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dilvuc · 3 months
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I recently found your work and I really enjoyed your snapped fic with Floyd! I was wondering if you would do something similar with Jade, with reader getting mad at him for his condescending and passive aggressive ness?
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𝖌𝖊𝖓𝖗𝖊: angst/fluff
𝖌𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗: male
𝖙𝖎𝖙𝖑𝖊: storm
𝖕𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌: jade leech x bison beastman!m!reader(+ azul/floyd/ruggie)
𝖜𝖆𝖗𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌: none
𝖘𝖚𝖒𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖞: because of his passive aggressive behavior, you snapped at him
here he goes again. everytime, he's only doing this for his own enjoyment. why is jade targeting you? why must he want to see discomfort in you? what the hell is his problem? you thought you got used to it, but it was starting to pissed you off. you never thought it would make you even more pissed off after you lost the spelldrive tournament against diasomnia. you were angry by your loss and needed time to relax your anger until jade showed up.
“Oh? You lost the Spelldrive Tournament against Diasomnia?” jade smirked, holding a towel out to you, “It was satisfying to watch you lose against them. Besides, your dorm will never beat Diasomnia if you're never at their level…However—”
you harshly slapped the towel out of jade’s hand, catching him by surprise. you stood up abruptly off the bench and glared at the male, “Can't you get off my fucking back?! What is it that you want from me?! Are you trying to anger me because I'm a buffalo?!”
jade gasped, a little taken back by your outburst, “No—”
“Shut up! I'M SICK OF YOU! I'M SICK OF ALL OF THIS! WHAT'S THE DEAL OF TRYING TO BRING DISCOMFORT TO OTHERS AND CAUSE THEM PROBLEM?! ARE YOU FUCKING BRAINDEAD?!” you snapped, stepping close to jade, who stumbled back a little. “Fuck off and go fuck yourself! I don't have time to deal with you anymore! Stay away from me!”
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“I see…apologies for wasting your time…” jade apologized. you give him a scoff and storm off, leaving the teal haired male alone. after you left, jade pulled an envelope from his back pocket and stared at it for a bit. he clenched on the envelope before ripping it to shreds.
“...idiot…you're an idiot…” jade muttered to himself as his vision went blurry. the male rubbed his eyes, realizing that it was tears pouring from his eyes. “A…ah…I shouldn't. I mustn't…he doesn't need you. He never needs you…”
as the teal haired male left, ruggie moved out of his hiding place and picked up the shredding envelope. it's a shame that he had to put in pieces. luckily, torned up papers aren't too small, so it's easy to put them together.
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“Hey! Jade! Open up!” floyd hollered out as he bangs on the bedroom door, but there was no response. “Huh? Why isn't he saying anything…? Oi! We'll be serving mushroom stew if you like!”
“...”
“Eh…? He's not responding? But he loves mushrooms.” the disorganized twin tilted his head. azul arrived at the scene, “What's going on? There are customers waiting.”
“I think there's something wrong with Jade. He locked himself in the room.” floyd pointed before crossing his arms, “Something must've happened.”
“...Kicked the door open.” azul ordered.
“Fine. You better not charge me for this.” the taller male huffed before kicking the door down. “Oi! Jade! What's going on—”
floyd paused mid-sentence when he noticed his brother cowering under the blanket, “Hey…what's with you…?”
“A-ah…Nothing.” jade responded from under the quilt. floyd marched over and grabbed the blanket, but his brother clutched onto the blanket to stop him from pulling it off. “I’m fine…! J-just sick!”
“Liar.” floyd scoffed before pulling the whole blanket off of jade. azul and floyd gasped when they noticed tears pouring from jade's eyes. “Huh? Are you crying?”
“N…no! J…just…”
“Oi. Stop lying already.” floyd furrowing his eyebrows at his brother's attempt of lying.
“Jade, did something happen?” azul asked. jade sniffled, wiping away his tears with his sleeves, “...S…sorry, it was my fault that this happened.”
“What happened?” the housewaren questioned.
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“Fuck me…I never thought I will be raising my voice at him…” you grumbled, ruffling your hair back. you have a bad temper and you can't help yourself. you can be sensitive most of the time and you hate yourself for that. sure, jade pissed you off, but you don't hate it. why did you have to snap at him like that? basically you were devastated by your loss against diasomnia and he somehow ruined your mood.
“That was fucked up, you know?” you jumped when you heard ruggie at your door frame. the hyena beastman placed the paper on your desk, “This belongs to you.”
“What's this?” you asked.
“Just read it and you'll see.”
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“And that's what happened. I didn't think he would storm at me. Maybe I went too far…” jade sniffled, tossing another ball of tissues on the floor.
“I've heard that buffalo get aggressive. I wouldn't be surprised that [Y] be so sensitive.” azul mumbled.
“Maybe I should apologize to him…?” the organized twin questioned. floyd huffed, “He made you cry, so he should apologize. I want to break his horns or rip the piercing from his nose.”
“N-no need. I can take care of this…” jade rubbed his red eyes. “I started it…”
“Vice-housewaren. There's someone who wishes to see you.” A Octavinelle student said.
“...?”
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jade arrived at the lounge to meet up with this person. to his surprise, the person turned out to be you. “[Y]...? Ah. Pardon me. You might come here to yell at me…”
“No. I'm not here to yell at you…” you calmly deny. the teal haired male looks at you confused, “Is there something you need? I…I promise that I won't provoke you again. I didn't mean to—”
“Jade, it's ok. It's my fault for snapping at you. I didn't mind you teasing me and all, but you provoked me at the wrong time.” you spoke, clutching the paper in your hand. jade frowned while fiddling with his fingers, “Sorry…”
azul and floyd peek in the lounge and listen in on your conversation. you sighed, “Stop apologizing. I'm the one who should apologize.”
you bow 180° and apologized sincerely, “I'm sorry for snapping at you. I let my anger out on you after my dorm lost to Diasomnia again.”
“I know you didn't mean those words. Anger just took the best of me. Sorry…” you finished apologizing before holding up the letter to jade. “Is this yours?”
“Ah?” jade looks at the taped letter in your hand before slowly turning red. “S-sorry! That's nothing!”
before he could snatch it, you swipe it back from his reach, “So, you were planning to confess to me, huh?”
“I…! I-I wasn't going to! It's embarrassing…!” jade blushed with his hands over his face. you reread the love letter before turning your attention back on the flustered jade, “You've been teasing me because you have feelings for me, huh? You just haven't had the courage to tell me how you really feel.”
“...You already read it. Please forget it. It probably not worth it—”
“I love you, too, mushroom lover.” you confessed. “Even if you always pissed me off, I always enjoy your company. You still pissed me off either way.”
jade gawked at your harsh confession, but was glad that you accepted his feelings, “...O…oh, it was still silly of me to make a love letter to a hairy buffalo who has so much facial hair.”
“Oi. I don't have that much facial hair.” you glared. the teal haired male chuckled, “You're close to growing a beard.”
“I'm fine with a beard! I'm not an eel who's afraid of heights. I find it satisfying to see you scared.”
“Well, I wouldn't be so afraid of small, harmless cats. You climb up a tree to avoid it~”
“I wouldn't mind eating eels for dinner.”
“Same with buffalo~”
“Hm. Are they hating or dating? They're spitting insults at each other…” azul sweatdropped as you and jade argued. “Or it's a competition…?”
“Hehehehe~ As long as Ictiobus-kun didn't make Jade cry again then we're fine.” Floyd chuckled.
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stay-midnight · 1 year
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hello hello hehe
. . . (dots next to eachother so not as long but its still kind of long and sorry 😭-)
i'd like to first just say that i wish i could have voted for both divine amusement and snowswept tails in the poll lmao !
anyways-anger sex mixed with fox magic?? the reader taking in an skz member who got lost and jeongin gets jealous is 🤧🤧🤧for example, let's say its hyunjin who got lost and jeongin is threatened by him, mostly cause of his good looks and all and seeing reader care for him is driving him mad...reader at this point is ofc aware of jeongin's blood lust so when he sends hyunjin on his way, jeongin just pounces on the reader and its 🤯
(jeongin just growling and marking the reader up, who is affected by jeongin's magic, hypersensetive, omega emulated and heck another jeongin illusion joining the mix-i'd like to say that 1 illusion wouldn't be the limit...and idk but could fox magic do omega emulation to the point where reader could get pregnant by jeongin? even if not then the thought of it would just drive both of them crazy, especially jeongin who'd breed reader nonstop-)
hmmm, in heart to heart, Felix would definitely be still known for his terrible attitude as a king but reader would not tolerate executions left and right 🙄💅 Felix would eventually turn into a sweetheart for reader and the reader would like him to be nice around others too hehe. Also leash play with the king himself but in chain form???? and them just doing it at the royal hedge maze is just- could imagine Felix going, "that's right my love, you know better to get on your knees anywhere for your king"
(i could also imagine Felix sitting on his throne and making reader cockwarm him with their mouth a good hour or 2...)
A Journey through the Cosmos has the most wholesome start/plot right now imo 😭 i'd like to ask on what was the plot for it, would it be like android hyunjin and reader traveling in space or just reader and hyunjin's love story on the mothership, and reader helping hyunjin explore the depth of his personality 👀 the smut would probably hot-hyunjin is an android so his stamina would be unmatched until he needs charging, and ofc he'd be built with a big dick that has built in cum too 🤐🤐🤐 i could see him making his cock vibrate while thrusting in and out of the reader...and could make his hands vibrate just ever so slightly while touching the reader's body 🤧🤧🤧 strength kink too cause h's an android and wouldn't strugtle at all with manhandling the reader- (and if spanking was the reader's thing then some small amounts of electric shock from hyunjin's hands...)
there's a part 2 of this ask that's just about divine amusement cause this was gonna get too long and sorry about that again hehe 🤧💕💕.
hai mystery anonnie for the midnight fic talks!
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OOH sad the poll only allows one vote though heart to heart is winning by miles (we are getting taken over by Felix stans)
Angry sex ft. fox magic w/ jeongin advocate cuz like I think that Jeongin would have a really short temper knowing that he is like wild in a way ig?!? like literally 😭 LIKE DEFINITELY A YES HYUNJIN-JEONGIN rivalry (sorry seungmin-jeongin rivalry the original i hath betrayed you) no cuz like what if Hyunjin notices Jeongin's behavior and tries to like convince reader that like "this bitch crazy and fishy" LIKE SMTH LIKE THAT and even to the point of like offering a place in a nearby town and then get this- Ofc reader doesnt agree cuz like yk thw house in the woods is a family heirloom or whatever then the sexy stuff happens when reader sents hyunjin away then hyunjin soon comes back with like a idk what you call it but people with pitchforks and torches like they bout to expel an evil creature 😭😭-
(No cuz thats hot asf, i can imagine jeongin just full marking the reader like bitemarks and everything! hypersensitive + dumbed down reader like what if jeongin just fucks them to point of the reader just going braindead unable to say anything while jeongin uses them 😭 jeongin dupes go wild like i can imagine reader just being spitroasted in his head😭 maybe even some fox magic that like doesnt make reader release 😔 breeding + omega emulation yes reader do be creating the synthetic magic slick 😭 hmmm idk bout pregnancy tho cuz like technically its emulation not like transformation? 😭😭)
Ah YES Though King Felix would still hold secret executions especially those he deems as threats to his and or reader but King Felix would definitely get over his slight obsession with killing Alis 🤧 then well yeah Felix will try to be nice to the citizens but he still terrorizing the guards for some reason but slowly he'd like warm up to people better still hosting that evil kingly glare though except with the reader. Leash play and bondage with chains is king felix's fortè like he would chain reader in his bed as he fucks him😭YESSSS i can see it the authority play would defo be so hot like despite yk felix warming up he still wont let go of the difference in status like he'll call reader his most loyal subject something like that, oh and yes reader's jaw would ache for his king and like cum in mouth too 😖!
Yeee, actually it actually would be 2 member x reader but the other one was only mentioned but i have bad memory of who it was it was either Seungmin or Chan(?) i think huhu cuz there was the second cryogenic pod that is suppose to open theres a part where they have to land on a planet etc thats why hyunjin has a guard mode but yeah, reader would help hyunjin with his personality and in turn hyunjin helps reader in a lot more ways than ons huehue no cuz yeah the smut would be 10/10 like vibrator dick hyunjin and maybe even built in extending fingers so he could finger the reader deep af 🤫 ofc a built in cum we cant forget that and a dick that also adjust sizes oop 🫢! wall sex with android hyunjin with built in small electric shocks no cuz what if his hand could vibrate then he places them om readers dick- 😖
I SAW THW ASKCAND OMG ITS A WHOLE FANFICTION— ill answer it tomorrow cuz its 3:10 and i still have to release the last unreleased draft but will not be part of the poll nor completed cuz of its similarity to another fic of mine 🤧
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i--antimony · 1 year
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listening: listening to more orch music...been lifting weights at the gym to rachmaninoff which feels like a power move for some reason. anyways been listening to more horn concertos/solos as well because i wanna get In The Mood to Play. i miss her (my horn). i want to restart a normal practice schedule so that i can more confidently try out for the school or community orchestra come fall. (also the guy in the first song below plays with his FEET he's SO COOL)
reading: ~nothing~ ok not quite true i've been reading a few academic papers. trying to get an idea of how to integrate the fracture geometry prof's work into mine ... my advisor said something about fault lines but in the layers-of-the-earth sense not a Big Fault Line along the tectonic plates so i'm working on piecing that together mentally.
watching: some more abby cox, and also the montery bay aquarium's Two Hour Lofi over Shrimp type videos lol
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playing: a lil minecraft ... not that much tho :v probably more tonight or tomorrow, basically whenever i finish my quantum hw
making: THE QUANTUM SHAWL IS COMPLETE!!! gotta upload these pics to my ravelry still but :D im wearing it to class today gotta see if the prof clocks it as The Thing I've Been Doing In His Class Since October
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i also made some yummy salmon......i had to freeze about half of it because for some reason i thought it would be wise to buy Two and a Half Pounds of Salmon so i froze half and then cooked the rest over the weekend with a mustard dill sauce. yumb.
pivoting crafts now though to finally finish up that embroidery project that is uhhh over a year in the making and a gift for a friend. it's so close to being done. i need to fucking finish it.
misc: had a brain blast and did sooo much of my quantum hw this weekend which is. wild. maybe im not braindead. uhhh what else, i had to gently slide into a conversation that im in a relationship because i was getting a Vibe and i did Not want to give any impressions that i was interested in him and apparently that might have been the case. oops. sorry bro :\. relatedly i'm putting together a little valentines day care package for my partner including the Fish Fear Me shirt that i just purchased and hopefully will arrive by the end of the week. i also got myself one of their wizard designs because they're soooo good
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i think im gonna send lil valentines things to a bunch of my friends though, even if its just a cute lil card and some stickers. You Are All My Valentine. so stay tuned for that ig
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k1rishiki · 2 years
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Sorry to bother you, but could you recommend where to start in terms of reading Arthurian myth? I was listening to hnoc for the fiftieth time and remembering my childhood love of “kiddified” versions of the original stories and was wondering if you could help me out. Specific collections or stories? Different versions of the texts? Thanks so much.
omg i was just thinking about how it's been a while since i got this question (bc it's my favorite question)!! so first of all (and sorry if this reads as harsh) you have to get the idea out of your head that arthuriana is a mythology. arthuriana is incredibly similar to a mythology, but most arthurian stories are written novels or poems instead of recorded folklore (although some are but they're the minority), variations based on regions are more bc of individual authors deciding to fuck around and change shit, and also no one believed any of these guys were real. second of all you need to swear to me that you'll never believe any piece of modern arthuriana written in the 1950s or later (but still be careful when it comes to anything beforehand bc god knows tennyson had it out for tristan and isolde like no one before or since), and yes that includes high noon over camelot. basically what happened is in the 50s a book came out by the name of the once and future king by th wh*te, an author bigoted enough to rival lovecraft, and the thing is, this book proceeded to start the biggest wave of modern arthurian lit since the pre-raphaelites were around, and that wave is still the one that's around today. the other big (unfortunately) notable entry to the modern canon is marion zimmer bradley (who's a completely different type of horrible person but due to my reluctance to trigger tag this post i'll just leave it to google with a warning for csa)'s the mists of avalon, which is responsible for the morgan is modred's mother misconception that plagues my every waking moment as well as the girlboss arthuriana subgenre, which is recognizable by its white feminism and fetishistic obsession with some vague idea of celtic paganism with a side of an obsession with contrasting paganism to christianity (which would realistically be medieval catholicism but is consistently portrayed as identical to american protestantism) every 12 seconds.
and as for hnoc's reputability, largely due to the shit the mechs pulled with morgan le fay, the name of the final song, the pendragon polycule itself (arthur was like twice lancelot's age, formerly coworkers with his father while he was a baby, and commonly referred to him as being like a son to him (meanwhile lancelot's feelings on him ranged somewhere from neutral-dislike), and also tried to kill his wife Multiple Times Across Multiple Texts, if you want polyamory may i introduce you to the tristan and isolde tradition, sir palomydes is there and has two swords which is clearly meant to indicate his bisexuality (/j although there are Literally academic papers out there on his bisexuality)), the shit they pulled with gawaine oh my god sweetheart what did they do to you (i blame th wh*te's hatred of the scottish for why they thought that was a viable narrative choice for him but oh my god i'm still reeling), and the fact that last i checked morgan's twitter handle was a quote taken directly from wh*te's work, although he might've changed it by now, as well as other small less-glaring indications, i can safely say that not a single person who worked on it had ever read an actual medieval arthurian text. which sucks bc i like hnoc. but tl;dr don't trust any modern work to get shit right and that's including hnoc.
basic mindset-based things to prevent half the braindead takes that haunt the arthuriana tag aside, i'm going to give you actual recs now.
the byelorussian tristan is a late medieval text belonging to the tristan tradition (tristan and isolde were figures in irish folklore before arthurian writers went 'hey wouldn't it be neat if we added these two' and they've been inextricable from the world of the round table ever since. this has happened with other characters from other nearby folklore and mythology before and will happen again, but due to the fact that tristan and isolde were once their own separate entity, they get a subtradition to themselves), it's notable for not only being the last entry in the tristan canon, but for possibly being the last entry in the arthurian canon as well. honestly it's my favorite book... ever and i'm generally obsessed with it. basically it tells the full story of tristan and isolde with a few unique adventures along the way, but where it really stands out is with the characters, esp since to everyone who isn't already knee-deep into medieval blorbos certain texts can be a bit "and then tristan did this. and then tristan did this. tristan is my self insert so then everyone found him thought. and then tristan was about to do something cool but i decided this story is about sir gawaine now." so it's my go-to starter text recommendation. also it prominently features sir palomydes and i have an agenda to push. my queue tag is a quote of his from this text!
the dutch texts, or more specifically the lancelot compilation, are also a good starting place. they're mostly fairly short, not that dense and have are fairly light-hearted which make them some of the best starter texts out there! also if someone's name is in the title, don't worry, it's really about gawaine. he hijacks things a lot.
culwch and olwen is the best welsh starter text, it's about a relative of king arthur's who's cursed to only ever be able to marry this one girl, who just so happens to be the daughter of a giant with
i'd have to reccomend the lais of marie de france too bc they're fairly short and ough. chevrefoil gets me every time. lanval is one where a guy gets married to a fairy queen, and chevrefoil is a tristan and isolde story. also bisclavret isn't technically arthurian but we (med lit tumblr) love it like it is, and it invented the trope of the werewolf knight that shows up in later arthurian texts.
i highly discourage diving straight into one of the full stories of arthur's reign but if you must (at least go through chevrefoil or lancelot and the hart with the white foot first) go with the vulgate instead of le morte, it's much better written and more cohesive and you'll thank me for it. you can/should skip the history of the holy grail and also the history of merlin though. everyone does it.
and uhhh i don't want to come off like i hate modern arthuriana completely so here are my modern suggestions. first there's tennyson's lady of shallot and idylls of the king, but be sure to know that he's wrong about tristan and isolde and also some other stuff i don't remember, and then there's also william morris my beloved who likes palomydes just as much as i do. anyone who says aggravaine killed his mother is a liar btw it completely messes up his character and conflates him with gaheris and i'm saying this bc i know one of them did. also more recently there's this short story with a really long title i'm obslorsed with from an otherwise sucky anthology which is a character study of sir galehaut, who's basically lancelot's husband from the vulgate and also a bit of a medieval gay stereotype.
also there's a substack i'm obligated to plug called nightly knights which has/will have all of these + more and only the good stuff bc. well. i made it.
annnnd that's it for basic starter texts, once you've got one or two of these under your belt med lit becomes. a whole lot easier to get into. after you've read through however many from this list i'd recommend moving to chrétien de troyes (just not erece and enid or cliges bc those are Rough), or sir gawaine and the green knight, just make sure the latter isn't your first gawaine text bc it's the exception not the rule. otherwise, i'd recommend picking a favorite character and reading out from there. if you need any more help or recs for texts that are good but would be Actually Insane to recommend to a beginner (ie. if you like modred i'm Going to point you to an untranslated middle english poem which actually spends time characterizing him), recs for Really Good And Specific Academic Papers, or help finding anything, feel free to ask me or pretty much anyone on med lit tumblr bc god knows we spend to much time on this. hope this helps!!!!
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I can't properly articulate my full thoughts on this because I am braindead at the moment, but I just want to say that there is nothing wrong with needing assistance from a mobility device. There's nothing shameful in wanting to live your best life, and nothing shameful in needing help to do that. No different from a person needing a therapist to help them through a rough patch in life. It's okay to accept help and have something or someone to support you.
- J
hm...yeah youve got a point
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incarnateirony · 15 days
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Tenth house lilith shoving my water in her pot instead of moving her own, try reading this post without "wood" witch name on it, then read your own, then read the last month.
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This isn't about comfort anymore, not yours at least. This is about the years of you abusing the overextension of me and mine for your comfort to become a waking monster energy addict, and again, we've refused your madness bullshit and actually accomplished something, and now cocaine bear thinks she can run.
No, your house is void and your cup is empty because you refuse to hop off this.
I've made more than just a talisman to protect my energy from you this time. I made an entire great game. And you still can't. You can't stop being a vampire. But damn is OP right, it feels fuckin GOOD. We're over you, you fucking leech.
I'm calling it back and you're getting dragged with because you refuse to hop off, and you're being processed as a result since you refuse to be full on your own. That's not my problem anymore. I will not let you keep shaking processed out traumas to make you stay comfortable. No more convincing. This is one thing you will never be able to convince me out of. You do not get to claim my face, my works, my path, my life, my identity or my soul as a plaything any longer.
A few years ago, things were different, but things have motherfucking changed, and you've built your own pit in your violent crazy addictive behaviors and stalking, your own history of betrayal on repeat, quite literally, all of it. This entire mess is reflecting you at you, and calling myself back, because I'm the only thing I need to channel, and that was always his lesson.
Nothing ever easy, babe, you're gonna stand up and go get it for yourself, or you're gonna disappear. Because I'm fucking calling it back. And I do not care about your motherfucking comfort anymore, princess. Even this isn't about me or my comfort. It's about the people around me you're making suffer for your selfish, haggard vampirism. i'm doing this for everyone.
Boundaries are important, and I've drawn an Absolute One. Saying no, despite the teapot squealing of the ignorant you try to employ to whine people to keep your creature comforts on my cognitive face and dick, is the most goddamn liberating thing I've ever fucking done, and if you think running around finding another reblog to escape and argue with will work, sweetie, you're in for a real bad time. No means no in every language.
I willingly gave my energy away until I was depleted. I convinced myself that you needed it more than me, that protecting you was more important than protecting myself. And now I made my first great game to guard my energy. Progress feels good.
Moral of the story is you wouldn’t wring the water of the soil from one plant to water another. Move your own goddamn water, Elsa. Call yourself back to yourself like we have been begging you to, try that fucking hat on.
You know, that thing OP refused to do, like you're fucking refusing to do, and like I refused to do until I let myself get away from your haze, and like I've said this whole time, it's all your own trauma in the way, but the problem is, you never thought like OP. You only thought for yourself. And that alone has become your trauma and life both, and you can't face it, and you don't remember who you used to really be to channel her back.
Extended version of her mortification here (x) but this one for the pin. Girl, you've now even ripped a literal child into this shit. Like deadass Onan's barely nineteen, and even he's getting ripped in. Noiz before that. All of this, because you refuse to control or look at yourself, and because I found a way to resist your pull, you'll yank at anything vaguely in this spiritual game lobby in a rage. Not even look. End up with a spicy homing pigeon instead of a dove conveniently again named by us twice-again. Thrice if you don't act braindead on subtext of Back to Eden. You displaced it on another fucking animal again.
Onan's just a 19 year old farmboy trying to make his way that found some truth in himself by being nearby, but he still has a long way to go. I will not sacrifice Real World Mik to Echidna just because she refuses to hop off of me. That's not what we're fucking doing. Not my fault you turned yourself into such an ugly, empty hag. You had 20 years of warnings you ignored, including the last half year. And now you're here. Finding any excuse to not look at yourself while unironically posting my song and verse.
stop using my dickwater and spirit to try to fill yourself. Because while I'm taking it back, I told you, I'm returning the favor, and you keep confirming it manifesting over and over and then refusing to accept the reality of what any of it means or how it connects, it's all super wonky random, except it's not. I'm ending this. If you want any autonomy in this fucking process you better look this post over real fierce and quick. Several times. Without trying to motherfucking argue or whine your way out.
You have to move the water, Elsa. You don't get to suck on my soul forever. You can't just drain water from my pot to shove into yours and rely on the ignorance of the new people around you that don't understand history. That's my water, my soul, my identity, my path, my work, my face. I'm reclaiming it, and that's why you're getting processed, and your reblog about that is in fact literally the plot, you're just doing what the OP did. Fucking refusing out of fear of your own trauma shadows and your own damages. It literally took me getting away from you to stop refusing accepting mine. Because I gave away my energy, for you, to let you play with me, like a doll, but no longer. No. This is the most. Liberating goddamn thing.
You. Therapy. Work book. Whichever god you want to hear me tell it to you as today. Start writing and face reality, starting from the parts you already have. "The Rumpocky was never real, Brian was always Part Of Aaron/Min's Brain." Now keep fucking writing. If Rumpocky fake, the Hermes you were talking to, and any gods you used him to orient yourself with, were also not real. Thoth never had a scarf in greece, it was a snake in a snake in a Persona Mask connected to Akasha Internet. Always has been. You weren't supposed to eat the Rumpocky Occultum and you weren't supposed to wear the Shadow Snake. Attaching to these shadows led to intoxicated, abusive, stalking behavior, and the owner of this blog is about to black screen you in the next few months for starting a kung pow penis joke in his notes if you don't face your shit. This is not nearly the motherfucking algebra you're trying to dodgeroll to pretend it is.
Oh, Protip, the Xelloss manifestation at the con? That was for Janice. The one he actually shared the connection with "rumpocky" with due to its personal relevance to her life, and it was by way of that anime, and she chased him all around the center. You've heard both stories but you never connected them. Because it's not your life, not your rumpocky, and so on. In fact, Xelloss' eyes always terrified you. Wonder why that is.
Again. Not motherfucking Theory or Belief. Things you're putting real people through.
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Also we still think we're very funny. Fr girl? We're still doing this?
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Yes, Shealyn, that's what we're doing by laying all our cards out to throw your abusive ass off the car you keep trying to ride.
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It's time to lift that veil that makes it so hard to see through your eyes. Or the hands you cover them with. Whatever the fuck it is, even your cognitive vision is blurry as hell, and it's this grief you won't face, so take off the veil, Celestia.
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Noiz? U GOOD BUDDY??? NEED HAZMAT WHEN YOU WAKE UP?
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scrapraptor · 1 year
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Heres my thoughts on every possible raiden ship. (This is only with games that hes in)
Raiden x sam : eh. Not for me. But go off
Raiden x rose : N̵̢̨͔̖̻̲͍͇̣̥͇͛̐̑͌́̋̓̿̐͘ơ̶̡͍̬͈̟̪͇͙̙̠͇͐̆̀̄̄͊͐̈́͛̏͑̉̅̈́͜͝͝ͅ
Raiden x snake : N̵̡̛̳̘͕̲̤͈̗̋͂̈̿̊̀̒̉͌̃̅̈̓͂̚͝Ŏ̶̡̝̦̻̗̤̤̳̟̪̙̻͙̮̉͒͐̃͛̑̀̀͑̚͠
Raiden x otacon: why?
Raiden x fortune: huh?
Raiden x vamp: kill it with fire.
Raiden x emma: also kill it with fire
Raiden x ocelot: are you braindead?
Raiden x solidus: go to jail
Raiden x M.G. RAY: now were talkin/j
Raiden x olga : it just doesnt feel right.
Raiden x armstrong: KILL ITTT KILL ITTTT EW
Raiden x monsoon: uuuuhhhhh
Raiden x mistral: youre only in it for the porn
Raiden x sundowner: eeeewwwwwwwwwww
Raiden x courtney: surprisingly not that bad. but still no
Raiden x kevin: i dont see it at all. Theyre bros
Raiden x boris: what?
Raiden x doktor: WHAT??!!!
Raiden x bladewolf: kys
Raiden x mei ling: that....doesnt make sense at all.
Raiden x jack the ripper : WE DONT DO SELFCEST IN THIS HOUSE
Raiden x me: YUP I SHIP IT MMHM MHMM GOOD SHIT GOOD SHIT RIGHT THERE THATS THE ONLY SHIP THAT MATTERS /hj
Raiden x myrle: she is a married woman how dare you
Raiden x johnny: SHIT PANTS BOY? HES A MARRIED MAN HOW DARE!
Raiden x any frog trooper : porn's good but absolutely not a good ship.
Raiden x any of the B.B unit : again. Porn might be good but horrible idea for a ship.
Raiden x naomi : eehhhhhhhhhnnnnnno
Raiden x drebin: uuh?
Raiden x gekko: enemies to lovers arc uWu /j
(Bonus)
Raiden x liquid : WERE JUST BLONDE BOYS DOIN WHAT BLONDE BOYS DO--
(Absolutely not)
In conclusion: i dont ship raiden with anyone because he doesnt fit with anyone imo.
This is not telling YOU to not like these ships (maybe you should hate a few). Im just posting my personal opinion.
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frogtanii · 3 years
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I MISSED A FCKN SS IN THE LAST CHAPTWR OMFG HERE PLS RB N STUFF CS IT WAS KINDA IMPORTANT
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THE ONE IN THE MIDDLE WAS MISSING MY B ALHDKSNSN
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the rest of the tags will be in the replies!!
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eggtomatosoup · 3 years
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would anybody be interested if I opened commissions
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hi, i’m so happy ure back! (assuming u were @chifuyous if not im gonna be embarassed LMAO)
shawty boo thang can i request smth?! bcs requests are open and you know im ur fav anon 😍 /hj … ok so yk those character!reader aus and how im obsessed with yours … so i was thinking 🤨 hutao!reader with petshop trio bcs i remember she was the first one u did 😼 ty in advance!!
— suki <3
[ note ] : IMAGINE I WASNT AND YOU JUST SENT THAT TO A COMPLETELY RANDOM PERSON LMFAOAKA but omg im actually so touched that u could tell it was me
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hutao!reader — chifuyu, baji, kazutora
masterlist | requests are open ♡ | warning(s) : spoilers obv
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m. chifuyu
• i feel like he’d be the most patient out of all.
• he’s perfect so 🤪‼️
• ok but seriously, chifuyu would also get so nervous when he’s hanging out with you LMAO
• especially if you guys are with baji … lord, have mercy on him.
• "[name], please refrain yourself from doing anything reckle—" before he could even finish his sentence, you were already off doing god knows what.
• ok but imagine a pet shop owner & a funeral parlor director dating 💀
• you’d show up at his shop promoting ur fucking business
• "oh? wanna die? here, have some 50% off coupons! we customize coffins as well by the way!"
• cute scenario tho ‼️ he’d definitely let you put posters on the windows of his shop, and you’d promote his while you’re talking with a client sometimes LMAOO
• "about the coff—" "oh! and by the way, if you have time, you know, maybe after the funeral, my sweet precious boyfriend’s pet shop is right across the street from here~ maybe you’ll find something cute there!"
• baji loves hanging out with you ‼️ that means extra stress for chifuyu /j
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b. keisuke
• PERFECT COUPLE TBH
• especially if ya’ll were still in middle school, which obviously u would be cos yk… he’s kinda 🪦…
• omg imagine you two burn cars together…
• he’ll join in whenever you’d go and prank people, and even plans some with you that you could pull on toman members.
• one time baji and mikey had an argument bcs mikey fell for a prank that you and baji planned LMAO
• but, he thought he was safe… baji’s also been one of your victims and it was hilarious.
• yk how he’s scared of his mom right ?! you’d def convince his mom to go along with your shenanigans LMAOAOA
• his mom would pretend she had found out about baji’s grades at school, and force him to leave toman, obviously baji was confused because he hasn’t failed one single subject since
• HE EVENTUALLY FOUND OUT IT WAS UR DOING ONCE HIS MOM REVEALED THAT IT WAS A PRANK HE DIDNT TALK TO YOU FOR A WHOLE DAY LMAO
• then he eventually came over because he loved you a little bit too much :(
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h. kazutora
• he thought you were one of a kind tbh 💀
• kazutora met you after he got out of juvie and immediately he went ???????? bcs u started promoting ur fucking business to him outta nowhere like
• "hey, u wanna die or someone died? come visit the wangsheng funeral parlor!"
• literally doesn’t even know how he fell in love with you 😐‼️
• "lmao remember when i met you after u got out of juvie"
• "?? why are you bringing that up?"
• "idk kazutora it was kinda funny."
• 24/7 victim of your pranks :/ literally so tired of it
• actually touch starved tho and yk that so you always try to show that pranking him is ur love language :(
• but he gets so caught off guard whenever you’d slide ur hand in his LMAO
• "what are you doing?" "oya? getting shy now, are we~?"
• honestly loves you alot but doesnt know why he thinks ure braindead /j
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godshira · 3 years
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ONLY HIM.
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your stepbrother shirabu kenjirō is always a meanie to you— so then why does he want to keep you solely for himself only?
-> warning : stepcest, degradation, humiliation, dubcon, face slapping, dumbification, manipulation, mindbreak
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kenjirō nii chan is the biggest bully! he ignores you & acts as if you don’t even exist. but you want to try to get closer to your new nii-chan— he’s your family now & you actually do look up to him. so to try to get on his good side you join the volleyball team as a manager to attempt to get closer to your nii-chan.
“what the fuck are you doing? first you fucking come into my family, trying to act as if you belong here. now volleyball too? just stay out of my life, bitch” hearing kenjirō spit such harsh remarks was a slap to the face. but you won’t give up just yet, not for your nii-chan! you’ll keep trying & trying— one day he’ll warm up to you, you just know it!
the rest of the boys treat you so well— would kenjirō really die just to act like them for a day? they’re just so kind and gentle with you— always looking out for their pretty little manager. but something is boiling up inside kenjirō & it’s consuming him— hatred? disgust? jealousy? hah as if.
“wow shirabu, your little sister really is the nicest! i would kill to have a pretty & sweet little sister just like her, dude” tendō remarks during their break at practice. kenjirō’s jaw tenses up as he grinds his teeth. pretty & sweet?— you’re just a pain. a fucking headache. a burden. a fucking dumb bitch. so then why does he hate the idea of his dumb bitch of sister being someone else’s?
that same night kenjirō asks you to meet him in his room after dinner to talk— with the tone of his voice & expression it had to be serious. maybe he finally wants to step up & be the big brother that you hoped he would be. so there you were— fiddling with your thumbs & staring down at the ground as kenjirō went to lock his door. you felt him get closer & closer to you— his presence overwhelming you. the sound of his hand striking your face broke the silence of the room. you looked at kenjirō with your scared tear filled eyes as your face stung from the slap.
“you just wanted to join the team so you can whore yourself out to them, isn’t that right? i wasn’t giving you any attention so you just had to get some. fucking attention whore,”
“no that isn’t true-“ your words got stuck in your throat as you suddenly felt kenjirō pull you close to his chest, his hand softly petting your head— contrasting his behaviour not even a few seconds ago.
“it’s okay lil’ sis. you don’t have to lie to me, because i know you,” he finally called you his sister. you looked up to him from his chest & saw a smile graced on his lips. “your nii-chan wasn’t looking after you so you wanted other people to take care of you, isn’t that right hm?” his eyes were as if they were filled with so much sincerity & love, so different from he usually was with you— cold, harsh, vile & hateful. you were in daze— mind foggy & blurred from everything that has happened— so you couldn’t help yourself from agreeing to whatever kenjirō-nii is saying.
“what a sad little thing you are. gosh, what will you do if you found out about the things the other boys are calling you,”
“wh-what?” oh you looked so scared & terrified— exactly like how kenjirō wants you to be. “yeah, they’ve been talking about you. calling you a desperate slut, an airhead bitch & all other kinds of names,” kenjirō absolutely adores the sight of fear gleaming in your eyes.
“n-no, they wo-wouldn’t say that-“
“so you’re calling your nii-chan a liar,”
“no i’m not! i’m j-just-“ and there you go— tears streaming & full on sobbing into kenjirō’s chest, dampening his shirt with your salty tears. he did it, he finally broke you. “shhh it’s okay, lil’ sis. you don’t need them, you only need me right? you’ll only need your nii-chan now,”
he’s right, you finally have him now. he at long last opened up to you so you really shouldn’t be caring about those other boys and what they thought about you— not when you have your big brother now. so you don’t question any of it. you don’t question kenjirō is leaning in closer until his lips harshly kisses yours & travel down to leave purple marks into the skin of your neck. you don’t question it when he starts fondling your breasts through your shirt. you don’t question it when he starts to pull down his sweatpants to ‘show you how much he really loves you.’
but the voice in your head is screaming and yelling at you— saying that big brothers aren’t supposed to touch their little sisters like this. but what do you know? you’ve never had one until kenjirō came into your life, so maybe you could be wrong. but the voice just won’t stop shouting at you— that you aren’t supposed to be enjoying the way your big brother is feeling your sensitive cunt through your wet & dampened panties. but fuck, does it feel so good.
“you want your big brother to shove his cock in this cunny of yours, hm?” it was an automatic response for you to nod your head to whatever he was asking for. you didn’t care at all about what he was saying— all you knew is that you were feeling so fucking good and you needed more of it. and with a single thrust you felt kenjirō’s cock splitting your tight cunny open— cries & whines leaving your lips.
“fuck- loosen up a bit will ya? you’re so goddamn tight i can’t even move,” kenjirō hisses out through a grunt as he attempts to move in your tight cunt. as much it felt good for you, it felt just as fucking amazing for kenjirō. especially with the fact that you’ve gone completely braindead on him & just so pliant and obedient for him— just like how little sisters are supposed to treat their big brothers.
“o-oh i’m so-sorry nii-chan,” he smiles. you’re really the perfect little sister he could ever ask for, not even questioning it when he shoves his cock into you.
“it’s fine, little girl. you know why? because i only will ever get to fuck this tight cunt of yours. because only your nii-chan is ever allowed to touch you like— to fuck you like this, okay?”
“yes kenjirō-nii, only you!” that’s right, only him. forever.
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Dark Woods Circus AU Chapter 13: A Break From The Circus
Saturday 11PM, it was peaceful in the Motherlobe… well, outside the Motherlobe. Hollis had planned that the performers should step outside the Motherlobe. Raz and Lili did step out of the Motherlobe, mainly because Ford felt a weird energy off them. Hollis had thought of having a bbq and picnic outside the Motherlobe, as Gisu stated that the only performers who stepped outside were her, Morris, Sasha, Milla, and Raz and Lili. Sasha and Milla stepped out when they waltz in the night, Raz and Lili went outside to see Lucrecia. But for Gisu and Morris? It was for survival. But now? All of the performers stepped outside.
Hollis was just finishing the reports of missions, when she heard her office door opening, it was Fred. “You said you needed me?” He asked the Lesser Head. 
“In fact I do.” Hollis responded. Fred sat down on the chair that was in front of Hollis. 
“So… what is it about?” Fred asked. 
“Well it’s about how much the performers have admired the Motherlobe. They still adore the agents. And they made Lucrecia more welcoming.” Hollis spoke. 
“Really?” Fred asked. 
“Of course, but there was one thing that bugged me… it was the day that was the first time they arrived at the Motherlobe.” Hollis spoke.
“What was bugging you?” Fred asked. 
“Well… after me and Agents Delucca and Loboto examined Norma’s body. There was an explosion that had happened inside Loboto’s Lab.” Hollis explained. “It turned out that the dust from the explosion was nothing but Sneezing Powder.” she continued. 
“Sneezing Powder?” Fred asked. 
“Of course, but Norma’s body was dead… but she did have some breathing in her… so she might be braindead.” Hollis responded. 
“What else did you discover?” Fred asked with interest. 
“Well, after we cleaned the mess, Loboto discovered that we had one Mobile Brainjar missing.” Hollis answered. 
“What? But how? Their only activated by a brain!” Fred answered. 
“Exactly, we don’t know who caused the explosion, and we don’t know who has the missing Mobile Brainjar.” Hollis sighed, “But that will have to be put to the side, the company picnic is about to start…” Hollis continued. 
“Yeah, better get ready for the lunch, see you soon Hollis!” Fred waved goodbye. 
“You too Freddy.” Hollis spoke. Wait, did I call him Freddy? Only his fellow agents call him that! 
“Did you call me Freddy?” Fred asked with curiosity. 
Hollis had to find something to say, “I… I…” she stuttered.
“I like it.” Fred replied. That made Hollis blush. 
“Well, thanks. But don’t you have to go?” Hollis asked, 
“I do, well… see you later Holly.” Fred chuckled, that made Hollis’ cheeks flush as red as her hair.
As Fred made it to the kitchen, he grabbed the ingredients to make Ratatouille. He got tomatoes, bell peppers, eggplants, zucchinis, vinegar, ground pepper, majoram, and olive oil. He preheated the oven, placed an iron skillet on a burner and coated the pan with oil. But then he saw Gloria popping her out by the kitchen door looking at him. 
“If you’re wondering, I called her Holly, and she called me Freddy.” Fred responded as he sliced the vegetables thin as paper. 
“But you still haven’t asked her out yet?” Edgar spoke as he arrived as well. 
“Well I haven’t yet. But I do think that the movie date was all what was needed.” Fred responded as he stacked the vegetables in a pattern for the ratatouille. 
“Seriously? That’s it? You just went to see a movie and that’s just it?” Boyd answered as he looked out. 
“Yep, but after this, I may go on another date with her.” Fred replied as he finished the Ratatouille. 
“Well, whatever floats your boat– we’re here to help!” Gloria reassured. Fred chuckled as he got the ratatouille packed.
Now the picnic has begun… most of the food was simple, juice boxes for the kids, chicken sandwiches, pb&j sandwiches, soda, salads, fruits, everything. But the Agents made some food as well. Gloria made some delicious smoothies that had lemon, raspberry, blackberry, maraschino cherry juice, and vanilla ice cream mixed together. Edgar made some gazpacho with chicken and peas. Loboto baked some cookies that were a little burnt on the edges. Lucy crafted a traditional Grulovian Dish, a fruit tart mixed with caviar (gross…). And last was Ford, who made his specialty, honey pepper boar pancakes. Meanwhile, the performers were outside, relaxing and playing. Adam and Morris were resting on Gisu’s back. Raz and Lili were drawing with Dogen on a seperate table. and Lizzie, Dart, and Sam went fishing. Sasha and Milla were watching in the distance, hoping that the children would be safe. And as for Hollis and Fred, they were on a boat. Needless to say that this was romantic to Hollis and Fred… well sort of romantic.
“So… this is nice.” Fred spoke.
“Yeah, it kinda is…” Hollis replied. Fred noticed that Hollis was blushing… 
“Are you ok? You look a little pink.” Fred asked, Hollis snapped back to reality.
“Of course! I’m fine!” Hollis quickly replied. 
“Well either way, this is the best choice I could think of for this date.” Fred spoke.
“Well what can you say? Gloria is a sucker for matchmaking.” Hollis replied, she clearly felt her heart beating fast, she wanted to tell Fred that she loves him, this was the same for Fred. But then…
*SPLASH*
Hollis was struck by a cold splash of water. “Sorry!” Loboto shouted in the distance. 
“It’s alright Agent Loboto, but do practice somewhere else.” Hollis replied. This clearly wasn’t like the first date. At least it was her and Fred, but this? This wasn’t bad at all! In fact, it was… it was good. Surely there’s nothing that could affect her.
“Achoo!” Hollis sneezed. Oh, it was the cold talking, who knew that she can get a cold that quickly, but it did make sense. It was Autumn, and it was going to be cold soon. This wasn’t planned. Fred looked at her with concern. 
“Hollis, is everything alright?” Fred asked.
“Yeah… everything is fine… just a little… cold.” Hollis spoke. 
“Here, let me warm you up.” Fred spoke as he removed his jacket. That made Hollis blush again. 
“Thanks…” Hollis thanked the man, but then he was also strucked by water. 
“Ok then, we need to think of a Hydrokinesis testing area.” Fred spoke. 
“That we do.” Hollis responded, but then she saw something she never forgotten, and never wanted to forget it. Fred removed his shirt again. That made Hollis blush once more. “Are… aren’t you going to get cold?” she asked. 
“Don’t worry, I don’t mind the cold.” Fred replied, “And besides, my clothes can dry themselves in the air.” To which they did… quickly. And Fred placed his shirt back on, as well as his jacket… which not only absorbed the moisture in Hollis’ suit, but also air dried itself as well. 
“Miss Forsythe! It’s time for lunch!” Lili shouted. 
“Guess it’s time to eat!” Fred spoke, he then rowed the boat back to the field.
The picnic table was organized. And needless to say, it was a sight to see– the performers eating food they had never tried. Adam scarfed down on apples and grapes. Lizzie ate some of the bacon pancakes. Morris couldn’t eat much food, but his favorite was the gazpacho, which he drank through a straw. Gisu had always tried water, but she never had juice before, needless to say, it was tasty. Raz and Lili were big eaters, they ate an entire plate of sandwiches. It was saddening to the psychonauts to see the children like this. But it was somehow helping the children.
Sunset arrived and everyone but Fred and Hollis left. “Hey Hollis, I got one more surprise for you.” Fred spoke, he then grabbed her hand and took her to the Gulch to Bob’s Greenhouse, which had two mushrooms as chairs, a tree stump as a table, and it had the ratatouille Fred made. 
“Fred… did you make this?” Hollis asked, 
“Oui, I had some help from Bob and Helmut, in fact… have a seat.” Fred answered as he and Hollis sat down and eat the ratatouille.
“Agent Bonaparte, what you made… it’s amazing.” Hollis replied as she finished the meal. 
“What can I say, I did cook when I was at Thorney Towers.” Fred chuckled. 
“Who knew that the descendant of Napoleon could cook?” Hollis replied. 
“Thanks, but there’s something I should talk about.” Fred spoke. 
“I’m all ears.” Hollis replied. 
“Thanks… did you know that there’s a ticket system for the Circus?” Fred asked. 
“There was?” Hollis asked. 
“Exactly, there are six tickets.” Fred responded. Fred showed his notes to Hollis which revealed six different tickets.
One ticket was pink and had a paw on it.
The next was orange, and it had a clown’s head.
The third was yellow, this time it was a fish.
The fourth had a comedy mask and tragedy mask; it was green.
The fifth was blue and had a wolf’s head.
And the last was purple– it was a heart formed by the treble and bass clef.
“So that’s what the tickets look like?” Hollis asked. 
“Exactly. Anyways, I have to go now…” Fred responded. 
“Well, I’ll see you soon Freddy.” Hollis answered. 
“You too Holly.” Fred chuckled. That made Hollis blush, in fact… it caught the eye of one girl. 
“Agent Forsythe?” Sam asked, Hollis turned around and saw that Sam was spying in the distance. 
“I never thought of saying this, but you’re at your best.” Sam spoke. 
“Samantha, I can handle myself. You need to rest.” Hollis ordered. 
“Very well…” Sam spoke. She then left the gulch, followed by Hollis who walked solemnly. 
“Missed my chance… again!” Hollis spoke to herself.
It was night fall, Sam was sleeping in one of the dorms. She then heard a knock, it was Sasha and Milla, they looked a little worried. “Sasha? Milla? What’s wrong?” Sam asked. 
“It’s 1AM, the children need to head back.” Milla spoke.
Ooh, man– The kids really deserve this sort of joy. As well, just imagining Bob and Helmut helping Fred with cooking, or Lucy helping Gloria to get the boats set up for them, or the whole group together… I love imagining odd friendships, and there’s so much potential for that.
As well– The two of them admitting it’s a date!! And the nickname! Eee, goodness, that’s so freaking cute. I love cheesy nicknames so much, so seeing that mine is being used makes me so happy. 
I wonder if they’ll make it back in time? If they don’t, here’s a little idea for the next bit, but feel free to ignore my idea and use your own instead!
They’re already running late, but they sent an agent or two out to guide them back, making sure it goes as quickly as they can. Since Fred is friendly with most of the performers, he’s the easy choice. Of course, he stops by to visit Hollis before he goes, asking her a quick question.
“Maybe we could go on another date soon? If you want?”
That’s the last conversation they have before Fred and the performers take off to head back. 
(Which, of course, might be too late, and leave him trying to protect himself and the others. After all, you saw what he did when he saw someone in need of help at Thorney Towers– He kept trying to help until it broke him instead.)
As I said, though– It’s all up to you! I just like to think of the saddest version of things.
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Final Fantasy 7 prompts no 50 (!!!)
1. Cloud died on the mountain when he was young, but his mother refused to except his death. Instead, she lights a candle in the front window of her home every night, praying for the gods to return her little boy to her.
When Sephiroth and Zack arrive she begged for them to look for her little boy while they were on the mountain, to bring him home...even if it's just his bones.
They hesitantly accepted.
Cloud, as a ghost, appears to them and throws snowballs at them. The pair, ignorant about how long the boy had been missing, immediately attack to capture him, but he seems to disappear behind trees and rocks.
They kept losing him and they stayed with mama Strife for the night. The process repeats day after day.
She eventually starts mothering Sephiroth and they start filling the voids in each other's hearts, until one day the boy came to Zack and Sephiroth, thanked them, asked them to take care of his mom, and them faded away right before their eyes.
2. Both Zack and Cloud survived on the the Midgar cliffs, but where captured by the Turks and brought to Rufus to serve as his personal bodyguards.
Its clear that Rufus has other intentions for them, but Zack doesn't have a clue what they could be.
Cloud has an idea, since a lot of monsters have been escaping from the science department lately...
3. Sephiroth and Cloud are Soulmates.
Cloud thought soulmates were overrated and that he wasn't good enough for the general, not to mention he didn't really know anything about him.
Sephiroth, however, is almost obsessed with Cloud, and the idea of a fated love.
Genesis thinks its hilarious...for the first two weeks, afterwards its really annoying and the paperwork from the "romance incidents" started piling up, prompting Genesis to try teaching the Silver General to flirt, and when that failed he began pulling different people into the fiasco, making more and more of a mess until Strife finally surrenders and goes on a picnic near Kalm with his soulmate...and actually enjoys it now that he wasn't feeling forced and suffocated by everyone's expectations.
4. Sephiroth peering into Clouds shattered memories cause he has nothing better to do while being trapped in the lifestream.
5. Chocobos rescue Zack and comatose Cloud while they were running from Shinra, and accepted them as honorary Chocobos...though that might've been because of their hair...
6. AC cloud wakes up lying on the ground near a river with the General leaning over him. He scrambled into a salute, even while laying on the ground, "General, sir!"
Sephiroth peered at him, as though inspecting him. "At ease SOLDIER."
The blond looked dumbfounded for a moment before looking down at himself and making a small noise of surprise.
He was soaked and his chest and throat ached fiercely, but he was in a modified SOLDIER uniform. He was a SOLDIER!? When had that happened?!
Sephiroth, however, had already put together that Cloud had amnesia, and decided he was going to milk it for all it was worth. Besides, he deserved it for preforming CPR on his precious puppet and saving his life.
He basks in the glow of Reunion, thinking this is how it's supposed to be when he notices Cloud obeying every order he makes without question or hesitation, they fight together fluidly, destroying any monsters or towns they come across. Not once do Clouds memories threaten to come back, instead, his hold over his puppet only grows with time.
What people don't seem to realize is that Sephiroth was raised in the art of war, thus he was a genius strategist and could be ruthless and manipulative when he wished. He disposed of the blonds former friends one by one before they even had a chance to interfere. Starting with the fistfighter.
7. Time traveler Cloud becoming Midgars local cryptic.
8. Alternative reality Cloud walked into a W.R.O. meeting room but instead of seeing Reeve when he looked up he saw a bunch of glowing SOLDIER eyes staring at him. Worse, one pair belonged to Sephiroth.
Fuck.
He stared at the rooms occupants and they stared back, before the aforementioned silverette softly asked, "Cloud? Is that...really you?"
Cloud took a deep breath, turned around and walked right back out the door, deciding there wasn't enough coffee in the world to make him deal with this mess. It could be someone else's problem.
Sadly, the portal to that other world remained open, even after he heard the whoosh of the automatic door behind him.
8. A very confused Witcher hunting a very confused Cloud
Crack and angst. Crangst? Is that a thing?
It is now.
9. Clouds abilities interfered with Shelkes, causing both of them to be bodily transported into Cyberspace...and 10 years into the past.
The problem is that they can't get out. Shelke seems hesitant at first, but admits there's a reason the doesn't stay in her net dives for too long. Prolonged exposure can cause mental and emotional degradation, essentially robbing them of their sanity and eventually rendering them braindead.
Now their only hope is to contact someone in through technology, which thanks to their powers still interfering with eachothers, comes off as glitches in machinery and poltergeist activities. How will they get help in time?
10. Merman Cloud saving AVALANCHE in Junon after Merc. Zack had saved him in Midgar and released him into the ocean the first chance they got.
11. A heavily medicated Sephiroth overhears Time traveler Cloud admit that he was created using Cloud and Sephiroths DNA.
Sephiroth bursts in like, "You're my son?!"
"Oh, gods no." The blond muttered, mortified. He wasn't even given the chance to react beyond that before the general scooped him up and ran out the door, proudly proclaiming Strife to be his son and holding him in the air for all to see, all the while he kept muttering, "nonononono" and was powerless to do anything thanks to the combined efforts of shock and the Generals sheer joy emanating through his j cells.
"Congratulations General." A SOLDIER 2nd said calmly. Strife died a little inside as Kunsel snapped a photo
Later, a copy of the photo was blown up and the image of Sephiroth holding Strife helpless in the air was on display in the mess hall for all to see.
An anonymous letter was also sent to Hojo, congratulating him on his grandchild.
The scientists enraged screams could be heard even six floors down
12. Barret and Tifa where digging through the abandoned remains of the new Nebilheim, only to come across an underground series of chambers containing the slightly burnt items belonging to the villiagers before the massacre.
The brawny gunman brought the items belonging to child Cloud and his late mother to the blond, expecting a small thanks.
He wasn't expecting Cloud to break down over a picture of his mother, or to sob into his chest. He softly patted the former merc as he cried. Barret had no idea what to do with a rainy Cloud.
13. Some idiot left Cloud and Yuffie in charge of the boat.
When Cloud found the note he was livid. What kind of brainless morons left the two people with intense sea sickness alone on a boat?! What were they supposed to do if intruders arrive? Groan at them and hope they take pity?
14. Cloud never thought he'd be so grateful to see Sephiroth calmly walking towards him with his sword drawn
15. So, it turns out Genesis can use magic as a frog.
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For ask memey, lovers and strength and emperor.
Lovers: Do you have a crush?
J: I think I've been pretty thorough on my thoughts vis a vis Arjuna.
K: Nope! Crushing on someone involves not telling them you love them, and I'm pretty open about that.
C: Pft. Does it look like I have a crush on anyone? (Said while looking extremely like someone who has a crush)
Strength: Dream job
We're just going to mix all our stuff together on this one and say a farmer on some commune. It mixes Kat's love of plantlife, Jeanne's desire to never work a job as braindead as that manufacturing thing ever again, and Cris' desire to bring about the worker's revolution and free the proletariat masses.
Emperor: What are some names you like?
April, Grace, Nepeta, Jugemu Jugemu gokou no surike...
This really depends on what the hell we're picking names for. I'd like to think we'd pick different names for "this sounds cool" compared to, like, picking a baby name.
That being said, my favorite name is, of course, the best name in the universe, belonging to Staff Sergeant Max Fightmaster.
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trance-griff · 3 years
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Kyoka Jiro x Kaminari Denki Part Three
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Word count (pt.3): 2037
Warnings: None, just fluff.
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“I lost?!” Denki’s voice caught the attention of many, fists slamming down the panel of the arcade machine while Jiro nonchalantly stared elsewhere, failing to hide the smirk that tugged at the corner of her lips. “Got your butt kicked, huh?! Seems like you’re losing your touch, buddy.” Sero slung an arm over Denki, looking over his shoulder to see a black screen with ‘Player two wins!’ displayed in blue, Jiro being player two, of course. The screen lit their faces in different colors, despite Kaminari losing and having to treat the female, he didn’t seem to mind one bit, seeing her act like herself is what made him recover from his loss, with her eyes lighting up and sparkling he felt his heart fuzz in his chest, what was he? A kindergarten student?
Their day went by in a flash and still, they had the energy to go on with their activities, the karaoke was the highlight of their day, everyone having the chance to hear each other sing, whether they were good or bad, it was enjoyable. Koda being shy and only murmuring the lyrics while Sato seemed to be the loudest amongst everyone with his gruff voice, the singing got him going. It took a lot of convincing to get Jiro to sing and she was finally there, a mic between her fingertips as she fidgeted and parted her lips to utter the tunes, instantly entrancing her classmates once again with her melodious singing, moments like these her confidence would radiate and act as a spell, charming the audience, moments like these Denki would feel his chest swell and he hoped no one else but he felt that way towards the angsty teenager- he wanted this to be special but wouldn’t admit that himself- perhaps this whole time he was in denial, or he was just braindead to not notice all the feelings folding over each other with every passing day. Guess the nickname Jiro thought of was perfect at this very moment: Jamming Way for being the idiot he was to not notice and think everything was alright.
“We would all make such good singers!” Uraraka spoke profoundly, hands holding her backpack in place as she remained in close vicinity with Midoriya and Tenya; exiting the karaoke, her voice was hoarse but everyone could relate, singing and laughing was bound to give them a sore throat but it was an enjoyable experience especially for Momo who spent a long while gushing over every little thing before regaining her composure and arranging the transportation to the beach, and soon they were at their final destination; Momo’s Private Beach, the beach had everyone at awe with it being spacious enough and everything was provided, however…
Whatever Mineta and Denki were expecting turned out to be the complete opposite, once again disappointed- the females were too tired for a swim and wore beach dresses, enjoying the shallow water instead. “The s-sw-swimsuits? Why aren’t you wearing them?!” Mineta was being delirious, taking the females by surprise as Sero held the short male back.
“Huh? We’re a little too tired from today’s activities, so we decided we would take it easy, right girls?” Were Momo’s simple explanation and the rest agreed but the purple-haired individual was not having it before any drastic steps were taken, Tenya had Mineta carted elsewhere… never to be seen for the rest of the day, something Denki was mildly concerned about but the blond was lucky to not be in Mineta’s place; grateful for watching things play out from the back not to mention his attention would fall onto Jiro -who was occupied with the rest of the females- finding himself distracted every time his friends brought him back to reality by nudging him. “You okay there, bro?” Kirishima questioned; expressing worry. “Yeah, yeah! Totally dude. A little tired.” Denki sheepishly laughed it off- easily fooling the red-haired individual while Bakugou remained silent; unlike his /oblivious/ friend the explosive male wasn’t ignorant to his surroundings, one could say he was even revolted but he’d play his part and excuse himself from this romantic atmosphere. “I’m gonna go beat up stupid Deku, you comin’ shitty hair? Soy Sauce Face?” Bakugou called out; already walking ahead, leaving the group behind. “For the last time, It’s Kirishima!” And with that the two stood up following Bakugou with Denki awkwardly sitting alone; maybe he’d take the chance and approach her or he’d sit this one out and accept how awkward he was being, it felt ‘uncool’ being like that- unable to speak up or as Jiro would put it ‘wouldn’t be rockin.’
Denki didn’t notice how dark it had gotten as he mainly spent it lost in his thoughts, the sky shifting from a pinkish purple to a dark shade of blue dotted with stars, the tides picked up and the rest of class 3-A moved away from the crashing waves, some gathering to make a little campfire and huddled up close as they continued to chatter, while Denki remained as he was, eyes closed as he filled his lungs with the beach air, it helped calm his overheated head, this was worse than any math equation and if he kept all these feelings to himself; he’d end up living up to his ‘jamming-yay’ reputation, or worst case scenario he’d die from heartburn, not literally but with his head burning up and chest-thumping rapidly, he couldn’t sit still and his face distorted with disturbance.
 “Kaminari?” Denki’s eyes jolted open, yellow eyes looking up at dark purple hues. “J-Jiro?!”  She was looming over the male with a soda in her hand, Denki immediately sitting straight up; only inches away from slamming his forehead against hers, realizing their proximity her face flushed slightly and she stepped back with a huff, thrusting the soda can towards him, a finger playing with a strand of hair. “H-Here. Didn’t think me beating your butt would make you so scared of me.” She wheezed with obvious mockery waiting for him to take the carbonated drink from her, mumbling thanks he gratefully accepted the soda. “That’s not the case at all, today was fun.” He laughed out, a smile tugging at his lips and she returned the gesture however cheeks still red and her smile wavered from how her cheeks burned. “C-Cool, I guess.” She patted her summer dress, adjusting it before taking a seat next to Kaminari; him sipping on the soda and her fidgeting with her fingers.
There was silence, and the crashing waves and whistling wind filled that stillness,
Jiro found herself opening her mouth every few seconds before shutting it, unable to let out the words- both had a lot on their minds and their thoughts spoke louder than words-.
“Ka…” She uttered, fists clenching her white summer dress, feet digging into the sand as they rubbed against each other, teeth-gritting when she forced herself into silence.
“Ka…?” Denki’s ears perked up in expectation, head tilting towards the awkward teenager who continued to fidget with her fingers, lips puckered into a pout before sighing and giving in. “Today was fun, I didn’t expect it to be that fun.” Her fingers decided to occupy themselves with a stray stick, using it to make random shapes into the sand. “The arcade especially, the unexpected phone call too… You even treated me out for ice-cream, it was nice…” By now she was red from head to toe, stuttering out words and fidgeting further as Denki listened to her, his situation was no different but he remained more composed however he didn’t really understand where this was all coming from.
“Don’t tell me Jiro, do you like me? Heh? Is that it? It’s okay to confess~” Denki had mainly meant it as a joke, a way to cover up his feelings as he faked pride and even swiped his hair back but when he failed to hear anything in return he stiffened. “F-For real…? J-Ji-.” Before he could continue blabbing, a stick was pointed at him in a threatening manner, taking him by surprise as he flinched yet, she couldn’t say or do anything; flustered and retracted the stick. “It’s nothing, forget I said anything.” It was her cue to leave and maybe dig herself six feet underground. “W-Wait! Me too! Me too!” Denki slipped out, reaching to hold her wrist. “You too?” Jiro paused, red face turning to look at a flustered Denki, he nodded and gathered the courage to speak. “Yeah, I like you too.” He finally confessed, letting go of her wrist after a while only to sheepishly rub his neck and shift his gaze elsewhere. Well, there was no point stepping back, the cat was out of the bag.
“Like me as a friend…?” She questioned, and Denki shook his head profusely. “You know what I mean, Jiro!”
“…Oh.” “Is that your only answer?!” From that flustered girl was now a blank looking girl, brain unable to process his words. Once again, the silence returned and Jiro looked at her feet. “So, all this time I was being… stupid for nothing…?” Ever since she discovered her feelings for the goof, she was all over the place and couldn’t even be herself around him.
Wow, so uncool of me…
“Stupid for nothing?” Denki repeated before realization dawned upon him. “You were being passive-aggressive because of me?! I was the reason behind that change?! You could have just told me, y’know?” He pointed at himself, confusion mixed with joy, he didn’t even know how to express it as his mouth was a half-grin half gasp only to earn a glare from Jiro causing him to instantly hush up. “Shut it Kaminari! I thought your brain wouldn’t comprehend such feelings, you dunce!”
“I’m fully capable of it! That’s why I’m telling you I like you, Jiro!” He defended himself; irritation evident, she always messed with him like this and it was time he proved her wrong. It took her by surprise when he bluntly displayed his affectionate feelings to her and she covered her ears, this wasn’t what she had expected at all, she didn’t even consider this a possibility whatsoever, all she thought about was this being unrequited and her graduating without ever getting the chance to reveal her feelings. “…I… Me…Er…” Her throat felt constricted, but Denki was content with that alone; she didn’t need to verbally express it anymore everything made sense now.
“I know.”  Taking the chance to place a hand over her head, Denki’s expressions softened as he hid her face into his chest, she didn’t fight back and leaned against him. “This is so lame…” She mumbled and Denki chuckled at that. “Yet here we are.” He cooed. Feelings were always weird it brought out the strangest part of a human, affectionate desires people normally would recoil at becomes normal when they find themselves charmed and smitten.
“So…” Jiro trailed off, waiting for Denki to urge her on to continue but when she looked up, his face was looped… He was stupefied. “A-Are you alright, Kaminari?!” Jiro’s flushed face turned to astonishment and then to a sputtering mess. “Uweh…” Guess his brain fried over this and Jiro held her stomach from how hard she was laughing, his thumbs thrusting into the air assuring whoever was on sight that he was okay. “You’re hopeless, Kaminari…” Jiro shook her head, looking at her surroundings before leaning in on her tippytoes to leave a quick peck on his cheek.
 And that’s how the two students of Yuuei became a couple.
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“Man. it reeks of shit here,” Bakugou growled, swatting his hand in the air to express annoyance. “Looks like our little Bakugou can’t handle a bit of lovin’, am I right or am I right?” Kirishima grinned, shark teeth exposed as he leaned an elbow on the blonde’s shoulder. “Shut up, Kirishima! You were too slow to understand what was going on.”
“So, wait. If Bakugou hadn’t left with you two, they would have missed their chance? Way to go Boom Boom Man!” Mina cheered with a jump, celebrating with the rest of the group. “Quit it, raccoon eyes!”
“Bakugou, the cupid of class 3-A.”
“You guys wanna die?!”
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erischaos · 4 years
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yours
summary: you found yourself loving Jaehyun, but he never loves anybody.
inspired on the song “wicked game” by Chris Isaak
words: +1,8k
tags: angst, smut.
warning: i portrayed Jaehyun like an asshole but its just for the fic, i’m pretty sure he’s not like that. Please never fall for this kind of relationship, its very toxic.
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He wasn’t yours, you always knew that. He was hurting you and even like that, you stayed. Jaehyun is the only good thing in your life, you are part of a girl group with almost no popularity and he made you feel worthy of all his attention. Like the chosen one among all those beautiful girls he came across everyday.
“hey princess, come in” Jaehyun opened the door and kissed you briefly “you look specially pretty today” he said and you blushed like a teenager, quickly said hi to the members and went straight to his room. All the boys in the dorm watched you with pity every time you came to visit him. They knew you weren’t the only one, there was a dozen more who fucked him even more than you, but you choose to be blind. Pretending you never smelled the girl perfume, never saw the broken bracelets in the floor, never listened to the rumors.
He didn’t even gave you time to say anything and collided his lips to yours while he started to take off your clothes. He made you walk backwards until you fell on his bed, with him immediately falling over you. Having his weight over you always made you feel at ease, under him you didn’t had to worry about anything else more than pleasing him. He started to run his hands over your legs, reaching for the waistband of your pants and taking them off, he smiled when he saw your red panties and took them off too.
“you’re still dressed, its not fair” you said jokingly “help me then” you sat on the bed and took his shirt off while he was standing, he tried to lay over you again but you stopped him and made him stand again, while buckling his belt you looked up and he caressed your face “you’re always so good to me y/n, you’re perfect” it was so clear for you that you were his favorite when he was always telling you all those things. You knew you didn’t had to love him, it was going to destroy you, and you always though you were strong enough to not do it but, in moments like this, watching his face contract in pleasure while you sucked him off, you felt a little bit weak.
“enough, lay down” you did what he said and opened your legs, you though that maybe today he was going to go down on you but he put on a condom and lined himself with your entrance. When he saw you getting used to his size he started to pound you harder and deeper every time, you wanted to open your eyes to look at him but you were overwhelmed with pleasure, his dick touched all the right places and it was making you lightheaded, every time you opened your mouth to get some air a loud moan came out. You always felt there was no need to pregame with Jaehyun, you were always wet and ready for wherever he needed you. “look at me y/n, look at me while I destroy that pretty pussy of yours” you did your best and opened your eyes “you´re so good to me, always tight no matter how many times I fuck you”. The realization was painful, you loved him so much, you didn’t wanted to, it made you feel stupid and weak. The godly face you were watching now, dripping in sweat it was a very know sight in the kpop industry. Jaehyun was a fuck boy, he fucked at least one girl in every girl group. He always chose the prettiest ones, and it surprised you when, one night, out of nowhere he texted you. He made you feel so special, he told you that you were the most beautiful girl he ever laid his eyes on, the one with the prettiest body and the most stunning voice. The sexting came soon after and a few days later you were cumming in his bed, again and again. You came back to reality when he detached himself from you and turned you around, handling you into all fours. Your face was mushed to the mattress and he started to be more and more rough, he pulled you up by your hair and whispered in your ear “I want to hear you cry”. You didn’t realized that until now your cries were being muffled by the mattress, so when he pulled you up you noticed how loud you were being, almost to the point of screaming. For one second the imagine of the rest of the boys in the living room hearing you made you embarrassed but you forgot the sensation quickly when Jaehyun started rubbing your clit “come on baby, cum on my cock” you were already dripping when he said that, so seconds after you came even the floor was wet. “ow, look at the mess the stupid baby made” he kept on pounding you until you rode your orgasm and you felt brainless, he knew your body so well, you almost blurted an I love you, but something stopped you, maybe after all your weren’t that braindead and you knew that it would ruin the moment and make everything tense, so you simply remained quiet. “would you let me cum on your pretty face, angel?” you were a whore for him, always delivering so you nodded and turned around, falling on your knees on the messy floor, took off his condom and started to suck on his dick again, you were used to him fucking your mouth so when he grabbed your head and started to face-fuck you, you let him and focused on breathing through your nose despite your gagging. A few moments later he took his dick out of your mouth and came all over your face and tongue, you swallowed as much as you could and with the simple sight of his face, contorted in pleasure, you came again, untouched.  That was the only time you could hear him moan, when he came. It was music to your ears, you made him feel good, and the proof was all over your face.
When you two calmed and got some air he cleaned himself with an dirty shirt that was on the floor, put on his pants and went to the bathroom to grab a towel for you. You sat on his bed to wait and you noticed a hair tie under the shelve, on the floor. A hair tie that wasn’t yours. Like all the other things that once in a while you found on his room you choose to ignore it as well, but the pain and the tears showed up anyways. When he came back you thanked god all your face was a mess and the tears weren’t noticeable enough, so you simply wiped your face and your parts.
When you got dressed and ready to leave he stopped you. “y/n I heard it was your birthday a few days ago so I bought you this” from one of the shelves he handed you a medium size velvet box. Inside there was a delicate but beautiful necklace, with a J engraved in a musical note pendant. Happiness tears filled your eyes and you ran to hug him, he kindly patted your back in return. Maybe you were wrong, you misunderstood all the signs of him having another girls and you were the only one in his life, you were special and he loved you. “Its so pretty Jae, I love it, thank you so much” you tiptoe to kiss him on his lips “I want you to wear it always, ok angel? Like that, everyone will know you’re mine”. You nodded and he helped you putting in on and stood behind you, facing the mirror on his wall, you thought that maybe wasn’t a bad thing to tell him you loved him now, and just when you were about to confess your feelings the member you knew as Jungwoo knocked the door, and from outside he said they were going to start a vlive soon and that they needed him there. Jaehyun looked at you and with the face he always did when it was time for you to leave, you understood and without saying a word you left the dorms.
Days after you were in the middle of your group promotions, going to all the music shows the company payed for. There were a lot of other girl groups also, so you didn’t stand a chance to win but you were full of hope anyways. On the backstage you came across a very know group from one of the big three, and since your leader knew them you tag along with her to say hi. You almost collapsed when you realized that, the one that you knew as the visual from said group was wearing the same necklace as you. “that’s a beautiful necklace Jisoo, where did you get it?” she laughed a little bit and you were thankful your own necklace was under your sweater “oh just a guy I have been seeing gave it to me when we won on inkigayo last week” she grabbed the little pendant and showed it to you. It also had the J engraved. You politely said goodbye and did something that was going to destroy you completely. You took a walk around the place, from the few groups that were there, at least one of them had the same necklace. It was his signature, a kind of checklist he had, to mark the ones he already fucked. You weren’t special, you were just one more. All the girls knew that fucking Jaehyun was just for fun, they understood that and they wore the necklace proudly, if was like they were part of a selected group of privileged girls that shared the pleasure of fucking one of the best dicks out there. He knew what he was doing.
It was no point on telling him you knew everything, you needed to be like those girls and face the truth, he saw you like a pussy and you should see him as a dick. As a way of relieving stress, as a way of relax outside the industry. You loved him? Yes. After all, you kept doing it. You wanted to keep on seeing him, to keep on kissing him, keep on fucking him. Wasn’t the price too high? Yes it was. Seeing someone, kissing someone and fucking someone that you love that you had to share hurted like million knives. But it was better than nothing. It was staying with him or never touch him again. On camera Jaehyun was perfect, his dimples, his voice, his manners, everything about him was dreamy. He literally created the perfect man, but when he broke character, when he was with you being heartless he was perfect in your eyes as well. Laying now on his bed, watching him sleep after he came all over you was your place on earth, you had to seize every moment with him until he gets bored of you because you were his but, after all, he wasn’t yours, you always knew that.
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I’ve been writing a lot about Johnny so i wanted to write about my other bias, Jaehyun. Why no one told me writing smut was thaaat hard??? i almost gave up like a hundred times. I hope you like it, its kinda sad and the girl knows what she’s doing is wrong but please, never accept something like this, we always deserve to be loved. Let me know if you find any mistakes♥ Thank you for reading meeee ♥♥♥
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