#jackles came in got a SHITE script and said i am going to make a character that is so bisexual but in a sad way

[a-flickering-soul]

dean winchester placed in the toxic sacred role of the eldest daughter fully willing to brainwash himself for the good of the family, actively sabotaging and holding back his own brother from breaking out of that cycle, the burden of both taking care of his younger brother and trying to stop him from growing up,

#supernatural #flickerthoughts #this is KILLING me #flicker's meta #this is killing me this is KILLING me the agony of dean knowing sam will never know the weight of what he sacrificed for him-- #--knowing if he does a good job raising him he will NEVER know what he gave up for him #balanced with the incredible damage his father did to his psyche believing he's the Only Person To Exist being so blind to every fault #SICK! sick. #it's all there. fucked up. #the way he overperforms masculinity and yet so many of his actions and traits are feminine coded and so often as a JOKE!!!!! #jackles came in got a SHITE script and said i am going to make a character that is so bisexual but in a sad way