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traumadumpjournal · 4 months

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recently i have been thinking about accountability in one’s own healing. i made that decision to leave for good, & i have to be okay with that. there’s no way i can ever live a life, let alone a life better than it was, without accepting that.

i have freedom—not for the want of material things, nor did i ever desire the ‘western’ lifestyle that they all thought i did. i am free to love myself & love others & to be loved. i am free to speak & eat & wear clothes & show emotions & have hobbies without any of it being questioned/ridiculed/dismissed.

so why can’t i be okay with that? how can i still miss being in a place where i was more shadow than person? where the only time i felt warmth in a house full of people relied on the physical concept itself —a shower or a mug of tea.

the concept of family is so innate, socially, culturally, religiously. i feel like i’m going to hell for choosing to cut off contact, have been made to feel like that by them. my faith was weaponised against me. i know it’s a beautiful faith, & i will find it again. i’m just fearful of the journey.

also…it wasn’t all bad. a lot of it was unspeakably torturous, but some stuff was nice. a mother’s love is healing when a child is sick—until it’s the mother making you sick. my father’s laugh, when it wasn’t at my expense. my youngest sibling with his tiny child hands, now probably a lot larger than mine. i wouldn’t know. i could never know. & that almost kills me with grief, all the time.

#personal #journal #journalling #mental health #tw: depression #tw: anxiety #tw: trauma #vent account #vent post #journal account #on healing #tw: abuse #tw: family estrangement #tw: estrangement

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cawefee · 1 year

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Hello, November.🍁🍂

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bujokookie · 1 year

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New month, New 👖

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thedevilprince · 1 month

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In the hearts of the people I love the most, I will always be second place to someone else.

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lavenderpanic · 6 months

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urloveangel · 9 months

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affirmations for inner child healing and supporting your adult self 💗✍🏼✨

I am no longer responsible for my parents or their happiness

I am fully capable of surviving and thriving without my parents

I am no longer waiting for my parents to change or give me the love, support or care I desire

I am releasing all the expectations of my parents to be someone they’re not

I am accepting my parents exactly as they are and that they give me all they’re capable of giving

I appreciate the love and support my parents give me in their own way

I am responsible to give myself the love, care and support I desire and need

I am committed to fulfill my needs and love myself unconditionally exactly as I am

I am responsible for my life, happiness and healing

I am fully capable of supporting and being there for myself

#self healing #inner child #inner child healing #self accountability #trauma healing #journaling #affirmations #affirm #forgiveness #surrender #recall healing #divine love #higher self #self love #personal growth #inner work #energy work #mindset shift #lightworkers

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wackachewbacca · 1 year

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The historian in me is thinking about how tumblr blog posts might be used as first person sources/accounts for the political decline of the UK/Scottish Independence

There are going to be academic papers addressing the significance of the Star Trek meme and I hope I get to write one of them

#history #world events #scottish independence #an aside I’m neither Scottish or English but you can bet I’m routing for Scotland and every trans person being withheld their human rights #another aside electronic sources are cool and all but also hand written accounts are just as good #write in your journal about these world events if not for future historians then for yourself #you’re gonna find out you lived through incredible times with recognizing how significant they were

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aropride · 1 month

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this post was a game changer for me. thank you ryan reynolds

#text #LIKE. i beat myself up for a WHILE abt my reaction #But what that person did was much worse #& i did not say a single unkind word to them #& if i had a big freak-out break-down on a PRIVATE BLOG that was essentially a diary because i DIDNT KNOW THEY WERE STALKING ME ONLINE ⁉️⁉️⁉#well i was well within my right to do so. because i should not have been expected to account for their feelings right after what they did #IN MY OWN PRIVATE SPACE. !!!!!!!!! GOD.#and i kept myself in check speaking directly to them & thats all that should have been expected from me. i was allowed to say mean things a #about them in what was essentially a digitsl journal. after they LITERALLY TRAUMATIZED ME ‼️‼️‼️#Sorry Everyone im finally going back and like processing stuff from years ago due in no small part to the shelby abuse stream #so sry if im complaining abt being traumatized more than usual 😒#traumablogging

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dent-de-leon · 4 months

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would read a whole dnd book that's just cataloguing different entries of weird relics scavenged from the ruins of Aeor, archives of the Cobalt Soul, little curiosities of Nana Morri's, etc.--

#a whole book on just Incredibly Cursed Relics compiled by the cobalt soul sounds just very fun #imagining like. different entries and firsthand accounts of chaotic evil vestiges or horrors lurking in ancient ruins #frantically scrawled notes from lucien about the effects of the nonagon's journal #meticulously written articles compiled by caleb of his latest arcane discoveries #also. the boots king made out of uk'otoa are there--

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beegalactica · 1 month

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accountability.

Recently, for my 17th birthday at the start of March, I received this tiny pocket A7 book. I didn't know what to write in it considering I used to have a habit of collecting pretty notebooks and never using them.

This book was too small for me to write long things in. I considered making daily to-do lists but decided I'd stick to my other systems for that. Then yesterday, whilst reflecting on some things weighing on my mind, I decided to write it down. There isn't much space on each page so I kept it brief and just tried to use the most concise words possible to acknowledge what I was feeling.

I call this book my 'honest truths' book. It is a way for me to acknowledge harmful thoughts, beliefs and behaviours I may have, and I aim to use it as a way to be present when facing difficulties whilst also remembering that they do not define me.

If you want to start one, you can use whatever medium you like, but I would recommend pen and paper because there's nothing like that feeling of pen on a page, which evokes such honesty. Just be honest with yourself. Spare your ego the feelings associated with finally acknowledging you are struggling. Leave yourself some words of encouragement at the end of each entry so that whenever you feel yourself slipping back into old habits, read that entry and remind yourself that you can come out stronger.

Stay safe.

#lifeblr #becoming that girl #self improvement #girlblogger #girlblogging #it girl #that girl #self care #journal #journalling #accountability #becoming her #glow up #it girl energy

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the-joy-of-knowledge · 2 years

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Finance Girl Starter Pack

1. Books

You will read books but don’t be overwhelmed by them. Every finance book reiterates the same thing. Understand the difference between personal, corporate, public, and international finance. Hence there are certain I moody to vocabulary for each field. Once you become family with the basics, it will be easier to understand as you go on.

2. Finance media

Being on top of the financial news is a good way of knowing the finance. You’ll come across real life scenarios of some of your textbook definitions. Watch CNBC, Bloomberg. You can read Wall Street Journal, Barron’s, Kiplinger. You can also check online sources like Investopedia, Nerdwallet, and some interesting ones that include news on fintech.

3. Productivity & tools

My favorite is Notion. I use it to track assignments and projects, Google Calendar is your friend. Know how to use Google Docs. Play with various tools to figure out which you like best.

4. Skills

Knowing how to use Excel and PowerPoint is a pathway to opportunities. Use YouTube first, then try other classes available on Udemy, Coursera, or eDx. Build up skills in modeling and business analysis. Communication and other soft skills should also be worked on.

5. LinkedIn

LinkedIn is very important to network in finance. Start with a professional headshot. You can connect with industry leaders and corporations you’d like to work for. Create a profile that includes your skills, showcase your financial modeling, dashboards, infographics. Be consistent and engaging.

6. Good business wear

A wardrobe of staple work clothes will go a long way for interviews and busy work days. Two to three blazers ( including tweed), a classic work bag, comfortable shoes, formal dress, and pants. The goal is to be business- professional, business-casual, or business-chic.

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traumadumpjournal · 5 months

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loneliness kills. why won’t it claim me already???

#personal #journal #journalling #mental health #tw: depression #tw: trauma #tw: loneliness #vent account #vent post #venting #journal account #tw: anxiety #tw: disordered eating

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cawefee · 2 years

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buddygrouse · 25 days

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#hobonichi #my most colorful year yet on account of remembering about colored pencils #journal

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thedevilprince · 2 months

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My paranoia is getting bad again...

My brain is just endlessly repeating, "They're all going to leave you."

#bpd feels #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #bpd #actually borderline #borderline pd #borderline personality disorder #actually bpd #bpd vent #cluster b #cluster b safe #actually cluster b #vent #vent account #vent blog #vent post #original posts #dp's journal #dp's vents

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uncanny-tranny · 2 months

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For TST

I just finished listening to Elliot Page's book and I have to say it was an interesting piece of literature. I highly highly recommend it.

I have never read a book that is so closely aligned with myself as a trans man and my upbringing. I never thought I would read book that defines what it means to be a trans man in the public eye. I do not want to be as famous as him but I would like to make a change to the world as he has.

I am comfortable in who I am and who I love and how I choose to express my gender. Things really can and often do get better with time. And I hope that any person that sees this knows that they are not trapped in the shoes that society has put them in and they can actively choose a different pair.

I would love to read Pageboy soon; these memoirs and other art and literature are our history, part of our lifeblood as a community, and it's vital that we read each other's lives and understand that we truly are here in this world💛

It's great to read such a glowing review from you, and I'm so happy that his words lit your soul like it has

#ask #anon #transsexual thursday #to any trans person reading this: please document your life however you can. make music or keep a journal or paint or write books #your existence is so important and leaving as much evidence of your life as possible is important no matter WHO you are #it doesn't matter if you're famous or rich or the top in society. it matters that you *exist*#if you can and want to: documenting your life is an amazing way to engage with community and who you are #you can document anything you want or need to - the good the bad the ugly - whatever you want to share is important #i know i for one am FOREVER grateful to see historical accounts of trans people - sometimes it's all you have when you first come out #the only figures i had that i knew to look up to were men like billy tipton and dr. allan L. hart and a couple others #and while it felt lonely at first i was so comforted to know that my existence as trans and as a man was not unprecedented or unknown #so if you can/want to document yourself please do #it isn't conceited or selfish or bad. it's human. it's natural. it's revolutionary - especially when you're trans #ESPECIALLY when our history is both impressive and sometimes limited

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