#julienatural

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how come it's so much easier with anything less than human. letting yourself be tender. well you couldn't make me do it.

#julienatural #feel free to ignore this its just talking abt deancas for the rest of the tags lol #its like. dean ignoring the signs cas shows because hes an angel he cant feel like humans can ('doesnt have the equipment for it') #also 'how come its so much easier for anything less than human' #dean winchester king of suicidal ideation repression and depression thinks this. like. 'i wish i couldnt feel a damn thing.' 'doesnt have #the equipment for [feeling].' #yes angels are heartless unfeeling bastards but dont you wish for that sometimes? don't you wish you couldnt feel a thing? #those periods of time when you cant feel anything - dont they feel like a relief sometimes? #again. letting yourself be tender well you couldnt make me do it. #always picking anger. always always getting angry getting violent hurting the ones you love. #theres no other way to do it. there is for other people but not for you. never for you. you are the angry man in your house. #dean studies #dean #suicidal ideation ment #depression ment #okay anyway. its 2:30 am and i am having dean thoughts. #good night.

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even by julien baker is a sam song

#i know this because he told me #julien baker #julienatural #sam winchester #sammy