#jemma thoughts

[lonelystarbuckslover13]

The fact that I now have your best american girl by mitski AND all-american bitch by olivia rodrigo and both are bangers about how hard and exhausting it is to be an Asian woman in western culture is just *chefs kiss*

#and yes all american bitch is about asian women’s experiences specifically in my opinion #olivia rodrigo #mitski #jemma thoughts

[spacelessbian]

The Giggle is truly like: the Doctor (52) and Donna (54) meet the Doctor's ex-companion Mel (59) and her boss Kate Lethbridge-Stewart (58) to face the Toymaker (50). And then the Doctor (31) shows up to save these senior citizens from themselves.

#i love old people #kidding #they are only middle aged #but it just occured to me and i thought it was funny #doctor who #doctor who the giggle #david tennant #catherine tate #bonnie langford #jemma redgrave #neil patrick harris #ncuti gatwa

[expelliarmus]

#mine #doctor who #dwedit #matt smith #jenna louise coleman #jemma redgrave #ingrid oliver #:D #unit nemesis 4 is out today!!! very excited to listen!!!! #kate and osgood and missy!!! let's goooo #and i just thought it'd be fun to gif this part again :')

[lilychxn]

one thing about me is that I am never normal ever about Blackstairs

#i’ve thought about them every day for seven months #cassandra clare #tsc #the shadowhunter chronicles #shadowhunters #the dark artifices #tda #secrets of blackthorn hall #sobh #seasons of shadowhunters #julian blackthorn #emma carstairs #blackstairs #jemma #jemma blackstairs

[rudikawhy]

Even at the risk repeating myself, I have to talk about Iain De Caestecker's phenomenal acting.

Coming straight from S05 E14, that's the episode I want to talk about. Because even though I absolutely HATE the Doctor, I still am amazed by him/Iain. The Doctor and Fitz are two different characters, but at the same time the same. They practically look the same (aside from clothings), but we can still them apart. The moment that "Fitz" took off the welding mask, I exclaimed "Oh, please don't!", because just because of his facial expression I knew it was the Doctor.

Iain plays the Doctor so differently, so repulsively, that I am too impressed by Iain that I don't really have time to hate the Doctor anymore. In this episode, having the Doctor and Fitz opposite each other, was... something. It was really painful to watch Fitz seeing the Doctor for the first time since the Framework, I felt so sorry for him, but I also felt my heart breaking. Not as much, though, as later when 1. The Doctor was mimicking Fitz's stuttering, 2. Fitz realises that he IS the Doctor, that he has done all those things, and 3. Daisy says she won't forgive him.

It was a really good, but also really tough episode, and I'm not sure wheather I can watch the whole episode more than once.

I can say for sure, though, that I can watch the second to last scene multiple times. Deke telling Jemma he's their grandson. That she and Fitz will be alright. How his mother has always talked about Fitz. The tears in Jemma's, but especially Deke's eyes. It's all really beautiful.

#aos #agents of shield #leo fitz #jemma simmons #daisy johnson #deke shaw #fitzsimmons #the doctor #5x14 #S05 E14 #season 5 #iain de caestecker #just some thoughts

[amelia-mariee]

characters calling themselves by their official ship name is my favorite thing in media omg

#i’m talking about fitzsimmons and now kragula #i literally thought i imagined/misheard kraglin #but no apparently he really did say #kragula back in action #kragula #kraglin x nebula #kraglin obfonteri #kraglin #nebula #nebula marvel #nebula gotg #fitzsimmons #leo fitz #fitz and simmons #jemma simmons #agents of shield #aos #agents of s.h.i.e.l.d. #ship #ships #fandom ships #ship dynamics #ship tropes #fandom #favorite trope #favorite tropes #fan culture #ship names #guardians of the galaxy vol 3 #guardians of the galaxy volume 3

[livvyjulian]

can we talk about the emotional dependence that some tsc characters have to their partners? it’s honestly scary and it’s very romanticized!

PD: janus is a great example of that :)

#tsc #emma carstairs #herondale #jem carstairs #julian blackthorn #kit herondale #the shadowhunter chronicles #blackthorn #jemma blackstairs #clary fairchild #just my random thoughts #jace herondale #alec lightwood #magnus bane #malec #books

[laufire]

I've been rewatching episodes from agents of s.h.i.e.l.d. from all over the seasons lately and I just wanted to share some random thoughts:

Simmons used to be. such a good character??? I never fucked with her fandom (every time a woc is higher in the narrative than a white girl the racists come out to play and they are NOT original about it smh), but her actual character? before she became completely subsumed to The FitzSimmons unit?? I'm in mourning here, people.

I actually caved and watched the episodes I had left from season 6. this means that I finally found out how Flint (darling <3) came to be in the present. otoh, I love it! I love that Mackelena ~made him up with their minds + the monolith of creation, that this means there's a Flint in the alternate timeline still being a hero and helping rebuild earth. on the other, this makes me wish he'd been in season 7 even more. those themes of identity, "am i even real?" are my catnip. we did get that with lmd!Coulson, of course, but why not both *-*

this rewatch reminded me that I used to ship May and Daisy-then-Skye A LOT back in season 1 lmao. *sighs* my lesbian age gap ships keep getting mother-zoned smh. I'll compensate for this by sexualising (even) more surrogate mother-daughter pairings from now on (I'm doing my part on my original stories. trust me).

#talking to the void #my thoughts #marvel thoughts #marvel #agents of s.h.i.e.l.d. #jemma simmons #flint aos #mayskye #maydaisy #melinda may #skye #daisy johnson

[lilyrizzy]

i'm sorry but sometimes things need to be banished from the WIP word docs folder even if they are really morbid! cw: early onset alzheimers, major character death

Max remembers thinking, let it be over, towards the end.

Let it be over, I want it to be done.

Only when he was weakest, when Daniel was too, but too quickly that became all the time. When he couldn’t hold his head up anymore, when he couldn’t swallow. When he stopped looking like Daniel because Max realized it had been a week and he hadn’t seen him smile. When he stopped being Daniel because he was someone who didn’t remember Max.

Daniel before Max was a stranger that he didn’t totally know how to talk to, how not to hate because he wasn’t his. He would run his tongue across his teeth over and over as though surprised they were free of metal, would talk about being late for meetings with the race engineers of Formula One teams that didn’t exist anymore. He’d ask for his mum. He’d ask Max what his name was, had they met before?

He’d ask for Jemma, a girl he hadn’t spoken to for ten years, or at least as far as Max knew.

In his bad moments, Max had to bite his tongue so hard copper would fill his mouth, the only way to stop a scream of, she’s not fucking here wiping your nose and watching you die, and you cannot even remember me?

I am the one you are supposed to remember.

In his worst, he would make up elaborate reasonings for the way her memories didn’t seem to slip through the sieve of Daniel’s brain, sand through spread fingers, like every trace of Max did.

Daniel had to have been in love with her still, secretly. Maybe this whole time Max had been filling a void. Maybe nothing had been real so really, Max would be losing nothing when Daniel finally left for good.

Then as though he wanted to punish Max for his moments of spiteful selfishness, Daniel would say, “Max,” and he would be there again. Something in his eyes that made it impossible for Max to doubt that they were real while they lasted. “Max,” he would say, “I’ve missed you. Where have you been, baby?”

Like Max was the one who was leaving.

They had something real. So real that with every part of it chipped away by prions and time, it was slicing parts of Max away with it too. His ears, his nose, his fingertips, whole chunks of his flesh cut from him bloody and raw. Or at least it felt that way, each time Daniel looked at him and didn’t recognize the man he’d once called his, my Maxy, when in the mirror they both looked the same.

Now Daniel is gone gone, there is so much more for Max to regret. If he got home from a race and Daniel was in their apartment asking for her, he thinks given a second chance he could be kind. He would tell him, she will be home soon, but I am here now though and isn’t that enough? He’d make Daniel some food, his mum’s pasta that Max knows the recipe off by heart, but that he still has the card for stuck to their fridge with a little magnet in the shape of a kangaroo.

He made it once, after the funeral. Midnight on Daniel’s ranch- Max’s now, he supposed- in Perth. A whole saucepan full that he ate and then threw up within the same hour, so quickly the swirls of pasta were their whole shape in the toilet bowl.

Closing his eyes, he’d started to cry when he realized he couldn’t quite remember what it felt like to have Daniel’s fingers with their stubby nails stroke across the top of his back, or through his hair when he was sick. Couldn’t remember Daniel’s touch at all really, because at the end it had been so rare to get it.

Why would Daniel want a stranger to touch him, after all.

#jemma is (from a quick google) the name of daniel's highschool gf lol for context #this is very rambling but i think i was trying to capture max's swirling grief thoughts?? #alzheimers au #cw major character death #fic #max/daniel

[sailforvalinor]

Okay so one of my favorite things about Fitzsimmons in AOS is that Fitz, the man of science, is absolutely, explicitly convinced that he and Simmons are doomed by the narrative. The universe doesn’t want us together. We’re cursed. And though she doesn’t believe him at first, things keep happening and they get pulled apart over and over again, and in time logical, analytical Simmons can’t help but agree. We’re cursed.

But then we get these moments in S4, 5, and 6, when Simmons is at her lowest, at her most hopeless and nihilistic, where Daisy takes her by the shoulders and reminds her of the truth—you and Fitz were meant to be together. It says so much that Daisy, who is associated with so much relational instability, is the one who recognizes their relationship as a constant and grounds her in this, and illustrates so plainly that Fitzsimmons are the backbone of the entire team. The health of their relationship is the glue that holds the team together.

And that’s when they realize—it’s not important that the universe keeps tearing them apart, it’s that they always find their way back to each other again. And that’s when you see this steady determination come over the both of them. No more destiny, no more doom—only their faith in their commitment that they will always find each other in the dark. They are Orpheus and Eurydice, thrown over and over again into the darkness and forced to blindly lead each other out—but they always make it out.

They go to war with the narrative and they win. Insane

#this is really incoherent I apologize #everyone’s talking about ‘doomed by the narrative’ and this popped into my head I’ve been thinking about it for awhile #I just have THOUGHTS but I’m sick and am running on a double shot espresso #aos #fitzsimmons #fitz x simmons #fitz x jemma #agents of shield #daisy johnson

[lonelystarbuckslover13]

“We both drew blood but man those cuts were never equal” might be the best lyric Olivia’s written yet

#new album is so fun! I thought sour was great but I think she stepped it up even more for guts #I love the punk influence! #olivia rodrigo #jemma thoughts

[samanthaswishes]

Does it bother anyone else that it’s 2023 and there are still people who still see W*rd and D*ke being pushed as “good” relationships for Daisy?

You know the guy who was literally a nazi murderer that tried to manipulate her and the other guy that sold her into slavery then later made a very creepy and disgusting, over-sexualized vr game of her. That’s not even to mention that they both had very creepy obsessions with her. And that’s supposed to be seen as “cute”?

Or is it just me?

#my random 2am thoughts #anti grant ward #anti skyeward #anti deke shaw #anti dekesy #is that their ship name?? #i’m typically ship who you wanna ship #but why are we pushing the woman of color with 2 white dudes that literally see her as an object #and with d*ke she didn’t even reciprocate it #like sousa lincoln robbie trip jemma #can’t just pick one of those where daisy is actually respected in the relationship?? #sorry i’m ranting lol #i can’t sleep #i also wanted to add how skyew*rd shippers have a very sexist view of daisy and refuse to see her growth past s1 #but that’s a post for when it’s not 2am haha

[borrowthemoonlight]

conceal, don't feel. (insp)

#frozenedit #broadwayedit #theatreedit #theateredit #musicaltheateredit #frozen #frozen the musical #frozen musical #frozen broadway #elsa #queen elsa #elsa of arendelle #jemma rix #samantha barks #caissie levy #finally giffing on this account lol #anyways i am still recovering from seeing frozen almost two months ago. i have so many thoughts!!!! #the colouring is inconsistent because the software crashed on me. ugh #still haven't mastered it so that kinda sucks sjdksjkds

[rudikawhy]

It's been two months and five days since I've started Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. Today, I finished the very last episode. (I know I'm making this more dramatic than it is, but idc)

So, it's been a lot. So many good, great things, but also a lot of weird, disturbing things. Characters I loved all the way through (Hunter, Piper, Davis, Sousa, every Koenig (I think)); Characters I almost loved all the way through, except for a few episodes where they made some choices I didn't agree with or so (Fitz, Simmons, Bobbi, Coulson, Daisy, May, Deke, Enoch); Characters about whom I wouldn't say I loved them but I still liked them very much (Mack, YoYo, Trip, Mace, Flint); Characters who weren't exactly the good guys but still were somewhat likable to some extent (Ward, Radcliffe, Cal, Gordon, Jiaying, Sunil Bakshi, Robbie, Kora), and of course Characters who were written to be hated (The Malicks, Garrett, Whitehall, Lucy Bauer, Ellen Nadeer, Ivanov, Kassius, the Hales, Izel, Sybil) and everyone who I don't know in which category to put, or what to name their category.

I am so glad, that the phase in season five where I couldn't stand Daisy, was over as soon as season six started. I was surprised by how MUCH I loved her in season seven.

Season six was definitely my least favorite (and of what I've read I'm not the only one with that opinion). But I can't say it enough, how much I loved the parts in space of Piper, Davis, Daisy, and Jemma (and later only Daisy and Jemma) searching for Fitz and Enoch. I can't think of one single moment right now from that space part, that I didn't like. But I really hated Izel and this whole shrike thing, and Sarge and his team, so I was really glad when season seven started.

Because season seven started off just absolutely great! I already said that I loved their clothes. Sending Jemma in as Peggy Carter in the 50s was perfection. Daisy saying she already has a sister to save, her name is Jemma Simmons. May falling through the ceiling, punching Sybil and saying "The Cavalry". Fitzsimmons naming their daughter after a star. Piper's wish from Jemma being getting Davis back. The team meeting up (at least) once a year to catch up and not losing each other. All of that is perfection.

There is so much more I want to write about, but first, I can't put everything into words (right now), and second, this post would be way too long.

I am so glad that I started Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. and I'm even more glad that I continued watching even though the first five episodes or so didn't convince me at all, and at first I only stayed because of the characters.

I am thankful for everyone involved, but especially those who decided that these wonderful actors would get the role they got, because honestly? I couldn't have asked for a cast that was more fitting.

I will start re-watch soon (at least in parts), because friends of mine started watching, but I have yet to convince them that it gets better than it currently is (they are in episode four).

#agents of shield #aos #phil coulson #leo fitz #jemma simmons #fitzsimmons #melinda may #bobbi morse #daisy johnson #lance hunter #alphonso mack mackenzie #elena yoyo rodriguez #grant ward #antoine triplett #agent piper #agent davis #daniel sousa #deke shaw #enoch #my thoughts #season six #season seven #season 6 #season 7 #aos spoilers

[i-the-winter-plum]

i hate spy’s goodbye because Bobbi is all “I know I love these people. I will never forget them. I hate to leave but I am so glad I’ve known them.” whereas Hunter is “I didn’t realise I loved these people. I just found people I care about. Why do I have to leave a place I finally belong?” and it hurts. a lot.

(when hunter first realises and goes ‘oh, it’s Jemma’ in this soft voice like he never expected these people to care about him and for him to care so much in return)

#agents of shield #aos spoilers #spys goodbye #bobbi morse #lance hunter #alphonso mackenzie #idk if this is a coherent thought but watch the scene and you get it #their faces cause me physical pain #the shots given as signs of their devotion #jemma simmons #driving me insane 6yrs down the line

[cissy-side-thoughts]

Women of S.H.I.E.L.D. Watercoulor~~~

Reference photos—

#my art #watercolour sketch #cissy side thoughts art #melinda may #elena rodriguez #jemma simmons #daisy johnson #agent may #the cavalry #ming na wen #Ming na wen character #agent Rodriguez #yo-yo #yoyo #agent simmons #fitz simmons #fitz-Simmons #quake #skye #skye johnson #agent johnson #agent daisy johnson #natalia cordova buckley #chloe bennet #elizabeth henstridge #agents of shield #agents of s.h.i.e.l.d. #art #watercolor #watercolour art