#ive been in a funk for a multitude of reasons but i am hoping to get out of it

[voiceless-terror]

idk if this will make u feel better (if it's weird for me to tell u this im sorry) but i didn't follow u for the jonmartin fluff i'm pretty sure i read some jontim fics that punched me directly in the gut so i guess what i'm trying to say is write whatever no matter the ship or plot or level of fluff/sadness and there will be tons of ppl who like it. obv writing for urself is the most important thing but just remember that most of ur followers don't expect anything of u we just happily pounce on whatever u choose to share bc ur writing is amazing

not weird at all! always appreciate finding another jontim truther in these unprecedented times. gjfklgdfl thank you so much, i feel like i build up some weird expectation in my mind of what i 'should' be writing and all my weird little ideas never really see the light of day. but i am trying to be better about that so writing is fun again and not such a chore

#asks #rye rambles #also thank you for all of the lovely encouraging notes on that post #ive been in a funk for a multitude of reasons but i am hoping to get out of it