#its unhealthy actually

[yj-98]

i AM a strong believer in tim drinking energy drinks btw. jolt. josta. red bull. rockstar. monster energy my friend monster energy. the trashy ones. the skater park ones. the ones you get at the convenience store and collect the tabs and put them in chains or on shoelaces. trust me when i say that the vibe of the completely innocuous and loser rebellion of drinking those things bc theyre 'unhealthy' fits him. the status of them amongst suburban white children. they do serve the purpose of keeping you awake whether you want to or not and personally break through my own caffeine tolerance.

like tim IS the kind of person to just run on fumes til he passes out and the coffee thing is fanon yadda yadda but i just. think that nothing is funnier than tim "canonically drove a car at 14 and has a skateboard" drake collecting drink can tabs. because he would. to me

#they are unhealthy but. yk what i mean. its like thinking youre cool for drinking those when youre like 14 bc youre intimidated by smoking #which is what the older kids actually do #rook.doc

[givemewallywestorgivemedeath]

The generational progression of team dynamics is truly so funny to me.

You have the Justice League and they're all coworkers. They're friendly and polite with each other but they don't really hang out together outside of work. Two of them might transcend the work friend dynamic and buddy up outside of work (i.e Barry and Hal or Ollie and Hal or Bruce and Clark) but you will never see all of them casually hanging out for fun.

Then there's the Titans. These guys are friends. They all have busy lives so they maybe don't see each other as much as they'd like to but they're all deeply bonded with each other. They make a point of planning big get togethers with each other unrelated to work. They know each other's deepest secrets. Their kids consider the other Titans aunts and uncles.

Last but not least there's Young Justice. Young Justice is the definition of unhealthy codependency. They're all best friends and they act like siblings but they might also all be in love with each other? Kon dated Cassie, hit on Cissie, flirted with Bart's clone and had a dream where Bart was in a cheerleading outfit and was with his other love interests and then just everything with Tim. Cassie dated both Tim and Kon, and then there's everything with Cissie. Bart admitted that Cassie made him 'like girls' (?), took Cissie to a dance, and is extremely close with Tim and Kon to the point where it could just be unhealthy codependency but it might be something more. Honestly this entire group is so intermixed and codependent it's insane. They go from 'i love you so much you are my best friend' to 'i wanna make out with you' so fast and with barely any breathing room. They are constantly with each other and hang out at least once a week. They cannot exist separately.

#the Justice League is so funny to me because theres hal and barry who are actually friends and hang out together #and like ollie and hal #but the rest of them probably don't even know what each others favorite food is #they are there to do a job not to make friends #they are nice and polite because it is good for the work environment #then the Titans are just a realistic protrayal of friends #they have lives outside of each other and try to meet up frequently but sometimes life gets in the way #but they're still close and they still love each other #they're like high school friends who all moved away for university and see each other on summer break #then theres YJ who are like trauma bonded and cling to each other and are feral animals when separated #like seriously its unhealthy #its a fantastic dynamic to read and it makes sense for them but do not do this irl it is not a good actual dynamic #dc #dc comics #Titans #teen titans #justice league #young justice #young just us

[sciderman]

there were three in the bed

#spideycablepool #this fic is getting to be so long. so long. #i was thinking this dynamic was going to be so unhealthy and now. actually its so. its so. #what the hell. what the hell.

[miitopia-cake]

Some of you really need to realize that appreciating and including other people's queer experiences does not undermine your own and you need to leave them alone.

#i find my own joy in seeing other peoples queer happiness and satisfaction with their identities #and its actually unhealthy to see other people talking about their queer experience and going “but what about-” no. #i love all verisons of the queerness and you should too. it makes your life better to find a love in other peoples joys. #rambling #rant #text post #lbgtq #ace #aroace #aromantic #asexual #lbgtqia #mogai #discourse #queer #gay #homosexual #lesbian #sapphic #queer love

[redysetdare]

Any other ADHD ppl who gets stimulation from anger and so their brain will sometimes come up with arguments to make them angry Abt or is that just me?

#actually adhd #adhd #actuallyadhd #tbh its incredibly unhealthy and i get over it by doing a thing where if i get angry i force a different thought #usually it distracts my brain enough to go on a different tangent

[galaxygermdraws]

Absolutely. Obsessed with whatever episode 7 was. Who let Skizz and Tango do that. Who let them parallel Last Life like that. Also Gem being terrifying is so good I'm quite obsessed with her this series.

And uh. Tiny little doodle of the best base in the series. I'm not crying what r u talking about.

(reblogs with tags/comments appreciated. Thankyu)

#secret life smp #trafficblr #secret life spoilers #SLSMP #SL spoilers #tangotek #skizzleman #geminitay #tw blood #tw fire #ask to tag #germ draws #germdraws #god i will think about skizz actually being selfish A LOT. like #this is the same guy who dies for his loved ones all the time but the one time he has ever gotten the boogey curse HE HURT. TANGO. AND IVE #NOT SEEN A LOT OF PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT IT #BUT IT MAKES ME INSANE AS SOMEONE WHO LIKES LL SKIZZ N TANGO AN UNHEALTHY AMOUNT #like...how do u think tango felt. yet again being turned on by someone in his team due to a boogey curse. and its worse here bc #skizz would NEVER....right? #yea tangos gonna have trust issues again #AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HOW SKIZZ FINALLY GOT BOOGEY CURSED AND IT #WASNT EVEN RANDOM CHANCE #IT WAS TARGETED. IT WAS FORCED UPON HIM AGAINST HIS WILL. NOT TO MENTION HE ALSO WENT RED #BAD COMBO

[infernal-lamb]

i’d love to hear more about neves if you’re comfortable sharing :Dc

its so funny to get asked this knowing that I can't reveal too much about Neves without spoiling a bunch of things from my fic, despite that I would love nothing more to spill all her lore......what I CAN tell you is that she was sent to the Lands of the Old Faith for a very particular reason and she's kept safe by the Lamb for a reason too. She comes from a pastoralist/agrarian upbringing and spent the entirety of her life in this profession (hint hint). Livestock, land cultivation, and the demoralizing poverty in a society that does not value such work and considers it a degrading role for outliers! you know, the usual. She talks like a farmer and a butcher, which is how u get silly stuff like THIS happening when she's getting to know the Lamb and their Flock:

(She's talking like a butcher here, which obviously is off-putting for the Lamb, mostly because they can't quite gather context, and she does....make a lot of jokes like this but. She's just human you know!)

Neves is firm in her convictions and is stubbornly attached to the idea of her own righteousness. She's just too smart to be misled.

She believes herself above indoctrination, of course.

She has too much wit

too much rebelliousness

She would never be a victim! That's Neves for you :) She'll survive the horrors.

#cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl lamb #cotl oc #cotl au #long post #LIKE SORRY FOR HOW LONG IT IS #almost didnt tag this bc I felt Very Silly since its Neves-centric #but the Lamb shows up here and actually has some dialogue from a scene i wrote lmfao djhgfjhglkd #so sorry to the tag for the human oc jumpscare #I know I've drawn these two in semi-funny situations but remembering the source material......i told you guys it would be Horrific :'( #and i know it seems i am flattening the Lamb into a villainous sort of presence but i understand them as both victim and perpetuator #living in a society that is not conducive to compassion that isn't coerced or weaponized #but anyways! it is very sweet to be asked about my oc brain rot when i haven't even posted the fic yet #my art #ALSO BEFORE ANYONE GETS WEIRD: this is not romantic love in any sense #these two just have very dysfunctional and unhealthy dynamic for a good bit

[wulvert]

#i dont talk abt it a lot but i've been unhealthily obsessed with spider-man for most of my life and sometimes i need to imagine making a #spider-man comic to stop myself from being really annoying about it. a spider-man comic by me would be shit keep in mind i hate fight scene #and superhero comics are fight scene so I'll never actually do it I just like to think about it. Id have nothing new to bring to the table #I just like peter parker a weird amount like its unhealthy and its annoying and i think doc ock and aunt may should get together #i also think peter should not be given access to science careers even though he really wants them #and i dont like when hes rich. or happy. or winning. or #i keep looking at that thing and going oh jerma that isnt jerma do not interact with me #also i like doc ock hes funy. hehe do cock #hehe #bye

[askblueandviolet]

I think Blue likes you. 👀

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#lego monkie kid #lego monkie kid fanart #monkie kid #monkie kid fanart #lmk #lmk fanart #lmk macaque #monkie kid macaque #blue and violet #honestly at this point the Mayor's feelings really can't be defined by words #its wayyyyy too complicated because it actually doesn't make any sense #like Macaque helped kill LBD so obviously the Mayor resents him for that- wants to KILL HIM for that #but at the same time Macaque still means a lot to them #just like how despite LBD basically killing Ling and ruining their past life Mayor still loves her- ITS SO COMPLICATED GUYS #but more toxic than anything else- this is a very unhealthy relationship #and Macaque also has mixed feelings too and is still victim because Mayor did play a part in what was basically his ensalvement to LBD #Mayor is convinced LBD is so great but Macaque was literally hurt by her and was tortured and stuff- and yet Macaque still tolerates them?? #anyways I love shadowpuppet guys #this relationship will work out eventually #anyways the blue text is a quote from Mayor in Colours #second to last chapter

[serotinals]

If Captain America: The First Avenger was based on A Long Winter

Video

Pt. 2 & Pt. 3

#I made pt 2 and pt 3 for thirteen letters and not easily conquered but idk if ill post bc this one is prettier <3 #although its literally just screenshots from my mammoth nec video so idk why I did this but I did! #YAYYY #not easily conquered #nec #stucky #the thirteen letters #stevebucky #oh my god I’m so obsessed with nec it’s actually so unhealthy 😭 save me nec … nec save me …..

[tennessoui]

november ko-fi fic upload!

hello hello I feel like I am ~a little late, but I come bearing about 6k of a body swap au fic. there's no tumblr tag for this one unfortunately, but after like three years in this fandom i really wanted to try my hand at one of my favorite tropes

in this body swap au, they switch bodies during the aotc wedding between padmé and anakin which is so dramatic of them lmao and also so very messy

I just posted the link to it on my ko-fi! here is a little teaser of one of my favorite parts:

A commlink trills into the heavy silence.  It’s Anakin’s comm.  Obi-Wan reaches into his belt and pulls out the machine between one second and the next. “You’ve kept your commlink on?” The senator sounds confused, hurt, and offended. Obi-Wan knows he should have more empathy in his heart for her, but it is incredibly difficult. He flicks it open. Master calling, the display reads. “Yes, I did,” Obi-Wan snaps. “The galaxy is on the edge of breaking out into a war, Se—Padmé. I can’t ignore that when the Jedi could need me at any minute. As a senator, you should understand.” She recoils as if he has struck her, and he knows he should be ashamed. He knows he should soften his tone and spool the words back into a tight knot in his chest, but he cannot.  And a part of him thinks he is right. 

as a refresher, the way these ko-fi uploads work is:

Monthly supporters will be able to go into the gallery tab on my ko-fi and click on an uploaded image. The title of the image will be which au the ficlet fits into and how many words it is. The description beneath the image will be a quick summary of the au and a link to the google doc containing the ficlet. The “root” au post, aka the post that started the au on my blog, will be linked as well on that google doc

(though this one doesn't have a root post cause it was written sort of just on a lark)

#obikin #body swap au #i just think anakin keeping his comm on his body during his marriage to padme #just in case his master needs him #is really so very anakin #like yess unhealthy attachment anxious attachment core #and then my other absolutely favorite part #obi-wan finds out anakin desires him sexually #so decides to try and seduce anakin into breaking up with padme because he decides he actually can't stomach #losing anakin without a fight #its just a messy lil 6k fic!!!

[zenithsys]

being a kid who was raised almost wholely by the uncaring internet as opposed to caring parents is literally the most wild experience. everyone expects you to be well-adjusted because you had parents, but when the internet is what you turned to for advice and guidance and positive reinforcement because your parents weren't there?? like chronically online is one thing but raised by the internet is a wholely different beast

#chronically online #child neglect #internet culture #childhood trauma #childhood #00s kid #like when you are a child being raised by the internet #every anonymous person becomes someone you turn to for advice #its so so so unhealthy #but what are you supposed to do when its all you have? #anyway as someone who was raised by the internet i am so staunchly against parents who just hand their kids technology #please actually be there for your kids they will be an absolute mess otherwise

[phelbeez]

oh lord with the idea of z!tubbo spending days taking care of an unconscious z!phil and the regular purgatory codependency potentially sitting in- you are NOT painting a good mental image for what his reaction was to waking up and his co-leader not being there

Good because it wasn't the prettiest situation. Z!Phil suddenly disappearing had not happened prior to this. There was a routine! Z!Phil spent a lot of his time tending to their little garden. He still gets distracted a lot but overall he's always there. A constant. And with him being injured Z!Tubbo is used to checking on him. Z!Tubbo's guilt over Z!Phil's injuries eats him alive until the two of them have a talk(that one comic i posted hehe) much later. Z!Phil going missing one morning freaked him the fuck out.

Z!Tubbo coulda fell to his knees when he came back to the base after Z!Roier had already found him. Thank god Z!Phil didn't wander too far this time, am I right?

#🫧✉️gambit answers #🫧qsmz archive #🫧z!tubbo #🫧z!phil #unhealthy? for a bit. with time this aspect can heal. #once z!phil is able to defend himself properly and actually go out by himself #thats when they would have their talk about if z!phil regretted saving z!tubbo #that conversation helps z!tubbo push aside a majority of the guilt #see guys look there can be a bit of comfort and healing in qsmz #only a bit though. z!phil may not regret his choice to sacrifice his body and risk death to protect z!tubbo #but the consequences of that choice were irreversible and he is in pain #emotionally AND physically haha #z!tubbo might be able to push past a majority of his guilt but even if its not as horrible as before #every time he sees that missing wing. every time z!phil stands at the edge of that cliff with his remaining wing stretching as far as it can #he wishes he could apologize #but he knows z!phil wouldn't let him. because it wasnt his fault #im just yapping haha

[koipalm]

For sy attendant au - what are SQQ attitude and feelings towards SY, if you don't mind me asking?

Because what I read so far hadn't painted him in good light. Like sure - he wants to survive and SY is an key asset in that, but the way he goes around it is... questionable.

so i answered this ask about it but i just realized that i dont think i tagged it with anything so. MY BAD thats my bad

the long and short of it is that sqq is definitely not a good person in this au lol. granted theres less of the overt child abuse because sy is able to stop some of that but sy still is very much a servant to him. one of the better things about this au is that sqq really just sees sy as a means to an end.. there is some attachment to him but sqq really does not really see sy as someone with his own agenda outside of like. living comfortably. its kind of good in a way that like sqq will grant sy a general amount of mobility around the sect because of sy's vague position and he doesnt reeaally care what shen yuan is doing if its not actively doing work for the peak or sqq.

sqq really sees sy as more of like. a political pawn? in a way. like he keeps sy close for appearances around the sect and he does in some way feel like hes doing charity work because by extension of working for him sy is granted a fair amount of power and status. but he doesnt care what shen yuan does in his free time or for fun. sqq is not the worst person of all in this au but he is definitely someone who isnt afraid of using others to help himself. that and like. its definitely a pat on the back for him of being able to say "well you were sent here to take my place and instead of killing you as was my right i HELPED you and i even gave you your own place on this peak and look at you now. youre mingling with some of the best and the brightest that the cultivation world has to offer" like nevermind that he isnt interested in helping sy with his own cultivation lawl

ok that wasnt short at all sorry but sqq is using sy but he also feels like hes helping him a bit. its a pretty unequal give and take so they definitely have an unhealthy relationship. that being said i think sy goes out of his way to misunderstand sqq a lot because he allows his hate of sqq to shape how he sees his actions.. so he doesnt put a lot of effort into actually examining how sqq differs from the book. also now that ive had a lot of time to think on this au i dont really think that sy's end goal in all of this would be to LEAVE as much as it would be he would want an actual firm position and leverage over sqq so he didnt feel so unstable. that and he does feel indebted to sqq. he could probably handle being around the guy if sqq didnt have so much say over his life

#sy attendant au #ask #and when i say being around the guy i mean that shen yuan would snark at him a lot and yell and theyd both get on each others nerves #but shen yuan wouldnt feel compelled to like. actually damage his cultivation or poison his tea #and sqq finds it hard to relate to sy because he literally appeared by a higher being dropping him from another world #and sy is so fundamentally different in his modern beliefs that sqq feels both that hes hardening him up and protecting him by making #him his assistant. to him its kind of like helping a venomous insect and then keeping it in a terrarium to study LOL #and yeah its rly questionable i think its funny if they had a really unhealthy relationship. gay people LOSE! #ok sorry i always say so much but its because i have so much to say.. thanks for asking! i love talking about my aus #svsss

[lovesickeros]

☆ lost in orbit

{☆} characters tsaritsa {☆} notes cult au, drabble, gender neutral reader {☆} warnings violence [ implied ], unhealthy relationship {☆} word count 0.6k

She had resigned herself to apathy – to burying her love beneath the cold, hard soil and letting it rot amongst the graves of a long dead civilization, burned to ash in only a day. Yet how quickly it all fell apart in her hands, slipping through her fingers like sand, no matter how desperately she tried to cling to it.

Was she not diligent enough? Was she so weak that she faltered at the first person who showed her genuine trust and affection? Had all her work been for naught?

A part of her revolts – the same woman who watched the sky burn and the ground beneath her feet crumble into ash. It would be so easy to wrap her hands around your delicate throat, to squeeze until you finally saw her as the monster she knew she has always been.

Yet she doesn't think she could. The look of betrayal, of fear..oh, it would ruin her, she knows.

Perhaps that makes her weak. Perhaps you have made her weak.

Perhaps she does not mind as much as she should.

You trust her, after all – enough to sleep in her bed like she couldn't just kill you before you ever knew what was happening to you. Your body was so..fragile, in this mortal shell you descended in. How easy it would be to snuff out your life, here and now.

Yet she doesn't.

Instead, she looks at you like an old lover – with all the love of a woman who had died in the ashes of a dying civilization, of a woman who thought she could love no longer. Emotions she fought so hard to suppress well up in her chest and fill the empty space where she knows her heart should beat. Try as she might – and oh, how she tries – she can never quite stem the affection that consumes her every waking moment when she sees you.

It is like an addiction that she cannot rid herself of, no matter how she tries. She always finds herself back at square one – back to you.

Her hand lingers against your cheek, undue affection filling the empty spaces in her chest until she feels like cannot breathe. She traces her hand along your jaw, her vision narrowed on the softness of your lips.

Yet that same thought rises unbidden to the forefront of her thoughts. Love was a dangerous thing – you both knew that. To let it fester and rot her from within..she would be throwing her plans out the window, and for what?

Because she was too weak? Because the affection and trust in your eyes whenever your looked at her made her feel whole, like she was more then just an Archon playing God with the fate of the world?

You do not even stir as her thoughts toil like a brewing storm. She swallows the lump in her throat, removing her hand like she'd just touched a piece of hot metal. A part of her still screams that it's for the best, that you've corrupted her enough, torn apart her plans in the span of a week, a mere blink in time..

But it goes silent as she leans in, pressing her lips to your cheek. She will not let the thought fester, tonight – she will let herself be weak, if only for another day. If only to covet the affection that she finds herself drowning in for just another day.

And when you stir, she pretends that she had never thought of it at all, that she has only ever known love with you. Even if her heart that does not beat leaves a stabbing pain in her chest in the agony of knowing that even this is futile..

She lets you wake, let's the recognition and the affection fill your vision until she is all you see – two stars locked in orbit, unable to break away.

And when the day comes that you collide, she will be holding the blade that drives into your chest, and she will know nothing but love when she does.

#sagau #genshin sagau #self aware genshin #genshin impact sagau #self aware genshin impact #tsaritsa #fellas is it gay to think abt murdering ur lover bc u love them so much #everyone hcing that her lover died in khaenri'ah but what if she killed them.. #tsaritsa killing her lover so they dont have to walk down the same path and suffer the consequences when celestia retaliates>>> #tsaritsa killing her lover bc to her them dying is better then living and she refuses to let them be corrupted by going down the same path #i just think shes a little silly!!! a little goofy!!!! i forgive her #theres just smth abt tragic lesbians and also tragic lesbians whose tragedy is one of their own making #yknow :) #but at the SAME TIME. her lover dying and wanting her to move on and LIVE but shes so spiteful shes willing to destroy herself to #destroy celestia. she doesnt care abt what happens to her bc if her lover isnt there with her then what does it matter? she has nothing lef #to lose. #characters who become their lover would hate bc living in a world without them is agony>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> #also i only tagged unhealthy relationship bc the tsaritsa is. unhinged but shes actually v normal in the relationship #she loves u!!!! and shes a good lover!!! she just thinks abt killing u sometimes bc she loves too much and its easier to kill u now vs lose #you later on where it will hurt WORSE #also bc smth smth she thinks itll make it hurt less if she kills you vs someone else bc she would actually LOSE IT if someone hurt u #spoilers it does not and she spirals and is haunted by what shes done and constantly tries to lie to herself to justify it. it does not wor #did i scare off the normal ppl w this one.......maybe!!!!! #i meant morally grey at best when i said morally grey at best!! #crawls back into my ditch okay im shutting up now

[findingfinchbug]

Reminder to let people have food preferences and to not make them feel uncomfortable or anxious about it!

You don't need to judge them for not wanting or not being able to eat something - just accept their answer and move on! Don't force them or ask constant questions or belittle them!

It's really not a big deal unless you make it a big deal??

#arfid struggles #arfid #neurodivergent #autism #actually arfid #reminder #its not that hard #just be glad im eating something?? #firmly of the belief that fed is better than hungry #even if its quote “unhealthy” foods #just... dont comment on peoples diet #its that easy!!! #im upset and pissed oops