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#just let me fall asleep please
pegging-satan · 1 year
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I love the bsd Wiki. What I’m saying is, Ranpoe sleepover! Ranpoe sleepover! Ranpoe sleepover! Ranpoe sleepover!
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ectoplasmer · 1 year
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soft, sleepy moments with your f/os after you had a busy day… cuddling up on the couch with them after you get home, exchanging small pecks all over each other’s faces as everyone’s eyes grow heavy bit by bit, unintentionally drifting off while your f/os hold and snuggle you… alternatively, your f/os leading you to your bedroom so you all can cuddle in bed, nestling under the covers together, feeling warm and safe in their arms amongst the blankets and pillows, letting them take care of you as the drowsiness sets in… <3
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binders-and-beanies · 18 days
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Doin bad again folx
#might delete later I’m just wide awake and miserable#summer bill came out today and it’s $7100 not including housing which will be $2400#literally dunno how im gonna pay for that and my dad is. adding to the emotional turmoil of it all#not able to get a loan at least not before the bill is due#able to get aid luckily but again who knows when or how much#my bday is tomorrow and for months I’ve been like please just let my bday be a good day i need one#i need some hope. not that I haven’t had good experiences lately bc I have. but nothing that lasts#nothing i get to feel good about for more than a day before a new problem drops#I need to enjoy my birthday without feeling this deep dark dread and fear and fucking guilt and hopelessness#I have fun plans for today And tomorrow and I’m grateful but honestly stressed about that too#bc it’s gonna be a lot + bc of all I need to do outside of that#+ I don’t get to spend my bday w friends the way I want like I have one friend Maybe coming w me#my bday is supposed to feel celebratory and instead it feels like absolutely forcing some illusion of choice or joy in my life#on top of it all. the most peaceful I usually ever feel is in bed w my partner and now my body won’t even let me hold or be held by them#currently laying next to them not touching them so I at least don’t keep them up w how physically miserable I am rn#I’m literally always physically miserable at this point and it feels like spring is never gonna come and provide any relief#but it’s like can I at least be cozy w them. nope instead I’m wide awake facing various horrors#despite being permanently exhausted and falling asleep in class after 40 ounces of coffee#Im just. so fucking unhappy in life rn dude I don’t want life to be like this forever with the constant threat of it getting much worse#fucking shred of joy in this godforsaken world: the sleep noises they r making rn#mine#txt#vent post#suicidal ideation tw#<- cry for help
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carlyraejepsans · 2 years
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had the frankly brilliant idea of thinking about chara frisk and asriel while listening to Little Talks by Of Monsters And Men which now that I think about it is a HILARIOUS band name in this context but anyway if anyone needs me I'll be over in my trailer sobbing my eyes out. cheers!
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possession1981 · 3 months
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jessss-ica · 11 months
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My night has (and I use this loosely) resorted to watching Zelda totk play throughs bc I can’t fucking fall asleep 🙃
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eggthew · 4 months
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I actually FELL ASLEEP. at around 9ish. and I was like yessss FINALLY a full night's sleep!!!!!!! but i think my body is so used to only sleeping a few hours at a time bc i am now wide awake and it is 12am. Usually im just starting to go to bed. fuck my stupid baka life
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silverior968 · 1 year
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Currently having a full-on second hand existential crisis over the absolute haunted house, sunken shipwreck of a fictional man that is Anton Shudder
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at what point does one just give up and accept not sleeping? my thoughts keep flitting between jeff satur and kimchay and i am no more sleepy than i was 4 hours ago
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primordialchoice · 5 months
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In the HH verse, I did mention I want her to have always been a red head like that description I found of her in the Zohar (long red hair as a lily, red lips, white and pink cheeks - this is literally the only physical description I found of her in an actual sacred text so don't come for me, it's from 148a-148b Sitrei Tor-h if you want to read the source), but her hair color gradually faded to platinum due to her pregnancy with Charlie which has sucked all that redness from her face and hair. Decided she still has a few locks of red hair in various stages of discoloration, but they're mostly hidden in the heaps of platinum.
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shaniacsboogara · 1 year
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About to go back to work... Again... To make some drinks and chop some vegetables... So fun... I'm so Steven Lim core... I'm not at my breaking point...
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takasgf · 7 months
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i feel, think and behave like an animal and yet i am expected to act like a human when i have no knowledge of such a thing
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asexualannoyance · 1 year
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i very desperately want some good pete angst
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technologyvoid · 1 year
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Why can't I fall asleep
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fair-dinkum-mechanic · 11 months
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