#just really really tired I guess 😔

[harocat]

Y’all are just pretending misogyny doesn’t exist lately, I swear to god.

#I’m not talking about fandom here #though they do it too #just a post that really pissed me off #one of many posts but this was the straw that broke the camel’s back #misogyny is not a B plot it’s at the route of more things than you can imagine #*the root 😔 #and I’m tired of ppl underplaying that and attributing things that are blatantly rooted in misogyny elsewhere #though often there IS massive overlap; i.e. misogyny with racism and misogyny with transphobia #I literally see ppl talk about misandry more in leftist circles lately #you all have lost the plot SO BAD #hey guess where legitimate harm toward men on the basis of being men actually comes from #it’s not ‘misandry’—- it’s the patriarchy—- which is misogyny #this is feminism 101 you all understood it in 2016 but you’ve totally lost that in a sea of discourse by now #misogyny is one of the most dangerous and widespread forms of bigotry and it underpins the entire fucking human planet get with the PROGRAM

[saintqueer]

sometimes i just really really hate my neurodivergency because sometimes i just really wish i had an easier time doing all the things expected of me as an adult in this society like it's not fun feeling guilty and self-hating because you can't even get through a normal workday

#plus not even feeling like you have the right to call it a disability even though it feels a hell of a lot like one #it's not a disability because society says you just aren't trying hard enough #but you're trying really really really hard #😔 #tired of struggling i guess #executive dysfunction #adhd

[shima-draws]

My car: Happy Friday time for an oil change ALSO you have two flat tires mwah 😘

#TWO. TWO???? #I noticed they were really flat this morning BUT LIKE #I just thought that was bc my tire pressure light has been on. I thought my tire pressure was just way too low #WHICH is why I took my car in to get an oil change so they could fill up my tires while I was there #But nope! Flat! TWO FLAT!! #One has a nail in it?? #And the other has some weird staple idk WHAT it is #This has never ever happened to me before not even in my old car #I guess I just got weak ass tires 😔 #New car new tires that apparently suck ass #My old car’s tires probably ran over nails all the time and went HA BITCH YOU THOUGHT #Cries bc I know the repairs/replacements are going to be expensive and I’m already short on rent for this month #Bangs my head against the wall #Shima speaks #That’s how my day has been going if you were wondering 🥰

[im-like-if-a-girl]

I think I may have gotten my best friend into Nascar

#which isnt bad btw! its great to introduce someone to something you love and have them be intrigued by it #but also its really fucking hilarious #and alas. if they get into nascar then i wont be able to impress her anymore with my nascar factoids 😔 #oh well. i guess ill just have to find someone else to impress #nascar #im-like-if-a-girl like nascar and stock car racing okay she finds it to be a very enthralling and emotionally rewarding sport to watch okay? #and shes tired of pretending shes not a fan

[creativebrainrot]

i wonder what its like to not have to deal with relapsing into headspaces of "i am the single most annoying person on the planet and every comment i make is useless and shouldnt have been said and no one wants me"

it would be nice to know 👍👍

#creativelyrottedmind #rotthoughts #rambling #venting #i guess #i dont know. #posts like this make me feel a little better #this headspace just kind of. happens. #idk im just kind of constantly worried rn that im annoying #or unwanted etc #mmmmmjhnnnn pain 😔😔 #i dont have a point to this im just really tired of falling back into my selfworth issues #:////////// we were doing SO well babe why #i still wonder why he had to poison my soul #its only been all said and done for a year. maybe three. #im still picking all the pieces up.

[spookythesillyfella]

heyy guys !! ^_^ im feelin kinda bored n stuff soooo

★ Silly guy [i.e HV Tracey , HV Colin , HV Sketch n HV Tony] headcannons ★

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★ Tony is skilled at a lot of household activities [cooking , cleaning , sewing , etc.]

★ Tony is half french and half british . Both he and Sketchbook are bilingual , since he decided to try and teach her french , at least on the most basic level

★ Tony gave Tracey a 9:30PM guitar playing curfew

★ Although not as intense as Colin's , Tracey also has an appreciation for oats

★ Regardless of the temperature , Tony wears his suit as much as possible . He can feel cold and warmth , but he is very rarely bothered by it

★ Sketchbook always feels the need to have her hand held while walking with someone

★ Tracey has a drawer that's full of sticker sheets that they received from Sketchbook

★ Tony bites people to show appreciation / affectiom

★ Whenever feeling any strong emotion or sensation, both Colin and Tracey can start sparking , which can cause aggressive involuntary twitching

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okay yeah that's all im really motivated to write down atm lmao ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ its nothin too big , just some stuff ive wanted to share with the world i guess

#im trying not to give away too much of the unfinished story while also actually trying to show as much of the lil guys personality as i can #seriously their character development is really really good trust me im begging you #i promise that ill manage to actually get the fic done one day im just so unmotivated recently 😔 #anyway uhh this is kind of random posting i guess since it's not art #and i know that no one really cares about my non art hv posts #heck not a lot of people care about my hv posts in the first place - #but i just wanted to write all them down #and yeah you can tell i favor tony and sketchs found family siblingship over any other dynamic in the au #EXCEPT DIGITSLTIME because i still love digitsltime the most tbh #maybe ill get into the dynamic between tony colin and sketch in a different post / minific / fic in the future #im tired #😔 #dhmis #dhmis au #high voltage au #dhmis sketchbook #sketchbook dhmis #dhmis hv sketchbook #dhmis tony #tony dhmis #dhmis hv tony #dhmis colin #colin dhmis #dhmis hv colin #dhmis electracey #electracey dhmis #dhmis hv electracey #dhmis headcanons #random posting #¯⁠\⁠ ⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠ ⁠/⁠¯

[teamfortresstwo]

Whenever u wake up how was ur nap?

Aha….

I ended up not taking a nap.

#I wasn’t really tired I guess. mainly just… #disassociated I guess? feels wrong using that word without a diagnosis but it’s the only way I can describe it.. #I feel better now though! #and soon I’m going to have to sleep for realsies anyways sadge 😔

[running-in-the-dark]

I was gonna go to bed earlier tonight. I wanna fix my completely fucked up sleep schedule etc. (not that that ever works but whatever)

except...

I drank a 500 ml energy drink (at like 22:00)

I started playing RimWorld

then I also started listening to music

AND then I also started downloading music

sooo now it's 5:30 and I just looked at a clock for the first time in 5 hours and I'm not even the least bit tired 🙃

#I've got the brain fog and everything. but I'm not tired. #and I just took my antidepressant now because I completely forgot. so I won't be tired for another hour 🙃 #this is going soooo well lol #also - trying to find random albums from the 70s is too difficult #everything should be available online even if no one has listened to it in 40 years okay?? I need my music 😔 (I'm trying to download some #albums that I bought on vinyl and it's more difficult than I had hoped) #(so I guess the next step will be learning how to digitally record them lol because I cannot have records that aren't also in my digital #collection. it's unacceptable so I must fix this problem immediately (not immediately immediately. like tomorrow. it's so late)) #maybe my brain is already asleep actually #that would explain a lot #also lol my friend saw that I have three monitors and she was like I don't understand what you'd use those for #I mean... musicbee on one. rimworld on two. and all the downloading stuff on three 🤷 I'd probably find uses for like 3 more tbh (but my #computer might die soo I probably won't do that) #oh my god just shut up already #personal #and also - yes i need to say more - I spilled iced tea on my mechanical keyboard a few days ago. my partner tried to fix it and it does #work again. but not well. all the keys are kinda stuck. so that makes everything really fucking annoying lol. #(I found the same one pretty cheap because its used so I hope that'll arrive soon but until then I will be annoyed lol. I love this stupid #keyboard so much. 😭)

[noxtivagus]

HWHWHGHISKWNDNS

#DELETE LATER #quick rant! #😔 just a bit annoyed at one of my irls rn #in a way that. yk. she's my friend n i love n care for her but #sometimes it's really just so draining at times? #bcs i've been struggling n pretty distant for. quite a while now #aaaa i don't expect anything from others but #i guess it just makes me a bit sad when i think abt how #i've comforted n listened to her a lot #but. i can barely rmb any times she's done that for me? #i appreciate her ofc #but i guess it's a bit tiring when you don't feel like the energy's reciprocated #aaaaa usually idm i'm not too bothered by it #but i'm. kinda lurking in chat rn bcs i'm too tired to reply #n she just #'👺👹' ??????? #i appreciate my other friend bcs she. i haven't replied yet but she #ty abt last night. made me feel better :') #but. yh the other one #she mostly talks abt herself. it feels a bit shallow interacting w her n it just makes me feel a bit hurt bcs #does she even appreciate me? as a person? or just the friend i can be for her? #n sometimes i wonder if i ever even helped w anything. for anyone. not that i'm doubting others but it's still hard for me to really #completely accept myself? and that others can love and care as much as i do as well? #i'm so used to fiction that reality scares me a bit. who knows when it cld just end? #but. i know there's so much more than that. i'm stronger than that doubt. but i'm human as well #sometimes i feel like i talk too much. or intrude. or give unwanted advice #so this hurts in a specific way that. there are ppl that only like me for how they see me. not who i actually am #what i can do for them. what i can help them with. #even if that's not reality i struggle w feeling that. so please be open and honest with me #n th​en i feel selfish for feeling bad. n then my mind just. destroys itself. that's why i'm afraid of myself bcs ik there's sm i cld do

[cranberryjuice-posts]

GIRLIE I LOVED YOUR ATHENA DAUGHTER READER ‼️

also guess who’s back can i ask for a athena!daugter reader where it’s kinda like Annabeth trying to tell the reader that “hey clarisse is bad she tried to fucking kill percy she’s evil” and the reader us kinda tries to convince her that Clarisse really isn’t that bad😔

(i love your work girl and your end memes please do more 🔥‼️)

She’s the only one I got

Pairings - Clarisse La rue x daughter of Athena reader

An- fun-fact clarisse loves Dr Pepper It’s cannon Go read the sea of monsters. She’s literally perfect I can’t

An pt 2 - I Hope this is ok i wasn’t really sure what to write but it’s ok bc I’m just a girl

Pt 1 — Pt 2

Palestine aid link

“Are you serious?!” Annabeth yelled, a few of your other siblings backing her up.

You however were standing infront of the full length mirror inside your cabin fixing your outfit which was a pair of bellebottoms and a camp sweater. “Look Annie i get your our counselor and your the smartest out of us all but your not the smartest when it comes to relationships”

“And now she’s starting to sound like an Aphrodite kid” Malcom your brother rolled his eyes before returning to his book. You shot him a hateful look. “All right fine Your right I don’t get relationships like you but I do know clarisse”

“Really?” You sarcastically spoke just wanting the argument to be over. Grabbing some hoops you were deciding between the two different pairs. “Yeah, Clarisse is a hateful arrogant and rude person. She makes fun of our cabin with her siblings and didn’t she use to make fun of you to”

Deciding on the star shape hoop you put the earring in. “Fine! Fine ok I get it but I promise you clarisse is not like that ok she’s sweet, she loves me Annie why don’t you get that” you sighed facing your sister.

The shorter girl crossed her arms, leaning against a desk inside the studious cabin. “Because she’s a bitch”

“Language!”

“I’m 12 why are you giving me shit for cussing you cuss”

“Because I’m 16 you’ve still got two years before you morally can curse now stop.. damn about to make me get Luke” you sighed shaking your head. Facing back to the mirror you analyzed your look.

Annabeth rolled her eyes looking away for some time before facing you once again. “I still don’t trust you being alone with her..”

After finally having enough you turned towards the wiser girl. “Know what fine you can spy on us during our date today, then you’ll see she’s not such a terrible person and you’ll finally get off my ass… deal” you crossed your arms looking down at annabeth.

Your younger sister looked around for a moment feeling somewhat threatened by you before nodding in defeat. “Great” you sighed stepping back, grabbing a small drawstring bag and a book on the stars, you threw on your shoes before leaving.

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You were sitting in a clearing in the woods, a blanket set out with some strawberries and a pack of Dr Pepper you bought from the Hermes cabin. Annabeth was positioned behind a tree with her cap of invisibility on.

Eventually clarisse showed up. “Five minutes late” you jokingly chastised her.

“Shut up I’m on time” she scoffed sitting down beside you on the blanket. Pulling you into her some she kissed you softly. Her hands finding themselves on your waist

Bringing yourself back you leaned over grabbing a soda, handing it over to the curly haired girl. “Mmhm so how was running around like a fool for the entire morning?”

Clarisse rolled her eyes taking the drink In a harsh joking manner. “First of all its called training and secondly it was actually alot of fun, how was staying up all night to just watch some stupid dots in the sky”

Scrunching your nose at the girl you gave her a sarcastic look. “Yeah you think your so funny huh”

“Yeah I do”

“Mmhm” you knew clarisse was looking at your lips— she wasn’t subtle about it. Tired of her just imagining it you leaned in kissing her again. The playful banter between you two faded away while clarisse deepened the kiss

As much as you wanted to makeout with your girlfriend you weren’t doing it infront of your sister. Pulling back you placed a hand on clarisses arm while darting your eyes to some trees around you with a smile.

The girl furrowed her eyebrows but made a signal to her head almost mimicking a hat. Nodding you knew clarisse understood annabeth was spying on you two.

“Whatever this is stupid” clarisse gave you a teasing look. “What being on a date with your girlfriend? Yeah it’s so stupid” you responded in the same tone.

Clarisse rolled her eyes. “You know that’s not. What I meant” shaking her head you watched as clarisse reached over to her spear grabbing a plastic bag.

Handing it over to you you looked inside. “No way clarisse did you”

“Yeah I did. Your not gonna embarrass me about it if I own up to it” she continued to mess with you. Opening the bag you smiled as your girlfriend made you chocolate chip cookies with the nymphs in the kitchen. “Your the sweetest you know” you becoming flustered while you looked at the treats.

She just rolled her eyes with a smile, laying down clarisse moved around to lay her head in your lap. “Woah careful clarisse you might admit you actually like me a boring Athena kid remember”

“Mmhm Same can be said about you what was that about me being a bitchy ares kid?” She bit back. Flicking her forehead lightly just to get back at her.

You smiled while playing with one of the girls curls. You loved clarisse, wanting to proudly say it but worried you’d scare the girl off so for now you’d settle on just this.. cute dates with her, sneaking into her cabin to spend the night with her and just enjoying the silence with her.

After some time you knew annabeth had left after all she had gotten all the proof she needed. Clarisse knew it to.

“I love you” it finally left your lips. You noticed clarisses body tense making you regret the decision immediately. Clarisse however grabbed your hand kissing your knuckles. “I guess I love you to”

“Shut up”

“Why You Said you loved me”

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Annabeth - Fine she’s not a bitch

Y/n - ANNABETH!

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Clarisse - *having a Stare off with annabeth*

Clarisse - do we have a Problem

Y/n - dude..

#lesbian #wlw #clarisse la rue #clarisse pjo #clarisse x reader #percy jackson fanfiction #clarisse my beloved #clarisse x female reader #butch clarisse #clarisse la rue x reader #clarisse x you #clarisse larue #percy jackson show #pjo show #pjo fandom

[writingstoraes]

hello! for the ig imagine, can i request charles with a medical student reader? maybe she's in her final year before residency and even though charles has no clue about medic he still tries to help her with studying. thank you!

patient 🩺

pairing: charles leclerc/fem!medstudent!reader

type: instagram imagine, social media au

notes: whew being a pre med student ngl this fueled my delusions a lil (jk) anyway i hope u like this, anon 🤍 thank you so much for requesting! i also tried to stick with ig posts since its been so long since i did one thats mostly ig posts hehe

about: supportive charles and his future doctor of a girlfriend!

yourusername

liked by charles_leclerc, isahernaez, franciscagomes, and 21,991 others

yourusername officially on my last hospital duty before graduation! can't believe i have spent 4 tiring yet meaningful years of medical school, still feels unreal. couldn't have done it without the love and support of the people i hold dear to me 🤍

charles_leclerc So proud of you, amoùr 😘 Je n'ai jamais douté de toi. I never doubted you

yourusername thanks for being my first patient, baby <3

pascale_leclerc Congratulations, dear! We miss you!

carlossainz55 The group finally has a doctor! That means unlimited recklessness 😎

pierregasly Remember how we always wanted to try riding a bike on the roof

yourusername

liked by pierregasly, arthurleclerc, carlossainz55, and 50,223 others

yourusername a seperate appreciation post for the love of my life — who's witnessed all my lowest lows and highest highs. despite his own busy schedule, he still managed to fetch me from uni/hospital, prepare breakfast for me, and even help me study.

i guess i owe you a ton for all the cancelled dates and postponed plans, charles_leclerc? 💋

ps. the second picture is charles asleep on my shoulder after he helped me study three subjects for a major exam that went on for HOURS. i think i underestimated just how much he loves me :)

carlosluvr GOD i need me a charles right now its bad enough my pre med is killing me

hamiltonmerc Charles out here setting standards ridiculously high there really is just one of him huh 🤨

charles_leclerc Would do anything for you and you know that ❤️ (Honestly got to a point where I memorized some of what you were studying)

carlossainz55 Woah there Mr. Doctor?

charles_leclerc I think I can give you an injection now, mate 😄

carlossainz55 No thanks I still love my life

charles_leclerc

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charles_leclerc So incredibly lucky to be with someone as intelligent and hardworking as you. I promise to be with you every step of the way in full support and ready to shower you with love ❤️

Kinda afraid of needles but if you need to practice, I'm always available. Wake me up when you need someone to quiz you or make you coffee. I love you even when you're frustrated when you're practicing your sutures.

tagged: yourusername

charlossf23 You're telling me Y/N has Charles and all I got from medical school was anxiety

yourusername still need you when i study for the boards

charles_leclerc Working on the flashcards already, chèrie 😘

supermaxmax THE FLASHCARDS ARE SO REAL

pierregasly Carlos and I are on the roof tell Y/N to bring her medical supplies

yourusername please get down from there

charles_leclerc added to his instagram story!

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tagging: @slytherheign

notes: god pre med is hard wish i had someone like charles 😔 i hope you liked this, anon! thank you so much for reading 🤍

#writtenbyrae #charles leclerc #charles leclerc x reader #charles leclerc x female reader #charles leclerc x you #charles leclerc fanfic #charles leclerc fic #charles leclerc imagine #charles leclerc fluff #charles leclerc ig imagine #charles leclerc insta au #charles leclerc social media au #charles leclerc instagram imagine #formula 1 #f1 imagine #f1 fanfic #formula 1 insta au #formula 1 social media au #f1 fluff #f1 x reader #f1 x oc #f1 x you #f1 x female reader #f1 fic #formula 1 fic #f1 instagram imagine #f1 instagram au #formula 1 instagram imagine #formula 1 imagine

[bexalert]

Stardust crusaders having a crush on you

(Jotaro Kujo, Noriaki Kakyoin, Jean Pierre Polnareff, Mohammed Avdol)

Stardust Crusader stuff because I just finished part V and I miss them 😔

Also, I started this a WHILE ago, and it’s just been sitting in my drafts, so here you go.

I’ll also probably be making something for part V soon because I love them all. My accounts about to just become Jojo I’m so sorry 😭

Jotaro Kujo:

• He’s such a sweetie (he will literally ignore you)

• He doesn’t know how to just care about people??? So he won’t say anything

• But he will be very protective of you

• Atleast he’s not insulting you 😭

• He’ll just be watching you at all times, making sure you’re ok.

• He gets flustered, and then gets more flustered since he’s flustered

• Not that most people would notice

• He just starts sweating a bit and looks away.

• but you know who’s NOT shy???

• Star Platinum will not hesitate to play with your hair, stand by you, stare at you

• Obviously Jotaro will try to control him, but sometimes it just subconsciously happens

• He gets frustrated because people (POLNAREFF COUGH COUGH) will tease him

• But he bluffs well enough so you can’t tell

• When he does ask you on a date (if he does)

• It’s short, and almost a demand 😭

• “Go out with me.”

• He moves his hat so that you can’t see his face

• But he’s lowkey shaking

• Bro could defeat dio, multiple other stand users, and stop time without breaking a sweat, but when it comes to you?

• He’s just very out of his element, give my boy a chance

Noriaki Kakyoin:

• He’s just naturally so charming

• Especially if you’re around Jotaro and you’re a woman 😭

• He’ll comfort you if Jotaro makes any rude remarks

• “Pay him no mind.”

• He acts like you don’t affect him as much as you do

• But not to the point of being rude to you.

• He tries to impress you, but might not even realize he’s doing it

• Like he’ll do something cool and then immediately look to you to see if you saw him

• Might act just a smidge more charming

• Oh you need to walk through this door? He’ll open it for you. You’re having a seat? Here, let him pull your chair out for you. There’s a puddle? Oh, don’t get your shoes wet! He can carry you across- for your safety of course!

• He’s very polite, and respects you so much

• Always want to hear your input

• What do YOU think is the best route? Which hotel do YOU like?

• “What do you think, Y/N?”

• Just cares about you very much.

• He’ll be confident but humble when he asks you out

• “Y/N, I like you. Would you go on a date with me?”

• He’s shaking in his boots

• He just always has this content smile when he’s with you.

Jean Pierre Polnareff:

• Oh brother we got ourselves a yapper 😭

• Everyone knows he likes you

• It is absolutely not a secret

• You just assume he’s joking, or think he doesn’t really mean it

• But he is DEAD serious

• Shameless simp- he doesn’t care who makes fun of him

• “Ah, Y/N, do you need help with that? I’ll help!”

• You didn’t need help, he just can’t stand to see you working

• “Mon amour, someone as beautiful as you shouldn’t have to do work like this. Hohoho! leave it to me!”

• He’s incredibly corny and will say the cringiest things at any time.

• “Ah! You’re eyes are as beautiful and shiny are Silver Chariots armor!”

• and you’re just like thanks???? I guess???

• He will ask you out constantly. Just got done fighting? He’ll ask you out to cuddle in his sleeping mat (and also proclaim his undying love) you’re hungry? Please! Let him take you out to eat (and proclaim his undying love) you said you’re tired? He’ll ask you if he can carry you (and of course proclaim his undying love)

• When you finally take it seriously enough to give him a chance, he is over the moon

• He’s telling everyone

• “they said yes! We’re dating!”

• He’s so head over heels and just adores you

Mohammad Avdol:

• Dude he is SWEATING

• Like you won’t notice because he’s very calm and collected, but he’s freaking out

• It also doesn’t help that Magicians Red always comes out when you’re around, and he just keeps getting hotter.

• Like if you’re having a long conversation with Avdol, it will just progressively get more hot

• He tries desperately to keep Magicians Red under wraps, and for the most part he does

• But he gets so embarrassed when he cant

• He’s super respectful, like feels bad for even liking you

• He thinks he’s being gross for thinking of you like that especially if he doesn’t think you like him 😭

• He feels embarrassed outright asking to just have a conversation with you, so he always tries to cover it up with something else

• “Y/N, do you mind helping me read this?”

• HE COULD READ IT!!! He just wanted an excuse to talk to you ☹️

• Since he’s also the groups stand teacher, he’ll use his knowledge to his advantage

• Like you’ll made some off comment about “hmm wonder why that happened.” And he’s going into nerd mode

• 🤓☝️ “Actually when a stand user…”

• Like it was not necessary for him to go off like that, but the way you listen so intently makes his heart flutter.

• if you take his advice into account or say something reminded you of him, he is DEAD

• You actually thought about him, even just for one second, and that is wild to him

• He is also a simp, but no one would notice. Pouring your tea for you, helping set up your mat, bandaging your wounds, etc.

• You just think he’s being a good friend

• When he finally asks you out, he’s so flustered, but tries to keep calm.

• “Y/N, when this is all over I would like to take you on a date. Is that ok?”

• He’s just the sweetest nicest big ol’ teddy bear.

#fanfic #fanfiction #headcanon #brainrot #jjba #jojos bizarre adventure #jotaro kujo #noriaki kakyoin #jean pierre polnareff #mohammad avdol #jotaro #kakyoin #polnareff #avdol #jjba part 3 #stardust crusaders #jotaro kujo x reader #jotaro x reader #noriaki kakyoin x reader #kakyoin x reader #jean pierre polnareff x reader #polnareff x reader #mohammad avol x reader #avdol x reader

[kazvha]

Okay but blue lock character(s) after seeing that their name in your phone is just “name surname” after you send them a ss of something and they are like “Excuse me??????” (Bachira totally wouldn’t go all pouty and mad because he has you as some cheesy as shit with million emojis)

Summary: Isagi's & Bachira's (separate) reaction when they see that you saved them as their surname

Notes: This was long due, I'm so sorry for taking so long!!!🥲

Isagi

• You showed him the picture you set as the background for your chats

• It was a pic of you and Isagi being all lovey-dovey on one of your dates

• He loved it, his background is also a picture of you two

• But he was surprised when he saw your contact name for him

• 'Isagi'????

• He wasn't sure if he should ask you about it or not

• He pondered about it the entire time you spend together

• Before you could say goodbye though, he finally asked you. It just took him a few hours🥲

• "Earlier when you showed me your phone, I saw that you saved me as my surname? Can't it be something... more intimate?" He sheepishly looked to the side

• You thought it was really cute of him

• "You're saved as 'Yoichi<333' now! Happy?" You gave him a side hug.

• He smiled. "Yeah."

Bachira

• You noticed that Bachira chose a new ridiculous profile pic like he always does

• Intrigued, you took a screenshot of it and texted your boyfriend about it

• "Megu, what in the world is wrong with your new profile pic?"

• "Oh this is? This is just me running away from some aggressive ducks after I noticed I don't have any breadcrumbs anymore. Doesn't it look funny?"

• After cracking up for some minutes about this memory, he noticed the contact name he had in the screenshot you sent him

• 'Bachira Meguru'??? Seriously??

• No nickname, no hearts, no nothing!?

• Did you want to break him?

• "Babe what is this :("

• "What?"

• He sent you the screenshot you took again, but this time his name was boldly underlined with a red color

• "THIS!😤" "Don't you love me anymore?? Is that it???😭😭😭

• This guy... Being dramatic as always in your relationship

• You quickly replied before it escalated more

• "Noooo😭 That's what I saved you as when I got your number, I forgot to change it lol"

"Change it now before my heart breaks completely🥺😔"

• You really didn't have the energy to deal with a sulking boyfriend. It was already tiring to deal with him in his 'normal state'...

• So you changed his name to 'Honeybun🍯💛' and sent him a screenshot as a proof

• "Much better😍 I guess I won't have to break out of the Blue Lock facility anymore😃"

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[gentlyweeps-world]

enough

summary: you and logan talked

pairing: logan sargeant x fem! reader

warnings: mentions of self harm | depressive logan | angst

genre: angst

notes: I’m sorry 😔

words: 1.4k

LIGHTS OUT AND AWAY WE GO

Logan wasn’t doing good. Anyone who knew him or even really saw him could guess that.

He wasn’t having an easy time at Williams, crash after crash, no points after no points.

He had gotten more quiet, distant. He always looked tired, when you had tried to talk to him he would be quiet, barely adding into the conversation.

When you would ask if he’s okay he’d dismiss you with a soft smile and say he was just tired, that he just needed to rest.

But he didn’t like doing anything anymore. Cuddling and watching movies? No, he’d much rather curl up in bed and sleep. Go work out or go on a jog together? Nope, more sleep.

It got to the point he had to stay later at Grove for an urgent meeting with James and Alex.

Now of course you knew about that “urgent meeting”, you actually had James reach out to you.

He was worried Logan was depressed. So was Alex.

And you were worried too, but knowing Logan you knew he wouldn’t want you to say anything, so you just said he wasn’t feeling himself.

James knew you were keeping it to yourself, after all he was married and in love too, but he didn’t press it.

You were waiting for Logan to come home that night, not patiently. You had paced around the entire time.

He got back late, maybe 1am. You were almost asleep on the couch. “Oh..hey baby, how did it go?” You ask tiredly, getting up and giving him a small smile.

“It went fine, love. Just a routine meeting…” He tried to reassure you, but you could tell something was off. His smile was more of a frown, and he didn’t want you near him.

“I’m really tired…” He said with a small yawn, walking off towards your bedroom.

“Right, of course..” You mumble out, following him to your bedroom.

“Did James uhm, did he say anything about how you’ve been recently? Mentally?” You add on softly, not knowing how Logan would react, since you guys haven’t really addressed it.

“Not…really…” He tried to shrug it off, but there was no convincing you. You could tell by his body language, the way he looked at the floor when he was talking, that he was struggling with something.

“But I’m fine, don’t worry about it… I just need to sleep…” He said, with a small smile. You could see something in his eyes, he wanted help but he didn’t know how to ask.

“Logan..” You say softly, moving over to him and reaching for his hand, lacing your fingers together.

“I need you to be honest with me, I know you don’t want to but you need to talk about it..” You add on softly. “You’ve been wearing hoodies and sweaters, I’m not stupid. I’ve seen the bloody tissues…I’ve noticed how you sneak out of bed at night and spend your time crying in the bathroom…”

“I wanted to wait for you to be ready to open up and tell me yourself, but I can’t anymore..” You say, your own voice starting to waver. You knew James had noticed, you knew Alex had seen the scars. You had barely caught notice of them one day, but when you did, your heart broke.

“There’s nothing to worry about… I just…” He paused, looking away from you and avoiding you, not able to meet your eyes as his hand tensed up in yours.

“It’s nothing, I swear…” He said, trying to convince you he was fine.

“I can deal with it, don’t worry about me…” He said, trying his best to reassure you. But he had broken his mask, he was struggling to keep everything bottled up.

“Logan..” You whisper, voice breaking as tears start to form in your eyes. “Please baby..”

Logan’s own eyes began to water, he looked away as his hand tightened around yours.

“I’m sorry, there’s just so much pressure..” His voice started to break as he looked back up at you.

“I have to perform, I can’t let anyone down, and I feel like I’m not good enough…” He tried to stay composed, but he wasn’t able to stop his eyes from watering now.

“You are good enough Lo..” You whisper out, pulling him into a hug. “You’ll prove yourself in time, it won’t happen overnight”

“But I’m not showing results…” He whispered, burying his head into your chest and letting out a small sob.

“I just want to do well, I don’t want to disappoint you or Williams..or my family” He said, his voice breaking between sniffles and sobs.

You hug him tighter, heart breaking at his words. “You won’t disappoint us, you’ve already done so much by getting into Formula One” You say softly.

“I just don’t want you to cut yourself..” You add on, pulling away just slightly to look into his eyes.

“I have…” His words were almost a whisper, but you still felt him tense up.

“I’m sorry… I just-“ He tried to think of a way to explain, of a way to make you understand why, but he just couldn’t.

“It was just a few times, I just…” He looked away in shame, unable to finish his sentence. He felt as though he had let himself down once again, as well as you, and everyone else he cared about.

“It’s okay..baby” You say softly, pulling him closer into you once more. “I’m so sorry”

Logan finally hugged back, his arms wrapped tight around you, his head buried in your neck.

“I’m sorry…” He whispered, his whole body tensing in fear of you leaving or being angry at him.

“You’re not…mad at me?” He asked quietly, hoping that you didn’t think differently of him now.

“No..no, of course not. I couldn’t be mad at you for that..” You say, squeezing him tight. “I’m upset you didn’t talk to me, but I can’t force you to”

“I should have, you’re right, I should have talked to you sooner” He said, his tears finally slowing down a little.

“But I was just…afraid…” He admitted, holding you close.

“I didn’t want to be a burden, and I didn’t want you to think I was weak…” He whispered.

“Oh baby..you aren’t any of those things..” You say softly, “I would never think of you as a burden, you’re so much more than that”

“Just promise me you won’t cut yourself? Please Lo?” You add on, holding him tight.

“I promise…” He said quietly, leaning his head into your shoulder.

“I swear…” He said, starting to calm down and stop sobbing as you held him close.

“I just don’t know what to do anymore…” He mumbled.

“The pressure I have put on me...” He started to break down again, unable to fully calm down again.

“Hey..hey, it’s okay. Take some breaths, just breathe baby..” You say softly, pulling away from him to look in his eyes.

Logan nods, trying to take deep breaths, but he was still shaking.

It took a good few minutes before he was even somewhat calm again, still a bit shaky but not crying anymore.

“I’m sorry Y/n…” He said quietly, still avoiding your eyes.

“Don’t apologize baby, you haven’t done anything..” You say with a small smile, caressing the side of his face so he’d look at you.

“How about you talk to James tomorrow, ask him what you need to do to improve moving forward?” You ask softly, “Maybe ask Alex for advice too”

Logan hesitantly nods, unsure if it would help. But if it would ease the pressure, he had to do it.

“I’ll talk to him…” He says quietly, trying to put on a brave face for you now.

“Thank you baby…” He whispers, still looking away as if he was still ashamed of his breakdown.

“Of course Log” You say with a smile, leaning up to press a kiss to his lips.

Logan gently kissed back, wrapping his arms around you now.

“I love you…” He whispered, leaning into you.

His body had stopped shaking, he stopped crying but his mind kept spiraling.

You didn’t know that. He still was too scared to tell you, to speak up.

Before you knew it you were up waiting for him again, this time you felt more nervous.

James and Alex hadn’t sent any messages to you, or even Benny. You were scared.

What if something happened? What if he gave up?

Your phone ringing snapped you out of your mind. With a shaky hand you quickly snatch it, noticing that it was an unknown contact.

James or Alex

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[You could be mine...] 🎸🎤🎶

fanboy!König x GN!rockstar!Reader || [Part 1] [Part 2]

[SFW/Wholesome] ; no usage of y/n, gender neutral pronouns, insane rocking out!!!, author has never been a rockstar or to a concert 😔, not proofread, written at 12 at night

[A/N] ; i was just really obsessed with the idea of König absolutely flooring it when he gets to meet his favourite rockstar!!! And then rockstar reader has to sign his forehead or smth

ALSO this is probably one of my first *longer* little drabbles so congratulations to msyelf for writing more than 3 sentences and not taking a nap!! 🎉

You stepped out onto the stage to a roar of fans. Hundreds were in the crowd screaming your name. Many scrambling to get to the edge of the stage and see you in full.

You greet the crowd enthusiastically, a gentle breeze flowing through the locks of your hair and tickling the ends of your shirt. With one strum of your guitar, the crowd goes wild, chanting and waving lights.

Not long after, your band begins playing. Drums, electric guitars, keyboard, and your smooth vocals, all come together to form song after song. Before long, the concert is almost over.

Sweat drips down your forehead as you pant, tired after jumping from end to end of the stage to interact with fans. You scan the crowd, at the front of the pack, barely hidden by spectators is a massive man, donning your band’s shirt and hat. You quickly snap your focus back to the blaring music behind you, more cheers erupting as you play the final song of the night.

You finally drop your mic. Singing a farewell to the horde of people as you leave the stage. Your shirt is soaked, hair damp and cheeks red. You high five your bandmates before disappearing into your area to change. The memory of the man still filling your memory as you wear a fresh shirt and pants, smooth your hair and dry your dewy skin.

Rushing out one final time, you find the long line of tables where your bandmates await you.

The obligatory autographing session after every concert. Tiresome, exhausting, but also something you look forward to.

Mindlessly scribbling your initials on albums and shirts, and thanking fans, you greet the next fan. But, when you look up, instead of seeing his face, your band’s logo crows your vision.

Your eyes trail further upwards before they land on a pair of crystal blue, anxiety-filled pupils staring back at you.

“Oh- Hello!” You croak out. It’s the man from earlier, and he’s so much more massive than you thought.

“Wow, big guy huh?” The words leave your mouth before you realise.

He stares at you silently, nodding frantically after a few seconds of awkwardness.

He’s not much of a talker, huh.

Desperate to ease the tension between you two, you flash your signature charming grin before speaking,

“Name?” You smile at him.

Once again, a few seconds of silence before another frenzied nod.

“König.” He says in a thick accent.

“Sorry? Repeat that would ya?” You turn your head to the side, leaning your ear into him.

His eyes widen before he comes a little closer and places his hand on the sides of his mouth. It was only then that you noticed how large his digits were. Each finger must’ve been at least one of yours and a half. Yet despite their size, he was trembling. Vibrating even.

He yells (or more accurately, speaks at a normal level) into your ear,

“König.”

You blink at him.

“Coonisch..?” You repeat at him confused. How do you even go about spelling that?

“It’s German.” He clarifies meekly.

Well that explains it.

He shakily places an album onto the cloth-covered table, then another, then another, then another, then one from your band’s first show and- holy shit, this dude must be a big fan. Physically and music-wise.

You reach your marker out to begin signing the stack before you freeze as he reaches into his bag and pulls out… guess what, another album! Then some faded polaroids that you faintly remember taking on stage before throwing them out into the crowd… then a small band facts book… exclusive posters, and some CDs still in the wrapping! When he finally stops digging around his bag, you finally notice the wide array of vibrant pins and badges stuck to his leather satchel. Unique pins from the early days of your music and badges that were never made again after the first drop. This man is beyond a fan.

He chuckles nervously as he noticed your wide eyes and slight gaping mouth. You were literally in the band but still you weren’t even sure you had some of the merch he did.

“All right… Coonisch… How do I… spell… that?”

“K-Ö-with the two dots above it-N-I-G.”

Oh.

“You want that on… everything..?” You gesture towards the stack of albums, posters, and pictures.

“Yes.” He responds. You can almost see his wide grin through the balaclava he wore.

You sighed, clicking your pen and getting to work. By the time you finished the last poster, he was practically vibrating.

“I take it you’re a big fan?”

He nods wildly again. Eagerly stuffing the pile of merch back into his bag. Once he’s all packed up, he doesn’t leave just yet. His eyes contemplate before he opens his mouth again.

“Can- Do you- Hand- Is it okay if you… shake my hand?!” The last part comes out a bit too loud. His eyes widen again, tips of his ears turning a light shade of pink as he lowers his head.

“Of course. Least I can do for a fan like you.” You beam at him. His eyes immediately return to their squinted eye-smile state as he holds out his jittery hand.

You slowly wrap your fingers around his (giant) ones and give him a firm, tight, shake.

“That good?”

He nods madly, eyes joyfully squinting. He looks like he just went to heaven.

A string of giggles leaves your throat. You can’t hold it back. He looks confused for a moment before chuckling himself, realising how much of a fanboy he must look like right now.

“Well, hope to see you around again, König.”

He thanks you profusely, bowing and nodding his head. He almost left before he froze, turned and quickly dropped something onto your table. You swear you could see him floating with stars in his eyes as he walked off.

You stare at the tiny red present box for a second before pocketing it and signing the next bunch of albums and posters. Before long, it was an hour and a half to midnight and you were tucked up in the back of your band’s van.

Squirming to your side, your brain replayed the interaction between you and König. Every timid word he spoke, his boyish mannerisms, even the look in his eyes as you shook his hand.

It was starting to get difficult not to think about him.

You felt your pocket for your phone before realising that the gift he left you was still unopened inside of it.

Quickly, you pulled it out, gently unwrapping the carefully lined paper and undoing the small ribbon.

Inside, the most precious necklace laid. Engraved with your initials and band’s logo. It was a locket in the shape of a sparrow, your favourite bird. You clutched the necklace, grinning from ear-to-ear as your cheeks burned.

Then, you noticed something scrawled at the bottom of the box.

A phone number.

You smiled so hard your face hurt.

dividers by @mmadeinheavenn

Tysm for reading!!! Please lmk if you’d like me to continue this silly idea of mine- i think im shaking at the thought of writing this aas a full fic witj multiple parts… 😭🙏

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[vendetta-if]

I sent this aske awhile ago, but I guess it got lost, so I'll send it again.

Considering the MC keeps and even still wears the matching rings, they gave Victor as a kid.

I'm curious how the LIs react if the MC used one of those rings to propose to them?

Although the Ash and Rin poly MC would probably offer both their dad's and their own ring, I'm not sure if MC would propose to them both at once or do a more personal one for each of them?

Sorry, asks usually get buried and I occasionally try my best to sometimes dig through my inbox and answer some of the older ones 😣😔

Ash

They would say no at first because they know how much it means to MC. After all, they helped MC get it and was there when MC gave it to Viktor for Father’s Day.

They would try to convince MC that they don’t need to do this and that MC can just get them another simple band/ring for them. It doesn’t have to be the one with such profound sentiment for MC.

If MC insists, then they’ll accept it gingerly and they’ll wear it everyday; they promise to take care of it with their life.

Rin

Similar to Ash, they’d be very hesitant. They are also aware of the importance of the ring to MC. They promise, they’d be satisfied with any other “normal” rings MC get them. Just stick with the classic gold or diamond ring.

But if MC insists, they’ll accept it hesitantly but deep inside, they are actually really touched. Sure, physically, the ring might be cheap and made out of simple stainless steel, but what matters of course is the meaning it holds for MC, and that itself makes it more valuable than any other rings on earth. There’s nothing like it.

For MC to entrust it to them, is a symbol of pure and utmost trust and loyalty MC has for them and they will repay it tenfold.

Santana

Honestly, as sweet as the gesture may be, it might not be the best for Santana. Viktor’s ring, being the only thing that Viktor really cherished that he had access to near the end of his life… It’s safe to assume that it’s imbued with the strong memory and emotions of what Viktor felt and went through that fateful night that just won’t go away even after years.

Their biggest concern is they can accidentally trigger it, especially when they are just tired or down, and they would feel like it would be such a violation of privacy somehow. Not to mention the intense feeling and trauma as well.

So, they’d probably try to say no and decline, and ask MC for just a simple ring or any other ring. But if MC still insists, they’ll take it, especially because they don’t want to hurt MC’s feelings and they love MC and if they accidentally triggered the memory in the future, they’ll just have to endure it like always.

Skylar

Whoa, are you sure MC? It’s rare for them to feel unsure, but they definitely are right now, and it’s all because of this simple band of ring that MC presents to them.

This is one of a kind ring, MC, and nothing in this world will be able to replace it and all the memories that clings to it. This is a big responsibility and not something to trifle with, but at the same time, this is also a symbol of trust and devotion MC has for them and they are just overwhelmed with joy.

They’ll accept it and they swear they won’t ever take it off. Not long after that, suddenly, a simple black ring is in fashion in the city, especially when worn in a chain around the neck 😭

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