#itsokaytobenotokay

[tinykomahina]

Everyone needs a bit of comfort sometimes :)

#komahina #hinakoma #hajime hinata #nagito komaeda #nagito x hajime #the sillies #itsokaytobenotokay #give yourself a break

[lelleven]

NEW VIDEO ON MY CHANNEL!

#makeup #itsokaytobenotokay #therapy #free therapy #makeup therapy #grwm #wocmakeup #makeup for black women #love

[groupofchickens]

It has only ever been a few times that I’ve truly had anyone, and all of those times were short-lived.

Now, I am tired. Now, I am comfortable. Now, I am satisfied with being alone.

I have my music, and my music is the only company that I really need.

This entire time, no one has ever stayed. Well, music stays. Music never leaves.

Music loves, music comforts, music heals, music is always there.

Humans hate, humans don’t care, humans hurt, humans abandon.

Too many times have I been used. Too many times have I been nothing but a prop.

I am exhausted. I am all used up. I want to be free. I want to be loved, loved by me.

They were bored, they never cared, they misunderstood, well they never tried to understand.

I am composed of all the effort I deserve. The only thing I need is my own love.

[peaceofheartpeacefulmusic]

Sad Piano Type Beat - "It's Okay To Feel" Emotional Piano Instrumental 2...

#youtube #piano #piano music #my sweet piano #sadpiano #sad piano music #sadpianotypebeat #typepianobeat #its okay to be sad #itsokaytobenotokay #emotionalpiano #emotionalpianoinatrumental #2023 #piano2023 #piano instrumental #beautiufl[iano #relaxing piano music #relaxing music #relaxation #study music #sad #sorrow #stressrelief #anxiety #quotes #motivaitonlaquotes #lone #selfmotivation #peace #rain

[euphoriajournal]

Pura-pura

Terkadang ada hal-hal yang mesti dipaksa untuk pura-pura. Entah perihal perasaan atau sesuatu tertentu yang menyangkut mental seseorang. Ada yang pernah jatuh, tetapi memaksa untuk bangun, bahkan berpura-pura kuat. Ada yang pernah merasa diasingkan, namun memaksa untuk bungkam, bahkan berpura-pura bertahan. Ada yang pernah dilukai berkali-kali, tetapi memaksa untuk terus mencintai, bahkan hingga rela diabaikan. Ada juga yang pernah dicaci, namun memaksa untuk tegar bahkan hingga menelan air matanya sendirian yang telah menjadi lautan.

Ada hal-hal yang bisa kita pura-pura-kan, Meski sakit, kadang itu adalah bagian dari pilihan beberapa orang. Hanya demi mempertahankan hubungan, menyelaraskan perasaan, merelakan lara, tidak ingin diasingkan, hingga orang-orang mulai mengorbankan perasaannya untuk itu semua. Padahal rasanya pasti sakit sekali. Tau kan rasanya berpura-pura?

Pura-pura itu boleh jadi pilihan, namun tidak selamanya bisa bertahan. Ingat, kamu tidak harus mengorbankan perasaanmu sendiri.

-Euforia Rasa

#euforiarasa26 #selfremember #selfhealing #itsokaytobenotokay

[blueskiesstarstruckeyes-blog]

The heart endures a lot.

I’m starting to realize that the sadness inside you never really goes away. you start feeling like you're okay; you're doing good and it is at that moment it pops in saying ‘hey’ as if it never left. And now your heart is heavy again. It is at that moment that you wonder if it is ever going to be alright again.

#sadness #heartbreak #feelings #heart #itsoktocry #itsokaytobenotokay

[silakoralin]

"çocuk, bir başka kabustan daha uyandı. geçmişten kalan ve kafasından silmek istediği kötü anılar her gece rüyasına giriyordu ve peşini bırakmıyordu. yıllar geçti ve çocuk, yetişkin oldu. artık kabus görmüyordu. ama tuhaftır ki, hiç mutlı değildi. bir gece kanlı ay çıkmıştı ve cadı sonunda yine ortaya çıktı. dileğinin karşılığında söz verdiği şeyi almaya gelmişti. çocuk, cadıya kızarak bağırdı.

"bütün kötü anılarım gitti ama neden mutlu olamıyorum?" sonra anlaştıkları üzere cadı onun ruhunu aldı ve ona şunu söyledi.

"acı veren, sancılı anılar. pişmanlık içeren anılar. can yaktığımız ve canımızın yandığı anlar. terk edilmenin anıları. sadece böyle anıları kalbinde taşıyanlar daha güçlü, tutkulu ve duygusal açıdan esnek olabilir. sadece onlar mutluluğu elde edebilir."

— it's okay to not be okay ♡

#itsokaytobenotokay #movies #quotes #kdrama

[coffeeofsoul]

Hoje encontro-me em um mar de sentimentos, e as ondas ficam cada vez mais altas e mais bravas, não sei mais como controla-las eu sinto como se cada correnteza levasse um pedaço de mim para dentro do vasto oceano que se encontra atras de mim.

#amor #kdrama #kpop aesthetic #dorameira #love #cute #kpop icons #itsokaytobenotokay #music #tudo bem não ser normal #ocean aesthetic #oceano #outono #goblin kdrama #crash landing on you #pousando no amor #days of our lives #jesuslovesyou #jesusteama #faith in jesus

[everdeenpotters]

wallpapers its okay to not be okay

#itsokaytobenotokay #graphic design #kdrama #wallpapers blue #vans off the wall

[pangpingpong]

Refleksi 1103

Kebahagiaan sederhana gue sekarang adalah memiliki kulkas, dari hasil keringat sendiri. Alhamdulillah. Sekalipun harus tidur dengan kulkas, karena colokan di ruang tamu rusak ga bisa konek dan kalau di dapur, kabelnya tidak sampai, I am fine and alhamdulillah.

Resolusi jangka pendek adalah mengurangi frekuensi makan di luar dan mengurangi buang - buang makanan. Alhamdulillah udah ga beli - beli es batu lagi di luar, karena ya Bun cuaca menjelang Ramadhan itu masyaAllah panasnya poll. Dan kemungkinan selama ramadhan bakalan panas juga.

Kemarin pamer di grup keluarga soal isi kulkas, terus bokap cuma bilang "semoga jadi rajin masak ya, jangan cuma semangat belanjanya" yang tentu saja langsung menembus ulu hati. Sekarang gue tahu bakat ngomong ga pakai filter ini turun dari siapa wkwkwk.

Semester genap ini adalah masa - masa praktik SPMI jadi auto banyak bawa berkat (kotakan) pulang. Otentu saja buat di orlep kisanak wkwk. Sekalian buat dimakan alhamdulillah. Dipikir - pikir CI Rumah Sakit yang pegang pengolahan itu rata - rata yang udah senior (yang gue amati di RSUD di sini), dan yang masih muda-muda gitu di tempatkan di ruangan. Mungkin karena kalau mau pegang SPMI harus bisa handling manusia segambreng dan zuzurly kerjaannya luar biasa. Kalau mau dirunut from A to Z. Tapi kemarin ada juga mba - mba yang di pengolahan, tp emang karena kapasitas pelayanannya ga segede RSUD disini.

Kontemplasi jalan - jalan gue adalah "Harus ingat gue itu tujuannya mau kemana nanti >> mati >> apakah masuk surga atau neraka?" ya pengennya masuk surga (Aamiin). Means, pr gue masih banyak buat nambahin pahala -pahala.

Kemarin dapat kabar kalau bude gue kondisinya udah parah. Kaya another episod of "Adulting hits really hard" part menyiapkan kepergian. Instead of menunggu kehilangan, sejak jaman - jaman ujian PNSnya anak-anak gue udah menyusun semua skenario. Tetep aja sih itu isi kepala gue, isi hati gue beda lagi. Bisa aja otak gue merasa gue akan fine - fine saja, padahal nanti gue akan nangis mrebes mili.

Ingatan lain muncul ke mbah uti yang juga udah ga muda. Jaman kuliah dulu gue sering pulang ke rumah mbah, entah buat liburan atau pelarian. Tapi setelah lulus, gue malah melarikan diri selama 5 tahun. Ga mau balik kesitu. Yang ujungnya gue sesali karena mbah kung udah berpulang duluan tanpa gue sempat minta maaf atau ngobrol banyak hal sama beliau.

Di keluarga ibu, manusia - manusia yang bisa gue aja brainstorming sama sparring itu cuma segelintir. Sisanya adalah emak - emak yang sudah sibuk dengan anaknya, atau sepupu gue yang masih bocah - bocah. Atau om gue yang kerjaannya malah ngeledek gue. Di antara list itu, salah satunya adalah Mbah Kung (Alm) dan om gue (adik ibu, anak ke-5).

Kalau ngobrol sama mereka, gue tidak merasa diremehkan. Kalaupun pemikiran gue salah, mereka akan meluruskan dengan ngasih contoh yang nyata, dan ngobrolnya lembut. Kalau gue bertanya, akan dijawab. Kalau ga nemu jawabannya, disuruh cari jawabannya lewat buku atau lewat cara lain. Ga pernah diabaikan intinya. Yang mana itu sangat menyenangkan. Ada beberapa pemahaman dalam islam yang gue dapat tapi gue ga paham intinya buat apa, sama mereka bisa dibuat lebih membumi. Ya meski ada beberapa juga yang berbeda dan belum bisa gue terima, tapi dari situ gue jadi belajar soal keberagaman.

Dari Mbahkung gue belajar, kalau belajar itu bukan soal apa-apa. Walau udah tua, juga bisa tetap belajar. Walau lagi sakit, masih bisa diusahakan.

#grieving #itsokaytobenotokay #daily thoughts

[lost-in-music-and-memories-1998]

I'm sorry mum and dad, for all the time I had

To get my life, to get my life together.

- To my parents, Anna Clendening

#myownshit #quotes #sorry #mum and dad #depression #get my shit together #hard times #stay strong #itsokaytobenotokay #it will be okay

[cococurlq]

“It’s okay, you know? It’s okay to be you. It’s okay to just not be okay. It’s okay to not be okay.”

- Kristen Stewart

#itsokaytobenotokay #rainymood

[mxtrixlyjryl]

Dear lord, when i get to heaven please let me bring my man 😂❤️

#lol #aesthetic #funny stuff #itsokaytobenotokay #love #nostalgia

[y-sarmiento]

I will be okay..

Even on the days when it’s hard for me to get out of the bed. Even on the days when I struggle and feel I am not enough. Even on the days when the load I carry weighs me down and I feel like a failure. Even on the days I hate myself for being who am I..

On those days, remember that it's okay to cry, to pull the covers back over your head, and wish for things to be different. And when you're ready, remind yourself; you will be okay, you will be okay, you will be okay.

Its been a while tumblr.😪

#its okay #notes #itsokaytobenotokay

[peaceofheartpeacefulmusic]

It's Okay -Relaxing Piano Music+Rain Sound For Sleeping-Soft Piano Music...

#youtube #piano #piano cover #pianomusic #relaxing piano #relax #relaxation #relaxing rain #rain #rainfall #rain sounds for sleeping #rain sounds for relaxing #its okay #its okay to be sad #itsokaytobenotokay #alone #unique #different #be strong #uplifting #upliftmusic #sofy=t #soft music #softpianomusic #music #music video #new music #chill music #calm #calming

[punkgir13]

#itsokaytobenotokay