is never going to be enough. But since the day I left you, you’ve been the only thought on my mind. Whenever I saw our pictures, your smile set my heart on fire. But everything became worse afterwards, I could hear your laugh echoing around me, I could smell your lingering scent on my clothes, I spent hours thinking about the fucking mess I had created…”
Tears were streaming down his face but it seemed like he took no notice. All he wanted was to win you back, to hold you in his arms once again, to call you his, to make you look at him the way you did before, even if it did seem impossible. But to your surprise, your own eyes were filled with tears. Why? Because that was exactly what you had experienced. 
“And I know we can’t go back to how it was,” he continued to lean in closer, so close that you could see the tear droplets decorating his eyes, “But please, give me one last chance. A last try to prove myself, Ito make everything fine…”
His face was only an inch away from yours as his teary eyes looked into your glossy ones. His hand pressed softly against your cheek, head tilted slightly. The both of you knew where this was headed, and something in you just had to give in to him. Cursing yourself for going with the flow, you felt yourself lean into his touch.
“Because I still love you.” 
The ghost of a gap which stood there was closed by Renjun, replaced by the feeling of his lips pressed against yours. As if on cue, your hands found their way around his neck, fingers tangling themselves in his hair as an attempt to pull him even closer. You were almost shocked at how you were kissing him back in no time, you didn’t know you were this hungry for his touch.
Renjun’s other hand fell to your waist, sealing any space which remained between you. You missed how his lips felt against yours, how his touch would send jolts down your spine. Your lips continued to dance with his, breaking away shortly only to catch your breath. You thought it was going to feel wrong, but seeing the way your body reacted, everything was more than right.
He was back again, with an honest explanation and it seemed like he had learnt his lesson as well. You thought you would never forgive him, but he was determined to set things right between the two of you. Maybe you could let him start things over again, maybe you could give him one last try again. Afterall, everyone deserves a second chance.
“You asshole,” a slightly–dazed smile was painted on your lips as you pulled away, “You’re lucky Haechan isn’t here otherwise he would have snapped your head off.” 
“Thank you, y/n” His forehead rested against yours, eyes closed as he settled in the long–lost feeling “Thank you for trusting me again. I swear I’ll do my best this time, I’ll make us work. I love you so, so much, I’m never letting you go again.” 
“You’d better not, otherwise…” You motioned your thumb sliding horizontally against your neck, receiving a light-hearted laugh from him in reply. His beautiful voice hitting your ears was nostalgia, making you feel fuzzy again. 
“Deal.” He placed a gentle peck on your nose. 
The feeling forming in your gut told you that this time, he wasn’t going to let you down. Perhaps he wasn’t that bad of a human, perhaps all he needed was to face his fears. You figured that he was your first love and you could never be completely over him, even if he had messed with your brain and your heart. You still loved him, and it was good enough to know that he had never stopped loving you either. 
Maybe going to Haechan’s party wasn’t so bad afterall.
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Title : Love Once Again || Word count: 5.594K || Genre: MAJOR angst, minor fluff, Lowkey suggestive?|| Pairing: ex! Renjun x Fem!Reader
Tagging : @armysantiny @mosviqu and @koishua
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The Forces Of Destiny — Part III :
"Regal Reflections"
- A fanmade ninjago season-
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Word Count: 1731
Warnings: none
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The team relentlessly searched for answers, having looked through all the scrolls owned by their mentor, they found themselves immersed in the books held within the vast palace library. It was an ancient treasure trove of forgotten wisdom, with towering bookcases looming over them like guardians of knowledge, their shelves laden with dusty tomes and worn down scrolls, a testament to the passing of time. The scent of musky, aged parchment weighed heavily in the air as flickering sunlight performed its dance on the polished wood floors.
With each tick of the clock the team delved deeper into the twisted labyrinth of knowledge, eyes meticulously scanning the words, calloused hands delicately turning pages. The warm tendrils of golden sunlight, once streaming in through the grand windows, gradually shifted as the hours of day melted into the evening. Their hopeful endeavours slowly disappear along with the sun.
Kai, with undisguised frustration, slammed shut a particularly thick volume, the sound making Jay and Cole jump surprise beside him as it echoed throughout the wide expanse of the library.
“This is absolutely ridiculous! How much longer are we going to spend in this ancient dump!”
“Don’t forget that at least the texts in the modern language are split between us 7, poor Yuki has to read all of the texts in the ancient language” Kais younger sister, Nya, scolded. Her eyes travelled to Yuki, hunched over countless books, scrolls and documents written in the ancient language.
Lloyd let out a frustrated sigh “I'm starting to think this is getting us nowhere. Even modern texts are starting to look like ancient mumblings.”
Zane, the analytical one, furrowed his robotic eyebrows from his position opposite the table “ We must remain persistent, we need patience to fix this.” he said as his icy blue eyes scanned the bookshelves.
“I don't understand. There… There has to be a clue. A clue, a reference. There has to be something.” Yuki said, her voice sounding as if on the verge of tears, not ripping her eyes away from the words in front of her. “How can there be nothing if the problem revolves around the source of the entirety of Ninjago” she continued, her voice sounding more panicked with each word.
This is so exhausting.
Jay, thinking fast, tore Yuki’s mind away from her anxiety “What if there's another section we haven't checked yet, like a secret chamber or something?” he paced back and forth.
“Don’t try to be funny Jay! If there was another section then I would have checked it already.” Yuki snapped, her sharp gaze cutting into Jay through messy strands of pink hair.
The frustration in the air grew thicker as the moon ascended into the sky, despite the wide space of the library, everyone felt the walls of bookcases close in on them with every minute.
As the hushed whispers of ancient knowledge weighed on the team, Cole, sensing the collective fatigue, hesitantly suggested a break. “ Guys, let's take a break, we can’t go on like this if we’re over tired.”
The idea resonated fondly with all of the team, all except one member.
“You guys go ahead, I have too many things to read in this god forsaken language. I’ll -” Yuki was cut off before she was able to continue her rant.
“Yuki, I swear on the First Spinjitzu Master, I will not hesitate to drag your ass out of here and make you take a break.” Cole stated, eyes narrowed at the girl.
“I'm coming, i’m coming.” was all she could say as she joined her friends.
They staggered out of the library together, exhaustion palpable as fatigue etched itself in their faces, craving a change of scenery. The shadows seemed to play tricks on them, or so they thought.
Nya, ever vigilant, noticed the flickering in the great mirror mounted on the wall of the corridor; she noticed the smooth, glassy surface twist and turn as she brought it to the attention of others. Soon everyone saw the image of an elegant, regal, red-headed woman.
Queen Kaida, The first Queen of Ninjago.
“Maybe a break wasn’t such a bad idea after all.” Yuki chuckled dryly.
It’s okay, just breathe.
The spectre of the past observed as Morro pulled Yuki behind him, instinctively moving in front of her along with Lloyd, their protective stances conveying the message to the apparition as she raised an amused eyebrow at their determination to protect their friend. Yuki’s gaze locked with Kaida’s, determined to not let her ancestor smell her fear.
The team felt newfound protectiveness, positioning themselves, ready for action if they needed to step in. Their eyes darted around for potential danger, ready for any unseen threats.
Queen Kaida, sensing the tension on the other side of the mirror, softened her expression as she addressed Yuki affectionately. “There is no need for fear. My dearest Yuki, i have observed your efforts, i have come to give you guidance,”
The unexpected offer of assistance puzzled the ninja, they shared unsure looks between themselves.
“How do we know we can trust you?” Lloyd spoke, his weapon drawn ready to attack, cautious of the reflection.
Kaida’s reflection glowed softly in the dimly lit corridor, her calm authority spread though the space as she began to speak, her voice like a gentle melody.
“Lloyd Garmadon, you are the grandson of my dear friend. this queendom exists because he trusted me to be the first to wield all of the magic weaved into this realm. Long ago, before time had a name, the first spinjitzu master created ninjago and harnessed all of the magic into the wand. The wand you are holding now my dear Yuki. We shaped the destiny that intertwined with the very essence of magic.
The team listened intently as she spoke, her words almost hypnotising, she continued, “ Ninjago was born from a vision to unite the forces of creation and destruction. Light and dark. Good and evil. It preserves harmony in the world. I laid the foundation of magic that flows through your veins Yuki. A part of this magic flows through all of your veins as well, noble ninja.”
Her voice grew stronger, infused with wisdom “ Yuki you are a continuation of the legacy, you are the key to its preservation. Without you, there is no magic.”
A warmth spread across the corridor, Kaidas reflection grew brighter, casting a soft glow on the ninja in front of her, “The realm of magic is a canvas painted with colours of our shared history. You must not let the darkness unravel the threads, find it. And remove it. You were handed this torch, carry it forward, you must pass it on, you have been destined to be the guardian and keeper of ninjago’s magic for centuries before you were born. You are not just a part of the legacy; your greatness will shape its future.”
Kaida finished her monologue, the ninja stared at her in awe.
“But…But how can we find the answer? We have read everything we can.” Yuki said, the inspiration from the monolog wavering away as she remembered the day spent in the library
“The Royal Archive will have the answer you are searching for.” Queen Kaida responded.
“The archive?” Yuki questioned, her confusion echoing everyones thoughts.
“It is a secret well hidden indeed. The Archive has the real history of the realms, beyond what is in your books.” She reassured the girl, watching as she pushed past her friends, now standing almost at eye level.
“How does one get into these archives?” Yuki questioned her kin, her tone sceptical, yet she couldn't help but trust the woman in the mirror. Kaida simply smiled patiently.
“Head into your office, look behind the tapestry on the northern wall and you will know.” Kaida glowed brighter, before slowly fading away within the mirror; black smoke flowing behind the glass, leaving the ninja staring into their own reflections in the mirror. The corridor fell into a profound silence, Queen Kaida’s message echoing in their thoughts.
As they gazed into the pristine reflective surface, they felt their emotions shift. The burden of uncertainty lifted ever so slightly as the first queen's words guided them. They felt a renewed vigour, a new found determination.
Yet Yuki felt like a sailor in the centre of the stormy sea. She retreated to her own thoughts as the team moved to her office; the weight of destiny had been thrust upon her from a young age, she was aware of that much, yet the conundrum vexed her more than she expected despite the years of experience. She wandered the corridors of her mind as she attempted to decipher the cryptic message.
"Destiny intertwined with the essence of magic."
"Don't let the darkness unravel the threads."
"Key to preservation."
"You shape its future."
Each word held the ancient weight of destiny, a fate that spanned generations. They echoed in her mind, Yuki felt a resigned acceptance settle within her heart as she braced herself for the challenges that lay ahead of her.
I have to do this. If not me then who?
She watched her friends rush in front of her, falling behind the group, she listened to their eager chatter. In the sanctuary of her own mind, Yuki found herself to be bitter, the chaotic symphony of outrageous emotions burdened her with the weight of her predetermined role. The expectations and echoes of a legacy she had not sought as she fought with the internal conflict of being born into a role that demanded her whole soul plus more.
I hate it.
It crushed her, pressing down harder every passing day. Frustration welled up inside her, surging throughout her body like electricity. Every memory she could remember, bore the thread of resentment, a persistent reminder of the destiny she never chose. She was a mere pawn in a cosmic game, chosen for a game years before her birth, shackled to her fate forever.
She walked to her office, squeezing her glove clad hands until nails painfully dug into her skin. She sought to channel Queen Kaida’s words into a source of strength.
“You were handed this torch, carry it forward, you must pass it on, you have been destined to be the guardian and keeper of ninjago’s magic for centuries before you were born.”
No one ever considered what she truly wanted.
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Summary: A mysterious rift between time and magic tears the fabric of the realms. Yuki, the master of magic, the purple ninja and the queen of ninjago, must find the powerful spell to fix this. In an unexpected twist, the team is transported into the depths of Yuki's spell book. The ninja must navigate through the chapters and memories of all the queens, finding the thing that is jeprodizing peace.
In a risky race, the ninja must piece together fragments of memories to uncover the truth. Will they succeed in fixing the rift? Or will Dark secrets unravel a mystery that changes the fate of everything?
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sargeantsarmy · 11 months
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Songs I associate with SMG characters Hey man these might not make sense :’) •Talk to you, Ricky Montgomery- Dylan Lenivy •Devil Town, Cavetown- Anthony Clarke + Megan Clarke •Pocket Full of Gold, American Authors- Daniel •Moonlight, Ariana Grande- Max Brinly •Red Oyster Cult, Guster- Charlie Lonnit
•All in My Head, Hobo Johnson- Nick Kay •Wish You Were Sober, Conan Gray- Brad Smith •Bubblegum Bitch, Marina- Salim Othman •Obvious, Dear Evan Hansen- Andrew •Reckless Driving, Lizzy McAlpine- Max Brinly + Laura Kearney •A Shitty Gay Song About You, Ezra Williams- Ryan Erzahler •We Don’t Talk About Bruno, Matt Copley- MULTIPLE OF THEM(PLEASE LET ME RANT ABT IT) •Pacify Her, Melanie Martinez- Eric King •Good Girls(Don’t Get Used), Beach Bunny- Ashley Brown •Affluenza, Conan Gray- Andrew •Sports, Beach Bunny- Erin Keenan
I’ll be updating this frequently<3
Playlist for this:
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plutodetective · 10 months
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Since we’re dragging Coppola, I’m going to go on a rant about a pet peeve of mine that has nothing to do with Dracula.
My father is a huge The Godfather fan. So when I was growing up we had the DVD box, the book, and a computer game at home. And because I was one of those kids that read anything that fell into her hands, I read the book.
Kids, do not read the book. It has a subplot that is one of the most misogynistic things I’ve ever read in my life.
But also, I was pleasantly surprised by Mama Corleone. Of course, she doesn’t even have a first name, and that’s extremely shitty. But I thought she was brilliant. This is not a “omg, she’s such a girlboss” post. She’s an absolutely awful human being, and I hate her as a person as much as I’m fascinated by her as a character.
But you see, what happens in the book is that she and Vito are a very poor couple with two small children, one of which is very sick. They are close to starving. And then one day Vito comes home with a sack of money, covered in blood. And because their relationship is toxic af, he doesn’t give her any explanations. He wonders if she is, as she should be, afraid of him now.
She isn’t. She’s gleeful that her husband is willing to make a living by resorting to violence and crime. She has no idea that the murder he commited was an accident during a fight. For all she knows, he killed someone in cold blood and absconded with the money.
So when a friend comes to her with a problem, she’s like “it’s fine, my husband can be violent at the guy causing you trouble. I’m glad to volunteer him, I want him to gather a reputation as a dangerous man.”
None of this appears explicitly in the book, since it’s all from Vito’s perspective, but it’s pretty clear when the friend goes to him, explains her problem, and says ‘your wife said you could help me.”
And that’s how he began life as a mobster.
Mama Corleone doesn’t appear that much, but there’s another scene in which she gets a chance to shine. When Michael is in Italy, Kay shows up at the house looking for him, and Mama tells her to stay away from Michael. Kay, being very naive, takes that as “stay away from my son because he’s a murderer, and he’s bad for you.” The reader, however, can tell that the real message is “stay away from my son because you’re too soft for him. You don’t have what it takes to be a mobster’s wife.”
The book also tries hard to convince you that the Corleones are less bad than the other mob families. They sell drugs, but not to children, and shit like that. But the thing is, since the men in the family don’t discuss business with the women, Mama Corleone doesn’t know that. As far as she knows, her husband and sons are the worst criminals in New York.
And she’s fine with that. As long as the family is fed.
I was so fascinated by how amoral and complex she was in the book. And then I remember that one day my father was watching the DVD bonus commentary, and I was in the room, so I was watching with him. And you know what was the grand total of what Coppola had to say about Mama?
“I cast my mother in the role, because she’s the sort of beautiful. elegant woman who would be Vito’s wife.”
Excuse you?
Beautiful and elegant?
Try cold, heartless, amoral, and a manipulative genius, you misogynistic jerk who can’t see complexity in women if it slaps you in the face. The book is deeply misogynistic, and you managed to beat it in this area.
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Kay first, loving that you also like BOTW2, I’m so freaking excited for the release, and #2,
Have you ever heard Till Death Do Us Part by Rosenfeld? You don’t need to hear it if you don’t like, but I would consider it cuz it fits PERFECTLY with Lotor’s feeling for Keith! I mean, the first two sentences? Already screaming keitor. The only sentence that is remotely them would be when the song mentions a woman. But even then! Keith is a petite snack and I like to hc he’s more of a gender-neutral being 😌 Sorry for the rant ha, I have lots of feels
(cont.) Side to side by Ariana Grande is such a god take tho, I’m not much for Ariana, but she has me wild rn
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I'd heard a little rosenfeld before, but not this one, and,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, thE LYRICS??
"It's gonna be fine / If you stay here by my side / Let the sun set on your life / And I'll make, oh I'll make you mine"
"You see through the lies / What's hiding behind / My blasphemous eyes / The secrets I hide"
As for side by side,,,,,, that one violently thrust me back into 2016 my god that feels like a lifetime ago
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milesonthenet · 1 year
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Dragon Ball: Majin Buu - In all his entirety
Welcome to the House of Milesverse. Today? We will be discussing one of the most dangerous villains in Dragon Ball history.
Dragon Ball Z is one of the most popular anime series in the world. It's beloved across multiple countries, and it has left an impact on pop culture.
There are multiple villains throughout the series run. Today, we'll be discussing one of the most dangerous villains. At the height of his power, he was the most powerful enemy of the Z era.
Today, we will be discussing a new kind of threat. This is different than my usual comic book rants. Today, we'll be going over not only a DBZ fan but also one of my favorite DBZ antagonists.
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He goes by many names. The evil Kirby rip-off (kidding), the ultimate menace, the absorbing adversary. Yet one name rings throughout the cosmos that creates fear. Even the iconic Frieza, a tyrannical monster, knows not to challenge him. His name is...
BUU:
Majin Buu is a magical enemy, resembling a djinn from ancient myth. Although his pink appearance may deceive you, he is far from jolly. Throughout his saga, Majin Buu displays a level of destructive power unseen at that time.
We'll go over all his different forms as well. Of the major antagonists in Z, Buu has the greatest number of forms. Each incantation is different from the rest.
To start the list off, we should start with the first form we are introduced to.
Innocent BUU:
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'Innocent Buu', also called Fat Buu, represents the first stage of the villain. This is the stage Buu gained after he absorbed the Grand Supreme Kai. However, this version of Buu is hampered by the kai's peace-loving nature. Because of this, it created a fairly child-like version of Majin Buu.
Innocent Buu starts off as a villain, joining forces with the wizard who unsealed him, Babidi. After awakening, Buu makes mincemeat of the heroes. Not only does he defeat Gohan, and tank Vegeta's self-destruction attack, but he manages to kill Babidi's ally, Dabura.
Buu's positive demeanor and childish sense of wonder make this version endearing. He's just a big, jolly pink man with a smile on his face.
However, he starts off being complacent with following Babidi's orders. Goku is the one who ultimately leads to Buu killing Babidi. By doing that, Majin Buu is free to do whatever he wants.
This version of Buu is also the friendliest. Outside of causing havoc, he and Hercule formed a bond. He also felt a similar level of admiration for Goku and fighting in general.
In fact, Majin Buu's kiddy demeanor hides a monster of an opponent. This version is the first to debut the dreaded Transfiguration Beam. This attack turns the target into whatever the user wants.
In Buu's case, he uses it to turn his enemies into candies and sweets. He turns Dabura into a cookie and then eats him. It is a dangerous attack that also makes this version stand out as scary.
The scariest thing about this version of Buu is his transformation. When a crazed gunman attacks Hercule and Bee, he is forced to release his building anger. Buu splits himself into two halves, with the bulk of his power going to our next candidate below.
The fission also created his good half, only known as Good Buu. this version of Buu is technically the only one that currently exists.
Evil Buu:
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Buu's fission created two alternate versions of Majin Buu. One version was an identical replica of his design. The other was a scrawny gray monster only known as Evil Buu.
Evil Buu is by far the most visually distinct version. He's not only taller than Buu, but he is also skinnier. He has dead white eyes that give him a creepy, unliving gaze.
I think this design helps sell what Evil Buu is supposed to embody. He is all of Buu's concentrated hatred and anger. He represents the very worst of the same jolly monster that was released.
This version of Buu is short-lived, but he still makes an impression. He easily intimidates his much nicer half, before defeating them. However, the very first thing he does is murder the same crazed gunman.
After defeating Good Buu, this version of Buu turns him into chocolate and eats him. The absorption results in the creation of the next character on the list. Unlike Evil Buu, he still retains the bright pink look.
Super Buu:
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Super Buu is the most sinister version of Majin Buu. Thanks to all of his later absorptions, he's also the most powerful. What he lacks in cheerfulness, he makes up for in ruthlessness.
After absorbing Good Buu, Evil Buu transforms into this version. I figure that this form represents the most 'complete' version of him. This is Majin Buu embracing his evil side, but suppressing all of his good traits.
Super Buu is my favorite version of the character. His design above just does such a good job of looking evil. That sinister, cocky smirk sells it for me.
This version is also the one that committed multiple atrocities. After being created, he's responsible for numerous deaths. Outside of Kid Buu, he has probably killed the most amount of people.
One of his most iconic scenes is the Human Extinction Attack, just after he arrives to Kami's Lookout. Piccolo tries to buy time by telling Buu to kill some humans. Buu instead walks around the Lookout, before instantly unleashing a dozen beams of energy. The stray beams find their target and kill every human on the Earth.
This scene alone just cements how evil Super Buu is. In one episode alone, he manages to annihilate all life on Earth. The only people who survive are the main cast, and Hercule. Even then, Buu would later kill the other heroes.
Super Buu still has Majin Buu's battle-hungry tendencies. Piccolo and the others managed to goad him into waiting for a strong fighter. Ultimately, he would get his battle against Gotenks, the fusion of Goten and Trunks. In spite of their fusion, Gotenks is easily beaten by Super Buu.
What I love about this version of him is that he is the most intelligent. He manages to stay one step ahead of everyone else. Buu pretends to be a dumb brute, but he manages to outsmart the others.
He knew Gohan was coming, and he manipulated Goten and Trunks into fusing again. He willingly played Gohan like a fool, despite not having the advantage in his power.
Afterwards, we see the onscreen debut of Buu's absorption. He is able to gain the qualities and powers of a fighter just by assimilating them into his body.
This leads us to a few of Super Buu's transformations. Each one manages to make him more powerful. It also helps make his design more humanoid.
Super Buu (Gotenks & Piccolo Absorbed)
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Buu manages not only absorb Gotenks, but also Piccolo. He gains Gotenks' incredible power, stacked on top of Piccolo's intelligence and tactical prowess. It's just enough that he manages to humiliate and break Gohan.
I think this version is a nice balance between his future evolution and his base form. He's smart, but he does not come off as incredibly cocky. He's willing to play the mind game just as much as his prior state.
With Gotenks' power, Buu has no problem with taking down Gohan and fighting Goku. While he is more powerful, he has one weakness that causes him to regress: the fusion dance. The fusion dance's power only lasts for thirty minutes.
Because of this? He loses his power and gains a design more similar to Piccolo. Chances are, if he did not absorb another character, he would have lost. Speaking of, his next level of power is below.
Super Buu (Gohan Absorbed)
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This version of Super Buu represents him at the height of his full power. After absorbing Gohan, he becomes a threat that even Goku cannot take down. With Vegeta arriving from the otherworld, the two of them are forced to fuse into Vegito.
I think this version of Super Buu is cool. However, I also think Gohan's ego means that he loses out on some of his competence. He becomes more egotistical and boasting.
He spends most of his fight being humiliated by Vegito. He manages to get in several good hits though. Buu is just enough of a threat that Vegito takes him seriously.
However, it is clear that the battle was in Vegito's favor. I think the best part of that fight was Vegito being turned into candy. Afterwards, Vegito beats Buu up in the form of a jawbreaker. The scene is hilarious, you have to see it to believe it.
Ultimately, the battle takes Vegito inside Buu's body. The two are forced to defuse. While inside, they find the cocoons containing their absorbed comrades. They manage to release them, including Good Buu.
This is one of the only times where Super Buu shows fear. Removing the good version of himself also removes him. It results in ego death, and Super Buu would no longer exist.
The result causes Buu to devolve into his final state.
KID BUU:
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Kid Buu is the final state of Majin Buu for the heroes to deal with. However, he is also wildly different than most of his incarnations. Unlike the others, Kid Buu is a primal engine of chaos that exists to destroy.
Just after he reverts into this stage, Kid Buu fires a blast with enough power to blow up the planet. When Vegeta destroys it, he decides to think bigger. He charges a massive blast with enough power to destroy the planet ten times over.
This blast is enough to put fear in both Goku and Vegeta. More than that, this is one of the only times where Goku actually is forced to beg. All Kid Buu can do is smile as Goku questions him on why he'd do this.
Kid Buu is the first villain to destroy Planet Earth in the franchise. After that, he goes on a wild chase, destroying planet after planet. His search for Goku and Vegeta even sends him to Otherworld. He brawls with some of the combatants there before he leaves.
When he finally finds them, he spends a good deal fighting Goku and Vegeta. His battle with Vegeta is particularly excruciating to watch. He manages to pummel the prince of the Saiyans in a way not unlike Frieza once did.
Ultimately, Kid Buu is defeated with the help of the spirit bomb. Before he dies, he manages to push it back slowly. Kid Buu is the first person to actually push it back. However, he still reaches his end when the Spirit Bomb is unleashed.
Kid Buu is by far the most disrespectful and savage of the Majins. Unlike the others, he does not hold back. He is relentless in battle, and fights like ae primal animal.
I think he is also the one that best symbolizes what Majin Buu is. Fat Buu felt more goofy than actually scary. He misses out on some of the intimidation factors. Super Buu felt more scary than actually goofy. He misses out on the things that make Majin Buu fun.
Kid Buu is a perfect mix of both of their elements. He blends their attributes together well. He's scary when he needs to be, but he also has a mischievous side. This only makes him one of the most entertaining incarnations of the monster.
CONCLUSION:
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Majin Buu is my favorite villain from the Dragon Ball franchise. It's not just about his attitude or personality. It's about all the impossible things that he does.
He's a vicious monster who also can have a slight comedic bent. He is almost consistent across all of his alternate selves. He demonstrates a lot of cool abilities while he's around. He makes for a fairly entertaining character in his arc.
All in all, those are the reasons I like Majin Buu. I hope you enjoyed this place. I'll see you all later. Also, what was your favorite version of Buu? Feel free to explain.
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Sydney Aiden Kayleigh
PAGE 1 : INTRODUCTION
The name is Sydney Aiden Kayleigh, Sydney/Ney/Aiden/Kai for short. New nicknames are always welcomed. I go with any prounouns but most of the time i go with they/them. Already reached my Legal Age as a Cancerian and having ENTJ as my MBTI. Currently using Sunghoon as my pfp but sometimes it could change to either Gaeul or Isa, depending on my mood in the future.
PAGE 2 : GET TO KNOW ME MORE
I put my attention on several artist specially in K-Pop. Mostly 4th Gen ENHYPEN, IVE, AESPA, LE SSERAFIM, ITZY, STAYC and TXT. Also a casual listener of Taylor Swift, NIKI, The Weeknd, Keshi, Baek Yerin and Ariana Grande, Lizzy McAlpine, 5SOS, wave to earth and Jannabi. Nevertheless, my musical taste spans across all genres.
I am a BIG BIG BIG fans of Criminal Minds and Grey's Anatomy (since i'm always re-watching them for god only know how long. So you either found me talking about my college stuffs or talking about either one of the series i've mentioned). Anime (either any Ghibli Movies or some sports anime like Blue Lock, Kuroko's Basketball and Haikyuu). Any K-Drama (currently finishing Songs of The Bandit) but mostly historical one like Mr. Sunshine.
PAGE 3: IMPORTANT NOTICE
This account is an unlabeled one and also a safe place for me and my friends here. I'll be heavy posting about my college stuff, cats, things i've been watching lately and sometimes i'm very loud about my faves Sunghoon and Gaeul. A little note is that i often rant and use harsh words here so if you're unconfortable with it, please refrain yourself from clicking the follow button.
This account are only for those who has passed or already on legal age, at least over 18. Please refrain yourself from clicking the follow button if you fit the basic DNFI criteria. Showing disrespect, any rudeness or problematic behaviour will not be allowed. And do not take my tweets seriously.
If you have any question or anything, feel free to hit me up on my DM or my Retrospring!
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channoticedmeuwu · 10 months
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watching xo kitty, have predictions, don't know how to feel about the soundtrack just being kpop
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channoticedmeuwu · 11 months
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boys tension wala scene hai
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channoticedmeuwu · 9 months
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YALL I HAD AN IDEA.
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channoticedmeuwu · 11 months
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not y'all making chan apologize for being right....
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channoticedmeuwu · 10 months
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my friend got me sm self made beomjun photocards 4 my bday 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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channoticedmeuwu · 10 months
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opinion on idol aus
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channoticedmeuwu · 9 months
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