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vendetta-if · 1 year

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hey I'm just loving the story so so much and that scene with Yvette was *chefs kiss*...sorry this will probably be a long rant its just the things you've made me feel 😩😔...if I could read the entire story right now I'd sell a kidney 😂

I'm hoping we can have more conversations with Yvette like we did to really dive into her character, thoughts and feelings especially towards our MC...I usually have a hard time with her character because it always seems like she doesn't really regret what she did as much and seems more like she's approached MC and doing what she's doing mostly, if not solely, because she feels cornered and not as someone that also regrets their decisions and wishes to repair the relationship they DONT have with their child...I know she can feel both those and they can be her motivations, but it just feels like she's driven by the former and not the latter..so I'm looking forward to our interactions with her and if there will be options to let MCs frustrations, sadness, anger and longing bare before her I will...I'd be open to making amends but she has to know and feel everything her absence put MC through and my MC needs to see her genuinely, proactively and consistently care for them before they consider thinking of them as their mother again, nobody can top papa Vic 😂 he set the damn bar too high but if she can put half as much effort hey then we're getting somewhere...

And i have to say, your characters as well are so well written and realistic and raw that I get so engrossed in every little thing they do and I can't help but feel that they're real people with real scars, issues, hopes, dreams, problems and aspirations and relate with them...because I understand Yvettes thought process its like 'I've come too far to look back now' and she feels like she can't let go of everything she built because it would sort of make all her sacrifices meaningless or she may feel she doesn't deserve too and I think she did mention something like that but I wonder if she knows that hurts my MC more 😭😭

Anyway for an ask i wondering what Yvettes fears and or regrets are 'if they're not spoiler' are towards MC and the relationship between the both of them especially because Yvette is asking them to hunt the man that killed her former lover and father of her child 😅...especially if its a vengeful 'I WILL STOP YOU EVEN IF IT KILLS ME' MC...do they fear losing MC like they did Victor or has that not crossed their mind

Sorry it got pretty long but before i vanish I just want to encourage you and say you're awesome and stay blessed!!! its probably not easy making your content and living your life irl but you do it anyways and for that we are more than grateful 🙏

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Thank you so much for the kind words 🥰🙏 And I’m glad you’re loving the characters and feel like they’re realistic 🥺🥺 Also, don’t worry about sending this long ask, I love reading you guys’ reactions to the story ❤️ And, don’t sell your kidney for the story, the Morozovs don’t deal in organ trafficking 😆

So, about Yvette, yes, MC will have an optional chance to do a little hang out session with Yvette in the future where they’ll be able to have another conversation with her ☺️

Also, I love how readers interpret the talk with Yvette a little bit differently from each other. Some readily accept her apology and see it as sincere regret, while some, like you, are more skeptical and don’t readily forgive her right away.

Right now, I planned to let those that don’t forgive her the first time to change their mind in the future if they want to. It’s not 100% guaranteed as all plans are subjects to change constantly , but I’d really love to include that.

As for your question, I’m actually not really sure what Yvette’s fears are in the context of her relationship with MC other than messing up her second chance if MC decides to forgive her and MC dying 🥺 She doesn’t really fear MC hating her per se, because it is what she has been believing and expected all these years.

And yes, the thought of losing MC has crossed her mind before, and you can actually see that in the Luka and Yvette Funeral Talk Side Story in case you haven’t checked it out. She would be devastated if MC died, she doesn’t want that. When she came to ask for MC’s help, she just expected MC to talk with Luka or Grandpa and basically just be on standby to help with sharing information about the underworld that’s needed and connecting the group to the Morozovs’ resources and connections, instead of MC actively participating and hunting down the killer 😔

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lyon-amore · 1 year

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What if...? Duskwood Chapter 17

Chapter 16 ————————————————————————————-

*Macie POV*

I pace around my room playing Hannah's audio. I try to keep my mind occupied after Jake's confession/rejection. I'd rather do this than cry over him again. He don't deserve it. What do he want to keep hiding secrets from me? Okay, then I'll ignore him. From now on I won't go to his apartment. The meetings are over. If he so much thinks it's dangerous for both of us, then I'll forget about it. "Jennifer..." I murmur, listening to Hannah's words "It sounds very different in this part. Did she know her?" Then there's the mystery stalker. It already existed at the time of her. Why wait years to kidnap her? “Too much audio for today” I say as I remove my headphones. ”. Now it turns... ” I sigh and look for Jessy's chat. I need to vent to someone and I'd rather it be her than Lian since Jessy doesn't know Aiden.

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Macie I messed up but okay 😩 Jessy ?? What happened Macie? 😰 Macie I have invited a guy from my work as a date to a party And I don’t have interest in him... Jessy Oh… 😔 Why did you do it? Macie Because the man I really like literally kicked me out of his house after he confessed Jessy What????? 😤 How can he do that?! So now you're with another guy to make him jealous?? Macie No, he doesn't know Although I'm sure he'll find out soon... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

If he hasn't already left, he's probably been alerted by the chat. But I don't care... At least I don't give information about him. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Jessy And do you know if he maybe has a girlfriend? Macie I don’t know I don’t know anything about him Jessy …. Macie Are we talking about the creepy guy? 😑 Macie No Jessy Hmm… Ok, I'll trust it's not him 🙂 But as a piece of advice, I don't think it's a good idea to be with someone who keeps secrets. My ex-boyfriend from three years ago told me that he cheated on me with some girl, so don't trust someone who hides things from you 😔 I don't want you to end up like me... Macie What a bastard I'm so sorry Jessy... Jessy Nothing happens Macie I'm sure you'll find someone better Jessy Oh… If he exists, send it to me, okay? Macie Haha ok 🤭 Jessy You know? Forget the guy who kicked you out of his house Enjoy the party! And surely you have not chosen that partner just by chance Macie No, the truth is no He liked me Jessy Oooh! Then perfect!! 😍 Do me a favor and have fun! You are young and beautiful! You can still enjoy! And you are helping us a lot, you also need to have a good time even if it is only one night Macie Yes… Yes! You're right! I'll go to that party and have a good time! I won't let a disappointment ruin my night! Jessy That's my Macie!! 👏 👏 But tell me all the details, okay? Macie I'll tell you everything Thanks for cheering me up, Jessy Jessy You're welcome 😋 Good night Macie! Macie Good night Jessy! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I put my phone down and go straight to my computer. There is something that has left me thinking. Jake has a lot of secrets and I'm going to find out.

I search social media for all the men named Jake, looking at their photos. But no one looks like him. Of course, something caught my attention, a publication of a guy from four years ago. According to the tweet, he was asking for someone named Jake, attaching a photo, but… There was no photo. Someone let him know and he was surprised that it wasn't there. It was as if Twitter had removed the photo.

I get a news alert notification. They are still investigating a hacker who stole important documentation for the country and its economy, they have the theory that at some point they will sell all this information to a country that wants to get all the money and leave us in crisis. Is there anyone capable to do something like that?

"A hacker they've been looking for four years... A friend who's been missing for four years... Is that too much of a coincidence?" I feel like I'm investigating something I shouldn't... I delete my internet searches, even remove them from recent searches. I turn off the computer and go to bed. Henry jumps in too, settling on the pillow.

I pet him trying to calm me down. My brain is going a hundred an hour. I remember this feeling so well that it excites me and makes it hard for me to sleep. If my theories are correct, I think I shouldn't have looked for this. I don't want curiosity to kill the cat. I've decided to spend the day at Lian and Brian's. I told Aiden to come find me here so we could go as a couple. Couple... Thinking about it I want to lock myself in Lian's bathroom and not leave there until the next day. "Lian, by any chance you don't have a bottle of wine?" I ask, sitting down in one of the chairs at the kitchen table. "Macie, I don't know if you remember, but I'm pregnant," she tells me, pointing to her belly, "until he's born and I stop breastfeeding him, no alcohol in this house." "Don't worry, here you are" Brian hands me a bottle and I see how Lian looks at him. "What? It's a gift from my boss, I'll have to offer it to someone." "Yes, as an anniversary gift to the president of our work." Lian takes the bottle from me and I reach out to take it from him. But she keeps it in the fridge. "Nothing to drink until the party. And we have to get ready, or are you going to be drunk while makeup?" "Yes you're right." Lian crosses her arms at Brian, annoyed. He kisses her forehead and manages to calm her down. He really loves her very much. Although he also fears her a bit because of her character. But we rather joke about that. <<Now I could use that glass of wine.>> "Well Macie?" Brian speaks to me, waking me from my thoughts "How are you leading your wonderful life as a journalist?" "You've told him about my arguments with Christian, haven't you?" I ask Lian, looking at her badly. "Well, we're your two best friends. How can we not talk about how worried we are about you?" Lian shrugged. "Well, I'm doing better than you, sir. 'I don't come home because a criminal keeps me busy and I hardly have any rest.' " I tried to bring up the subject out of curiosity. Brian lets out a long breath, ducking his head. Lian kisses him on the cheek, cheering him up. “It's one of the toughest cases we've ever had” he says, leaning across the table, “, but we're about to track him down." “Really? “ Lian hands me an orange juice and I take a sip “And what else do you know about him?" “Like I'm going to tell you” Brian laughs. “, It's top secret, Macie, and it's all you'll ever know. “ Damn… Everything that is known in the articles is scarce because the government keeps the rest of the information to itself. “But you know that no information is going to come out of my mouth.” I say, a little pleading. "Just be careful, we don't know if he works for any organization." He takes a sip of his juice and continues "Last time we were this close to catching him near the French border." He gestures with his fingers. “If you were an expert in investigations, I would surely ask you to help us.“ "And you don't have any personal information on him? Nothing?" I see how he makes faces of doubt. "You know how Macie is" Lian defends me, pointing her hand at me ", she loves investigative journalism, she's trying to get to that position, maybe you can even help her." I put on an angelic face. Brian has me like a little sister and he knows that I can keep secrets well. I'm sure he trusts me more than his own team. "We're not sure, but we think we caught him on camera" he answers quietly ", unfortunately it's just a guess and that was two months ago. “ "Are there any photos? “ I ask more and more excited. "Exactly, if he is so sought after, why not make his image public? “ Lian asks now, taking her husband's hand. "He's too slippery" he explains calmly, “, we want to catch him off guard, since if we make his image public, we think someone could help him. Also, the image is not that good, so we don't know if it's him or not. " "But do you have the photo or not?“ I insist, wanting to see it. Brian looks at me and I stay calm. "I'm sorry, but I don't have it" he answers, but I can see that he's lying, I've seen him squeeze the phone hard. ". Excuse me ladies, I have to look at some emails I just received" he takes a look at his phone and leaves it on the table ". I'll be right back." He leaves us alone in the kitchen and Lian sighs. “They never leave him alone” she says, rolling her eyes ", Macie are we getting ready? “You go first, I'm going right now.” "Okay, I'll take all the makeup." They leave me alone in the kitchen and I look at Brian's phone. I don't think there's anything wrong with looking at it... right?

I glance out the door and pick up the phone. Ugh, the pin… Something important to Brian? "The day of his and Lian's wedding." I dial the number and it unlocks. "Sure, why not? Too predictable." I search through the files, but I can't find anything. According to him, he has received work emails, so this must be his cell phone when he works. I then continued to look at the files for months. He had said two months ago… I look through the folders from two months ago and find a photo from a security camera. It looked like a bus station. I manage to see that the boy has green eyes and long bangs. And if I'm not mistaken, I'd say it's the same sweatshirt as his. "It can't be, right?" I murmured, while I looked at the photo with a pang. It was impossible that it was Jake. How many men could go with the same aesthetic as him? But he had a backpack and a suitcase… I recognize the backpack… "Is that you?" I ran a finger over the photo, as if I were caressing him. "Is this what you were hiding from me?" Still, I'm still mad at him for throwing me out like that. I hear footsteps approaching and I place the entire search as before and remove it from the application tabs, leaving the phone positioned as it was. "Work never ends even on vacation." Brian walks into the kitchen and picks up his glass. "Lian is waiting for you, I just saw her in the bathroom with the big briefcase. " "Yeah, I'm coming now." I get up from my chair and smile at him "Welcome back home Brian." I give him a loving squeeze on the shoulder and head out of the kitchen.

In the event that it's Jake, I'm not ratting him out. The only thing that is incredible is that he doesn't trust me to tell me his secret. I've never told anyone about him, not even the group at first, just that he contacted me for obvious reasons. I don't even say where I'm going at break time. I've kept everything we're doing a secret, and he still don't trust me? Is that what he meant by dangerous? What is the government persecuting for what? What has he done? Why didn't you tell me the real reason?

I enter the room and grab my dress. Tonight I'm going to break it with everything. It's been a terrible night.

I shouldn't have come. Accompanied by Aiden, I grab a glass of champagne when I can. I think about all the information I've gotten, does it make sense or am I just going crazy? Is Jake really the hacker they're looking for? And if it's not that way? What if the excuse that he is dangerous is to hide his courtship from me? " 'It's dangerous, for me and for you.' " I mutter under my breath, sipping after my drink. "Everything alright Macie?" Aiden asks me, looking at me concerned. "You've been muttering things for a while now." "I'm perfectly fine" I say with a smile, ". You know what? I'm going to get another drink." "Another one?!" I walk away from him and grab another glass. It's supposed that when you confess, later you don't kick that person out of you house, but you explain to that person the reason why all this time you has behaved with an idiot, really Jake? Couldn't you at least give me the right to know the truth if you try so hard to get close to me? It doesn’t matter all the pranks we've done together? Was your concern for me fake? Have you used me all this time?

I drink the glass in one sitting and take another. Jake, I really hope that all this time you kept me away because it's because the government was looking for you, because then you're going to have a good reason to flee this country because I'm going to rip your head off for breaking my heart. "You know what? I'm not going to shut up" I pick up the phone, feeling how I start to heat up with fury. And maybe because of the alcohol as well. "You're going to find out who Macie Connors is."

I give him Jake's chat and start typing. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Macie HEY YOU! Youuuuuu ThinK IT’S FuNNNNNNNNNY?! ‘’Becaaaaaaaause it’s dangeeeeeeerouuuus’’ ‘’Fooolr me and foooir youuuu’’ Wha dou you knouw aboooout wha is dangeruous for meeeee??? 😡 Dangeroous Deengerorous FUCK IT! I can wruite!! It’s youir fault!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I grab another glass from a waiter's tray. I stumble as I walk, as I go through people to be further away from everyone. "Excuse me, excuse me" I'm saying as I make my way, ", here's a girl whose heart has been broken, make way for me." I manage to reach a corner and see Lian looking at me and muttering something to Brian. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Macie Oh shiet, Lian is looking at me She muist be wondweing what's wriong with mwe Anyweay I AM ASNGRYU!! AND DRUOINK! AND I DOUNT’ CARRRRE ANUYTHIONG!! I operneeed my heasrt to you and yooolou bruoke it!! Now I will liiiiiiive the life of wanmdering beoing a dryunk!!! I houpe youou arrrre happuuuuyyy!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

“AND IF I WANT, I WILL GO TO HIS HOUSE TO SLEEP WITH HIM, YOU IDIOT!” I yell into the microphone, as if he was listening to me ”I hope you heard it, because I'm going to enjoy it!” “Macie honey, you better stop drinking already.” Lian reaches over and tries to take my phone from me. ”And look at you. Brian is going to take you home.” "I don't want to go home!" I exclaimed, taking her away from the phone ”I'm going to go to Aiden's house and I'm going to fuck him, that's it!” "In the state you're in, I highly doubt it, honey" She reaches out for my hand but I push it away from her ”. You are only going to touch the bed to sleep and urgently.” I write again, hoping that Jake will listen to me this time. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Macie OH NO!! HELP!! LIAN WOANTS TO TASKE MY PHOUOUNE OFGFGFFF AND FOR ME TO GO HUOME TO SLEREP!! I DON’T WASaNT TO!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Brian joins Lian and takes my phone from me. Lucky I turned off the screen before he got it or it would have gotten Jake in trouble. “Macie, look at everyone,” he whispers to me, as i looks around at all my co-workers, “I think you're going to be all they're talking about until the end of the year. “ "I don't care" I take the phone from him and put it in my bag. "Where's Aiden?" I'm going to fuck him!“ "No, you're going to scare him like that." Lian grabs me by the shoulders, making me walk. Along with us, Brian follows. “You're going home and you're going to sleep through the night.“ I pout. I really don't even want to sleep with Aiden. God, what must it be like to do it on Jake's desk? Ugh... It's thinking about his hands and... I want him to grab me and- “Macie, walk.” Lian pushes. "No, I have to go somewhere-" "Yes, to your house, to sleep." I cross my arms and start walking.

We left the building until we reached Brian's car. As soon as I enter, I push the seat back a little and lie down a bit. "Have you ever been so in love with someone that you got mad at them because they broke your heart even though they felt the same way?" I ask Brian, looking up at the roof of the car. "Uh… No, it hasn't happened to me." he puts the car in gear and starts to leave the parking area "Is that why you're like this?" I sigh and cross my arms angrily. "I haven't said anything to Lian, but I've met an amazing guy." I try to soften a little, imagining Jake. "His way of thinking is incredible, on top of that he laughs at my nonsense, he hasn't told me but he's a movie geek, I'm one hundred percent sure. And the body? Phew! You have to see it! Awesome. Although that is more secondary… I think" I start to think, is it secondary? I haven't seen him shirtless yet... But I didn't need to. "He has told me that he doesn’t stop thinking about me. That and that we have shared very romantic moments…" "Okay, what's the problem?" He lets out a slack laugh. "That's the problem, I don't know the problem!" I raise my arms in the air, getting angry again "He have more changes than time itself." "Then why did you agree to come with Aiden and you didn't invite that guy? Maybe you have to take the step. " More step? Wasn't it enough to tell him TWICE that I like him? Or all those times we've been so close to kissing? I remember the information obtained and what he told me today. I really can't tell the truth of the reason why I couldn't invite him. I may be drunk, but I'm not stupid. "I think he's interested in another woman." I replied, biting the inside of my cheek. "That hurts a lot." "Yeah...it hurts..." I look out the window trying to calm down a bit. I really don't want to go home. If it wasn't for Henry being home, I don't think I would even go. I would go find Jake. As soon as I get home, I take Henry out and lie on the bed fully dressed. I hope that tomorrow everything will be as before... *Jake POV*

I read Macie's messages. They are almost impossible to read. Yesterday I read the chat she had with Jessica. In the end she has decided to go to the party with Aiden.

And isn't it better that way? So why do I feel so upset? Maybe I really should have told her the real reason why we can't really be together. Now, seeing that she's mad at me, just like I wanted, I regret doing it. Perhaps Aiden will have brought her home? Will she be with him right now? What if that takes advantage of her while she is drunk? I think I'm getting angry about something that may not even be happening. I try to control myself. I don't want to imagine it that way. Not at least in bed with another man. "It was enough that yesterday I almost crossed the line with her," I tell myself, while I look at the ceiling of the room. "If I don't remember the dangerous situation I have on top of me, I wouldn't have thought twice."

I haven't been able to concentrate all day on the investigation, I didn't even feel like looking at the clues we have. Just spending the whole day thinking about Macie. I dare not contact her, after what has happened. I think it would be worse. I don't even think about how we're going to be able to continue the investigation, but about how we can fix it with her.

<<You can't fix it anymore, the mistake is done. This was what you wanted, wasn't it? Now don't regret it when it was you who decided to end up like this. >>

Chapter 18

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callmegaith · 18 days

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You’re not boring me! With just a peek into the fandom with its writers and artists like you, I could never be. It’s a good thing that blogs can give new perspectives that make media feel fresh again. I asked about David out of sincere interest, especially since the eilander siblings always seemed so tragic

Thanks for the link though! I never knew that he wrote a apology letter to Dale though! The fact that David is remorseful for his actions makes me realize I should have given his character more introspect. Hopefully in the next game, Dale can come to terms with his parents death by reconciling with David, or at the very least understand why he did what he did—That poor detective boy deserves closure. And maybe David knew that something about Dale would be different. They're both special cases of corrupted souls (You explained with David in your link, and Dale seems to switch in and out of his normal self and corrupted soul when leaving the Lake). When he gets the golden cube to hopefully save himself from repeating the same cycle of violence and tragedy by changing his future, maybe he can change David's future too from forever being a wandering corrupted soul This is long and let me know if I have any facts wrong, but aaaa I just love all this

Yeah he did write a letter to Dale :D

Here it is:

He is remorseful but he also wanted to save himself so I totally get it. I wouldn't wanna be a corrupted soul either

And I agree that the Eilander siblings are so tragic. They were simply born into this sorta life, none of them asked for this but alas. They are just doomed by the narrative. It hurts me to think about them, of how Jakob and David never got the chance to form a bond because they didn't have the time to be brothers and David never really knew him. The only truly innocent collateral I feel tho is Elizabeth. She never harmed anyone. Tho she did get to be reborn as the Lady of the Lake now I suppose while David is the one out of the three siblings who for whatever reason was never allowed his reincarnation.

But David is resilient and has escaped death before. I'm sure he has more tricks up his sleeve. He's a magician after all.

As for him and Dale... Boy, that's a whole new can of worms you're opening up. They're my fav and the idea of them reconciling is the topic of most my art and comics of them. A slowburn with so much angst and pain but also hopefully healing, because a part of me thinks that's what Rusty Lake is all about... Healing from traumas. If the two of them just had the chance to meet again and work things out 😭

Dale IS special. He is meant to be the successor of Mr. Owl. And I suppose we will see if he will repeat the cycle or do something different. Mr. Owl wants Dale to get rid of the corrupted souls underneath the lake so I assume that means it's his fate to... Idk? Kill them?? Cleanse them??

But do hope on his journey to do that, that he can meet David one last time for them to put their differences aside... Or idk Dale has the upper hand here, if he wants revenge at that moment he could probably have it.

Tho I hope he doesn't. I hope they make amends, cuz at the end of it all, they're both just pawns for the lake and victims of it all the same. They were both put into these situations under unforgiving and unfair circumstances and they sorta just have to play the hands that they are dealt. 😔

I did talk about this before too but a part of the tragedy of Dale and David is David grew up with a lot of trauma without a mother. He knows what it's like to be in the position he later puts Dale in. Hurt people hurt people, and he repeated the cycle of trauma by putting Dale through it. They'd have an understanding but it would be funny to go "yeah I know how it feels" WHEN YOURE THE ONE WHO PUT THE OTHER PERSON IN THAT SITUATION!

Or maybe all this is just my wishful thinking 😩 I just know I want them to reconcile so bad cuz Dale tried killing David but it didn't fix him. If not revenge, then maybe forgiveness is what he needs to truly heal and move on.

#asks!#RL: lore and theories

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heeseongism · 2 years

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Can you do a mutual appriciation post pls?

Love your works ! Slay bestie 💪🏻💜✨

Ooh okay !! Im rlly bad at writing sappy messages tho so bare with me 😭 also im going thru my following list as im writing so this isnt in any particular order <3 also ty @sluttyenha for re-sending this ily

@foxdaisy MY PRECIOUS DAISYYY 🥺 notice how i said my daisy? Thats bcs shes mine so all of u hoes better back off, daisy should srsly have the Guinness world record for most adorable person in the world bcs my god shes the cutest 🤧 always so so supportive of all her mutuals and never has anything bad to say abt anyone, shes rlly reminds me of this one mutual i used to have on my old acc and it just made me feel so at home on this new blog <33 daisy rlly just deserves the world, she's just that one friend that you can always count on to brighten up your day 💕 i always look forward to the asks that she sends me and ngl i feel my eyes watering sometimes by how adorable she is :( we’re always active at different time but whenever we do interact it makes me rlly appreciate and love her <3

@sunghoonalter raven, oh god where do i start. raven first and foremost is my bae so everyone back off bcs she is MINE MY PROPERTY 🔪 yes i have claimed both raven and daisy deal with it (i may claim some of my other mutuals so beware) shes also my no 1 angst writer even tho i hate reading it bcs it crushes my heart but I'll read it for her ✋😔 honestly raven deserves way more than shes getting on this hellsite BCS WHY TF ARE YALL SLEEPING ON HER DAMN GOD GIVEN WRITING SKILLS?!?!?!? WAKE UP AND APPRECIATE HER FFS shes the cutest girl in the world with her bambi eyes and might i say beautiful lips 😩 also her humor >>>>>>> it makes me love her even more than i alr do. We may disagree on some stuff (her being bambi and sunghoon having tiddies) but i still love her nonetheless ! I hope ive made her tumblr experience just a little bit better just like she did with mines ❤

@hee-pster - jan my fellow girl boss and lifeline is by far THE LOVELIEST person ive met on this site and im not even over exaggerating. She was the first person i properly interacted with and she immediately made me feel so comfortable on her and ilh for that 😭 she rlly deserves all the praise and love that she recieves bcs shes just such a kind, funny, and bubbly mutual who im proud to call my friend :( shes also hilarious and i love how we can both match each others energy, shes such a beautiful person and i just know shes beautiful on the outside too 😔 we wouldnt be able to handle a face reveal 💔 i rlly do love her, so much that words cant explain how much she means to me, I'll always try my best to be her supportive moot 💕 I hope she always remembers to take care of herself bcs life can be an ass sometimes <3

@jaylaxies aria aka the president of coochie clenching smuts AKA MY QUEEN 😩 WHY IS NOBODY ON THEIR KNEES BOWING TO HER FEET RN??? She is just so so hardworking and i rlly admire her for her perseverance despite all the obstacles she faces on her blog. Shes such a gorgeous person inside and out and shes still so humble even after gaining a massive follwoung which makes me love her sm more. Shes just one of the ppl who im extremely proud to call my friend bcs its not every day you meet someone as amazing aria, shes a rare gem fr 💕💕 I want to give her the world and to protect her from all the hate but sadly im merely a 19 yr old with multipe deficiencies and couldnt fight for my life without shattering my bones. However i hope that my love and affection can help her even if its in the tiniest way possible. Shes honestly one of the sweetest ppl ive met on here and i always look forward to her posts and when we interact :(

@end-hyphen MY LITTLE 5'2" GENIE IN THE BOTTLE 🧞‍♀️ ik alot of ppl say this but genie rlly is just like a big bundle of sunshine and she never fails to make my day whenever i see her in my notifications :( literally a free package of positivity like WHAT DID I DO IN MY PAST LIFE TO DESERVE BEING BLESSED BY SUCH A WHOLESOME HUMAN BEING ??? We haven't been mutuals for very long but i rlly hope our friendship can last for a very very long time bcs tumblr would be so lifeless without her, the happiness would literally be drained out of my tumblr experience ngl 😭 im always looking forward to when we interact and just seeing her interactions with other ppl on my dash makes me so happy that theres still sm positivity despite all the hate anons ew,, genies rlly is just a beautiful person both inside and out and i wish her all the happy things in life!

@jaysbiceps amy or should i say my angel in disguise and by disguise i mean KINKY LEATHER CORSET,, i legit never wouldve expected someone as sweet and GORGEOUS as her could be this sexy but im loving it. Amy is probably the person i dm the most on here, and shes just the cutest most adorable mutual i could ever wish for. Shes so supportive and is always checking up on me which i appreciate vv much, whenever i say i love her i rlly do mean it. I love our talks whether its abt being horny or screaming abt random drama she never fails to make me laugh even if im having a rough day :( She deserves all the love and happiness in the world and i hope she doesnt have to deal with nasty anons anymore bcs or else i will personally go to their house and drain the happiness in them and then gift it to amy.

@shu-ramyeonz shu is... chaotic to say the least... BUT SHES MY CHAOTIC BAE (another one added to the list hehe fight me if u object) I love how she always acts so friendly with ppl even if its the first time they've interacted she acts as if they've know eachother forever nd have gone thru 5 divorces together 😔 I admire her sm for her confidence and positivty despite all the haters in her inbox who hve nothing better to do. also she looks exactly like a pinterest girl THE ENVY UGH 🤧 anyways i love her sm she's always hyping me up and complimenting me for no reason whatsoever which never fails to cheer me up 💕

@hwxnghyynjin BILLIE MY HANDSOME BOY, firstly can we just appreciate how god damn sexy he is bcs the fact that there isnt a billie visuals appreciation day where we all cry over how hot he is doesnt sit right with me 🤨 billie is a mutual of mine from my old acc so we go WAYYY BACK and i can't think of any other mutual i would rather have find this acc (well technically i told him but who cares) he is the cutest bean ever and his smile is so so so so precious it just lights me up inside hes so cute sjakhska :(( someone stop me im fangirling anyways billie is just the light of my life rlly and we dont interact much nowadays but i still feel so comfortable with him which is a huge thing for me. I just love him 😭

@lunarxsun luna is the cutest most adorable most precious person to exist istg words cant explain how hard working she is, i rlly hope one day she gains the recognition she deserves bcs her ocs are SO GOOD 😩 shes always so positive no matter what the haters say and i love that abt her. She's always coming into my ask box to give a little hello and i rlly appreciate it so so much, she's always thinking abt those around her and u can tell she genuinely loves her mutuals, shes such a good person and im manifesting with her that she meets her future husband at the COOL club ;)

@clelevanters tala is an angel that was sent down by god for being too horny and i will stand by that statement 😤 she rlly was blessed by god with those stunning visuals and stunning voice too?? Apparently she sings and im crying bcs i haven't heard her heavenly voice yet 😭 shes such a positive bundle of energy and i love when she randomly pops into my ask box simping over enha or the dark moon characters sjsjsksj tala also shares my pegging kink ugh could she get any better. Shes yet another one of my mutuals who i just wanna protect with all my might and also the fact that shes younger than most of us makes her so babie :( enhablrs babygirl me thinks

@polalvsjy MAE IS THE HUMAN PERSONIFICATION OF COTTAGECORE ISTG SHES SO SOFT AND CUTE except she listens to chase atlantic- shes one of the most beautiful person ive seen im not even joking. She gives off HUGE golden retriever vibes and its so adorable 😭 literally jakes soulmate in my opinion. She's also extremely talented LIKE FIRST SHES AN AMAZING WRITER AND THEN I FIND OUT SHE CAN SING LIKE AN ANGEL, DRAW LIKE PICASSO AND DANCE?!?!? God truly does have favorites 🤧 i always look forward to seeing her on my dash and in my inbox <33 i feel like it’d be rlly nice to just have a picnic with her and talk abt anything bcs shes so easy to speak with <3

@forjongseong NANA IS LITERALLY MY SOULMATE ATP HER MUSIC TASTE IS CHEFS KISS SHE ALSO LISTENS TO MAYE TOO SO LIKE 😍 once again a very very very talented mutual of mines,, her carmesi series OH MY GOD SHE MADE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH THE SECRETARY!JAY AGENDA. We actually dont interact as much as it feels like we do bcs i just feel so comfortable with her and i love that abt her, i love how shes such a kind inviting person and also extremely pretty too might i say 👀 shes adorable and her love for jay is even more adorable skjndk i always look forward to seeing nana on my dash and i hope we can become even closer!!

@drunkjaked SAX IS ALSO MY SOULMATE STFU she introduced me to kehlani and i’ll always love her for that 💕 we also havent interacted much but it feels like shes a lifelong friend whenever we talk with eachother! Shes such a talented writer and im proud to be mutuals with such a sweet and funny person such as her. I hope that in the future we can become closer friends and i hope she takes care of herself <33

@donghoonie-3 AVERY MY LOVE istg describing how precious they are is impossible, i always love seeing them interact with other ppl on my dash, and HE ALSO SHARES MY LOVE FOR SUBBY HOON 🥹 the best sub!hoon blog on here imo. I dont have much to write bcs we dont interact much but i truly do love and care for them <33

@hee-pot @vivvys @robyncore @4hsng @thots4hee @softforqiankun @amourhee @svnoohe4rts @muffinminnie @criceofpain @blond4enha @sluttyenha @taekookstiddiemilk @nyanggk @valley-of-lies @2minbin @heetro @pandorasblogbcuzican @tfwheeseung @yunskies @jinfie-lvr ILY GUYS I RLLY DO BUT WE HAVENT INTERACTED ENOUGH FOR ME TO WRITE ANYTHING 😭 but i srsly do love u all equally and i hope we can interact more in the future mwah <33 also if i missed out any moots the same goes for you guys

#anon :3 #ask box ! 🖂#only those who were active a few weeks ago know the hell i went thru when writing this up 😭

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sweetsweetjellybean · 9 months

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I loved part three of ITNC and I can’t wait for the final part, but I gotta say, I feel kind of mad at Steve? 😩

I get that when they were in the UD he thought he was going to die and he was acting on impulse, but I feel like he communicated that his feelings were more than just sexual attraction, so I feel kind of bad for reader that the first time she sees him after being rescued, he brings his now-girlfriend with him? Like he doesn’t even pre-warn reader that he’s back with Nancy and I feel like she deserves that after what happened between them 😔

I’m not sure if I’m missing something or misinterpreting so apologies if I am, and I’m hoping for a happy ending but I kind of hope he acknowledges that it was a shitty thing to do 🙈

But in any case, I’m really excited for part 4!

Good morning, Anon! Thanks for taking the time to send me this thoughtful ask, and I'm so glad you did because I think you're making some great points here.

I don't blame you for being upset with Steve. Of course, we wanted him to choose us! But he didn't necessarily immediately choose Nancy either.

When Nancy thought she lost him, (As us silly people often do) she started wanting him. When the group got Steve and reader out of the Upside-Down, Nancy didn't want to leave to his side, and he didn't want to leave reader's side, so Nancy was just accompaning him in the hospital, but when she saw the way Steve and Reader were looking at each other it was pretty clear to everyone that something was between them. So Nancy kind of was trying to stake her claim, wrapping her hands around his arm. Then she was kind of like "hey remember me you love me, you told me so in the woods."

For Steve’s part, I think it's a struggle. Nancy is who he thinks he's supposed to end up with. He's loved her for so long. But then he fell in love with Reader in the Upside-Down. Once he stopped resisting the idea, he fell hard and fast, thinking he was going to die. So now here is standing between the girl he's wanted to be with for so long and a girl he's just he's had one night with. Not to mention the rush of living after he's come so close to death. I think he's definitely sorting out how he really feels.

And of course, Reader loves him so much she doesn't want to stand in the way.

Sorry that was really long winded.

TLDR: I don't think you misinterpreted anything. I left it really subtle. During the moment in the ER, Steve and Nancy weren't really together yet. When she asked him to go home with her, she was essentially asking him to choose between her and Reader, but you know Steve isn't that swift, and he was uncertain of his feelings at that point.

It's crazy that with everything Steve and Reader have been through its "real life" that breaks them apart, but they say everything happens for a reason. I think you'll like the next part. I hope you come back into my asks and let me know what you think. I hope this clears it up for you and if it doesn't send me another anon. I hope you have a great day!!

#jelly's asks #jelly's anons #if tomorrow never comes

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yyxgin · 2 years

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— tag game. ☔

recommend 5 or more of your own works that you would rec to someone asking what they should read first & explain a little bit about the work. these can be the most popular, the ones you think are underrated, or your own favorites! then tag five other writers! | tagged by @neo-shitty thanks toffee i love talking about myself! :p

you best believe i AM doing more than 5 because i write for a lot of groups and i truly believe those fics are worth reading!

seventeen.

sympathy subtraction (chwe vernon). okay so there is NO way im not mentioning this fic. AND im putting it on first place because its literally my child. my longest fic and the fic i hold the closest to my heart. 40k full of undying love for chwe vernon, this is. it also really closely follows my emotions about every single falling-out i've ever had. the perfect slice of life, the perfect coming of age. i shamelessly reread this from time to time from how well written it actually is. i am not afraid to say that i am the biggest fan of my own fic bc oh well. i write the fics i wanna read <3

this february 14th (kim mingyu). okay here's the tea. for a while, i really didnt like this fic and i despised seeing it in my notifications, BUT. it literally has 1k notes so i reread it last night and i literally forgot what this fic was about i kid you not 😭 after reading it again, i came to the conclusion that my writing style in this is actually really good and even though the plot is not anything special, i still think it was really sweet :p

nct.

happier than ever (huang renjun). a big FAT trauma dump. but i absolutely adore this fic. one of my absolute favorites. i somehow always give renjun the fics where i experience the most trauma lmao i treat writing for this boy like a therapy session. i think it has to do w the fact that i see myself a lot in renjun so it feels safe to write about him in this way :p anywAYS i still love the brother's best friend trope i incorporated in here. its also a fairly popular fic of mine, which is a pleasant surprise! a lot of coming of age/slice of life vibes, fluffy but also absolutely heartbreaking. <3

the borders (huang renjun). AAAAAAA another trauma dump 😭 hits a little less to home than the previous fic does, but still hits nonetheless. inspired by one of my most favorite songs ever! i always wanted to write a fic on this song, even back in my 5sos era, so i am glad i finally did it when writing for nct. handles very difficult themes, so i was a little scared of posting it, as it was the first full nct fic ive ever posted as well :) i said it the first time and i will say it again; handle this fic with care.

and i love her just like that (lee donghyuck). MY MOST POPULAR NCT FIC AND YOU KNOW WHAT? AS IT SHOULD BE. hyuck e2l just hitS 😩😩 i think about this fic at least two times a week when i go play table tennis with my dad. hyuck is a menace and i still wanna make out with him very badly at a ping-pong table. this fic represents just that. also slightly inspired by maniac by nct u bc hyuck ate

just saying (liu yangyang). my writing style in this >>>>> ngl i find myself really funny in this it might just be me but. this fic is top comedy. also i have a yangyang fic in my drafts that deserves to be in this list but i havent posted it yet😔😔😔 not yy being the only non dream member i write for from nct. his impact on me is truly impaccable.

seventeen going under (zhong chenle). another fic that might be difficult to handle and also another sam fender inspired fic. talks about suicide. with this, i wanted to speak up about the rate of male suicides and how we tend to overlook mental issues in men due to toxic masculinity. also, i loved the 'retro' film vibe and the chenji besties interactions i wrote in here<3

hypersonic missiles (na jaemin). bros i didnt expect this fic to get nearly as much attention as it has. idk man i dont really get much to say abt this one, other than the fact that its a sci-fi, which i dont usually write, but i fucking loved writing this it was so much fun i should do more sci-fi

stray kids.

lee felix's guide to hating you (lee felix). another popular one!! loved every second of writing this. it handles my own feelings and emotions and the fic is very personal to me hihi it also lowkey made my blog "blow up"?? not that its big rn or anything, but i think that most of my followers came from this fic! :)

my only hate, my only love (kim seungmin). bruh there's just something about seungmin that only allows me to write angst for him. i think there's like one (1) fluff that i wrote for him and even that one is a short drabble. im sorry seungmin. 😭 anyways i am a literature hoe and wrote this despite not reading romeo and juliet fully once!! had a lot of fun with it. e2l stays superior (not actually, i prefer f2l but shh)

meet you there (kim seungmin). another heavy one ooof- inspired by sky castle! ngl i am very much in love with kim donghee and he always reminded me of seungmin a bit and i think that's what made me write this fic? 😭 not sure.

tagging. @koishua @crispy-chan @chogiwow @mellow-midzy @aliceu @multi-kpop-fanfics @decembermoonskz and @tinami (if you come back to tumblr🤍) LETS SPREAD LOVE ABT OUR FICS AND ACT LIKE ARTISTS ON GENIUS EXPLAINING THE LYRICS 😡😡😡

#tag game #bar.txt

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borathae · 10 months

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WHAT DO YOU MEAN WITH TWO MONTHS??!!!! ITS BEEN TWO MONTHS AND YOONGI IS IN A FUCKING COMA OR WORSE DEAD?! I- I can’t Sibi I just 😭😭😭😭😭😭 this chapter was even more painful, like WAY WORSE?!😭😭😭 I cried through the whole thing, at first a swear to god I was like so she IS a witch after all!!! Her magic awakening got triggered by extremely traumatic emotions and events, but we were right!!! She’s a witch! And then shit started to go south with how she was experimenting on the other vampires and and i was like 👁️👄👁️… ok… questionable methods… BUT who can blame her HER FUCKING YOONGI BOONGIE IS GONE so I don’t blame her, on the contrary I support my unhinged queen in whatever she decides to do to bring her Boongie back 😤 WE LOVE AN UNHINGED QUEEN IN THIS HOUSEHOLD, if a was her I would have probably gone crazy too so 🤷🏻‍♀️ you go oc you’ll bring your love back 😭😭😭😭 also… how HOT of her to be the boss now, and giving orders??? jsksksksk LOVE THAT, Fringella having to call her boss having to do what she says after everything?! GOLD, absolute GOLD jskskksksks in your face you bitch jsksksksk *sigh*… love that plot twist… 😌

Oh and I couldn’t help but to think back at how Yoongi acted in SA and how similar oc’s behaviour is now in a way, seeming cold and angry even with the people she loves and only focused on fixing this one thing no matter what, almost as if she turned off her own emotions without knowing, except when she’s with Yoongi, the only place when she can let down her walls and show her true emotions 😔😔😔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I’m just so sad that the others are trying to be supportive and only get her wrath and coldness but it will pass! It has to like please let all my babies be happy again 😭 THEY DESERVE TO BE HAPPY ALL OF THEM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Sibi this was so painful and not YOU being like “oops! I lied! 🤪” your are so meannnnnnn 😭😭😭😭😭

-Shy anon

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BUT who can blame her HER FUCKING YOONGI BOONGIE IS GONE so I don’t blame her, on the contrary I support my unhinged queen in whatever she decides to do to bring her Boongie back 😤 WE LOVE AN UNHINGED QUEEN IN THIS HOUSEHOLD, if a was her I would have probably gone crazy too so 🤷🏻‍♀️ you go oc you’ll bring your love back

I SUPPORT HER EVERY ACTION! I STAND BEHIND THEM! SHE DID NOTHING WRONG!! SHE IS JUST AN INNOCENT BEAN jfjadjfja 😂

how HOT of her to be the boss now, and giving orders??? jsksksksk LOVE THAT, Fringella having to call her boss having to do what she says after everything?! GOLD, absolute GOLD

I LOVE THAT FOR HER LIKE YES GO OFF QUEEN YOU'RE THE FUCKING BOSS OF THE PLACE also ????? can we ??? talk about the fact how it is just an unspoken rule that the chain of command will naturally fall to OC (aka Yoongi's mate) shall something happen to him? Like, Fredrick and Fringella are literally as old as Yoongi and there are many other vampires who have been on this earth a multiple thousand years longer than OC and yet it was just a rule in the entire community that OC will be the new boss now that Yoongi is mia 😩😩😩

WHY DO YOU WANT TO FUCKING BREAK ME?? DON'T GIVE ME THIS COMPARISON OMFG THIS IS SO TRUE TOO LIKE PLEASE NOOO 😭😭😭

Sibi this was so painful and not YOU being like “oops! I lied! 🤪” your are so meannnnnnn 😭😭😭😭😭

HAHAHHA OOPSIE DAISY 🤪🤪🤪

THANK YOU FOR READING MY LOVE HEHE I WUV UU 💜

#asks: magnus venatio #asks #shy anon #reviews #long post

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fatuismooches · 1 year

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OMG YESSSS WELCOME BACK!!! 😭😭🛐🛐💓💞 I'M GLAD U GOT OUT FROM THE SHADOW REALM

Also, SCREAMING CRYING ROLLING DOWN ON A HILL THROWING UP AKSJAKSKAKAKAJAKAJAKSJSDHKAKASJ MY HEART 😭💓 U REALLY GAVE US A 5 STAR COURSE MEAL FOR THAT EVERY SINGLE OF THE HARBINGER VOICELINES ABOUT READER I'M ABOUT TO FAINT-

And again, ur brain is so HUGE omg.. Capitano my beloved 😭🛐💞 i cant get enough of ur writings about Capitano, u make me fell harder for him 😩💓 (i have 152 intertwined fates right now, he better be playable Mihoyo 😊🔪)

Also, about that Kamera tho.. Why i feel that he have some kind of a photobook? (idk what its called) that contains all of reader's photo doing something (and all of the pictures are quite aesthetic too), for example like gardening, cooking, playing with kids in Snezhnaya, playing music, etc. And also a picture of reader when they fell asleep. The thing is, reader doesn't know anything about it 👀 all of those pictures made him content whenever he's away from reader.

-🥝

OF COURSE I HAD TO SPOIL MY FOLLOWERS AFTER BEING GONE FOR SO LONG💞💞💞 YOU ALL DESERVE IT🛐

AND OMGGG THE PHOTOBOOK IDEA IS SOOO CUTEEE, i can imagine him being good at taking photos but when it comes to actually decorating the pages he's not very good at it.

Cuz yk how ppl add colors, glitter, shapes, fancy designs/fonts to their photobooks? Capitano's lost in that area, everytime he tries to cut something out, it gets jagged and stuff, the only thing he's good at is the fancy handwriting (I just hc that all the harbingers have fancy font signatures/handwriting) so he always writes a caption of what the photo is under it like "[Name] petting a cat. [Name] watering flowers." (although the picture is quite self-explanatory he does it anyway. i love him.) All the pages are just the same format of pictures of you but it's the thought that's so endearing <33

He would never live it down if you saw it so he keeps it very hidden😔 when he's at home it's stored in a locked drawer or he always takes it with him on his missions <3

#smooches talks #when he when he when he #🥝 anon

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aleksa-sims · 2 years

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My RL gameplay (18+)

!CW! drugs, addiction, (its a bit sad too 😢)

My parents are still gone and Ana and I are alone. This morning I forgot my phone at home and when I finally got it, I saw that Philip called me. YES! After more than 4 weeks! I was totally angry when I saw this! Now suddenly he calls? 😠 Anyway, I texted him, and after a short while, he called me back.

He apologized to me for ignoring me for weeks. He said, because of me, he was totally sad & pissed He needed a break. After I told him he acted like a fucking jerk, he gave me another reason for his ignorance, Nico! 🙁

Me: Stop it, Philip! Stop telling me why you’re acting like an ass. I don’t wanna hear it! 😞 And you hurt me TOO!! But I kept calling you like.... a crazy stalker! I felt like-....as if I had never meant anything to you.

Philip: A.! LISTEN! Please!....Nico was here! He was with me for almost a week! Only two days after we had that fight, he called me. 🙁

Me: What? 😠 Why-...why didn’t you tell me?

Philip told me everything! That Nico saw me in front of my apartment with D. and that Philip was totally pissed at me too, because of that. He also told me that Nico doesn’t want or can’t see me, he’s afraid. Afraid of what Philip told him. Besides, Nico just started dating someone new, after all these months.💔 He finally got the feeling, that it might get better for him. He wanted to give this new woman a chance, before he gets back into all this.... MESS! And he saw that Philip loved me and somehow he didn’t want to get in the way. 😩 😔He thought I loved Philip more. 😭 🤦‍♀️ I know, I said I chose P., but it hurt to hear how Nico felt. SO MUCH! He also said to Philip that someday, he will contact me to talk to me. After all, he promised me this when he left and he asked Philip not to be mad at him, if he meets me. 😭 Philip said that even if Nico wants me back, he would somehow get along with it, but he would not go away or leave me because of that.

Philip sent me some pics he took with Nico and I started to cry so terribly when I saw them. Nico has changed so much. 😞 💗.... I felt so, so BAD! I just couldn’t talk to Philip anymore! He hurt me a lot and now all this news.... it was (again) too much for me. Everything came back up! I just wanted to die, so I threw my phone on the floor and started crying.....Atm my sister came into my room. She was so scared! She thought something bad had happened.

I told Ana that I don’t want to live anymore and that this pain just won’t let me go. Ana took me in her arms and held me tight. She couldn’t calm me down at first. I felt like I was losing my mind or was trapped in my own body. I just wanted to escape and leave everything behind. I didn’t want to hear from Nico and Philip anymore!! This was the point, where the two only meant pain to me.

Ana was also of the opinion that Philip and Nico are pure poison for me and I should forget them both. If only I could do this! 😩 But.... ugh, I’ll do so much bullshit! 🤦‍♀️... With... Daniel.

The next day I felt better. Ana wanted to spend a nice day with me to cheer me up & she told me to have fun with Daniel (Z.). But I didn’t want to take advantage of Daniel, to forget N. & P.! He didn’t deserve this! I started to like him. 😕 You know? 🤷‍♀️ But I didn’t want to get involved with him at first, because of Philip, but I was so MAD & hurt! And honestly, at some point, I didn’t care about ANYTHING!.... That morning, Sandra came to us as always and she wanted to talk to Ana and me, she was a little worried about us.

Sandra: The last days were really nice with you guys and I want this to stay that way.... forever! But I’m worried! Especially with you Ana something is wrong! First you were constantly with Daniel and now suddenly you have a new bf? Jacob here!...Yeah, hey J.! Is Ana taking drugs?

Jacob: Aren’t we all doing this? Seriously now? Daniel and Aleksa are constantly high!

Me: Fuck you, Jacob!

Ana: Ugh! Yeah, we’re just having some fun! It’s nothing bad or serious, just a few pills from time to time, that make us pretty....fine!

Me: WHAT?...ANA!!!! What kind of fucking pills?

Sandra: Yeah!

Ana: Um...you know? It’s that one particular pill, with a smile 🙂 on it and which is gladly taken at parties. 😬

Me: HA??? What are you talking about a fucking smile??? Idk such a pill!

Ana: Oh come on, YOU!? 🤨

Me: I’m not into those fucking party drugs!! You two taking Ecstasy?

Ana: Um... yea. I think it’s some kind of E!

Me: Stopp this! PLEASE! 😨

Ana: Yeah, is good! It’s not a big deal! We only took it a few times and yeah, that’s it! No Drama! Ok?

Sandra: And you A.? Dominick told me, what Daniel’s into! I mean you and him, you two withdraw quite often. What are you doing with him? I know you’re sad about Philip, but this is no solution sis. Okay, if you like Daniel, no one will mind, but....you know what I mean.😟

Me: I need Daniel! Trust me, I know what I’m doing, We understand each other and we just....smoke a bit. 🤥 And because you’re pregnant, we don’t wanna do it in front of you, so we prefer to be alone.

Sandra: Okay, I’ll turst you, A.! I know the conversation with Philip yesterday really hit you. But you should be careful with what you do! I just want you to be okay!

Me: I’m ok, S.! Don’t worry about me! Think about your Baby! That’s all I want from you. And I’m happy for you and Dominick, if this should be something serious with you two. I just hope, he doesn’t use you to comfort himself. Because of his grief. 😟

Sandra: He’s not well at all! 😞 But.. if I can give him some joy, then....I will continue to do this and I expect nothing from him in return. 🙁

Me: That’s why he likes you! I think he feels good with you. But don’t forget yourself!

Sandra: No! I’m a big girl, sweetie! I enjoy the time with him too, but whether this is really enough for more? I honestly don’t want to think about this........Are we all going out later?

Ana: Sure! Just call, D.! And you, A.! As I told you, you call Daniel.

Me: He comes to me after work and I’m sure, he wants to go out.

Later Daniel came and the first thing I wanted from him was for us to take drugs. He still had something from last night. But somehow, I exaggerated again and almost passed out in his arms. And omg, I imagined he was Nico for a short moment. So embarrassing!! 🤦‍♀️

Me: Wow! That was really.... intense! I’m a bit dizzy.

Daniel: I warned you to slow down! But come here, A.. Now you can use me as a pillow. 😉

Me: Yeah! You smell so good......I missed you so much Nico! 😵

Daniel: Nico?........You can barely stand! That’s it for you today.

Me: I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean to say Nico to you! 😞 Yesterday, I saw his pics and I talked with Philip....Now I feel so bad.

Daniel: It’s ok! I know what you’re going through, but maybe you should lie down for a minute before we all go out. I have to go home first anyway, to change.

Me: No, pls don’t leave me alone.

Daniel: You wanna come with me? It won’t take long.

Me: Ok.

This is going to be a really crazy night. But he & I were STILL JUST friends! But.... this will change. 🤦‍♀️

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youn9racha · 2 years

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so glad to know channie's at least relieving you of stress 🥺💗 have some more then 💗💗💗💗💗💗 you deserve all of them my sweet 😩💗

also just sharing, but i finally finished my fic for the collab i participated in 😩💗 it was a lot of words and not proofread but at least that's one responsibility out of the way 😭 and i enjoyed writing it very much despite the occasional writer's block �� also because this is now my way of coping from stress 🥲 or at least as long as my mind has some creative juices then i can distract myself from things that are bad for my mental health 😭

also my sweet puppy husband 😩 i love him 😩 he makes me happy the most 😩😩😩💗💗💗💗 look at him 😩 what a man 😩💗 my life 😩😩😩💗💗💗💗💗💗

ITS THE WAY YOU’RE COMFORTING ME WITH SEXY CHAN PICS <33333 I APPRECIATE YOU SO MUCH 💀💀💀

also i hope i can get to read it 🥺 sure dealing with writer’s block and not proof reading is a menace to society and we need to expel it from our universe, at least you got it doen and hopefully the experience was worth it !!! i can’t wait to read it !!!

ALSO PUPMIN LOOKS SO ADORAVLE AS USUAL 😔🙏

#ella’s mailbox （╹◡╹）#strwbrryblues

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bbina · 11 hours

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bbibbi… i’m going to cry… no… i’m actually tearing up 🥲 i can’t believe that btl is over now 😩 like… time goes so fast huh? i’ve never been this invested in an smau before, btl is just THAT smau 😭💗💗💗 nothing can EVER top it i’m telling you 😊 but fr, this smau is so beautiful, the characters, the plot, the chats, the angst, literally EVERYTHING 😩 i’m going to miss waiting for a new btl chapter to be released everyday ☹️ i’m going to miss reading the cuteness, the angst, the silliness, the lovey dovey-ness ☹️ i’m going to miss my silly boys and my silly girl silly-ing around together ☹️ i’m going to miss cute loser boy wonbin who’s just so in love with his girlfriend y/n ☹️ i’m going to miss pretty lover girl y/n who was kinda late to realising her feelings for wonbin ☹️ i’m going to miss snitch shotaro who snitched to the others that wonbin went to ulsan ☹️ i’m going to miss overprotective older brother eunseok who now has a GIRLFRIEND??? HELLO??? ☹️ i’m going to miss confused giant sungchan who was blamed by y/n for wonbin leaving her ☹️ i’m going to miss bubble boy seunghan who’s literally the president of the ynbin nation ☹️ i’m going to miss puffy hair sohee who’s a part of the ynbin nation and is just a cutie patootie ☹️ and i’m going to miss sir anton who SOME people tried to make second lead ☹️ fuck… I’M GOING TO MISS BTL SO MUCH 😩 okay but i can always just reread it so 🤭 i just want to be dramatic 😭 i can’t believe that i actually teared up… like… wtf??? bbibbi… THANK YOU for writing this AWESOME smau 😩 i love your cute, smart, big brain that is full of wonderful ideas SO MUCH 💗💗💗 believe me when i say this but btl is the first ever smau that i fell in love with 😘 everything about btl was so homely and comforting, i felt so much at ease whenever i used to read the chapters 😩 AND i remember ranting to my cousin when ynbin had that HUGE fallout 😭 babe you had me stressing and shit 😩 and i’m so happy with the amount of LOVE and APPRECIATION that btl has received 🥰 #DESERVED 💗💗💗 reading other anons asks about btl made me so giddy and happy 😊 the highlights of this journey HAS to be ynbin’s CRAZY fallout and the ynton shippers 😩 WHERE DID THE YNTON SHIPPERS COME FROM??? they just spawned out of nowhere 😭 the b in btl stands for BEST and i’m 100% sure that other anons will agree with me 😊 i’m actually going to reread it… LIKE I CAN’T BELIEVE THAT IT’S OVER NOW??? WTF??? heart: broken 💔💔💔 soul: shattered 💔💔💔 bbibbi 😭 i’m actually going crazy… 😐 btl ending means that seunghan’s going to come back 😊 idk what i’m saying i’m just rambling now 😩 btl… btl… BTL… ☹️ okay but the one year skip fucking caused my heart to palpitate 😭 UGH 😩 i love you btl 💗💗💗 SO MUCH 💗💗💗 FOREVER 💗💗💗 AND ALWAYS 💗💗💗

- 🦌

i jus realized bbibbi is an iu song lmfao ANYWAY-

it's been over 12 hours and i still can't believe its over :( i miss them already 😔 ive been answering asks and i was like "fuck im gonna update again" BUT WHATS THERE TO UPDATE CHAT 💔 not too sure about anything can top it... im lowkey liking the plot of wb's second smau thats in the works.. not gonna say much cus its not done yet 🫣

mane im already missing backstreet boys dumb shenanigans mixed with wonbin's loser self yearning for yn to like him back bc shes a dummy!! remember when eunseok had to literally knock some sense into her ass.. sigh they were so cute and funny... esp when the boys took it upon themselves to fight the devil (ynbin) themselves like get u friends who bridge you to the person who's right for u!!!

u guys do tell me that u guys feel like ur literally part of the friend group 😭 thats honestly kinda cute... means i nailed what its like to be with friends *sigh* LMFAO

the ynbin breakup will still continue to haunt yall huh 😭 the way it got yall talking to ur irls about it (some anons mentioned they were talking abt it to their own friends LMFAOOOOOOOO) crazy ass plot..

THE LOVE BTL GETS IS SO HEARTWARMING I LOVE THAT YOU GUYS RLLY LOVE THIS FIC THE WAY I LOVE IT HUSDHSKHFSDJFHKSD will never get tired of saying that shit fr

NTM ON THE YNTON SHIPPERS LIKE WHERE DID U GUYS PULL THAT ONE OUT OF UR ASSES?????? there was fr a little anon group dedicated on sending asks about ynton becoming canon LIKE HUUUH ... the highlight for me was the poll 😭 maybe i'll do more plot polls more often just to see everyone spiral and think outside the box 😭

idk why i have a strong gut feel hani is coming around soon especially whats going down on the kpop world... KINGHAN COMEBACK 2024

the one year timeskip just to show that they've come a full circle teeheeeeee

thank you so much for reading bambi anon!!!! i rlly rlly rlly LOVED waiting for ur thoughts !! thank you sosososo much for always taking ur time of day to read and share!! <3 LUV YEW

#mailbox #btl ask #★.mail: 🦌 anon #in my head everyone's emoji names have government names LMFAO

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todayisawthewhxlewxrld · 3 months

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My apologies for not being active. It's been tough lmaos. Stuff with my family has been going on, and my friends.. Blah blah blah. Got embarrassed because my friends asked if I was on of my psychology teachers favorite students (I wasn't in their period.), and he said "No, but I'm not blind. I'm aware that I'm one of hers" out loud in the class, and my friends have been joking about it. So I'm reminded of it everyday. My boyfriend uhm. Well, I'm sort of considering maybe bringing shit up that bothers me, because today he said that since he got with a "bum" like me, he obviously doesn't have taste. Replied with ow? And told him it's bringing the petty out of me lmfao, and he started going "Oh no I'm so scared" yk shit like that. So I'm annoyed, and angry. Told him to "unget me then tf". Sigh. It's just been tough, and I can't handle people talking about my appearance anymore. I've had enough of everyone, and I mean everyone picking fun at me for it. Like my friends are constantly talking about "how big my forehead is", my boyfriend would say stuff about it too, but a couple days ago Ig he was feeling nice and told me that he's just hating on me. That there's nothing wrong with me. But then he contradicted himself today?? Ik its a joke, but it's hurtful and Idk what to do about it. He legit told me he was gonna do something while I "sulk", so I'm just afraid that if I say smth about it, then it would be an argument 😩 Life is confusing.

Been so depressed lately that I haven't been going to my classes. Luckily, we're out because of the snow. So I don't have absences rn. But mannn.

Anyway. I'm probably gonna lay down and sleep, maybe do some work I haven't done, idk? But I'll try to be in your asks again lol, just don't have the energy 😔

Xoxo 👽

BAE DONT EVER APOLOGIZE FOR THAT ITS OKAY!! I UNDERSTAND THINGS R HAPPENING AND IM SORRY THAT SO MUCH IS HAPPENING RN FOR U AND I HOPE YHINGS GET BETTER :(

also that’s so fucking weird and unprofessional of ur psychology teacher ngl like who the fuck says that genuinely… and bae ur bf… i still whole heartedly believe should be an ex bf and this literally just pushes me towards that opinion even more :/ u deserve a better bf!! one who doesn’t “poke fun” at u like that or starts an argument when u “sulk” or whatever. u deserve a better bf and better friends ngl . and i truly truly TRULY hope u get that.

at least yay for no school :( ily! take some time for urself and i’ll see u in my ask box whenever u have the energy! don’t worry about it!!

#axel answers ☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★#axel answers// 👽

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writemywaytoyourheart · 2 years

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Nauuuuuuurrrrrrr its only 9am and I’m already crying… what do I do… they all deserve so much better I’m gonna go crazy until the new chapter comes out💔💔 I really hope they’re going to live and be happy😩 I went thru so much emotions while reading this chapter you’re amazing !!!! Love u 🫶🏻

Aww I'm sorry bean 💔😭 there was so much going on in this chapter I was afraid yall would get whiplash😭

I'm really hopeful that the next chapter will be done on time this week. We can can hope lol.

I'm so sorry for hurting you tho 😔😔

ILY 🙏🏻

-chip

#asks #sopikooo

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baekhvuns · 2 years

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okay me being me fell asleep last night oh well 🥲 and aw 🪐 anon thank u its good to be back honestly!!

JSJDKD PLS WHEN U SAW STARRY U PROBABLY WERE LIKE DAMN SHE STILL LIVES?? WOAH 😭😭😭 but im glad I wasn't the one one excited here hehe

thank u!! and ofc i will give u half my brain if u give me a yeosang fic i haven't forgotten heh🤭 AND YES THANK GOD HES GONE i can finally breathe and well cmon now.. obvs ppl pleaser 😀

yeah i cant believe it actually happened either but when they found out what average i got and that'd me the 2nd per whole in the class they started to stop talking to me and laugh quietly whenever i came up to talk with them - until i gave up and i heard 2 of them talking shit abt me and it just blew me off bc i really did not expect some good grades to make them like this.. so yeah ure probably right they were never in for this friendship ; one of them was my deskmate and hopefully by next year i won't have to sit with her anymore. AND YES MISS BAEKHVUNS, HE HAS AN AUDI A4 THIS SUMMER ITS STARRYS ERA

i think our head master will cut us off if we ever pull a prank - she really really dislikes our class so yeah 😭😭😭 AND THANK U FOR THE FAITHH

no summer.. if i were u id leave and never look back 😔 DAMN VILLAIN READER? WHAT FIC DROP NOW!! and thank u, bodyguard will come soon yall trust me on this bc im back now and a day won't last without me asking here for it 🤭 and damn.. seventeen.. I MEAN THEY GOTTA PAY 13 PPL BUT WHAT IN THE WORLD IS SO MUCH??

and omg this hwa pics.. patrick star in the back 😭 - 🌃

omg no worries bestie

okay me being me fell asleep last night oh well 🥲 and aw 🪐 anon thank u its good to be back honestly!!

omg no worries whenever u wanna send an ask is fine !!!

JSJDKD PLS WHEN U SAW STARRY U PROBABLY WERE LIKE DAMN SHE STILL LIVES?? WOAH 😭😭😭 but im glad I wasn't the one one excited here hehe

LMFAOOOO NO FR THAT WQS MY EXACT REACTION also bc when i have to tag a post ur anon tag is number one so i was rly surprised bc u sent one and i could finally use it jcbakdk

thank u!! and ofc i will give u half my brain if u give me a yeosang fic i haven't forgotten heh🤭 AND YES THANK GOD HES GONE i can finally breathe and well cmon now.. obvs ppl pleaser 😀

YES PLS DO DONATE IM VERY MUCH OPEN TO THIS BRAIN TRANSPLANT 💘💖💞💓💞💗💖 LMFAOOOO UR STILL ONTO THAT 😭😭😭😭 ONE DAY PLS YEAH THANK GOD HES GONE SO STUPID GOSH

gIRLIE POPS U DESERVE BETTER FRIENDS BC WTF IS THIS SHIT 😭😭😭????? oho the talking behind ur back gave me ptsd to my time <//3 BDNQBDNW NO BUT IM GLAD U CUTTING THEM OFF U BETTER CUT IT OFF ENTIRELY NO LOOSE STRINGS 🔫 VFMQBDQKHDKW BESTIE WHEN U SAID HE HAD AN AUDI A4 TO ME HES IMMEDIATELY HOT ANYONE WHO HAS A AUDI IS HOT 😭😭😭😭 GOD PLS THE BASS IN THAT CAR IS SO FINE GOD LIVE UR YN ERA 😩😩🤌🏼😮‍💨 RS7 IS >>>>>

i think our head master will cut us off if we ever pull a prank - she really really dislikes our class so yeah 😭😭😭 AND THANK U FOR THE FAITHH

BFMWBDMS LMFAOOOO U KNOW WHEN A ADMIN DISLIKES A CLASS IT ALWAYS MEANS ITS THE BEST CLASS !!!!

I WOULD TOO ITS JUNE AND ITS POURING RAIN TWO RAINBOWS AND PUDDLES EVERYTHING IS WET AND ITS COLD but the sleep 😮‍💨🤌🏼 YES VILLAIN READER X KING HWA <33 A SERIES ACTUALLY SO MAYHAPS SOON BC I CANT STOP THINKING ABT IT !!!! oh girlie they just became extremely good friends (every hood RELATIONSHIP STARTS LIKE THAT OKAY) with a slight but of tension so 😮‍💨 its bUILDING LMFAOOOO U HERE NOW WILL MAKE ME WRITE IT MORE NFB YEAH NO LIKE SERIOUSLY ONE PERSON TICKET IS LIKE $399-$700 😭😭😭 BULLSHIT HYBE’S RIPPING US OFF

and omg this hwa pics.. patrick star in the back 😭 - 🌃

no bc tiddies

#✉️ : ask #🌃 anon

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