#jk i just hate it here

[clouvu]

Save me french yuri... Save me

#genshin impact #arledrone #sandrone #arlecchino #haha remember when we all thought that sandrone and arlecchino would both show up in fontaine and be gay together? #good times.... good times #jk i'm ready to end it all actually #I KNOW WE HAVE LIKE ONE LAST MAJOR FRENCH PATCH BEFORE NATLAN BUT IVE JUST ABOUT LOST ALL HOPE #the way that literally every wlw arle pairing got fed so well following arle's drip marketing EXCEPT for arledrn... hate it here so bad #anyways shipping aside HOW is it possible that the frenchiest of french harbingers with heavy ties to machinery #and like two major world quests tied to specifically to her lore and is even MENTIONED of being present in fontaine #also being one of the first harbingers ever mentioned dating back all the way to the description of chode's teaser trailer #just???? doesnt show up?????? #Sandy enjoyers are stronger than any us marine because my GOD are we struggling out here #anyways ignore the fact that I completely forgot to draw sandy's wind up key it was hard drawing through the tears #(actually it was cause i half-assed this doodle but we dont talk about that)

[theatrevampire]

loustat vs loumand? what about when louis and armand both accidentally or not so accidentally think about lestat while fucking one time and we get a masterfully-edited threesome scene? hmm? what then?

#THIS WILL HAPPEN #jk it probably will not happen #i just want to see all three of them together at one point...maybe s3 or 4 lmaooo #anyway no loumand hate here OKAY?!! #they are gonna fuck and suck and i will be there with popcorn #tp #text post #interview with the vampire

[theamazingannie]

I’ve been avoiding the PJO tag cuz I haven’t finished TOA yet and I’m afraid of being spoiled but is there a chosen tag for talking about tv show spoilers so we can talk about the books and non-book readers can be unspoiled?

#percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #pjo #i keep seeing people on Twitter just fully spoiling the books #some even going out of their way to very unsubtly ‘tease’ spoilers for non book readers #and i don’t want to accidentally do that just by posting about the books like I normally would now that the show is here #(even if I find it weird that there are show watchers who haven’t read the books like come on lmao) #((jk I love you)) #i already might have been spoiled over events in toa elsewhere which is why I’m avoiding deeper exposure #i really need to finish because I so badly want to read the nico book #but the third one is dragging so hard #i dont really care for Meg and tbh I never really cared too much about Grover don’t hate me #and apollo is only interesting with the right companions #(like i love his interactions with his children and wish they’d come back)

[akirichu]

Gay gay gay homosexual gay gay gay gay

#prsk fa #akitoya #they're married here #toya sleeps late but ends up waking up in the morning way more earlier than akito #akito goes to sleep really early and usually gets up early but sometimes wants to just lay in bed #i hate them #they make me go feral #jk i love them #akito shinonome #toya aoyagi #vivid bad squad

[piratekane]

Rizzoli and Isles gifset means you’re gonna write Rizzles vibes? 🤞🤞🤞🤞🫶 #okaybyegif

please take your homophobia out of my inbox

#i could NEVER write for this show just bc how does it get any gayer?? #(obviously the answer is that they kiss) #also i just can’t write #do i have to rewatch this show?? do i hate myself this much??? #no i’m stronger than this i’m stronger #jk obviously this is not homophobia but angie harmon is here in spirit so…

[trisockatops]

I can generally just scroll past all the JK/HP bullshit because I've generally cultivated a sphere of people who also hate her and can no longer use "death of the author" (SHE ISN'T DEAD, SHE'S VERY ALIVE AND ACTIVELY DOING HARM) to excuse her violence towards vulnerable groups. But I'm getting that it still has too many aspec fans when I'm having to regularly block HP posts in the tag. Y'all, really?

JK is openly transphobic, racist, and antisemitic and funnels her money to causes that directly harm the people she hates and brags (and laughs!!!) about doing so. At least keep your HP bullshit out of the asexual and aromantic tags. Come up with a code word so I don't have to come across your lack of allyhood when searching for aro/ace posts. Tons of us aspecs are trans/BIPOC/Jewish, and we see you shoving us out. We matter. Please act like it.

#i'm tired y'all #i'm so tired #i get she doesn't have a presence here on tumblr so you're kinda padded from her virulent hatred #but c'mon #it's not secret #every single queer hp blog i know has shut down because even the most hardcore of fans could no longer ignore what she was and always has #been spewing #do better #jk rowling #hp #harry potter #aromantic #asexual #this will be the one post i make on this fucking issue #i hate even speaking about it #i just don't want to have to acknowledge her at all and every time i turn around she's raising more money and more hatred against me and #people like me #vent

[mean-scarlet-deceiver]

If we're still doing the Great Hate then honestly I don't like a lot of the early books - this series has a lot of Early Installment Weirdness (such as FC1's characterisation, the engines not having IRL bases yet, the railway only having a handful of locomotives) which then had to get retconned later, and to me Sodor doesn't start feeling like a real place until around Edward the Blue Engine - I might be in the minority, but I've always preferred Wilbert's narrow gauge books because those felt more grounded (probably because he was writing from direct experience). I think once the series picks up, it genuinely is good, but it takes a while to get to that point, and the existence of the weird early stuff still leads to problems - a lot of the character backstories in IOS are outlandish for a reason XD

It doesn't help that I can't stand Johnny Morris' narration, but that might just be me XD

Oooh. We've seen "all Skarloey Railway books are mid," now get ready for "the Skarloey Railway books are Awdry père at his best"!

I don't mind Early Installment Weirdness coz I think that's too FUN to penalize it very harshly. But I feel you on the Morris narration.

#chatter #need a tag for the skarloey books specifically it seems #i did not appreciate before how polarising they are — personally i'm just so 'they're ok!' about them #the railway series #the great hate of jan 2024 is... now at an end lol #i don't think i have any nomination spots left for the poll #so positive remarks about the series only from here on forward #okay jk. i'd never prevent y'all from carping. but i really don't think there are spots left for people to name specific books

[probablycraze]

(Redraw pages) ⬆️ Erm did I just cuntify Oswald even more 😍❓

These are the original pages !

#oswald cobblepot #I hate bald ppl btw #jk I don’t #BUT DUDE IN DA SWEATER LOOKED LIKE GRU!! #so I took the creative liberty and made him cunty #I debated on a slick back or a buzz cut but wtv #also I don’t like the designs of the very exaggerated noses. #like yes I know people have big noses and it’s a creative decision #but it just feels like it’s to poke fun at ppl who have big noses #AND I LOVE BIG NOSES 😍!!! #I May fix it because theyre noses especially Oswald’s is to small #batman audio adventures #batman #gotham #I love Oswald’s design in here SMM #he’s so cute and silly

[nonsense-writing]

Trucks n Vans

These goobers are my comfort (=v=) not just as a ship but friends too i had so much fun drawing snipe-a-roonie

#team fortress 2 fanart #tf2 art #tf2 fanart #tf2 engineer #team fortress two #tf2 sniper #pls help lmao #i literally am engineer ong #I want to be him #i hate texas #jk i live here #its great; just not the transphobia #rant over

[gohjuo]

to everyone who's celebrating new years, happy new years everyone. may we all have a lovely new year, good vibes, chill times, and surrounded by the people that we love. i love you guys ! stay safe, time to drink until the sun's up.

#✧ → ʙʟᴇssᴇᴅ & sᴛʀᴇssᴇᴅ ( ᴏᴏᴄ. ) #thanks guys for being welcoming #sending me sweet messages #and really just being a pleasure over this new year #to all the new friendships/ future ones / current friendships #also jk about the last sentence #i would hate everyone at work if i drank like that #but i'm partyingggg here for a good time #not a long time

[condescendingbench]

Harry Potter Fancast:

Harry - William Gao

Ron - Belmont Cameli

Hermione - Quintessa Swindell

Ginny - Abigail Cowen

Draco - Lucky Blue Smith

Blaise - Rome Flynn

Theo - Robert Sheehan

Pansy - Lulu Antariska

Hannah Abbott - Florence Pugh

Susan Bones - Bree Kish

Lavender Brown - Brynne Rosetta

Cho Chang - Fivel Stewart

Luna - Amandla Stenberg

Neville - Will Poulter

Cormac McLaggen - Callahan Skogman

Oliver Wood - Miguel Bernadeau

Padma - Muskkaan Jaferi

Parvati - Geraldine Viswanathan

Dean Thomas - Jordan Fisher

Seamus - Ben Levin

Daphne Greengrass - Sydney Park

Astoria Greengrass - Josie Totah

Crabbe - Sean Delaney

Goyle - Mason Gooding

Fleur - Indya Moore

Bill Weasley - Kieron Moore

Charlie Weasley - Finn Roberts

Viktor Krum - Chella Man

Fred + George Weasley - Mike Faist

Percy Weasley - Froy Guiterrez

Tonks - Jamie Clayton

Lupin - James McAvoy

#yes I have now been ill for over a year #yes I am going insane can u tell #plz don’t take this as an endorsement or support of JK Rowling in any way #I hate that women so much #plz don’t let her profit in any way #any and all TERFS can die in a hole plz go away #yes there are lots of trans actors here yes that is to say fuck u to jk but it’s also coz they just vibe #I spent too long on this and the choices are purely based on vibes alone #yes most of the weasleys aren’t ginger but they can dye their hair it’s fine #Fred and George are the same actor coz finding twins is hard but finding twins with the right vibe is impossible #daphne and Astoria are adopted just go with it #also in general I spent way too long on this but I spend like half my time reading fanfic rn so I needed visualisation #anyways we move plz enjoy my insanity #am hoping no one sees this but I just needed to get it out my brain #Harry Potter #Harry Potter fancast #draco malfoy fancast #Blaise zabini fancast #hermione granger fancast #Remus lupin fancast #Hannah Abbott fancast #Susan bones fancast #neville longbottom fancast #draco malfoy #hermione granger #cormac mclaggen #Blaise zabini #Theodore nott #Theodore nott fancast #draco x hermione

[ozcarr]

Every time I draw a knight or a robot or something I'm like Hell Yeah I am having fun I am relaxed this is so nice :^)

But its 100% because I hate drawing clothes and fabric folds. Minute I put clothes on a robot, it's over. I'm having a Regular Time

#genji overwatch had the right idea #what if i just became a mech artist. jk i dont have the constitution #and its like!!! i like fashion! i like clothes!!! i hate thinking about them in terms of character design and 2d space. #the reason all the folds in my drawings look like theyre in something heavy like wool or denim is because im bad at drawing clothes! #now you know my secret #ayy im talkin here

[smoochkooks]

I haven't been really reading fanfics lately but 'mutual help' still has me in a chokehold I swear this is one of those slowburn stories that makes you pull you hair from frustration and I absolutely love it!!!! @personasintro you outdid yourself again queen

#now im gonna rant abt the latest chapter so if you dont want any spoilers just scroll past this #i hate jk. there. i said it #they obv both hurt each other because of their pettiness but he fails to realise it ALWAYS affects oc more no matter how much she denies it #she was HUMILIATED and has every right to feel like she was used and jk is the one to blame here!! #the most important thing after such intense sex is taking care of your partner afterwards!!! #the lack of aftercare can mess up with your partner's mental wellbeing pretty easily so oc must have felt like shit doing the walk of shame #- to the camp #and this man did not even batt an eyelash!!!!!!!! #he knew ester is no competition for oc whatsoever yet he used oc's previous one time fling with yoongi against her #THATS EVIL #if they dont sort out their feelings asap im gonna declare they might not be good for each other after all😬 #you just don't pull shit like that to someone you supposedly care about even in the heat of the moment you should be able to control urself

[pitske]

long fucking rant about the joy of reading a good book. (not at all accurate title)

I just finished reading Felidae! incredible book I really love the story and- okay bear with me. I got the book a few years back because my mom mentioned reading it when she was younger. I told her I'd want to read it as well and she went through the painstaking process of finding it (which was not easy because the Author is a right fucking prick so his books aren't really sold anymore.)

so we found it on ebay eventually.( god knows I am not givin that author my money) I left it alone for a few years, had other shit to read and actually did not read much at all during that time...

right fast forward I decide I should read it because one of my terrible habits is starting thousands of things at once and never really finishing any of em. SO AND THIS IS WHERE IT GETS INTERESTING! I read the first 3 pages or so n talked to my mom and brother about it shortly, saying I liked the way it was written, the characters, the exposition, etc etc- AND at the mention of the plot my brother goes "oh! I've heard of that! it's the book that some german studio made into that horrifying animated movie adaptation!" AND IT ALL CAME CRASHING DOWN

because I remember what he meant because you KNOW tiny me with unrestricted internet access had seen some clips of the gory , disturbing cat-movie before! and you know what? I was unfortunate (or maybe fortunate , seeing how I'm a massive horror fan now) enough to watch "Watership down" as a kid so when I saw Felidae being ranked even HIGHER than that movie in those "ooh horrofying disturbing kids movieees ooh" lists, I swore I'd never watch it..

and here we are, I read that boook so fast and it is actually incredibly entertaining (i also just have never read a "krimi" before so I definitely have a high appreciation for the genre now)

I am incredibly excited to watch the movie. JUST AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH a 2D animated thriller-detective cat movie with horrorfying scenes and absurd amounts of gore??? COUNT ME IN TL:DR : I realize that reading is fun if you actually have a good book to read and obsess over the story of a cat solving a series of cat murders

#I hate that this happens so often #where I find a great book or show and then the creator/author suck massive balls #looking at you jk rowling #either way I should read more good book. I had a lot of fun reading this one I should really read more Krimis #if anyone's got horror / thriller book recs feel free to throw em at me #please no stephen king tho I dislike how he writes (still forcing myself to read Cujo tho) #this is BY FAR the most incoerrent of my rambles #and since this is tumblr and I doubt I have anyone who wnat to read trough all of this #I am very much going to neglect checking my LRS in this #dyslexia is kicking my ass and today it is WINNING #pitskederdoenerhaendler #just. if kid me saw that I am actively deciding to watch this movie rn they would take me by the shoulders and shake me violently #I fuckiiiinggg love good books. I'll either continue reading Moby Dick where I left off or his majesties dragon (2) where I left of #you see I have a ton of started boosk #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I actually have to rewatch Skinamarink so I can rant about it here

[toastsnaffler]

everyone say thank u to my roommate for going to visit her parents this weekend so I can jack it loud and nasty 🙏

#i love her but there are some benefits to having the flat to myself.... love getting to wander around in just my boxers + a tshirt too #things i could do while she was still here if i wasnt a pussy 🙄 #jk itd just make her uncomfortable and im too respectful for that #having a lowkey crush on her is an endless comedy to me bc we would be so woefully incompatible romantically #and also sexually.. historically ive only ever stone topped bc ive never been comfortable enough w anyone to let them fuck me #despite very much Not being stone or exclusively a top. and i think shes some form of sex repulsed anyway so like. sits there dead silence #and also shes so in love with her other friends and i showed up late to that party.... ive been feeling kinda guilty lately bc ik- #she misses them a lot and wishes we'd be able to stay roommates w them too. and im a pretty poor replacement for them tbh #and i love spending time with her but whenever i do i feel kinda painfully aware im not them like i could never fill that space #and asking to hang out more with her always feels like im taking away from time she could be talking to them. or even being alone ik she- #likes her own company and i get that a lot too so its chill but ahh.. man #i dont mean this in a bitter or jealous way at all like theyre all such sweet ppl i couldnt ever hold it against them #theyre kind of a 3 headed cerberus type situation and im like. the stray puppy they found on the side of the road #theres nothing they can do differently i was just born to be alienated from other ppl forever until i die. and someday i hope ill- #finally get used to it and accept i wont ever feel like im enough for anyone else or feel like anything else is enough for me #old wounds healed over 5082 times that still hurt to touch but i cant help pressing my fingers into them anyway bc its a familiar pain etc #anyway lost where i was going with this its just been on my mind again recently. i hate to be pitied i hate to feel like im only included- #bc they didnt want me to feel left out i hate feeling like a shoddy secondhand stand-in and its been a lot of that lately #also been a little annoyed bc sometimes it feels like shes trying to micromanage my social life and girl. we're not close enough for that #im sure its well intentioned but im not part of what they have going on i cant compete in that ring so dont try to push me into it.. #ahhh. its all ok tho one of the guys is coming to visit next month which will be rly fun but ill try to give them some space too #its good at least im doing this processing now bc group situations can be spike traps of triggers for me sometimes #regardless of how good friends i am w ppl and ive already had a wobble a few weeks ago w how i cope and i dont want it to become a #fully fledged regular issue again bc its so hard to crawl back out of that pit. anyway losing coherence here im gonna stop rambling #and go make myself an early dinner and then back to drawing........ #sorry for long tags if ur reading this blows u a kiss but go find a better use of ur time girl!! #.diaries