#just blah

[starrysnowdrop]

Feeling a bit bummed today. Partly due to the maintenance and wanting to do the 6.55 MSQ so badly, but also it’s going to be insanely cold here for the next two days and I know my son absolutely hates the cold, and I’m debating on whether to just keep him home so he won’t have a meltdown.

Also, I’m still not 100% recovered from my mental slump with my writing and I hate it. I’m debating on what to do with Hali’s canon jobs (besides AST because that’ll never change), and idk I’m just feeling overall crappy. Hopefully it’s only the maintenance that’s ultimately keeping me down but we’ll just have to wait and see.

Anyways, I hope everyone is having a happy maintenance day and happy patch 6.55 eve!! I’m looking forward to seeing everyone’s reactions to the new msq stuff and grinding the last stage of the Manderville weapons! 💖

#ooc #blah….. #that’s how I feel today #just blah

[bubblegumflavor]

I'm so endlessly tired from all the shoveling water out of the basement for the past few days but I somehow also can't take a nap so I think I just play Sims. Prom is coming and Johnny asked Dally.

#personal #just blah #brain wake up

[orchidyoonkook]

hi love i just wanted to check in and see how you were doing and send you some love 🥺💘

Omg hi Kiki ♥️♥️

I’m doing a bit better today thank you. Yesterday (anniversary aside) was just. Not good. And it was a lot to process and a lot to try not to feel anything about. (I feel lots and it’s hard to separate for me). Like even as I’m sitting in bed rn trying to distract myself my anxieties going through the roof thinking I messed up or forgot something. hence why I’m trying my damndest to distract my brain.

Maybe I’ll write. Or paint. Or crochet. Or edit pictures.. idk. I also have to clean my apartment today so maybe some loud music or something.

Clearly my cognitive skills aren’t all here right now 😂

I super duper appreciate the love (and Tannies). Thanks for giving me an outlet to word vomit ♥️♥️

#yoons brain is a grey hum atm #does not work. does not produce anyhting of value atm #just blah #asks #House of Yoon #moonchild1 #the kindest of souls #ms.mailbox📬 #I’m probably forgetting some tags

[fluiditycontents]

Suprisingly, this took me 8 hours. Funny how something that looks like shit can take you so long. So much for ‘trust the process’ ✌️

#original character #digital arwork #my art #sky children of the light #oc art #skychildrenoflightfanart #procreate #my shit #just blah

[cozmoz]

Random Tid-Bit

If you have GERD or problems with heartburn, acid reflux...

Try eating dinner before 6PM, and sleep at around 9-10PM. This helps and allows the food to fully digest within the stomach and travel throughout your digestive tract, making it harder to come back up into the esophagus!

#my diary #random #my life #my thoughts #journal #my journal #my stuff #myself #diary #shower thoughts #random thoughts #blah #just blah #me blabbing #blurb #daily blog #health #remedies #GERD #heartburn #acid reflux

[kari-berry]

#mine #me #selfie #aboriginal #random #i hate being sick #sick #blah #just blah

[bluemere]

في ناس تحس ان كل الي عايزينو يثبتو لنفسهم انك شخص سئ لا اكتر ولا اقل منتظرين اي كلمه اي حركه اي نظره عشان يحكمو عليك حتي لو سكت ومعملتش حاجه هاينتقدوك

#just blah

[coldjar26]

Why do I feel like I'm living past my expiration date

#just blah #random #thoughts #writing #dark academia #sad boi hours #3am thoughts #sucks #im dying

[cottontop11-blog]

#brokenhearted #lostsoul #meth #speedball #filterselfie #just blah

[vampireknitting]

I think I had an ovarian cyst burst yesterday. Might have been when I threw up or something. I did some yoga but stopped well before I started feeling all blah. I made soup and threw it up a few gours later. Was able to keep a fruit smoothie down (it had milk) and then ended up throw up most of my dinner too. But it wasn't until I woke up today and had my stomach feeling the way it is that I think I know why I got so sick yesterday.

I hate feeling like this because I'm hungry but my fruit smoothie made me gag a bit so like idk man. Looks like an animal crossing and couch day.

#just ugh #just blah #ovarian cyst #ugh stupid uterus

[theabyssthatsetsmefree]

Hello from the abyss

Yeah, okay. Apparently this is a thing I'm doing now. Likelihood of it going well considering how active I am anywhere?

Slightly less than zero? I mean... I've exerted myself to poke at the colour scheme, so maybe that's a good sign. Anyway, if I do anything here I'll probably talk about writing, heavy metal, Stardew Valley, cats, and maybe whatever I'm reading or watching.

#introductory post #just blah

[ellcrys]

sometimes i think i have two much pride bc i just cannot swallow being wronged like. of course if you’ve been wronged about something that actually matters then yeah don’t swallow that shit down but when it’s petty and it’s literally just your feelings it’s like. why the fuck can’t i just move on for the love of god please it’s not worth the brain space

#anyways for the thousandth time feelings are fucking stupid #today's been a DAY #i wasn't going to work out tonight but i needed to blow off some steam #unfortunately it didn't help much (probs should've done a kickboxing workout instead) but oh well #just blah #i hate people some days #today is one of those days #i've tried not to let it color my day but man i met another stupid driver on my commute home and it's like #pls can i catch a break

[88ra]

Filling Holes

Hit Mud

Stow away within my mind

Fight off pleasure

Love, hate; intertwined

Fear regression, tantalising truths

Love misinterpreted

Connection abused

Tell the lie I long to hear

Regress into delusion

Hide within the fear

Hit mud, hit it hard

Sliding out

No longer bottled and jarred

Hit mud. Hit it hard

Action personified

Now your bottled and jarred

You began the momentum

Where you took us

The journey sucked

I circumvented

you

Saved us all from

you

Look what you did

To this family

you pig.

Wallow in the mud

Drown.

#poetry #rasputinsgypsyzygy #spilled ink #just blah #purg1ng

[phantomrose96]

The realest part of the Barbie Movie was when Barbie was like "okay but what if this hurts his feelings? what if this makes him sad? :(" after Ken stole her house, stole her car, and stole her agency, because as a woman you still have to second guess everything you do on the assessment of whether it might hurt a man's feelings.

And then that apprehension was proven right one million times over by the entire Conservative Internet Manosphere pissing and shitting and screaming themselves hoarse over Barbie daring to hurt a man's feelings.

#barbie #barbie movie #also if the genders were reversed and Ken's character was a woman everyone would fucking _hate_ her im just saying #'petty bratty bitchy girlfriend wants to steal everything her boyfriend owns because she learned about feminism' #everyone would HATE her #but because Ken's a man everyones pissing frothing review is about how shittily he was treated and how shitty the men are treated blah blah #(I fucking loved Ken in the movie but I'm saying this with confidence: Everyone would hate female!Ken if this was reversed)

[almostsweetangel]

NYT article abt goncharov has comments like 'what is the purpose of this film's existence these kids are just lying' motherfucker how do you think our ancestors survived. how do you think folklore formed. culture. music. art. PURPOSE????? do you think everything must be commodified? sold? weighed to be valued? has the rot in your soul spread so far you cannot find value in anything not spoken in numbers??? it's FUN. THAT'S WHY. THE PURPOSE IS THE ACT, THE MESSAGE IS THE MEDIUM, THE SYMBOL IS THE STORY. it brings people joy for its mere existence and that IS the point. existence is its purpose alone

#goncharov #not unreality an actual reaction to an actual comment on an article bc corporate journalism has decided to breach gonchcontainment #god i fucking hate people being like blah blah blah but what's the point of this thing SHUT THE FUCK UP #GO PICK UP A HOBBY YOU DROPPED BC YOU THOUGHT IT WAS TOO CRINGY FIND JOY IN IT OR SMTH AND MAYBE YOU'LL CALM DOWN #JUST BC YOUR CAPACITY FOR HAPPINESS DIED DOESN'T MEAN OURS DID #anyway back to regular gonchposting #shut up levi

[dragondawdles]

the beastie <3

#totk spoilers #<- (? yet another schrödinger's spoiler she shows up during the beginning sequence but uhhh just 2 be safe) #totk #light dragon #the light dragon #totk light dragon #loz #tloz #zelda #id in alt #dragon doodles #(I don't know the TAGS for this fandom grrgrhgrgrhg I'll decide eventually) #hiiiiiii so the uh new zelda game was good. I beat that after 140 hours like a week ago (explode emoji) #and now I'm brainrotting zelda HARD which means I have feelings about like 17 dudes all at once #we'll have to see if that means I'll bombard you with characters!! lately art's been blah but I've got some stuff cooking hopefully #hey I'm happy with this tho!! happy with tha beastie :] #this worm is my best friend