#just.....reminiscing tonight

[todayisafridaynight]

Do you mind dumping all of your thoughts on ebina for us?

i dont even know where to begin on ebina he just sucks major horse cock and i cant be swayed on this but ill put it under the cut for everyones sake. this is rambly as hell too idc i refuse to spend any more time thinking about ebina more than i already do

like what is his purpose. like i KNOW his purpose but it sucks- him being a Plot Twist baby is the dumbest shit in the world and they dont even ATTEMPT to do anything meaningful with it i do not care what anyone says

why even HAVE HIM be related to ichiban if he never even interacts with ichi in a meaningful way, esp when ichi's whole theme is family-- WHEN THE GAME IS LITERALLY ABOUT ICHI MEETING HIS MOM (or it was until they decided they didnt care about akane in the plot anymore)

like we mentioned it before here but if you have to have ebina related to a yakuza from the past for his ol Bring Down The Yakuza gig then why not make him an orphan from kazama's orphanage ???? literally nothing wouldve changed except it would've made more sense with how much kiryu deals with him instead of ichi. it wouldve been a great way to round things off with kiryu's saga too, what with having to confront the consequences of kazama's actions directly and finally and officially burst that fanatic bubble of his (i dont wanna HEAR nothing about gaiden that's not enough for me im GREEDY). theres something in here too about kiryu and daigo but i cant articulate it... i just know that wouldve been better too .... something something kiryu brought daigo into this life and now that he sees kazama 'bring' ebina into this life hes projecting ... idk ..

the game def didnt seem to give a fuck that ebina was arakawa's son considering they fucking revealed it in a bland-ass in-game cutscene FROM DAIGO OF ALL PEOPLE daigo respectfully why the fuck do you know this

i dont know how many people watch my streams but i was so obnoxious about ebina's villain monologue before his fight because its just ...... it just SCREAMS Hey You Guys Remember Aoki Right. fucking Masumi Arakawa Had Two Sons: One Who Loved Him And One Who Hated Him LITERALLY SHUT UP AND DIE I HATE YOU MASATO ARAKAWA WAS RIGHT THERE AND HE DID IT BETTER THAN YOU fucking stealing his bleach japan shit too. you might be able to steal bleach japan and piss me off about it the entire time because fucking everyone and their grandmother besides zhao seems to have forgotten fucking bleach japan but you can NOT steal Number One Hater Son from masato arakawa GET AWAY FROM HER 🗣️🗣️🗣️ 'why did masumi arakawa have to get himself killed' BECAUSE HIS NUMBER ONE HATER SON HAD HIM KILLED BECAUSE HE WAS A BETTER HATER THAN YOU SHUT UP

another thing that pissed me off to no end was the sawashiro shit fuckin Oh He Kept Him Alive Because He Wanted Him To Stop Him SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP I HATE YOU . i really wouldve preferred if they just killed sawashiro like old man why are you here- WE DIDNT EVEN GET TO SEE YOUR EYE GET GOUGED but im getting off topic. NOTHING bout what we've seen from ebina could convince me he Wanted To Be Stopped like absolutely nothing i dont want to hear this bullshit excuse. it is MERELY just reminding me of ichi being like 'i wish i couldve been there to stop you' @ aoki and its making me pissed

like im the only person who cares this intensely because im the only person who likes aoki enough like this and im trying NOT to mention him so much and just focus on ebina but its just so annoying... like its impossible NOT to see the parallels, especially when the game is practically bashing it into my brain every three seconds. like if we're talking aoki/masato-adjacent antags then i like eiji so its not the fact that HE IS aoki adjacent that pisses me off its just that he has no agency OUTSIDE of being a ghost of him. like there's nothing interesting about him in the slightest and he's barely even on screen why are you forcing me to give a fuck about this twat. if anything the one aoki thing i wish they did mirror onto him was dying at the end i do not care about this man

#iw spoilers #spoilers #snap chats #i think these are all my thoughts. or at least the very basics #point is Resident Aoki Fan Hates The Guy Reminiscent Of Aoki more at 11 #its like .... aoki was an interesting antagonist for his reasons you cant just frankenstein them onto this rando motherfucker #most deviantart oc ass backstory too literally kill yourself #OK IM DONE FR NOW. i wanna DRAW TODAY #maybe ill finally update my ichi blog cause ive had a post sketched for weeks but i keep getting distracted on sundays #im also driving back to school later so .... heres to hoping i have energy tonight vjeLVKERJ #im drawing other bullshit rn .. lol..

[rustedpipe]

degrassi is like. if you are a mean girl you have a 75% chance of being gay. medical marijuana is bad. if a gay guy and his former beard get too codependent years down the line they might kiss again. theres at least one teen pregnancy per grade. you WILL be in a band

#just reminiscing as i only have two episodes left for later tonight #m.txt

[microwave-core]

Yo, that Leon post was LEGENDARY, dude!!! If I kindly asked you to make the NSFW version of that, would you? 🥺🥺🥺

I can try, however I SUCK at writing smut. Dog-shit at it. We're talking my immortal levels of writing. I'm also very boring and don't have single dominant bone in my body. That being said, editing and refining goes a long way, so I'll try my best.

Starting off, he's a bit inexperienced, which I mentioned previously. He hasn't been in many relationships, much less been intimate, and he doesn't fuck without feelings. Prefers to take things slow and can get overwhelmed easily at first. That being said, he's a quick learner.

In general, I'd say Leon is a soft dom. He's caring and doting, if not a little shaky at first, but he learns quickly. He's kind of an unstoppable force in his regular everyday life, so being dominant comes naturally to him. Could totally be on the submissive side, though, especially if he's tired.

He's normally gentle, but he can also be rough. His touches aren't always feather light and experimental. If asked, or if he's just stressed out and/or pent up, he can be more aggressive. Normally, he lets off steam during a workout, but, hey, if it works it works.

Very attentive lover. He likes to take his time learning the ins and outs of what his partner does and doesn't like. From their big kinks down to which spots make them sigh in content when kissed. Willing to experiment, but has certain lines that he won't cross.

Big on praise. He wants to know he's doing a good job, that he's a good boy, and loves to return the favor. On the other hand, he hates being degraded. He's a bit insecure, honestly, so being insulted just kind of hurts. Kills his mood. If asked, he can try to degrade his partner, but he's not very good at it. He doesn't want to be mean to someone he loves so much, even if they're literally asking for it.

Speaking of things he isn't a fan of: pain. Leon has no real interest in being hurt, nor does he want to hurt anyone else. Boy is strong, so he's sure to be careful, even when he's being rough. At most, he could potentially be convinced to do some light choking, but even that might be a bit too much for him. He can leave marks, sure, but that doesn't mean he needs to inflict actual pain, right? Also, hates having his hair pulled, his scalp is very sensitive.

Okay, last "things I think Leon wouldn't be into", bare with me. He's not into anything remotely public. The rush he feels in public is not that of excitement, but that of pure dread and panic. He has a reputation, if anyone found out, he would die from sheer embarrassment, mainly because his family would find out. He'd never be able to look his mum in the eyes again out of pure shame.

He's much more lenient with nudes, even if leaks can happen. It would still give him a heart attack if anyone found out, but it's far more socially acceptable to be found exchanging steamy pics with your lover than fucking in public. Tends to lean more on the side of thirst trap then full on nudity. Wouldn't make a sex tape.

Doesn't usually jack off. Doesn't usually feel the need to. He has other outlets for stress relief that get the job done better. That being said, he is considerably needier when he's in a proper relationship, but, even then, it's still not often. He'd rather wait to get off with his partner then do it alone, at that point.

We're far enough in the post where I can just be honest. The first thing that I thought of when I read your ask, anon, is that Leon eats an insane amount of pussy. And he'd also suck an insane amount of dick. He's Mr. Bi King, after all. He just really likes giving head and is incredible at it to boot. Receiving isn't his favorite thing, though. It's not that he doesn't like it, of course he likes it, it just makes him feel a bit awkward.

Slight oral fixation.

The other thing that came to mind is that he has a breeding kink. I completely forgot to put it on the main post, but Leon really wants a big family one day. He loves kids, he's great with them, and is all around family oriented. And so, the thought of starting a family gets him off. Like, a lot. It's a little embarrassing for him to admit that, though. It doesn't even matter if he can get his partner pregnant or not, honestly. At the end of the day, it's about the sentiment.

Also, slight pregnancy kink. It just goes hand in hand with the above.

Aftercare king. At the end of the day, Leon is a very sweet and caring person, so it only makes sense to clean his lover up in the afterglow. He's all about gentle touches and massages for bruised marks and tender skin. Whether he runs a bath or settles for a wash cloth is entirely dependent on how tired he is. Cuddling and pillow talk is an absolute must.

In terms of stamina, he's pretty decent, and can usually push two or three rounds if he paces himself properly. He likes to edge himself, though, so he tends to last for awhile.

His dick is thick and so are his fingers. Do with this information as you will.

#pokemon leon #champion leon #pokemon swsh #why am i putting this in the main tag? idk felt right #hope you like it anon bc i don't know if this is even good #i feel so bashful rn #i knew this day was going to come eventually #just... didn't expect it to be for leon #my blog is now lesbians and leon i guess #very reminiscent of my discord handle goth girls and joestars #i have not touched discord in at least a year #i feel like this one specific picture of blue from pokespe #it was like a meme where everyone was like 'omg yellow's a girl???' and blue was all like 'teehee i wonder what red will think :))))' #hyper specific but that's the vibe #i normally don't write in the tumblr drafts so this felt weird #drafts really don't like when you add in a break #it kept moving the line down a paragraph each time i saved the draft #not surprising i guess its tumblr #spicy posting #i didn't intend to finish this tonight but uh time got away from me #everytime i tag i just tag more and more #and everytime we touch i swear i can fly

[lanternlightss]

hi uh. doodle dump be upon ye

#shaking at a speed that can shatter glass. feeling normal about them all. tonight #(i am LYING through my teeth) #i have not stopped thinking abt mel and cerelia since saturday 😭 #also no they arent. sisters #in the very last one with the theyre just like how she was?? thats mel reminiscing abt cerelia #its kinda a ven and nb situation. mel looked totally different back then with cerelia #after Incident mel just went. okay. honoring you. okay?? #also reason why calla (one in second that thea is hiding behind) is sulking: she suggested tomfoolery #and by that. hey soleil what if we threw a— (no calla. we are not throwing half the surroundings at ppl.) #don’t be fooled calla is a mischief maker and is fully enabling thea (and occasionally finch) #soleil voice PLEASE GUYS. PLEASEEE. IM MADE OF FIRE I CANT PUT IT OUT VERY WELL #anyways that first thea is just abt the cutest thing ive ever drawn im so 🥺 #i love her. my darling child. aough #lantern says stuff #lantern’s oc pile #lantern’s art corner #thea #finch #calla #soleil #mel #cerelia #endless flames

[charonte-simi]

Sometimes I genuinely miss being ace

#being attracted to your off-limits friends is hell at times #simi speaks #somethin felt. different tonight. it was probably just me #but it felt reminiscent of how he used to look at me #gods i miss that so fucking much

[audliminal]

Fun fact when I was like 10 my best friend and I tried to make a web video series very much in the style of Fred. Unfortunately (very fortunately) my dad found out about it after we'd posted a single video and he made me delete the entire account

#it was bad. it was so bad. #anyways i think about that a lot bc like. the timing was very specifically the time when all kinds of ppl were exploding on yt #and if i had not been. a literal child with the story telling chops of a. literal child. #idk i just think its funny that at ten i had my fingers so clearly on that pulse point #but i was so aggressively the wrong age to act on it #im just reminiscing about my early internet days tonight i guess

[mrs-kelly]

I'm trying so hard to write omg i wanna have a cute first date fic for valentine's day like that would be so cute

#i started it tonight which is already a good start :3 #im just going out of my comfort zone and writing it in 3rd person and also kind of reminiscent of an episode of aIways sunny #so im switching up my style a little bit so it has the flow of an episode you know #it's. gonna be tough but i think the outcome will be worth it! #ren speaks #renlie

[heartshapedtrap]

just hung out w friends for five hours and feltso full of whimsy I could pass out <333 I miss them so bad already but I get to see them tomorrow tooooo

#like it wasn’t even planned we just talked on the phone then met up at **** house chatted while our other two friends made us friendship #bracelets and watched the cat be silly with a bowl of water that was like two hours of us doing that #then agroup car ride (I love when we do this sm it’s like my favorite part when we hang out) skin to skin in a tiny fucking car laughing #talking listening to music on our way to Taco Bell then rode around taking scenic routes b4 gas station break to like pee n buy snacks :33 #flicked up another scenic route went to the epic park w the cool playground n reminisced about how it felt like being a kid again at 1am #I’m convinced all these fuckers are neurodivergent bc not one of them can go without stemming and ***** fucking climbing on top of the every #single thing LMFAO doing backflips off of swings and stuff too I had like an insane amount of whatever bc I skipped like the entire time #just to idk be silly and **** joined in :))) switches seats in the car and went to another park then rode in the car again to more scenic #routes and all the way back to **** house to get our stuff and each driveour cars back home <3 #we group hugged at the epic park and the moment was so surreal bc we all were close to crying especially ******* like I love my fwends sm i #cannot even properly describe how happy they make me feel like sonearnestly so #I weirdly felt closer to ***** tonight too probably bc we indulged **** antics together and were skin to skin in the backseat of the car #like having to fasten each others seatsbelt his arm awkwardly behind me n out the window that close n how alike we are… #OH WAIT him and **** buzzed their hair like days before n it really hit me that I haven’t seen him w shirt hair since I’ve first known him #when we all were once coworkers together and it’s like a fond memory now and crazy to think about how we’ve all grown together as friends #ok done being sappy now b4 I actually fucking cry like eyes are on the brink as I type :p #* #personal #heartshapedtrap #can y’all tell I left my journal at home… and needed to like remember how happy I’ve felt since seeing friends <3 #omggg i forgot to mention how they all cheered and were like happy for me during the scenic car ride that I’m almost certain im lesbian #still unsure of myself but I think that’s probably the closest label idk I just feel really happy that they support me nomatter what yaknow

[katnissgirlsmakedo]

was any recent era of mine worse than early 2022. remembering that january and february and just thinking wow that was truly the trenches i should stop complaining about my life right now huh. imagine for a moment you’re coming off your bleakest semester ever. and that’s including the one where you almost killed yourself and the ones where there was a global pandemic. fall 21 was hell for me i felt like a monster from a fairy tale or perhaps the cheese from diary of a wimpy kid the whole time. and then there was winter break and i was happy being at home. and then there was cobra kai season four, my third obsessive cobra kai era and also my last. all three were utterly horrific i was never well at any point during any of those three eras. (the september/october 2020 one when i saw seasons 1 and 2, the january 2021 one when 3 dropped were the other two) anyway and THEN the mere thought of going back to college made me want to vomit profusely and perhaps shoot myself in the head so then we had my loser ass gap semester where i took one gened class because i was worried that if i took the whole semester off i’d never go back so i just did one easy peasy class and started working retail. and the whole time remember i was still in and coming down from aforementioned cobra kai era. and then march came. i don’t mean to be dramatic but that march saved my life. changed everything. helena you have no idea the role you played in me not killing myself fr wow. context: this was around the time i started talking to helena, who was watching shadowhunters, and wanting to read the books. and because of that i remembered how much EYE liked those books and i got back into THAT obsession. now for those of you that haven’t been around long it may seem like i’ve always been weird about tsc but from like 2019 to that march i was like fully not even thinking about anything related to that franchise at all ever. which is crazy to think about like maybe that’s why i was so depressed that whole time damn. anyway so that was when i got back into tsc. and sincerely i think that actually saved me for real and seriously. and of course. in a rube goldberg like chain reaction THAT led to the horrors which were terrible but really in hindsight the horrors were not that bad because tee and i went through them together and formed an unbreakable bond <3 but wow those early months of 2022…. it’s never been more bleak than it was then

#yes fall 21 really was that bad. yes it really was worse than the semester i wanted to kill myself. #i can’t get into it it makes me sad to think about #but actually fun story. not really. i know someone now that i’m pretty sure i met in one of my classes then #i am not 100% sure and i haven’t asked her yet because we don’t really talk #we have a mutual friend and are in that stupid history class together #and frankly. if she’s the same person. she was the only person i knew that fall who didn’t contribute to making me feel bad all the time #oh i have that class tomorrow i need to remember to ask her that would be crazy if it was her. i think it was #anyway. whatever. just reminiscing about february 2022 because i found out that was when i first watched redacted movie #well i guess it’s only redacted to the tumblr only followers and mutuals. the letterboxd gang will know #although i’d prefer if no one knew. letterboxd mutuals look away from my activity tonight

[nocturnal-birb]

The moment Copia is gone, I'll turn into like those weeping widows- probably a banshee with how much I'll cry over Copia being gone honestly

#like every time i would see images or videos of him i'll cry even if there'd be a new papa #hell i may have just joined during copia's papa era but boy do i miss terzo too #seeing old cardi photos from old blogs got me sad ok cause one day i'll reminiscent over copia as papa when he was around #guess i'll be crying at the abbey for tonight damn

[raiinbowwitch]

shippers stop being weird about relationships challenge

#inspired by imodna tonight #but I've also been thinking about voltron all day and.... reminiscing.... about that whole fandom situation #fandom #..... like specifically let's stop being weird about people using brother and sister for non bio relations or literally just means they see #themselves as close that's it #calm down

[cakesdown]

I think the craziest thing that happened to me in fandom is when some rando came to me saying someone told him to make a rant video on my creepypasta oc but then said he wasn't gonna bother and then added me on skype and then when we called he said that being trans was a mental illness and that he had a gun collection.

#just reminiscing tonight. #gun mention

[taardisblue]

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#there’s something about lowkey crying over excel at 9 pm that is just #so reminiscent of being 8yo and crying over homework I didn’t get that was due the next day #it didn’t happen often but it did happen #it’s also very reminiscent of the prepa years #in tears over maths stuff that I just. could not understand and feeling like shit over it. p much nonstop for 2 years. that was fun. #granted a lot of that stuff then turned out to be our maths’ teacher idea of fun #aka way beyond All our skill levels except maybe 2 people in the class who like. aced the ENS exams but #the feeling is still there yk #anyhow #fun throwbacks tonight. still got about 20 worksheets to get through. my head hurts. #capitalism sucks. or maybe I just need to stop complaining lol. #.txt

[masseffect5]

trying to overcome anxiety is so . so horrible. like i want to throw up. i am anxious abt overcoming my anxiety. it’s a vicious cycle!

#look i am also reminiscing about being called weird and a coward and a buzzkill my whole childhood #horrible vibes in the air tonight #there is nothing worse than knowing there is something wrong with you while desperately wanting to be completely normal and fine #i just want to feel light when approaching normal things - i’m tired of feeling a constant pressure in my chest…the urge to cry…when dealing #with things that everyone else has no problem dealing with #UGH ANYWAYS #let me get out my feelings WHO KNOWS HOW TO DANCE MERENGUE

[muirneach]

i love trinidadians and their tendency to call parties bacchanals like okayyyyy ancient greece

#sorry just reminiscing tonight #to me this is akin to the incredible formal vocabulary and wordplay present in nigerian english

[watch-my-cosmic-death]

Though I loathe the muppet singing, The Smiths mean a lot to me. I remember curiously listening to them just after my turn at the start of November, when things were reaching their peak. I had already known The Charming Man from an old friend, but I ended up liking This Night Has Open My Eyes so much I’d play it over and over, whilst smoking cigarettes outside my back door. Then I’d sit on the floor and listen to it some more. Every time I listen to The Smiths I remember staring into nothing, sat on the floor, haven’t showered in days, smelling of cigarettes, some other things I won’t mention, me. I can’t even describe the level of pain I was in. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to describe the place I was in, words genuinely leave me when thinking of it. It was like a pit of nothing. But the guitar in the songs made me feel a little lighter, the nostalgia of the pub scene as a kid kept a full feeling, and the way he sang the lyrics, and the lyrics themselves, brought me some breathing. Although one of the absolute worst times of my life, that I really didn’t think I’d make out of, I like to revisits it in these songs. There’s a saddens but a comforted one.

#some thoughts for tonight #I absolutely hate how everything collapsed in November #I hate what it did to me and my brain #though I knew it was coming I couldn’t prepare to have everything thrown on me at once #I’m better now #just- constantly reminiscing #r