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spooky-bunnys · 9 months
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Hey! I really like your work. Can I get the new episode of Baby Haitani please and thanks!
Haitani Baby Brother Part 4
I'm so glad! Hope you Enjoy!
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It's been almost 5 months since the incident. Sanzu has fit semi-well in the Haitani household. His relationship with (Name) had improved greatly. But the brothers weren't too happy with the Alpha at the moment.
Sanzu sat on his knees in the living room. Being lectured by Rindou, because the pinkette tried having some "special" time with (Name). Which might be added was warned not to happen by the doctor, due to a chance or harming the pups.
"Seriously Sanzu! You were making direct eye contact with him, when he told you no sex because of the pups! What's wrong with you?!" Sanzu huffed. "It's not my fault! His scent is getting sweeter. And since I haven't been able to mark him, it's getting tougher to hold my inner Alpha in." Rindou sighed and ran a hand through his hair.
He was partly right, Bonten had been so busy he hasn't be able to actually mark (Name). There's been more traitors being exposed, and more companies have been trying to double cross them. So (Name) has been mostly by himself, with guards of course! Can't leave him unprotected.
Which is bad considering, (Name) is getting closer to his due date. Which had everyone on their toes. (Name) was currently in his nest, enjoying his cheesecake with honey. Waiting for his Alpha to come back. He wanted cuddles.
A knock on the bedroom door, startling from his food land. "Who is it?" "It's your favorite brother~" "I thought Rin was talking to Chiyo in the living room?" Ran threw open the door making a dieing animal noise. (Name) laughed loudly. "I'm kidding Aniki. You both know I don't have a favorite brother."
Ran scoffed and grumbled. "Well your last check up is tomorrow. We're gonna have it at HQ so everyone can be there. If that's okay with you?" (Name) nodded excitedly. He missed the others company. He wasn't allowed to leave the penthouse, according to his brothers and his Alpha.
He knows they want him safe, but he missed the sun and fresh air. Even his balcony privileges had been taken away! (Name) laid down his empty plate, and slowly leaned up. Holding his stomach carefully.
Ran quickly helped him sit up. "Bathroom break?" (Name) nodded quickly and Ran laughed. Ran help him up and took the dirty dishes. "Now remember the doctor said, to be careful with the cheesecakes." (Name) pouted and nodded.
He didn't get to eat them as much as when he was first pregnant. Due to the sugar level of the cheesecakes. But his cravings have weirded everyone out. Especially when he ate vanilla wafers with mustard. (Note: I love that combination lol)
When they arrived to the appointment, (Name) was clinging to his Alpha. He'd been extra clingy this morning. They figured it was because he was due anytime now. While Sanzu was just enjoying the attention.
The brothers following them, grumbled in annoyance. Their baby brother barely gave them attention anymore. They missed (Name) coming to them for attention. But now, he had Sanzu and soon, he'd have his own pups.
Upon entering the doctor office, (Name) noticed that the upper members, were already inside. (Name) greeted them with a bright smile, rubbing his very round stomach. He paused momentarily, before smiling widely.
"Chiyo! The pups are kicking!" Sanzu immediately placed his hands on (Name)'s stomach. He smiled feeling the hard kicks against his hands. "Their gonna be strong pups my love." Everyone smiled at the loving moment.
But that died quickly when (Name) violently cringed, gripping his stomach tightly. Sanzu immediately cupped (Name)'s face. "(Name)? Love what's wrong?" (Name)'s face scrunched up. The brothers quickly pulled him away and handed him a trash can.
(Name)'s body shook while he was sick. This worried everyone tremendously. (Name) yelled loudly and stared at his feet. Water surrounding them. Everyone froze. Mikey was the first to react. Quickly yelling for someone to get th doctor.
Sanzu quickly helped (Name) onto the hospital bed, that was in the room. His scent revealed how truly worried he was at the moment. It felt like forever until the doctor finally arrived. The doctor quickly made his way over. "I wasn't expecting him to go into labor. I don't know if he'll make it to the hospital."
The brothers immediately starting arguing saying that he should've been prepared. But (Name) silenced them, when he started yelling in pain. Making everyone flinch. The scent of distressed Omega filled the air. Making the Alpha's panic.
(Name) had fainted from the pain. He couldn't remember much of what happened. He remembers holding his Alpha's hand so tight, he thought it'd break. He remembers seeing his older brothers paicking faces.
Then there was darkness, then there was a bright light.
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bronx-bomber87 · 7 months
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Saturday afternoon review. Another glorious episode. The intro of their fur child. Kojo-Chen-Bradford baha A pup we all know and love. Also that we hope to get to see in S6. This is a very solid Tim backstory ep I’m excited. I’ll delve little more into the actual ep than normal. Just because it’s so tied into everything in this ep. Especially Tim’s past. I always love delving into his past. As I always tell my friend D, When I get into Tim's past I go off a lot haha I can't help it I relate so much to him. So bear with me while I rant off about him in this one. He is a subject I am very passionate about. But let’s get this ep started.
2x14 Casualties
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We start our episode with our fav canine. Destroyer of chew toys Mr. Kojo. He really is a beautiful dog. The dog lover in me adores him so much. Jackson is awoken by this sweet boy and honestly handles it better than expected haha Lucy clearly has gotten him for post DOD reasons. Smart on her end. I know my dog has helped me a ton emotionally. I totally understand why she did this.
I think Jackson is very aware of reasoning and doesn’t push it. Look how cute this dog is I can not. Also how happy Lucy is to have him. She’s literally beaming and so adorable with him. Another reason I don’t think Jackson says anything to Lucy. He isn’t happy about it but won’t fight her on it either. Such a good friend putting her ahead of his discomfort about this. He knows how much she has been through so he's not going to tell her no...Oh the power Lucy Chen holds over the men her life ha
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Lucy tells Tim about Kojo and he instantly thinks it’s a mistake. Discouraging her owning him. (Of course he does). Lucy is her sassy self and tells him she didn’t remember asking him. LOL Tim tells her tough. He’s there to teach her how to succeed. That adding a dog into the mix is only going to distract her. Lucy shows him a picture of Kojo. Says what if he is cute and snuggly?
You can see Tim also thinks he’s cute and snuggly when she shows him the pic haha but says that’s not the point he’s trying to make. Can tell he loves Kojo but isn’t going to give her that satisfaction right now. Lucy is too damn happy about her new pup to let Tim ruin it. He continues his interrogation and asks who’s watching him while she’s at work? Lucy replies she paid a neighbor let him out. Then asks if Jackson is ok with it? Lucy being clueless (which is a rarity for her as we all know) replies 'Why wouldn’t he be?'
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First off I always love when we get tall and smol shots. They make my soul so very happy. Their height difference always gets me in the feels in a way I can not describe. This whole scene cracks me up though. Both trying so hard to top the other with who's right. It’s what they do and they do it so damn well.
It’s so cute how Tim defends himself about dogs when Lucy says he doesn't like them. ‘Wrong. I love dogs.’ LOL He is definitely not wrong about the responsibility part. They are a lot especially for a rookie trying to survive her training. Lucy mocks him and says he’s about to go off on a ‘But you were when you were my age?’ rant. Tim then does just that haha Our marriage moment of the episode.
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Telling her all he’s done at her age. How he already did 2 tours in Afghanistan and Iraq, Second in charge of his squad of ten soldiers. Lucy is not indulging him this time, scoffs loudly and calls him a show off haha You know he heard her but says ‘What was that?‘ Her face in those two last gifs. Be more married you two please.
They knock on the door of their call. Someone has reported a peeping Tom. They head back with the husband to their pool area. He says his wife likes to tan in the morning. A drone has been watching her the last few mornings. Tim says they can put out an alert but they’re tricky to track down.
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The wife comes in and and is instantly checking Tim out. I can’t say I blame her. The man is sinfully delicious especially in uniform. She shamelessly flirty with him. He could not be cuter being embarrassed about it. That smile of his as his reaction. He’s always so caught off guard when women hit on him. Lucy’s face during the whole thing is hilarious. She’s so awkward and uncomfortable as this goes down. His polite ‘ma’am ‘ and shyness we rarely see in him. *fans self* Can’t blame a girl for trying LMAO
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Lucy gets a call from her apt about Kojo shortly after they return to the station. Tim says they’re not going unless it’s a crime scene. It kinda is...One of her apt. Lucy opens the door and we see the destruction the poor boy has caused. Lucy clearly has no control over this sweet angel. He just jumps up on her when she arrives. Clearly so stressed being alone. He wants her attention. Kojo won’t get down until Tim shouts a firm command at him to sit and he does…Oh my...
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Tim barking out orders like that shouldn’t be so hot and yet here we are. I am a puddle. This man does things to me I can't properly put into words haha Also his sexy and confident ‘Come on.’ afterwards. Lucy girl, it’s a miracle you get any work done around this man LOL Kojo you just met your dad and you have no idea. They go through the destruction that is her apt. Tim basically beaming with an ‘I told you so.’ energy as they explore the wreckage.
He is so pleased with himself. They enter Jackson's room and it is trashed. He is at the height of his smugness at this point. He starts taking pics of her and the damage to Jackson's room. These two and their pics of one another I love it so much. Tim says ‘I don’t have to say anything do I?’ Poor Lucy.. ‘I rather you didn’t…’ Already feeling the massive guilt for Kojo destroying Jackson's room the most.
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After they leave their fur baby, Lucy and Tim join in on a suspect Nolan is chasing. He was sharing a shady SRO with the man who was found killed earlier. He took off and they end up catching him in an ally. It’s here we find out he and Tim have a history. The shock on Tim’s face gets me. There’s so much going on in that look that we don’t understand right now. Eric is conveying so much in just this small window.
We rejoin them at the station booking him. Tim looks like he's in a state of shock. Thought Mitch's life was going well post-service. Definitely wasn't expecting him to be living on the streets. Knowing he's not in a good place is bringing back all his guilt in waves. There is so much Tim is carrying in these interactions with Mitch. He asks what he's even being charged with? Lucy tells him resisting arrest to begin with. The DA will sort out the rest.
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Mitch is all over Tim about what’s going on. He tells him he can’t violate the victims privacy. Mitch then pieces together his friend Joe is dead. Tim refuses to give him anymore info. Says detectives will be by shortly to talk to him. He looks so damn distraught walking away from the holding cell. Lucy points out the obvious tension between them. Tim lets her know exactly what their history is. I’m so proud of him for not brushing her off or being angry with her for asking. He’s just defeated and tells her why.
Like he wants to share this emotional burden with her instead of holding onto it solo. How far we've come. Truly. When just Isabel's name would set him off for most of their shift. Now he just tells her when she asks him. Telling Lucy things is a safe place for him at this point in their relationship. It’s a beautiful thing to watch him not even fight that. To let her know with no pretense. Allowing her to know something from his military past is huge. Something he keeps quite guarded. Watching him feeling comfortable enough to share with her. My heart. I'm not crying. You are.
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Tim watches Armstrong and Nolan interrogate Mitch. The emotions in his eyes as he does is killing me. You can feel his guilt through the screen. There seems to be more than just Mitch's guilt there to me. But we will touch on that later....Nolan lets him know Joe had his neck snapped. It seemed like a professional. Mitch tells them he didn’t kill him. That Joe came to him about finding a lot of money. Pallets of cash in the millions. Found it in a building with a bunch of weaponry. Being guarded by heavy duty guys. Lots of machinery too.
Mitch says he and Joe were tight cause they were both vets. That’s why he shared the cash. But he begged him not to go back there for any more. Mitch says he feel guilty. Wishing he would’ve gone with him, because Joe would’ve gone with him. We go back to Tim and see more guilt flitting across his handsome face. The weight of what he is carrying is so evident. Kills me to watch it him bearing it alone. Harper comes in and tells them all that money is counterfeit. Really good but fake none the less. They figure out the machinery could’ve been printers from Mitch. Armstrong decides to get a search warrant and go to the building Joe found.
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Naturally when they make it to the warehouse it’s empty. They ask Tim if he still believes his army buddies story? He says yes. That they must’ve cleared out of here after they killed Joe. Nolan finds some evidence. It’s linking them back to a security guy who was “fixing” a camera at their crime scene. They were about to run his face off his body cam when Grey calls them back to the station. Says they are to leave that area immediately.
Once they’re back Grey says their search warrant sent an alarm all the way up the food chain. Telling them to stop. That the path they’re on isn’t allowed for their investigation any longer. Tim asks what if it’s the path that leads them to his killer? Grey looks conflicted. Harper asks what they’re really into? He says he doesn’t know and tried to push to find out. All he knows is it’s non-negotiable. They all look very frustrated especially Tim. Grey tells them to take the night to reset. Tim goes off saying this isn't right. Armstrong says no it's not but it's a direct order.
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Harper looks at Tim and he knows what he needs to do. Earlier in the episode we learned about LA Clear. Used to prevent blue on blue situations. It’s the best way for them to find out who is behind all this. What higher up agency is preventing them from investigating further. Only higher up officers can use it. i.e. Tim. They were told at the beginning of the ep the feds were in town for something. Sounds like this could be it. Harper asks what Tim thinks. He says this is clearly a federal operation and they don’t have enough information to proceed.
Tim asks Lucy how they get more clarity on a federal operation? She proudly produces the right answer and says LA Clear. He tries to get them all to step outside while he calls. Lucy being her sassy self says not a chance. Her wifey look is so cute I can not. You know he loves it when she’s fresh with him. Tim having to answer his personal security questions is too damn funny. Lucy is enjoying the hell out of this. His answers are so sporadic and funny. 'Lady Marmalade' and 'Xanadu' LOL He gets off the phone says they’ll get back to them within an hour.
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Tim goes to see Mitch. Tells him he’s free to go. Naturally he wants more info on the case. Tim tells him they haven’t found anything yet. The money is gone. They’re working late on it though. Lets him know he just needs to go home. Then realizes how insensitive that is. Mitch tells him just to find his killer. That he served his country with honor. He deserves as much. You know that's hitting Tim right in the gut.
The ever present guilt on his face with Mitch hurts to watch. There’s an undercurrent of something else going on with this whole thing for Tim. More than just what happened with Mitch coming to the surface. It’s coloring everything he’s doing and saying in this episode since Mitch showed up. He gets the call from LA Clear and tells Mitch to take care of himself.
They find out it’s a defense intelligence agency OP. Harper says that’s national security. Nolan asks if they told him anything else? Tim says just a contact name. Colonel Norman Jangus. Nolan asks what a National security agency is doing printing counterfeit money for? Harper chimes in and says this is bigger than they thought. That they should take the night like Grey said. Tim says an off the books op isn’t great on a good day and today definitely isn't that.
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Nolan gets a visitor. It’s Colonel Jangus. Tells him he is DIA, but his team works in the shadows. Does things people don’t want to admit to. John asks why he came to him? This is a great part and accurate. Says he’s the weak link. Lists why above. He’s not wrong those three are certified bad asses and John is well John LOL sorry dude. I'm so mean to Nolan I know ha I do like him but he is the weak link out of the four of them.
Tells him you always push on the weak link. Wants him to relay something to the other three. That it was a mistake to call LA Clear, to leave it alone. Nolan tells him they just want Joe’s murderer that’s it. He leaves with telling him every war has its casualties. That if they don’t stop he’ll end up being their next one.
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Harper, Tim and Lucy show up lurking in the shadows. They were expecting him to show at Nolan’s. Do love them all in black street clothes. Looking ever bit the bad asses they were just explained as earlier. Tim was able to get a tracker on his car while Jangus rambled on. Tim says now they can follow him wherever he goes. Lucy is ready to go when Tim tries to stop her. (Why he think's he'll win this fight I do not know) No way in hell she was going to let him do this alone. She’s his partner through and through.
Harper telling them they’re more likely to survive the storm if this goes wrong than her and Nolan. She has a golden ticket and Tim has unblemished record. Says they don’t even need a reason to fire them as rookies. Lucy replies like the BAMF she is ‘ I’ve been buried alive by a serial killer. This rabbit hole doesn’t scare me.’ God I love her. Her resolve is rock solid. Nolan’s reply pales in comparison tbh LOL That unshakeable drive is one of the reasons why Tim falls for her. He doesn’t fight her any further. He's just hopes Jangus leads them to the money.
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Now comes one of my favorite parts of the entire episode. Also another iconic OTP line stemming from it. They pull up together in Tim’s truck (LOVE them riding together) Lucy wastes zero time asking about Mitch’s leg. Just like earlier he doesn’t fight her on it. Doesn’t shut her out like he used to. Not even a little. I can not emphasize enough how huge this is for him. The beautiful place he has gotten to with her. This is confession time right now for him. He'd been letting it build up all day. Now he was letting the damn loose with her. Makes me so happy to watch his growth. I never tire of watching her chip at his wall one section at a time. It’s about to have another piece break off and shatter to the ground.
There is so much to love about this scene. I love her challenging him to open about this. It’s been so obviously eating at him all day. I'm just like him where I need my anxiety off loaded by someone I trust or I'll self destruct. It's clear he needs it off his chest. Lucy knows this. Knows him and it's why it's the first thing she asks when they're parked. They have a moment alone. She is going to take advantage of that. Lucy reads Tim like a book and knows he needs to talk about it. I've said this a lot but I am a lot like Tim. The more I analyze him the more that fact becomes true. I get his mentality towards things.
Where you think everything is your responsibility or your fault when things go wrong. Because when you grow up in a volatile household like he did (As did I) it was. A mistake was the worst thing you could do. So it's beaten into you that its your fault and you're given no grace by those around you. It's almost like a reflexive shame you feel when you make a mistake. It's how it is for me. I know it is for him too. So why would you give yourself any grace even when its warranted? When you are like this you need that 'Lucy' to unburden you. To have that safe space to off load that burden. To let you know not everything is your fault.
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Lucy is that person for Tim and has been for quite some time. He confesses his sin to her. Like it’s a dark part of his soul he’s expecting to repel her. News flash it does not. She loves every part of this man especially the damaged parts. What he finds as absolutely shameful Lucy sees as something redeeming and wonderful. You can see above how much he is beating himself up over it. Even as he speaks the words he's chiding himself. The way his eyes dart around and how can't face her. He'a so ashamed of himself for not being by the book. To him he slipped up and it cost Mitch his leg. That's unforgivable in his book. He's so hard on himself. I relate so much it makes me wanna cry for him. Because I know that moral pressure.
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I love her little smile before she tells him 'It's the most Tim Bradford thing she’s ever heard.' Because it really is. She just knows him so well. Lucy wants desperately for him to cut himself a break. To lower his high standards of himself just a bit. He won't but damn if she won't try to to change his POV on this. The reason she says that line is she KNOWS the depth of which he beats himself up for things. This is the type of situation where he is going to fault himself and flog himself mentally over it until someone stops him. i.e. Lucy.
I empathize with this on a deep level. I know that guilt driven anxiety you get when you feel you’ve wronged someone. It consumes you and feels like that feeling is bottomless. Lucy is very aware he will destroy himself over this. The reaction on his face below when she tells him it wasn't his fault. That he showed humility. Gets me right in the gut. Telling him that it’s nothing to feel guilty about is everything to him. Tim can't believe she's absolving him for this. Not only doing that but commending him for what he did. By praising him for that humility he showed Mitch.
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I want to delve into his reaction above a little more for a couple reasons. One. Once again what Tim sees as weakness Lucy views as a strength. Knowing he is wracked with guilt over this. Trying to give him absolution for it. His sunshine human is striving to let him know not EVERYTHING is his fault. As much as he would like to think so. Beautiful thing is Lucy being in his life has lightened that emotional load he carries. Whether he realizes it or not she's shouldering part of it now.
Two. I said earlier there was an undercurrent of something else coloring Tim’s guilt in this episode. Something unspoken in the way he was carrying that guilt. Like it was more than just Mitch's guilt he was lugging around. I know he’s comparing what happened to Mitch to what happened with Lucy. By not being by the book he put Lucy in danger. The guilt about Mitch has also brought up the burden he still inflicts upon himself. Which is what happened to her in 2x11. There is some deep subtext in this scene. The way he looks at her when she says he doesn’t need to feel guilty. It's very telling to me.
In a way she is absolving him of what happened with Caleb. Because the situations are similar, in the fact that Tim wasn't by the book and something bad came of it. Lucy does this without even knowing she is doing so. Because in her mind she never blamed him. Doesn't even know he's added that to his emotional load. For Tim her acceptance of what happened with Mitch is hitting close to home with him. It feels like she is also absolving him of his immense amount of guilt he still feels about Caleb. It’s not something they’ve talked about yet. It’s coming but I felt this scene was a good precursor to that. Lucy reminding him not everything is on him like he thinks it is.
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Even though it seems to him he's been absolved of both things he still defaults to being a stickler. That is his default mode. He just can't help himself. Letting her know ‘Rules matter boot. ‘ You can see the glimmer of tears in his eyes when he says this. Still feeling unworthy of her kindness and understanding of what he thinks he’s done not only to Mitch but to her. Lucy once again having that sassy smile asking him ‘Then what the hell are you doing out here? Sweetly calling him out for being a living and breathing contradiction.
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The way he looks at her and says ‘Some things matter more.’ *heart clutch* Eric and his wonderfully expressive face. We are lucky to have him everyone. He is a blessing to have as our Tim Bradford. By saying this he is saying she matters more. That what they're currently doing matters more. Tim showing Lucy his moral compass for Mitch and Joe means more. I’ve said this before but I feel Lucy is never more attracted to Tim than when his moral compass is on fire.
It’s a raging inferno in this episode to find Joe’s killer. That bending the rules a bit to do the right thing means more. to him. That doing the right thing and the easy thing are rarely the same. Her respect and honestly love for him grows for him in this scene. As his does for hers with the previous moment. It's a slow climb to the top with them but what a view it is when we get there. It's so worth the wait.
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I friggin love this shot of them. Forever adore how in sync they are in the field. All dressed in their black ops gear. Sexy Af watching them be poetry in motion together. The aesthetic is very pleasing to the eye. Watching them doing an off the book ops together. It ticks a box for me I love. They decide they need to make sure those pallets are actually the money first. Once they do that they can get Joe’s killer during the arrest. Harper asks how they’re gonna do this? Tim says no idea. LOL
Tim goes off to check it by himself. He’s so tall and you can see that as he ducks under a semi to check the container. Sexy af how tall he is to me. I would say I’m sorry but let’s not lie shall we? Ha Tim gets caught confirming the pallet has the money and sees the rest have been caught too .You can see the panic on his face when he sees Lucy has been caught. Jangus rants that he warned them and they didn’t listen. Harper then signals Angela with her sniper rifle. Trained right on Norman.
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They’re at a stalemate with this. Tim wants to negotiate a settlement. I love how Tim takes control of this whole situation. Sexy af. Saying all they want is Joe’s Killer. If they give him up they walk away. Norman considers this. Then asks about the money. Tim says 'Not our problem.' Lucy pipes up and Tim looks right at her and repeats himself. Now that she’s in danger he’s not taking any more risks. That game is over. He’s gonna break one more rule tonight to keep her safe. Letting the money go.
I love him so much. If bailing on the money keeps her safe and gets them their killer it’s a win win for him. The way he stares the Colonel down as he decides. *Oh my lord* Causing me repeated ovary explosion in this one. Protective Tim is one of my fav Tim flavors haha He’s got me going more in this episode than normal. I would say I’m sorry but I’m very much not. LOL
It works and they give up one of their men as the killer. The plan worked for the most part...They didn't get everything they wanted but getting Joe's killer was the most important. It gets back to Grey and he does some rule breaking of his own. Just accepting their wild unrealistic story of how they found Joe’s killer just walking the docks. Says the paper work better be spotless on this. Harper smiles and says yes sir. This is an excellent episode all around.
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Next morning Jackson wakes up and notices Kojo is gone. Lucy says she’s really not ready for a dog yet. (Or his new owner heh) That he is gone. Lucy continues on to apologize for getting him without asking his input. That she was going to pay to replace all his things. How sorry she was about all his stuff. Jackson quickly breaks and is sweet and says he did like Kojo but hopes he went to a good home. Lucy smiles and says he did.
I want to talk a little bit about Tim taking Kojo. The amount this man cares about not only Lucy but animals is prominent in this moment. He knew how much this dog meant to Lucy therefore he was important to Tim. Also taking him so she could come visit him and have access whenever she wanted. The depth of caring this man shows for her in his actions are unreal. They legit became co-parents to this dog in this episode and we all loved it. They own a dog together long before they were together. Makes me so happy I can not.
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We then get this GLORIOUS shot of Tim walking Kojo. Tim looking fine as hell walking his new fur baby. Basically a model walking down the street. That sweet smile on his face as he looks down at him. He loves this dog so much already. Tim meets up with Mitch and does something I know Lucy would be beaming over. He put in a good word to get him a live in guard job. Tells him it’s not a handout. That it’s a job and a roof over his head. Mitch thanks him and he hugs Tim. He looks like he’s gonna cry. My boy. Mitch can still see the lingering guilt in his eyes.
Tells Tim ‘It’s not your fault you know?’ That what happened to him is nobodies fault. Tim is grateful for his words. Getting forgiveness for a weight he’s been carrying around for far too long. Such a good way to end the episode. Tim wipes a tear from his eye and looks down at Kojo. Tells him ‘Not a word’ LOL I love this man so much and how much he’s grown. Makes me want to cry. Damn good episode holy moly.
As always thank you to everyone who like/comment/reblog. You all make my whole day with them. I enjoy doing these so much and you make it all worth while :)
No non chenford notes this ep was pretty intertwined. See you all in 2x15 :)
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five-bi-five-mind · 1 year
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In Her Arms
Fandom: Criminal Minds
Pairing: Emily Prentiss x fem!reader
Words: 4.2k+
Genre: Angst & Smut
Summary: Takes place right after episode 4x03, the one where the cult took Emily and Reid hostage. Emily comes back immediately after everything was wrapped up from the whole ordeal in Colorado. Neither of you expected this trip to go the way it did and when she’s finally back in your arms, all you can do is focus on her injuries and the fact that you almost lost her this time. You do all you can to take care of her and Emily does all she can to ease your mind. 
Warnings: Oral (r giving), fingering (r giving and Emily giving), Emily is still very much a top in this though oops. Mentions of injures and a lil violence (nothing graphic at all). Vague mentions of a cult (it’s part of the episode).
A/N: You don’t necessarily need to remember the episode to read this. I cover all the important details in it and it’s not really about the episode, as much as it is about Emily and R’s relationship. I basically just got inspiration from the episode and ran with it lol
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When the situation went south your heart sank. When the news leaked that an undercover FBI agent was trapped in the midst of a shootout between the cops and a cult, panic set in. You were all the way in Virginia while she was trapped in Colorado. You knew almost immediately, that if it came to it, she’d out herself to protect others. And when you got a call with an update from JJ you learned that that was exactly what she did.
It felt like your world was breaking at that moment. Beaten, but alive, that’s what JJ promised you. The woman you love was being beaten and held against her will in order to protect others, but at least she was still breathing.
When she left your shared apartment that morning, she promised this wouldn’t be dangerous. All she was doing was checking on a call about a child in danger. She wasn’t even taking the whole team, it was just supposed to be her and Reid. There was nothing to indicate that it would turn out how it did. You didn’t get out of bed to say goodbye, because you took her word for it. When she had a case you’d usually walk her to the door, she’d give you a long, gentle kiss goodbye, and you’d memorize every detail of your last moment together before she walked away. You didn’t do that this time, she left with a gentle kiss to your forehead and you almost immediately fell back asleep, barely taking in her face through sleep hazed eyes as she whispered her goodbye. That was your biggest regret with the whole situation.
Luckily for you, the situation ended with Emily alive, but you couldn’t exactly say she was well. You watched and waited for the plane to land, nervously clutching Garcia’s hand as your eyes stayed glued to the door you were waiting for her to walk through. She was just as eager to see them as you were, both of you knowing you were seconds away from losing Emily and Reid, and it was clear Garcia feared for them almost as much as you did. Your grip on her hand was nothing compared to the hold she had on yours, you could tell she needed the comfort too.
When Emily walked through the door, or more like limped, the wave of emotions you were holding back finally hit. You dropped Garcia’s hand to pull your girlfriend into your arms. She grunted at the impact of you practically rushing her.
When your hands went around her sides and you squeezed her close, she winced. Hard. That’s when you pulled back and really took her in. A black eye, a bruised jaw, eyes sunken and exhausted. You bet if you looked under her shirt you’d see bruises to match those on her face. It was later that you learned she even had a couple cracked ribs from the beatings she took.
You didn’t need to say a word when you took in her face, she could read you so easily. “I’ve had worse,” she whispered to you, trying to ease your mind. It didn’t work like she hoped. You tried to back up, but her arms wrapped around you and held you still. Pain or not, she didn’t care. You weren’t the only one thinking you’d never see each other again. As she sat stuck in the midst of that cult, all she thought about was how worried you must be. She was kicking herself for not kissing your lips before she left, for not fully waking you up like you usually prefered her to. She needed you close to her just as much as you did right now.
Your nails dug into Emily’s shoulders as she held you close to her body. Her face immediately buried into the side of your neck as she held you and she inhaled deep. Taking in every aspect of you that she missed and thought she’d never see again.
You were trying to be strong, you were trying so damn hard, but tears brimmed your eyes as you thought about how close you had come to not having her anymore. She was the love of your life and you almost lost her. There was no way you wanted to cry at the BAU in front of the whole team, so instead you just buried your head in her shoulder and shut your eyes tight.
Garcia, however, was way ahead of you. Openly crying as she held onto Reid, who, as you peaked from where your head was buried in Emily’s shoulder, looked slightly uncomfortable and very stunned.
When Emily finally pulled you from her, one hand immediately went to press against your cheek while the other slipped into your hand. “Are you ready to go home?” She asked, giving you a soft, sympathetic smile. You simply nodded and Emily let go of you to get things from her office. With the state of her body, however, you could see the pain in every step.
You followed closely, only to be stopped with a hand placed on your shoulder from behind. You turned slowly, already knowing who to expect as Emily walked on.
“I- I’m…” Spencer stuttered trying to find the right words. “Emily, she-“
“I know.” You cut him off, extending your hand for him to take. He stared for a moment before slipping his hand in your own. “I’m glad you’re okay too, Spencer.” And you were, when JJ told you the severity of the situation you cried for both of them. Spencer was more than just your girlfriend’s coworker, they all were your friends, your family, he was your brother. To lose Emily would devastate you, to lose them both would break you.
You knew that Emily did what she did to protect him, you knew she would do it all over again. It wasn’t that you blamed her or him for the terror you felt throughout the situation. No, you blamed the cult and the disgusting man who ran it, but that didn’t stop you from wishing Emily didn’t have to run into danger, even when not called. It was part of who she was and you’d never ask her to change that.
Spencer’s eyes showed relief as you stood with him, squeezing his hand in reassurance. Words weren’t needed, he knew you didn’t blame him, no matter how much he blamed himself. But seeing the soft smile you gave him eased his guilt just enough.
“Ready?” Emily’s soft voice came from behind you. Spencer slipped his hand out of yours and smiled at the two of you as you turned and nodded. You were more than ready to go home. All you wanted was to slide into bed with your girlfriend and feel her arms around you.
—----------------------------------------------- The two of you spent the car ride in a comfortable silence. Emily’s hand seemed to always have some sort of contact with you since the minute you both exited the BAU and you honestly didn’t mind. It felt grounding. It kept your mind from the “what if” scenarios that you found yourself starting to slip into when you were waiting for Emily’s return. And you definitely didn’t need to focus on those right now. No, right now you needed to bask in the knowledge that she made it home in mostly one piece. If you focused too much on what might have happened it would be that much harder for you to let her walk out the door for her next case and you had a feeling after this one, it was already going to be heartbreaking and terrifying to watch her go back to work. Knowing her, she won’t even wait to be fully healed before doing that too. In that moment, you made a silent promise to care for all her needs while her body healed, whether she liked it or not. Maybe then she’d heal faster, maybe it would make her safer when she inevitably goes back to work too soon.
Walking into your shared apartment, the weight of the past few days hung heavy in the air. You stripped off your jacket fast before quickly stepping behind Emily and gently peeling hers off as well. She didn’t say anything as you did so, but as you walked past her and further into the apartment she gave you a knowing look. She followed you silently as you two both walked back to the bedroom.
Emily was still in the work clothes she left in, blood stained from the beatings she took. You weren’ sure who wanted those clothes out of sight more, Emily who’s been trapped in them a little too long or you who couldn’t stand to have extra reminders that she almost didn’t make it home. Your hand slipped back into hers as you crossed the threshold and you guided her to sit on the bed. When you stood over Emily, she looked up at you with compassion in her eyes. You pressed your forehead to hers for a moment, your hands resting on her shoulders and you both stayed like that for a moment. Words weren’t needed for either of you to know that in this moment you were both immensely grateful to be back home together.
After a moment, your hands began to move, gliding slowly to the lapels of Emily’s jacket before sliding it off her body. She let you undress her, silently nodding her approval when your shaking fingers went to the buttons of her blouse. She knew that you needed this, knew that you needed to take care of her right now, to have that extra reassurance that she was home safe with you. Emily was always good at understanding what you needed. You were never sure if it was because she was good at her job or because she just knew you and how to love you the way you needed to be loved. But tonight, you decided, was about her. It was about caring for her, nursing her back to health, letting her know that she was safe in your arms. She was never one to seem fragile, but tonight as she returned to you bruised and battered, you felt the need to treat her as if she could break at any moment.
Except, for Emily, tonight was the opposite. While you promised yourself you’d make tonight what she needed to heal, she made a promise as well. Silently guilt ridden from the fear she put you through, she promised to give you anything you wanted. She’d do anything to take the terror that she could still see behind your beautiful eyes. To others your brave face may have been impenetrable, but Emily could read you like a book and all she wanted now was to take all your worries away. So if you needed to feel like you could care for her, then she wouldn’t stop you.
Trembling fingers moved from one button to the other, slowly undoing her shirt until you suddenly halted, a gasp escaping your lips before you could restrain your reaction. Once you had gotten half way done you saw them. Your fingers picked up the pace, wanting to pull off the shirt like a bandaid so you could see the damage done. You pushed her shirt back as it hung open on her torso and you pulled back slightly. Her ribs were littered with deep purple, angry bruising. Emily didn’t need to read your face to know why you paused. She knew when you saw the damage done it would affect you. Unfortunately, there was no way she could hide that from you.
When Emily finally dared to look at your face, the concern in your eyes told her exactly how you were feeling. There was fear, anger, and heartache written across your face as your hands hesitantly reached out again towards her body. With the lightest touch, your fingers brushed along the angry marks that littered her ribs. She didn’t even flinch when you thought you pressed a little too hard with your fingers. Emily’s eyes just stayed fixed on yours as you took in the state of her body.
“I’m okay,” Emily’s voice broke the silence. “I’ll heal.” You knew she would, but that still didn’t ease your mind. Next time could be worse. The thought made you shudder, not because of the possibility of worse injuries, but because you had a feeling there would be a next time. Many next times, even. You didn’t want to think about that anymore. In fact, you didn’t want to think about much of anything anymore. What you should be doing is filling your mind with what you do have right now. Your girlfriend was sitting in front of you, she was looking at you with so much love. It wasn’t the time to spiral into what might happen in the future. No, right now you just wanted to drown in all the wonderful things that came with loving Emily Prentiss.
So that’s exactly what you did. Slowly, you knelt down and leaned forward, your lips pressing to a bruise that painted her abdomen. Emily knew immediately what you were doing and needed the moment you moved to kneel in front of her. Her hands went gently to your hair, fingers running through slowly as your lips pressed on each patch of bruised skin.
Your lips trailed down her body, barely brushing over her skin, yet the feeling still made her shiver. When you reached the hem of her pants, your fingers slipped to the button, tracing it as your eyes peaked up at hers. She gave you a nod and a soft smile, her fingers moving from your hair to brush gently against your cheek before you looked back down and undid the button. Lifting her hips, Emily helped you take her pants and underwear off, going slowly as you knew her body still felt sore from all she had been through.
Taking her pants off revealed even more bruising, a few below her knees and some splashed across her thighs. With hands placed on either of her knees, you ran them up to her thighs with a feather light touch, taking in the feeling of her heated skin on the palms of your hands. Even littered with bruises, she still looked stunning. Your lips returned to her body, starting at the bruises you found just below her knees, kissing them as gently as you possibly could, before moving to the ones found on her thighs. When you had kissed each mark, you pulled back just for a moment to look back up at Emily. She looked back at you with pupils blown, her chest rising and falling a bit faster. The feeling of your lips on her bare thighs mixed with the need to feel you close after fearing she might never come home to you again was almost too much at this point. But just as she could read you easily, you could read her too and you knew what she wanted. It’s what you both probably needed at this moment.
Your head dipped back down to her thighs, with hands on either of her knees again, you pushed gently as a silent request and she spread her legs for you. This time your lips pressed kisses on various parts of her inner thighs, enjoying the slight way her body would tense when you kissed her in particularly sensitive spots. You knew you wanted to go slow, to enjoy the feeling of your girlfriend surrounding you and all your senses, so you took your time, letting your lips trail up and down the soft inner parts of her thighs a few times until you felt her hand place itself gingerly on the top of your head, very slightly starting to guide you to where she wanted you most.
With a feather light touch, your tongue ghosted over her slit just barely. Yet, it was enough for her to let out a long sigh as her hand continued to rest atop your head. You didn’t mind though, the feeling of her hand in your hair while you were surrounded by her scent and had the taste of her on the tip of your tongue was overwhelming in the best way. You didn’t know how much you needed this until you felt her hand gently push again, urging for you to do more. Without hesitation, you obliged, this time your tongue parting her folds as you took a long, slow taste of her. Both of you groaned in that moment, her from the feeling of your tongue running fully over her clit and you from the intoxicating taste of her. A taste that you’d never get tired of, that you always craved.
Your tongue began to circle her clit in slow, lazy motions and you felt her hand tighten in her hair. You knew she wanted more of you, but you also knew to take it slow. Her body was still hurting and, despite whatever protest she may have, you didn’t want to push it any farther. That, and you wanted to take your time with her. All you wanted was to savor this moment, where your senses were drowning in Emily.
However, there was only so much of this Emily could take before getting impatient. As if reading her mind, though, your tongue began to lap firmly at her clit, your hands holding onto her thighs as your head bobbed with each stroke of your tongue. It was a gorgeous sight, Emily thought, and the image alone was making her that much more wet as she lost herself in the feeling of your tongue between her legs. Without much thought, her hips moved slightly into your face in rhythm with your tongue.
“I love seeing you like this,” She whispered as her hands went back to stroking your hair. You hummed in response, pleased at the reactions you were pulling out of her. Your lips wrapped around her clit and as you began to suck you peaked up to see Emily’s hooded eyes locked on you. Something in Emily broke at the sight of you looking up, with your clit in her mouth. A swell of emotions flooded through her, seeing you like that. Despite the protest of her body, she felt the need to take what she wanted from you and she needed to do it now. She knew she wanted to give you what you wanted, but she also just wanted you. She knew you needed to feel her close, just as she did.
Emily’s hand moved from your hair to cup your chin and pull you back from between her legs. You gave her a curious look, wondering if you did something wrong, if you possibly hurt her. But she eased your mind with one simple phrase. “Take your clothes off.” Her voice was barely even a whisper, but it still held so much command. Doing exactly as she asked, you stood and stripped as fast as possible without tripping over yourself.
When you stood bare in front of her, she reached for you, pulling you towards her and motioning for you to straddle her lap. You hesitated, knowing that if you did you could hurt her, but she tugged on you again, giving you a nod to ease your mind and you did what she wanted. Your hands immediately moved to her shoulders as she practically pulled you on top of her when you finally gave in. Steadying yourself on her, you felt the overwhelming heat of her body as bare skin pressed against bare skin. It was intoxicating and exactly what you needed to feel. Emily had one arm wrapped around your waist to hold you steady on top of her, while the other reached up so that she could cup your chin in the palm of her and bring your lips to meet hers.
You melted into the kiss, which, while heated, was still tender and filled you with all the love Emily had for you. Your hands tightened on her shoulders and, as her tongue danced along your own, you couldn’t help the slight grind of your hips against her own as you sat on top of her. The hand that held your face let go, snaking down your body until they reached between your legs and you felt her fingers press against your clit. Gasping against her lips, you felt the arm around your waist tighten as she continued to kiss you. Your hips picked up their pace, you couldn’t stop yourself from moving in rhythm with Emily’s fingers. The both of you never broke the kiss, but as she continued to play with your clit, the kiss grew more heated. Small gasps fell from your lips as Emily’s fingers continued their motion and with each sound you made against her lips, you felt Emily’s body rock against yours as well.
Suddenly, the hand that was between your legs stopped and pulled back. You couldn’t stop the whine that escaped you at the loss of contact, but Emily was quick to explain herself. With the hand that was once between your legs, she took one of your hands that still rested on her shoulders. “I want you to keep touching me too,” she breathed, her lips still ghosting against yours as she spoke. She didn’t wait for a response before pulling your hand down between both of your bodies. When she let go of your hand you moved the rest of the way, your fingers brushing against her clit, causing her body to shudder against you.
She returned her hand back between your legs too, this time passing your clit to circle your entrance. When you felt her fingers press into you, you moved your head to bury itself in her shoulder and muffle your groan. Her hips bucked up into your body as you felt her fingers begin a slow drag out of you before pushing back in. That’s when you remembered to move your fingers as well, sliding down between her folds to press them into her as well. In your position it was more awkward for you to be able to move them inside her, but as she began to pump her fingers back into you, the movement of that mixed with the gentle rock of her hips helped her to feel good. Your fingers curled inside her as you let her grind herself into your hand. With your head buried into the crook of her neck, you couldn’t stop the soft moans that fell from your lips as you felt two of her fingers move in and out of you. The way her fingers felt inside you, the sounds she was making as her free hand held your body tightly against hers, and the feeling of how wet she was on your own fingers was almost too much to take. You felt drunk with the sensations of Emily Prentiss inside and around your body. You tried to pump your fingers as best you could into her as her body rocked up harder into your own.
Emily’s fingers managed to press on the spot that drove you wild and you couldn’t stop yourself from pulling her body tight against yours with your free hand, causing her to let out a hiss. You couldn’t tell if it was a sound of pain, your body freezing for a moment to assess her reaction. Only, Emily didn’t want to give you a moment, picking up the pace and pumping her fingers into you faster, her hips moving in time with her hand, causing her to fuck herself harder with your own. You felt her face bury in your hair, both of you becoming moaning, panting messes as you kept moving in rhythm with each other. You felt Emily tighten around your fingers and she felt the same. She desperately wanted to cum at the same time as you, to see you fall over the edge with her. Pressing the palm of her hand against your clit, she pushed her fingers into you harder and faster and when you let out a low moan, she felt you cum against her fingers and followed soon.
You both stayed there for a moment. Your hand was cramped in the awkward position it had been in between the two of your bodies. It wasn’t like you minded though. The what ifs had finally fled your brain and all your thoughts were filled with how much you loved the woman who was currently holding you close to her chest. Emily’s fingers slipped out of you and yours did the same. Both of her arms went to wrap around your body and when Emily leaned back she brought you with her to lay there on the bed. Your arms went around her waist, careful not to press on any of the bruises she had.
That night she held you tighter than she ever had, not once letting go of you, even in her sleep. You didn’t mind, however. You needed to feel her like this too. To know that she was home safe with you and the nightmare that was the past few days was finally over. With your head buried in her chest, you felt yourself drift to sleep with the rise and fall of Emily’s breathing and the sound of her heartbeat. Signs that she was alive and for the most part well, at least for now.
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aprillikesthings · 2 months
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I have the house to myself because people are at a sportsball party
So what else would I do but keep watching spop amiright
s1 ep8 lez go
YES IT'S PRINCESS PROM AHAHAHAH
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Oh, that explains why (in a muuuuuuch later episode) there's that little ideal future and they're at Scorpia's ball (iirc)
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Catra: I NEED TO BE IN CHARGE Scorpia: party!
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Poor Scorpia
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Catra: giving a passionate-if-faked pep talk to Scorpia (like I get she's manipulating Scorpia here into going to the party, but it's still the kind of thing Scorpia should hear!) Also Catra: still real mad about Adora!!!
I cackled, y'all. CACKLED.
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I mean she's...not wrong...
Okay I know it's just how this kind of show works and isn't important but it implies the Ball is known about for years in advance, but the invites only actually go out like a day or two before?? IRL that would be such a disaster because they don't even know the theme until they get the invite. The sheer amount of logistics/planning attending something like this, including the outfits...
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This was intended to be Lolita fashion and you can't convince me otherwise
Also CATRA. They intentionally made her look so, so gay and hot.
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Same, Catra. Same.
Adora (to the weapons-check person): be careful with it, don't lean it on something with the other swords or it might get confused!!!
Poor Adora. I suppose if I had an object that made me both popular and nearly invincible I'd be upset and worried to be separated from it, too.
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It's Molly and Nate!!!
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🎶Just like the viiiiine🎵
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I love that we know these characters enough that they can just say a couple of lines here and imply a ton more. Anyway Mermista's outfit is great.
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This is literally their entire dynamic. They're clearly together, Sea Hawk is loud about it, Mermista is (mostly) pretending to hate it.
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Sorry this is shot is just great
Glimmer's jealousy (over Bow coming to the ball with Perfuma) is SO ANNOYING and I know that's on purpose but boy do I hate most "jealousy makes them obnoxious" plots
ANYWAY one small note: you can tell their budget for this episode is just not very high, because the characters in the background are so often not moving or only moving like one thing.
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Oh hey, Netossa and Spinerella! (...and Molly again lol)
"Bow isn't the type to just leave his old friends behind, and neither am--" *Scorpia and Catra walk in*
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DIDN'T THINK YOU'D SEE HER HERE, HUH, DIDJA
I can't screenshot this bit but it's so good:
Catra, in her most fake-gentleman voice: I love rules and obey them all the time Adora in the most high-pitched voice possible: YOU DO NOOOOT
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🎶Every move you make And every vow you break Every smile you fake Every claim you stake I'll be watching you🎵
...I'm showing my age again. But also I'm looking at the lyrics and ngl they nearly all fit. If I knew how to make fanvids, I could make a vid that like ten people would watch.
Instead I'm working on a fic like ten people will read, heyoooo
*cries*
BACK TO THE GAYS PRINCESS PROM
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is there crack-y pwp of this please say yes
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Once again reminded of that fanvid of every time they say each other's names in the first two seasons
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Literally cannot see Adora opening that without the "bah-dm tsh!" sound affect in my head from watching that video so many fucking times
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Bow is so delightfully emotionally intelligent
Entrapta: have you met my new assistant? She brought snacks.
When Entrapta said "assistant" Catra's ears literally did a wiggle. Oh my gooooood
"she stole my food and asked me to spy on people with her,
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lolol
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once again whether the sword is actually sharp-edged or not is entirely dependent on plot
Scorpia is unreasonably hot sometimes
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im gonna chew my fingers off ghgha;lksdhka;
I remember the screenshots/gifs of this scene hitting tumblr--that moment when every hopeful sapphic fan watching the show when it released went OKAY WAIT we're not making shit up this time are we??? ARE WE???
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Also at least one person working on this show likes period dramas where tons of emotional plot happens during extremely formal dances where everyone is barely touching
there's nearly a billion gifs of that scene from one of the versions of Pride and Prejudice, but also:
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once again proving my advanced age, this movie came out when I was 17 and side note I'm the same age as Claire Danes, anyhoodle
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Has Adora been dancing Lead this whole time
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HNNNNGNGHGHGHHHHHH IT'S SO GOOD
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EXTREMELY UNDIGNIFIED NOISES Adora literally has one thigh between Catra's gghngng
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i want to EAT IT
I'VE HIT THE IMAGE LIMIT FOR THIS POST LOLOL i don't wanna cut any out imma post this and then reblog it
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jadebread64 · 4 months
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time for me to post my bullshit ramblings on the new doctor who episode in no particular order like a maniac lol
(SPOILERS AHOY, DONT CLICK ON THE READMORE IF YOU HAVENT SEEN THE EPISODE)
obviously seeing tennant and tate back in their roles is so cool, they feel exactly as they should, it doesnt even feel like 15 years have passed when you watch them its great
DONNA CANONICALLY HAS A NONBINARY DAUGHTER AND IM SO FUCKING HAPPY ABOUT THAT
NOT ONLY THAT BUT HER ALSO BEING PART OF THE METACRISIS TIME LORD SHIT IS SUPER COOL
lmao im not even joking when i first saw the meep™ i literally thought "aww it's so cute i hope it doesnt end up being evil" and LO AND BEHOLD
OH MY GOD DAVID TENNANT JUST SUDDENLY PUTTING ON A FUCKING JUDGE WIG AND DOING A COURTROOM SCENE WITH THE MEEP AND THE WRARTH WHILE DONNA AND HER CONCERNED FAMILY JUST OBSERVE
also i think the wrarth voices are so funny cause in the trailers they're like *auurhghghg scary monster sounds!!1!* but in the episode they just sound british like every doctor who space alien should
i think the new TARDIS looks really cartoony and i think it's kinda fun, idk if ncuti is gonna end up with this TARDIS set (i'd imagine the bbc doesnt have the budget to make a whole TARDIS set for 4 episodes then just make a new one lol) but i think it looks kinda plain at the moment? idk if they added some chairs and bookshelves n shit like the capaldi one and make it look more lived in overtime it might be one of my favourites just for the whole classic who vibe it has. either way it's perfect for david he gets to run around like a little kid in there and thats all that matters lol
also tennants new suit looks so fucking good and honestly wish he just had that in series 2-4 instead of the brown suit
i think it's so funny how literally not even 5 minutes after entering the TARDIS donna just fucking spills her coffee on the console and the whole thing just explodes and goes to shit immediately lmao
ALSO WE'RE GETTING A FULL ON TENNANT/TATE ADVENTURE NEXT WEEK???? AM I IN 2008 OR 2023 I CANNOT TELL ANYMORE TIME HAS NO MEANING
im really hoping we get to see whoever the fuck neil patrick harris' character is in the next episode, im 99% sure it's gonna be the celestial toymaker but only because the doctor who youtube account kept posting celestial toymaker clips and i think they're being cheeky bastards lol (/positive)
(/sarcasm) i cant wait to see all the queerphobic assholes shitting on this episode for having the few pronouns/binary lines in it and going "dOcTor wHo iS wOkE nOw yUcK" even though doctor who has been progressive since literally 1963 with the daleks (which got a fancy new colourization that i need to check out still but thats a whole OTHER THING LOL)
oh yeah and david's acting is really fucking good in this, like when he thinks wilf has died and he just sorrowfully says "i loved that man." like MY HEART CANT TAKE THIS
plus when he thinks he has to sacrifice donna to save everybody, holy shit his perfomance is incredible
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this is just a me thing but seeing a doctor who episode live as its broadcasting is so cool, i've been watching this show for like 8 years (i think??) and i usually just ended up finding it on dailymotion or some shit like a day or two after the episode aired so i'd always be late for it lol (btw for the people coming after me i dont pay for disney+ at all lol) so watching it the at the same time as everyone else was very cool especially since i nearly slept in through it lmao
anyways i think thats all if i remember any more things i'll add em in lol
plus some bonus ramblings before the episode aired
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okay-j-hannah · 1 year
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Hii hannah! I'm bout three months late because i had exams going on, well, I still have exams going on but I decided to not procrastinate and just write this.
Thank you so so much for writing my tenth doctor and rory requests. you don't know how much it means that you took time out of your life to write my requests. when I first started watching Doctor who, barely a season in, i stumbled upon your blog and read your dying girl story, i didn't even know anything properly bout doctor's character or other companions but your fic though! it captured doctor's character so well! It was in May I read it and started watching the show and I now always connect that time with doctor who and you and your fics haha. 
 I got so obsessed that I made this dying girl reader universe in my head with headcanons and stuff and started associating songs to the reader and fic ; i know they are like kinda popular cliche songs but snowman by sia and never be the same by camila cabelo really reminds me of the amy and rorys wedding scene with reader and doctor dancing (was it real or I made that up in my head?) and memory of reader practising mind reading thing and seeing memories of Doctor and she's like who's this beautiful person in his memories and doctor is like that's you love <3 moonlight serenade, spring waltz, we'll meet again, moon river, across the universe are some other songs I associate with them,, you didn't even ask for playlist but here I'm sharing it just because lmao 
and then you wrote my ten request and added it dying girl universe, when I tell you actually started screaming from excitement when I saw it! I really wasn't expecting it, i was so so happy! And Idk why but I just feel so honoured that my request was added into the "official" dying girl universe masterlist! and the rory fic too, it was so sweet! you wrote it exactly as what I had in my mind when I sent you request, tysm for that! 
Ngl I always checked your page once in a while when you were on break because I just looked forward to your writing so much and in January, around my birthday, found out you were active again and posted my requests and gotta say, best birthday gift even if it technically wasn't lol. I wonder if you've finished twelve's episodes, you mentioned how it is hard to "let go" of a doctor and I completely agree,  I finishesed twelfth doctors episodes in December and God was it hard to say goodbye to him, I know I can rewatch but it won't be like first time :'( you know, the "i love my current doctor so much" feeling?
I've started thirteen but it doesn't feel the same, especially without murray gold's music and well, moffat and rtd. so glad that rtd is coming back for new seasons though!
Oh and have you read love is a choice fic on tumblr? it's a mostly eleven but also kinda thirteen x reader multiple parts series and tbh, one of the only fic that made me laugh and cry like dying girl series did. if you haven't i hope you check it out, it's a great read!
Kinda unrelated but can I just say ty to that person who sent you ask related to will turner, i recently watched one of the potc movie for the first time because i thought the will turner guy looked cute from the ask and now ive fallen down a rabbit hole lol I finished your will turner fics and now im searching up tumblr for more will turner x reader, it seems he's my new hyperfixation 😭 anyways ty again to that person and you ofc for the fics, and this is not a official request(it could be ig) but I hope you write second part to the merchant/pirate will fic!
And I've sent you two requests this time too, hope you'll like them enough to write it! I know I've said it lot in this single ask but Again thank you so much for everything and it's great to have you back on here and I hope you enjoyed your break, remember to take them again if you need to <333
My darling, my dearest, my love, you're making my heart so so happy!
I love that you took off with the Dying Girl universe because honestly that's what it became for me while I was writing it. It became so big I knew I could write so much about what happens in between the parts, and your request fit perfectly there.
Thank you for the playlist 😂 it does kind of bring the characters more to life when you associate them with things like songs. And you definitely didn't make up the wedding dancing scene, that happened in Part 6: The Lost Shoes!
I totally understand finding yourself fully immersed in a story, even if it is fanfiction. When that happens to me I just write and post it on here 😅 That's happened with the Dying Girl and the episodic series I started for the Eleventh Doctor and the Samwise Gamgee series and this Mandalorian one I'm starting.
My brain is hardwired to come up with these random tangents to canon stories, and they end up becoming these elaborate fanfictions.
I'm so glad you liked your requested fics! I had a lot of fun writing them. The Domestic fic was so fun to get back into the Dying Girl universe. I wouldn't mind writing more about their in between adventures. Happy belated birthday!
I have not finished twelves episodes - I'm still on his last season. Just like I wrote on our last conversation, I'm terrified of how sad I'll feel when he leaves because ten and eleven were real heartbreakers. I agree, I love him, and I'm so excited you requested something for him.
And I'm also so stoked for the new seasons with RTD and the 60th specials with ✨David Tennant✨ I'll have to finish twelve and thirteen before that comes out at the end of this year.
I haven't read "Love is a Choice" but I immediately looked it up and added it to my likes, so perhaps it'll be the fanfics I read when I try to sleep tonight lol
And I'm sorry... you hadn't seen any of the Pirates of the Caribbean!? I've been watching those movies since I was like seven! It's such a great fandom and Jack Sparrow is such a mood and Will Turner is such a dreamboat.
I'm almost honored that my blog prompted you to watch such an excellent franchise. I also hyperfixate on new characters and fandoms I love. I do have one request in my inbox for Will Turner and I've gotten multiple messages to write a part 2 for A Merchant Sailor, so perhaps when I finish this batch of requests I'll add it to the list.
So do expect more Will Turner fics to come 😘
I love that we have this little pen pal relationship where we just write each other letters 😂 It's honestly really good to hear from you, mysterious anon. I'm happy to have you as a reader and fandom friend.
Thank you for reaching out! I definitely love your requests! It'll just take me a while to get to all of them with my busy schedule, but I will write them in due course.
Have a lovely night and a good morning!
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Prologue: The Dying Girl
Part 1: The Sun God
Part 2: The Tonic 
Part 3: The Ending Song
Domestic: The Doctor returns to spend a few ‘human’ days with you {Set during Part 3}
Part 4: The Dream 
Part 5: The Regeneration
Part 6: The Lost Shoes
Epilogue: The Vanishing Act
Finale: All Of Time And Space
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A Merchant Sailor: Pretending to be a merchant, you befriend Will Turner as you keep your pirating a secret, until your brother forces you to reveal the truth
Blacksmith’s Hands: While visiting Tortuga, you find yourself injured and in the capable hands of a shy Will Turner
Lovey Dovey: Jack has never been overjoyed at the thought of you and your boyfriend - especially when you’re kissing on his ship
Sea Salt: On a mission to get you back, more might happen between you two than expected
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pluckysidekick · 1 year
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OMG. We went 180 degrees from last week’s desert to this week’s paradise of riches in CW’s Nancy Drew land! We knew Larry Teng and the whole crew wouldn’t abandon us with the BTS content. After the seemingly epic filming of episode 6 when it was all quiet on the set last week, we’ve gotten hints from Kennedy and onset photos for Ep. 6, we’ve heard from exciting new ND writers, and saw some glimpses for Ep. 7 that’s filming right now. Let’s get into it!
I have to start with this incredible “team meeting” cast photo Kennedy posted in non-wardrobe from the Icarus Hall set. So happy to see them together, masks and all! Note Leah with her tablet, Maddison with her phone, Alex going old school with his yellow lined pad and pen, while Tunji and Kennedy are both like “I don’t need to write it down, I remember everything” 😂.
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Larry shared twin pics from (presumably) the Ep. 6 set of the women and men of the Drew Crew, and they are perfection.
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Nancy, Bess, and George having a heart to heart at the Claw is everything to me. I love these three together whether they are talking ghosts, relationships, career, family, or anything else. Also note the wardrobe, loving George’s yellow blazer and Docs especially. And of course, the Claw is closed, no customers as per usual!
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Seeing Ace and Nick together in action is just…no words. Love their looks, love the intensity, just the best two characters together. Of course we’re wondering what’s going on - are they dumpster diving? We saw George and Bess in front of a burned out van back in Ep. 3 - is there a junkyard theme this season 😂?
Ace’s shirt looks a lot like the one he wears in 2x15 (Tom Swift episode), and it’s also a very similar (but slightly different) to two earlier looks, the cast photo from Ep. 2 and the early morning pickups photo from Ep. 3? 4? (some kind of blue/green button down and white T-shirt combo). Coincidence, or is there something else timey wimey going on with Ace? BTW if anyone from production is reading, we’d love to see a nice colorful old man shirt for Ace in one of the eps (also thank you for reading lol).
Speaking of Ace, Kennedy gave us another heart attack on Twitter this week when she gave an emoji hint for Ep. 6 that amounted to someone dying “a little.”
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Since we know from Larry that Ep. 6 epic and special effects heavy, I wondered in an earlier post if the crew tries to break the curse in this one. Could things have gone wrong, with Ace being “mostly dead” (shout out to Carly for the perfect Princess Bride reference)? Did they trigger the curse instead, or deliberately try to flatline him like Nancy once thought about doing to George? Or can they somehow use the shroud to flatline Ace and George, revive them - and possibly switch bodies? The possibilities are endless.
Alex did show up for the Ep. 7 team meeting pictured above, so here’s hoping Ace recovers to be with his soulmate (and all that entails) for him and for us, e.g. we’re expecting great things that top that S3 finale dreamscape scene of Nancy and Ace!
So excited to see new writers working on ND this season! Lauren Andrea and Tiffany Irene both posted pics from the set and talked about how great the experience was. So important to see diverse representation in the writers’ room, and also love to hear about how awesome the whole cast and crew are on ND - it really shines through in every episode IMO. So happy for them, and can’t wait to see their words come to life in S4!
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Onto a few early hints on Ep. 7. Maddison posted an IG story that Ep. 7 started this week (confirming Larry has a break while he preps Ep. 8, which we know he’s directing). Check out her cute white top from wardrobe hanging up in the closet. DP Nick Thomas posted some gorgeous, spooky photos to his stories from the Historical Society exterior. Are those Riley and Maddison’s stand-ins? Ace and George? Or some combo? Can’t wait to find out.
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I may have broken Tumblr’s long post rules, but really hope you enjoyed the pics and speculation. I am almost done with Chapter 9 of The Space Between (S4 spec. fic), it will most likely go up next week. If you haven’t tried it already, I can promise lots of action, angst, and wackiness with the whole crew including meetings at the Claw, Ace and Nick bonding, Ace’s earring, and much more to help tide us over. See you soon, my guess is we get tons more content!
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luffys-holy-chanclas · 5 months
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ONE PIECE REWATCH EPISODES 570-574
It's crazy how the Caribou knowing about Poseidon payoff hasn't happened yet. Jimbei also just told Luffy about Akainu becoming fleet admiral, and it just breaks my heart for Aokiji. At the end of Marineford, when Sengoku retired and offered him the position, I knew it was too good to be true. Before going to the new world, Luffy learned that the two people who have caused him the most grief (Akainu and Blackbeard) are basically running things. Of course, that doesn't deter Luffy. He's just like, "meh... let's just see what happens." It's one of the things that makes Luffy so endearing, even though it makes it seem like he hasn't learned from his mistakes. There are moments where you can see he has learned, but he is still Luffy, and that is just his personality. Poor Jimbei was so stressed because he wasn't listening. When I saw that the drugs had aged up the new Fishman pirates, I was not shocked. It was a fitting end for them. When I saw that they were just locked up, I was like... "that's too simple, they'll break out once they recover, so I wonder how this will actually end." I was very satisfied with the outcome.
BIG MOM EPISODE!!! I found it funny that Luffy asked Zoro for the way back to town. Lol what? The gag with Pekoms' eyes is funny, but Tamago's English dub stole the show for me. Sanji's imagination of Big Mom is funny because of how inaccurate it is. Him blushing when he thinks she'd like men who can make candy is great foreshadowing for "WEDDING CAKE!" Big Mom looked like a menace with all the drooling and bloodshot (more like candyshot?) eyes, but especially when she was leaning down close to Bobbin. She reminded me of Baba Yaga. One semester in college, I needed one more credit to keep my scholarships, and I found a class on world folktales. I can't remember the exact name of the class, but it was the best non- music class I took in college. We read about Baba Yaga and watched a film that I also can't remember the name of. I just searched Baba Yaga on Google and checked the references in Wikipedia, hoping I could remember, but nothing. Anyway... the Baba Yaga unit was probably my favorite, so when I saw Big Mom, I was so hyped. It is said that Baba Yaga eats children, which is fitting for Big Mom, but it's also said that she can be ambiguous because she can be good and helpful. I think this is what makes me hope that Big Mom is not done and that her character will get proper closure.
The fact that Luffy gave Big Mom the treasure had me shook. It was a really smart decision for Luffy, but this is Luffy, so he also picked a fight with Big Mom while he was at it. At first, it made me anxious when I was catching up, but it made me smile now. Luffy and the crew have come so far. Jimbei being so honorable and always looking out for fishman island is why he's so cool. It was funny how Neptune was so worried about the Tamate box harming the straw hats, only to find out that he gave it to Big Mom and went from worried to terrified.
It's so good to see Smoker and Tashigi again. Tashigi has grown on me over the years. She was not my favorite while I was reading. I'll just say I was happy when Robin destroyed her in Alabasta. I think absence makes the heart grow fonder because there's no reason why she's grown on me. She just has. Neptune hoping that the explosives in the Tamate box don't work is hilarious, especially because Robin was like, "Do I wanna know?!" Also, Robin's green dress looked better in the manga. I loved the explanation for the different log pose for the new world. I wonder if we'll get more of an explanation for why the magnetic force is so different between paradise and the new world. I love how everyone talks about what they'll contribute to the crew before heading for the new world, "I can guide us anywhere!" "I'll treat all your injuries!" "You'll never go hungry!" And Robin just laughed. I'm like... girl. You're too humble, like you don't have the lore piece in the palm of your hand. I suppose there were things that she wasn't aware of at this time, and neither were the straw hats.
Toei loves their bath scenes, especially the Nami ones. The whole Whitestrom situation was funny. Especially when Usopp asked Robin if there was a way out, and she was like, "there are no records because..." and Usopp didn't even let her finish. Brook thinking he found Laboon was so sad. I feel like Laboon and the whales might play an important role towards the end of the story.
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babycatlix · 10 months
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hi friends 💖
just wanted to do a quick check-in. tw: mentions of anxiety below. remember it's okay if you don't read any of this 😅 i'm mostly just talking into the void
after the last 2 weeks of finals week at my university and my anxiety acting up, i've felt so disconnected. my queue ran out and i didn't even notice for a few days, i'm always behind on my tag, and i feel so behind on content. i know that there's no obligation for me to be "caught up" on everything, i just feel behind and disconnected is all. i still love making gifs and interacting with all of you, work was just really stressful for a little bit there and it feels like it lasted for months, but it was only 2 weeks.
but also learning that my anxiety is manifesting in other ways, such as my recent discovery of developing hypersensitivity to sound has also made me feel so disconnected in general, with my own body. i had a similar episode when i was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and situational panic disorder. i just need to give myself some time to come to terms with the new developments in my anxiety, which i hate bc i hate change. i'm trying to remember to be kind to myself about this bc this is just how my anxiety has always been.
i have found that using loop earplugs really helps. i'm waiting on my third pair, that i hope will help me with all the little sounds in the house in the mornings on the weekends that wake me up, like flushing toilets, the dog barking, or my parents sneezing in the next room. but i really love my engage earplugs! they really dampen sounds that would normally make me cringe and cover my ears. i wore them to dinner tonight, and it was wonderful! i could still hear GBF talking to me and other ppl talking; like the waitress asking me what i wanted to order, but the loud sounds were much more bearable. and i was so thankful i remembered to bring them.
anyway, no more anxiety talk! i wanted to also say, summer hours have started! so that means i have 3-day weekends! this was our first week of summer hours and yesterday was so weird lol, but i'll be able to catch up on my sleep and catch up on the content i've been feeling so behind on. currently, i'm trying to catch up on my likes, which i am nearly a month behind on. but tomorrow is likes catch up and when i'm done with that, more gifs!
i hope you're having a good weekend, stay safe out there, and stay hydrated my friends! 💖
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inkedmyths · 1 year
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S1: E22 "Devil's Trap"
Brought to you by hey so each and every one of you who made me watch this. You all suck. This is the worst. I hate it here. What sort of BULLSHIT was that—
This episode featuring: Odd interrogation techniques, family dynamics, bodysnatching, and one deeply upset Ink
Banging opening music
I will not fall doooown... when push comes to shove I will rise above... jammin
Here we fuckin go the boys are off to save or avenge their dad
[ Kayla asks if one of the opening montages has used Carry On My Wayward Son. I said no, because I would definitely remember that. ]
Where are we
What the dog doin
Holy water and whiskey. Mood.
Oh this be Bobby
[ Kayla and Crepe cheer. They love Bobby. ]
SCREAMS. JOHN JUST HAS THAT AFFECT ON PEOPLE (referring to when he threatened to shoot John) oh I like him already
Satanic Roach Hotel
Ohh. Bad year. Most years 4 possessions, but this one had at least 27...... well thats rough
UH OH
MEG
DEAN
Fuck off Meg
"Chuckleheads" GREAT word use Meg
GOTTEM
Okaaaay interrogation time
"Where's our father, Meg"
"You didn’t ask very nice"
"Where's our father, bitch"
Goddammit whys he so funny
Oh shes posessed
I dunno about innocent
Oh good news bc it means they can yeet the demon, yea?
"Hit it Sam" (begins praying)
[ Winchesters latest hit single in Christian Rap sweeps midwestern protestant congregations as a big hit! ]
Dean buddyyyy
Uh getting spookyyyyy
This is wild. Interrogation via exorcism
What the fuck are u gonna do here like what do u do
Shes dead but not but whats up
UHHHH WELL THATS FUCKING. SOMETHING
Hello ma'am
That sucks ass. Being exorcised certainly doesn't seem fun, esp when you got dropped from a building
A year............ bro.......
Poor gal...
As I went down to the river....
Oh she gone.............
:(
:((
STOP ZOOMING IN ON HER DEAD FACE
"You guys think you invented lying to the cops?" lmao thanks bobby
"I won't even try to shoot him this time"
[ Crepe asks Kayla if Meg is the woman Bobby has buried in his garden or if that's someone else. Concerning. ]
SCREAMS hes making the car safe and Dean is like MY CAR
Dean just wants his family to stop being self sacrificing. Hypocrite
Sunrise Apartments!
Building full of human shields... thats a problem
Pull the fire alarm lol
Oh those people are SO posessed
Yep there he is, tied u— hm. I don't. Like that actually
"I've got a Yorkie upstairs, and he pees when he's nervous—" Dean for funniest liar
THEY STOLE THE FIREFIGHTERS FITS
Demon? Demön?
Holy water!!
Hes still breathing hes not dead yet
But he might be posessed
Oh just had to check
Uh oh someone else just got posessed
And another....
Aha... the colt
[ Kayla: Uhhh I'm here for the colt stuff - the Winchesters]
2 bullets left!
Alright. Now what
Fambily
Dean can and will kill for his family huh
Uh oh zappy lights
The demon's here!
Uh oh
Something is wrong
OH
OH SHIT
Sam going AAA
AUGH WHATS HAPPENING
I DONT KNOW
WHAT IS THISSSSS
Bullshit bullshit
Me: DEAN WAS RIGHT
Kayla: and why was he right :)
Me: Bc he would have been pissed :(
Kayla: and never proud :)
Kayla: (therapy voice) and how did that make you feel
Me: I hate it here
Kayla: elaborate on that
Me: I haaaate it here
Kayla: mhm mhm (writing stuff down)
"What are you and God going to do?" dammmn
Justice for WHAT
Oh so a demon cares about its family
Good for him but also you were already trying to kill them before??
Yeah? Why?
What's your angle here
Huhhhhh. What the fuck do you want with Sam
"I really can't stand all your monologuing"
Oooough hitting him where it hurts damn
OOOH DAMN DEAN THROWING SHADE BACK
How are u guys goimg to get out of this
Oh shit oh SHIT
AAAAAAAAA
OH THE LEG!! SMART!!!!!!
Oh fuck man
Bro it fucking leaving
Well this is an Awkward Family Ride
Kayla: awkward family ride abt to
TRUCK
What the fuck what the fuck
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS
BRO WHAT
THATS IT FOR SEASON 1??
BULLSHIT
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My so-called friends then proceeded to point, laugh, and heckle me for the next 10 minutes. This is bullshit I hope you know. Stupid goddamn cliffhangers stupid Winchesters and their STUPID FAMILY NONSENSE—
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greypetrel · 8 months
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8, 10, 35, and 47 if they haven't been asked yet! 💗
Hi Mo! ✨
Tis the prompt list
8. Do you prefer the beginning, middle, or end of a story?
Oh this is nice!
Mh, as a reader, I tend to prefer the end. In sagas of more than one book/movie, I noticed that usually my favourites are always the ending ones. (Return of the King, Crooked Kingdom, Ptolemy's Gate, Revenge of the SIth... The notable exception is Hunger Games FINNICK and His Dark Materials -for which I can't choose one, but I'm not starting to talk about Philip Pullman or we'll end this ask in a month's time).
As a writer... I'll tell you when I'll have actually finished one fic, LOL. But I think the end would be an answer for all that. I like the sense of closure of a well told story, when push comes to shove and everything falls into place.
10. Cltr+f "blinks" on your WIP & copy paste the first sentence/paragraph that comes up
Pretty disappointingly answered here!
35. What is one essential thing to remember when writing a villain? 
For me it's the reason they act. Give them some relatability.
A teeny, tiny bit of reason that you can see they act upon, and they twisted to make it unacceptable.
I don't like villains with nothing at stake, that just act because they're evil. The example I can think about is Doctor Strange. The villain wants to conquer the Earth because they desire it above everything else. Why they desire it? Why in the multiverse and in an infinity of planets they particularly want EARTH? WHY, MOVIE? I liked that movie, but that thing made me roll my eyes inside my head twice in a row. I won't talk about Star Wars episode IX that episode never existed and it can't hurt me.(Joking, I'm really happy if you enjoyed episode IX, for me it was everything I didn't want to see unfortunately, I liked Kylo Ren as a villain A LOT.)
It shouldn't mean that villains should be justified for acting out of ethics and morality, no. But just knowing why they are doing what they can, without excusing what they do is the bare minimum.
Also, keep them a constant threat looming over the horizon. Make them limit your characters' moves and actions. Make them felt, even if they're not visible. But this is the Tolkien fan speaking. (but isn't it wonderful how Sauron never appears in LOTR -books- and you still can sense him looming around?)
47. How many times do you usually revise your fic/chapter before posting?
At least two.
One to check if the structure and pacing is ok or if I need to move some scenes around or expand them (it happened in chapters 27 and 28 in Monster Fic. Initially they were one. I realised something was off and decided to pull whatever got in chapter 28 in a new one, expanding some things better, adding others.)
There's one revision every time I change/move around something, just to check if everything flows.
Then another one for grammar, spelling and so on, and to add html for AO3 if needed.
And another one when it's posted just to check, which usually brings out more mistakes I didn't notice, ends up in me rushing to correct it and hope I was quicker than any reader. xP
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gillianthecat · 1 year
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Walking up and down the stairs is exhausting right now.
Fahlanruk – episode 8
Ok, we're getting philosophical now. Whose voice is this?
I appreciate that Fah experiences all of his feelings in the shower. The actor did well on the body sculpting.
My favorite disaster child. You don't need to start this out by lying about Fah's game. Oh baby. Someone else stepped in to take care of him while you were gone pretending to be cool. Oh baby. You silly lying liar.
Is this the girl Tap went on one date with and then failed to hook up with before? If so, bold of him to call her to take care of him after that. Also she must really like him if she's willing to come help. Honey, I like you, but go focus your attention on someone more available please.
These goodbyes are cute. (So was Fah's and Sher's from the last episode). I love it when people don't want to leave each other, but things are too new for them to say it exactly, so they're just sweet and fumbling and reluctant.
Stalker BLs have got me trained: I fully expected that to be a box of photos of Gear. Instead it's just a product placement 😂 And barely a placement, more like they just interrupted the show for an ad that happens to star one of the actors.
The Significance of the Two Toothbrushes strikes again!
Is she going to check the closet too? Yes, she's checking the closet too.
All these BL boys are the neatest college students ever. I can guarantee you that my beloved disaster child's room would not be anywhere near that organized if he didn't have a set designer doing it for him. Perhaps the Ping & Tap labels; my boy does have a crush after all. But there would also be clothes strewn everywhere.
Oh shit 😂 She caught you sleeping in the café, disaster child. And she caught you lying about the tennis game 😂 The question is, what is she going to do with all this information? Is she going to look at this mess of codependency and decide it's not worth her time and go off and find some other cute boys to kiss? Or is she going to double down and become an interfering, manipulative faen fatale? Given the track record of this show I suspect the latter, but I can always hope.
Wait. Is this Mark's apartment from Love Mechanics (the second one)? The furniture is different, but the kitchen area and the shelf by the door look familiar. @callipigio, do you recognize it (visible around 10:35)? Should it get added to the list? Or maybe it's just a standard look for cheap modern apartments in Thailand. I'd have to look at Love Mechanics to check.
$25 Ping is drinking morosely alone.
Oh look. I owe myself $25 💳
Is that Rabitat shirt also from First's brand?
My babies 🥺
Also, I haven't said this yet, but I really like Ping's grey plaid pants.
My babies. Trying so hard to take care of each other and not get in each other's way 🥺
Was there always a voiceover? I don't remember it from previous episodes. Anyways, it's unnecessary, the actors and script are already conveying everything.
Ping. Oh my baby. Oh Ping.
Tap's pajama game is excellent.
Ooh, finally the tables turn and Fah is giving someone else relationship advice.
I think that every time Fah claims to be committed I'm just waiting for the inevitable moment that he grows bored or cheats or something. So I'm like Sher, apparently. I mean, presumably they end up together eventually but we do see Sher sobbing in the title montage every week, so clearly Fah's going to do something to break his heart at some point. All that is to say, it's hard for me to get excited about his expressions of devotion.
Also, I want to be happy for Pai to be shooting his shot with the campus hottie, but he's being such a creep about the whole thing that I can't 😕
Oh my god this fake ass injury and this fight 🙄😂 But who is this other tall super protective dude? Lol, for once Pink and I are on the same wavelength. Who is he? Not the mysterious Apo?
Ah, no. A "Charles" who knows Sher's twin. Lol, it's their half-brother. Thank goodness. It was either a relative or a whole new melodramatic plotline, and we don't need any new melodrama.
Speaking of which, where is Tam's amnesiac stalker ex? We haven't seen him in a while.
Sher, don't be so mean to poor Gear. Do make Fah jealous though, it's good for him.
Yay Prince! Set your boundaries. Don't start something with Gear if he's going to be jealous of your friendships. Also I like your blue shirt.
I would also say that Sher needs to set boundaries with a jealous possessive Fah, for the same reason. Except I like seeing Fah unhappy. Something about him just kinda makes me want to torture him. But also Fah, not cool, not cool at all.
Oh yeah Fah you fully deserved that slap.
And don't push Sher! He's got a injured ankle! I've returned from my brief vacation to Tolerating-Fah-land and am back in Loathing-Fah-ville. Get a grip dude. And wipe that pathetic look off your face, this is all on you.
Gossip about Fah that's actually relevant to their work and not just invasive nosiness? I'm honestly shocked.
Wait. Why is Charles there?
Oh Ping. My baby. You make me sad when you cry. At least you have a beautiful setting in which to be sad. It's probably good for them to have this rupture to move them to something beyond this pining stuckness, but it's so hard for both my boys. 50 missed calls 😢
Oh Tap. You are sad and confused both.
Oh god, everyone's heartbroken. We're having a cry-off. Prince, your tears make me sad too.
Fah. What the fuck. Are you doing. Is this an intentional thing to "get back at" Sher and try and make him jealous? Are you just living in your own head, oblivious to the people around you. I continue to not understand your brain.
Oh Sher. How I wish Fah was worthy of you risking your heart.
Wait. So no answer to the who is Apo question? It seemed like such a dramatic cliffhanger last episode I was sure they were going somewhere with that. Will we ever find out? Will the amnesiac stalker ex reappear? Only four more episodes to fit it all in.
Oh wait, looks like Apo at least will show up next week. And Fah is going to the creepy over invested girl for relationship advice? Eh 🤷🏻‍♀️
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Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters GX Episodes 85 and 86 Subbed (Finalized)
(Previously: Episode 84 Subbed [Finalized])
(Check out my Subbed!GX Stream Masterpost!)
TURN-85: A Wielder of the God Card The Divine Winged Dragon of Ra?!
A researcher named Franz appears before Judai, who learns from Pegasus and Hayato Maeda--who rushed over from I2 (Industrial Illusions, Inc.)--of his employment with I2 and the threat he poses by using a copy of the strongest card, The Divine Winged Dragon of Ra. Judai and Franz duel, and right as they start, he summons The Divine Winged Dragon of Ra. By all rights, he should incur a punishment from the God, but he controls said God with the Mound of the Bound Deity Magic Card he himself created. It all comes down to the Skyscraper 2 -- Hero City Field Magic that Hayato designed for Judai.
TURN-86: The Runway of Dueling
Just as Judai laments his lack of competition, a drum is suddenly struck amid a flurry of cherry blossoms--from which a pro duelist named Kabukid enters the scene, clad in kabuki clothing, and challenges Judai to a duel. Claiming that pro dueling is about dueling to entertain the audience, Kabukid activates his Kabuki Stage -- Great Bridge Field Magic to set a flashy stage. Harboring some doubts about such flashy dueling, Judai...
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(EDIT, 1/21/23: Reuploaded 86 with an additional card error fix, as I missed an earlier instance of Dramatic Pose in Kabukid’s hand after its activation that should’ve been New Year Drum; see #3 in the list below if curious.)
Just narrowly missed getting these out in time for Christmas, but episodes 85 and 86 are finalized! Hope everyone's having a gentle holiday season, and hopefully these help a bit as these are two of my favorite episodes in Season 2. 85 I definitely remember being pretty hype with Ra--copy or not--showing itself in GX, and both the OST and Pegasus reappearing (as well as some coloring choices in a lot of the scenes to give things a bit more of a grim look [which we saw some of in 82, but it does feel as though the art quality starts to pick up a bit here]) definitely helps add a bit of weight to it. 86 is also a fun one with quite a few Japanese references, and specifically to kabuki theater--so much so that I'd actually popped onto some Japanese-learning forums when first working on 86 back in 2011 for help to decipher some--and has Judai meet someone who's so into his craft for others that he hadn't thought of enjoying the process for himself. Definitely is a shame the dub does away with most of the culture nods, understandable as it might be, since the original sound design also adds to the fun feel of the episode, with the drums and vocal interludes here/there, but making Orlando a Broadway actor is probably the best way to adapt Kabukid’s character (though it does make the kabuki callbacks with his deck fall a bit flat). Also got us an OP update as of 85, featuring a disappointed not-Principal Chronos after Samejima’s return [I’ve been waiting to use that new clip since translating the names in the OP as I started finalizing Season 2], as well as one of the few episodes where Judai properly uses Bubbleman’s two effects correctly in 86, lol.)
Interesting as both episodes are, equally interesting (on some level) were some of the animation/card fixes I worked on for them; I fixed up nine errors in 85 and 12 in 86. List below the spoiler, as usual, for the curious! Also including some Translation Notes for 86, as there were a couple of cultural nods throughout.
Enjoy! Next time, it's a Judai VS Manjoume rematch as Judai tries to undo Saiou's hold on him, with some help from the O[jama]-Heroes! Shouldn't stain their friendship too much, hopefully.
Fixes/Edits! (85)
As Judai and Franz begin their duel, setting up their Disks on a split-screen, there are several frames (except for one) as their screens split apart where there’s a gap between their actual screens and their borders--all the while Judai’s screen has a bit of a gap under him where they didn’t fill him out so the trees behind him are visible.  Fixed in Sony Vegas by first cropping the split-screen so that the gap under Judai is gone, then moving Judai and Franz’s screens up to the borders in each frame with the error.
As Judai braces for his first attack coming from Ra, there’s a black hole on his Disk where Neos should be; it turns to normal as he moves to brace for impact.  Fixed first by blanking that spot into a regular Monster Zone in Photoshop, then applying a proxy in AfterEffects.
A unique error happens in the eyecatch, as the show’s logo appears statically a few frames before the usual sparkles appear, which the logo then fades from as normal.  Fixed this in Vegas by first redoing Franz and Judai sliding across the screen during the frames before the sparks light up to create the logo, then redid the sparkles over those frames 1) using a template video that I applied a chroma-keyer effect on to remove the black background and 2) masking the sparkles to just the thin area they first appear in, then expanding the mask a bit as more appear.  Looks pretty good in motion.
After Ra destroys Neos, Judai takes damage from Mound of the Bound Deity, but has another black spot on his Disk, this time where a Defense-Mode Card Gunner should be.  Fixed in AfterEffects by applying a proxy there.
As Franz boasts about how Judai’s mere tricks won’t work on a god, he loses his mouth for a quick frame before he starts chuckling as he starts his next turn.  Fixed in Vegas by just keeping his closed mouth from the previous frame there.
As Judai tries to attack Franz’s 1 LP directly with Glow Moss for game, Franz counters by using Fusion Undone to undo his point-to-point-transfer “fusion” with Ra--but the ATK counter that appears shows Ra’s ATK dropping from 4400 to zero, and not 4499 as it was previously shown to be at.  Fixed in Vegas by masking in its ATK counter from the scene showing it rising to 4499 as Franz joined with it, made easier since the border/colors on this ATK counter don’t change like they usually do, lol. (This is one of the errors I’d have expected to be fixed on the DVD release, and the dub didn’t pick up on it, either.)
After Glow Moss’s attack connects with Ra, we see it being destroyed and Franz’s LP dropping, but there’s an outline for a card where Ra was on his Disk.  Since Ra was being destroyed here, I fixed this in Photoshop by removing the outline and making it a normal Monster Zone, over the handful of frames as the shot fades from the Ra closeup to showing Franz.
After Franz thinks that he’ll be able to use Revival of the Dead (Monster Reborn) to resurrect Ra, Judai opts to activate his Necro Illusion Quick-Play, but a few things happen: 1) just before Necro Illusion appears on the field, we see a yellow and orange rectangle on his Disk where Glow Moss and Neos should respectively be, and 2) Judai’s half of the split-screen, which Franz slides onto eventually, has a sudden background change as Franz’s starts to slide back up and Judai starts to declare that he’s reviving Ra.  Fixed first in AfterEffects by applying Glow Moss and Neos proxies over those rectangles, fading them out as Necro Illusion appears, then in Vegas as I simply masked in the changed background behind Judai from later in the shot to keep it consistent throughout.
After Judai brings back Ra to his side of the field, Franz stares it down--but for some reason, Ra is on his Disk despite it being on Judai’s field.  I originally thought to fix this by wiping that Monster Zone clean on one of the last frames of the shot and then re-do the gaussian-blurred zoom-out that happens, but that proved to be a bit difficult--instead, I fixed it by using Photoshop to blank the Monster Zone over the 14 frames it’s in, then reinserting them into the footage in Vegas, maintaining the gaussian blur.  I think the Zone still looks consistently edited in motion, for the short shot it is.
Fixes/Edits! (86)
As Kabukid and Judai begin their duel, setting up their Disks on a split-screen, their screens split to reveal Shou and Kenzan looking up at Chronos and Napoleon’s picnic-viewing setup, but Judai’s side takes two frames longer than Kabukid’s to leave the screen.  Fixed in Sony Vegas by timing his split to Kabukid’s, then holding the full shot of Shou/Kenzan/Chronos/Napoleon over the extra frame or two saved.
As the group looks on while Kabukid mentions that his Kabuki Stage -- Great Bridge lets him summon a Level-4-or-below Monster from his hand, the split-screens split to show Kabukid about to summon Ben Kei--but while he’s placing Ben Kei in his fourth Monster Zone, we see his Yoshi Tsune in Zone 2 when it’s shown later to be in Zone 3, and his mouth is also missing initially during the screens’ splitting.  Fixed first in Photoshop as I blanked Monster Zone 2, then in AfterEffects as I applied a Defense-Mode Yoshi Tsune proxy in Zone 3, and then finally in Vegas as I held his closed mouth over the frames where it was missing.
(EDIT, 1/21/23: After Kabukid notes that his Great Bridge Field Magic’s effect forces Wildman into Attack Mode, he then notes that Ben Kei can attack as often as the amount of Equip Cards on him; we get a glimpse into his hand and see that, along with his Shizuka the Heavenly Dancer, it has a copy of Dramatic Pose in it--except Dramatic Pose was already played, and he plays New Year Drum in a couple of scenes from his hand. Fixed in AfterEffects by applying a proxy for New Year Drum over Dramatic Pose, slightly touching up the artwork I grabbed from the scene in which he activates it which is the only spot it’s visible in, and masking in Kabukid’s thumb and Shizuka’s card over it, as well as the original card’s outline to blend it in.
After playing Kabuki Stage -- Cherry Blossom Mountain, Kabukid compares it to Mt. Yoshino in Nara, Japan, and its cherry blossoms, but as he does, we get a glimpse of his hand, and a repeat of #3 above with a copy of Dramatic Pose still there with his Shizuka--as before, Dramatic Pose was already played, and he plays New Year Drum in a couple more scenes yet.  Fixed in AfterEffects by applying the New Year Drum proxy over Dramatic Pose and masking in Kabukid’s thumb and the original card outline to blend it in.)
After Kabukid activates New Year Drum and Shou and Kenzan wonder about its effect, we see Judai contemplating things a bit, but the start of the panning shot here shows him above the bottom edge of the frame, so the cloud background behind him is visible.  Fixed in Vegas by cropping the shot slightly to remove that.
After the eyecatch, as Judai starts to question Kabukid’s style, the two are on a split-screen; as it splits to show Chronos and Napoleon wondering what he’s getting at, there’s a quick frame where the border between them pre-split is still visible between the two individual screens.  Fixed in Vegas by just masking the Chronos/Napoleon shot behind them over it.
After taking damage from Burstlady attacking Battle Claw Fox, Kabukid notes that now Burstlady will be destroyed during that turn’s End Phase, but his lip-flaps are out of sync with the line as spoken; there’s an audible pause after he says the “Burstlady” in the “And with this, Burstlady...” part, but the lip-flap pause happens earlier after he says “And with this...” instead.  Fixed in Vegas by moving the pause a bit later in time with the line.
A bit later, as Judai ends his turn and Kabukid notes that it’s time for them to part ways with Burstlady, we go over to Burstlady as Battle Claw Fox appears behind her, but there’s an odd gap in the neck/shoulder strap on her left that shows some skin.  As previous shots showed that the strap was a continuous red, I fixed it first in Photoshop by filling it in, then in Vegas by re-doing the panning on the shot, applying an initial bit of gaussian blur to the edit.
After Judai reiterates to Kabukid that he won’t lose as long as Kabukid’s not being serious, we see Chronos/Napoleon and Shou/Kenzan on a split-screen wondering about it, but as the screens split to show Kabukid about to question what makes him so sure, a few things happen: 1) an odd coloring glitch happens around Shou’s mouth, 2) the border on Shou/Kenzan’s screen cuts off along the top corner, and 3) the Shou/Kenzan screen takes a frame or two longer than Chronos/Napoleon’s to leave the shot.  Fixed in Vegas by first redoing the Shou/Kenzan screen’s split using a still without the coloring glitch, then masking on more of the border over the gap up top, while timing it to leave the shot with the Chronos/Napoleon screen.
As Kabukid shields himself from the impact of Neos’s attack on Genghis Ghan, his LP falling to zero, his Disk is missing the orb in the middle, which should be lit up red since his Disk is on.  Fixed in Photoshop by cutting/pasting the orb from a different shot and doing some editing to blend it in for the frames in which it’s visible (while also adding screen-blended layers on top to cover it up as the dust flies around), and then threw the fixed frames into the footage in Vegas.
After Shou and Kenzan cheer for Judai’s win, Judai turns to them and audibly says, “Sweet!”--but his lips don’t move.  Fixed in Vegas by adding two quick lip-flaps to him from a different but similar shot, adjusted to fit his face in this one.
After Kabukid and Judai have a conversation about dueling again sometime, Shou and Kenzan walk over asking if they can see one of his bits.  Judai looks up at them, and Kabukid agrees to it, reaching over to grab his wig--but as Judai turns back to him, two things happen for two of the movement frames involved: 1) his hair from the previous frames post-turning-to-Kenzan/Shou stays as his head rotates back to Kabukid, with a visible outline for the new hair, and 2) his hand holding the GeneX medal he won ends up behind Judai’s right shoulder instead of staying in front.  (I actually noticed this one as I was finishing revising the sub script, lol.)  Fixed this with a Photoshop/Vegas combo: first, I used the Clone Tool in Photoshop with the last frame after Judai turns back to Kabukid to add on more trees in the background around where Judai’s duplicate hair is in the earlier frames, which I then masked his new hair over using the visible outline for it--this got rid of the duplicate hair in both frames--and then, I masked out Judai’s hand and the GeneX medal, keeping them in view as I masked Kabukid grabbing his wig on top of it.  Now, Kabukid’s wig moves in front of Judai’s hand, while Judai’s hair moves normally!
For the preview, an error similar to #5 happens as Manjoume draws vs the pro he beats early in 87, except this time the character model gap happens on the right of the frame; fixed in Vegas for 87 proper by slightly cropping the shot accordingly, then applied the fix for the hardsub’s preview.
Translation Notes! (86)
Kabukid’s Kabuki Stage -- Great Bridge Field Magic is a reference to the fabled site of the battle between Benkei and Minamoto no Yoshitsune, one of the most famous samurai fighters in the history of Japan, at the Great Gojou Bridge in Kyoto--Kabukid’s Yoshitsune is based on the same Yoshitsune, while Armed Samurai -- Ben Kei later appears playing the part of Benkei in Kabukid’s performance, all keeping in relation with with his Kanjinchō (a popular kabuki dance-drama)-themed Deck (as noted on Yugipedia, though it does seem to also pull from another play called Yoshitsune Senbon Zakura, since the New Year Drum card he plays later and equips to Shizuka is part of this one).
7:04: RE: Kabukid’s Warrior Monk Halberd, a souhei would be a monk soldier who used a naganata/halberd as their weapon of choice; it was equipped to Ben Kei to connect to how Benkei was a souhei himself.
7:12: RE: Kabukid’s Dramatic Pose card, a mie is a pose in kabuki where the actor freezes and poses to establish a powerful moment in the performance.
10:08: Kabukid compares his Cherry Blossom Mountain card to Mt. Yoshino, located close to Nara, Japan, which is famous for its cherry blossoms.
15:59: Genghis Ghan's name is a pun off of "Genghis Khan," the famous Mongolian warlord; the "gun" stored in its mouth adds another layer to it.
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kimchokejin · 2 years
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omg okay so i was tagged by the whimsical @wistfulocean​, the jellicle (😲) @jiminsproof​, and the splendid @seoksao to list 10 of my blorbos (favorite characters) from 10 different fandoms. this was kind of hard (but fun!) for me because i am very on and off when it comes to tv, i haven't read a book with characters in a long time 😬, and i tend not to obsess over movies. so i came up with a list of 10 blorbos that i've had over the years. and we are starting EARLY okay? also i started writing descriptions for these and then i got so embarrassed because i literally don’t remember shit about anything so i’m just gonna not say much lol. and then check marks mean i can safely recommend the show/movie, otherwise...proceed with caution
Stitch from Lilo and Stitch ✅
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he might be more of a “scrunkly” actually, represents my inner child?
She-Go from Kim Possible
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i was always like she’s way too cool for dr. draco or whatever lmao
Elyon from W.I.T.C.H.
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(but from the books i didn’t watch the show as much)
Prince Zuko from Avatar: The Last Airbender ✅
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gotta love a redemption arc! hope the new live action version isn’t bad! 🤞
Eli Goldsworthy from Degrassi
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hey shut up
Spencer Reid from Criminal Minds
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my baby boy! special shout out to the episodes with him and aubrey plaza's character ahh i wish i could watch those for the first time again
Rosa Diaz from Brooklyn 99
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acab ofc i simply wasn’t thinking straight (heh). i bought my first pleather jacket because of her. don’t laugh.
[redacted] ❌
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Snufkin from The Moomins! (the 90s version) ✅
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the most comforting children’s show you could ever watch tbh. this kid reminds me of one of my neighbors from my childhood and i definitely remember feeling very…moomin-y…around him…one time i chased him down the street because i wanted a hug 😬 whereas now i think i act more like a snufkin but i think moomin is still there deep down? oops now i’m getting too deep lol ummm i also love his philosophy on things (be gay do crime!!!) and i might be dressing like him for halloween
Nam See-hee from Because This Is My First Life ✅
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i literally had to look up this dude’s name tbh because my friends and i lovingly refer to him as robot man. this guy...he’s the real deal. THE unattainable standard. if you’re into kdramas i HIGHLY recommend this show which doesn’t mean much coming from me since i haven’t seen a lot of kdramas BUT my friend who has been watching kdramas for over a decade now says it’s the best kdrama they’ve ever seen. so. it’s not a super dramatic one either more of a rom com so i don’t think you would cry if you didn’t want to?
lmao i’m like scared of what this list says about me i think the two prevailing types here are snarky assholes with a heart of gold (alleged) and women who could kill me without remorse or hesitation? and i gravitate towards "lighter” shows because i generally don’t like to feel more than i already do? ummmm i’m still embarrassed idk might delete later. but if you see this and would like to play say i tagged you!
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MOON!!!!!!!!!!! i finally finally read invent love and !!! it took me forever cuz i was on vacation and can't read in a car or else i'll get sick and last night i was crying over tlou for a long time and went to sleep early but !! i finally read it and i have been so excited to and . ohhgg moon !!! u are such a lovely beautiful writer!!!! and i Know that it's because you're such a wonderful person so your art is as lovely as well!! and especially this one was so nice and delicate and everything neil and todd are. you write them so so well:((
n here r some of my fav quotes !!
"“Oh,” Neil breathes out, and Todd blushes down to the bone."
"He proposes learning, as if the effort of it would be worth living together."
sobbing over these btw . Btw . i love the way you write love .
"Todd would prefer to slowly collect the chipped pieces of himself under the spill of stars, rather than sunny skies. Sunlight has always made him feel too seen."
the way u write todd . ohgg it is so him . u get characters so so well!!!!!!
"He feels alive in the night.
When he looks at Neil, he’s still smiling, and Todd gets a sudden surge of sentimentality. He wonders if Neil knows how much it matters to Todd, him coming along like this, even if it had been a coincidence, even if it hadn’t been on purpose. He, still, has made it so much easier to breathe."
"When Neil’s smile grows, just a little, it feels like the sun has made its appearance, after all.
Todd doesn’t look around to check."
"Todd looks back to the view before him, although it doesn’t compete with the sight of Neil’s pinkened cheeks, his tousled hair, run through by the wind. It’s not the first time Todd’s wished to be part of the winter breeze."
i think this is my all time favorite quote forever . i read it and literally said Ohmygod because . yeah it's gorgeous i am Obsessed ..!!!
and there r definitely more but here r my most favorites !!!! again i love your writing always and get so so excited when you post a new story and i'm so happy i finally got to read it<3<3<3 i hope u have a vvv good day and or night moon<3 remember you are a very lovely person and you shine so brightly !!!!! okay goodbye .!!
donnie i need u to forgive me ok i entirely planned on answering this way sooner and then i . didnt . i am soososoo sorry !!!! but i am here now . and Ready .
fellow tlou liker !!!!! it makes me sob my eyes out every single episode it is insane oh my god . dont u ever apologize again because i took literal Weeks to finally reply to this !!!!
u are sincerely too nice to me 😭😭 ohh thank u very much finn !!! i try very hard to make my writing . nice . obviously LOL but it means the world to me that u think so :) it means everything ever thanku thank u !!!!!
"i love the way you write love" what if i cry . what if i fall into several crumbly pieces and erode into nothingness over time . what then . oh my god im getting this tattooed across my brain
todd is . a little difficult for me to write so i am so happy u think so !!! between him and neil he definitely comes less easily to me so i am so happy u think so !!! thanku so much !!!!!!!
"i think this is my all time favorite quote forever" ??>:l>{PJPW3 SOSBBIBINGGGG finn please . i will cry forever and ever and ever and
ur asks always mean everything to me !!! i feel like sunshine inside thank u so much for how kind u are, its always the highlight of posting anything new :] thank u so much finn, u are the brightest star and i hope i can keep posting things u enjoy !!!!!
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voyeuristicvixen · 1 year
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Captains Log No.33_ addsmespice
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Firuz and Inari are a pair of naughty ass alts tht I made to start some adult content w WAV and we have yet to shoot a scene with them but for avis that I put together with less than 100Ls they look goodt. Stay Tuned! Follow their twitter its, https://twitter.com/firuzinari!!
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she cute X.X So yaaahhhhhh Wav and I are working on episode 2 of Meta Love Talks and I am working in general on a full schedule for my creative ass (thank the fates) I am super grateful that I have so many amazing ideas and I ask for the strength to carry them out to completion and be fully committed and consistent in the act of self love that is putting it all out. AMEN!
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Sub to our Youtube page! https://www.youtube.com/@studio19.
One thing we didnt mention and want to make sure we do more moving forward is give visibility and credits to all the creators that make our content possible. I honestly haven’t been good at doing that because of pure laziness lol. I will do better! I do not want to gatekeep any of these amazing creative tools and things that come together to make videos and pics and looks possible! So ya that first episode we filmed at a historic Sci Fi spot in SL called Hangars Liquides, def a place to check out because the artists there are dedicated to the political movements that art generates in their home countries. Its a dope ass movement behind Hangars that we didnt know about till after the filming. I have to do a whole post and more on that because its so fascinating to me.
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I have been pulled into a deeper love for the history of SL, as time goes on there will be more history added and so everything we do in this platform can become apart of that too. Something to think about. Legacy is important to me. In RL and SL has now been a fun way to “troubleshoot” so to speak, the habits and skills necessary to make that happen fr. My Amor tribe will grow, and I have recently been honored to have been asked to be someones daughter. *pinch me im dreaming!* So now we growing our own family and im being introduced into another one all at once. Inshallah!  
Im pretty sure a black creator on zooby hud made this texture for the onesie and its just so clever because its got shoes and pants and a top but on one onesie its brilliant! I need to log in and look and add in where its from later for yall! Genius.
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We have been experimenting and practicing more with lighting and photography, getting content. Its been a lot of fun and sometimes also can be daunting. Always remember never compare yourself or your work to others as tempting as it may be! Unless you want to stifle you motivation and creativity! Heed this warning fellow creators don’t you dare do that to yourself! I get into that mode sometimes feeling like “oh no one likes my stuff” but then I realize that hey, I LOVE IT lol and thats all that matters. The bonus is that people that end up liking it too  are oftentimes creators that I myself admire and who’s work I think is amazing representation of SL so that means a lot more to me than having hundreds of likes. I see a lot of ppl get discouraged and maybe this can help put things into a diff perspective. Keep doing you!
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Wav had a whole ass amazing idea to do a shoot in the rain and so of course I needed to have us do a kiss in the rain. We have that on our RL couples bucket list. I think one of our meta love talk episodes will def have to include that segment in there because its really fun putting together and finding new things that we can experience together. Game changer! Anywayssss look how cuuuuuteeee they aree *hearteyes*
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I be so annoying and nagging Wav a lot more than I would like to admit XD He shuts me up when he does things like take me on romantic dates like this... its such a treat. Also funny asl whenever we try and have a meal and realize we actually have to make reservations so that people can RP the whole dinner for us lmaooo. I hope that one day we can fully get it together but it is really the thought that counts for me. I dont care if we are eating air sandwiches as long as its with MY MAN MY MAN MY MAN. lols and they had a bar cart! I was going in on green fairy absinthe and champagne. Reminded me of RL college days I made my own wormwood tincture.. I used to concoct all kinds of potions since very young. I started out in a coven in 3rd grade... but thats another story entirely !
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We need to go back and buy this couples walker it was such a delightful thing lol even when it was glitching out we were walking on air and thats how I feel when I am around this man (and when he’s not being annoying because we are mirrors for one another lmao) Fairytales are not always a walk in the park, the beautiful moments only exist because you choose to make them happen. Our generation has to learn that great things do not always come quick, they can be easy sure but things that last take time.
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