Journal
01/08/2024
Today is my first day of classes. I’m 24 and finally in a place where I can go to college without worrying about everything else. It’s weird. After so many years and now I’m the older one in school when I was always the youngest. But I’m happy and excited.
I know you guys don’t know a lot about me or my personal life but I want to change that.
Currently I’m a licensed hairstylist and I live in Florida. I no longer work in a salon but I still do friends and families hair on the side. I have a boyfriend that I’ve been with for 7 years and he’s amazing and takes great care of me and our animals. We have two cats, a chihuahua and two guinea pigs. I love to read (as if it wasn’t obvious) and write. Not a fan of public speaking. Introverted until I get to know you and then I’m the most extroverted person you’ll ever meet.
Now you know a little more about me, tell me something about yourself.
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Manifesting Success & Money :
Dear Universe,
Firstly, thank you for everything that you've done for me so far.
I am successful.
I am confident.
I am skilled.
I am passionate about whatever I do.
I am organised.
I am a miracle magnet.
I am in alignment with my purpose.
I am a winner.
I get my job done successfully.
I have a lot of potential.
I am a money magnet.
I have all that it takes to achieve my goals.
I have the power to get what I want.
I will have no hindrance while achieving my goals.
I do what I love & I love what I do.
I have a plan to achieve my goals & I will achieve my goals as I planned.
I am confident about my life choices.
I am action oriented.
I am rich & I will only get richer.
I am successful & I will be more successful.
I radiate positivity.
I am financially stable and secure.
I am fearless.
I am gifted.
My dreams will soon be reality.
I love myself & I love my life choices.
The universe will guide me to become more successful.
I will buy the home of dreams.
I will buy the car of my dreams.
I will marry my soulmate.
I will make beautiful babies with my soulmate.
I have all that it takes to make my dreams into reality.
People appreciate the job I do.
I attract abundance.
I attract positive people who wish me best.
I attract positive energy.
I am worthy of riches.
I am worthy of success.
I am worthy of a Soulmate.
I am worthy of my dreams.
I am creating a beautiful life for myself & my family.
I am an abundance magnet.
I am worthy of all that I desire.
I deserve a good life. I will give myself & the people I love a beautiful life.
I will be charitable with my earnings.
I will help the poor & the needy. I am not greedy.
My future is full of excitement.
My future is bright.
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✿°•∘ 07.24.2023
Finally starting a new journal. I couldn't think of anything I want to write for now so I just decorated the first page.
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My Top 5 Favourite exercises (Abs / Core) :
Please follow a calorie deficit diet if you want to see actual results.
Mountain Climbers :
Personally.. I find this so much easier than actual crunches.
Lower abs. 🔥🔥🔥
15 * 3
Russian Twists :
Difficulty 💥💥💥
Side of the belly. 🔥🔥🔥
15 * 3
Hip Twists :
Difficulty 💥💥💥💥
Lower back & abs. 🔥🔥🔥🔥
15 * 2
Bicycle Crunches :
Difficulty 💥💥
Full abs 🔥🔥🔥🔥
20 * 3
Reverse Crunches :
Difficulty 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥. But it's totally worth it. I swear.
Full abs. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
20 * 2
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06/21/2023 1:53am
I’ve been wanting to write but I haven’t really had the opportunity to. It’s already (technically) Wednesday. I had another… episode.. on Sunday. Again, I don’t know what happened, but it at least didn’t progress to me being taken to the hospital and not being able to understand people speaking to me.
It felt just like last time. I was getting progressively hot, and felt faint. The difference being that this time I was in an air conditioned building, not building a wooden shed outside. Maybe it is important to note that I had just arrived at work, and there was the same transition from hot to cold. Because the last episode happened when I went inside to take a break from the construction of the shed.
Anyway, I tried to help out a costumer, but she was asking for recommendations and my vision was starting to black out. I waited until she stopped speaking to me, and then asked my coworker if he could please take over. I immediately sat down. I didn’t even go to the back, I just sat down a step away from the register. Eventually my friend helped me to the back and put a water in front of me, but then the cramping kicked in.
I recognized that feeling from last time as well. Just pure pain. Pain that indicated (beware! TMI) that I was either going to vomit, shit, or vomit while shitting. We have two single use bathrooms and both were in use. I thought I was going to die, I definitely think I was quietly whimpering at this point.
Having to wait for a bathroom that I know I’m about to collapse in it’s not a great feeling. But that pause I was forced to take made me recognize a new physical symptom. Everything was so muffled. It felt like I had two pillows on my ears. Mind you, I’m still progressively getting hotter this entire time.
By the time I make it into the bathroom I am sweating profusely. It’s not a cold sweat either, I was so hot. I was drenched in sweat. I barely used the restroom at all before choosing to lay on the floor to get my body in contact with a cold surface. Also, at this point my hands had completely locked up. My friend had texted me but I couldn’t respond due to only being able to lay on the floor. I had to wait for my hands to work again to be able to text her so that she didn’t think I fully passed out.
To cut it short, it didn’t progress to the intensity of the first time (which I checked, and was back in January). I had my friend drive me home, and I slept the rest of the day. I have been furiously googling what could possibly be the cause of these episodes, but nothing seems to fit exactly. Either way, they are a frightening experience.
2:22am
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