#ive hyperfixated on characters a good few times but i never understood crushing on a character and now i do and im mad about it

[stan-joe]

yeah so what if i simp for every tall blond man with strict morals i see. what're you going to do about it. huh? bitch.

#im always talking about kunikida #does this even apply to anyone else? #i feel like this is a trend for me so it must apply elsewhere but i can't place who else fits the description #like. i like real blond men. but they typically have questionable-to-no morals and violent manipulative streaks. so i dont date #and honestly theyre usually not even blond #i dont know many blonds #OH i thought of one #and hes tall and very nice #but i havent spoken to him in a few years #and i wasnt gay yet when i knew him #but if i met him now id definitely have a huge gay crush on him #now that i think about it i really havent crushed on many people real or fictional #like irl... 2 or 3 max #and fictional......... kunikida. this is an isolated occurance #ive hyperfixated on characters a good few times but i never understood crushing on a character and now i do and im mad about it #in trying to think of how many crushes ive had im realising that im probably not actually bisexual #not biromantic at least #p sure im aro but sometimes boys make me think twice so now im just confused #am i gay? #maybe im gay #oops #*looks at kunikida* i sure hope this doesnt awaken anything in me #surprise. it did. #okay im done tag rambling now