#just for today

[neuroticboyfriend]

if you're a recovering addict, i want you to know you're doing good.

you didn't use today? you're doing good. you used recently and you're still recovering? you're doing good. you sought support today? you're doing good. you practiced harm reduction? you're doing good. you want to relapse and haven't? you're doing good. you're getting involved, even if others are doing more? you're doing good. you're resting today? you're doing good. you're alive? you're doing good.

this shit takes time. you have spent a considerable amount of time doing harmful things to yourself, or others. you're not going to change overnight. all you can reasonably do is get through the day, adding as much good to your life/the lives of others as you can. it doesn't matter what happened yesterday, or what's going to happen tomorrow.

all you have is this moment, and if you're on the path of recovery... you're doing good. this is your story. not someone else's. not some idealized version of yourself. it's yours, just as you exist, right now. that's all you have, and all you need.

keep going. you got this. i'm glad you're here (and so is everyone else who interacted with this post).

#softspoonie #addiction #addiction recovery #alcoholic #addict #alcoholism #one day at a time #keep going #reasons to keep going #mental health #mentally ill #mental illness #positivity #mental health support #mental health positivity #disability #disabled #neurodivergent positivity #neurodivergent #chronic illness #chronically ill #disability positivity #self compassion #compassion #just for today #recovering alcoholic #recovering addict #messages to myself

[ironcolouredocean]

mothers

sharp objects / just for today-clairo / i killed my mother / my mother and i-lucy dacus/ succession / ocean vuong / hereditary/ everything everywhere all at once

#sharp objects #camille preaker #clairo #just for today #sling #everything everywhere all at once #eeaao #hereditary #toni collette #lucy dacus #xavier dolan #i killed my mother #ocean vuong #succession #shiv roy

[sneef-to-a-snorf-fight]

i have to be careful looking at furry art cuz if i see a buff canid guy i get too much gender envy and turn into a dude

#uh anyway im Ev #he/him and ze/hir #just for today

[lewishamiltonstuff]

Nico 😭😭😭😭😂😂

#just for today #I'll be a Nico fan #lewis hamilton #formula 1 #anti redbull #anti rbr #anti christian horner #formula one #nico rosberg #lewis #f1 #mercedes amg f1 #mercedes f1 #hungaroring #2023 hungarian gp #hungarian gp 2023 #hungary gp 2023 #anti max verstappen #anti verstappen

[serenityquest]

#inspirational #just for today

[dogwinged]

just for today - clairo

#clairo #music #sling album #sling #just for today #immunity #lyrics #indie music #collage art #collage #art #artists on tumblr #phoebe bridgers #mitski #lorde #wallows #journal #journal art

[puzzling-angel]

as a treat, have these little doodles from a drawpile i did with friends

#professor layton #doodles #hershel layton #flora reinhold #luke triton #don't mind me i pretty much never post on my own but shhhh #just for today #i will

[factorialsotherfandoms]

*flails hands of warning* I am being depressing here!!! Fatalistic even! I'm trying to words why I'm enjoying this less than other murder minecraft! I'm talking about concerns I have! Please don't read if this is going to upset you!!! Or if you wanna fight! I'm just hashing out my thoughts!!! Because I can't go back to watch and enjoy and chill until I've been through with them! Gotta pour salt on the ground before I can fill the bottle up with sugar! This is only me talking shit not me talking about bits I've liked which have absolutely existed and if I was having no fun I'd just turn the ducking streams off and not come back! It's just morning and I hurt anx so I'm grumpy!

tbh my biggest concern with purgatory is the knock on effects after it for ccs who genuinely seem not to be having fun. Like they can just not play more, but IC bridges are still burnt (often with OC friends which is miserable to play long term), and like... I'm not actually sure how long Etoiles even if he drops now could still enjoy stuff if q!phil still has issue with q!etoiles after. And I'm pretty sure at least some of them would back off to let those who did have fun continue trajectories it sent them on, and I would miss them?

And it sucks because I know there is fun to be had here, but it's not to everyone's tastes? And it's the people who aren't or weren't having fun who get the biggest consequences after? Because it's an RP reward for a PvP event?

I guess the biggest part of my problem and why I keep thinking there has to be an around or loophole for the eggs it is because it's an rp reward for a mechanics event? And yes all has some rp and some mechanics, but the eggs are most valued as characters at this point. And the fact it's an rp reward means people not having fun are going to have a much harder time stepping away from it.

I'm also concerned about people (red) logging in as much as they are. Because they do not log in that often normally and it's going to burn some of them out.

Idk I want to have fun and I enjoy bloodbaths, but the stakes feel wonky and it's really hard when the people on at my timezome either aren't having fun, are bitching about it, or have potential massive knock on consequences.

If they lose their eggs to this, Fit and Phil are going to be unwatchable. I already can't manage Tubbo. If Fit is miserable Pac is miserable, if Pac is miserable Mike is miserable. For most of the streams I remember it's just those guys hanging out with their eggs. Which we havent had for a while and honestly I kinda enjoy seeing less of them but for the angst because it opens more options, but imagine how fucking intolerable Fit and Phil are going to be near each other if only one of them's egg/s survive? Because the other one did something? Theyd both understand but theyd both be /awful/. Add in that Etoiles is rifted with Phil and oh look theres everything that regularly happens for the PoV that best matches my schedule gone (I enjoy Tazercraft more, but Phil has my exact schedule, so I tend to follow him because no language barrier and I don't miss bits of development for him)

And I know the stakes are the same for everyone, but they're not? Pomme and Richas are basically safe, which covers other morning hours. And Leo and Dapper are also in massive danger, but I don't watch that late normally, so it's less of a concern for me personally?

It's why I have to tell myself the reward isn't the reward, because if it is, everything gets shifted in directions I am not interested in seeing.

Now I think I wonder if part of the reason Phil is depressing to watch is that he's run the same numbers I have, from the same assumption of you can save 4/7 eggs if you win, and realised he can't save both Chayanne and Tallulah even if he wins. Which yeah he has the overthrow the eye thought he did actually share with someone this session but we keep being told it's pure PvP by like Quackity. Which. Tbh pure PvP leads me towards either there is no cursed team or the cursed team is only defined after the fact because??? The stakes??? In terms of reward one team losing is clearly worse???

I also as an aside think it'd really help if the admins were open with the players about how the mechanics work, and had been open in advance about the exact timescale. No hate to them, they obviously want secrets and surprises, but I'm sure Cellbit would be less annoyed if he'd known 2 weeks not like 4 days so he didnt plan and commit as hard to a specific arc plots for himself, or if its had been suggested to wait until after to start something big, and Etoiles would be happier if he could see how scoring worked and knew how shit was assembled so he could more accurate judge what is fair. Shit like beds not working as respawn points and if armour actually is not giving defence should absolutely have been told in advance, though, and to everyone. Admins are new to PvP running so entirely understandable and theres obviously so much work gone into it and they want this to go well and people to have fun, but its misery.

Also splitting people from their friends was obviously intentional but is absolutely contributing to people feeling miserable. Both the ccs who are and the watchers.

Pulling back to morning hours again where dynamics are a huge part (I assume later streamers too but I know these)... Tazercraft are split (potentially interesting but I really really hope they played this in advance especially given how little Mike can get on atm and that they /stream together/ when time allows), and Phil has nobody who shares his stream times and he regularly spends time with on his team (which when we account for afterwards and knock on effects... ow, because people arent going to long term adjust their schedules over this or at least shouldn't). Fit and Pac are managing to still be cute, but can they sustain it over this divide? Tubbo and Fit were already on shaky grounds and this will make them worse. Mike is barely here because life.

Lose any eggs and have the tension from it split up morning hours and honestly I'd rather Phil just streamed hardcore a while because then at least its solo player isolated not cut yourself from your friends and loved ones over a BS AI making you betray each other for what you thought was the sake of your children.

After the first day where I watched Missa farming stream I've only really watched red and green, but blues spawn fucking sucks and is misery itself.

I am begging for team back up hours sometime, but the more Quackity talks the less I expect it.

But, really, my biggest problem is the streamers I enjoy or at least their characters are fucking miserable, when I try change PoV its still miserable, and as far as I can tell they're going to continue being miserable once the event is over.

#qsmp neg #fandom neg #I am just bitching I know this is what I'm doing shhh #Let me get the salt out so I can enjoy it again later #Also I dont want plot deathed eggs because we've already had 2 months of grief arc from their parents #And I dont want shit to just keep getting worse #There needs to be a win and a break /sometime/ #Genuinely want green to get a win #And for red to throw #Just for today #Like istg guys if the cursed thing is real you need to keep the teams balanced for a bit

[asteraceaye]

I was mad about the studios at my college being literally in the middle of nowhere until today

Our isolation has won us a nice spot to look at the eclipse

#its not busy!!! #i know the rest of my college is jam packed #ive been watching the parking enforcement keep leaving while i was working on some screen printing #our area is completely gated too so its nice #just for today #ill go back to complaining tomorrow lmao #we still dont have any vending machines and they took away the water fountains!!! #aster rambles

[adhdmommanl]

#self care #mental health #recovery #soberliving #narcotics anonymous #one day at a time #just for today

[eliasdrid]

doodling kamen riders as warm up... anyone got a request? you can input ONE guy and theres a good chance if i like the design enough

#elias.txt #i havent drawn in over a week damn #very easy to get what u want if u know what i have brainrot over but im also trying to not draw the same guys over and over and over #just for today

[myanonymousthoughts]

Prayer for Food, Part 2

God,

I offer you my thoughts about food.

Direct me toward gratitude & nourishment of spirit.

I ask for physical & spiritual protection for all

who had a loving hand in preparation of this bounty:

the chefs, butchers, cooks, farmers, gardeners,

facility workers, and delivery drivers alike.

May all these brothers know that their efforts

contribute to our health & benefit the world.

May I never take them for granted!

May this recognition be top of mind,

That I may follow suit and so too heal the world

with a contribution of my own.

Thy will, not mine, be done.

Amen.

#higher power #myanonymousthoughts #recovery #just for today #miracles #a course in miracles #prayer #11th step

[momo-k-18]

Still sober!

Feeling feelings without drugs.... Is difficult but necessary. I pray this gets easier and I am grateful for the lesson (even if I don't fully understand it yet). Made it through the day.....

#addiction recovery #recovery #i got this #just for today

[serenityquest]

#just for today

[dooxliss]

dooxliss -> papas-cheeseria

#lakimusings #just for today #almost went with another mario url but thought it would be funnier to go completely left field

[deydralinne]

#ao3 fanfic #draco x hermione #fanfic #harry potter #just for today #Deydralinne #draco malfoy #hermione granger #triggering stuff #addiction #work in process #angry hermione #muggle world #professor Draco #theo nott #theodore nott #dramione