#ive never rlly thought abt this

[tinukis]

honestly have many thougjts about sabo and sabosan but im embarrassed to ever speak of em

#i may not show it but ive been thinking about sabo 24/7 lately #he wont leave help #tin talks #like. the brainworms are so bad #why am i thinking about emo boy sabo lgnwlcjw #scene luffy would go so hard btw idc #but emo sabo???:? im going to die #also i do consider myself emo but shfjhshshhhshh #im so. #i will never be normal #i need to stop having thoughts what am i Thinking #im not even cooking the house already burnt down #and im not talking abt 'ugh it's not a phase!!!' just. he happens to be that way idk #LIKE. im more talking about the looks and not the stereotypical emo teenager #rlly just Everythings the same but sabo is living the emo lifestyle #help me god #just bc i can do what i want doesnt mean i should

[gecemi09]

Most of the songs in Electra Heart are incredibly Jason Todd coded(except certain lines being abt romantic/sexual relationships, change those slightly and voila). No I won't elaborate because you know I'm right.

#jason todd #look im just saying.. #i know why electra heart is abt romantic relationships in general #bc thats what the character is abt #but if you ignore those lines #it makes SENSE #teen idle is rlly obvious #hypocrates in relation to bruce bc hes a huge ass hypocrite #and “you're the only one who can break me who can make me into a young girl” #and “youve played the martyr for so long” #buy the star in “you bought a star in the sky tonight bc your life is dark and it needs some light #you named it after me but im not yours to keep bc youll never see that the stars are free“ #very robin in general #also “oh we dont own our heavens now we only own our hell and if you don't know that by now then you don't know me that well” #etc. etc. #fear and loathing in “ive lived a lot of different lives. been different ppl many times. #i live my life w bitterness and fill my heart w emptiness“ #& “got different ppl inside my head. i wonder which one that they like best? #im done w trying to have it all and ending up w not much at all“ (sheila lol) #homewrecker i always thought abt how jason was blamed for everything? #and bruces shitty relationships w everyone after him can be attributed to jasons death #like “your death broke bruce. WE had to fix it” kinda thing? #“i dont belong to anyone” and “im the image of deception” feel like him to me for some reason idk #i think i will reblog with these+more bc i might be going over the tag limit lol

[kiynania]

So here's something I thought abt Friday

What if their was an another and WAY more disturbing way to merge with your element

What if when an elemental master starts to lose their mind and drive into insanity there's like stages of what's going to happen to their element. At first, their element starts to act out, but slowly like once every 5 days, then if the elemental master's mental health has done nothing but deteriorate, then I'm the element just starts lashing out and complete going after the stuff and ppl around the elemental master as a way to WARN the elemental master to stop and get the help they need. But if nothing happens then the element slowly starts to merge with the elemental master and they won't realize it until the transformation is more than halfway done and by then, there's nothing they can do abt it besides let it happen unwillingly. And once the merging part is completely finished, the elemental master starts to slowly lose their memories bc it's the only thing the element can do to put the elemental master out of their misery. Once their memories are completely erased, they're officially one with their element and don't question it at all. Unlike Nya, who did manage to separate herself from her element, the elemental master that went insane CANNOT separate from their element or remember anything from their past, no matter what happens, they're just stuck there for the rest of eternity.

#yeah.... #dont ask me why i thought this #it was like 4am and ive been awake sicne 2am at that point #elemental masters #disturbing thoughts 101 #idk #ninjago #morro #ice emperor #villains in ninjago were a major part of the topic #i really thought this all through😭 #i thougth abt thos with villains like the ice emperor and morro and realized they werent insane #with morro he was just thirsty to become the green ninja thats pretty much it. #and with the ice emperor he was kinda just a child listening to his parents #pay attention to s11 we never rlly see him make a decision for himself #heck the quest for the lost powers book even says something abt it #rlly the only time we actually see the ice emperor make a decision for himself was in ep 28 when he put lloyd in the dungeon #thats pretty much it. #ok im gonna write that fic now

[saetoshis]

GUYS IM 21 NOW WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#I AM BACK (for 2 secs im abt to fall asleep) #snow has reminded me how much i miss tumblr ;n; #but unfortunately i do not have time for this app LMFOAKAKAA im too busy fr i miss u all tho #idc if no one sees this ITS OK I JUST WANNA SVREAM FOR A SECOND CUZ RLLY #I NEVER THOUGHT ID BE WHERE I AM IN LIFE RN AND IM GRATEFUL SO GRATEFUL ! #IM A MESS BUT AT LEAST IVE MADE IT ANOTHER YEAR 👹👹👹 #GRAAAKAKAKAAAAA #kisses for everyone i love u all to everyone (or anyone) seeing this wehehehe #MWAH MWAH MWAH #x 10000000000 #[‹ moshi : posts ›]

[theriverbeyond]

maybe i missed it but Kiriona definitely took off her pants when Pal/Camilla ascended to Lyctorhood 2.0, and i don't remember her ever putting them back on? I'm assuming she went for the pants because she didn't want to take off her top and expose her speedholes, but, did Gideon spend the rest of the book in just her fancy jacket and boxers? this is incredibly funny and also i love her.

#literally what other underwear would gideon ever wear but when it said she had shorts on underneath i nearly cried #tamsyn muir rlly said butch rights #ntn spoilers #kiriona #tlt thoughts #trb.txt #like she might have put on pants off screen. that would be fine #but imagining her doing everything she does in the rest of the book in only her boxers is incredibly funny #wild how a book abt goth amish space lesbians made me feel 1000000x more comfortable publically IDing as butch #than literally any of the gender/sexuality/identity theory i have read over the past 10+ years #like ive always been butch literally have never been able to hide that #but like the part about feeling like I can claim it publically yknow #also i was a teen on tumblr in 2015 so like that fucked up my ideas abt what i could be for a while #anyway. gotta stop this personal rambling before i have to be taken out back and you know #nona spoilers

[bogfroggy]

really loving someone brings a certain zest for arts and crafts into your life. im giggling and kicking my feet thinking about making a card and putting stickers on it

#personal #being corny on main sorry #not even purely romantic either i think abt my best friends and want to paint them a painting #having a small yap in the tags don’t mind me #but also being in love fr is crazy #im gonna bake this mf a cake. im gonna make him a collage im gonna get back into film photography #i don’t think I’ve ever experienced genuine love like this before it’s hard to talk about sometimes. like oh i rlly did find my soul mate #and it makes me wanna cry. never thought to look for my soulmate in the boonies of northern ontario but he’s my best friend ever #we just out here in mutual disbelief like oh. you’re The One for me and it’s so clear #if u been following me long time i know ive said im so in love with anyone I’ve dated before. but oh it’s so different this time

[starheirxero]

what are some major events that happened in your lord eclipse au? and do ones similar to canon like old moon sending him a wither storm go differently?

is there special events that eclipse, Sun, or that one of the followers made around him? does he have activities he likes to do in general?

OH MAN. I'm gunna be honest, I'm actually not entirely sure about the first question?? The timeline/canon I have is very loose and changes from scenario to scenario, but I suppose a few events that are pretty consistent are "The Centipede-ening", Eclipse's fall from grace (isolation from his followers due to boredom) with unwavering loyalty happening somewhere around that time period, Moon n Lunar show up... and then i Guess they release the wither storm?? Though, I do like to replace the wither storm with something that isn't. The Minecraft Story Mode Wither Storm LMAOSJWLDK

After that, though, I usually divide into two different outcomes from there and either go "Sunvant dies and slowly heals in the afterlife with his Moon, Lunar, and Bloodmoon" or "Moon and Lunar takes Sunvant back home with them and he slowly heals in the main tsams universe." Both are varying levels of angsty and bittersweet so he has to endure Healing Horrors no matter what LMAO

ALSO YES ‼️ I actually started making a small list of events/important days for Lord Eclipse's world (before getting distracted so there's only one date on it LMAO 😭) but I imagine that some days were sort of... pre-installed?? by Eclipse, like his primary day of worship (which is June 1st bc that's when he first started existing!), but some events may be entirely made by the rest of the followers! I just. dunno what those events would be yet LOL. I could also absolutely see Sun making his own personal special days that revolve around Lord Eclipse just so he feels like he's especially faithful tbh!

#asks #anon #lord eclipse au #I HOPE THIS SUFFICES LOL 😭 #there's several more ideas i have that are either just... too small to mention or i'm just unsure if i actually wanna implement it #like monty saying something to sun that he—as sunvant—havent ever told monty and he's like #what? why do you know that about me? #and monty's like ah. uhm. just... forget i ever said anything. #sun asking lord eclipse if he'd ever get his own stained glass window someday—'you know. since you've appointed me as your servant?' #and lord eclipse immediately shuts down the idea with a guilt trippy 'why would you want such a thing? you'd take attention away from me.- #-do you want to make people forget who they're supposed to be worshipping here?' #OH OH #IVE ALSO THOUGHT ABT THE IDEA OF THERE BEING A GROUP OF DISSENTERS THAT WANT TO DETHRONE LORD ECLIPSE AND SUN ENDS UP JOINING THEM SOMEHOW #i have never thought of a single good ending for that idea tho LMAOOO 😭 #it always ends with Sun cowering under the furious gaze of Eclipse while surrounded by the bodies of all the people who had been involved #POINT IS: THERE'S SEVERAL THINGS I ENTERTAIN THAT I DONT RLLY TALK ABT BC. SHRIG #MY OWN SELF INDULGENCE COMES FIRST WITH THIS AU I WONT EVEN LIE SORRYSJSHSJFN #centiclipse #sunvant

[strigops]

fairly convinced that bubba beetle has the capacity to learn bc he has 1) gone from threat displaying at me if he even noticed me from across the room to not even reacting when i poke him to move out of the way when doing tank maintenance and 2) seems to now associate my hand with food?? bc he will immediately stop, change direction, and march over to sniff and grab at me if he notices my hand in the tank. dude willingly interacts with me. might try to handle him bc he is clearly chill with being touched and im.. mostly convinced he won’t stink on me lmao

#anyway i never rlly thought of beetles as one of the inverts particularly capable of like. learning. #but he seems to have abt as much intelligence as most of the spiders ive worked with #cannot say the same for the death feigners lmao but it may just be their whole fainting goat thing

[teruthecreator]

nobody asked me to do this but WIP Game

[Rules: In a new post, post the name of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it.]

i dont rlly have a wip folder BUT i have a number of little projects i have cooking in docs or in my mind. also pretending casper ( @marbleboa ) tagged me in this hiiiii casper :-) you guys should follow casper if ur not already. anyways

Untitled document 1

esper boys do weed fic

toichiro character study

Untitled document 2

tfs serizawa backstory

Untitled document 3

post-canon terumob bullshit

ritshou flying lesson THANG

i wasnt technically tagged in this so let me be the catalyst for anyone who wants to post abt their wips. go wild!

#ignorance cloud on #does tfs count as a wip if im actively posting it. this is the real question #whagever i didnt include it but if u wanna ask abt it 0__0 #this was fun to sift through my google docs! i had more little ideas than i thought #i also have a bunch of stuff ive never posted anywhere except to show yaoi hivemind #mostly bc those were pieces i made when i was rlly insecure abt my writing style #anyways yall im bored at work so feel free to ask >:-)

[geddy-leesbian]

tiny lil vent thing I guess

#one of the Many bad things that happened this year is i found out my sister is an even shittier person than i thought #and my BIL is shitty too #ive never had a rlly close relationship w her but we would at least hang out sometimes so i'd see my toddler nephews #but the stuff i learned this year took our relationship from distant but cool to absolutely no contact #and she had another baby this year too but i only saw the baby rlly briefly one time and it wasn't smth i thought abt until yesterday #but i think losing my baby niece might be why im so fixated on serrennedy baby concepts :/ #god that sounds stupid dysgsgsg #idk stuff w ny sister is just complicated. like i said ive never been Close to her or my nephews so it's not a huge blow #but still just kinda sad realizing im never seeing them again. not even holidays and sporadic babysitting like before #and i genuinely thought my BIL was a good person. like better than my sister deserved. so the nasty stuff he said really stings #gonna delete later

[jarvis-cockhead]

i dont rlly have a big following here at all but i do appreciate anyone who interacts with my stuff immensely and suddenly felt the need to say it. ive been going through some stuffTM and its been a whole ass time and im still reeling tbh. it has been a hell of a time but tumblr still feels like such a cozy comfy place .. i forever long to connect more with people here but never know how. anyway idk where this post is going but haii hi im still here forever just a little funny in the head rn :3

#i havent rlly spoken publicly abt whats been going on but this place is so disconnected from p much everywhere else i exist so #i realised my ex was emotionally abusive and actually SAed me once. we havent been together since the start of this year but were #still trying to be friends. but surprise surprise it never worked and i am entirely scared of them #so a few weeks ago i actually cut them off for good. and its been such a time just processing all of That #never thought this would happen to me.. knew in my heart during that it was bad but never realised it was That Bad #weird mix of everything feeling raw and fresh while also so far away because most of the rlly bad stuff happened before about feb this year #but yeah i have good support systems im doing okay but ig this is smth ill have to deal with and recover from for the foreseeable future #sucks immensely but it is what it is. everyones been very kind to me and i feel cared for #but it has made me withdraw a lot from my online circles ive realised which is sad bc i miss being sillay #but yeah erm. that happened 😺 #realising about a year and a half of my life has been devoted to someone who has treated me so badly is nor fun #but anyways. i am really happy theyre gone from my life entirely #and i will heal. and i will be okay

[ria-starstruck]

i was basically threatened into drawing this 🙄

#sunblood #ok not actually but yeah #chibifying went like ass but we ignore it #also tumblr frizzed out the first time i tried making this post. ive been cursed #my_ocs #briars_ocs #oc meme #original character #original characters #idfk should i tag them as lesbians or smth. i never rlly thought abt like their orientations or anything #like ok theyre girls theyre in love theyre kinda fucked up theyre gonna get revenge like . ok ? #whatever. anyway #art

[valdotjpg]

forever thinking abt where the fuck he got that flamesprayer from btw.

#ive seen a bucha hcs/theories regarding this specific topic but i cant rlly decide on one myself #cuz i think that the theories abt him being an ex hunter are cool but also like. he claims hes 'never made use of it' so im a bit torn #ik that he could be just like . lying. hypothetically. but i also have this disease that makes me believe everything gilbert says ever #so i think abt other ways he couldve gotten it. #for a while i just thought that he couldve like Bought it somewhere for self-defence #which is. yknow. still a possibility! albeit an unlikely one if u start overthinking it a bit #the flamesprayers description mentions that theyre (usually) used by 'certain members of the healing church' #and all the commoners in central yharnam are armed w/ simple guns and like . pitchforks and shit #so getting your hands on one of these bad boys would probably be a very rare occurence. like a church member kicking the bucket #and then their family or friends managing to keep the shit the church gave to the aforementioned person. and then parting ways w/ it #in exchange for a small fortune. #another possibility (which i quite like) is that it was a gift from someone #it could be from some random person we know nothing abt #OR. and hear me out here. gilberts place is close to ipsefkas place right. thats most likely where he used to receive his blood treatments #and iosefka wears the white church set. same set the dudes in cathedral ward wear. the ones that have flamesprayers #so like. *pushes my 'theyre friends' agenda on you* #ok most likely definitely not friends. Acquaintances #i think it somewhat fits iosefkas generous nature. maybe if she felt guilty enough abt not being able to cure him.. plus gilbert being #stuck in yharnam bc of it...... #its an interesting thought. #but. again. the ex hunter (or ex member of the church. after all the flamesprayer isnt used exclusively by church *hunters*) theories #have their appeap too. theyre tasty #augh see what i mean. i think abt this too much #new theory: he found it on the floor somewhere.

[sunnydice]

man.

#i had this whole post ive been trying to formulate for so so long. abt my issues w ceewilbur and ccwilburisms and #to clarify i do like cwilb he is one of my faves. ik it may seem i wanna bite his arm off smtimes and i Do but #its mostly bitterness directed to the stuff Around him if that makes sense. yk the response to lots abt him #the way the overcompensation abt how he can be villanized swinging into a state where he Cant and never Did and wrong and if you critique #or acknowledge it you get snipped at and demeaned and treated like its a targeted hit on the mentally ill when its like #a mild disagreement with one of the most popular characters in the fanbase Easily #and w cc wil i do think he is just sm guy. im sure he's a nice dude idrc abt the ccs usually but he seems alright enough even tho he has v #goofy ahh takes and opinions but that doesnt make you Evil #but when i dive into what really has made me feel so alienated and snippy its. llmao its the racism yeah lol its super very much the racism #its very very prevelent and very common and very unchallenged. and it like. upsets me so bad its why i keep bailing on making my actual #full detailed post abt it. cuz everytime i try to formulate my thoughts i just get upset and frustrated i wanna rip my hair out #its hard not to feel like im talking to a wall when its so common and unchecked and. ive seen rightful critiques of these spaces and how #ppl interact with them Openly Mocked and brushed aside and treated like 'petty sensative internet drama' that ppl need to 'just get over' #sorry man im a fucking 🇲🇽 i cant exactly log off and Stop Experiencing Racism. and sorry that me feeling alienated and tired and sad abt #it is an inconvenience for you llol #and like idk. im not upset w anyone in particular this isnt a call out post or vague who give a shit and. #eh maybe im stupid but i really really believe a lot of ppl arent doing it on purpose #its just bein parroted ik i get it but #am i rlly not allowed to be tired? why should it feel like my responsibility to hold ppls hand and go hey mb treat poc and darker skinned #ppl like ppl. maybe you should examine why you need so many things made palatable to you through conventionally attractive whiteness first #idk. idk!!! am i crazy who fucking knows #but it has been weighing on me stupid style so bad #the shrinking fanbase and primarily yk common stragglers has just. rlly felt like a magnifying glass to my already existing issues abt it #idk man. idk im tired and im at work its 100°+ and my head hurts so this is all yr getting. lea me alone #and again this isnt a vague who Cares. just wanted to get it off my chest finally #huri.txt #discourse #<- ig

[hightaled]

yeah i have no other angles there is just the one

#rex.png #ive had an albedo build since cinnabar spindle #cus i rlly liked the wolf domain i thought it was so fun #but i literally never got kokomi stuff + i have a baaad feeling about my 50/50 #i could build itto albedo gorou albedo at the same time i have so much husk... #kokomi... i had a good feeling abt yelan's 50/50 but i feel so much dread... if i lose it again it will take my mind along with it... #genshin impact #anyways i looove the thought of albedo being this freakishly perfect creature like he's soooo. #ough i also got 4 wrong in the writing and reading sections of the practice sat each #some of which were because i was skimming and glazed over tbe graphs #so i should be fine with that. however the math section im literally scared to start i just... its so bad... i havent learned anything...

[munamania]

is it really really stupid to give her the gift. i know she’s not worth it and im making myself feel like shit over and over and i need to stop and it doesnt matter how sad or angry i am about it she’s not just gonna dump him and even if she did i wouldn’t like. want to be the second choice (not that i inherently would be. weirdo dream scenario) and it’s just not gonna affect her much to not see me anymore and i have to be okay with that. and im truthfully not rn but i have to be cause that’s the reality. anyway lost my point there

#like. i just cant imagine class being over monday and just being like. ok bye forever ig. or not rlly saying anything #idk guys im sorry i know ive gone on and on and on nonstop for months #it just sucks #even if i think back to monday like. it's classic baby steps of leading me on and i fortunately for once didnt nip at the bit right away #but just the little ways she looked at me and smiled or joked around. kinda flirty. just for her to yk #post the bereal today and hes in it and its like 'wait let me get a shirt on' so just blatantly fucking yk. didnt even have to do my sleuth #work. and like. i know maybe ive overreacted to a lot of it and over thought it and she really didn't intentionally do a lot of it #and wasn't ever confused or anything and i just told myself that to justify being sooooo bonkers over it. idk #so it's like. with all that in mind. no i should not give it to her i should just walk out of class and not talk to her again #but the wounded part of me the 17 yr old in me is desperately asking why it's so easy for someone to get over me #but she was never into me! or at least not enough yk. she has a boyfriend. and that yk. shouldve been enough #but i got so lost in all these little signs and feelings of tension and #i guess. lol look at me abt to say this. doesnt help to dwell (lol!) but who knows if it was mutual some of those times when it just Felt #tense. yk. or if she just has problems and really liked the ego boost #cause boy did i make it fucking easy to enjoy my attention! and i never ever ever shouldve done all that bc she wasnt mutually engaging #at least not till like. october. and only briefly. and i just. ugh #anyway :( whatever. i know the answer is no. i know it's no i know i shouldnt #but as i was saying. the wounded part of me wishes i could make her feel even a fraction of the hurt or even just fucking regret #but not pity. but regret for being an asshole. if i could just say something as my final word or something and still be dignified #but i just dk how that would happen. so. yeah #hopefully this is one of my runner up last posts about her #film girl saga