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chrisevansonly · 1 year
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Daddy & Bee’s Late Night Talking (harry’s angel au blurb)
pairing: harry styles x female reader (angel)
summary: it’s time for harry’s nightly talks with his little girl
warnings: 0 just very sweet and fluffy😭
a/n: this blurb idea has been in my head for a few nights and I just needed to get it out🥹
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Every night like clockwork you’d wait for Harry to get into bed, whether it was after his usual shower or if he’d been doing some last minute work before bed. This time of night had become your new favourite because it was ‘daddy and bee’s time’ as Harry would call it
He would first place a few kisses across your face wanting to see that beautiful smile you reserved only for him before taking his place down by your still growing baby bump, his head resting just above your belly button
Harry was always careful not to lean too much of his weight on you supporting himself partially with his elbow bent slightly underneath him. Your hands navigating to his hair while he pressed a few kisses to the taut skin
“Hi bee, it’s daddy…again, you know it’s me anyway because I talk to you every night”
He laughed quietly which caused a few giggles to spill from your lips
“Oi oi, your mummy is shaking you up in there!”
That earned him a swat on the back of the head and a playful scoff from you before he continued talking
“I’m just joking of course bee, mummy loves you so much, just like daddy, did you like all the snacks you had today? Think I noticed my yogurt missing again…wonder if it was you hmm?”
You knew exactly what he was referring to because you had indeed finished his peach yogurt he loved so much, you didn’t feel an ounce of guilt though considering your daughter loved it so much
“That’s okay though because you can have anything you want petal, always, I can’t wait to feel you kicking around soon hopefully, that way I can know if you’re really listening to me”
It still hadn’t reached the stage where your daughter was moving fully yet, within a few weeks your doctor said you should start to feel some kicks or little flutters in your belly
“I bet you are, I hope you are at least anyway, it’s time for bed bee, Ive got to make sure your mummy gets lots of rest too, so I love you so much baby bee”
Harry pressed a few kisses across your stomach before looking up to see you smiling down at him, he’d never seen someone more beautiful than you
“I love you H, she’s got the best dad in the world..”
“She’s got the best parents angel, I love you too, now I’m serious time for bed for you too”
Rolling your eyes playfully you got comfortable on your side, Harry leaning down to bring his lips to yours softly before getting under the comforter with you, your head gravitating to rest on his chest as one of his hands settled on the bump
His late night talking sessions with baby bee were one of your favourite things in the world now, you really did luck out with someone like Harry who’s heart was so big and full of love, you’d never been more excited to soon be a mum 🩷
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grasscore · 6 months
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more bummer ramblings below
literally just sitting here crying my eyes out reading people's posts on the bipolar subreddit and like i dont know what to do with any of that.
i've been really scared that what i've been dealing with is addiction, because it felt like adhd impulsivity + stimulation craving but on steroids, like boosted to 100,000%
but idk the more i think about it all, it might be hypo/mania. like im basically nearing about 3 months of constantly just making connections between things in my head, sleeping for only a few hours a night, literally not doing my job, feeling extremely social but only online and completely neglecting irl relationships and responsibilities, not eating or drinking water, etc..
and some of it has been really good! like i have created some art and actually finished some shit for once whereas i usually just get really hype and start a project but never finish. so im happy about that, and i think its ok that i'm like.. trying to be more 'social' online because i work from home and because of covid don't have a ton of irl options for 'public' life. in ways it feels like an improvement to me where before i felt like absolutely 0 motivation at all, just sitting on tiktok for literally 6-10 hours per day (i basically havent even opened the app in like 2 months which felt like an improvement, but im now working WAY less even than when i was in that phase).. but the fact that this 'creative productivity and sociable/positive mood' is paired with me basically not doing my job AT ALL + not sleeping or eating, etc.. ive been feeling a little better in the past couple weeks because i thought like..maybe i have an 'addiction' or at the very least a destructive pattern so i thought the solution could be.. being mega aware of my actions at all times, meticulously tracking every hour of my day and recording what i do and making plans for every chunk of the day..which hasnt been hurting, it's helped me remember the really basic things, keeping my priorities 'straight' in theory. but every second of the day is this really uncomfortable restlessness and if i dont put my energy into a project or something that i'm excited about i feel like im crawling out of my skin.. ive been smoking like crazy. and now that ive finished my project i feel like im itching inside my skin lmao
idk especially reading people's posts on the reddit about how it's showed up throughout their life.. im just thinking about the year where i was 100% convinced that i was like.. in a simulation / samsara and that a meteor was coming.. and that i was getting visions of future iterations of the simulations thru my dreams. but i never told anyone about it because i was like,.. oh i dont actually believe these things, even though i'm terrified out of my mind thinking about them because they feel so real and if i see anything online that is slightly related to 'the simulation' or a meteor hitting earth i would spiral with paranoia and anxiety.
like i just feel like im screaming into the void in all my relationships trying to explain how out of control and scared i feel.. but everyone has just been like 'hey, it's alright, you seem fine to me, your standards for yourself are too high' and im like ok tell that to the fact i've worked maybe 5 hours a week every week for the last 3 months. like ive spent the last month pretty much terrified that im just going to keep making bad/impulsive decisions until i'm fired and/or dead
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kalijhomentethi · 4 years
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daydream-believin · 3 years
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you’ll never have to be alone
summary: you just can’t wait to see your best friend again, but your master has other ideas
a/n: this is such a mess lmao might turn it into an actual fic when i have time. also that last sentence is not a tswift ref i just like that word and if anything it’s a beauty and the beast (2017) ref. but the title is in fact a tswift ref yes
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• you’re just a humble magician’s assistant, doing your best to stay safe and hidden in Arthur’s realm
• your master has just sent you on a trip to into Camelot to get her a few things
• you’re so excited. you’ve never been out of the forest, let alone the big city before and is that a castle???
• while fetching your master’s things, you run into the most beautiful boy
• and i mean run into, like ow your head
• he sees you wince in pain and panics
• he is so sorry pretty person, he did not mean to body check you, here let him fix it with a healing spell he learned last week
• you’re so caught off guard by the magic
• you throw yourself in front of him, and hiss “do you want to get us both executed?!”
• he laughs and assures you it’s okay, he’s the king’s personal sorcerer’s apprentice so the guards won’t pay him any mind
• you’re amazed at your new friend and his freedom but also his cute laugh
• he offers to help you with the rest of your errands to make it up to you, he has the day off after all and he was bored, so why not help out a cute new friend
• soon it’s time for you to start on the journey back to your master, you bid goodbye to Hisirdoux
• he catches you at your cart, stopping you from taking off before you can slip away. he takes your hand
• “please, i just want to make sure i see you again, can we meet overmorrow?”
• you smile “i’m sure i can find some excuse to come back”
• one meeting led to another, and now you two are meeting in the marketplace every free afternoon you both have
• or at least you two make them free, either by getting chores down early, procrastinating, or just straight up lying
• one day your master tells you to pack her bag and grab your cloak, you two were going to camelot to “make an audience with someone who i’d rather i’d never have to talk to again if not for the troubled times” whatever that meant
• you find yourself in the study of Merlin Ambrosious himself. it’s so cozy here, with the paper covered desk and stained glass windows
• you see your crush buddy Hisirdoux and quietly make your way over to him
• you two have a fun litttle conversation while your master waits for Merlin to arrive. it’s so nice to get to see each other again this week.
• your master raises an eyebrow, but doesn’t say anything to you or ask any questions. that’s strange. normally your master wants to know all about your friends. they think you don’t get out enough
• Merlin enters, making a face, and starts to talk business with your master. it was soooo boring and it was all you and Doux could do not to snore. at least all’s going good righ—
• annnnddd now suddenly you and Douxie are on the sidelines of all out shouting match
• 0 to 60 real fast
• so 🙏 turns out your master is Merlin’s ex wife. damn
• whatever they were supposed to be working together on has been thrown out the window, along with any pretense of civility
• so many insults being hurled. hell, you and Douxie’s innocent ears had never heard half of these words they spat at each other
• you and your best friend looked at each other. neither of you would dare try and calm the two master wizards down, lest you get caught in the crosshai— !!!
• oh! apparently words aren’t the only things being thrown oh dear
• your master snatched your arm and pulled you towards the door with force
• “AND DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT LETTING YOUR LITTLE URCHIN NEAR MY SWEET Y/N AGAIN! I KNOW WHAT YOURE TRYING TO DO! I WONT HAVE IT!”
• come again?
• “ONLY IF YOU KEEP YOUR APPRENTICE AWAY FROM MY URCHIN! THEYLL TAINT THE NOBILITY IVE MADE HIM”
• you weren’t even sure what to make of that one
• before you knew it you were back on the cart, camelot drifting farther and farther into the distance
• you could see Hisirdoux, watching you leave from the balcony of the tower, getting smaller and smaller
• well, if your master thinks she can keep you away from him she’d have to try a little harder. it’s not like she could stop you from going to the market
• she turns to you as if reading your thoughts “i don’t want you going to the marketplace alone anymore, i’ll have to come with you now.”
• okay so maybe she could
• a few weeks pass, and you are dying to see Douxie just one last time
• it was like you were mad. all you can think about is trying to find ways that you might be able to get back to him
• you were cleaning out the donkey’s stall when a bird landed on the post near your head
• or at least you had thought it was a bird. looking up, you discovered that it was in fact a small dragon
• a dragon with a scroll in it’s mouth. he motioned for you to take it
• you gingerly took the slightly damp scroll and unfurled it
• well well well, it looks like mr. casperan has been thinking about you too
• the scroll urged you to sneak out as soon as your master fell asleep and meet him where else, but your regular rendezvous spot at the market place
• the dragon then burnt the message while it was still in your hands. smart? you guessed? you supposed this was to make sure your master didn’t find the note but was burning it really necessary
• needless to say it was a no brainer, and you were out of the house by your master’s first snore
• you had your cloak drawn over your head. it wasn’t hard to find Hisirdoux in the night market. he may have also had his hood up, but he was right where you always met, standing awkwardly in a very Douxie fashion
• you came up behind him and tapped his shoulder, and he about jumped out of his skin
• and then he was immediately enveloping you into a bone-crushing hug
• you two have some fun walking around the night market, never letting go of each other’s hands. Douxie’s face is highlighted so perfectly in the orange light of the torches and cooking fires. you can feel the heat on your own face
• you two stayed around for as long as you could, talking about everything and nothing, but even night markets sleep eventually.
• as you lament to Douxie about having to go back home when all you want to do was have a little more time with him, he stares at you intensely. he could feel his palm sweating while clasped in yours. he took a deep breath
• “we should run away”
• ... “run away?” “just you and me. then we can stay together. even for only a little while. if you want”
• “lets do it”
• and so you were off to who knows where on the back of a horse Hisirdoux most likely stole. or at least skipped getting permission to use it. there was no destination in mind, just to get far away fast. none of that mattered though, as you cling to Douxie’s back in your getaway. he wasn’t very good at it, but at least you were getting somewhere
• you got lost pretty fast
• but no matter, anywhere with Douxie was better than being lonely up in your room
• the sun was just starting to rise when you two finally stopped
• the sunrise coming up over the cliff is the most gorgeous thing you’ve ever seen. you look over at Douxie and reconsider. the sunrise is the second most gorgeous
• you two are very sleepy, having stayed up all night, and you crash lying in the meadow grass, locked in each others arms
• but your sweet slumber does not last long
• you are awoken to the sound of your name being said very angrily
• you and Doux scramble to sit up. you two are face to face with two furious master wizards
• “YOU STOLE A HORSE?!”
• needless to say your master rarely lets you out of her watchful eyes nowadays. it was worth it.
• your master was summoned to help with the cause at the battle of Kilahead. apparently they were short on forces for some reason. that reason being that they were all dead. you dred having to join the fight but follow your master nonetheless
• maybe the universe just wanted to give you one last treat before you left the plain of existence, but there was your beloved Douxie, all geared up for the fight
• your master ordered you to stay with the main fight to do your best in healing the knights while she went off to who knows where. which was fine with you. now you could be by Douxie’s side
• fast forward and suddenly your master is gone. who knows what happened to her. definitely not you. Hisirdoux’s master is out cold and will be for centuries.
• as devestated as you both are at being without your beloved mentors for deya knows how long, there is a brightside
• now you can stay with each other for as long as you two liked
• and you did
• for almost a millenia
• and will for evermore
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nia-journals · 3 years
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Blind Date | YOONMIN Short Story
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park jimin sat in the cushioned chair, blind folded, wearing his casual best, in hopes of impressing whichever stranger his partner turned out to be. you see, his best friend jeon jungkook, had dragged him to one of those blind date events taking place in their city and now jimin sat like a complete idiot and for what? why was he trying so hard? he told himself he couldnt care less about this outing so why did he even bother wearing his best jeans?
jimin sighed and as the countdown on the intercom reached 0 he could hear footsteps approaching. this made jimin a bit anxious. his eyes were bound, he didnt know where in the room his friend jungkook sat and in less a second he would meet a complete stranger he’d spend the rest of this forsaken date with. jimin’s fight or flight instict ticked as he felt someone walk dangerously close to his chair. why the fuck did he agree to this? jimin thought, it was safe to say that whoever came up with a blind dinner date pop-up event was a complete idiot. he now sat in high alert waiting to defend himself despite the circumstances and the obvious fact that he couldnt see anything at all.
so he sat and waited; jimin was beginning to think he’d been stood up even in this stupid blind date. that is, until he heard;
“hello?” a stranger with a deep voice approached him, “im min yoongi,” his voice was eargasmic, it made the little hairs on jimin’s arms stand up and sent chills down his back.
“park jimin,” jimin introduced himself in a shy and unsually low tone. jimin wasnt usually shy but this man’s voice alone made him feel small, intimidated and dominated even.
“should we get right to it?” the stranger’s disembodied yet gravelly voice suggested, “i cant really ask you what you like to eat cause that’s against the rules so, ima take a hunched here and hope you enjoy it. is that ok jimin?”
jimin nodded like an idiot, in a trance. unlike five seconds ago now jimin mentally thanked whoever’s stupid idea was to wear blindfolds cause if not yoongi would be completely exposed to his dialated pupils which signaled his lovey dovey eyes.
“ok, i placed the order. when it comes out please be completely honest with me,” yoongi said, after quietly thanking who i assumed was the server, “i promise i wont cry too hard.”
yoongi’s chuckle.
wow.
that was the most beautiful sound jimin’s ears have ever had the pleasure of hearing. the captivating sound was light and addictive, jimin wanted yoongi to chuckle all throught the night.
“don’t worry yoongi,” jimin let out instinctively. it didn’t matter how nasty what yoongi picked out for him was, he would lie, cheat, fibble, he would do anything to get a shot at a second date with this stranger with the honey dipped voice, “i wont go too hard on you.”
“no, please do but maybe lie about it to the host and we can always try again on our second date.”
jimin smiled, maybe a little too widely and he had to quickly remind himself that yoongi could still in fact see the idiotic smile plastered on his face, “already in for a second date? are you that whipped already?”
“i mean, look at you, park jimin. youre a whole vision in itself. i could sit here all night and talk about how perfect you look.”
“you havent even seen half of my face yet min yoongi,” jimin scoffed in a joking manner.
“fair enough park jimin,” he spoke in a tone of newfound confidence and determination, his voice dropped about two octaves and jimin again froze at how deep and addicting it was to listen to min yoongi’s voice, “let’s get to know eachother before our meal comes to us.”
“fine,” jimin said clearing his throat, “that sounds fine by me.”
“are you from this area jimin?” yoongi asked in his husky tone. fuck this man’s voice would surely be jimin’s demise. he couldnt wait to take his blindfold off to reveal the face of the stranger whose voice had jimin wrapped around his finger.
“no, im actually from busan. i moved out to seoul with some of my friends for school.” jimin said.
“you all go to the same university?” he questioned.
“yeah we do. we all applied together and got in together so we just moved in together and attend the same school,” jimin shrugged. he was infact lucky to have friends who shared similar interests and life aspirations. lucky enough that after high school graduation while everyone waved goodbye to their bestfriends, jimin, taehyung and jungkook were packing together ready to take on the next four years of college right by eachother’s side.
“youre very lucky,” yoongi confessed, “not many people get to attend the same school as their bffs after high school. usually people grow apart.”
“yeah im glad i have them here with me. i’d be a lone wolf in seoul if it wasnt for them.” jimin said. “one of my bestfriends, jungkook, was actually the one who dragged me here?”
“wait are you an introvert park jimin?” yoongi questioned. jimin couldn’t see much of yoongi but he could feel the subtle movements the stranger made in his chair at the other end of the table.
“im as introverted as they come. it took a whole lot of will power, a lot of convincing by my friend jungkook and a million pep-talks from our dorm room to here to get me to calm down a bit,” jimin confessed.
“are you nervous right now jimin?” he let out in a soft yet deep under-tone. his whispering made him sound like an asmrist and jimin wasn’t sure he could handle listening to him talk im such a low tone any longer.
“well i was nervous yoongi, but-“ he began, “your voice.”
“what about my voice?” yoongi asked and jimin could almost hear the cockiness in his voice.
“it’s soothing yoongi, it’s really calming my nerves,” jimin was completely transparent with the man. well of course jimin hid the fact that aside from calming him down a bit, yoongi’s voice also aroused him. that detail he could definitely keep to himself, “in that case i’ll keep talking,” he was definitely now going to begin using his sweet and deep voice against jimin for the rest of the night, “what do you study in school, jimin?”
“dance,” jimin let out, “contemptorary dance to be exact.”
“have you danced for long?” yoongi questioned.
“since i was 9 years old.”
“so youre a professional?”
“i wouldn’t say so, i have a long way to go to be considered professional.” jimin answered modestly.
“i bet your the best in your whole university,” yoongi complimented him in such a casual tone.
“well thank you,” jimin said shyly, yoongi surely knew all the right things to say, “but im not even the best in the whole junior class,”
“i find that hard to believe. on our second date how about you show me your moves?” the butterflies in jimin’s stomach were out of control at yoongi’s blatant proposition.
but at that moment jimin promised himself that he would go dancing with yoongi on their second date.
“let’s take it one second at a time yoongi, i dont even know if i like the food you picked out for me yet,” jimin teased him, “what if it was a complete miss?”
“it won’t be, my gut never lies to me.” yoongi was definitely cocky but jimin thought that was part of his charm. jimin definitely liked it.
jimin laughed, god he wished he could see yoongi’s face right about now, “what about you yoongi? are you in school? are you from seoul?”
“ah, no-“ yoongi started, “im not from seoul, i was born and raised in daegu. i actually, like you, moved to seoul for school and studied music production. i graduated a few months ago. now i work with my friend who’s an upcoming rapper.”
“congratulations on graduating,” jimin offered and yoongi thanked him in return.
“whats his name?” jimin questioned, honestly wanting to know if he’s heard of his friends work at anytime, “your rapper friend. maybe ive heard the music you guys have made together before,”
“his names rm,” yoongi let out non-chalant but jimin almost chocked on his water.
“you’re friends with rm?” jimin let out in an overly excited tone, “my best friend jungkook loves rm.”
“i could get you two tickets to his next underground show if you’d like?” he asked, his offer sounded sincere.
“i couldn’t-“ jimin let up, “we just met yoongi. i wouldnt want you to have the wrong idea of me.”
“i could never park jimin,” there he goes saying jimin’s name again, it sounded so fucking perfect coming from him and jimin could honestly sit and hear yoongi say his name over and over and over until the sun comes up, “how about this, if you like the food i picked for you, i’ll take you and your friend jungkook to the next rm concert.”
“how about we leave the concert for a third date, i want you all to myself on the dance floor for our second date,” jimin said feeling fearless, teasing him a bit in the process, “well if i like the food you picked out for me, that is.”
“thats a deal park jimin, good thing we’re about to find out.” yoongi said, and less the a second later jimin could smell the delicious food being placed in front of him.
“do you want me to help you with that?” yoongi asked as he noticed jimin struggling a bit to find his fork.
“if you could please,” jimin was about to be fed by a stranger with the most mesmerizing voice. to say his heart was going to beat right out of his chest was no exaggeration.
a couple seconds later, yoongi let out an “open up,” and jimin was met with his favorite kind of pasta, shrimp scampi. jimin was glad yoongi picked out a meal he liked because this meant they had a chance at a second date and jimin couldnt wait.
immidiately jimin clicked the right button under his side of the table signaling he’s liked the dinner picked out by blind date partner. jimin quickly took off his blind fold and after his eyes adjusted to the bright lights in the room he was met with the most beautiful man he’s ever laid eyes on. his tanned skin was honey-like and there was a perfect contrast between his brown sugar skin and his plain white t-shirt. his wide gummy smile made his eyes turned to small crescent moons and at that moment jimin couldnt believe that such a perfect voice belonged to such a perfect human being.
“are you ready to put your dancing shoes on for our second date?” jimin asked as yoongi’s gummy smile grew in size.
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girlmeetsliv3 · 5 years
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Datura XVIII
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Warning: The following story contains mentions of abuse, manipulation, anxiety, torture, and extreme sadism. It also has religious undertones and dubious consent. If any of these things are triggering to you, I ask that you proceed with extreme caution. The behavior and mindset of the characters in this series are incredibly toxic and yandere. This is a work of fiction and doesn’t represent the character of bangtan sonyeondan. Enjoy ~~~
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           Has she always looked like that? The three of you sat at the kitchen table an awkward silence eating away at everyone. Except for Jimin who seemed to be humming a tune whilst, preparing drinks for everyone else. His hips swayed with every step he took, almost as if he didn’t understand the severity of the situation. You were sure he did, but Jimin was never one to let others know his emotions. Whilst Taehyung always preferred a calm stoic face on, Jimin rather favored the ditzy look; it made others underestimate him. Your mother didn’t speak, waiting until her glass of water of cool water was set in front of her to begin. “I’ve been trying to get in contact with you, but you’ve made that rather difficult Y/n.” Of course, you had. That was the entire point. She had never cared before, never even bothered to call or send a card. 
So why is she here now? Your mother looked around the apartment, with a disinterested mask placed on her face, but it was the gleam in her eyes that gave it away: this apartment was more luxurious than anything she could ever afford in her life. Even now, her eyes lingered on the electronics and artwork mounted on the walls. “I am your mother, you know? You should check in every once in a while.” Again you didn’t respond. Jimin placed the green drink in front of you, flashing you a brief smile before sitting on the chair to your left; Taehyung was on the right.
She never looked at either of them for more than a few seconds. Not enough to make eye contact but surely, they felt it. The way she looked at them was animalistic at best, but to call your mother an animal would be to make you something far worse. Finally, it seems she tired of your lack of responses, “Have you gone mute or something? Is there smoke in your chest?” Her lips curled into a snarl. You visibly flinched and both men stared at you from their peripheral. “…How have you been, mother?” It took a lot to get the words to come out, practically all your strength. She leaned back into her chair and faked a distressed cry, “Oh it’s been so rough since you’ve left. I’m all alone and can barely afford to live on my own.” You kicked me out because you said there wasn’t enough money for two. 
She continued to sigh longingly, and it was when she cast a look towards the two men that you understood why she was here. “How did you find out where I lived?” Silence. She wasn’t expecting that one. “I think you should –“ She interrupted your attempts to kick her out, “I hired a private investigator.” From the corner of your eyes, you saw both your lovers tense. The confusion on your face must’ve been evident for your mother to let out a sardonic laugh. “Honestly you were always so naïve Y/n. I’m surprised this didn’t happen sooner.” What does she mean? You turned to face both men, but none spoke simply staring at the women at the end of the table.
“Whatever it is that you found or think you found I don’t care. I’m happy now, that’s all that matters.” You almost couldn’t recognize where this new-found courage was from, but it didn’t matter. Taehyung and Jimin looked terrified of what she might say, frozen in fear or shock. You had experienced that same feeling because of her one too many times, you weren’t going to let her do that to you again. “They’re monsters Y/n if you only knew the things they did. Why I’m sure you would leave them in a second.” Wrath traveled through your veins, an uncontrollable desire to hurt her almost as much as she had you. “I’m a monster too. Isn’t that what you told me?! Isn’t that what you told everyone back home?! If anyone is the monster here it’s you.” You didn’t know when it was that you had stood up from your chair, or when you had grabbed her by the collar of her faded old shirt. All you could see was the absolute fear in her eyes…it excited you. 
You felt the wet splatter of spit on your cheek before she spoke once again. “Ah yes, and I’m sure that thing inside you is going to be a monster too. The worst one of all.” Your new-found confidence, it seemed, was as delicate as a glass menagerie. It was when you felt the warmth of a hand wrapping around yours that you let go of her. Taehyung towered over both of you but didn’t even bother sparing a glance at her. “You should go. If you ever come near any of us again, you’ll regret it.” Your mother rolled her eyes and scoffed, “You don’t scare me, boy. Not even the devil could.”
Your mother straightened her back, heading for the door until she was stopped by Jimin’s words. He was still sitting calmly on the table, his head resting upon his hand. A slight smile adorning his beautiful features. “Won’t you at least finish the glass?” You were confused by his request, as it was more surprising, he didn’t throw the glass at her. “I think I will.” Your mother replied with a smug smile on her face, before trudging over to the glass and chugging down its contents. She slammed it back down with such fervor, it was a miracle it didn’t break but that wasn’t what concerned you. It was the way, her smile slowly disappeared from her face, the way her eyes widened, before she let out a high-pitched shrill. She clutched her throat and you saw the area turn scorching red before the skin began to peel turning black. Within a few seconds, she fell to the floor dead. Her injuries were ones you had seen before on the bodies of those children, they were burned marks. You glanced at the empty cup before meeting Jimin’s eyes. 
“I think I served her hot water by mistake.” His tone playful, as he let out an ‘oops.’ Your mother’s corpse laid at your feet, her soulless eyes staring into nothingness. You should have wanted to cry. To scream. To demand answers from the two men. There were so many thoughts running through your head, that at that moment something finally dawned on you. The smoke had lifted.
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olivia-moussot · 3 years
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Love, Sarah
(This is an original work of fiction)
Katie’s POV
Katie sat in a circle of teens. After a party invitation and some apparently spiked punch, her sense of reason and caution, which she normally wore a thick layer of, was gone. So, when someone she didn’t know asked her to play 7 minutes in heaven, she was more than happy to oblige.
Katie sat in a circle with four other girls, and six other guys that she either didn’t know or had just seen passing around campus, but one person that sat across from her stood out from the rest. Sarah Guido.
Everything about her was perfect from her tall figure, to her bright blue eyes, shoulder length blond hair, and smile that could light up any room. She was perfect except for one thing. Sarah Guido was straight. Katie’s best-friend that she had told everything since second grade, had been her crush since fourth grade, and the person who Katie had realized she was absolutely head-over-heels, in love with, since eighth, was straighter than an arrow, and sitting in a circle of 7 minutes in heaven participants.
Katie got thrown back into reality as the last person sat down and asked for a volunteer to spin the bottle.
“I’ll go,” Katie turned her head to the voice and wasn’t surprised who it was. Anna Covington, a nice girl and a good student, but also someone who was notorious for their goal of trying to sleep with everyone on their dorm room floor.
Anna leaned forward and spun the bottle. Anyone, Katie thought to herself, Anyone but Sarah.Katie didn’t know why she still had hope of being with Sarah in the almost 0% chance circumstances, but she held on to it as she watched the bottle slow down and finally stop. Katie breathed a sigh of relief that it wasn’t Sarah, or her for that matter.
The bottle stopped at a member of the football team that she didn’t know the name of, and Anna pulled him to the nearby storage closet. A girl went over and locked the door behind them, and started the timer for seven minutes.
She sat in the circle with the other people, using small talk as a way to pass the time. Katie’s phone buzzed and looked down.
It was a text from Sarah “Hey, is everything ok, you looked stressed”
“Yea I’m fine” She wrote back “Just a little tired”
Katie looked up and saw Sarah smile at her. A smile that was so bright it could practically glow in the dark. Katie wondered if that smile could ever be caused because of something she said. It couldn’t possibly be, but it would be cool if it was.
Katie was again jogged out of her thoughts as the timer rang. Someone went over and unlocked the door. The boy walked out first hair disheveled and dark red spots following his jawline and down one side of his neck. Anna walked out behind him not a single hair out of place. She walked up behind the boy and whispered something in his ear. Anna sauntered out of the room followed by the boy right on her heels.
People kept spinning the bottle going clockwise around the circle. Katie was relatively calm, until the bottle got to her. Having downed a few more shots during previous rounds, her mind was a little looser and more prepared for what was to come.
Katie leaned forward and Spun the bottle, time seemed to slow down as her panic heightened. Around, and around, and around it went. Until it stopped. At Sarah. Sarah smiled at Katie before standing up and holding out her hand. Katie couldn’t believe it was happening. She took Sarah’s hand and they walked together into the closet.
The closet turned out to be fairly large, easily enough room for two or three people to sit down comfortably. They heard the lock click behind them and both sat down in awkward silence before they burst out laughing.
Sarah spoke “Ya know, this docent have to be weird. We can just talk”
“Yea, I know” Katie said “But that not really the point of the game, is it”
“Point of the game or not, they can’t make us do anything” Sarah responded
Katie spent the next few minutes in bliss talking to Sarah till her tone suddenly turned serious. Sarah placed her hand on Katie’s and Katie swore her heart was beating so loud that Sarah could hear it. They had never been overly physical when it came to their friendship, so Katie knew she was serious about what Sarah was about to say.
“Katie there’s something I need to tell you, I….”
Sarah was cut off by the door being opened.
“Hope you enjoyed your seven minutes ladies, but your time is up.” Said the girl at the door.
Sarah’s face was full of disappointment and she walked out of the closet with Katie behind her.
They did a couple more rounds of 7 minutes in heaven before the game rapped up. The group broke apart to mingle in the party and as the hours went on, Katie’s curiosity was getting the best of her.
She walked through the party scanning for Sarah and found her talking with a group of friends by the entrance.
“You gonna head out too,” she said in a slightly slurred voice.
“Yea” Katie said
“I’ll see you tomorrow I guess then” Sarah responded
“I guess so,” Katie was panicking and her chance of making a move was slowly dwindling.
Katie went up and hugged Sarah behind, before placing a slight peck on her cheek.
Sarah turned around in a flash with her eyes huge “What are you doing Katie.”
Katie was at a loss for words, she had never seen the anger she saw in Sarah’s eyes
“What are you doing, why did you think that that was ok!”
Sarah’s voice slowly escalated into a yell. Everyone gradually turned silent and focused on them.
“ANSWER, WHAT ARE YOU DOING KATIE!!!”
Katie’s fear grew, she didn’t think about the repercussions of what she had done. She had never seen anger like this in Sarah before.
“FOR ALL THE YEARS WE’VE BEEN FRIENDS, I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU!!” Sarah was screaming now.
“I’m sorry, it didn’t mean anything...” Katie said before she was interrupted by Sarah
“NOTHING! THAT DIDN’T MEAN NOTHING! IVE SEEN THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME. WHY ARE YOU LYING.” Sarah turned on her heel and stormed off.
Katie stood there in silence looking at the crowed staring around her. She ran through the house and out into the cold air. She was in a daze as she walked through the dorm parking lot and found her car.
As soon as she sat in it, tears started running down her face. Katie was panicking, she didn’t know what to do. She was going to lose her only friend, and the person she’d loved for years, over one stupid idea.
Maybe she was just drunk. Maybe she was just surprised, and she’ll come around tomorrow. Maybe I can work this out with her. Thought after thought came out of her head trying to replace the last with a more ridiculous one that could lead for a hopeful outcome.
Katie picked up her phone trying to execute the most rational idea she had to come up with and texted Sarah “I'm sorry. Do you think we can talk through this and work this out? You've been my best friend ever since I can remember, and I don't wanna lose you over one stupid little thing.”
Katie hoped but never heard her phone buzz and lost faith as she sat there in her car tears falling thicker and thicker down her face as her breath became more uneven and overwhelmed.
She picked up her phone and saw the text had been marked as read for 10 minutes. She sat there as time went by 15 minutes, then 20, 30, then 45. Steadily losing hope that Sarah would never see her the same way again and she would never be able to see Sarah again.
She kept watching the door to the house hoping that she could see Sarah walk out and catch her before it was too late and she left, but Katie never did.
Katie finally left the parking lot after two hours of waiting for Sarah to answer her text or come out of the party. Finally, she gave up shutting off her phone and starting her car. Tears still silently streaming down her face, she drove away. Away from the party. Onto the silent street, and into the night.
Sarah’s POV
Sarah stood by the door to the party, the effects of the alcohol had finally worn off and she realized when she done to Katie and regretted every bit of it. Sarah put her head in her hands contemplating on what she could do. She had seen Katie’s text but didn’t have the heart to respond and tell her the truth. So, Sarah did what she thought was her only option. She finally texted Katie.
I have so many things to say to you but there’s one that I want to get across. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to say what I did. you’re my best friend and I could never live without you. I don’t know why I acted how I did I regret every word that came out of my mouth, But Katie. I love you. I always have I thought of us having a future together and every bit of it excites me. I wanna be with you and no one else for forever. I’m sorry, love Sarah
Katie’s POV
Everything seemed like a blur as rain started coming down in sheets as thick as her tears. Part of her didn't know what she was doing but part of her knew that it was exactly what she wanted. Fear of seeing Sarah in class the next day slowly dissipating. Katie turned down to the highway away from the campus following it until it got to the bridge, she pressed down on the gas faster and faster thinking only about one thing. She moved all the way into the right Lane of the and jerked the steering wheel to the right as peace finally flooded her mind. she heard a crash and a scream, and then nothing. She felt cold icy water running against her skin numbing the feeling of her broken bones. Katie faintly heard her phone buzz through its waterproof case and saw four words I love you, Sarah. She laid there gripping her phone as her vision got fuzzy blocking out the lights above, and those four precious words, until she only saw black. But she knew that whatever she was going to face next that it would be ok. Because she was going to go away again. Away from the party. Away from people. Away from Sarah.
Epilogue
Dear Katie,
It’s been exactly five years since the night of the party. I have so much to say and have so little time to say it. After the bridge, I lost the will to get out of bed, as well as the will to live. I became suicidal the three following years after your death, thinking of only one thing. You. You had been my first love ever since I can remember, and I didn’t know how to deal with your passing. I tried to end my life twice during that period. Once standing in the middle of traffic, praying a car would collide with my body so I could see you again. And a second time, trying to overdose on the same medication that could have saved me. After years of depression and wanting to end my own life because you ended yours, I was told something. The best way to honor you is not to end myself, but to keep living for you. I have loved you for so long and I doubt I will love anyone the same again. But I will try. For you. I was told that I wasn’t honoring your life, by trying to end mine. But didn’t listen for a while. I have been doing better. Some days I can't get out of bed, thinking only about you, concluding the day with crying myself to sleep. Some days I can wake up, like things are back to normal. But my eyes carry to your empty seat in the class, and the thought of you weighs heavy in the back of my mind no matter what.  I've been through into fits of hysteria with no one to blame but myself. Now I know exactly what I want, just like you did that night. I’m standing on the same edge of the bridge you were phone in hand sending this last text to you saying the same thing I did that night. I'm Sorry. I Love You.
Love, Sarah
Sarah set her phone down as she saw the last text, she would even send to Katie go through. She brushed away her tears as the brisk wind softly touched her skin. Sarah closed her eyes for the last time, leaning forward ever so slightly until she felt the wind rushing by her as she fell, and the same cold water soothe her broken bones just like it has done to Katie five years ago.
Her vision lightened until she only saw white. She was transported to a large room that looked like a cathedral and she saw someone in the distance dressed in white, who spoke the same words she had previously just written. The person came into view as she continued to walk toward her a smile on her familiar face, wet with tears. She heard her recite words that she knew too well. Sarah ran to her as the same voice she had loved forever, met her ears.
The girl embraced her still reciting her message. Her voice had quieted to a whisper until only Sarah could hear her as the figure said the last words she wrote.”
“I’m Sorry. I Love You.”
“Love, Sarah.”
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         ❝  ----------- 𝖆 𝖌𝖔𝖑𝖉𝖊𝖓 𝖈𝖆𝖌𝖊 𝖎𝖘 𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖆 𝖈𝖆𝖌𝖊
                                    illya masnik. luke hemmings. twenty four. bianchi aligned.
【  ✞ ———— 𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕝𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 】
◟ * ◊ ─  luke hemmings + cis male + he/him » * believe it or not illya masnik is working for the bianchi family. they are 24 years of age and are known to usually spend their time around buena vista apartments. the singer, who has been a part of the alliance for 2 years, has been living in victoria for 5 years. the people closest to them describe the pansexual + pisces to be + stolid and + conscientious as well as - equivocal and -resentful » ◦ ° delphi, twenty, she/them, est◝
【  ✞ ———— 𝕠𝕠𝕔 】
first name illya. last name masnik. middle name regret. which,, honestly same. wow hi i’m super excited for this. this is what ive been waiting for and y’all look hella talented. hi hello i’m delphi and as expected i’m late to the party :’) this is my bb illya who should probably be dead by now. yeehaw. my muses??? they exist to suffer. thats the sparknotes version of it. but ill put a whole unnecessarily lengthy thing about him below sdlkjsald. i’m in the est and i’m currently working full time but im so happy opening is on a sunday because i can actually be here for it sjkdas but enough about meme !! 
【  ✞ ———— 𝕙𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣𝕪 】
BORN IN KIEV, UKRAINE - illya would be the eldest of four children. his mother an adventurous american woman, and his father a man who had never left his homeland. their son was a happy child who spent most of his days and nights at the local church. a fate one could not avoid when their father was the church’s ever dutiful music director. it shocked no one when the eldest masnik boy soon became a constant fixture in the youth choir. looking like he may have found his niche, his parents pushed him to hone his talents. his free time not spent in worship was reserved for vocal lessons. in time, illya outgrew the pews. as a teenager, he instead chose to perform in festivals, cafes, and the venues that would have him. while he was successful in ukraine, he’d soon decided he’d like to finish his studies in the united states, believing there to be better and bigger opportunities in america. 
AT NINETEEN - he found a home in victoria, florida. his mother’s hometown. his studies never truly panned out like they should have, wasting a year majoring in theology before officially throwing in the towel and returning to music full time. the next few years were spent building up a resume. odd jobs that barely paid the bills. things only began to turn up when he began landing jobs as the backing vocals for groups. it had started small, not much money in it nor recognition --- but he slowly climbed the ladder. an undeniable talent. in time he landed a job as the backup vocals for a band famous enough to earn him some status. the band embarked on a small tour around the states, and while it had been fun, illya quickly came to realize it wasn’t the life for him. in actuality it was not the spotlight he desired, no, he’d come to miss the little things about his passion. the smaller cafes and venues often led to tighter bonds. a more humbling experience that allowed him to truly connect with his audience. like the days back home, under god’s watchful eye. 
TWENTY TWO - and life as he knows it ends. for better or for worse. a flame in his life plants the idea in his head. the bills were starting to pile up again and desperation seemed to be a constant state. PLAYERS. it’s no place he’d normally be found. the sort of joint he’d sooner cross the street to avoid. but his lover promises security. stability. burdened with a touch of naivety, he’s sold.
PLEAD IGNORANCE - all he wants. he knew what he’d stepped into the moment he crossed the door’s threshold. there were no gods here. no savior. no salvation. you’d be eaten alive.
IT PAYS - wasn’t that all that mattered. most days he’s good at turning a blind eye to what happens behind closed doors. a false picture of innocence. skin with no traces of ink or metal, liquor that never makes it to his lips. the constant struggle to not lose the boy he was back home. but no one there was innocent, innocence was a lamb to the slaughter. two years in and he regrets it. of course he does. three long years since he’s seen his family. the masnik’s youngest now refuses to speak to the long-departed illya. birthdays, graduations, holidays, funerals, he’s missed them all. bitter, he longs for home, but fears he’s found himself in too deep. innocence was a lamb to the slaughter, and he could not afford to be the lamb amongst wolves.
【  ✞ ———— 𝕤𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕖𝕤 / 𝕕𝕦𝕞𝕓 𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕥 】
essentially illya was born in ukraine. his family was super religious and he spent a lot of time in church, also due to the fact his father was the music director there. he obviously had a natural talent in the choir and his family helped him pursue music by getting him lessons and stuff. he does a good handful of cool stuff in ukraine and decides he wants to study in america ( where his mother and her family are from ) and also sees it as an opportunity to grow musically. obviously the scene in america is pretty hard to get into, so he still does small cafe like things until he starts doing backing tracks/vocals for bands. starts off really small but he starts to work for bigger bands/companies until eventually, he gets enough recognition to go on tour with a well-enough known band. don’t imagine them to be super famous, but enough to have a handful of radio hits. 
decides he’s not crazy about the touring band life and wants to return to working in smaller more personal venues. works for a bit until the money starts to run out and then his partner at the time suggested applying at players ( they would have been part of the gang so it was his in ). he does so ( obviously ) gets in and likes to play innocent but he has a pretty good idea of what he’s getting into, don’t be fooled. still kind of churchy / anal, doesn’t do the whole tattoo, piercing, drinking, wild life. he’s more reserved if anything. he’s really still trying to hold on to that holy life. newsflash, asshole. it’s gone.
now he’s starting to regret everything :) #somerugrats but obviously, he’s going to be super tightlipped about that and just carry on. in reality, he’s super homesick and he knows his family life is suffering. he’s missing giant milestones for his siblings back home and now his youngest brother won’t even talk to him so yeehaw. but uhh he’s not really sure he’d be good to just up and walk away because he’s in a bit deep now, two years deep. he’s probably seen some shit. 
if he was brave enough to tell his family something was up it would probably go something along the lines of “ mom, i think i joined a cult ” 
he wants to be that peace out gif THIS one,, yeah
he’s gonna die,, dumbass is 100% gonna get himself killed. but for now, he’s gonna fake that shit till he makes it. no chill. 
【  ✞ ———— 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕤 】
pen pals / old friends ; okay since his mother was american - i’d imagine he’d come around as a kid to see her family ( his grandparents and stuff ). give me something cute like they hit it off as children and kept in touch all these years. or maybe his mom used to be friends with your muses parents so they met that way. 
someone toughen him up ; he’s awful. there’s a murderer out there and god i hope these string bean legs can run because self-defense???? we don't’ know the meaning of the word. gun?? not in my good christian server. someone just hELP him.
someone he takes home / travels with ; head out of the gutter. could be someone at players or they live in a similar location, and with a string of murders, it’s probably safer to not travel alone. so maybe they drive each other home on occasion or walk together. just keeping each other safe. 
 bad / good influence nonsense ; obviously he’d probably be the good influence on someone because he’s not really the bad type. so he might try to look out for someone he really sees burning out and going down a super bad path. vice versa, give me someone who really wants him to get a tattoo or take that shot. someone remind him to live a little or do bad things. honestly,,, i’m a sucker for angst and stuff so it could even be more like getting him to stop being so paranoid about the darker aspects of the gang. if you think he isn’t turning around and hauling ass outta there when he sees a back room being used for beating someone or some other violent nonsense
someone who is suspicious of his doubts ; obviously he’s trying to play his cards pretty close to his chest and doesn’t voice his concerns to anyone. but i’d love to see some people who question his hesitance or might be on to him having doubts about continuing to be in the gang. he’s not going to own up to any accusations but this could add some interesting tension and make for interesting interactions.
people he avoids at all costs / fear ; these would be the more violent members of the gangs. maybe your muse has a reputation. this is probably suitable for characters who are out there committing murder in the name of the gang or commit violent acts. he tries to steer pretty clear of that but they’re likely passing through players and stuff. they’re bound to run into each other. bonus points if they’re not actually as dangerous as they seem - illya’s just paranoid, maybe he walked in on something he shouldn’t have and i- OOP
the flame that got him involved in the gang ( 0 / 1 ) ;  really i was just gonna throw this up as a wc but sdjsadj ill stick it here as well. really this could be an exes plot, probably with a lot of resentment on illya’s part. he may have been open with them about wanting to go back home, and blames them for his situation even though he knew what was happening. its just bitter bitter bitter. 
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sonq-minqi · 5 years
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50 questions tag
tagged by: @whoayoung thanks dude!
1. What takes up too much of your time? drawing
2. What makes your day better?
3. What’s the best thing that happened you today?
4. What fictional place would you like to go? Hmmmm idk
5. Are you good at giving advice? I like giving it but its probably pretty bad
6. Do you have any mental illness? Not that i know of
7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? nope
8. What musician inspired you the most? Mingi because 1: i just wanna draw him all day and 2: honestly falling in love with him so completely during kq fellaz era and seeing him barefaced really made me realize that if i  can think hes a beautiful angel with his acne scars that i can think the same thing about myself and yeah. Self confidence i guess lmao
9. Have you ever fallen in love? Hm maybe lowkey
10. What’s your dream date? If it was first date maybe something like going to a movie or lunch kind of thing. If it was after ive been in the relationship for a while just chilling together and cuddling would be nice lol
11. What do others notice about you? Maybe that i read a lot? That i have no filter? idk
12. What is the annoying habit you have? Picking at the skin on my fingers
13. Do you still talk to your first love? Yeah theyre still one of my best friends
14. How many ex’s do you have? 0
15. How many songs are on your playlist? 375
16. What instruments can you play? I used to do piano
17. Who do you have the most pictures of? Ravi. i used to have 3000+ photos of him save don my phone but now i only have around 1500
18. Where would you like to go before you die? antartica
19. What is your zodiac? aries
20. Do you relate to it? Generally yes
21. What is happiness to you? Not really sure what this question is asking exactly, but for me, what makes me happy is art and when ur chilling with ur friend and they make some innocuous comment and you say something vaguely funny back and they just absolutely piss themselves laughing
22. Are you going through anything right now? Not really
23. What’s the worst decision you’ve ever made? Idk ive made many bad decisions in my life but none so hideous that they immediately stand out
24. What’s your favorite store? The produce store near my house because oreos are 3 dollars and instant noodles are seventy cents
25. What’s your opinion on abortion? Do what you want folks
26. Do you keep a bucket list? nope
27. Do you have a favorite album at the moment? Hmm maybe The Dream Chapter : Star?
28. What do you want for your birthday? My birthday just passed so i know what im getting but a carbon fibre dragon boat paddle!
29. What are most peoples first impressions of you? A lot of my friends say they thought i was kind of intimidating and mean?? Im pretty blunt most of the time so i can kind of see it
30. What age do you seem according to most people? Idk people dont generally comment on my age
31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping? Under my pillow because i want brain cancer if my tenth grade science teacher has accurate information
32. What word do you say the most? Probably like
33. What’s the oldest age you would date? I dont think i would date someone who’s not the same age at this point tbh
34. What’s the youngest age you would date? ^^
35. What job/career do most people say would suit you? artist
36. What’s your favorite music genre? Ill be honest i still dont know what kinds of music go into which genres
37. If you could live in any country in the world where would it be? If i knew japanese, japan. As it is though, probably amsterdam or the usa
38. What is your current favorite song? Whenever by SBFive
39. How long have you had this blog for? 1 year
40. What are you excited for? To hang out with my friend tmrw
41. Are you a better talker or listener? Talker maybe? Neither is the correct answer probably though
42. What is the last productive thing you did? Working on an art project for school as i type this
43. What do you want for Christmas? Some pants cause i only have one pair that i wear outside the house at this point
44. What class do you get the best grades in? animation
45. On a scale from 1-10, how are you feeling right now? 8 not bad but not awesome
46. What can you see yourself doing in 10 years? No fucking clue
47. When did you get your first heart broken? never
48. At what age do you want to get married? I cant really imagine myself being married tbh
49. What career did you want to have as a child? veterinarian
50. What do you crave now? Some milk but the milk at my house right now is a month old so i m scared to drink it
tagging: @ateezartblog @emotiadouche @softmingis @gothicmingi @hongjooong @sug-er
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hazyheel · 5 years
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NJPW Best of the Super Juniors 2019 Day 8 Review
From main event to curtain jerking, El Phantasmo took on Ren Narita. Phantasmo quickly overpowered Narita, putting him on the mat toying with him. This was a rough match for Narita. Normally he could kinda hold his own, but Phantasmo was kicking the shit out of him. Narita was able to hit the high belly to belly, but once again couldn’t bridge. The closest Narita got was a bridging german suplex, but only a near fall. This time around, Phantasmo got the win with a big frog splash. Phantasmo: 10, Narita: 0
Grade: C+. Decent match, not a lot of back forth, but this was a fun little extended squash. Not great, but I like seeing Phantasmo being a cocky dick.
Then we had TAKA Michinoku vs. Titan. The two were grappling quite a bit, with both really being able to stand up to the other. The two chopped the hell out of each other, and Taka tied him up in knots early on. Titan got the advantage once he started to speed up the match, using his high flying to keep him on his toes. Taka was able to fight back a bit, forcing Titan to the mat for submissions, but Titan could fight out of it. Titan was actually able to get a quick win with a Michinoku driver of his own, followed by tying his legs for a submission. Titan: 4, Michinoku: 0.
Grade: B-. A weak B-, because of the super weird finish, but they had a pretty good match. I liked how Titan really had to work to create space, while still resorting to his technical wrestling ways to fight out of certain holds. I’m bummed that Taka still hasn’t gotten a win, and this really felt like his most winnable match, so I hope he gets something soon. 
Next up was Robbie Eagles vs. BUSHI. Bushi started with a flying dropkick after his pose, and they were off to the races. Once again, Bushi used the belt to whip Eagles on the outside a little bit, keeping a strong advantage in the early stages. Eagles of course worked over the leg, Eagles fought hard in the match, hitting the turbo backpack, and reversing the kickout into the Ron Miller special. Bushi fought back into the match with a couple codebreakers, and then the MX for the shocking win. Bushi: 4, Eagles: 6
Grade: B. Pretty good stuff, I think that these two are blending together really well. Bushi is getting better and better as a singles star, and this tournament is only proving that more and more. I like how Bushi is resorting to bending the rules more and more to win, and he is getting those wins. This is a big deal for him, given that Eagles is one of the front runners in Block B. I don’t know if Eagles is falling out of one of those top spots, it certainly doesn’t seem like it. But it is exciting to see him lose. 
Into Jonathan Gresham vs. Tiger Mask IV.  The two shook hands, and began on the mat as we all thought they will. Tiger Mask also kept up pressure using quick strikes, and really assaulted his midsection with strikes. Picking up the speed seemed to favor Gresham, but Tiger Mask’s experience allowed him to continue to slow things down with holds. As the two fought on the ground, grappling, Gresham had Tiger Mask in a headscissors when he hooked the leg, and got the pin. Gresham: 6, Tiger Mask: 4.
Grade: C-. I wasn’t too into this. The wrestlers didn’t seem to play much to their advantages, wanting to work a striking angle. I think that this would have been much better if they kept things on the mat. I don’t think Tiger Mask is all that great in a striking contest, but I liked the finish, and I was happy to see Gresham get another 2 points.
Then we had DOUKI vs. YOH. Douki of course attacked before the match, and threw Yoh all around the arena. Douki took a page out of Bushi’s book at one point, choking Yoh out with his own jacket. Yoh really sold his ass off for Douki during his match, making it seem like absolute agony to fight this guy. However, Yoh fought back, focusing on the leg as he normally does. Douki locked in a necktie choke, and he couldn’t really do much to get out of it, not even by tapping. There was an interesting dynamic here as they both looked for a full nelson in order to get their respective dragon suplexes. In the end, Yoh broke out of the suplex de la luna, skinning the cat on the bottom rope for a huge superkick and then a dragon suplex for the win. Yoh: 6, Douki: 2.
Grade: B-. I think this was interesting, but not overly good. I like the dynamic between both guys looking for the dragon suplex. I also think that Douki’s matches suffer from not being brawls, so a match against Yoh wasn’t going to be his best just yet. 
Next up was Marty Scurll vs. SHO. Scurll came out with his actual head and neck taped up, from the goddamn ringer that Takagi put him through last night. However, he was faking it, and he attacked Sho before the bell. Sho went to work on Scurll’s arm, ringing it out to soften it up for the armbar. Scurll attempted to keep the match in striking territory, as he could not contend with Sho’s raw strength on the mat. Commentary pointed out that Scurll was not targeting the head or arm here, but rather Sho’s cauliflowered ear. And while Scurll tried to keep things in striking, Sho proved that he can go blow for blow with him. At one point, Scurll hit almost a pumphandle michinoku driver onto the knee for a near fall. At another point, Sho actually fought out of a chicken wing with nothing but his raw strength. Scurll tried to counter the strength by breaking the fingers, but that didn’t stop Sho from using his arms for lariats. Sho was then able to nail a last ride to the knees for a near fall, followed by Shock Arrow for the win. Sho: 4, Scurll: 4.
Grade: B+. Best match on the show up to this point. They did really well together on a stacked card. Scurll didn’t outright cheat during the match, but he certainly didn’t play fair. However, Sho got a second wind, and fought back to win the match. While it is unlikely that Sho gets the actual win for his block, he can still finish on the higher end.
Now, possibly the most important match in the tournament (according to the competitors) Rocky Romero vs. Ryusuke Taguchi. Not only was this for two points in the tournament, but the winner became the head coach of New Japan. I don’t know what that means, but it is important to them. Rocky came out with basketball gear on, while Taguchi was in his classic rugby. The match actually started with Taguchi making a basket in his arms so Rocky could shoot, but the ball hit him in the head, followed by a slam dunk with the ball to the floor. So this was a goofy one. Taguchi beat him up using his ass. The two traded clotheslines and hip attacks running between the corners, the crowd loved it. It took Taguchi a while to go for the ankle lock, despite Rocky’s injured leg from his match with Yoh. Rocky went for the arm in response, and at one point, Taguchi tried to pull Rocky out of an armbar for a powerbomb, but he didn’t have enough strength. Rocky countered the Dodon into a rollup, and after a few counters, Taguchi got the pin. Taguchi: 8, Rocky: 2.
In the end, the two ended up splitting the coach responsibility. They even posed together. This is so dumb, but I’m smiling.
Grade: B. The match was alright, I wasn’t a huge fan of it. I don’t think that they leaned far enough into serious stuff nor comedy wrestling. I think it would have been better if it had gone either way. But it was a fun little match with funny moments that made me laugh.
Then we had Taiji Ishimori vs. Yoshinobu Kanemaru. The two had some history from Pro Wrestling NOAH, where Ishimori has never been able to beat Kanemaru. Puts an interesting slant on this match, as Ishimori is still undefeated. Kanemaru jumped before the bell. Kanemaru quickly countered a springboard kick attempt by kicking out the arm, before dragging Ishimori into the crowd. Kanemaru tried to get the same win as last night by chucking a chair at Ishimori to get the countout, but Ishimori jumped it and made it back. Kanemaru continued to bend the rules, constantly using the ref as a weapon. Kanemaru had the whiskey, but Ishimori caught him. Ishimori was going to use the whiskey, but Red Shoes was back up and took it, only for Kanemaru to reveal that he had held onto the whiskey, and spit it at him, and a roleup for the win. Kanemaru: 4, Ishimori: 8.
Grade: B-. This was just shenanigans city right here. Kanemaru just did all his cheating spots until one stuck, and that entertained me. Ishimori’s first loss of the tournament came at the hands of a guy who patently refused to follow the rules, and it serves as some comeuppance, albeit at the hands of another heel. I liked it, although it was too short and one sided to get much more than a B-.
Into Bandido vs. Will Ospreay, a rematch from an Indie show over Wrestlemania weekend that was really good. This was for sure one that I was looking forward to. Started with a handshake, Both fliers were incredibly strong for their weight and speed, which led to an interesting match that included both power moves as well as flying. Bandido hit an awesome gorilla press into a falcon arrow, followed up with a low dropkick to the back of the head. When the two began striking, they were really beating the hell out of each other, with strikes that thundered in the arena. Bandido targeted Ospreay’s neck in striking, and Ospreay seemed to be fighting on the backfoot during this match. At one point, Osrpeay had Bandido up for a powerbomb, but Bandido countered into a reverse rana, followed by a springboard shootng star press to the outside. Another time, Ospreay hit a stundog millionaire, shoutouts to Mark Andrews, an old friend of his. At another point, Bandido drilled Ospreay with a superkick and a spike rana, only for Ospreay to roll through for a near fall. As Bandido went for the 21 plex, Ospreay held on, so Bandido hit a GTS and tried again, only for Ospreay to completely flip out of it. Bandido hit the shooting star slam, but Ospreay grabbed the bottom rope. Finally, in the finish, Bandido went for a moonsault, but Ospreay caught him on his shoulders, and it a stormbreaker out of nowhere for the win. Ospreay: 8, Bandido: 4.
Grade: A. Holy crap this was so so good. This may be my favorite match of the tournament so far. This was awesome. They flew around at crazy speeds, they beat each other into the ground with their strikes, and Ospreay nearly lost, but was able to pick up a shocking counter for the win. Bandido did great too, showing off some of his unbelievable strength and striking. They just clicked super well, and delivered a great match once again. Match of the night.
And in the main event, Dragon Lee took on Shingo Takagi, in another match that I couldn’t wait for. Lee was looking for a handshake, as he had everyone else. Takagi took it, but then pulled him in to start the match. Lee tried to kick things into another gear, but Takagi simply overpowered Lee with a hard slam. Lee wanted to go strike for strike, but interspersed that with fast paced flying. At one point, Lee went for his rana off the apron, but Takagi actually caught him and hit a Death Valley driver on the apron. Lee hit his usual corner dropkick, but it looked so painful as he connected with the side of Takagi’s head. Lee tried to go strike for strike with Takagi, this time with a knee lift and a huge lariat. Lee then hit a suicide dive, emphasis on suicide as Lee launched about 12 feet into the crowd. Takagi was hurting after that, struggling to hit the Noshigami and a pumping bomber, only getting a near fall for a lot of effort. As Takagi went for last of the dragons, Lee countered with a crucifix bomb for a near fall, and then hit a brutal running knee. Lee then hit an awesome combo, of a German off the ropes, a knee lift, a reverse rana and another knee for only a 1, and then he followed up with another running knee for a near fall. Lee almost hit desnucadora, but Takagi fought out and got last of the dragons for the win. Takagi: 10, Lee: 6.
Grade: A. Another great match to end out the night. They destroyed each other during this match, and Lee looked goddamn phenomenal. Even in losing, he came the closest to beating Takagi out of anyone so far. Takagi best the champion, as we thought he would, but he went through hell to do it. Definitely a must watch match.
Overall Grade: B.
Pros: Eagles vs Bushi; Scurll vs Sho; Rocky vs Taguchi; Ospreay vs Bandido; Takagi vs Lee
Cons: Gresham vs Tiger Mask; could’ve used more comedy for coach vs coach
Losses: Taka Michinoku, BUSHI, Ren Narita officially cannot win Best of the Super Juniors 26.
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teamcalamity · 5 years
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Okay, newbie. Let's move!
A new competitive season has started, Opus VIII is about to launch and Team Calamity has a blog... BOOYA!!
If you want to see more variety than a dialogue with Squall, topics that hit harder than Sephiroth into the back of a flower girl and tips more useful than Vaan's point in the story, then this is the blog for you.
In this first article we thought it might be best to introduce you to some of the team who will be regular staples on here. Hopefully this brief insight will help put some of their upcoming content into perspective.
First up is our resident judge - Mitch.
How did you first get into FFTCG?
It was a dark time in my life; I had just finished one of my favourite TV series for the 15th time and worst of all I had a piece of apple skin stuck between my teeth. There was no light at the end of the tunnel.
I received a call from the UK Champion (but not world) Peter Sherratt, he spoke to me like a true champion with grace and honour “you alright dickhead?” he told me that he had just gone to a new comic book shop, the infamous Calamity Comics. Peter knew I always had a creepy girlfriend affection for Final Fantasy and our recent card game was now just an OTK shit show. So we thought let’s give it a go.
Pulled Bahamut legend, fire seems strong; I bet this card will be good for a long time, 10000 damage AND removed. Peter got Foil Light Cloud. This card is also future proof, if there’s one thing I know about card games, is that removal is key and this has it in spades…
From that day I was hooked, scratching at my arms for the next fix of spoilers, tapping the vein, breathing FFTCG and dealing with my new addiction.
What style of play do you favour?
I like to win, but more importantly I like to be a smug prick and to do this, I love my combat tricks. Nothing lifts the table up on my side more than doing something your opponent cannot see coming. I also love removal and drawing cards so if someone could explain to me how to play earth that would be great. Thank you.
Biggest hype of Opus 8?
While all the cards aren’t out yet, I am especially excited for Lunafreya, the stuff that she can enable; it means your opponent will not want to kill off some of your best forwards. That said this will all change depending on the new Garnet, if there is one.
Peter - the 2018 UK Champion (not world)
How did you first get into FFTCG?
I played yu gi oh at the time and I saw FF being sold at Calamity Comics in Hatfield.
Eric the store owner said they were doing a tournament on Friday night's (an attempt to remove the magic the gathering crowd) .
I had played FF7 and I've never liked mtg so sounded like a win win for me. All that was left was to convince mitchell to go with me to hold my hand through it all.
Didn't take long to convince him and off we went to go purchase some cardboard crack. First pack I opened....foil Cloud L!! Wooo
First deck I played was fire ice. We didn't have a clue what we were doing but got it after a couple of goes.
Mitch went home that night to learn the rulings. It became an obsession of his for a while. He would wake up in the middle of the night about illegal plays the night before.
What was even better was we convinced our mates Joseph and Azlan to join also. Fucking great game. Needs more cleavage though.
What style of play do you favour?
I really like all 3 of the main tropes. They all have a special place in my heart because of the decks ive played with.
Mono wind has generally been a control deck. Midrange ice is tempo. Discard ice is quite aggressive.
I'm gunna vote for tempo. After a short amount of set up I do love using dull freeze or discard mechanics for those cheap easy wins. It's like eating 20 mcnuggets. You know it's bad but it feels so good.
Biggest hype for Opus 8?
Sherlotta, Fina, Alexander, Lasswell & Time Mage.
The one I will talk about is Time Mage though because I honestly think it's perfect for what ice needs right now.
Wind earth is an awful matchup where we can't choose Zidane, get fucked by big daddy etc etc. So we're investing 5cp for a huge tempo swing. Huge. I'm a big big fan. It's a multicard too so extra copies may be played.
Mono ice will return with a vengeance!!!
Rich - Team Calamity's synergy specialist.
How did you first get into FFTCG?
I have zero history of playing card games, so my interest in FFTCG was purely as someone who had played nearly every game released under the title, who just fancied trying it out. I bought the starter decks on release date to gauge if it was something that I was going to stick with, and pretty soon I was part of the Opus I stock disaster, hunting the shelves of every Toys'r'Us in driving distance trying to find packs (I'm not proud to admit that). Two and a half years, and many £'s later, here I am writing my first blog post after years of being a lurker on the fan page.
What style of play do you favour?
I have always run decks that I find genuinely fun to build, play and tweak. Sometimes that means I run stuff closer to the meta, and sometimes I run more obscure decks. The vast majority of decks that I run revolve around combo cards such as Yuri/Chelinka/Alhanalem or Seifer/Raijin/Fujin. Nothing turns me on more than the text "If you control card name "X"".
Biggest hype for Opus 8?
Just give me 3 Lasswell in foil. I love that the card has been made with a specific purpose in mind (Fire/Ice deck), and all 3 abilities feed into what those elements want to achieve. I'm not quite sure how best to make Lasswell work, but I'm sure someone much smarter than I am will find a way to make him a beast!
Tom - Blog editor, specialist subject the 'Tombo Combo'
How did you first get into FFTCG?
I got into the game by chance around Opus 4. I'd never played a TCG before but out browsing for a cheap PS4 game in the January sales I spotted Cloud and Squall booster packs in the bargain bin at a local game shop. A Final Fantasy card game, what even is that?! Went home, googled it, rushed back the next day, bought the lot and ordered all the starter sets. I still remember opening my first packs and getting so excited by how many shinys I was getting, like one in each pack, I must be so lucky! Next step a venture to Calamity as the only local place to play. I didn't win a game for about 2 months but was having the best time!
What style of play do you favour?
I like to do things differently so for me I'm all about the meme life and unashamedly so. I like to shy away from the meta (to my own detriment) as I get much more enjoyment from doing things myself and if someone tells me something is shit, it just makes me want to play it more. That said I still believe you can meme and be successful and hope to go someway to proving that this competitive season (here's to 0-X at every major tournament this year)
Biggest hype for Opus 8?
Not seen the full list yet but I'm buzzing for the new FF7 starter deck. I'll probably look to take the Earth parts into an Earth/Fire setup maybe utilising the new 15 characters if space. For me a big part of enjoying the game is using characters I actually know of and love so this should fit nicely. I've also got some ideas for a Fire/Water rush style deck and a new Opus launch wouldn't be complete without me trying to make FF8 work (where are you Cid Kramer!).
I hope this is the set where things really open up and we don't see the same few decklists dominating the circuit.
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Team Calamity's OP runs every Friday from 7pm at Calamity Comics in Hatfield (North of London). You can also follow us on YouTube, Twitter and Facebook (teamcalamityfftcg) or contact us on email ([email protected]). Alternatively just write anything on the FFTCG Fans Facebook page, Team Calamity's James Stevenson will no doubt comment on it.
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do u have bnha ocs? 0:
YES I DO THANK YOU FOR ASKING
akfjafkahglad throwing them all under read more bc i have,,, A Lot(TM)
i actually have a fuckin uhhhhh nextgen au?? and thats where A Majority Of Them come from??????? and i love them all id die for them
ok so like
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ok so two of my Main Ones are era and takuma!!!!!!!! ft. some changed designs bc im considering revamping laylaylb bc it Kinda Sucks. 
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so era is the shark one!!!!! her quirk is minor shark and its a mutant quirk that gives her vague mutations from a whitetip reef shark!!! that includes (but is not limited to) double rows of teeth, gils, some fins, enhanced smell and like, you know that thing that sharks do where they can find things from like,, those feely things from their chins?? yeah era can do that. she also tends to be more wild at night?? but it can be passed off as loopiness. since shes from a nextgen au shes the adopted daughter of kiri and baku???? her full name is bakushima era and she is like,,, just Rowdy and Easily Excited.
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takuma is a more obvious nextgen kid and hes a tododeku fankid?? THOUGH in the revamp im gonna make him a todoiideku fankid with siblings bc ive always had concept for siblings for him but i was a Coward and never went through with them. his quirk is temperature control and its an emitter quirk that, when he touches something, he can adjust the temperature of an object. whenever he raises the temperature in something, the temperature of his body lowers, and vise versa. that often leads him to being cold constantly and having to bundle up his body in like a thousand jackets. its Very Relatable to me tbh. anxiety is hereditary so hes very anxious and withdrawn. he tends to be very scatterbrained and more often then not he forgets words mid-sentence and needs eras help to remember them. that leads him to repeat things a lot and quit a lot of things midway because he cant describe them. thats Also Very Relatable. his full name is midoriya takuma although in the revamp, its most likely that his name will be changed to iida-midoriya takuma
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another important character to the nextgen who isnt actually a nextgen kid is siryoku karashiro (despite me often using first names as a way to refer to characters, i called him by his family name (siryoku) so frequently in laylaylb that thats just how i refer to him at this point) and hes really fun to draw. so hes kinda hard to explain without giving a lot about his backstory and eventual character arc away?? but hes from a rich family of lawyers who all have quirks that allow them to intimidate people by meeting their eyes. however, due to a recessive quirk from his moms side, he ended up having an variant of the black hole quirk. unlike thirteen, who (presumably) can channel theirs through their fingers, his is through his eyes. without a lot of practice with his quirk, he cant really control it and it often ends up being an all or nothing sort of trump card. siryokus very socially awkward and often has a hard time keeping up with extroverted people like ame and era. he also tends to miss expressions and figures of speech. but other than that, hes very earnest and despite his fumbles, wants to help others
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while takuma era and siryoku are the Main Trio, takuma and era are also in another trio alongside ame, full name uraraka ame. shes a tsuchako fankid who really likes wearing christmas sweaters in the middle of summer. a part of this generations “big 3″ ame is a third year and an intern under thirteen. her quirk is zero gravity, inherited directly from ochako. shes very caring, and the “big sister” of the group if you will. she tries to help people as much as she can, and is the role model of both era and takuma. she is very energetic though, but she misses a lot of social cues and can as such be seen as pushy or overbearing. 
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while she hasnt appeared a lot yet in either my comics or in laylaylb, another character who will end up being important is kyousou hansha!!!! she will be (eventually) the vice president of their class and has been shown to be very driven, determined, and almost judgemental. she hasnt come with the intention of befriending people who dont come up to her standards, though what exactly those standards are is currently unknown. (i know it though) all thats currently known is that she often knows how to take charge of a situation with a very analytical point of view, and that perhaps thats what helped her land a recommended spot into ua. (who recommended her and what her quirk is hasnt been officially shown, though if you look through my blog, im p sure i mentioned it at one point)
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this is a very bad drawing, because kazankawa (full name kazankawa atsui) is one of my favorite characters to draw (without coloring because her details is hard for me to color) and has one of my favorite character designs out of my bnha ocs. her quirk is volcano, and its a mutant quirk that almost makes herself like a living volcano. however, she cant ‘erupt’. her skin literally has cracks around where it folds the most, so think at the joints of her fingers and in her elbow. it also has cracks below her eyes. the cracks are filled with lava, though it is purely stationary. she gives off heat and can produce smoke from her mouth (though she doesnt know it yet). she is also able to throw up lava, but thats just kinda gross. she comes across as level-headed, chill, and sleepy almost all the time. however, once she gets riled up or in the battle field, she becomes more wild and reckless.
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some other characters and wow isnt this a great drawing, is the houkai squad. i dont have an official name for their group, but they have a really fun dynamic to write. houkai genki (the middle one in the screenshot) is the one that this entire group revolves around, because they are the one who taigun and kuroiya are around for. they have an emitter quirk called emp, which is. an emp. yeah. its,, self explanatory. some people think theyre slick, but really, theyre kinda just really stupid and has no self restraint. 
taigun kisaki (the leftmost) is literally the groups voice of reason and impulse control. her quirk is literally the most terrifying quirk ive ever come up with and its an emitter quirk that lets her control the bees. fuck you vigilantes i made it up before i knew you made a character with a similar quirk. shes by all means an extrovert, but has very thin patience and is constantly done by the shenanigans of this god forsaken group.
kuroiya fumukoi was actually the third bnha oc i designed, and was originally supposed to be a very withdrawn softspoken character. but as i wrote laylaylb, she was changed to an enabler of houkais, with just vaguely more intelligence than houkai, but instead of doing things out of sheer stupidity, more out of just ballsy-ness. her quirk is called shadow step and allows her to travel through shadows. it often leaves her hungry, so a lot of times she can be caught munching on something.
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some other characters are the rest of the big 3!!! i love them a lot. like,, listen i would die for them. besides ame, theres suiro takara, the one on the right, and her quirk is crystal channel?? shes an intern under aoyama and can channel her own energy into crystals on her body (which is why she wears so many necklaces) in the form of lasers. shes constantly tired and stressed and honestly really offput by ame. ames excited and loud personality is a bit too much for her, so she tends to lash out or act cold. then theres yasuyou natsuki, the middle, whos quirk is flame body. her bodys literally a fire. as a result, all of the the third years had to be made extra fire durable outfits and gym uniforms to withstand being worn or coming into contact with her. ame has a crush on her, though yasuyou isnt aware of it. yasuyou is dense but upbeat, not interacting with ame a lot because theyre in different classes. (ame is in 3-a while yasuyou is in 3-b). also, ame, idk about u, but idk how ur gonna smooch fire.
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of course there is A Lot of other characters from laylaylb that i wont write bc i dont have the screenshots or drawings on hand or bc they havent been revealed or i dont have the energy to explain all about the background characters
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i DO have a non-laylaylb bnha oc and i dont have a name or set design for her yet but ive been stewing over the idea of her quirk for the LONGEST time
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so basically shes a support student whos quirk is balance. its an emitter/mutant kinda quirk that gives her impeccable balance and things that she touches the same balance as well. it comes in handy when walking/maneuvering with things in her hands, and allows her to stack things without the fear of them fall over. think about that one sasuke figurine that could balance anything on its head and think ‘what if that was a quirk’
she isnt keen on sharing her ideas with others, though when she does, its often for critique. she has an odd sense for knowing when people lie to her about their opinions, and prefers brutal truth. perhaps its because thats how she is-- overly blunt and bad at determining which things are and arent right to tell to someones face. 
i could see her getting along with hatsume
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yieniall · 7 years
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question tag
thanks for the tag @textingniall ! @bb-bambam @dongbangsoojjp @jacksonwangtastic @showyourdesire @beummieyoungie do it if you want :)
1| how old were you when you had your first kiss?
16  2| What made you decide to have a tumblr blog? for 1d and memes 3| Been depressed: yea. but im recovering well and generally much happier :) (if you ever wanna talk or need someone to listen to, dont hesitate to come to me!) 4| how many people have you fist fought? 0 5| do you want to have kids? how many? yea :) 2 or 3 6| Do you want to change your name: LOL yea. ok so my name is “iana” but i would like my name to be “ayana”, which would sound exactly the same but i like how it’s spelled phonetically and the spelling itself is prettier   7| Right or left handed: right 8| do you have piercings? how many? my ears are pierced (just one on each ear) but i dont like wearing earrings :/  9| who was the last person you cried in front of? my mom 10| do you believe in soulmates? lol i know i throw the word “soulmates” around quite loosely with jjp but i dont think about it a lot, actually! sure i guess, it’s a nice idea :) 
11| Zodiac sign: scorpio 12| Do you have a dream job? ok so when i was a kid my “dream job” (aka something that i would fantasize about but didnt/couldnt entertain as an actual career path) was to be a singer or actress lollll. but my career aspiration (aka what i am currently pursuing and think i will genuinely love) rn, is to go into public policy. currently, i wanna work in the government and focus on youth employment and social development. i also hope that i can publish academic articles while i work, specifically reviewing national and international policies 
^thats a kinda long answer bc it’s one of the most important things in my life rn and something i think about constantly. every time i read testimonials from graduates of the MPP program at my uni i get so excited (yet also nervous!) about this career path  13| A crush: nobody lol  14| What do you like about yourself: im filipina and i love my tan skin :) 15| Right now eating: nothing 16| who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? my bff 17| Height: 5′0 /152cm 18| what is/are/were your best subject(s)?
law, economic sociology, political sociology
19| Met someone who changed you:
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sooo many things. id like to achieve the career goals i mentioned above and id like to learn at least 2 more languages. and travel more. 
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Stilnox Tablets Uses, Dosage, Side Effects, Precautions
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stilnox tablets reviews >> Generic drug of the therapeutic class: Neurology – psychiatry active ingredients: Zolpidem tartrate
This drug is recommended in the treatment of insomnia.
What is Stilnox tablets used for and indication?
Indications are limited to severe sleep disorders in adults in the following cases:
Occasional insomnia,
Transient insomnia.
Stilnox Tablets Dosage
Oral way.
Dose
In all cases, treatment will be initiated at the lowest effective dose and the maximum dose will not be exceeded.
The usual dose in adults is 1 tablet at 10 mg per day.
Stilnox Tablets acts quickly, taking should take place immediately before bedtime.
Elderly or weakened subjects
Elderly or frail subjects are particularly sensitive to the effects of zolpidem, the recommended dosage in this population is 5 mg (ie ½ tablet).
Hepatic insufficiency
The elimination and metabolism of zolpidem is decreased in cases of hepatic insufficiency, treatment should be initiated in these patients at the dosage of 5 mg per day, paying particular attention in the elderly.
In all cases, the dosage should not exceed 10 mg per day.
The safety and efficacy of zolpidem has not been demonstrated in patients under 18 years of age. Therefore, zolpidem should not be prescribed in this population.
Stilnox Tablets can be prescribed, either continuously or on demand, depending on the patient’s symptomatology.
duration
Treatment should be as short as possible, from a few days to 4 weeks, including the dose reduction period (see Warnings and Precautions ).
The duration of treatment should be presented to the patient:
 2 to 5 days in case of occasional insomnia (as for example during a trip),
 2 to 3 weeks in case of transient insomnia (as during the occurrence of a serious event).
Very short treatments do not require a progressive stop.
In some cases, it may be necessary to prolong the treatment beyond the recommended periods. This requires accurate and repeated assessments of the patient’s condition.
Contraindications
Zolpidem hypersensitivity
Severe respiratory failure
Sleep apnea syndrome
Severe hepatic impairment
Myasthenia gravis
Child under 6
Child from 6 to 18 years old
Galactose intolerance
Glucose malabsorption syndrome
Galactose malabsorption syndrome
Lactase deficiency
Alcohol consumption
Pregnancy
Feeding with milk
This medication should never be used in the following situations:
Hypersensitivity to the active substance or to any of the excipients listed in section A composition,
Severe respiratory failure,
Sleep apnea syndrome,
Severe hepatic insufficiency, acute or chronic (risk of encephalopathy occurred)
Gravis.
How it works ?
Pharmacotherapeutic group: hypnotic and sedative, ATC code: N05CF02 (N: central nervous system) .
Zolpidem is a benzodiazepine-like hypnotic imidazopyridine and has a qualitatively similar pharmacodynamic activity to that of other compounds of this class:
Muscle relaxant,
Anxiolytic,
Sedative,
 Hypnotic,
Anticonvulsant,
Amnesia.
Experimental studies have shown a sedative effect at doses lower than the doses required to achieve anticonvulsant, muscle relaxant or anxiolytic effects.
These effects are related to a specific agonist action on a central receptor belonging to the complex “GABA-OMEGA macromolecular receptors”, also called BZ1 and BZ2 and modulating the opening of the chlorine channel.
Zolpidem preferentially binds to the omega 1 subtype (or BZ1).
In humans, zolpidem shortens the time to fall asleep, reduces the number of nocturnal awakenings, increases the total sleep time and improves the quality. These effects are associated with a characteristic electroencephalographic profile, different from that of benzodiazepines. Sleep recording studies have shown that zolpidem prolongs stage II as well as deep sleep stages (III and IV). At the recommended dosage, zolpidem has no influence on the total duration of paradoxical sleep (REM).
Randomized trials have only demonstrated the efficacy of zolpidem at a dose of 10 mg.
In a randomized, double-blind study in 462 healthy volunteers aged <65 years with transient insomnia, zolpidem at the 10 mg dose decreased the mean time to sleep by 10 minutes compared with placebo, compared to 3 minutes for zolpidem used at a dose of 5 mg.
In a randomized, double-blind study in 114 patients with chronic insomnia aged less than 65 years, zolpidem at the 10 mg dose decreased the mean time to sleep by 30 minutes compared to placebo, compared to 15 minutes for zolpidem used at the dose of 5 mg.
In some patients, a dose of 5 mg may be effective.
Child and teenager
One randomized controlled trial versus placebo conducted in a population of 201 children and adolescents aged 6 to 17 years with insomnia associated with attention deficit disorder / hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) has not demonstrated efficacy of zolpidem in the dose of 0.25 mg / kg / day (with a maximum of 10 mg / day) compared to placebo.
Psychiatric and neurological disorders were the most frequently observed adverse events in patients treated with zolpidem compared to placebo, including vertigo (23.5% versus 1.5%), headache (12.5% versus 9 %) , 2%) and hallucinations (7.4% versus 0%).
Therefore, and in the absence of new studies, zolpidem should not be prescribed in this population .
Stilnox Side Effects
Like all medicines, this medicine can cause side effects, although not everybody gets them.
They depend on the ingested dose and your own sensitivity.
Stilnox Tablets Side Effects
The following side effects occur frequently (1 to 10 people in 100):
· Agitation,
· Nightmares,
· Hallucinations,
· Decreased alertness or drowsiness (especially in the elderly),
· Insomnia,
· Feelings of divinity,
· Headache,
· Loss of memory regarding events occurring during treatment (anterograde amnesia). This effect can occur at the doses prescribed by your doctor. The risk increases proportionally with the dose,
· Diarrhea,
· Nausea,
· Vomiting,
· Abdominal pain,
· Fatigue,
· Respiratory tract infections.
The following side effects occur infrequently (1 to 10 people in 1000):
· Tingling sensation in the hands and feet (paresthesia),
· Tremors,
· Confusion,
· Irritability,
· Double vision,
· Blurred vision,
· Appetite disorders,
· Joint pain,
· Muscle pain,
· Muscular contractions.
The following side effects occur very rarely (fewer than 1 in 10,000 people):
Vision impairment (visual impairment).
The following side effects may occur but their frequency is unknown:
· Sudden swelling of the face and / or neck that may cause difficulty breathing and endangering the patient (Quincke’s edema),
· Behavioral disorders,
· Alteration of the state of consciousness,
· Attention or speech disorders,
· Aggression,
· Nervousness,
· Delirium,
· Anger,
· Sleepwalking,
· Physical and mental dependence even at doses recommended by your doctor, withdrawal syndrome or insomnia rebound at the end of treatment (see also the sections “Risk of dependence” and “Risk of rebound”),
· Depression,
· Change in libido,
· Excitement (euphoric mood),
· Difficulty coordinating certain movements,
· Tension,
· Difficulty breathing,
· Rashes on the skin,
· Itching,
· Red patches on the skin itching (hives)
· Muscle weakness,
· Falls,
· Increased liver enzymes, liver damage.
Stilnox Tablets Interactions
hypnotics
The currently prescribed hypnotics are either benzodiazepines and related (zolpidem, zopiclone) or H1 antihistamines.
 In addition to increased sedation when prescribed with other CNS depressant drugs, or in case of alcohol consumption, benzodiazepines should also be considered for the possibility of increasing the respiratory depressant effect.
they are associated with morphinomimetics, other benzodiazepines, or phenobarbital, especially in the elderly.
Central nervous system depressant drugs
It must be taken into account that many drugs or substances can add their depressant effects of the central nervous system and help reduce alertness.
These are morphine derivatives (analgesics, antitussives and substitution treatments), neuroleptics, barbiturates, benzodiazepines, anxiolytics other than benzodiazepines (eg meprobamate), hypnotics, sedative antidepressants (amitriptyline, doxepin , mianserine, mirtazapine, trimipramine), sedative H1 antihistamines, central antihypertensives, baclofen, thalidomide, antiepileptics and anesthetics.
Associations advised against
Alcohol (drink or excipient)
Alcohol enhancement of the sedative effect of benzodiazepines and the like. Impairment of alertness can make driving and using machines dangerous.
Avoid taking alcoholic drinks and drugs containing alcohol.
 Fluvoxamine
Concomitant administration of fluvoxamine may increase the blood level of zolpidem. Simultaneous use is not recommended.
Inhibitors and inducers of CYP 450
Concomitant administration of ciprofloxacin may increase the blood level of zolpidem. Simultaneous use is not recommended.
Associations subject to precautions for use
Rifampicin
Decreased plasma concentrations and efficacy of zolpidem by increasing its hepatic metabolism. Clinical surveillance. Maybe use another hypnotic.
Associations to consider
Other central nervous system depressants
Possible increase in somnolence and impairment of psychomotor functions the day after taking. Impairment of alertness can make driving and using machines dangerous (see Warnings and Precautions and Effects on the ability to drive and use machines ).
Isolated cases of visual hallucination have been reported in patients taking zolpidem in combination with antidepressants such as bupropion, fluoxetine, sertraline and venlafaxine.
Barbiturates, morphine:
Increased risk of respiratory depression, which can be fatal in case of overdose.
Buprenorphine
With buprenorphine used in substitution therapy: increased risk of respiratory depression that can be fatal. Carefully evaluate the benefit / risk ratio of this combination. Inform the patient of the need to respect the prescribed doses.
Clozapine
Increased risk of collapse with respiratory and / or cardiac arrest.
Clarithromycin, erythromycin, telithromycin
Slight increase in sedative effects of zolpidem.
Ketoconazole, itraconazole, voriconazole
Slight increase in sedative effects of zolpidem.
Nelfinavir, protease inhibitors boosted with ritonavir
Slight increase in sedative effects of zolpidem.
No significant pharmacokinetic interaction was observed with zolpidem with ranitidine.
Warnings and Precautions
Stilnox Tablets Warnings and Precautions
Warnings
This medicine contains lactose. Its use is not recommended in patients with galactose intolerance, Lapp lactase deficiency or glucose or galactose malabsorption syndrome (rare hereditary diseases).
PHARMACOLOGICAL TOLERANCE
The sedative or hypnotic effect of benzodiazepines and related substances may decrease gradually despite the use of the same dose when administered for several weeks.
ADDICTION
Any treatment with benzodiazepines and related drugs, especially with prolonged use, may result in a state of physical and mental dependence.
Various factors seem to favor the occurrence of dependence:
· Duration of treatment,
· Dose,
· History of other drug addictions, including alcoholic.
Drug dependence may occur at therapeutic doses and / or in patients without individualized risk factors.
With zolpidem, this state of dependence has been reported exceptionally at therapeutic doses.
This state can lead to the cessation of treatment a withdrawal phenomenon.
Some symptoms are common and seemingly trivial: insomnia, headache, severe anxiety, myalgia, muscle tension, irritability.
Other symptoms are more rare: agitation or even confusional episode, paresthesia of the extremities, hyperreactivity to light, noise, and physical contact, depersonalization, derealization, hallucinatory phenomena, convulsions.
Withdrawal symptoms may occur within days of stopping treatment. For short-acting benzodiazepines, and especially if given at high doses, symptoms may even occur in the interval between two doses.
The combination of several benzodiazepines may, regardless of the anxiolytic or hypnotic indication, increase the risk of drug dependence.
Cases of abuse have been reported.
REBOUND PHENOMENON
This transient syndrome may manifest itself as an exacerbation of insomnia that motivated treatment with benzodiazepines and the like.
ALTERATIONS OF PSYCHOMOTRIC FUNCTIONS
Alterations in psychomotor functions are likely to appear within hours of taking.
The risk of impaired psychomotor functions, including the ability to drive, increases in the following situations:
Take this medicine less than 8 hours before performing any activity that requires alertness;
Taking a dose higher than the recommended dose;
Coadministration with other central nervous system depressants, other drugs that increase blood concentrations of zolpidem, or with alcohol or illicit substances.
Zolpidem should be taken as a single dose immediately at bedtime and should not be re-administered during the same night.
AMNESIA
Anterograde amnesia is likely to appear within hours of taking.
To reduce these risks, patients should ensure that they can have an uninterrupted sleep period of 8 hours.
BEHAVIORAL DISORDERS
In some subjects, benzodiazepines and related products may lead to a syndrome associating to varying degrees an alteration of the state of consciousness and behavior and memory disorders.
Can be observed:
· Exacerbated insomnia, nightmares, agitation, nervousness,
· Delusions, hallucinations, confuso-oniric state, psychotic type symptoms,
· Disinhibition with impulsiveness,
· Euphoria, irritability,
· Anterograde amnesia,
· Suggestibility.
This syndrome may be accompanied by potentially dangerous disorders for the patient or for others, such as:
 Unusual behavior for the patient,
Self- or hetero-aggressive behavior, especially if the family is trying to interfere with the patient’s activity,
Automatic driving with post-event amnesia.
These events require the cessation of treatment.
SOMNAMBULISM AND ASSOCIATED BEHAVIORS
Complex behaviors such as night driving (ie driving a vehicle without being fully awake after taking a sedative-hypnotic) with post-event amnesia have been reported in patients who have taken zolpidem. Although somnambulism-related behaviors may occur during zolpidem monotherapy at therapeutic doses, the associated intake of alcohol and other central nervous system depressants appears to increase the risk of such behavior as well as zolpidem at doses higher than the maximum recommended dose.
Because of the risk to the patient and those around him, stopping zolpidem is recommended in patients with sleep-related disorders .
RISK OF ACCUMULATION
Benzodiazepines and related drugs (like all drugs) persist in the body for a period of about 5 half-lives .
In the elderly or those suffering from renal or hepatic insufficiency, the half-life may be considerably longer. When taken repeatedly, the drug or its metabolites reach the equilibrium plateau much later and at a much higher level. It is only after obtaining a balance plateau that it is possible to evaluate both the efficacy and the safety of the drug.
Dosage adjustment may be necessary .
This is not expected with zolpidem in renal failure, given its metabolism .
SUBJECT AGE
Benzodiazepines and related products should be used with caution in the elderly, because of the risk of sedation and / or muscle relaxant effects that may be associated with falls, with often severe consequences in this population, and because of the increased frequency. important behavioral disorders.
INSUFFICIENT HEPATIC
The risk of accumulation leads to dose adjustment .
Zolpidem should not be used in patients with severe hepatic impairment as this may result in encephalopathy.
Special precautions for use
Great caution is recommended in case of a history of alcoholism or other addictions, whether medicated or not.
In all cases, the evaluation of insomnia must be systematically performed, and its causes treated, before the prescription of a hypnotic.
Insomnia may reveal an underlying physical or psychiatric disorder. The persistence or worsening of insomnia after a short period of treatment necessitates a reassessment of the clinical diagnosis.
DURATION OF THE TREATMENT
It should be clearly stated to the patient, depending on the type of insomnia .
SUICIDE – DEPRESSION – MAJOR DEPRESSIVE EPISODE
Several epidemiological studies have shown an increase in the incidence of suicides and suicide attempts among depressed and non-depressed patients treated with benzodiazepines and other hypnotics, including zolpidem. The causal link is not established.
Insomnia may be one of the symptoms of depression, it must be treated. If insomnia persists, the patient should be reassessed.
In the subject presenting a major depressive episode:
Benzodiazepines and related drugs should not be prescribed alone as they allow depression to progress on its own account with persistence or increased suicidal risk.
Since the risk of suicide is present in these patients, the smallest amount of zolpidem must be made available to these patients (prescription and dispensing) in order to limit the possibility of an intentional overdose.
PROGRESSIVE STOPPING PROCEDURES FOR TREATMENT
They must be stated to the patient precisely.
In addition to the need for gradual decrease in doses, patients should be warned of the possibility of a rebound phenomenon, to minimize insomnia that may result from symptoms related to this interruption, even progressive.
The patient must be warned of the possibly uncomfortable nature of this phase.
CHILD
The use of Stilnox Tablets is not recommended in children in the absence of studies.
SUBJECT AGE
The risk of accumulation leads to dose adjustment .
INSUFFICIENT RESPIRATORY
In patients with respiratory insufficiency, the depressant effect of benzodiazepines and related substances should be taken into account (especially since anxiety and agitation may be signs of a call for a decompensation of the respiratory function which justifies the transition to intensive care unit).
Drive and use machines
Prevent drivers of vehicles and machine users from the risk of drowsiness.
Combination with other sedating medicinal products should be discouraged or taken into account when driving or using machines (see section Interactions with other medicinal products and other forms of interaction ).
If sleep time is insufficient, the risk of impaired alertness is further increased.
Stilnox Tablets and PREGNANCY / BREAST FEEDING / FERTILITY
Prevent drivers of vehicles and machine users from the risk of drowsiness.
Combination with other sedating medicinal products should be discouraged or taken into account when driving or using machines (see section Interactions with other medicinal products and other forms of interaction ).
If sleep time is insufficient, the risk of impaired alertness is further increased.
What should I do if I miss a dose?
Take the next dose at the usual time the next day. Do not take a double dose to make up for the single dose you forgot to take.
What happen if thir is stilnox overdose ?
Immediately consult your doctor or pharmacist.
What is  Forms and Composition?
FORMS and PRESENTATIONS
Breakable film-coated tablet:  Cases of 7 and 14, under pads.
Hospital model: Box of 150.
COMPOSITION
 p cpZolpidem (DCI) tartrate10 mg
Excipients: lactose monohydrate, microcrystalline cellulose, sodium carboxymethyl starch, hypromellose, magnesium stearate. Film coating :hypromellose, suspension of titanium dioxide, macrogol 400. Excipient with known effect: lactose.
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