MikitoP - Desired Reply || みきとP - 返信願望
"I have a confession to make"
Focus my eye to the point where it all overlaps [1]
Screens flow on in this chilly night
Clearing my throat in this empty house, my last night as a teenager
Whatever, may as well act reckless, right?
I have a confession to make
I hope so-and-so doesn't make a big deal out of it
Love's bitterness had always kept my urges at bay
To: Cowardly Me, the timing is never right [2]
I can't keep up with a world that changes ever so quickly
It's a definitive feeling
I like you
Thus, with trembling fingers in a veil of darkness
I let my voice slip out and hit send
I'm unable to sleep, awaiting your desired reply
Relaying a chat log that resembles mutual love
It's an endless loop
(Ring…)
I sobbed like mud, so to speak
My wails start to sound disingenuous
Our people face a moon 380,000km away
You are… even further than that
I want to change
I hope so-and-so doesn't suspect anything
Past traumas resurface tonight, docile and vulnerable
From: Indirect Me, I'm asking you straight up [2]
Um… was I mistaken or were you…
flirting with me that day?
It's a sentimental feeling
I like you
Thus, my hands feel numb in the shadow of a god [3]
I knelt in prayer
I'm unable to sleep, awaiting your desired reply
Eternally left on standby status
You're as perplexing as the distant universe to me
Hey, can I hear your voice for a bit?
Come on, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be able to end this
Yeah, it's a definitive feeling
I like you
Thus, with trembling fingers in a veil of darkness
I hit send again
I'm unable to sleep, awaiting your desired reply
Relaying a chat log that resembles mutual love
It's an endless loop
(Ring…)
I sobbed like mud, so to speak
I sobbed, and sobbed
[1] - this is hard to format in lyrics. this is referring to the technique used in shooting sports where you would close your non-dominant eye to reduce the parallax effect and therefor improve your aim.
[2] - the way the lines are formatted is likely intended to vaguely resemble old messenger apps. i tried to reflect this same effect in a more clear-cut way.
[3] - i believe this is a play on words meaning both "image of a god" and "shadow of god." i tried to get this across by combining the two phrases into one.
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hello, here is a colored sketch of rock-chan! 🎸✨️
"I'm saying farewell to that rock-and-roll you.
I was always trapped by you.
I've always longed for that stage,
But since my pencil lead broke,
All my efforts ended up half-hearted."
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&Team JO As A
Boyfriend ✨
P.S : I'm a beginner in tarot and I know that I might make mistakes but I'll try my very best to improve the quality of my readings over time with practice and dedication ❤️
Cards:: Reversed queen of swords, page of swords, queen of pentacles, nine of pentacles
@roxasrana
Don't get me wrong but he's kinda the type to be a bit deceitful in way that he might not be very open and often hide stuff...Hes the type to actually jump on to conclusions without proper communication with his partner which might lead to arguments🙃on the other hand he's also the type to be generous in spending on his partner 😉 Imo he'll probably be giving more financial security than emotional security tbh... He's also very ambitious and kinda loves making his partner feel safe around him✨
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