#kageyuji.rambles

[kageyuji]

i’m not that kinda guy. atsumu had told himself that. and a lot more so recently.

all of this shit was his brother, wasn’t it? showing up for a first date with flowers, meeting your parents at the door and introducing himself like he was worth something, holding your hand as though you wouldn’t let him crash and burn the second you got whatever it was you wanted from him.

he also says he’s not the type to be insecure. that may be a lie as well.

“atsumu?” you asked.

his eyes snapped up to meet yours. you tilted your head a little, confusion written on your face and in your eyes. atsumu was never this nervous looking, not unless he has a reason.

“whats wrong with you? you’ve been weird since yesterday.”

then his eyes broke away from yours and returned to the floor. he didn’t respond right away. for a moment, you wondered if you shouldn’t have asked him, but then he sighed and answered you.

“aren’t you done yet?”

“...what are you taking about, tsumu?”

“our... our relationship. no one stays this long.” he was content with living out a day dream for a while, letting himself believe he’d gotten something good.

but there’s a point when he knows he’ll he ripped apart if you leave, and he fears (rather, he knows) he’s long since passed that point. the only thing he could do now was cut the rope before it got any tighter.

“oh.” you mumble, slouching a little. he can hear the sadness in the one word and he finally looks up at you again. “if you don’t want me t-”

“hey, hey, no. never said that. but aren’t you... i don’t know, haven’t you gotten what you need from me by now?”

so thats what this is about, you thought. osamu had mentioned it before, that he was worried about you leaving.

“yes.” you say simply. you swear you can see his heart stop in his chest, see the world crash down around him just from the fear in his eyes. “but i still need it, always will. no one else is gonna love me like you do.”

you watched his eyes soften. he moved to crawl across the couch, his arms wrapping around you and his head resting on your tummy.

“i don’t think anyone can love you more than i do.”

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[miyeiji]

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[kageyuji]

m!reader

suna likes to fluster you.

he likes to call you pet names. he likes to leave kisses along your neck and all over your face. he likes to watch you try to hide your face in your hands. and he likes to hear you squeal, despite how much you enjoy it.

“pretty boy,” he coos, smiling up at you from where his head is resting on your lap.

your boyfriend watches as you press your lips into a thin line — a pitiful attempt to stop yourself from smiling. he doesn’t miss the way your cheeks darken either.

“why do you always get so flustered, hm?” he teases, but he can’t help himself.

“that’s not funny,” you say, though you’re smiling and playfulness is dripping from your tone.

“you’re adorable.”

“rin!”

#SBJXNC sorry the dysphoria hit kinda different lately but i just think suna <3 #suna x reader #suna x you #suna x y/n #suna drabble #suna headcanons #suna x male reader #suna x m!reader #haikyuu x reader #haikyu x reader #haikyuu x male reader #kageyuji.suna #kageyuji.rambles

[kageyuji]

“hey, hey, shh,” suna never knows what to do whenever you cry, but the softness in his voice shows that he cares about you. much more than he would like to admit sometimes.

you gripped tightly at his shirt, the fabric of it bunching up in your hands. you felt like you couldn’t breathe, like you couldn’t get enough air into your lungs.

a noise something like a whine slipped out of your throat as you attempted to bury your face deeper into his chest. one of his arms was wrapped around you, holding you close to him. the other hand was tracing invisible lines on your back.

“shh, you’re okay.” he cooed, feeling a lump starting to form in his own throat. “everything s’alright, i’ve got you.”

he hated this. his chest was tight, something similar to guilt settling there and making his heart clench. it wasn’t his fault that you were crying. hell, you couldn’t even find the air to tell him why.

but suna would like to think he can protect you, and that’s not always true.

he can try his damnedest, and he does, but things still slip through the cracks sometimes. venomous smiles pointed at people who disliked you could only do so much. his ability to notice your insecurities before you said them, him shutting the thought down before it could take root, it could only do so much. him trying to make you smile at least once day, it could only do so much.

if he can’t always be your knight in shining armor, he guesses the next best thing is being a shoulder to cry on.

#mm i’ll have actual content up soon; hopefully i’ll post monday #suna x reader #suna comfort #suna fluff #suna x you #suna x y/n #suna imagine #suna scenarios #haikyuu x reader #haikyu comfort #haikyuu comfort #haikyu fluff #haikyuu scenarios #kageyuji.rambles #kageyuji.suna

[kageyuji]

“just stay put,” akaashi said.

there was an almost commanding tone to his voice that he hardly ever used towards you — the only time he did was whenever you were too stubborn to take care of yourself.

you just gave him a pout in return. you narrowed your eyes at him, but the look was playful and both of you knew there was no hostility in it.

he smiled at you, and then disappeared through the doorway.

of course, you didn’t listen to what he’d told you; you were crawling out of the bed to go after him. when you walked into the kitchen, he was looking at something on his phone and waiting patiently for the kettle.

not-so-sneakily, you wrapped your arms around him, with the side of your face pressed into the place between his shoulder blades.

“love?” he asked, and continued when he heard you hum in acknowledgement. “didn’t I tell you to stay in bed?”

“yeah, but I wanted to cuddle you.” you whine, wrapping your arms a little tighter around him.

“whenever your tea is done, I’ll come cuddle. and look, I’m ordering dinner from that takeout place you like? so we don’t have to worry about that tonight. just go back, please, I’ll be there in just a second.”

“fine.” you whined a little too dramatically, but you smiled when he turned around to press a kiss to the side of your face.

#akaashi x reader #akaashi x you #akaashi x y/n #akaashi fluff #akaashi scenarios #akaashi headcanons #akaashi hcs #akaashi imagine #haikyu headcanons #haikyu x reader #haikyuu x reader #akaashi comfort #haikyu comfort #akaashi keiji x reader #kageyuji.akaashi #kageyuji.rambles

[kageyuji]

“dork.” you commented, watching oikawa from across the room.

he just wrinkled his nose (and promptly pushed his glasses back up). oikawa tooru, captain of the aoba johsai vbc, fanboying over a manga? calling this anything other than “fanboying” would be a lie.

“i’m not a dork. so don’t call me that, meanie.”

you giggled. “‘meanie’, really? are you five?”

he finally looked up from the pages he’d been buried in the last hour or so — all so he could stick his tongue out at you.

“wow, real mature.” you said, though the smile never left your face.

he gave a rather dramatic sigh, before standing up to presumably sit next to you. except, his version of “sitting next to you” was far from what other people might take it to be. he sat himself backwards on your lap, ignoring the sound you made. his chin hooked over your shoulder, but the manga he’d been reading was situated on his lap, so he wasn’t reading it.

“are you comfortable?” you asked, a playful tone in your voice.

“yes, actually. you called me a baby, so i guess this is what we’re doing now.”

“tooru-”

“nope, no talking. just hold me.”

#oikawa x reader #oikawa imagine #oikawa x you #oikawa x y/n #oikawa scenarios #oikawa headcanons #oikawa tooru x reader #haikyu x reader #haikyuu x reader #kageyuji.queue #kageyuji.rambles #kageyuji.oikawa

[kageyuji]

oikawa smiled up at the stars — it was one of those fond smiles, like the one you would wear when reuniting with an old friend or when reminiscing. it looks a lot like the one he uses when he’s staring at you, but you aren’t looking at him.

“what?” you asked him, now smiling too.

“we should’ve been born as vampires,” he says simply. as though it was obvious, which it wasn’t.

you giggled, now turning to look up at the stars too. cold air filled your lungs and the damp earth beneath you could be felt through your clothes, but it was calming in an odd sort of way.

“and why is that?”

“i could love you forever. although, i guess i will anyway. but we’d both be alive.”

again, you laugh. “aren’t vampires dead though?”

oikawa groaned and rolled over onto his stomach. his head rested on his hands, squishing one side of his face and forcing him to pout. he didn’t seem to care.

“i’m not really worried about the logistics of it. i guess it’s for the better though. if we had all the time in the world, i’d take the little things for granted.”

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[kageyuji]

when you woke up, the first thing you noticed was oikawa’s arm wrapped around your torso. rather, you felt something around you, pulling you closer to it, and you’d rightfully assumed that it was oikawa.

the next thing you noticed was the way his body trembled and the gasps of breath he took as though he couldn’t breathe.

you reached over to turn the lamp on — which was harder than you figured it should be due to the way his hold on you tightened as he tried to pull you back to him.

eventually the soft yellow glow illuminated the room. you could see him better now, which only made your heart clench, but you lost a hand in his hair despite that.

“hey, tooru,” you said softly, calmly even though you were worried. “it’s alright, what happened?”

he didn’t answer you with words. you think that he might have tried to, but the only thing that came out was a squeak and another shaky gasp for air, all while he tried to hold you impossibly closer.

“was it a nightmare?” you try again. your fingers moved through his hair, with your other hand now resting on his back.

again, no words were spoken on his part.

but he nodded this time, burying his face into your chest. you wanted to ask what it was about, but you knew that there were way too many things it could be about for you to guess.

it took him another moment to calm down. he still wasn’t the normal, bubbly oikawa he tended to portray, but he was calmer nonetheless.

you weren’t expecting him to speak at all — but when he did, his voice was still cracking and it was apparent he was trying not to cry again. “please don’t- just promise you won’t leave me, ok?”

“I promise.”

#oikawa x reader #oikawa imagine #oikawa x you #oikawa x y/n #oikawa headcanons #oikawa hcs #oikawa scenarios #oikawa tooru x reader #haikyuu x reader #haikyu headcanons #haikyu oneshot #kageyuji.rambles #kageyuji.oikawa

[kageyuji]

oikawa used to be terrified to say the least.

he felt like he was lost, like he was wandering in a forest where all of his surroundings looked the same and he couldn’t find his way home. come to think of it, he can’t remember whenever that feeling started. he supposes he’s always been like that.

but then you came along. you took his hand and showed him a map, despite the fact that you yourself had no idea what you were doing.

right now, he doesn’t care about being lost. he’s never felt lost with you (apart from the time you’d left him alone in the store for ten minutes and he was genuinely getting a little worried).

your fingers were tangled in his hair as he clung to you. the steady rise and fall of your chest calms him.

“hey,” he says suddenly, but it’s just above a whisper. “can i tell you something?”

you nodded but gave him a confused look.

a grin spread across his face as he moved up a little in the bed. he loved laying across your body, don’t get him wrong — your legs settled a little under his arms, his head resting on your stomach, your hands moving through his hair, it felt like heaven to him.

but he had another idea at the moment.

“i-” kiss. “love-” kiss. “you.” kiss

you smiled back at him, that smile that always made his heart feel a little too big for his chest. “i love you too, tooru.”

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[kageyuji]

akaashi was never the eccentric type. not that you disliked that; the calm in his disposition was nice.

he was much more talkative in private though, and you found that he had a tendency to ramble on about things, whether that be his day or a new topic he’d gotten interested in.

which was why you could tell something was wrong when all he did was mumble a greeting, kiss your forehead, and disappear to your shared bedroom whenever he got home. a part of you wanted to ask him what was wrong. another part of you wanted to give him his space.

nonetheless, you left your place on the couch. the door creaked whenever it opened, letting light from the hall seep into the relatively dark room.

“hey,” you said softly, stepping into the room.

he made a noise of acknowledgement instead of speaking. though the room was lit only by the hall light and a dim lamp on the nightstand, you could see the dark circles under his eyes.

“i take you had a bad day?” you said, sitting on the edge of the bed.

he nodded again. “yeah. just tired, i think.”

you gave an encouraging but sympathetic smile, and then attempted to stand up. “stay there, I’ll make y-”

a yelp escaped you when you felt an arm wrap around your torso. and then you were being pulled onto the bed and into akaashi’s chest. it was uncharacteristic of your lover, you knew, but with the look in his eyes you knew it wasn’t odd for his mood.

“no, just... stay. stay here for a little while.”

#sbjxnbc i’m soft :((((( my akaashi anon did this to me it’s not fair :((((( #akaashi x reader #akaashi x you #akaashi x y/n #akaashi imagine #akaashi keiji x reader #akaashi fluff #akaashi keiji x you #akaashi keiji x y/n #akaashi keiji #haikyuu x reader #haikyu x reader #kageyuji.rambles #kageyuji.akaashi

[kageyuji]

cw: a creep at a party

“you okay?” oikawa asked.

you looked so nervous, eyes darting around the room only to momentarily flicker to some guy — the same guy that had been staring at you the whole night. oikawa took a subconscious step closer to you.

“yeah.” you responded, clearing your throat.

he didn’t miss the way your eyes shot to the ground and you crossed your arms. oikawa moved to put his arm around you, pulling you into his chest. when you buried your face into his chest and your arms wrapped around him, he felt his heart clench.

“m’kay, come on.”

he pushed away from you a little, with the look on your face only making him worry more. but then he reached down to grab your hand. neither of you said anything until the door shut behind you and you could hear over the music.

“where are we going?”

“i dunno. anywhere. i’m sure we can find something.” he said, not taking his eyes off of where he was headed.

you didn’t respond right away; it was only when you got to the car that you finally spoke again. whenever you got to the passenger side, he tried to let go of your hand, only for you to hold his just a little tighter.

“can we go home?”

“yeah,” he smiled and gave your hand a reassuring squeeze. “let’s go home, i’ll make you some tea or something when we get there.”

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[kageyuji]

“they’re assholes, y’know,” suna tried to keep his tone relaxed, but he couldn’t help that his words were laced with venom.

“i know.” you offered a smile to him, but it didn’t meet your eyes.

your voice sounded so small and suna couldn’t quite grasp why that hurt him so much — you were the one that was upset after all. it was a rare occasion that you could see suna on edge; not that he was calm all the time, he’d just mastered the skill of acting like he was calm.

“it just...” you took a deep breath when you spoke, nervous and tear-filled eyes looking up to suna. “i don’t know, it sucks i guess.”

“yeah,” suna moved closer to you, putting a hand on your back and the other on your shoulder, pulling you closer to his chest. “but try not to think about it, ok angel? you’ve got me, that’s all you need. you deserve better than them, got it?”

#suna x reader #suna headcanons #suna x you #suna x y/n #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu headcanons #kageyuji.rambles #kageyuji.suna

[kageyuji]

kenma’s eyes narrowed at you, watching from across the room as you jerked the device in your hand. you’d been doing it all afternoon; he had no idea what game you were playing, but you’d promised to help him with something a little under an hour ago.

a string of curses left you, followed by a groan, then a huff of annoyance. and then you were looking back down at the game, concentration in your eyes.

“what are you doing?” he finally asked.

“this- ugh, this damn game.” your face twisted into one of annoyance and concentration.

“hm,” kenma hummed, standing up from where he’d been sitting. “what are you trying to do?”

“this character, I’ve been trying to get him to level up, but I need to- yep, died again. I can’t kill this stupid monster.”

he couldn’t deny the small smile that found his lips as he watched your character’s body disintegrate, a red “revive” button appearing on your screen.

“do it later then. boyfriends come before video games.” he moved to lay down beside you, head resting in your lap. he made a point to grab the game in your hand and move it out of your lap.

you smiled. “wow, the kenma kozume, jealous? of a game?”

“no.” he said simply, watching you begin to smile. “...ok maybe.”

#kenma x reader #kenma x you #kenma x y/n #kenma fluff #kenma headcanons #kenma drabbles #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu imagine #haikyuu hcs #kageyuji.rambles #kageyuji.kenma

[kageyuji]

“this is the worst idea you’ve ever had.” suna said, something close to a grimace on his face.

“don’t be rude.” you offered him a faux pout.

“trust me, I wish I kidding.” he said, although you could hear the playfulness in his tone. “besides, I’m pretty sure shoplifting is illegal.”

“it’s a big company, they’re not gonna miss a few hundred yen.”

he didn’t respond this time. you reached and grabbed the bag of candies, then stuffed them into your boyfriend’s jacket pocket. he feigned an offended look; a hand on his chest, lips parted in shock.

“I will not be caught up in your felonies.”

“taking candy is not a felony, rin.”

“this will forever weigh on my conscious. I won’t be able to sleep at night. I’ll be up, thinking about my crimes, knowing I can’t-” he started, still going along with the dramatic façade he’d chosen.

“if you would like to go pay, be my guest.”

“nah, I’m good. it’s a big corporation. eat the rich or whatever.” a smile crossed his face and he reached for your hand. “if we get caught we’ll just become criminals together or something. I can see it, actually, ‘suna and y/n: the modern bonnie and clyde.’”

#suna x reader #suna x you #suna x y/n #suna headcanons #suna hcs #suna imagine #suna fluff #kageyuji.suna #kageyuji.rambles

[kageyuji]

“thanks, ‘eiji.”

next to you, akaashi smiled. he hoped it was encouraging but it probably looked more pitying than anything else. a part of him felt a little guilty though. of course, he didn’t want you to get hurt, but he didn’t want you to go on a date; not unless it was with him.

but it wasn’t... although, it wasn’t much of a date if you got stood up, was it?

“don’t mention it. are you alright?”

“yeah,” you responded, ignoring the way your body shivered from the rain. “i’m just a little cold.”

he reached over to turn the heater up. then, he leaned forward to take his hoodie off and placed it on your lap afterwards. you looked at him with confusion drawn on your face, though gripping the fabric anyway.

“you aren’t cold?” you finally asked.

akaashi shook his head no, although he’d only vaguely heard what you’d asked. instead, he was watching water run down your face — he didn’t know if it was a tear or rain.

“you just stood in the rain for an hour, i can manage.”

“it wasn’t an hour.”

you watched his eyebrows knit in confusion, although you didn’t really know about what. it was as though he was thinking about something. rather, debating with himself. his tongue darted between his lips, he cleared his throat, and then finally spoke.

“you know, if it were me, you wouldn’t be stuck out in the rain like that.”

you giggled despite the heat rising in your cheeks. “and what’s that supposed to mean?”

“i... uhm, i think you know what i meant.”

you knew exactly what he meant.

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[kageyuji]

akaashi scrambled to hide the small box he was holding whenever he heard the door click open.

normally he would’ve told you to knock, but since you’re the person he’s dating he doesn’t really mind. rather, thinking back to the box he was now holding behind his back, he hoped you’d be his fiancé soon.

“...hi,” you said cautiously, confusion written on your face as you stepped into the room. “whatcha holding?”

he looked utterly terrified. a part of him was worried that you’d seen it, but another part of him was wondering what the hell he was going to tell you he was hiding. you just wanted to know why he looked like his heart was going to beat out of his chest.

“ah, you’ll see later, love.” he spoke. “are you ready?”

“mhm!” you smiled. “just let me grab something and then we can leave, ok?”

akaashi nodded as you walked out of the room. he slipped the ring box into an inner pocket on his jacket and hoped it didn’t look too clunky; this was important, the last thing he wanted to do was mess it up.

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