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acaiasahi · 1 year

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cw: rant, death n bad friends :(

my bff of like my entire childhood, who is conveniently my cousin, is such a fucking dick. we were bffs n all of a sudden she got a gf that she met online fgs, ditched me to be w her n only msged me when she had problems w her or js problems in general. never to ask abt me or talk to me, even after A WHOLE CHILDHOOD OF FRIENDSHIP 😐 then she got broken up w her gf n all of a sudden she wants to be bffs again.

she literally ditched me, then came back to me to fill the hole her gf caused and guess fuckin what. they got back tgt. and then all of a sudden we're back to "let's leave jaydi alone n pretend they were never in ur life mwahhaha" 🙁 how fucking shitty do u gotta be bro... and the crazy thing is, i literally communicated these feelings to her n she fr said she'd do better.

i literally asked if she wanted to see svt w me n that it was ok if she didn't want to bc ik she doesn't like kpop as much as me but she still said yes and literally the DAY BEFORE THE CONCERT... she said she had work n flaked so i took my mom instead n ngl she was a way better concert buddy <3 anyways, i asked if she wanted to go to another concert, the kehlani show in oakland and she said yes... guess what she did. she fucking sold her ticket, that I BOUGHT, online without even telling me. if i hadn't found out, i would've been seated alone, driven alone, etc. how fucking shitty do u have to be to even do smth like that. she was even like "yes!!! sorry for svt but we'll def see lani, promise!!! <333" bffr.

and when i got fired from my job, it was literal radio silence on her end bc she was too busy w her goofy ass gf to even utter a word to me. and then when i had to give my dog away, she literally answered ONE phone call where i was bawling n she ended it quick bc her gf called like wtf bro. and then when my uncle died, i literally shut down. didn't talk to anyone besides my family and some coworkers if it was needed n all of a sudden, when i'm sad n grieving n not msging back, i'm the bad guy :/ i literally sent a msg to my bffs apologizing for being so distant n "a bad friend" despite me mourning the loss of a loved one. and the fuckin funny thing is, she didn't even fucking respond. what a bitch man.

i shouldn't have apologized in the first place. she was the one who ditched me multiple times to be w this girl she met on the internet n as soon as i started pulling away, i'm the horrible friend who never has time, literally fuck off. ydk how much pain i went thru knowing my uncle, one of my father figures since i was a BABY had passed away n ur too busy w ur lil gf, who btw, is a literal bitch bc she broke up w u for the most selfish reasons n when i told u to not go back bc u deserve better, she basically told u to stop talking to me bc she was butthurt, ANYWAY, u didn't even think to msg me. ask me how i was. how i was coping. if i was ok bc he fucking died during the holidays. THE FIRST HOLIDAYS W/O HIM AND U COULDN'T EVEN BE THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED U MOST. EVEN WHEN U WERE THE ONE WHO SHOULD BE APOLOGIZING BUT INSTEAD, I WAS THE BIGGER PERSON WHO DID IT.

i'm so fuckin sick of this shit n i'm honestly glad she's not in my life anymore. does it hurt? yeah, but only bc she was in my daily routine. she's showed time n time again that she's a bad friend but i still stayed bc i knew she was going thru a hard time but as soon as i'm going thru an extremely tough time, she bails. right now, i can't forgive u or wish u the best but i just hope this comes as a lesson that ur actions of consequences. be better.

#[ 🎲 ] rants.

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youghvaudough · 4 years

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So Hannibal is on US Netflix

now that i have an excuse to rewatch the show I’ve rewatched at least 3 times here are some random thoughts on S1E1

don’t expect anything coherent down there just have fun w/ me

Mall of America lmao that’s one way to call basic bitches young white brunettes Will; I’ll add it along my list of “names for white people” alongside “cracker” and “wonder bread”

“that would require me to be sociable so no I’m not doing it” has been the default response to any event requiring me to leave the comfort of my lonesome

I don’t remember Beverly being this blunt ???? she just went you unstable? on some guy she ran into at a crime scene

ofc Will has dog treats in his trunk why wouldn’t he

USE THE LADIES ROOM

the set design in this show (specifically food and murder) is God tier I s2g

now that i’ve actually paid attention to what Franklin was talking to Hannibal (will call him H from now on) about it’s just more confusing? how’d y’all get to lions from anxiety?? did Franklin say smth about how he’s always anxious as if a lion was in the room???

Jack:

mistakes Franklin as H

waits outside a private exit to jump H in the first place

points and walks around and touches things randomly SO MUCH

... probably why H was READY to take care of him before he made it clear that he wasn’t INVESTIGATING investigating him

ok I stand corrected apparently EVERYONE is blunt to Will this episode Hannibal just dissecting Will’s mind in his face

Hannibal: aight I’ll help the investigation by killing someone with the exact opposite motive

& Will has an epiphany fgs y’all are hopeless

just. showing up at someone’s door with breakfast as a not-apology and demands that someone socialize with you and promises you’ll be interesting enough for em? confidence people. confidence i’ll never have

the inherent homoeroticism of two individuals catching glimpses of each other’s nature and connecting though that

when H mentioned FBI kicking in doors my head went straight to FBI OPEN UP

*knows each other for about a day *co-adopt a girl who got her throat slit by her serial killer dad yeah that’s s1 for ya pretty much

#Hannibal #Hannigram #Hannibal s1 #Hannibal s1 rewatch #random ass thoughts #may be considered offensive to white people #sorry but like not really?#Hannibal s1 e01 #brain chips

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daggery · 4 years

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Cruella tries to use Carlos to attack Mal and mess with Mal’s mind so she can take her mother’s throne. But when Carlos realizes the plot, he decides not to be part of it and instead chooses to help Mal

hi!! okay lol first of all, i wound up just rambling far too indulgently but feel free to join me in my inbox if you want. SO >:) about when Carlos realizes the plot, he decides not to be part of it and instead chooses to help Mal: need to say that found family just. make me go batshit wild i love it so much 💞💞💞💞

Cruella tries to use Carlos to attack Mal and mess with Mal’s mind so she can take her mother’s throne. i dont have specific ideas on what cruella’s plan would be, buuut i find the overall concept really interesting. basically this made me think about how it would make sense that the villains each hatch their own plan for their own benefit. the FG wand plot imo was mal-and-maleficent-centric, partly bc mal made the decisions for the vks and maleficent made the decisions for the villains - except honestly the latter doesnt make much sense bc they’re all ambitious and the Worst of the Worst, like jafar’s whole thing was that he wanted to be on top. it’d be cool if there was a d1 rewrite where jafar, EQ, and cruella individually gave their kid a task without telling maleficent or the other parents about it, though this differs from your ask as carlos would have to be more or less aware of cruella's intentions from the start and he would only initially go along with her because of her manipulation.

those tasks could potentially conflict with one another and create friction between the core four as they each try to make their own parent happy,* so this would be where the whole “carlos decides not to be part of cruella’s plot anymore” thing factors in. canon d1’s question of “good vs evil” is mostly the core four choosing between auradon and their parents, but in this au!d1, there would also be the core four more specifically choosing each other (in addition to auradon, so to speak). whereas the parents mostly watch out for themselves, the core four all have each others backs.

this is a long roundabout way of saying that YES, i love a story thats about carlos building a rapport with with mal (and evie and jay) made out of trust and starting that process of breaking away from his mother, partly because he feels safer and protected (and more confident) due to his place with the core four but also because he is determined to protect them as well. tbh i see many headcanons talking about how mal and jay are the tough ones, the protectors, how carlos and evie are protected by them. but i LIVE for the stories about carlos and evie protect jay and mal bc damn it you know they do, and carlos’s heart will tell him to go against his mother if that means protecting the others. (it’s Love, babes.) that being said, carlos doesn't fully or explicitly push back against his mother until he gets to auradon; the video call scene where carlos doesn’t accept cruella’s bs and then the final good vs evil coronation scene come to mind. (i also think this whole paragraph applies to the rest of the core four.)

*so maybe… jafar might get jay to poke around for a genie lamp or smth. we could have the freed Genie (the character) who is presumably banned from using magic. if jay is a genie in this au, a convo between him and genie would be interesting. OR we could have a random genie still trapped in their lamp which is put away in the museum where it’s supposed to stay for all eternity. it’s not canon compliant, but my hc is that only faeries can use the wand/scepter/spellbook. assuming a genie is powerful to take down the barrier, it could make sense for jafar to want jay to get the lamp and wish the barrier down himself. maybe he tells jay to purposefully foil mal’s plans to get the wand while also trying to get the lamp for himself because “no team in i” and villain power struggle and all that. hmm yep idk just throwing an idea out

i’m blanking on possible concrete cruella schemey things and this is so long already but if you (or anybody else who happens to see this) have hcs or thoughts or whatever about this prompt, feel free to comment/send them in 💖

#thx for the ask #also anon last night i said id answer this today bc i was tired but then #today i woke up at 6am for literally no reason and then simply did not go back to sleep again for no reason #I am Still Tired but im pretty sure this is not completely nonsensical <3 #also. MARLOS RIGHTS!!!!!!!!#also also i really sidetracked into a whole paragrpah abt jay even tho he wasnt in the ask huh. my bad alskdjflksj #answered #anon #oh btw i did cut this answer short bc it seriously sidetracked even further but maybe it'll make an appearance in a diff post later lmaoo

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