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carnivalcarrion · 1 month
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That post about everything being "Nah" I felt in my core. I'll always respect people who identify differently but when they ask me "what's your pronouns?" Or "where do you lie romanticaly?" I'm just "eh call me whatever you want I guess" or *I don't feel romantically for much anything" maybe cause online people always thought I'm one gender and irl people always thought I was the other so I just responded with "sure I guess"
and it's honestly such an easier way to live ngl... like when it comes to people who Know that i use they/them, it hurts to hear my given pronouns. but when it comes to strangers and just people who i haven't told, it's like... "yeah. ok. ill put on this hat" it feels a bit like a performance. it feels Mischievous, even! ohoho, they've been Tricked!
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skeletonpendeja · 15 days
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May have just started listening to MCR and man
I wish I had this when I was a tweenager it was JUST in my periphery but I never listened but now I get it.
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dabwax · 10 months
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I hate seeing folks asking nicely for donations for food or rent or whatever and getting fucking nowhere but then they have a bad meltdown and reach their goal
Why does it take people getting to that point to get the help they're asking for
Asking as someone who has gotten to that point on tiktok more than a few times. If you have cash to spare that you'd gladly spend on a coffee or anything more expensive than that without it hurting your bank, please help out folks who are at risk.
People get one donation for every 100+ notes on their posts on tumblr and for folks struggling to feed and house and medicate themselves, that stat can feel like an anvil pressing against your chest and crushing you
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larrythefloridaman · 1 year
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two very different kinds of siblings
#cpuk#took me FOREVER to make mac and al Feel Right to me and just as long to properly execute on the vibe i knew i wanted for goog always#but pretty happy with these!#cpuk alabaster uppercut#cpuk juniper uppercut#cpuk google#cpuk mac and cheese#you ever call a character by a nickname shortening of their name so long that when you have to type their full name again#it hits you all over again how goofy it is. anyway mack encheez would be an entirely normal ace attorney character name#ive been thinking about Al a lot lately. the difference between him in season one and season 2 is interesting to try to reconcile#because in season one its very explicit- he has beef with The Tournament Itself and that was the only reason he was here.#he was an ideological pacifist who was publically mocked and only came to fight in cpuk to prove a point#when a kid from uppercut village was getting bullied because of contestants mocking him and the village.#but when season two rolls around hes a 'cpuk veteran' who's always fighting at locals and bettering the scene.#which leads me to assume Al arrived to CPUK and went 'damn bitch y'all live like this?' and set to work on repairing the vibes#especially since uppercut village has been utterly ignored by the lore since his introduction and with ncct information...#im not sure it... meaningfully exists? its a part of his concept and self that informs his actions but has never mattered.#and as such with the schrodingers isekai way that submission to cpuk works in nccts worldbuilding#i think it might be. just as unreachable as eric is to thera/folk. something from another reality hes just not part of anymore.#in his second tournament appearance he sets a goal of not coming in last and then he's retiring and he doesnt come in last.#but then he comes back.#imagining this dude trying to get a ride back home to uppercut village and the driver needing directions bc hes got no idea where that is#and al realizing he doesnt. know how to get there either. and so the only place he has to go is back to the tournament.#and the sense of community identity so core to himself he's named after it falters and hes left alone#and so he begins to build a new sense of community for himself out of the new home he's been left with. makes friends. adopts new family.#living in honor of the memory of a village that never was.#at least not here.#juni knows the participants of cpuk as family. uncle cha cha. mama hoedown.#in a sense both al and juni are adopted from elsewhere into the family they know.#smthn smthn 'it takes a village to raise a child.' i am speculating myself into getting emotional about funny punch guy 👍
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jattendschaton · 8 months
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holding back tears when your 47k fic hits 80 kudos but you cant like celebrate with anyone because thats literally not even an accomplishment but you thought it would never actually reach 80 kudos and you're being an emotional little baby :') :') :')
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prayforelves · 3 months
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American Gothic: this blog's brainworm
If you've followed me on this blog for a while, maybe you've seen art concepts of my stories (certainly my characters!) but I'll be honest, I haven't written anything in a long time. This brainworm for these characters has been knocking around since 2016 in MANY ITERATIONS, but I'm starting to get a rounded sense for a storyline that (mostly) makes sense! If you want to read, it's below the cut, broken down into three short arcs.
Also bonus: the suckers who it features! don't ask me why Abel's not wearing a shirt, it's to uh, show off his Occult Mark
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AMERICAN GOTHIC Arc 1: Don’t do the thing / You did the thing, now what?
Theo, an eccentric lawyer whose unnerving knack for reading people runs a bit…superhuman finds himself unwillingly enlisted as a soldier during WWII and befriends the charismatically capable Abel on the battlefield of war.  When tragedy strikes, Theo breaks the rules to bring his friend back from death and sets off a supernatural shitshow in the process.  Now, the two must fight to figure out how to keep his friend alive and what fine print accompanies his second lease on life.  Because like every lawyer knows…the devil’s in the details.
Arc 2: Who am I / What am I?
As whatever established hustle/routine operation solidifies at state x in arc 1, we start to learn more about the characters and the mess they got into.  Who exactly is Theo? What exactly is Theo?  At the same time, Abel’s demands continues to push his character development towards…towards where, indeed?  We start to see flashbacks of the man’s past and the enigmatic moral fabric of who he continues to become.  And it turns out that new comrades and competition don’t make that any easier.
Arc 3: Shit gets messy / Warfare
In which the comrads and competition introduced in arc 2 start to really make our character’s world go to hell, and what are they gonna do to stop it? Clearly, escalation.
More truths manifest to characters about the nature of this increasingly supernatural deal as they escalate conflict.  Abel, at this point, climbs to some sort of power peak after going through a moral and physical minefield, and a schism between him and Theo emerges.  Theo and Abel had realized a plan together, but as things progress, the question looms: will Abel follow through?  It’s hard, after all, to believe anyone’s agreement to their own execution.
END SERIES 1: CROWN THE MASTER | KILL THE KING
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Absolutely pissing myself is Jude watching Yuri on ice at the end of the wicked king???
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filurig · 1 year
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folkish
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artistvicky · 6 months
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still 9 months till eurovision....
#I WANT IT NOW UGH#i want esc monthly my thirst is neverending#okay no obvs jk but that post esc depression be hitting me again#i miss the rush of adrenaline and excitement that comes w it. the yearly bonding we have over it w my friends#me screaming as i probably dont have any mutuals that watch or like eurovision. anyways#i literally have watched every fucking reaction video and ranked and anything. anything. i watched them all#and i am still not satisfied....#i have all the current entries on my tab since 56 i believe but dont count on my memory for that fact#and so ive also listened through every. single. song. i fucking love eurovision#its so close to me it was the first thing i saw on tv that caught my attention as a child and when i saw aleksandr perform fairytale#it made me interested in violin and music and he was my motivator to later go on and learn to play the violin. it makes me cry i love it sm#i also remember seeing nox perform forogj világ and it was such. it makes me cry every time the memories and the whole..ugh#i already was studying and learning folk dancing and singing#and so it made me so happy to see them there.... anyways i cry too much#thats the cost of being an oversensitive neurodivergent person ig#ANYWAYS I LOVE ESC I HAVE A WHOLE DEDICATED FAVS PLAYLIST AND SHIT#i just wanna scream abt it eurovision is one of the best things that could happen for me as a life experience#my life always was intertwined w music as a whole and so no surprise i adore esc haha#me begging anyone to talk to me abt eurovision in these desperate times waiting between the last and the next esc#tiny.txt#rant
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skeletalheartattack · 6 months
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Favourite personal weapon?
(you CANNOT say battleaxe!)
probably scythe. like i know it's not really good at all for like. combat. but like look at that shit. pretty dope blade while i hold the stick. sooo cool.
#ask#anon#im not sure anything else really compares. i dont honestly think about real life weapons that much really that said.#not without being like. shotgun. or double barreled shotgun. atleast if were restricted to melee combat here.#most games i tend to play shotgun a lot#except tf2 recently where ive been shooting pee darts and donking folks with cannon balls#granted. i range from class to class with no real like... goal? whatever fits the situation and that im confident in.#like i like playing soda popper milk fan o war scout a lot. i like playing pee sniper w/ shahanshah.#for demo i tend to always go loose cannon scottish resistance scottish handshake#scottish resistance cause i like coating a battlefield with stickies and just doing my best to detonate them when i think its important to#fucking hate sticky spamming btw. valve had the right idea nerfing that shit when they did. yknow. before they reverted it.#those things should be doing 60 damage when spammed... and like can do 144 after like a second or two or whatever#that way it punishes spamming and rewards using them as traps#but then the people who have sticky stranges would get mad or whatever. idk. its weird to me that valve reverted the nerf somewhat#it does a lot of damage and you dont gotta even hit the enemy directly with the projectile. so its an easy weapon.#idk.#for heavy i dont have a real loadout im happy with. i tend to go brass beast family business and eviction notice#ik tomislav is like the best overall minigun but. idk.#eviction notice really sucks but once someones pestering me up close i really like to chase them down while punching them#since most of the 9 classes cant get out of range. ive managed to do it a bunch despite how much i dont like the weapon.#like. i wish it didnt have the max health drain. id prefer if like. i couldnt be overhealed if i had them equipped.#the slight speed increase is. okay. paired with the increase in speed when hitting a player.#though if it was simplified. id add those two stats together for the on hit attribute.#so like... less damage. faster swing speed. faster movement when hitting an enemy for a second. and no overheal when equipped.#instead of it just being a weirder worse gru.#that way its just about punishing players who get too close. and makes you weaker if youve got a medic. since you cant be overhealed.#soldier... i just use rocket launcher/black box panic attack and whip. nothing really unique about my playstyle with him.#engineer. panic attack pistol gunslinger or jag.#im no good with the widowmaker and i like having 6 shots so id rather not use the frontier justice.#anyway im at the tag limit. thank you for the ask anon!!!
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mycological-mariner · 8 months
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Hey I’m still very much not over the Greenwich museum..
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mrs-kelly · 1 year
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hands shaking like you guys know I love Charlie right. you know he's my whole world and i love him so dearly right. that literally every time i see him my day is brightened even if ive been looking at him all day. you know that right ajfklds
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scarletbirbs · 5 months
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I really think for the first time ever MCR is not gonna be my #1 on my Spotify Wrapped this year...I think it's going to be Bring Me The Horizon. And I also think that if BMTH is your #1 you should get a coupon for free therapy...
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dragonji · 5 months
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being a student is always going so well until it Isn't .
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flowers-that-sing · 8 months
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YAY SUZIE!!!
awwwww their singing :) everyone’s faces. this is fucking amazing
also my mom and i have been talking about just how much steve gets hurt. like i think other than hopper’s torture and el’s whole. thing. he gets the most hurt out of all the (living) characters
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waterbearable · 6 months
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a recap of dear wink's first bit of faerun adventuring:
-found and recruited shadowheart, gale, astarion, laezel, wyll, and karlach
-found withers (after. Getting silenced so many fucking times by a bunch of obnoxious skeletons)
-almost freed a goblin but realized the hassle was not worth the reward
-keeps detecting thoughts on anybody they aren't personally acquainted with
-took a tadpole out from another dead true soul
-learned: lae'zel is kind of a nerd, shadowheart is scared of wolves, wyll is in a bad contract, and that gale needs to eat magic or he'll die
-killed owlbear mom :(
-brought scratch to camp
-took 2 levels in wild magic sorc and 1 in bard
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