#ive shuffled through a lot of identities throughout the years before settling on trans and gay tbh

[stayatsam]

college graduation and approaching 3 years post top surgery is making me reflect on a lot of stuff, and i was going back over some years old snapchats and really realized, did you know i didn’t know i was gay until i was turning 19? that’s very young in hindsight but sometimes i feel like i see on here a lot of teenagers feeling that they have to know their identity before graduating high school and that’s really just not true!! i feel like its so obvious now “Sammi is gay duh this dude draws so much gay trans stuff” but i just, didn’t until i figured it out. i genuinely thought i was straight throughout highschool and a portion of college

#sam crying #reflecting on sexuality developments is so weird #ive shuffled through a lot of identities throughout the years before settling on trans and gay tbh #i think when i first got the internet i was like im bi ace no im bi no im straight no im a lesbian no wait im a straight man no i #and for some reason accepting im a gay man was just the last thing on my list that finally felt like i fit into #once i came to terms with it i feel like everything just clicked into place