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minhosimthings · 4 months
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Angels in Tibet
Symphony Smut Series Day 13: Amaarae's Angels in Tibet
Lyric: Louvre and Armani I like how you say it
Pairings: fiance!Jay × fem!reader
Warnings: SMUT MINORS DNI 18+, implied use of pheromone, bathroom sex, semi public sex, fingering, p in v sex, overstimulation, missionary, unprotected sex (not for you baby), mention of breeding, rough sex and I'm talking ROUGH, dom!Jay, sub!reader, fluffy in the beginning
A/N: Day 13 baby! 5 more oneshots to go and we'll be over. I just had to do a Paris fic with Jay cause IT'S JAY. @yunabi436 a gift for you darling
THE SYMPHONY SMUT SERIES MASTERLIST
Jay was a 'date to marry' guy. Which was very evident from the fact that he bought you your favourite flowers on your first date which he had asked you about the day before.
The ring on your finger never shone brighter than now, when Jay had proposed a pre-wedding holiday to Paris, even though you had begged him not to spend more money on you.
"What kind of a husband would I be if I didn't?" He reasoned, blocking your attempts to put in your credit card to chip in for the trip, "Plus you've always wanted to see the Louvre so we're going, no buts."
"Not even my butt?"
Paris was beautiful. Paris was amazing. Paris was amazing. But most of all, Paris had The Louvre.
A place you had been wanting to visit since you saw it in a magazine when you were seven. You had always hada knack for art history, which, due to parental pressure, you hadn't taken as a major in college. Jay knew that. And that's why he took you to see the triangular polycarbon (or atleast he guessed it was polycarbon) structure, where treasures beheld your eyes.
"You know the interesting thing about this painting-" you stared at all the beautiful swirls of colours on the frame in front of you, "is that even though it is more harder to paint than the painting opposite of it-" you glances at the crowd of people behind you, "It is still largely ignored."
"So you'd much rather analyse The Wedding Feast at Cana rather than The Mona Lisa herself?" Jay rested his chin on your shoulder, reading the brief introduction of the painter carved at the pedestal.
"Mona Lisa is a masterpiece I will admit. But this!" You gestured dramatically towards the painting with your hands, "This is magnificent."
"Darling as much as I would love to stand here and watch you talk about this painting, didn't you want to get a look at Psyche by Antonio Canova? And isn't that in the next room with the sculptures?"
"Oh yeah." You responded. Seeing all the artworks of the Louvre would take approximately 20 days and you were only here for a week. So you obliged and took Jay's hand casually strolling off to the next room.
Though you hadn't mentioned it, your nostrils had had a sense of misdirection throughout the entire time Jay strolled close to you. You had brushed it off as a thing of the atmosphere, continuing with your tour.
Unbeknownst to you however, earlier that day, Jay had rubbed some of his 'special' cologne onto his wrists and neck. You were a generally freaky person, and he knew that. So your everlasting wish to fuck in the bathroom of a museum was about to be fulfilled today.
"Jay ah-ah fuck."
Jay's got you pinned against him, back to chest, feet balanced atop the muscle of his thighs. Spread wide open, bare and exposed, helpless in the way he traps your throat between bicep and forearm.
“This what you had in mind for the bathroom of The Louvre?” he asks, circles a wet finger over your clit, a ghosting touch that leaves your hips canting upward. Almost frantic, a silent pleading, but he traps you steadfast.
It started as a small kiss. A peck. A brush of the lips so gentle you barely felt it until he pressed his mouth to yours fully. There was no tongue, nor any breathlessness when he pulled away and looked at you again. But you could feel the shift in the air. The drop in your stomach and sudden stillness in the room while a white noise clouded your head. 
You’re a little light-headed, blistered beneath the skin, needy and fidgeting. Maybe you want him to hold you still, to fit you tight against him, to fight against your struggle—something carnal deep down that gets off on his strength, the power you know he can wield over you.
Your vision begins to speckle and fizz, and pleasure coils blinding hot in the pit of your stomach. At his mercy, desperate for anything he’ll give you—the helplessness breaks you apart, soaks you between the legs. The sound of his pumping fingers is filthy and slick, and your cunt sucks him in. Begs more than your mouth ever could.
You meet each thrust of his fingers with a tilt of your hips, exhale a stuttering moan when he begins to grind the bulge of his cock against the curve of your ass. When he pulls you hard against his chest and whispers a string of praise into your ear.
His name is the last coherent word you get out before it’s only feral moans of bliss. You’re so close it’s like a fire burning in your limbs, every muscle tensing as you try to withhold it a little longer to prolong this moment where all you cared about was him and the way he could send you into the stars. When the tip of his finger pinpoints and stiffens to flick teasingly before he latches once again, that’s all it takes to have the elastic snaps, sending a shockwave from your core all the way to the tips of your fingers, your muffled scream echoing off the mirrors. He’s satisfied with himself, smiling as he stands and lets your legs fall limply from his grasp, his hands catching your boneless body from slinking down onto the floor.
This man was beautiful, so godsdamned beautiful.
And he was all yours.
"Can you take more darling?" Jay questioned, clutching your hips to keep you steady, admiring your naked back in the mirror behind you, "I can do it all night if you want."
Without warning, he shoved his cock into your pussy, hearing your muffled whimper as he'd done so. "quiet, don't wanna wake up the sculptures do we?" His own voice was strained as he scolded you, beginning to set his own pace. Unforgiving and harsh, making you lightheaded and dizzy.
You felt him right at your womb again and again and fucking again. You felt any semblance of your very sanity begin to melt away as he fucked you, so roughly that it almost had you begging for him to go easy on you.
He was fucking you like a thing void of a soul, like a rag doll. Every single time you felt him back inside, he pushed you deeper and deeper onto the marble. Your hands had felt useless, not even able to support your own weight. You offered them to him, feeling his lone hand take both of yours, anchoring himself to you without his pace even faltering. It was a reminder to you both that he's fucking huge, so strong and capable of easily overpowering you. It had you nearly sobbing, your insides squeezing him snugly.
Jay holds your stomach down and goes deeper. You squeal as you cum on his dick. He keeps going until eventually he slows down and cums, the warm feeling enveloping your pussy like a cocoon.
Jay looks up at your almost passed out figure and lets you rest your head on his shoulder as he pulls out.
"You doing okay baby?" Jay asks uncertainly, noticing how hard you were breathing.
"Park Jongsoeng how is our wedding day sex gonna beat this?" You joke, leaning against the cold marble. Thank heavens that the museum wasn't too busy today.
"Oh don't worry about that." Jay growls in your ear, squeezing your waist,
"I'll make sure to fuck a baby into you on that day."
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yunabi436 · 3 months
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That lollipop is living my dream. NO FAIR
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sadnightforus · 5 months
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THE FATED STARS (PJS) | SMAU
PROFILES: 7 DUCKLINGS
Park Jongseong harbors the biggest crush on one of the most popular girls on the campus, you. You, being dared by your friend group to tweet and made a boyfriend application, initially started out as a joke, thinking that no one would applied it. Upon the tweet going viral and many applications being sent in, he decided that he would shoot his shot, even if he doesn’t know a single shit about what is the sun, moon, rising in astronomy. 
BACK TO MASTERLIST. | VICTIMS OF CAPITALISM.
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JAY/PARK JONGSEONG: ceo’s son, unofficial sugar daddy of the group. majors in literature and that’s how he met y/n (and he swears you’re the love of his life). half of his house items have been stolen and returned by his friends also. unknowingly adopted riki as his kid (jungwon threw tantrums about it sometimes). get flamed in the gc because he’s quite literally delusional about you. 
LEE HEESEUNG: majors in psychology (it’s surprising), a self proclaimed hot person. he has had this twitter account since 8th grade and he originally started using a fake name because he thought why not (it was stuck like that for years). occasional jake’s gaming buddy and probably one of the remaining people with a functioning bone in their body in the friend group (although his mind is half rotten because who needs intelligence when his genetics makes up for it?). roommates with jake. an honorable justin beiber’s fan.
PARK SUNGHOON: majors in finances. he has to be honest, he doesn’t know why he did it but he thought it’ll be fun which turns out to be a terrible idea. has turned down multiple agencies’ offer to become their model down because he’s barely surviving college, why would he model on top of it too? he might look cold, but in reality, he just barely has it together at times. he makes it his mission to make people’s lives a living hell with jungwon and riki. 
JAKE/SIM JAEYUN: majors in physics. roommates with heeseung. has a dog named layla back home (Layla is under his mom’s care, he remembered crying to sleep when his landlord doesn’t allow dogs). the one who operates the football bet because he is sick of minimum wage that does nothing but paying only 15% of his living expenses and he can easily extort money via the losing bet from jay. 
YANG JUNGWON: majors in communication, roommates with sunoo. a cat’s defender until the end. secretly has the best fashion taste (and it’s definitely not because he has borrowed half of sunoo’s clothes and wears it as his own). despite majoring in communication, he’d rather hold a grudge than talk it out, serving him right for the pettiness. he slowly learns how to shoot extremely and gut wrenchingly hurtful insults from sunoo also.  
SUNOO/KIM SEONWOO: majors in creative writing, roommates with jungwon. they knew each other because they went to the same arcade almost everyday in 12th grade and they became good friends when sunoo beat jungwon in a basketball game. on the outside, he might be harmless, but don’t be mistaken, he got many tricks up his sleeve. his looks are deceiving. 
NIKI/NISHIMURA RIKI: majors in dance. makes jay unknowingly adopt him that one night because of a scribbling paper he wrote in Japanese which turns out to be an adoption paper (according to jay, his handwriting was diabolical, which explains why he can’t make the sentences out despite him knowing the language). he is in the ‘annoy everybody’ trio with sunoo and sunghoon. an evil kid if you might. 
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thots4hee · 1 year
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This is not a Movie 
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Where there is no place for first love.
Jayxfem!readerxHeeseung
warnings!:suggestive, mention of the A word, cheating, TOXIC CHARACTERS! angst
wc: 2920
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“You missed me?” Heeseung affectionately caress your cheeks. His rough hands against your cheek is a feeling that he’s here, in your space. Breathing the same air as you.
With the thick tension in the air, and having the urge to smash your lips against his, you touch his hand that was on your cheek to stop his fondness on your skin.
You locked eyes with him, and you can see the warmness in them that you’re so used to.
“Tell me Y/n, tell me that you miss me. Tell me that you longed for me. Tell me that you want me back.” His minty breath fanning your face, luring his lips on yours.
You continuously shook your head and backed away from him. Looking at the ground to hide the fact that there are tears escaping your eyes. The small space with him at the elevator makes it hard for you to breathe.  
You feel sick.
After so many years of wondering where the fuck was he. Then, one day he’s going to show up as if he didn’t do anything wrong. As if he didn’t damage your soul. It made you crazy for thinking where the fuck was he. You have no idea what happened to him. If he died or he just left you for no goddamn reason at all.
One day, he was just… gone. Nobody saw him.
Like he didn’t exist at all.
“You fucked me up.” Trembling, you still force to blurted it out.
Heeseung’s face fell. He straightened up and prepared himself for what’s about to come. For the past years he’s preparing himself for you. He made a very big mistake to leave just like that, but he’s here now.
He’s ready now.
“I can explain, just let me hold you y/n. Please” his voice trembling, he’s scared but courageous enough to say those to you.
Feeling weak and confuse, you didn’t fight back anymore when he held you like a child. You closed your eyes and feel his warm embrace. His cologne engulfing your senses and his warmth adds to the heat inside the broken elevator where you two at.
His arms encircling on your waist while he held your head and put it at his temple.
For the first time after six years, you finally felt him. Feels like everything was perfect, it felt like a dream that your younger self was longing for.
Heeseung was holding you like you were some kind of a porcelain doll he didn’t want to break. Fragile thin paper glass he was so gentle at. Hogging you from the world. How long he dreamed of you this close. To feel you, to touch you.
“I’m so sorry Y/n, God knows how long I wanted to hold you like this again.” He closed his eyes to stop himself from sobbing. His voice cracked at the end. You knew he was being honest. His heart was the one speaking for him.
He was the Lee Heeseung, the star boy in your college. The team leader of the basketball team, the valedictorian. In short, he’s the ace. Everyone neither adored or hated him.
You knew him too well. From his features, his smell, and his touch.
Because for once he was your haven in this world full of chaos. He was your first love. Six years ago he’s your everything until he ghost you out of nowhere. As if he didn’t happen. You search for him everywhere but there was no trace of him. You guys were working out well, and it confused you how could he do this to you. He promised you forever but he left. Not just a broken heart but something else too.
You searched for him, knocked on his house every single day to ask for him but there were no sign of him.
After a year you just stopped. Lost all hope in seeing him again. Decided to move on, graduate and pursued your dream. Accepted the fact that Heeseung left, in the worst way possible.
“Get away from me Heeseung.” You harshly pulled yourself away from his hold, he slowly dropped his arms and sighed. This is not what he look forward to. Though he understands your grudge. But deep down he hope you will accept his explanation.
You silently pray to god that someone will notice your disappearance and this stupid broken elevator. What on earth this shit happened, you being stuck in here with your ex - boyfriend.
Just great.
Heeseung was silent, just observing you. You’ve changed. A lot.
From your body figure, it gotten mature and all the curves are all at the right places. Your hair gotten longer. You’re clothes, he noticed your change of style, oh how its familiar to him. He just couldn’t pinpoint to whom it belong to. What he noticed the most was your face, it didn’t change at all. Before, you look like a sweet angel, and until now you still do. For the past six years your face was all he thinks about. It was tattooed on his mind.
Though he regret leaving you after what happened. It hurts him to do so but he got no choice back then. Leaving you without notice. No calls and texts, he’s hoping that you will accept his explanation. What he did was unjustifiable, but he got a valid reason. Whether it sounds stupid. Whether it sounds selfish on his part. He did those for you. For your sake. But he got a feeling that he’s too late now.
“I know what you’re thinking about Heeseung. I don’t accept bullshit. If you going to blurt one out. Save it. I don’t want to hear it. We are over and I’m happy with someone else now” You said with conviction. It’s true that you are in a relationship with someone you adore and love. And whenever Heeseung have in store isn’t going to work. Valid or not, you do not care anymore. It will not matter anymore.
Heeseung was a painful past you don’t want to rewind anymore. Let alone hear and bare.
“What we did in here is a mistake, after we get out of here pretend that we did not know eachother Lee Heeseung.” He shook his head not agrreing with your suggestion.
“Please! For this once please do me a favor. Maybe Ill forgive you after what you’ve done-“ you begged but he interrupted you.
“How about me y/n? do you think I can forgive you after what you’ve done?” He’s trying to turn the tables now?
This time you looked at him. Shocked and confused. Why was he turning it on you?
“What the hell are you talking about? You’re the one who left me! At my worst you chose to leave without saying a thing! How am I to blame in here? Why must I ask you to forgive me? I fucking hate you Heeseung, with all my soul and being!”
Heeseung finally cracked a smile, a painful one. He shook his head and looked at you. He knew she can’t lie, not in his face. She may lie to the world, but not to him. He knew everything.
“Stop lying to me, don’t deny shit to me because I know what you’ve done to our unborn child Y/N. And that is the fucking reason why I left! But I guess, I’m too late now, huh?” Saying this out loud is painful for him. He knew he hit a spot after he saw the shock on your face.
He couldn’t react after he felt a stinging pain in his right cheek. And a pair of hands pounding on his chest. He grabbed both of you arms and hugged you tight to stop you from hurting him.
You were crying now, removing his arms around you.
“I fucking hate you! You knew?! You fucking knew and you still left! How could you!” screaming while removing onto his hold. You do not care about anything anymore at the moment. You just want to hurt him. After all those years of keeping the secret and suppressing your feelings, it finally exploded.
You dreamed about building a family with Heeseung before. Having a home with him, baring his children. Him going home to you while you prepare a warm dinner at the table. Waking up beside him every morning. That was your dream after college.
Lee Heeseung was the dream.
Though Heeseung doesn’t have a lot back then, you’re ready for such commitment. You loved him that much. That’s when you found out that you were four weeks pregnant, you were happy. Despite being a third year college student, still relying on your parents’ money and connections, you knew You and Heeseung will get through this.
You waited a week before telling him but he’s nowhere to be found.
But he found out before you could tell him about it. He went to your house while you were not there to surprise you. He went straight to your room and found several pregnancy test scattered at your study table and all of them are positive. He was about to surprise you but instead he was the one who got surprised.
He didn’t see this coming, he feels stupid. He was so careful how can this happen?
Clutching the test in his hands, he sit at the edge of your bed and gripped his hair in frustration. Thinking of a way to explain to you how he couldn’t handle such a big step.
He’s not ready to be a father. He got nothing right now.
His title at the university might be big but he’s not rich. His family doesn’t give a fuck about him, let alone announcing that he’s going to be a father at a young age and shit situation.
He was at his peak and graduation is right at the corner, he cannot fuck it up. So he made a tough decision. If it means staying away from you.
He has so many dreams for you. For the both of you. Having a child on the way is not what he imagine. It can wait.
“You were happy then right Y/N? Since you want to be a mother. You told me that. You dreamed of a house with me, children with me. A home with me!-”
“Yes! Yes Heeseung, I was so ready to have it! Im ready to become a mother of your child back then! But you ruined it, you ruined it for us! You ruined my dream. You crushed my soul, you killed me! You killed my child!” you mean our child y/n…
Heeseung shook his head as you said those to him, you do not understand. Not one bit.
“Then what about my dreams, love?” he weakly said. Shoulders down. He’s tired.
“Have you ever asked me, if I was ready to be a father? Yes, I can quit college, work two jobs to provide because I don’t want your parents to look down on us. Heck, I can work day and night for you, go home to you, make you happy even if I got tired.”
“But how about the love for the child? The care? The emotional support? Have you ever considered those Y/N? Heaven knows how I want to be tied to you, but in those times I know I cannot do those, because I got nothing. I got nothing but big dreams for us. I want you to pursue your dreams, achieve them with me. Be successful with me first. But the universe have another in store for us. I am so sorry love. I have no option that day. I was nothing before.”
“That why I left, I gave you no choice. I know you’ll won’t listen to me so I made my own decision to leave after I found out. I don’t want to hurt you. I did this for us Y/N” Heeseung was now cupping your face, God knows he gathered a lot of strength to blurt the truth out. This is his truth.
“For us? That’s why you left me no choice but to kill our unborn child. I was so scared to be alone, let alone be a single mother! You left me no choice but to abort it. You’re a fucking monster! You didn’t even ask me! You didn’t give us a chance!” Your shoulders were shaking at this point, anger and sadness engulfing the space. It finally spilled.
Suddenly the lights inside the elevator starts to flicker and the elevator starts to move, you bumped onto Heeseung and hold onto his arms for support and he hurriedly held you gently. You might call him a monster, but he doesn’t give a fuck about it. Call him whatever you want, he will not stay away from you.
You hurriedly fixed your face and clothes. The air is hot and you silently hope that they won’t notice your puffy eyes from crying.
The elevator came into a halt and the door finally opened, you remove Heeseung’s hold and Jay appeared and embraced you to his arms.
“What happened y/n? are you okay baby? I’m so worried I kept on calling” He panicked and he hold you face and put it in the crook of his neck as he caress the back of your head. Not noticing his ex bestfriend at the elevator not until you lift your head to look back at the elevator and Heeseung was standing there, shock was evident on his face.
He couldn’t fucking believe it.
Park Jongseong huh?
So while he was away, Jongseong made his move on to you. Heeseung knew ever since he was going out with you during college days Jongseong has this tiny crush on you. He didn’t pay no mind during then. But this scene infront of him hurts. Maybe he’s truly too late for your love. What he lost back then couldn’t be his again this time.
Jongseong finally look at what your looking at and his gripped on your waist tightened. His breathing got ragged and he got nervous. He felt threatened.
No, he’s scared.
Not at Him, He’s scared that you’ll leave him for Heeseung.
First loves are strong to fight the second, the third, and the last.
Park Jongseong knew first love never dies.
He’s determined to break that.
He payed no mind at his ex-best friend’s existence and affectionately called Y/N’s name. Carefully withdrawing you from his gaze while thanking the maintenance for fixing the broken elevator and finding you.
He put his arms securely to your waist and you two went down to his car and to go home.
The ride home was quiet. You were quiet while staring at the window beside you. Jongseong let it be. You might not say it, but he knew something happened at the elevator with Heeseung. As much as it hurts him, he knew you wouldn’t cross a line to hurt him. He just hope you could open up about it later. He saw you at your worst and fixed you, and he wouldn’t miss a chance to do it again.
He will fix you again and again as much as it hurts him. Just you being here with him is enough to keep him sane.
He loves you eversince. Before Heeseung and after Heeseung. He fucking loves you. He couldn’t afford to lose you.
The car stopped and you both unbuckle your belts silently and you opened the main door to your house. You let Jay in first and he released a heavy sigh that made you lift your head to look at him as you remove your heels and shut the door behind you.
He threw his head back at the sofa as he manspreads. His lap is inviting, his eyes are closed and he was biting his lips. Deep in his thoughts.
You remember what happened back at the elevator. You responded to Heeseung’s kiss and that made you feel guilty. You feel disgusted and wanted to forget about it, about him.
You left the thought about Heeseung and what happened at the back of your head as you made your way to Jay’s lap. He lifted his head and he placed his veiny hands on your hips to guide you to sit on top of him.
“baby what’s wrong?” Jay said in the most gently voice he can muster. He’s so gentle and just so dreamy to look at right now. Below you, hair messy and lips red.
Placing your legs at his sides and closing the gap between you two,
You cuddled onto his chest and he wrapped his arms around you and gripped your ass close to his growing bulge.
You hummed and released a content sigh. Already feeling aroused with just his touch and boner nudging your pulsating clit through your panties.
He fixed his sitting position at the sofa and thrusted onto you upward meeting your wet pussy. Panty already damped and sticking onto your cunt.
“Make love to me Jay, baby” you purred at his ear. Eager to get to taste heaven at his hands. Sitting on top of his aching cock you dry humped him. Making sure he will feel how ready you are to take him.
Heeseung doesnt matter anymore, he lives in the past and he will stay there. Jay is the future, Jay is your dream, as you are to him.
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@forjongseong my bb ghouRL, my inspiration and my babi
All the love xx nini ♡
Tell me if I need do a part two. I miss writing so much. Thank you for more than 500 followers! it means alot to me. I miss you and when this reach a ton, and demand. Ill make a part two. I want to also read your thoughts, ask is always open.
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jae-bummer · 1 year
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What Is Probably the Worst Pep Talk Ever
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Request: hi! could i request for a scenario with jay park where his girlf teases him and denies him of skinship (doesn’t hug back or give him kisses) i love the way u write sm, thank u if u choose to write it. also while ure at it im curious whether ur username is inspired by him.
To answer your question, my username is actually inspired by Jay B from Got7! Got7 was actually one of the first groups I stanned :)
Pairing: Jay Park x Reader
Genre: Fluff (Warning: 18+ for language and steamy commentary)
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"Are you nervous?" you asked, stepping into the elevator.
"Nervous?" Jay chuckled. "Not even once in my life."
"Am I misremembering?" you hummed, tapping your chin. "Or didn't you say you were nervous the day you asked if we could be exclusive?"
"Well, I mean," he cringed.
"And what about the time when we had first started dating and you said I made you nervous?" you continued.
"You must have dreamed it," he said, fighting the corners of his mouth from turning upward. "Jay Park is never nervous."
"Says the man talking about himself in third person," you laughed. "You still haven't pressed the elevator button by the way."
"Shit," he muttered, stepping forward and furrowing his eyebrows. "What floor did I say we needed to be on again?"
"11 maybe?" you tried. "Maybe if you weren't so nervous, you'd remember."
Shooting you a glare over his shoulder, he stabbed at the appropriate button, and stepped back to stand beside you.
You couldn't help but chuckle as you tucked yourself into Jay's side. He was easily the most self-assured person to ever suffer from self-esteem issues. While the two traits sounded like they shouldn't intermingle, they somehow did. He liked to play at being cocky and keep his image intact, but you were the one who saw him lose sleep over some of his daily decisions. It had become one of your sole missions in life to make sure that he knew a healthy amount of worry was okay. He didn't have to conquer the world every time he stepped foot out of his door.
"Who all is supposed to be at this thing?" you sighed, adjusting your outfit.
"A lot of industry people," Jay grumbled. "A lot of people I need to impress."
"Is it a need or a want?" you asked, looking at him from your periphery. Judging by the little wrinkle in between his brows, you weren't sure if he was even listening. "Jay?"
Shaking off his trance, he turned to you with wide eyes. "Yeah?"
"You didn't hear me, did you?" you grinned.
As you spoke, the elevator finally stopped at your desired floor and started to slide open. Wrapping his fingers around yours, Jay took a deep breath. You could immediately feel the sweat coating his palms.
"I say this with love," you whispered as you moved forward into the hallway. "Please, please, wipe your hands on your jeans."
"Y/N," he hissed. Taking his hand from yours, he wiped helplessly at his thighs. "My palms don't sweat."
"Then they're crying."
Taking another deep breath through his nose, Jay placed his hand on the small of your back and leaned in. "Have I ever told you that you are the cutest, most fucking impossible person I have ever met?"
Spinning away from him, you grinned. "Have I ever told you that when you're worried about something, you clench your jaw? It's kind of hot but can't be great for your teeth."
"For the love of God," he groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose. "Could you please just support me here?"
"Why?" you asked, fake confusion coating your features. "Are you nervous?"
If looks could kill, you would be dead on the floor. Finally conceding, you reached forward to weave your fingers through his. "Baby, being nervous isn't a bad thing. It just means that something important is happening."
"Fine!" he gasped. "You caught me! Jay Park is actually stressed the fuck out!"
"Third person-"
"Y/N," he deadpanned.
"Okay, okay," you cooed, patting him carefully on the chest. "What has you stressed out?"
Glancing over his shoulder and toward the sounds of the party you were supposed to attend, he looked back at you. "Do we really have to do this right now?"
"No one is going to hear you admitting your weaknesses," you chuckled. "Just tell me what's going on in your head."
"Okay, for one, I don't have weaknesses, so let's establish that right here and fucking now."
"Of course, baby."
He rolled his eyes and began to pout. "I just...don't want to look stupid."
"You know you're the best at what you do," you nodded in what you hoped was encouragement. "Even if you do make yourself look stupid, you always save it somehow."
"But these people, Y/N," he clucked, shaking his head. "They're next level. Investors I need, executives that could have a lot to say about my next moves-"
"And so what?" you asked. "You may not be the tallest in the room, or the most well-spoken, but-"
"Ay! Ay! Ay!" he grunted. "You are shit at pep talks, you know that?"
You couldn't help but laugh at his reaction, which in turn made him give you a reluctant smile. "You have you're short-"
"Watch it."
"Shortcomings," you asserted. "But everyone does. You overcome yours every time."
"Yeah, I do, don't I?"
"You do," you smiled. "I know you're your own biggest fan and I'm likely the second biggest. Let me step into that number one spot and have your back tonight."
"Pfft, unnecessary," he chuckled. "Even if I'm struggling, I still got me."
"Of course!" you huffed. "So silly of me to even suggest otherwise!"
Pulling you into him, Jay wrapped his arms around your waist, and nuzzled his face into your neck. "Look at you with that big, sexy brain. Making all of the sense in the world."
"More like stroking your ego in the precisely correct locations," you laughed, scrubbing your fingers across the back of his scalp.
"You can stroke me in other ways tonight," he whispered, biting playfully at your ear.
Moving to face you, he leaned forward to attempt a kiss. Naturally, you turned away. His lips met your cheek, causing him to groan.
Laughing, you turned toward him again, and pulled him in by the shoulders. Smiling up until the moment your lips met, you allowed yourself to get caught up in the man that drove you crazy. In true Jay fashion, he slid his hand down to give a tight squeeze to your butt, causing you to squeak in alarm.
"I think I'm ready now," he hummed. "You?"
"I've been ready," you said quietly. "I was just waiting for you to be too."
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nvertheless · 2 years
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newsflash! — jay park smau
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sypnosis — jay needed help. with his ex girlfriend trying to make moves on him again he didn’t know what to do, but what happens in situations like this? totally not asking the girl who does journalism for the school’s newspaper to fake date him until his ex backs off… right?
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genre — fake dating to lovers, highschool au
pair — basketball player!jay x journalist!fem reader
ft — all of enhypen, itzy’s chaeryeong, yeji & lia, justb’s geonu and chuji & + more!
contains — fluff, angst, crack, major miscommunication between jay & yn, older brother geonu, ex gf chaeryeong :/ (im so sorry chaeryoung ilysm </3)
taglist (open!): send an ask or message me if you would like to be apart of the list! (perm taglist will be tagged!)
authors note — to apologize for the mess of “love hard” here’s another jay smau w the same idea just made completely better!! i’ve looked up how to write the whole “fake dating” trope so i think it will be better <3 (hopefully) & also possibly slow updates due to school!!! so i hope you all enjoy <3
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profiles — 1, 2, 3
1 — hags
2 — withdraws
3 — interviews written
4 —
5 —
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i wont go home without you
Jay Park x Idol!Reader
Summary: Jay has had a crush on you for years, but you were always too busy or out of reach for him. But now that he's got you walking around his company because of your collaboration with Simon Dominic & Mokyo, he thinks it's a good time as ever to get the show on the road.
Word Count: 1k+
Warnings: Pining, fluff, typos, etc.
A/N: idk why i felt really inspired to write this but here you go! I hope you enjoy it @bird-pinkxx lol i hope i dont have too many typos i havent gone through this yet.
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I open the door and poke my head inside the studio. I break into a smile when I see Ssam-D and Mokyo staring into the bright screen wordlessly while arranging some .
"Ooohhh, so serious," I tease as I walk in. The two turn to me and I hold up some iced coffee drinks, "want to spill this all over the mixing panel?"
Mokyo chuckles while Simon Dominic clicks his tongue, "ya, you really know how to drive Jay nuts."
I knit my brows as I hand them the beverages, "this has literally nothing to do with him, but okay."
"Ya, everything you do here has everything to do with him. He owns the floor you're standing on."
I narrow my eyes at him, "okay? What do you want me to do, levitate?"
Mokyo snorts at that as he gets his share and passes Ssam-D the other, "he's trying to be a wingman for Jay." He sips on his drink, "he came in a minute ago, thinking you were here, then played it off and left when you weren't."
"Right," Ssam-D agrees, sipping on his drink, "he's so stupid when he's around you. It was cute at first," Kiseok sighs, "now it's so annoying."
I purse my lips and shrug, "again... not sure what I'm supposed to do with that information."
Kiseok takes a big gulp then pulls the straw away from his lips, "what do you think of him anyway?"
"Wah," I shake my head and raise my hands, "I think he's Jay Park."
Mokyo makes a dramatic pained sound and places a hand on his left rib cage. I raise a brow at that and narrow my eyes. I proceed to shove him just as he's about to take a sip. He pulls his cup away and looks at me with wide eyes, "Ya! What would you did if this gets on the equipment?!"
I click my tongue and give him a look, "make Jay daddy pay for it, obviously."
Kiseok wheezes and cackles at that , nearly shooting out of his seat in amusement. I break into a chuckle as Mokyo snorts.
"But seriously, I don't you like him, even just a little bit?" Kiseok inquires.
I take a moment to respond, "I mean, we don't really talk much and I personally don't like guys who can't even admit they like me, you know."
Kiseok nods his head slowly at that. Mokyo agrees, "Fair."
The three of us brainstorm and talk about our ideas and vision for our collaboration. We've been going through stuff all day now and only just had a break. For a while, we take turns discussing our thoughts, then we begin to freestyle verses.
Having had a eureka moment, I am promptly told to go into the booth and record the tune we suddenly thought of.
I walk into the room, put the headphones on and practice the bars we got. I pull out my phone and go over the lyrics we made. I repeat it a couple times and do some spontaneous riffs.
"Wah!" I hear an exclaim.
I look outside the booth and see their looks of astonishment. Mokyo chimes in, "can you repeat that again?"
"This one?" I ask and proceed to repeat what I did last.
I am quickly praised and encouraged.
The minutes melt like seconds as I'm singing my heart out to this improv. I have only one side of the headphones against my ear and I close my eyes as I throw my head back and belt.
I nod each time I get a signal to repeat, redo, or tweak something but keep my eyes fixed on my phone, typing away the pointers I'm given.
By the time I'm done, I finally look out the booth and shape my hands into a heart. Only then do I notice Jay is outside smiling back at me with the other two in his label.
"Great job," Kiseok praises, raising a thumb, " I got chills when you did the riffs."
Mokyo agrees and so does Jay. I break into a laugh and shake my head, but nonetheless thank them.
I turn to Jay, who was already looking at me, "oh, you're here? When did you come in?"
"In the best moment, I think, when you were going over the end of the verse," he says with a grin.
"Oooh, I really like that part too."
Simon Dominic and Mokyo exchange looks, the former clears his throat, "yeah. I think we're good for today. We can contine tomorrow."
I nod, placing a hand on my belly, "I'm starving. It feels like I didn't have lunch."
Concerned, Jay's eyebrows quirk, "you didn't have lunch?"
"No, I said it feels like it," I click my tongue, "I had lunch, but these two stayed back and recorded some rap lines."
Jay lets out a breath. Mokyo defends himself, "we ate a big breakfast!"
I roll my eyes, "and you should have ate your shoes while I ate a sandwich for lunch."
"How about we," Jay raises his hands and claps them together, "all have dinner together? My treat."
The two of them instantly agree but I don't, which is why all eyes fall on me. I hesitate, "I don't know."
"Ah ya," Kiseok scolds, "you're not going to skip dinner on my watch."
"Trust me I won't. I just have an early schedule tomorrow and I know you'll all be drinking and I'd rather not drink and be shitfaced the next day."
Jay doesn't miss a beat when he responds, "I won't drink either."
The three of us turn to him. Mokyo snorts. Kiseok calls him out.
I take a moment to respond before ultimately shrugging and agreeing.
On our way to the restaurant, Jay does nothing but compliment me as he drives. Although the three of us decided to sit back and make it look like Jay was our driver, he didn't mind and still went out of his way dote about everything, from my appearance, to my singing, to my career, to my personality, to downright things that he probably only just thought of in the spur of the moment, like being able to put up with Simon Dominic and Mokyo at the same time.
I mean, I don't know what they're like around him but they aren't that insufferable.
We promptly arrive to a restaurant and walk in.
We arrive at a table and Jay pulls out my chair for me. I thank him, adding a polite smile.
"Ya," Kiseok kicks Jay after helping me sit down, "quit it. It's too much."
Jay turns to him and breaks into a chuckle, "ya, you're the one who said our vocal star likes dudes who are upfront about their emotions and I'm about to show everyone just how upfront I can get."
Mokyo sighs and sits down next to me.
Jay turns to him, "Ya."
I turn to Jay and Ssam-D, "of course you two talked about me."
Kiseok clicks his tongue in annoyance, "the idiot won't shut up about it. I had to throw him something."
The two sit down. Jay decides to sit in front of me after Mokyo's adamance to staying in his seat.
"So," Jay leans in, elbows resting on the table, "are you seeing anyone?"
I snort. The other two collectively groan.
"I'm sure you can be seen just fine," says Mokyo.
I can't help but mirror Jay's actions though, placing my elbows on the table, "I'm not."
Jay dramatically leans back and places a hand on his chest, "wah, my heart just skipped a beat after being so near your pretty face."
Mokyo is disgusted. Kiseok is oddly endeared and can't help but grin at the interaction.
I decide to jest, "Too bad the feelings aren't mutual."
Jay leans forward and taps the table with his finger, "how do I make the feelings mutual then?"
"Good evening, are you ready to order?"
We turn to the waitress and I break into a smile, "Chicken and ice cream."
Jay firmly pats the table then points, "okay, chicken and ice cream for my future lover."
"That's it," Mokyo pushes himself back and stands, "I'm fucking leaving."
"Ya, Choi Myung-hwan," I turn to him and catch his shirt in my fist, "sit down."
Mokyo sits down.
Jau randomly blurts, "that was hot."
It's Kiseok's turn, "Ya!" he breaks into a chuckle but then makes an annoyed sound, "how was that hot."
Jay doesn't spare him a look and smacks his lips, "well a hot person said it."
For the first time in our banter, I find my cheeks tingle at his comment. I clear my throat and motion to the lady standing by our table, "ya, she's been waiting for our order for five years."
The rest of the night continues like this. Jay says something cheesy, the two grow more annoyed, and I grow a little bit more willing to hear him out more.
By the time we finish eating, Jay purposefully calls out that he's only driving me home. I'm about to protest, but the two quickly agree that there was no way they were going to listen to Jay's compliments for me any longer.
The lack of people present in the ride back, partner with me now sitting in front out of courtesy made the first few moments of the drive a little awkward. Jay was quick to lighten up the mood though.
"Now, imma be real with you," Jay says, eyes fixed on the road as he makes a turn, "you drive me insane cause I have to actually will myself to be confident around you. You get it? I will myself to be confident."
I turn to him as he says this.
He continues, "I don't know what it is about you. Maybe the fact I've know you for a long time and yet we don't really talk, or maybe it's cause every time I see you have another great comeback after another great comeback and you just look prettier than ever."
I bring my hand to my lips in an attempt to hold back a smile.
Jay turns to me and catches this, chuckling at that, "gosh you don't know how elated I am to have you finally acknowledge my presence."
"Ya. Why are you acting like I've been ignoring you?"
Jay raises a brow, "well I couldn't get one good conversation out of you before, so it's just as good as being ignored."
I roll my eyes, "so dramatic."
Jay scrunches his nose, "so cute. Gah. A big part of my brain is yelling that I shouldn't go home without you but I don't play like that-- unless you want to, of course."
I clear my throat and cross my arms, "save that for another time."
I am taken aback by Jay suddenly bursting out laughing and gripping his fists in victory, "hell yeah! Here's to another time coming soon!"
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seawitch62 · 2 years
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Worst Date Scenario
Jay Park x OC
Fluff
WC: .7k
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Worst date scenario.
Jay Park
Bee was excited, Jay finally reached out to her today.
Realizing he's busy, with the new label, Won Soju, festivals appearances, music, working on the new music.
Still, it's been a minute since she last heard from him, even a text would have been nice, she sighs.
Tomorrow, what did he say?
"A date you won't forget!"
What romantic adventures has he got planned ?
"I have nothing to wear!"
Shopping expedition is needed,
Bee thinks to herself.
Bee hits the mall, clothing stores, 
browsing for hours till she finds what is the perfect  outfit.
"Shoes! I need new shoes!" She mutters.
Zeroing in on the shoe stores she finds the perfect shoes to match her newly acquired outfit.
"Handbag, I don't have one that is coloured coordinates with the outfit and shoes"
Next  stop, looking for a bag to match, her determination pays off and she finds exactly what she wants.
Accessories, 'can't ever go wrong with new bling'
Last stop, the hairdresser, trim and colour and eyebrow wax. 
After eating her take out, she grabbed at the mall, she pondered her purchases and was very pleased, telling herself, she did  great and she will look 'hot'.
From experience Bee has discovered when Jay states a time to be ready fifteen minutes early.
He is not one to sit idly, movement is the name of the game.  Not lacking in conversation skills, he can keep the chat alive, animated hand gestures come part and parcel with his dialogue.
Knowing this Bee keeps herself abreast with the news and other happenings, one never knows what topics may arise.
A vehicle pulls up, just as she suspected fourteen minutes early, one last glance in the mirror, happy with her reflected image, she leaves her cozy flat, locking the door behind her and heads toward the car.
The man holding the door open for her, Kwon as she simply refers to him, closes the door as she seats herself  in the car.
Jay greets her with a smile, and immediately starts chattering.
Cursory questions "how are you? What have you been up to?"
Followed by lengthy discussions about his happenings.
Suddenly he changes the subject 
"I have a present  for you"
"Wow thank you" she replies with a warm smile.
Jay passes her a gift bag, intrigued as to what he may have got her, she looks into the bag.
The first thing she notices is the pattern on the material.
It's exactly the same as the pants he is wearing.
"How sweet" she tells herself
With exuberant delight she yanks the item out of the bag.
It's a pair of pants.
The pants are a twin set to those he  is wearing. 'So romantic, matching outfits'
Dizzy with happiness, she reaches over, arms wrapping around him, "I love them thank you".
She is rewarded with a grin.
Bee's mind is running around in circles, they have been driving for a while now, where are they going?
Jay is excited, hyper even, but when is not!
"Your gonna fucking love the surprise, you will not fucking forget it, I promise!" He states with certainty.
Music fills the vehicle, Bee is as happy as a bird with a worm.
Anticipation slowly mounting, what else does he have in store? Romantic picnic? A hike while they walk hand in hand?
She has no clue, but she is eager for the answer.
As if fate had heard , the vehicle stopped.
Kwon opens the  door and Jay leaps out of the vehicle.
"Come on,"  Jay tells her impatiently.
Bee exits the vehicle, only to notice people surrounding Jay with  greetings, she notices they are wearing the same pants as Jay and the ones he gifted her.
Confused she looks around,
'Where the hell are we?' she ponders.
'It looks like a farm' 
Jay is busily chatting away, then he looks at Bee.
"Welcome to Won Soju Farm"
"Grab your pants!"
"Let's get to work!"
"Work?" She utters.
Smiling from ear to ear, Jay saunters off with the crowd that greeted his arrival.
Looking around she realizes he is not joking, this is indeed a farm.
He wants or expects me to work on his farm!
Dejectedly, she grabs the pants and follows Jay.
He is right; she muses this is one date she will never forget.
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seowa · 6 months
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✶ AFTER YOU'VE READ ANGST LIST !
or a compilation of my favourite fluff works that you can read after reading heart-wrenching angsts :›
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이희승 ⋆ LHS
01 love is in the air @isoobie 02 cherry tinted @isoobie / @flwrshee 03 don't give me that look @heeliopheelia 04 keep kissing me like that and i'll marry you @heeliopheelia 05 heartbeat @strzlun 06 intimacy after dark @hysgf 07 sweet delicacy @hyhees 08 shirt @hoonvrs 09 campus' flirt @soov 10 chapstick challenge @jaeyunverse 11 always been you @jaeyunverse
박종성 ⋆ PJS
01 i hope i reached you @okwonyo 02 four times jay almost proposed + one time he actually did @jaylver 03 just hold me @heeliopheelia 04 let's take things slow from here @goldenhypen 05 meeting you here @goldenhypen 06 the line in between @yenqa 07 love letters @junityy 08 study lessons @jaeyunverse
심재윤 ⋆ SJY
01 kiss it better baby @sjyuns 02 navy blue tie @byhees 03 heavy eyes @hyhees 04 here with you @yenqa 05 your name @soobnny
박성훈 ⋆ PSH
01 secret @isoobie 02 intentions @sjyuns 03 cherry @misojunnie 04 please say it @heeliopheelia 05 the twenty-four hours dating challenge @jaeyunverse
김선우 ⋆ KSN
01 you're so easy to love @heeliopheelia 02 misfit @palajae 03 face @hoonvrs 04 game time @goldenhypen 05 opposites attract @goldenhypen
양정원 ⋆ YJW
01 i've missed you @heeliopheelia 02 anti-romantic @strzlun 03 sandy cheeks @hoonvrs 04 love grows where jungwon goes @soobnny
西村 力 ⋆ NRK
01 tutoring @strzlun 02 love me (k)not @palajae ( this has a sprinkle of angst ) 03 round and around @hoonvrs 04 twizzle into my heart @amakumos 05 hype girl @palajae ( tiniest bit of angst )
note. this will probably be updated whenever possible. also, consider checking out other works of the above writers as well because they're just as good
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snoowpee · 1 month
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comfortable - p.js
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Pairing ⇾ boyfriend!jay x girlfriend!reader
Genre ⇾ smut
Warnings ⇾ unprotected sex (don’t make stupid decisions!), fingering, teasing, marking, oral (both giving & receiving), hair pulling, cum eating, overstimulation, squirting, dacryphilia, name calling (whore, cockslut), spanking, slight praise kink, size kink, attempted cockwarming, jay asks reader if she wants to use her safe word. I might’ve missed something but that’s the gist of it, enjoy!
Summary ⇾ your boyfriend is being really clingy while you try to watch your favorite show.
Word count ⇾ 2.0k words
Playlist ⇾ H.E.R. - Comfortable.
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Your relationship with Jay has its share of being touchy, it may be intentional or unintentional, but it was fairly touchy overall. So when he comes over and sees you binge watching your favorite show, Money Heist, all he does is engulf you in a hug. Though with Jay being touchy comes the need to be comfortable, very comfortable. Leading you to your current position, on his lap with his arms wrapped around you. You weren’t gonna lie, when it comes to this whole being comfortable shit, Jay knows what he’s doing.
After a few more episodes, you felt one of his large hands crawl up underneath your shirt. You didn’t mind it though, knowing Jay has developed this habit of fondling or playing with your breasts whilst you’re sitting on his lap. You felt his lips touch the skin of your neck, and again you didn’t mind. 
“Babe, I wanna lay down.” Jay whispered, lips touching your right ear.
“Wait, give me like two minutes, shit’s about to go down.” You say, too indulged. Jay laughs at your eagerness to finish the episode you’re currently watching. He begins to fondle with your breasts again, busying himself with his phone as he scrolls through it, patiently waiting for you.
“Ok, done.” You turn around to face him, he pecks your lips, making the both of you smile. You get off his lap, laying down on your back.
Jay follows ensuite, positioning his head to lay on top of your breast, wrapping his arms around your torso. You wrap your legs around his upper body, liking the position you’re in. “You smell good,” Jay says, lifting up your shirt to press a kiss on your stomach.
“Thanks, babe,” you say.
The two of you stayed in that position for a while, with you watching your favorite show, playing with Jay’s hair absentmindedly. You were on season four thinking Jay was fast asleep, when you felt him lift your shirt up, kissing the top of your shorts’ waistband. It was an innocent gesture at first, but when he pulled it down a little to reveal your cotton underwear, you knew he was up to something.
“What are you doing?” You pull on the strands of Jay’s hair. He groaned at the action, meeting your gaze. Combing through the strands of his hair, you trace his jaw and ask again, “What are you doing?” 
Instead of answering, he dips his hand inside of your underwear, cold fingers making contact with your folds, causing a stir of arousal within you. He smirked just as you inhaled deeply.
“I don’t know, you tell me. What am I doing?” He moves his fingers slowly, teasing you.
“God, you’re driving me insane.” You wrapped your fingers around his throat, feeling him pull off your shorts with your underwear. He then parts your lower lips, leaning in to lick a stripe through your folds up to your clit.
“Hands up,” he orders, getting rid of your shirt, leaving you completely bare. Jay positions himself in between your legs, kissing your inner thighs in the process.
As soon as he is settled between your legs, he grips your thighs apart, holding you in place as he continues licking your folds. Your hand moves to grip on the strands of his hair, letting out a soft sweet moan, causing his pants to tighten as you continue your small whimpers. 
Jay’s gaze stays on you, watching your face contort into pleasure as he eats you out like a starved man. Your knuckles turn white as you harshly grip his hair, leaving him groaning against your core.
“Jay…” you moan out immediately after he slips a finger into your cunt, your wetness coating his finger from how wet you were. You let out a deep breath when he starts to move his finger. 
He adds a second finger in when you eventually adjust to the stretch, gaining speed with every moan you let out. 
“Babe…” you voiced out, the pitch of your voice higher than usual at the feeling of his tongue flicking against your clit. The knot in your stomach tightens, when Jay adds a third finger in. “Baby…’m c-close!” You attempt to close your legs around him, but the grip he has on you stops the action.
“Cum, baby,” Jay pumps his fingers faster, helping the knot in your stomach come undone. He doesn’t stop his actions, fingering you through your orgasm. 
Jay pulls his cum coated fingers out of your cunt, licking them clean. You felt your core throb as he shamelessly moaned at the taste of you.
“You taste really sweet, babe.” You gasped as you felt his tongue circle around your hole again, barely dipping in. He pulls away, only to do the same thing again, barely licking your hole and then pulling away. Again and again.
Once you had enough of his teasing, you tugged his hair, pulling him closer, his tongue flat against the heat of your cunt. You grind against it, basking in the pleasure, squirming against Jay’s touch, bucking your hips up with how good you’re feeling. As you rode his tongue, your thighs began to shake again, releasing your arousal all over him after a while.
You breathlessly tried to move away from Jay when he stopped you.
“Stop moving,” he says against your cunt. His big hands cup your hips, pushing it down harshly to hold you in place. “Give me another one,” he sternly orders, you quiver under his hold, moaning helplessly when he starts eating you out again.
“W-What! No!” You choked out, a tear escaping your eye at the immense amount of pleasure. “B-Baby…please! Stop! J-Jay…” your mouth hung open, moans pouring out.
“Say the safe word if you really mean it, babe,” Jay waited. 
He waited but he didn’t stop.
He didn’t stop because you did not say it. 
You feel him smirk against your cunt, but you were too overwhelmed with the pleasure his tongue was giving you to care.
“Too much,” you stuttered out, eyes rolling at the back of your head. Suddenly, a gush of fluid came out of you, squirting your arousal all over Jay’s tongue.
“Holy shit,” Jay looks at you, dumbfounded. Once he regains his senses, he starts lapping up your releases, to ‘clean’ you up, careful not to waste a single drop. 
You winced as he kissed your sensitive clit. Jay chuckled, finding your reaction cute. “My whore enjoying herself?” He raises an eyebrow, smirking. You only nodded, too exhausted to be coherent.
“Now…” Jay begins, hands reaching for his back, to pull off his shirt by the neckline, “…you’ve had your fun…” he got a hold on the fabric of his shirt, pulling it off, throwing it to the side right after, joining the pile of your disregarded clothes. “…it’s time to have mine,” he leans in, arms on either side of your body, caging you. 
Jay nibbles on the sensitive part of your neck, “Yeah?” 
It was a rhetorical question, of course, but you couldn’t help but nod. Jay sat up again, pulling the drawstrings of his gray sweats, standing up, getting rid of his bottoms altogether. You can’t help but admire him; melanin skin, toned abs, messy hair all on full display, with his angry veiny leaking cock standing tall and proud. Your mouth watered at the sight. He looked so scrumptious.
“J-Jay…want to suck you off,” you try to sit up with the remaining energy you have left, crawling slowly to the foot of the bed. 
You stay on your hands and knees when you come face to face with Jay’s cock. He runs a hand through your hair till it reaches the back of your head, gripping it.
“Open wide,” he said, tugging on your hair, before thrusting his cock inside your mouth. 
Jay groaned when he felt his tip reach the back of your throat. You tried fitting all of him in your mouth, bobbing your head up and down, breathing through your nose, licking the underside of his cock. His hand harshly comes down on the skin of your ass, making you whimper as he slaps your ass repeatedly. 
“What a little cockslut,” he lets out another deep moan. 
“You’re my little cockslut, aren’t you?” 
You tried to nod despite having your mouth full of his cock. Jay shoves his cock further down your throat, making you gag around him, feeling his dick throb against your tongue. You know the way you sputter and drool around him turns him on, especially when you’re all messy and fucked up for him. 
“Fuck baby, you’re driving me crazy,” Jay continues his harsh thrusts.
When you feel his cock twitch, you hollow your cheeks and suck even harder, wanting to feel his cum on your tongue. To your dismay, Jay pulls you off of his cock by your hair. 
“Keep your mouth open,” he said. You were quick to oblige, sticking your tongue out, drool dripping down your chin, while gazing up at your boyfriend. “God, you’re so hot,” Jay muttered, lost in his thoughts.
Your lips curve upward into a smile at his compliment. 
In front of you, he pumped his cock faster, the tip hitting your tongue a couple of times. He loudly moaned when he finally released all over your tongue. You swallowed satisfied, not missing the chance to lick him ‘clean’ after.
“Good job, baby,” he kisses your neck, manhandling you to lay on your back. “Can you give me one more?” He pecked your lips, the act seeming innocent in contrast to the actions he’s planning to do to you.
What?
“Are you serious?” You respond with heavy eyelids, you glanced at his half hard cock. You can’t be serious. You sighed. 
“Cockwarming?” You wrapped your arms around his neck, his chest meeting yours.
“Until you can go again?” He asked and you nod as a response, it was hard to talk with the way your throat is hurting. “Yeah?” Jay pecked your lips again, aligning his cock with your entrance. 
You both let out a synchronized moan when he seethes in. 
“Fuck baby, you feel so fucking good around me,” he peppers your face with kisses. You giggled as you wrap your legs around him so he can go in deeper. 
You see Jay look down at your tummy with a smile on his face, “look how deep I can go in you.” 
You only understood what he meant when you saw his cock bulging out of your stomach. Oh, fuck.
“Fuck that’s hot,” you said, voice below whisper. 
Jay moves in and out of you slowly, looking at you for confirmation. You give him a small nod as a response, so he continues moving his hips. Jay slips a hand between your bodies, his large hands cupping your tummy, pushing it down. 
“Oh my god,” you gasped, “baby, I can feel you so deep! Keep doing that!” you moan out louder.
Jay grabs onto the headboard, using it as leverage to pound into you, his hips snapping onto yours in an inhumane speed. Tears trail down your cheeks as your eyes roll at the back of your head.
Your nails unintentionally scratch Jay’s back, while he leaves hickies at the valley of your breasts. 
Jay’s hands cupped your breasts, thumb tracing each of your nipples. He playfully bites your left nipple causing you to gasp loudly. 
He fondled your breasts for a while, swirling his tongue around it whilst playfully nibbling it, switching to your other breast to give it the same attention as the other one. “You’re gonna be the death of me,” you breathlessly said.
It doesn’t take long for the both of you to reach your highs with the way Jay is pounding into you. After a few more thrusts, he pulls out of you to release his load all over your cunt. 
“You’re amazing,” Jay kisses your lips, you smile into the kiss feeling proud and happy at his compliment. “Let’s get you cleaned up, yeah?” He leaves a kiss on the top of your head, carrying you to the bathroom, to run you a warm bath. 
When you take a hold of his cock, he looks at you.
“My baby wants to go again?”
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A La Folie ft. Jay
Synopsis: Wounds came and went. All in the circle of life am I right? The greatest warrior among all the kings, Park Jay. For him, seeing blood was like seeing the sky. It was a daily routine which he could not escape. Yes sometimes he had grave injuries, which he wouldn't stop to take care of, with him being a workaholic. But sometimes healers do more than heal physical wounds, and for Jay, you did exactly that.
Pairings: King!Jay × healer!fem!reader
Warnings: angst, fluff, no smut (yet hehe), mentions of blood, violence, domestic abuse, mentions of cheating, mistresses (don't read it if you can't handle it), mentions of food, Jay has a REALLY tragic past sorry bout that, reader is an orphan, also this is really dramatic IM SORRY I CANT NOT WRITE DRAMA, open ending oohh
A/N: EYYY MR JAY PARK WOOHOO Ngl I was so excited to write this but the exams and all made this kinda difficult to write so if anyone has been waiting for this I'm sorry for the extremely long wait. Also yes this wil be in three parts yay. @yunabi436 this is for you baby 😽
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"And from Aphrodite's rotten lovesick blood did the white flowers turn into a darker shade of red, eternally forming the flower of love."
Aphrodite and the hunter Adonis' tale had been one of boars, blood, lust and love.
For the young king of the iron-kingdom of Vadronia (rightly given its moniker), the only thing he cared about in all of those four things were the boars and the blood.
Jay Park's kingdom wasn't the strongest in all of Paradoxica just in a penny's wish and a flick of a tail feather. It was quote unquote 'molten from iron itself' as all its rulers were.
From all of his brothers, Jay was probably the one who took his duties as a warrior seriously.
Well, a bit too seriously, according to the said brothers.
"Jay would you please stop running so fast?" Sunghoon panted, putting his hands on his knees and breathing heavily as beads of sweat dripped from his hair and skin.
The mud track was always the hardest one to trench upon, and with Jay on your trail? It was hell. Atleast that's what Jake and Sunghoon described it as.
"Are you going to be saying that when you're running from enemy horses?" Jay turned back and glared at Sunghoon, the light autumn breeze giving him peace as it whipped his hair around.
"For God's sake Jay, no one is going to invade us now." Heeseung walked into the scene, with much less sweatier clothes and an arrow clutched in his hand, indicating he had come back from his target practice, "Give the poor guys a break."
"Yes please give us a break I'll go down on my knees." Jake was close to collapsing on the floor, his hand desperately clutching onto the nearby flag pole for support.
"You'd go down on your knees for your best friend." Jay scoffed, throwing his head back to shake the sweat out of his hair follicles, because as glorious as they were, the stray strands still annoyed him, "And you." He turned towards Heeseung, who, even though was much taller than Jay, now looked like a dwarf in front of Jay's broad figure, "How many times do I have to remind you to come for practice?"
"It's not my fault." Heeseung jut out his bottom lip, he always loved acting cute in front of Jay even if he was older, "Little princess back at home has been spying on me. And not gonna lie, I am extremely aroused."
"Why did I even ask?" Jay rolled his eyes and stretched out his arms, the bright burning sun reflecting in his eyes like the moonshine he loved so much, which he drank by the fireplace as he penned down poetry he could show to no one.
"So Jayyyy" Sunghoon dragged his words out, "Felt any sparks lately?"
"Ask that question again and you'll be running twenty laps round this track." Jay promptly replied, cleaning his face with the lavender-smelling towel the nearby servant handed to him. He always loved the lavender scented things, it reminded him of the springs with his mother, oh how she would tease him with tiny flowers in his hair, and the clink of her ruby created dagger in her belt. The dagger lay soulless now, sitting in a secretive place in Jay's room, as he stared at it and remembered that moment again and again. His bastard father, no matter how many times Jay had cursed him, he still couldn't get it out of his mind.
His mother, his compassionate, kind mother, didn't deserve to bleed out from his father's turn of blade.
And no matter how many potions he took, the smell of the blood filled ballroom still lingered in his nose at night, when he would jolt awake in cold sweat, wanting to cling onto his mother, but then he'd remember that he wasn't eight anymore, she was gone.
"Jay you're my brother and I really respect you a lot." Heeseung started, sitting Jay down on the oak bench, while Jake and Sunghoon quietly sneaked out, running for their lives back to their horses, "But you've got to find someone to love in your life, you've got to get over your fear."
"Weren't you the one who was complaining about love to Jake and I a few days ago?" Jay raised a magnificently trimmed brow, to which Heeseung chuckled.
"Yep but then I fell into that rabbit hole and I seem to like it, a bit too much perhaps." Heeseung stared into the distance, instantly losing his dramatic moment as the setting sun hit his pupils.
"Yeah, someday when I'm older maybe." Jay fiddled with his fingers, he never could keep them still, "But for now, I wanted to ask if you'd want to come with me on a hunt tomorrow?"
"A hunt?" Heeseung quizzed, lifting himself with much difficulty off of the bench, bow in hand, "You haven't invited me to a hunt in ages."
"Necessity is the mother of invention." Jay got up as well, scented towel still in hand, "And in this case it's that wild boar our men have been hunting since last month, been terrorizing the border between Tarnow and Vadronia now. I'm surprised you haven't noticed yet."
"Consider me blinded by love." Heeseung threw a flirtatious wink at Jay, who visibly gagged, "I'll be there."
"I'll be waiting."
"No no no, Jay, we, under no circumstances, apply essence of Hibiscus to a water snake's venom." A lady with greying hair sighed, bending over a wooden cup, while a sturdy, black haired man gulped heavily and stared nervously at the herbs in his hand.
Jay was never very successful in his healing classes, and under the strict gaze of his teacher, old Mrs.Chun, he was far away from catching the train of success.
"I don't get it." Jay frowned like a child, setting the hibiscus flower down on the table filled with healing equipments of all kind, "Wasn't the essence of Hibiscus supposed to combat this snake's venom?"
The old lady sighed again and rolled her eyes, snatching the hibiscus from the table and setting it into a basket full of the bright red flowers. With her other hand, she picked up a wicker work basket of lavender and lifted it up to Jay.
"Lavender. I said lavender remember?" She smiled up at Jay like an encouraging teacher, "Lavender for the wounds which make a man turn purple, and hibiscus for the blood drops."
Jay mumbled the rule under his mouth before pressing the lavender petals to the venom splanched across the bown om front of him. The purplish colour immediately turned a healing shade of dark yellow, satisfying Jay and letting out a sigh of relief from the old lady.
"Just some more practice and patience and you'll be a good healer in no time." Mrs. Chun patted Jay's arm sympathetically.
"But why do I even need to be a healer?" Jay asked curiously, putting the box of potions up on the shelf where they belonged, "I'm already a warrior."
"Every great warrior needs to know how to tend to his own wounds." The old lady smiled, looking curiously at a green flask, "I made a vow to your mother to never let you fail in this subject."
Jay smiled fondly at the thought of his mother spending her hours in the infirmary along with Mrs. Chun. Mrs. Chun herself was like his mother figure, providing him the hugs his 14 year old self needed so bad years ago.
"And remember Jay!" Mrs. Chun called out just as Jay was about to leave the room, "I won't be here for the entirety of next month."
"But then who's going to look after the infirmary?" Jay turned back and raised a quizzical brow at Mrs.Chun, who smiled gently.
"My apprentice will." She promptly replied, "She's a nice girl, I told her all about your predicament of failing at healing." Jay let out a chuckle at Mrs.Chun's joke, "She'll take your classes alright?"
"Don't miss me too much Mrs.Chun!" Jay laughed, "I'm your favourite remember?"
Mrs.Chun laughed heartily to herself. Oh that boy, she thought, still a bit at heart even if he was a man to the world.
Only a bit of love perhaps, can truly lead him to show this side of him to the world.
Jay sighed heavily as he plopped down on his armchair, the most comfortable one by the fire.
Love, he scoffed, what a stupid, dangerous thing.
He believed his father to love his mother, he believed his mother to love his father even as he went out every night to quote unquote 'find himself'. Mistresses were awful buisness, and no Queen had ever objected her king having one. But of course, his mother had to object, she had to be different. She had to storm in to her husband and his lover and confront them. And his father, fire-filled man he was, had to strike a blade through her belly, making her bleed out in 14 year old Jay's arms.
And of course, Jay, blinded by his rage, had to strike his father back, skilled as his father was, Jay was more fleet footed, and in the blink of an eye, his father and his father's new toy were lying in cold blood on the floor, as Jay sobbed, clutching his mother's body, dead as a fish out of the ocean.
And his brothers had noticed, they had always noticed how Jay was never the same from that day. From the happy boy who loved to write stories and poetry and who hated to even step foot in the training yard, Jay became the mercenary king, ready with his sword clutched in hand, and his poems long forgotten to silence and withering darkness.
But it wasn't to say that Jay was a ruthless ruler, he chose not to take that path, especially not after half the kingdom starved under the rule of his father. It wouldn't have been a lie to say he was the kindest one in all of Paradoxica, except he didn't really show it in the way he spoke or acted, but by the way he controlled the administration and whatnot of the kingdom. This kept his busy, seldom leaving time for any other activities, much to the disappointment of his brothers, especially Heeseung, who had always been the closest to him, who had known what he was truly like, deep inside.
Clutching his eagle feather quill, one of his most dearest ones, Jay dipped the tip into his ink pot, letting the excess ink dry off before pressing it to his leather bound diary.
When he wrote the feelings he couldn't ever say out loud onto the softwood paper, Jay felt a sort of contentment, he had always been a clandestine philophile, so to write his proses on the idea of love, death and misery, was to create a beautiful choreography on his mindset.
Alas, if there was only someone he could show them to, someone who would understand what Jay meant in the lines, even with his messy loopy calligraphy, that would have been a dream truly come true.
But how could a man who wrote poems to challenge the angels of love themselves, ever find love?
But I am a mere narrator, what would I know?
And sometimes, just sometimes, Cupid lurked in the ballrooms of dancing princes and in the dark inkpots of oxymoronic kings.
"I have no idea what's happening, but I'm happy to be here." Sunghoon's beautiful Clydesdale horse pranced around on the grass, as energetic and as similar a persona as her owner.
"Would you tell her to calm down?" Heeseung's own chestnut's hooves guided him towards Sunghoon, "She needs the energy for the hunt." Heeseung easily managed to calm the mare down by scratching behind her eyes, to which Sunghoon drooped since he had been enjoying the prancing around a bit too much.
"Why are we going on a hunt again?" Jake adjusted his saddle, making sure he was buckled in properly to his Fox Trotter horse, "Aren't we above killing animals now?"
"Your best friend tell you that?" The clip clopping of Jay's magnificent Dutch Warmblood sent all of the soldiers to silence, "And if the animal is a wild boar, no we aren't above that."
"Whatever you say, oh great King." Sunghoon snickered, as he did a sort of bow on his horse, making everyone laugh.
"Oh shut up." Jay rolled his eyes, clutching onto his horse's hair, and leaning into his usual stance, "Come on now, don't want to keep a beauty waiting do we?" And with the mighty neigh of his horse, he rode off into the forest, followed by Heeseung, Jake and Sunghoon, who followed with dramatic sighs.
"Sometimes I wonder if he just wants to live in an adventure book and say cringey lines all the time." Sunghoon jested, making the others laugh.
"Where on earth is Sunoo?" Jay shouted out, completely ignoring the statement made about him, as the rest of the three managed to catch up to his horse's pace.
"Probably tending to his vineyard." The wind whipped Jake's hair around, "God knows if he'd ever accept coming to a hunt with us."
"Maybe a grape hunt-"
"Shh!"
Jay's action of stopping his horse, and shushing everyone startled the others, and as the clopping of hooves quietened down, they understood why Jay had stopped so abruptly.
The rustling of the nearby begonia bushes, combined with the noises of an animal which sounded extremely similar to a wild boar, alerted them, as they drew out their swords, daggers and metal tipped arrows, all from treasure chest of Vadronia's amazing metalwork, aiming them at the begonia bushes, as Jay held up his closed fist to give the command.
"Come on out." Jay whispered to no one in particular but himself, as the begonia bushes began shaking more rapidly and the sounds of an animal's footsteps came nearer.
"Hey maybe we should-" Heeseung bagan quietly to Jay, but was interrupted by the ripping of the begonias into shreds.
And there it was, what Jay had been waiting for.
A big wild boar in its full magnificence.
Ivory tusks in full gleam, swathes of brown fur all over its damaged skin, with wounds from previous hints. A ture display of its strength, Jay thought, it wanted to intimidate them, as if to say 'see how many people haven't defeated me yet, why do you think you stand a chance?'.
"Steady now, Lady." Jay patted his horse, which was ever so graciously named Lady, although the mare's personality in battle was far away from a lady's. Jay always preferred mares to horses, he though they were more faster and agile, while horses used their brute strength. And he had a hatred from brute strength. It was what got her killed after all.....
"Jake look out!" Heeseung cried out, snapping Jay out of his daze of staring into the boar's eyes. Of all the animals of the world, he hated this one the most, he hated the way his father loved to hunt them, and how he'd come home from hunts everyday drenched in blood with a boar skull im his hands, from which his mother would recoil from, what with her hatred of the smell of iron.
Hatred, that's all that was there in Jay's life. And that's all there will be.
"Jay, we have to get back come on!" Sunghoon cried, his horse already galloping away. The boar was far too big for them to contain. "Jay?" Heeseung peered back, "Jay no!"
But the sturdy built man's ears heeded no warning as he stepped along to the boar, his sword clutched tightly in hand, the carving of his name in the metal shining bright, as if to warn the spirit of the forest that he has arrived.
"Hyung what's happe-" Jake and Sunghoon's horses had turned back to see why the eldest wasn't coming, only to see Jay stabbing at the boar, while Heeseung tried to get Lady, who was close to prancing away into the depths of the forest.
"Help me would ya!" Heeseung cried, flinging his rope around Lady's magnificent neck, to which Sunghoon and Jake came quick and flung their own ropes, "One of you help Jay!"
"I'll go!" Sunghoon's horse galloped towards Jay, but to his shock, he saw that the boar was already lying, its movements still, and Jay standing drenched in blood.
It was dead.
Jay's sword was decorated with ribbons of maroon.
"Jay what the..." Sunghoon began, but he could find no words. The boar had been big, two times the size and strength of any ordinary man, and now it was kneeling at Jay's command, kneeling dead and cold as a fish.
"It's dead." Jay growled, his breathing too heavy, and his hand clutching a particularly dark spot on his stomach, as Heeseung and Jake came to the scene, having calmed Lady down, "The tusk...."
"The tusk? What about the- Jay!" Heeseung cried, before jumping off his horse and quickly moving towards Jay's graceful falling figure.
The last thing Jay felt was the feeling of wet grass underneath his head, Heeseung's hand over his wrist, and the familiar scent of feminine lavender pressing over him before everything went dark as he had always wished for it to be.
Jay never cared much about his injuries. No matter how big or small they were, no matter if it was a paper cut to the thumb or an arrow head to the shoulder, he would simply say "Injuries happen, it's a part of life" and move on. Which proved to be a source of annoyance for his brothers, especially Jake, who had an eye for healing.
But Jay was a firm believer in the notion that twenty four hours a day simply wasn't enough. He wanted more, he craved for more, more time, more work. Although he wouldn't admit it, everyone was in unison with the fact that he was Paradoxica's biggest workaholic.
And when it came back to the topic of injuries, Jay would still keep working, whether or not he was stuck in bed, because Heeseung had forced him to stay there.
Heeseung remembered Jay's younger days. How Jay would whine and do nothing if he got even the tiniest splinter in his finger. How he would beg for a day off from studies if he merely stubbed his tie against the kitchen ladder while sneaking out to steal pastries. But the horrible incident had changed every aspect of Jay, and now, he wouldn't stop working if every limb in his body was broken.
"All for the good of the people" he reasoned.
Usually Mrs.Chun had taken care of him, scolded him too many times about taking rests whenever he'd come back from battles or fights with blood flowing out his nose. But even then he didn't care. So the vision of waking up to Mrs.Chun's berry scent was a norm for him whenever he'd get injured.
But now, the room wasn't berry scented, and nor was Mrs. Chun sitting in the corner, waiting for him to wake up.
A girl?
A girl, wearing Mrs.Chun's apron, had her head rested against his table, her eyes fluttered close.
Were his eyes tricking him or did Mrs.Chun suddenly become thirty years younger?
Feeling something heavy on his waist, Jay tried to lift his head from his pillow, letting out a guttural groan as he did. God what was hurting him so much? He could feel something hurting at his stomach.
"Your Majesty, lie back down." He heard someone say, and as he opened his eyes, he saw the girl bending over him, forcing him to lie back down on the bed.
Jay stared at her for a few moments, trying to remember who she is before the candle went off in his mind.
The apprentice.
You were Mrs.Chun's apprentice.
"Are you Mrs.Chun's apprentice?" Jay groaned, feeling his head throb and his fingers were aching too.
You nodded promptly, before pushing Jay gently back onto the bed as he tried to get back.
"I'm sorry to inform you, Your Majesty, but you aren't getting up for another two weeks. You were stabbed by a wild boar's tusk." You stated firmly, shocking Jay at how casually you had addressed him, "His Highness Heeseung told me to handcuff you to the bed if you even try to move."
"Handcuff me?" Jay chuckled, moving his body slightly to lessen the pressure on his legs, "Where are you even going to get-"
Jay's sentence was cut off abruptly as your hands pulled out a pair of heavy metal from a secret pocket in the olive green dress you were wearing, and held it in front of Jay, effectively silencing him.
"I'm sorry if that was rude, but you are my patient, Your Majesty.." Your mouth let out a chuckle, sending a weird sensation into Jay's stomach, which he had never felt before, "So, I will do anything and everything in order to make you rest."
"So what may I address you by, My lady?" Jay quizzed you, his head now no longer throbbing for some reason. He studied your features for a while, he thought your eyes were pretty, decorated by a thin lining of kohl. Your figure was pretty too, wrapped in the striking colour of the dress you were in, combined with the beautifully familiar way you wore your hair.
"Definetly not by 'My lady'." You chuckled, picking up your dress, and sinking into a curtsy, "Y/N, you may call me Y/N, Your Majesty."
"Pretty name." Jay complemented, watching you stand up straight from your curtsy and smile impishly at him.
"You've got to take your medicine now." You reached into your apron's pocket and pulled a big vial, which was filled with a bubbling, golden liquid, "Now, according to Mrs.Chun, tricks by pretty people often work on you."
"Pretty people?" Jay scoffed childishly, thinking about whether or not he thought Heeseung was pretty, as you measured out the liquid into a cup, "Mrs.Chun needs to have a check for up there. And do you really think you're pretty?"
You strode towards him with the cup in your hand, and smiled widely. "Well, pardon me Your Majesty, but from the way you were staring at me five minutes ago, yes. I do think I'm pretty."
"Don't get your ego up." Jay warned, taking the cup from you, letting his mind linger for a few minutes on how your delicate fingers brushed his scarred ones softly, "Your parents mus'nt have taught you manners did they?"
"Well, firstly, I don't have parents." You smiled, "And secondly I need to check your bandages, they seem to be bleeding again."
So that was what the pain radiating from his stomach was, Jay thought, as he looked down to see his bandages streaked a darker shade of red. He quickly gulped down the golden liquid in the cup, a visibly disgusted expression forming on his face at how bitter it was, and looked up at you, with widened eyes.
"So...?" He said, expectantly, seeing you fumble with some clean cloth, another vial of what looked like cream, and a safety pin.
"Tell me where it hurts when I change them alright?" You said gently, making his lay down on the bed again, "and uh..."
"What?" Jay questioned, seeing your eyes linger at his wound or more specifically, his ab muscles, "Oh you can touch them it's fine."
"Oh. Oh yeah alright." You said, feeling your face heat up slightly. Bandaging him when he was still unconscious was easier than this, when he was awake. God his stare was so attractive to you, even now, as you gently touched his bandages, replacing them with cleaner cloth, you tried hard not to brush your fingers against his abs.
"Enjoying the view?" Jay asked, a cockish sneer to his voice. "There's a view to enjoy Your Majesty?" You fired back, although you most certainly were enjoying staring at him.
"You're an interesting one." Jay said, trying to make small talk as you lightly pressed against the smaller wounds with the cream, "Y/N wasn't it?"
"Yep." You said with a pop of your lips, finishing wrapping his wounds with a slight tap to check if they were secure, "And please do stay in bed and don't work. If you need anything, I'm right outside. His highness Heeseung has told me to rest in the chambers opposite yours."
The chambers opposite to his, his parents' chambers. God did Jay hate that room, all big and filled with skulls from hunts.
"If you want to you can go home, I can manage on myself." Jay said, his eyes set on yours. Why was it so hard to maintain eye contact with you?
"I know how that idea works." You smiled again, bringing that weird sensation back into Jay's stomach, "I'll go and then you'll order someone to bring you your work, so His Highness Heeseung specifically asked me not to leave. I guess you're stuck with me Your Majesty." You curtsied to finish off the impression.
"Jay." He spoke again, to your confusion, which made him stifle a chuckle, "Please, call me Jay."
"Jay." You smiled to yourself, "Well, ring that bell if you need anything."
As you left the room, quietly shutting the door behind you, Jay had the sudden urge to kick his feet in the air. The room was filled with lavender scent, your lavender scent to be specific, and it gave Jay a sense of calm, which in turn reduced the pain radiating from his stab wound.
Well this would be an interesting two weeks.
"Your Majesty what on Earth are you doing?"
Jay froze in his position at hearing a stern voice. Your stern voice, to be precise.
"Resting?" He said, trying to hide his cheeky smile, as he slowly backed away from his table. Rolling your eyes, you quickly got him back to the bed, worried that his bandages will open back again. But the only thing Jay was worried about was that his work wasn't getting completed.
"How about this?" You asked, as you finally managed to wrestle him back to the bed, "I'll do the work for you, if you agree to rest. It's in that diary right?"
"I can't let you do that." Jay grumbled, reaching for your arm, as you hurried to get to the diary on his table. The cold touch of his hand on your warmer skin made you flinch heavily, which in turn made Jay pull his hand away.
"I'm sorry." Jay quickly apologised, as you rubbed your arm, "I- That's my private diary, I don't really allow people to see it."
"Oh, my apologies then." You curtsied, still rubbing your arm, feeling extremely cold for some reason, even if the warm daylight was coming into the room through the window, "Your Majesty-"
"Jay." He corrected, shooting you the tiniest fragment of a smile.
"Jay." You said again, this time feeling more at ease, "You've got to rest, I'm begging you. Those bandages won't magically heal you until you rest. If there's anything I can do to get you to rest, I'll do it."
Jay's ears weren't actually listening to anything. His mind was too distracted again, by your scent. God damn his strong sense of smell, but you smelled like memories he wanted to forget.
"Tell me what perfume you use and then I won't work." Jay looked up at you with a cheeky smile. He didn't know why, but he felt comfortable to show you his smile, which he didn't often feel with the ladies in their paraffin socks.
"I- that's a peculiar question." You said, not knowing what to feel aboutthe actual King asking you about your perfume.
"I swear on my own grave that I will rest if the great healer Y/N tells me her perfume." Jay recited, keeping his hand on his chest for dramatic effect.
"It's the lavender one we get in the town square from Marcella's." You raised your chin up high, "Now would you rest?"
"Hmmm let me think." Jay dramatically sighed, "No."
"Your Majesty, I will beg." You breathed desperately, "I will seriously-"
"Your collarbone." Jay interrupted, his attention diverting from your eyes to your shoulder, "There's something on your collarbone."
Jay took note of the way your eyes flickered quickly and worriedly to your collarbone, and how you rushed to pull the sleeve of your dress up to cover it, clearing your throat afterwards to clear the awkward air.
"Are you-"
"Your Majesty, I admire the way you hold so much strivance for your work but you really must rest if you wish to keep working for the rest of your life."
The atmosphere of the room had a drastic change, Jay could feel it, as you quickly curtsied, said a quick "excuse me" and hurried off towards the exit.
That wasn't a stain or a birth mark on your shoulder Jay knew it, as he leant back comfortably, and decided to follow your advice for a while.
He'd seen dark marks like that on someone he once knew and loved.
And something in him asked him not to rest (unless it was pretending for you) until he figured out where that bruise the size of a man's hand, came from.
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THE FATED STARS (PJS) | SMAU
005 - MEET UP
Park Jongseong harbors the biggest crush on one of the most popular girls on the campus, you. You, being dared by your friend group to tweet and made a boyfriend application, initially started out as a joke, thinking that no one would applied it. Upon the tweet going viral and many applications being sent in, he decided that he would shoot his shot, even if he doesn’t know a single shit about what is the sun, moon, rising in astronomy. 
WARNINGS: cuss words. A/N: the chats are not supposed to make sense cause my friends and I really text like dat 😞
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WARNINGS: avoidable cuss words
 For the first time ever in Jay’s life, he’s nervous. And most importantly also really anxious too. 
 He has never really talked to you before, at least face to face. He also has doubts on why you’re asking for his birth time. However, he didn’t mind that too much though as he surely lets his thoughts brush aside as you step closer to him.
 You’re memorizing, is what he thinks. Despite you not having much of a social media following on twitter, however, you’re really well-known across the campus and your instagram stacks with 7000 followers, something impossible to achieve if you’re not a celebrity who starts out or at least a content creator.
 You’re standing in front of him now. How did you get here that quick? He has questions. But he chooses to not say anything as he hands a piece of paper, which most would’ve recognized as the boyfriend application form that you posted on Twitter as a joke (or maybe you didn’t).
“I- Here’s the fo-form.”
 Why does he stutter? He looks like a complete loser right now in front of you. 
 On the other hand, you want to giggle. You checked his Twitter and Instagram before you responded to his dms back and he wasn’t bad looking by any means, in fact, he’s very good looking that you were convinced that he wants to mess around with you. 
 Okay, sue you and your trust issue. 
“You look really beautiful, like ee-dé-rial.”
 He’s gonna cry, why does he mess it up?
“Yeah, thanks.” You thank him. “And you look good today. I guess the fashionista will never be caught in a bad outfit huh?”
 Fuck, oh my god. 
 His face is so red and the way his palms are slightly shaking is an evident of how messed up you got him. His eyes are almost shimmering with tears and his lips are quivering. You just almost sent him into a cardiac arrest. He has his head down to avoid making direct eye contact with you, while you’re analyzing his behavior and truthfully? You think it’s cute that he likes you that much. Although you’re a bit stunned that someone likes you that much, or appears to be, you want to test it out yourself. 
 Maybe it’s not a bad thing to give him a chance. And open your heart again. 
“I’ll let you know, alright? I’d love to chat longer but I got 7 minutes and I have to run to my lecture. Have a nice day!” 
 And you splint away faster than anything, all while you nicely fold the paper into your bag to review it later, leaving him stuttering and red faced from both being so flustered by his crush on you and the immense embarrassment he got by humiliating himself. 
 Then he hears snickers, from Sunoo, Sunghoon and Jungwon who managed to capture him all in different angles with the first actual interaction he has with you. They come out of the hiding places, as they approach him, all while laughing like crazy. 
“What the fuck was that?” Sunghoon is in tears, in fact, he almost cries from how embarrassing his friend is. 
“Sunoo, you look ee-dé-rial today.” Jungwon turns to Sunoo, complimenting him in a joking manner, mimicking the way Jay strongly mispronounced ethereal earlier.
“Thanks Jungwon, a fashionista like you will never have a bad outfit too.” 
“I’m going to kill myself.” Is what he mutters under his breath, seeing the way the 3 of them laugh. 
 Whatever, he’ll let himself get humiliated over and over again if it means he gets to see you paying attention to him. 
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luviestarz · 2 months
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lee heeseung fic recs!
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♥︎ "mind saying that again?" (heeseung x reader) - @heeliopheelia
♥︎ — RACING, BEATING. - @wonlovie (You didn’t mean to show up to one of the most important meetings of your year completely hungover. No, in reality you would have preferred being sober when you met the man your father was marrying you off to. But how could you resist those dark eyes and plump lips that tempted you on your final night of freedom?)
♥︎ VERBOTEN - LEE HEESEUNG [complete] - @heesbaby (a bad stroke of luck saw lee heeseung, your dads coworker, moving into your small apartment until he found his feet again. emotionally unavailable and a workaholic, you were going to try your absolute hardest to make him loosen up. even if it meant breaking a few of the house rules he'd set out.)
♥︎ last time - @hees-mine (After giving into temptation, there was no end. The guilt was slowly started to fade, and you felt yourself falling deeper and deeper into the pit of lust for your best friend's father.)
♥︎ boring, draining, tedious, company party- lee heeseung - @boydepartment
♥︎ 𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆 — SURPRISE 이희승 - @karinasbaby (jaeyun pitched you one of his “genius” plans to celebrate heeseung’s birthday— but how will heeseung take it?)
♥︎ rude | lhs - @4wkjun (heeseung has never loved anyone as much as he loves y/n. y/n’s father has never hated someone as much as he hates heeseung. but it doesn’t matter, heeseung’s gonna marry y/n anyway.)
♥︎ EX-BOYFRIEND TEXTS W/ HEESEUNG - @fakeuwus
♥︎ WIN ONE WIN ME — L.HS - @jaylver (who knew being angry and impulsive can get the captain of the hockey team to notice you? cussing them out when they were losing wasn't the best idea, but it definitely made lee heeseung's head turn, leading to him making a deal with you to win a game in order to get your number. but that wasn't enough for him, he was determined to make you his.)
♥︎ TASTE ⎯⎯ l. heeseung - @goldenhypen
♥︎ BLOODBAG - @myonos (IN WHICH you are a princess betrothed to the vampire prince of the most feared kingdom in the world.)
♥︎ hee seeing you wear another members hoodie - @delcakoo
♥︎ chapstick challenge - @jaeyunverse (the chapstick challenge is just an excuse for you to get heeseung to kiss you. thankfully, he’s more than happy to oblige.)
♥︎ HIS CHEERLEADER - @nishions (You and Heeseung are friends with benefits. But, why did you have such an effect on him?)
♥︎ 𐙚 NECESSARY LOVE - LHS - @lilacnini (you realized you were in love with heeseung the whole time)
♥︎ golden boy - @jayflrt (in the summer between high school and college, lee heeseung is determined to make you fall in love with the city of los angeles after your vacation plans in the bahamas fall through. somewhere between the lines, though, you end up falling for your childhood best friend.)
♥︎ won't let you go (this time) - @zreamy (back home for good after a semi-unsuccessful first year at university in a new city, you’re looking forward to getting back into the routines of your old life in the town you grew up in but the one person you’d been desperate to see doesn’t seem too pleased about your return :()
♥︎ hopeless ☆ heeseung lee - @star-sim (absolutely no one would have expected the dark, brooding, and rough heeseung lee to be hopelessly head over heels in love with the sweet, oblivious you. especially you. even with the help of practically the entire year, it's almost pathetic the way heeseung struggles to utter three, simple words to you, let alone look you in the eye.)
♥︎🔖 、FOUND HOME - @kyrjnie
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nvertheless · 2 years
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newsflash! — interviews
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m.list!
729 words.
warning -> not proofread </3
you and chuji had met up right when the last bell for the day rang, “you ready?” chuji asked, zipping up his backpack after grabbing something from his locker, you nodded your head as you two made your ways to the gym.
as you two turned the corner of your school, you passed by chaeryeong with her two best friends, yeji & lia. you never spoke to chaeryeong or any of her friends so you didn’t have an issue with them, nor did you think they even knew who you were, but you didn’t care that much.
you snorted. “remember when you had a crush on yeji when we were freshman?” you brought up to chuji, who rolled his eyes. “do you really need to bring that horrible moment up anytime we see her?” it was embarrassing but funny seeing your best friend trying to impress his freshman crush while drastically failing.
“okay okay i’ll stop.” “no you won’t.” “yeah your right i won’t.” you laughed as he sighed, you both walked to the doors of your school’s huge gym. chuji opened the doors as you both say your beloved schools basketball team practice.
you both walked up to their coach as he gave you guys a smile. “hi coach kim!” “hi guys! what do you need?” he asked. “mr jeon asked us to interview some of the players about what they regularly do in basketball, so we just came to see if we were allowed to.” chuji responded.
“of course that’s okay! we were about to do individual evaluations so you can interview anyone! have fun and good luck on your article! make me proud!” coach kim said with a huge smile on his face. you and chuji thanked him before sitting down on one of the benches.
geonu saw you and jogged over towards you two, “hey chuji! oh and y/n.” geonu jokingly said as you scoffed at him. “im kidding! anyways what are you guys doing here?” “we are doing a article on the basketball team here and we need to interview some of the players so.. here we are!” you said as geonu nodded.
“you wanna interview me?” geonu asked as you nodded. geonu was about to speak before nicholas interrupted him. “yo geonu! your up!”
“ah shit-“ geonu mumbled. “sorry y/n, how about hm..” he looked around the gym to find someone you can interview, “interview jay! he’s tying his shoe over there, i’ll catch you later!” your brother said as he ran off to do his drill.
“im gonna go interview ej!” chuji told you as you nodded, letting him do whatever he was doing. you stood up and slowly made your way towards jay. you knew who jay was and he knew who you were, but you both never really made an effort to talk to one another.
“jay?” he looked up at you from tying his shoe, “oh hey.. y/n right?” “yeah that’s me.” “what’s up?” “me and chuji are working on a article for journalism about the basketball team, and if you don’t mind- can i interview you?” you asked him, hoping to get a yes.
“yeah sure! you wanna sit and do it?” he responded as you nodded. he followed you to the benches of the gym as you both sat down. “so how are we gonna do this?” jay asked. “i’ll just record you talking through voice memo and ask you some questions about what you usually do during practice!”
from there on you were asking him questions as he would answer them, jay was good at answering them, giving you details about what him and his team usually did during practices and games, maybe a little too much details, but it was enough for you anyways.
“and that’s it!” you exclaimed as you turned off your phone and jay had a tiny shocked look on his face. “that’s it? i thought it would’ve been longer.” jay chuckled as you laughed. “noo it’s just how interviews for high school newspapers go anyways!” you told him as he nodded his head in understanding.
“thanks for doing this for me! i really appreciate it jay!” “yeah no problem! anytime.” he smiled at you before walking away towards his teammate and friend jake. you smiled to yourself, thinking nothing of it.
not knowing what was going to happen in the following months.
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notes — Heyyy…… Hiiii….. sorry for not uploading a new chapter :( and sorry for this poorly written lazy chapter 😕 i’ve been to be honest really unmotivated </3 which sucks considering i have other works to finish as well T_T but i promise i’ll get motivated again somehow 💪
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star-sim · 3 months
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"cheater!" ☆ enha hyungs
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☆ non-idol! bf! enhypen hyungs x fem! reader ☆ summary: that one time you mentioned another guy's name, and he gets jealous (and he's dumb). ☆ genre: fluff, humor, dumb dumb boys, very minor angst/hurt/comfort in jay's part, cross between short scenarios and bullet points ☆ warning(s)? mentions of cheating obv, misunderstandings, ☆ not edited lolz also if ur @/archlstarvlle get off my dick again and stop plagiarizing me (and other authors bruh)
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heeseung ☆
poor guy
you and him were going to a party later
and you were planning on putting ribbons in your hair
except you didn't have ribbons!
time to go to your nearest craft store: michael's.
"Baaaabe," you whined, prying Heeseung's grabby hands away from you. "I need to go."
Heeseung kept his arms wrapped around you, pressing his cheeks into your back. He threw his leg around yours, pulling you ever closer to him.
"Nooooo," he drawled, and you could feel his lips forming a little pout. You were just so warm and soft and comfortable. "Stay."
You chuckled at his childishness. You needed to go buy ribbons for later, since you ran out of them.
"Baby," you pecked his forehead, trying to shake yourself free of your clingy boyfriend. "I need to go to Michael's."
You felt Heeseung's body go frigid for a moment, before his arms loosened altogether around you, allowing you to escape his grip.
When you pulled away, while you continued to happily chirp about whatever was on your mind to your boyfriend, your words fell upon deaf ears.
Heeseung pulled his bottom lip between his teeth, chewing on it pensively.
heeseung was actually going insane
WHO IS MICHAEL??? AND WHY ARE YOU GOING TO HIM??
heeseung swears he's never heard you talk of someone named michael, let alone a friend named michael
how could you drop the name of some OTHER MAN so casually???
and the nail in the coffin was what you said next
"Michael's has some pretty cool things," you chatted, your back turned to your boyfriend as you fixed your lip gloss. "So, let me know if you need anything from there.
michael... cool... things....
if heeseung wasn't already fighting for his life, he was now fighting a million wars at once.
you told heeseung that he was cool and handsome and cute and all the words in the dictionary all the time.... and you made sure to let him know that your words were exclusive to him
so for you to say that SOME RANDOM DUDE NAMED MICHAEL WAS COOL?????
"I don't think you've ever been to Michael's, so I think—"
Heeseung abruptly stood up from the bed that he was lying in, in such a sudden and dramatic way that you snapped your head over to him, as he was quite loud with it.
There your tall boyfriend stood, completely still, with a deep frown on his face.
"Babe, are you okay—"
"I'm going with you," Heeseung announced, his voice filled with such a passion and vigor that it nearly shook. He looked so indignant and solemn, you almost felt worried. With finger air-quotes, he said with a subtle eye-roll, "I will go with you to this 'Michaels.' "
You blinked at him obliviously, before a smile grew on your face. You didn't know that Heeseung was so curious about the local craft store called Michael's, but you were not going to question it.
"Okay!"
heeseung was just WAITING
he let you take the wheel and while he sat in your passenger's seat he was rubbing his knuckles, WAITING TO THROW A FIST AT THIS MICHAEL GUY
would a black eye suffice? or maybe a broken nose....
he glanced over at you
you were just humming to yourself to the music (you let heeseung take the aux)
sure you looked so cute and innocent right now... BUT HOW??? HOW COULD YOU BE SO CASUAL ABT IT???
heeseung was expecting for you to pull up to a neighborhood, or an apartment complex, ready to feel his entire world crash down before his feet as some guy named michael emerged from the doorway
his heart plummeted at the thought of this 'michael' pulling you in for a hug, with you greeting him back brightly
no!!!! he couldn't let michael win!!!
you were his!!
.
.
.
except, you simply pulled up to a parking lot
to a massive store, with white walls and a giant brown sign
reading
michael's craft store
Heeseung flopped over in relief.
"Hee...!"
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jay ☆
i think at this point in time you and jay aren't DATING dating, but definitely an exclusive pair that's BASICALLY dating
all your friends know about him and you report to them daily about him (theyre tired)
except
before you and jay became an actual pair
you used to call him a code name with your friends
the code name in question?
hamilton
named after your friend's hamilton beach flexcut cordless can opener, aka the first thing that you saw when you were coming up with a code name
Your heart was pounding in your chest.
Today, you and Jay decided to have a study session in the library. Although you knew that he'd be true to his word and would actually help you study, you hoped that the two of you could do something more.
Maybe he'd put his hand on your thigh, or maybe you'd have the opportunity to cut him off with a kiss. Just the thought made your stomach do flips.
As you waited at the library table, with your heart in your hands, your phone rang. It was your friends. Noticing the dirty looks for such an obnoxious ringtone, you stepped out the library to take the call.
meanwhile jay was pretty much shaking with each step he took to the campus library
an entire two hours with you? you, who needed his help really badly? you, who he wanted to kiss so badly? yes please!!!
boy was he excited
but as he rounded the corner to the library.............
he spotted you..... on the phone with someone.....
"Hamilton is so handsome!" he heard you squeal into your phone, and Jay's heart stopped. "I hope Hamilton comes soon, so that I can kiss him."
ham...il...ton
who is that....
jay knew that you and him weren't officially dating but he didn't expect you to do him dirty like that :(
as you continuted to giggle and coo about this hamilton guy, jay couldn't help but feel his heart ache
he really thought you were the one :(
except he was so caught up in his thoughts that jay tripped over his feet, making you whip your head around to him
Your expression was horrified, which only only confirmed his worst fears. Still, you stepped toward him, your face painted with embarrassment.
"Oh, hi Jay," you said bashfully, unable to meet his gaze.
Jay, even when he was hurt, didn't have it in him to be rude to you. He wanted to run away (and cry), but the way you gave him a small, sheepish grin made his heart flutter.
He planned to sit through this session, and excuse himself after 30 minutes. Keep the relationship civil, he thought.
on your end
you were mortified!!!
did jay just hear you talk about him to your friends?
although you had a code name for him, it wasn't like what you said was completely discreet
you dropped pretty obvious context clues that pointed to who hamilton was
things like "i love hamilton's heart-shaped birthmark on his neck, do you think he'll let me touch it?" and "i hope hamilton takes me out on a date after today's study session"
you were embarrassed
and it didn't help that jay was being quieter than usual... did he think you were weird?
but to jay, that embarrassment translated as the shame of being caught
the entire study session thus far, you didn't even meet his gaze, always looking away
Jay was hurt. Really hurt.
By the way you were acting, he was hoping for an apology, or some quick explanation, even if it was short and half-assed. At least you could've tried. But you said nothing.
Jay himself had questions that he wanted to be answered: how long has this been going on, if you were lying when you told him that you loved him, etc.
His lips moved faster than his mind could catch.
"So, who's Hamilton?" he blurted.
shit shit shit
he KNOWS RIGHT?
HE KNOWS THAT HE'S HAMILTON
RIGHT???????
you felt your neck and cheeks heating up
and by the way he looked solemn, you were sure he was mad at you
You froze, before all of your words spilled out of your mouth.
"Oh my god, Jay, I'm so sorry. You must be feeling so creeped out and disgusted with me and—"
from your body language to the panic in your expression
jay thought that his suspicions were confirmed
the moment that you began speaking he was ready to break down sobbing
but your next words made him stop
"— And I know that you think I'm weird for using a code name as stupid as 'Hamilton' for you, and I'm so sorry for that, but—"
wait a minute............
code name
hamilton
for him
.
.
.
"Wait, I'm Hamilton?!" Jay cut you off, his face pinching.
You let out a weird sound, an awkward expression spreading across your features.
"I-I mean, yeah..." you hid your face in your hands, "Ughhhh, I'm so sorry, that's so weir— Jay?!"
Jay was slumped over the table in relief, his face buried in his arms. He let out a loud groan, before lifting his head to look up at you. You couldn't help but notice the little glassy sheen in his eyes, almost like he was going to cry.
"Jay..."
He quickly wiped the little tears forming in his eyes away, sniffling before sitting up completely, averting his gaze from you.
"It's nothing," he murmured.
He was relieved. No, beyond relieved. He was ecstatic that this entire time you were talking about him. He couldn't believe that he would think of you in such a poor light.
He kept his eyes away from you, too shy and embarrassed to look you in the eye.
You poked him, and he didn't respond, so you poked him again.
"Jay."
"Hm?"
"Do you think I'm weird?"
He snapped his head over to you.
"What? No, of course not!"
You frowned. "Then why aren't you talking to me?"
Jay sucked in a sharp breath. "It's nothing."
He finally met your gaze, his lips helplessly cracking into a grin just as the sight of you perplexed expression.
He clutched your chin, tilting it so that you would look at him. He leaned in to give your lips a peck.
"I promise, it's nothing, Baby."
You leaned into him, giving him a peck, too.
"Okay," you nodded, biting back the giddy, lovesick grin that fought its way onto your face.
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jake ☆
one day youre hanging out w your friends
and ygs go to a dog cafe
so cute!!
and theres this one dog that's just practically CALLING FOR YOU
he's just this little maltese named enzo and he's so cute
the two of you cuddling on the floor, giving him good head rubs and laughing as he licks you
you love enzo the maltese!
anyways so you take pictures ofc and post it to your private instagram
Jake narrowed his eyes at his phone.
He was deep.
Deep in the goddamn trenches.
He was excited to see the cute pictures you took of your day out with your friends. When you said that you were going to a dog cafe, Jake was so ready to use a picture of you and a pup (two of his favorite things) as his new phone wallpaper.
But that wasn't going to happen.
Because all of a sudden, his Wi-Fi decided to be poor all of a sudden.
Although he got the notification that you posted something new on Instagram, when he checked your account, none of you pictures loaded. All he could see was a black loading square, and the caption to the post.
at first jake was like
"its ok i can wait" even though he REALLLLYYY wanted to see your pictures
he couldn't see any of the pictures you posted, but he could still see the caption
and that's what caught his eye
you liked to have an individual explanation for each picture in the post, so your caption read as follows:
pic 1: me and enzo
pic 2: enzo kissing me
pic 3: holding enzo's hand
pic 4: enzo and me cuddling
and that's when jake stopped reading
Jake was going to start losing hair, because who was Enzo? And why was he kissing you? And cuddling with you?
He'd never heard of an Enzo. Poor guy, Jake kept refreshing your account in the hopes that your pictures would load, so that he could see this Enzo guy face-to-face. But that didn't happen.
It didn't help that your Instagram notes read, "enzo &lt;3."
seriously
WHO IS ENZO
jake paced back and forth around his apartment, trying to scroll back in his memory for anyone named enzo
but alas
no one
all he knew was that whoever enzo was, he was about to get a broken jaw
a little frown formed on his face, as he rubbed his knuckles
were you going to leave him from this enzo person?
was enzo better than him?
how come jake never heard of an enzo before?
Jake's head perked up the moment his apartment door cracked open, revealing you. He rushed straight to you, expecting to hear you say, "I'm breaking up with you for another man named Enzo," completely taken aback when you simply threw your arms around him.
"Hi, Jakey!" you simply exclaimed, holding him tight.
Jake stood still, eyeing you for a moment.
Were you not going to break up with him on the spot?
The next thing he knew, Jake was pulled into his room, thrown on his bed, and cuddled up against you.
"I'm so tired," you breathe, snuggling your face against his chest. "I couldn't wait to get home to you."
Jake blinked.
"T-Tell me about your day," he gulped.
and you happily did so
animately, you told all about your day
what foods you tried, what you and your friends did, how much fun you had
you even told him about a cute little maltese that you couldn't remember the name of at the dog cafe...
and at last
no mention of enzo
"How's Enzo?"
Jake didn't know why he asked that, but when he did, you perked up.
"Oh!" you clapped your hands. "That's his name!"
"Wh-Who's name?"
You laughed. "The maltese at the dog cafe! His name was Enzo— He was just the cutest little thing!"
Enzo is a... dog?
Jake suddenly hoisted the two of you up, so that you were laying flat on your back. He plopped his face onto your chest, putting your hand in his hair.
"I don't like Enzo," Jake murmured against your chest. You chuckled, playing with his hair slowly.
"You didn't like the pictures of me and Enzo?"
"No," Jake shook his head, his hair cutely bouncing with each movement. "I don't like a dog trying to take my girl."
You laughed, calling your boyfriend silly, but completely oblivious to the fact that Jake was now making plans to go to that dog cafe to have a man-to-man talk with a dog.
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sunghoon ☆
a man of a few words, gotta love it
this is very niche but you have a habit of making very obscure and dumb and completely nonsensical nicknames for people
like jake becomes jacobsongerald and jay becomes jameslynner the third
one day you and sunghoon are just having a lazy day
It's a quiet morning. Slivers of sunlight are peeking from the kitchen blinds, while birds chirp their hearts out outside.
While you look through the fridge, Sunghoon sits at the kitchen table, notepad and pen in hand.
"Do we need eggs?" he asked.
You glanced down at the egg compartment. "No, but I think we're running out of butter soon."
Sunghoon nodded, jotting down 'butter' on the notepad.
Every week or so, you and Sunghoon liked to have a morning like this, where you went over your grocery list.
sunghoon loved mornings like this
seeing you in your cute pajamas, your raspy morning voice bouncing off the walls as you listed to him what the two of you needed to buy for the week
the way the sunlight bounced off of you just made you look so ethereal, in your early morning glory
"Sungerson, can you write down milk?"
Sunghoon's face contorted immediately.
pardon....
WHO???
sunghoon couldn't tell if he was appalled because you just called him the WRONG NAME or because 'sungerson' is actually such a ridiculous name
WHO IS SUNGERSON THAT'S SO STUPID OMG
wait a minute....
sunghoon's heard horror stories like this before
where if your significant other accidentally calls you by another name, it's a sign that they're seeing someone else
"Oh, and can you add canola oil to the list?" you asked, not really checking to see if he was writing it down due to your trust in him. But when you didn't hear any pen scribbles, you turned over your shoulder. "Sunghoon?"
see?
you called him sunghoon just then
and this entire morning you'd called him sunghoon
but then you call him a different name out of no where and act like nothing happened
you weren't seeing someone else... right?
like...... you wouldn't do that to him
the way you acted like nothing happened made sunghoon think that you probably didn't notice your slip-up
"Sungerson?"
You looked confused, your brows furrowing. "What?"
Sunghoon looked up to meet your gaze. "You called me Sungerson. Who is that?"
"Oh." You shrugged. "It's just one of those dumb nicknames that I make up for people."
"Okay."
that made sense
completely
he shouldn't have doubted you
"Sunghoon, what are you pouting about?"
okay, so maybe the thought of you with someone else made him upset
even if you weren't
and reassured him that you weren't
You huffed, shutting the fridge door before coming over to wear Sunghoon sat at the kitchen table. You grabbed his head, leaning down to give his forehead a kiss.
Sunghoon whined, taking your arm as you pulled away from him. He leaned back in his seat, patting his lap for you to sit. When you did, Sunghoon immediately pushed his face into the crook of your neck, whining again.
"What is it, you big baby?"
"You're mine, right?"
You blinked. It wasn't every day that Sunghoon was clingy like this.
You chuckled, flicking his forehead.
"Of course," you said.
"Okay," Sunghoon let his eyelids fall shut, taking a deep breath before sinking into your warmth. "That's good."
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